#glad to hear you are talking to someone

[petrichormore]

unrelated but I’ve seen an increase of shippers on twitter being like ‘oh my god 4halo is finally canon I can’t wait for them to get married’ and like congratulations but. q!bbh has looked down on marriage presumably for as long as we’ve known him - he says it multiple times. He would never be happy in an actual marriage and not only that but like. Have people forgotten that the happy pills arc happened? Have people forgotten what the 4halo dynamic specifically became during that arc??

Like q!BBH hated marriage before but now he’s got a billion more reasons to avoid it. Especially with q!Forever, even if he’s no longer drugged. And q!Forever does too? Like I cannot imagine a world where one side of 4halo proposing to the other would have any effect other than sickening q!Forever and scaring q!BBH. Maybe I’m wrong but like those two are never getting married. Even if they’re mutually crushing on each other, sure whatever, they’re still never getting married. And that’s good. They should cut out the paperwork and do a highly dangerous blood ritual instead.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

I was just curious cause me and my friend like to look and talk about your tumblr a lot, what pronouns do you use? If you dont wanna answer you don't gotta!! I just wanna make sure im not using the wrong pronouns on you when talking about you

they/them! but i will accept other options if its Funny or For The Bit or to Piss People Off

[charliefqirie]

Hello, Charlie, just wanted to make this ask to tell you how amazing you are. You were one of the first kindergarten accounts I found here on Tumblr and I'm honestly so happy I did.

You, as well as other kg artist, made me feel so much better with my art, seeing someone having an art style that looked so similar to mine yet so different and from someone so cool as you. It made me feel a lot better, even if it's not something that big.

Also, the way you draw Ozzy is honestly so cool and a huge inspiration for my current way of drawing him, I adore him.

You are a super cool person, the few times I've been able to talk to you on the kindergarten server I've been so happy, I literally look up to you a lot, you are one of my idols here on Tumblr (is that how you say it?). However, what I mean is that you are in my top 3 favorite kindergarten artists, and the fact that I am able to talk to you is just so... "#!_:#)'#)€?". I got a little jump scared when I saw you on the server.

And there is more, but I honestly can't bring myself to write more without breaking up crying, soo, sorry for the super long ask and for being a coward and writing this as anon –🐀💥

anon… anon whoever u are i’m gonna get you… …. crignngn in the house tonight this means so much tysm sosbbsdnjsnsbd.

[royalarchivist]

Every time I see someone cite one of my clips when telling people about a particular charater, analyzing a specific interaction, or making lore predictions, it always warms my heart.

[bumblingbabooshka]

Had a dream that after a conversation about women & lust, Tom threw his hands up in frustration at Tuvok's non-answers and was like "Are you even a man??" and in the background you can see Tuvok silently raise his brow as the camera turns away to follow Tom & Harry and everyone was reblogging that clip like 'Is Tuvok..............???'

[nyaacatboy]

hey aros/aces of tumblr has anyone else figured out to express the sentiment "I hate it when people complain about being single to me" to allos without them launching into the perfectly valid ways in which they are unhappy with their singleness or conflating "complain about being single" with "talking about dating or being attracted to anyone."

[sapphosdickandballs]

This ones hard, because I'd tell you practically anything off anon(because I'm insane). Sooooo, hmm, I suppose I look at you and your post with a certain fondness? The same way a friend admires their friend; big eyes and a gentle smile. I love seeing you in my activity page, because ik you'll have things to say and I love seeing the way you interact with the content I put out. It's very interesting, and I love seeing what you have to say! I want you to think I'm cool and stuff because I wanna get a good grade in tumblr mutual dammit(something that is both possible to achieve and normal to want)! Like sometimes I get nervous when you don't interact with the comments and such I give you, but that is simply because I have the attachment style of a wet cat with seperation anxiety(so please don't feel any pressure from this, it's supposed to be relatable and funny). Anyways, yeah! That's what I won't say with my chest! Have fun with this one<3

Sweet wishes- your mutual

Thisis really cute /p I feel the same way about a lot of my mutuals. I…think I know who you are? But I’m also very bad at guessing. If you are who I think you are then I do think you’re cool (cooler than me smh 😔) and awesome and funny. I wish I had that like…reveal anons skin so I could know I’m right. But I think I know. Maybe.

[saesins]

it's suicide prevention month, so here's a reminder that you can reach out to me if you need to. that it's ok to feel terrible after making the right decision. that it's okay to cry. that you're worth it. that I love you. that your feelings and emotions are valid.

I know these things may seem like they mean nothing, but one that I and a lot of people may need to hear right now is that it's okay to feel bad. but stick to what you think is right regardless of that feeling.

I myself am suicidal, so I know how it is. I know that it may feel like nothing is worth living for anymore. and even tho I'm not there myself yet, I know there is something that's gonna make it all worth it. you just need to give it time to find you. and i know sometimes when it's in the moment, it's hard to stop yourself, but just breathe. remember that you're still here. that it's not your time to go yet. if you ever try to die by your own hand, it's not time.

I love you all, and I'm proud of you for making it this far, please keep going. see what's waiting for you in the future. I love you💗

[saturncoyote]

So, what is the situation between your rain world iterator characters? They have peeked my interest and *may be* my hyper fixation👀👀

Oh boy where do i even begin ? There is a LOT of lore to these funny guys, some of which i've already revealed in my fabled Askblog but there's also a lot that i've been holding off on, particularly about their relationship

Of course i don't want to share any information that is yet to be revealed, that would spoil the fun y'know ? But their overall deal is that they're divorcees due to..... contrasting opinions, let's put it like that

Actually you sent me this ask right as i was working on a little comic with them, here's a sneak peek.... as a treat

[vanyafresita]

actually, you know what ? im glad my ex gf ghosted me, i dodged a bullet it seems

[shopcat]

hello so like i’m reading this and like steve’s parents are like actually sort of nice in this fic like it’s such a rarity it’s so plain weird because steve’s parents are always portrayed negatively, it’s like a breath of fresh air sort of not really, it’s just nice to have some difference in the way steve’s parents are portrayed

hehe that's nice... i recently bookmarked something where it wasn't his PARENTS at least idt but he had a really sweet moment with his grandma and it was just like a casual little peek in that i found nice AH idk i just like it when people take the idea of trying their hand at depth and complexity with a characters backstory but don't just go "so he's being abused". i think there honestly needs to be more positive portrayals of steve's parents or some sort of attempt at ACTUAL a complicated relationships instead of just handwaving something incredibly serious as... abuse.. or neglect.. in a way that feels patronising and ends up uncomfortable and taking advantage of real life issues for the sake of poorly formed identity porn LOL 😭 it definitely would be a breath of fresh air and maybe one that would stop people from.. suffocating

[piratadelamor]

self isolation as a form of self preservation is going to end up killing me someday

[todayisafridaynight]

So the other day I sprained my knee 💀💀 not really in my Top Ten Coincidences but it is a little funny... At Any Rate I'm glad your wrist support glove is helping and I hope the rest of your recovery is smooth :) Would be very excited to see the sick fic you had in mind! (And Also Sorry For Contributing Nothing To AraSawa)

BTW I wanted to introduce you to my new silly little guy Yuhei Kirihara (they told him he sucked at drawing </3)

I'm clipping things as I go to show you later because this is the most insane line delivery I've ever heard from Tsutsumi But Also he's definitely cute tier list material so far

WDYM YOU SPRAINED YOUR KNEE (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) some news is better than no news tho: im relieved you didnt succumb to the flu you caught last week, im happy to hear from you (❁´◡`❁) knee bit sucks tho im SO so sorry howdoesthatevenhappen--

AH BUT THE FIC i was thinking on whose pov to write it from all last night but now that I Think i know which one to go with im excited to start writin it soon (๑•̀ㅂ•́)✧ AND NO SUCH THING AS 'NOT CONTRIBUTIN' ARE YOU KIDDIN your enthusiasm alone's made me waaaaay more confident about sharin art and the sor, not to mention chattin with me and Undoubtedly giving me an idea. or fifty-- sure id been A Lil Silly bout em beforehand, but havin someone as energetic bout em as me def gives me a lot of motivation to share more, so ty for all you do as always ♪(´▽｀) i consider that contribution anyhow.. its very important to me in my opinion...

OH BUT HE SEEMS CUTE tbf i can be won over on a ttm chara so long as i see him smilin... my bias my weakness.. MOST interested to see more bout this one youre watchin when you got the time 👁️👁️ espwheniverunoutofnakaimediatowatch--

[silouvertongues]

ik zayn is like one of the most famous people rn but urge to gatekeep my baby is soooo strong no one say anything about him no one look at him no one think about him

[yusukenui]

no one talks about how tiring it is to be friends with the popular, conventionally attractive quirky girls... god forbid i have to listen to you ramble about some booger of a man again

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Same anon as before, I’m happy that you’re accepting yourself! That’s great news. I had a very similar situation where I was very embarrassed about what character my brain chose to project onto, but after working with my therapist and years of reflection I’ve realized it had to be that character because they were the only one I could see myself in, we were both abused in certain ways that made it like looking in a mirror, and being Him meant that I was able to protect myself because he could (character is someone “dangerous” in their world). So I really think it comes down to a reflection of trauma, and there’s nothing to be ashamed about. We coped with what our brains found the most comfort in.

If I can ask, what does your therapist think about it? Only wondering because with my therapist, they are aware we have fictives of this character as well as the system as a whole projects through him but I’m still trying to figure out if it’s part fictives and other part alters with psychotic attachments or if there’s something else at play as well like past lives (the old fictionkin community used to be big into that but I know it’s not so much anymore so I’m a little embarrassed but I am still a spiritual person) alr that’s all, looking forward to your response!

First of all, I'm glad to hear back from you anon!!

My therapist and I figured roughly the same thing happened with me! When I say I use this character as a therapy tool, I don't think it's appreciated enough that it's bc my therapist familiarized himself with the source - my therapist watched (and enjoyed) 148 episodes of anime for my sessions and I cannot stress that enough lmao; we're pretty sure that what happened was that I saw a lot of my emotional trauma play out again in front of me in his character arc, mostly in the way he perceives himself but also with how he struggles with his emotions and general interactions with the world (with my own difficulty with such coming from the climate of the family that abused me). He did serve as a mirror, not just of my own trauma, but also of what I wish I could have done, which was to lash out and genuinely own my anger and frustration and do something. Of course there's a lot more to it, but with just covering the surface, looks like we've had pretty similar experiences!

As for my therapist's thoughts on this, we actually haven't put any clinical labels on it. I personally like labels, they make me feel sure and certain about things in my life, which is why I tried to nail this down with the OSDD/DDNOS (complete with question mark) in my bio, but truth be told I'm not entirely sure I meet the full criteria for either of them, in spite of the genuine experiences I've had with what definitely feels like multiplicity of some sort. Interestingly enough, while I myself am not very spiritual, my therapist did make a mention that this is an experience that I could try looking at through a spiritual lens, especially since it's been coming up a lot more as I'm trying to rework some deeply held thought patterns. There's been a pretty positive outlook on it overall and he encouraged me to interact with it - the episodes tend to come with some specific thoughts and feelings, so we're treating them (and by extension, this character) as a sort of conduit for them, sort of like a messenger bringing attention to them. This is all some pretty specific info for my stuff though lmao, I just wanted to cover the ground as thoroughly as I could 💖