#god i feel so undeserving at times and yet whenever im not desperately grasping the warmth just falls into my lap
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#ramblies#some little good things happened over the last couple days and im finally feeling it#like just.... WOW i dont know why i worry so much. a moment of clarity without the self doubt and im realizing just how good it can be#i need to be kinder to myself i think. i dont know why im so cruel like ooooghghgh im so overbearing but also i dont give enough#ooogoghg im so fucking average ooggh im living a big grand mistake and everyone will see through my supposed 'facade'#(like girl what facade. ur not even acting. what fucking facade. ur exactly as it says on the tin. you know this. they know this.)#like bitch shut the fuck up!!!! shut up!!!! everyone fucking cares about you!!!!! the sun is fucking shining!!!!!!#god i feel so undeserving at times and yet whenever im not desperately grasping the warmth just falls into my lap#like what on earth... i wasnt even asking and yet youre all here. how did i get here. why do i suddenly feel worthy.#i know it wont last but thats okay i always look for this feeling in the mundane things... good to know it can catch up to me like this!!#ill probably delete this later this is embarrassing but i just need to shout from my soapbox a little bit#i feel weird about talking to anyone specifically about this. woe. positive vent upon ye.
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