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eomayas · 1 year

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TOXIC CHANYEOL FF PLEASE

thanks for the req!🩷 this is not the end of toxic chanyeol on my page!!! i made it a lil smutty, hope you like it!

back 2 u • pcy [req]

pairing: toxic!chanyeol x f reader, established relationship

synopsis: chanyeol is a fuckboy and reader can’t seem to stay away

genre: angst, slight smut 18+ minors dni

warnings: swearing, manipulation, mentions of cheating, mentions of alcohol, mentions of smut, reader doesn’t like sehun, reader and chanyeol don’t belong together, reader is mentioned to be a bit toxic herself! mentions of baekhyun, sehun, and kyungsoo.

all it took was one video taken from a fucked up angle, exposing everything that you never, ever wanted to see in your life, to you. it was so hard to miss, his dumb face smiling at the dumb girl sitting on his lap. you’re rarely ever grateful for sehun, that bastard, but god were you grateful for his stupidity and lack of awareness right now. because of him, you’re speeding down the freeway, on your way to a club to get you boyfriend in check, all thanks to his idiot friend posting a video of him at a club with the location attached. it was so easy, it almost felt like bait.

you practically whip your car into a group of people waiting to cross the street, but you couldn’t care less. you hop out of the car, severely underdressed for the club in a pair of black jeans, a black crop top, and black boots. but again, you couldn’t care less. the only thing on your mind was knocking some sense into your boyfriend and his best friend, in more ways than one.

storming up to the front of the line, you ignore the protests from the people behind you as you cut. you’ve never paid to get into a club, but there’s a first time for everything because you slap two 20s into the bouncers hand, and then you’re walking through a too-packed club.

you push your way through bodies, unsure of where you’re really going but knowing that you’ll find him regardless. it was so like sehun to expose chanyeol like that, whether he meant to or not. it’s not even the first time, either. last time he did it, it exposed that chanyeol lied about where he was going (strip club), and the time before that he exposed that chanyeol was hanging around other women when he specifically told you that there wasn’t going to be women around. of course, you knew he was lying each time, but to find out from that idiot sehun made everything worse.

your head swivels around as you push through the bodies, searching for an overly tall head, or an overly loud laugh to catch your attention, but the darkness and the strobe lights make it more difficult for you to see anybody or anything.

you practically make it to the end of the club, still not finding chanyeol. you stop for a moment and lean against the wall, fishing your phone out of your back pocket and dialing chanyeols number. your eyes scan the club as you listen to the phone ring; the chances of him answering are 50/50, but he knows exactly how you get when he goes out and doesn’t answer your calls or texts, so it would definitely be in his best interest to answer his phone.

like clockwork, though, he doesn’t. you scoff and go to call him again, but the spotting of baekhyun from across the way has your finger hovering in mid air and your feet power walking themselves over to him. “baekhyun!” you shout loudly, making a few people turn around, including the man himself.

when he sees you, he smiles, but his face quickly morphs into.. something else; a bit of panic. “y/n! what are you doing here?” he asks, pulling you in for a hug that you don’t reciprocate. out of all of chanyeols friends, though, you hated baekhyun and kyungsoo the least, but you still didn’t particularly like them.

“where’s chanyeol?” you ask, ignoring his question. baekhyun brings his hand up to his hair, and you know he’s about to lie. “don’t even fucking lie for him either, baekhyun. where is he?” his eyes dart around the club and you squint up at him, frustrated with the entire situation and just tired of it all. dealing with chanyeol is like an awful game of tennis that refuses to end. you’re both tied, but sometimes the score is 30-15, and nobody ever wins. it’s like cat and mouse, but a more demented version.

“uhh… if i tell you, do you promise to not cause a scene?” he asks.

“no. where is he?” you ask, grabbing onto his arm. he looks down at your hand that grips his forearm tightly, shocked at the strength of you. you see the surrender in his eyes and almost want to smiles, but you don’t.

baekhyun sighs. “fine. he’s back there, in the lounge. don’t get yourself arrested, alright? it’s summer,” he says, but you’re already taking off in the direction he pointed in. you beeline through people, shoving bodies harder than necessary but you’re on a mission.

you see chanyeol before you even get to the lounges, and the sight makes all of the air disappear from your lungs. a woman with dark hair sits on his lap, one of his legs in between hers. she’s turned around to face him, her face close to his ear, and his arms are wrapped around her middle, his left hand resting on her thigh. chanyeol is a lot of things, but honest isn’t one of them. you know you’ve definitely given him too many chances, but when things are good with him, they’re good; so good it’s like you’re floating on air.

pushing your hurt feelings away, you storm into the lounge area with a fire beneath your feet. you spot a disregarded drink on a table and grab it, walking up to chanyeol and the girl and saying, “what the fuck are you doing?” the drink in your hand cocked back and ready to be thrown.

chanyeol looks startled at your presence, his eyes wide. “y/n?”

“who the fuck are you?” you ask the girl, staring down at her. she looks up at you, and then back at chanyeol.

“is this your girlfriend?” she asks, and the words make your skin boil. he didn’t even have the decency to consider you before he sat down with her.

his hesitation to respond to the girl makes her scoff and get off of him. she gives you a pitying look that makes you feel embarrassed and like crying, and then she’s off. “don’t throw that,” chanyeol says, pointing at the glass in your hand.

“why shouldn’t i, asshole?” you manage to keep the tears out of your eyes by sheer willpower, but you feel like falling to your knees.

“because,” chanyeol says, standing up and ripping the glass out of your hands. he sets it down behind him and reaches for you, and you slap his hands away.

“don’t fucking touch me. i’m sick of you!” you say, stepping away from him.

“y/n, it’s not what it looked like,” he says plainly, like you only walked in on the two of them standing side by side and not her fully sitting on his lap and his hand inching up her skirt. “i don’t even know her.” he says, like it makes it any better.

“fuck you,” you say, turning to leave, drained from the whole situation. you start walking, practically running with how fast you’re moving. chanyeol reaches for you, capturing your wrist in his large hand and pulls you back towards him. “get off of me!” you yell at him, prying his hand off of you. he opens his mouth to say something, but you take off again.

he shouts your name the entire time you’re trying to leave, partly because he knows it’ll irritate you, and because he knows it’ll get your attention. “stop, chanyeol! just stop!” you shout once you get outside in the cold air. you wrap your arms around your midriff and huff out air.

“y/n, just let me explain,” he says, sliding out of his jacket and handing it to you. you look at it and shake your head, making him scoff. “don’t be dumb, y/n, it’s freezing. take it.” he says, and you snatch it out if his hands and slide it over your body.

“there’s nothing to explain! i know what i fucking saw—you can thank your best friend for that by the way,” you say, glaring up at him. chanyeol runs his hand through his hair and mumbles fucking sehun, and you rolls your eyes. “quit associating with dumb ass people, and maybe we wouldn’t be in this situation.” but knowing him, and yourself, you’d find a way to be here.

he only licks his lips and looks at you, and you avert your gaze. if you look into those big, brown eyes that can make you melt with just one look, you’re screwed. “can you just let me explain myself?” he asks. the nerve.

you scoff. “if you’re going to justify you cheating on me, just save it,” you say, shaking your head. you glance around outside and notice that you’ve gained a small audience of the club goers. this is probably what baekhyun was talking about.

“woah, i didn’t cheat on you, let’s get that clear,” he says, a frown on his face. you roll your eyes for the umpteenth time, and put your hands in the pocket of his jacket.

“mhm. well, i’m over this, and you,” you say, turning around to leave. you hear his footsteps behind you, and try not to start running.

when you get to your car, you open the door but his hand stops you. “chanyeol, move. i’m serious,” you say, looking up at him. you bite the inside of your cheek as you try not to get lost in the look he’s giving you.

he moves, because he knows he’s got you still. all it takes is one look (and good pipe) to get you right back underneath him, where he likes you most.

you drive off, leaving chanyeol standing there, feeling proud of himself because if he didn’t have a reason to pull up on you unannounced tomorrow, you have his jacket.

you wake up bleary eyed, and a little disoriented. your back hurts from sleeping on your couch, and your legs feel stiff from sleeping in your jeans. an empty wineglass and half-empty bottle sit on the coffee table before you, and you move to clean up with a yawn.

after picking up the living room, you change out of last nights clothes and into a pair of shorts and a big tshirt. when you go to throw you clothes in the hamper, you see a pair of chanyeols boxers, and bite your bottom lip. you’re sure you’re done with him, but you don’t know if that was made clear last night. you consider calling him to tell him that it’s over, but that he’ll only see that as an invitation for him to come over and ‘change your mind’.

sighing, you toss your dirty clothes on top and pick up around your room, forcing your brain to not give a shit that a lot of the items in here are his. you don’t live together, luckily, but of course you both have things at each others houses. you just wish he didn’t have so much.

a knock on your front door makes you pause. you aren’t expecting anybody, but you have a gut feeling that you already know who it is. so you take your time answering, making your bed and tossing more dirty laundry into the basket. you fold your throw blanket, and even consider vacuuming, until insistent knocks start pounding against your door.

you rolls your eyes and slip into your slippers, and walk down the hall to your front door. you don’t bother checking, because only one person could be so annoying at 10 in the morning.

but you probably should have checked before, because when you pull the door open and see chanyeol standing there in a pair of gray sweats, a matching hoodie, jordans, and a backwarss cap, holding a bouquet of pink roses, you feel like sliding to the floor. he leans against the door frame in only a way that tall men can make look lazy in sexy way, and that makes you want to slam the door in his face. “good morning,” he says, his voice raspy like this is the first time he’s talked since waking up.

you only stare at him, an irritated look on his face, but your heartbeat is saying something different. “what do you want?”

he extends the flowers to you, which you take with a forced act of “i don’t give a fuck”-ness. “i want my jacket back. and to apologize,” he says, putting his hands in his sweat pockets.

“you could start with the apology, and then get all of your shit,” you say to him. a flash of disappointment crosses his face, but he quickly composes himself.

“y/n, i’m sorry about last night, and that i did what i did with that girl. you know i don’t ever want to hurt you, but i did, and i’m sorry that i caused you pain. you don’t have to forgive me right now, but i hope that you consider,” he says. you just stare at him blankly, wanting him out of your presence.

“get your shit,” is all you say before walking away to put the flowers in some water. and maybe you swing your hips a little bit because you know that he’s watching, but who can really say?

he goes down the hall to your room while you cut the ends of the flowers and find a vase to put them in. you then set them in the center of your dining room table. you glance down the hall and see chanyeol digging through the drawer that you let him have, and walk down to your room.

you stand in the doorway and watch him, to make sure that he gets everything out. he glances back at you when he feels your gaze on him. “are you just gonna stand there?” he asks.

“until you leave? yes.”

he sighs and straightens up, turning to walk over to you. you tense up as he gets closer, and focus your eyes towards the center of his chest. “y/n”, he says, trying to get you to look at him. you resist. “y/n, baby, i’m sorry. i really am,” he says, bending down to meet your eyes, and you make the mistake of looking at him.

you let out a pathetic sound that’s the cross between a sigh and a whimper, and he smirks at you, his hands coming around your waist. “chanyeol, stop,” you whine, barely putting any effort in getting out of his hold. “you’re such an ass. you keep doing this shit, and i’m tired of it. you say the same thing every single time!”

“i know, baby. and i’m sorry,” he says, burying his face in your neck. there goes that pet name that makes you want to slap him, and die in his arms.

chanyeol kisses your neck and you can’t help but bring your hand to take place in the hair at the nape of his neck. one of his hands moves from your waist to your ass, grabbing the flesh and pulling you closer to him. he gently bites your neck to test the waters, and you yank his hat, pulling him away from your skin to look at him. “stop that,” you say and he puts his hands up in surrender.

you both look at each other, and you make the mistake of flicking your eyes down to his lips. he smirks at you like the devil himself and says, “you can kiss me. i know you want to.”

and so you do, because fuck it. you always knew, in the back of your mind, that you’d both end up here. you always do, whether it’s you apologizing (rare) or him, this is always what happens the next day.

the kiss is messy and full of desire, his hands gripping your ass and yours pulling off his hat and throwing it across your room. you yank at his hair, and he lifts you up with ease and carries you over to your bed, throwing you down. he doesn’t waste any time pushing your shirt up and kissing your stomach before pulling your shorts down, settling in between your legs, the place where you love him the most.

and maybe this is why you always come back, because you know he’s about to give it to you good and eat you like a starved man.

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archernarbeta · 1 year

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On the Floor,

✴︎ pairing : Kyungsoo x Reader

✴︎ genre : angst, mystery, I don’t know 😭 Kyungsoo is an idol tho

✴︎ warnings : mentions of suicide, description of smoking

✴︎ wc : 750

✴︎ a/n : I guess this is loosely inspired by smoking Soo from Room No.7? I’m honestly not sure.

“You’re staring again.”

He stated in a matter-of-factly manner. The dim lighting of the living room illuminated his skin too well, giving it a soft glow even though the rest of the space was pitch black. Nevertheless, his was special. He’s like those people you could easily see in the middle of a crowd, always so glowing that in the darkest night, he’s all you see. The little light reflected the moles on his face. A few on his cheeks, the ones on his chin that is always covered by makeup and a little one on his lips- the less prominent one people like to miss.

“You’re spacing out, stop that” he quipped, “I don’t like when your eyes go blank like this.” he sighed before picking up another cigarette from the pack. He lit it up and brought it to his mouth, inhaling a deep breath of nicotine before puffing out a heavy wisp, covering the room. You stared at him wordlessly, gazing at him and the filled ashtray, remnants of the nicotine sticks crowded the tray with bits of ashes falling down dirtying the floor.

“You picked up smoking, again.” It was now your turn to state a matter-of-fact opinion. You hated this habit of his, smoking. No matter how much he mentioned how smoking helps him stay sane, you refused to understand. Because with each puff, you felt him slowly chipping away just like the smoke coming out from his lips.

There were times where you got into fights because of his habits, commotion filled with yelling and screaming due to the deadly little sticks. Both of you were too young then, too foolish and obviously way too naïve to be playing house with each other.

To think about it, you were willing to do anything to bring those heated moments back. The never ending bickering filled with so much raw emotions. You’d do anything to redo it all over again, anything but this. Staring into each other, silently killing each other inside wordlessly in the darkness of once a vivid living space.

He held his gaze at your figure and the way that the hollow of your cheeks becomes visible each day broke him more than he’d like to admit. But to be fair, he knew a part of it was his fault anyways. He gave a low hum as if he wanted your attention. It was a stupid move knowing that you wouldn’t care, you stopped caring about him a long time ago.

“I can’t do this.” He took another huff and stared at the ceilings, paying little to no attention to the fact that the room was nearly pitch black.

“Neither can I.”

Something inside of him snapped as if your response pushed his buttons, “Stop that. Stop trying to respond to me.”

“Isn’t that what you want? For me to respond- talk to you?” You countered back almost immediately, a sharp tone coming out of you.

He sighed and ruffled his hair out of frustration before taking another cigarette out from its box, lighting his nth stick. He lit it up slowly, in contrast with the hold he has on the stick, you reckon he’d crush the cigarette soon before having a whiff from it with that hold.

“It’s not like you could,” he replied while kissing the toxins with his plump lips.

“Then what are you doing now, Soo?”

“Fuck. I- I don’t know. Maybe I’m angry? That you’re suddenly dead but I’m still fucking here walking in circles. Life’s already shit and now I need to wait for something half as good as you?! Hell- maybe I should be angry y/n. You should’ve gave me a heads up, you know? Something along the lines with, ‘hey I might take my own life tomorrow?’ would be fucking great! But maybe I’m scared that I’ll miss you? I know I’ll fucking miss you, I’ll get hooked by cigs again and half of it- is your fault! Do you know how fucking unfair this is? For God’s sake… why did you do this?” Kyungsoo huffed and puffed before exhaling an exhausted breath.

“Do you know that for all the times that you started hating life, you started to despise me, I never stopped loving you? Fuck- not an inch of me isn’t filled with love for you. Do you know how much I love you?” He spoke into thin air.

He took another draw before staring at your lifeless body. It was apparent that his eyes were again brimming with tears. He sobbed like a mad man when he couldn’t hold it in anymore.

The fact was, Do Kyungsoo had been crying for the past 2 hours. During that time, a confused and lost Do Kyungsoo had finished a pack and a half of cigarettes.

He had found you in the dark after work, not breathing, soulless in the corners of what he called home. Much like your soul, his sanity had left him the second he saw you. He hesitantly held your hand once in a while, checking if the warmth of your body was still there. He knew he probably had his screws loose by now.

After his last cigarette, Kyungsoo had his last straw. He finally fished out his phone and jammed the numbers of the emergency line, something he supposed to do hours ago.

“911? My girlfriend took her own life.”

“OD. Two and a half hours ago.”

“Lifeless, on the floor.”

“I- I don’t know… I don’t think have any reasons to call sooner? She- she was already dead…”

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andimoon · 1 year

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✨Hello hello!✨

Writing requests

💚 Open 💚

(Not my art! Credit goes to the artist!)

I’m only writing EXO right now, but send me your favorite member and a number and I’ll write you a little something. 😁

EXO x Reader!!

~ Xiumin (Minseok)

~ Suho (Junmyeon)

~ Lay (Yixing)

~ Baekhyun

~ Chen (Jongdae)

~ Chanyeol

~ D.O. (Kyungsoo)

~ Kai (Jongin)

~ Sehun

✨Disclaimer ✨

I’m allowing Anonymous requests, but please do not read/request smut if you are under 18 years old. I will not be responsible for that.

{A} Angst

{F} Fluff

{S} Smut

(not for Chen! Sorry!)

Unless you specifically ask for smut, I will not asume your age and I will not write smut! Thank you, dear reader! 💛

✨Prompts✨

1. “Of course I love you.”

2. “Our kids are going to be, 🤌✨MUAH✨” (without emoji’s)

3. “When I die, I’m gonna haunt the fuck out of you.”

4. “Who's going to stop us?”

5. “Don’t be nervous, let me take care of you.”

6. “Easy for you to say. You’re perfect.”

7. “You are absolutely stunning.”

8. “Come on, it’s not that hard.”

9. “I’m not wasting my time on this.”

10. “Do you know how fucking cute you are?”

11. “You shine so much, you blind yourself.”

12. “I don’t usually bite, but I’ll make an exception this time.”

13. “A little water never hurt anyone.”

14. “There’s nothing wrong with getting a little dirty.”

15. “I like it when you smile.”

16. “I can’t take my eyes off of you.”

17. “Don’t hide.”

18. “How much did you sleep?”

19. “If this is your way of flirting, you’re doing a terrible job at it.”

20. “You don’t understand.”

21. “I don’t think you see how important you are to me. Let me show you.”

22. “Do you know how much I love you?”

23. “How are you so perfect?”

24. “Don’t look at me like that.”

25. “Baby, your family is right there. Keep it together for just a little longer and I’ll reward you.”

26. “Make me.”

27. “God, I missed you.”

28. “I’ll go if you go.”

29. “I love you! No time to explain, gotta go!”

30. “Make love to me.”

31. “You’re making a scene.”

32. “I love you, I love you, I love you.”

33. “Please don’t leave me.”

34. “Pretend to be mine for a couple of days. I’ll pay you back somehow.”

35. “You smell so good.”

36. “You still love me, right?”

37. “You’re walking into dangerous territory.”

38. “Well, this got awkward.”

39. “Shut up, I’m trying to fuck you.”

40. “Did you block my number?”

41. “Do you need more?”

42. “I’m scared. Not of you, of me. What if I ruin everything?”

43. “Are you actually afraid?

44. “Let me show you how much I love you.”

45. “Is this enough?”

46. “Can we just stay here for a while?”

47. “You’re so soft.”

48. “Is this thing dangerous?”

49. “Yeah, this is what friends do.”

50. “I just love waking up next to you.”

51. “Don’t you have a house?”

52. “Keep doing that.. please don’t stop.”

53. “This moment is everything.”

54. “Can I live with you?”

55. “I know, baby. Just hold on a little more. It’ll be worth it.”

✨A/N✨

Not all of these prompts are original to me! Credit goes to the creators who came up with them, @theficblog and @its-not-sof 💛

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shadowkoo · 7 months

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mini requests

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Hi! I'm opening my requests for the first time in nearly three years! I'm hoping by doing this sort of drabble game / mini fic requests that I can ease my way back into writing after my long hiatus. If you are interested in sending in a request, please continue reading for all the details. Thank you!

Rules + Requirements :

Follow me (if you are not already)

Reblog this post (boosts are appreciated)

Must be 18+ (minors please dni)

To Request:

Choose a group & member (1 only please)

Pick a genre (max of 3)

Select a prompt (max of 2)

Visit my askbox and use a similar format like this: "Can I request Taehyung (BTS) fluff, smut, and coworkers au with prompt #4"

*please make sure that you include the group in parenthesis after stating which member you're requesting

Groups + Members:

BTS - Seokjin, Yoongi, Hoseok, Namjoon, Jimin, Taehyung, Jungkook

EXO - Kai, Baekhyun, Sehun, Chanyeol, Chen, Suho, Kyungsoo, Xiumin, Lay

NCT - Taeyong, Taeil, Johnny, Yuta, Jaehyun, Doyoung, Ten, Winwin, Kun, Jungwoo, Mark, Xiaojun, Hendery, Renjun, Jeno, Haechan, Jaemin, Yangyang, Jisung

SVT - Vernon, Mingyu, Jeonghan, Wonwoo, Minghao, Woozi, Joshua, Hoshi, Junhui, Seokmin, Seungcheol

GOT7 - Jinyoung, Jackson, Bam, Yugyeom, Mark, Jaebeom, Youngjae

ATEEZ - Hongjoong, Seonghwa, Yunho, Yeosang, San, Mingi, Wooyoung, Jongho

MONSTA X - Shownu, Minhyuk, Kihyun, Hyungwon, Jooheon, Changkyun

STRAY KIDS - Bang Chan, Minho, Changbin, Hyunjin, Han, Felix, Seungmin, Jeongin

Genres + AUs:

Fluff

Smut

Angst

Enemies to lovers

Friends to lovers

Friends with benefits

Roommates

College

Coworkers

Meet Cute

Meet Ugly

Athlete (you may specify in your request)

Exes

Idol

*idol au means that they will be depicted as their real identities (as actual kpop idols & famous celebrities)

Prompts:

"Don't look at me like that. You know what that does to me."

"I wish I never met you."

"It's your lucky day."

"I'm sorry, who are you?"

"I can't stop thinking about you."

"Open your mouth."

"Why do you even care?"

"You're more important than you think."

"What do you need me to do?"

"Please leave."

"That's my final answer."

"Did you see that?" "See what?"

"What do you want from me?"

"God, you look so fucking good."

"You're unbelievable."

"Isn't that your mom?"

"I swear I've seen your face somewhere before."

"You're such a tease."

"Don't you dare lie to me."

"Who are the flowers for?"

"Don't forget that we're in public, baby."

"Are you scared? You should be."

"Please say something. Anything."

"Do you forgive me?"

"You forgot."

"You're crazy and I like it."

"Where are you taking me?"

"I think I'm in love with you."

"I need you. Now."

"What did you say?"

"Did you miss me?"

"I dare you."

"I bought you something."

"Is it supposed to taste like that?"

"Ew. Why does it look like that?"

"Baby are you close?" "No but the Uber is."

"How many doughnuts can I stack on it?"

"This is why no one likes you."

"Put your dick away, this is a Lowe's."

"Stop yelling at me!" "You’re panicking, you’ll crash the car." "It’s not everyday a demon crawls out of your trunk!"

"Who the fuck did I marry?"

This is the fifth letter you will write to them, and it will not be the last.

Six days after they left, the ticking behind the wall began.

A mob boss with a black eye and a jagged scar over his wrist sits alone in a dingy motel room. The kitten stares at him affectionately, oblivious to the danger they both are in. Oblivious to the mess it caused.

It happened concurrently, and so quickly. The moon started getting closer and brighter in the sky, and you started hearing them in the radio static.

With a palpable fury, the demon turns to you, ignoring the rubble of your kitchen, and sneers. "How did you summon me? You've pulled me out of chains centuries old." Frantically, you skim through your cookbook. "I don't know! I was trying to make soup!"

They held out a hand, an echo of the melody playing from their fingertips. "The world seems to dance to your tune," they spoke, their voice a captivating blend of amusement and intrigue. The silence that followed was heavy with unspoken questions.

Sometimes you question how everything could have turned out if that day had gone differently.

Chills creep down your spine as you peek through the cracked doorway. You're not supposed to be witnessing this. They'll kill you if they find out.

Free Space - send in your own prompt! Please keep it relatively short!

Disclaimers:

Not every request may be fulfilled, it is up to my discretion.

Word count may vary between requests (300 to 3k, etc.).

Unless requested otherwise, all fics will be written as female reader insert.

Please refer to the top of the original post to know whether requests are open or closed (reblogs may show something different).

Things I will NOT write: suicide, self-harm, animal abuse, underage sex, pedophilia, incest, vore, rape, non-consensual, or dubious sex.

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mint-yooxgi · 2 years

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Kinktober Day 9 - God!Kyungsoo + Oral Fixation & Masturbation

Anonymous Said: for kinktober: king/god (or some high up position) kyungsoo + oral fixation + masturbation

A/n: To be honest, when I first got this ask, I wasn't quite sure how to make this work, but then an idea struck me! I hope you like it!!

Word Count: 861

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Kyungsoo’s fingers dig into the plush skin of your thighs as he pulls you in closer, his tongue laving over your folds delicately. The sweet nectar of your essence that he can taste dripping onto his tongue has a moan building within his chest, especially when he feels your legs trembling around his head as he flicks over your clit once more.

“Divine,” he hums, turning his head to nip at the skin of your thigh.

“You weren’t kidding when you said you were insatiable,” your voice comes out shaky, an airy laugh leaving your lips as you grip the headboard for support.

“For you?” He quirks a brow, gaze drifting upwards to look at your face, and loving how he can see your chest rising and falling with every breath you take. “I can never get enough.”

The moment his tongue is back on you, dragging through your wet folds and teasingly circling over your clit, you throw your head back in bliss. Your eyes flutter shut as your one hand comes to tangle in his hair, a soft moan of his name escaping your lips.

“What about-“ your breath hitches as he sucks that sensitive little nub of yours between his plump lips, “what about you?”

He releases you with a particularly wet pop. “What about me, Dearest?”

“Don’t you want me to-“

“Do not worry about me right now,” he cuts you off, his eyes shining at knowing the fact that you want to touch him, to please him, too. “Simply focus on the pleasure that I’m giving you. Let me take you to the gardens of ecstasy that only I can. Seeing you enjoying yourself, feeling you dripping onto my tongue with that sweet nectar of yours is enough for me. There is no greater pleasure for me than your own.”

The way your heart races in your chest at his words, the way your cheeks warm at his honesty, has your head spinning. Your whole body shakes as he smiles up at you, only furthered when his tongue begins it’s languid strokes over your clit once more.

“Kyungsoo,” the soft sigh of his name falling from your lips has his entire being flooding with warmth, but it’s your next exhale that truly makes his cock twitch, “my god.”

He moans against you, eyes fluttering shut in bliss.

Yes, he is your god. Your one and only divinity, as you are for him. He does not know what he would do were you not in his life. A life that did not know joy, that did not understand the vibrance of the universe until you came into it.

Kyungsoo can and will do anything in his power for you, and he’ll start with this.

“Fuck yes,” he can hear the smile in your voice, in your words as you feel him start to suckle on your clit before laving his tongue through your folds once more. “Just like that.”

He can’t help it. With the way you’re moving above him, slowly beginning to grind yourself onto his tongue, coating his lips in your essence, his cock throbs. The next moan of his name that falls from you, breathless and needy, has him reaching for his weeping cock with one of his hands.

Another moan reverberates against your weeping core as he squeezes his cock firmly in his hand, running his thumb along the slit and spreading his precome over the head. Again, he pulls you closer.

Each flick of his tongue, each movement of his lips, he stroke himself in time to. The rolling of your hips becomes more frequent, grinding yourself onto his tongue, and Kyungsoo does not miss this opportunity to match your pace. He can tell you’re getting close, and all he wants to do is bring you over the edge. He’s already right there, he just needs you to fall with him.

Eyes fluttering shut, Kyungsoo increases his efforts tenfold. The sloppy, wet sounds you can hear him making as he continues to eat you out only serve to make you clench, your orgasm fast approaching as his tongue coaxes it out of you. A few more licks, and your eyes roll into the back of your head, your release washing over you as he suckles your clit into his mouth, wanting to draw out your pleasure for as long as he can.

The sight and sound of you coming above him, for him and him alone - because of him - has him following right behind. Muffled grunts escape him as he feels himself paint his stomach with white ropes of his release, his own body trembling right alongside your own as you attempt to catch your breaths.

Slowly, he detaches his mouth from you, watching as your body jolts from each small touch against your still sensitive core. He smirks as he meets your gaze from above him. His grip never falters on your one hip for even a moment as he pulls you back into him, your juices already leaking down his chin as he licks his lips.

“It would be a shame to let all of this sweetness go to waste.”

#kyungsoo scenario #kyungsoo smut #exo smut #exo scenario #kpop au #kpop scenario #kpop smut #kinktober #deity au

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mybiasisexo · 6 months

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Hi! Hope u had a great day!

Can I just vent for a sec? If u don’t mind?

Okay here it goes… I rly need solo stans to shut. the. fuck. up. Like rly I do. As we know, Baek had his concert (which looked fantastic btw! I’m so proud of him!) and ofc, some of members came to show their support (im sure if Sehun and Jongin weren’t enlisted/busy they’d be there. Same goes for Yixing). However some miserable people wanted to use this ammunition or proof (whatever the fuck they want to call it) that the members don’t like each other, completely over analyzing their actions/words. Tbh, it’s mainly Kyungsoo and Baekhyun stans I see this from. Tho some other solo fandoms have been yapping about too. For some reason, they’ve gotten brave since Ksoo and CBX left sm (ofc I’m happy that they’re out of the shithole that’s sm). Like it’s 20-fucking-24! And yall still don’t believe that they like each other yet? Seriously? They’ve been together for nearly 15 years at this point. And they are FUCKING GROWN ASS ADULTS! If they didn’t like each other or want to be around each other, then they wouldn’t interact at all outside of work. Yet, how many times do we hear stories of ppl running into them while they’re on LITERAL “DATES” WITH EACH OTHER. Stop treating them like they’re in high school ffs! Every time any member is asked about exo during solo activities, they always say how they’re lucky to have them and that they’re family/brothers/lifelong friends.

If you don’t like the group or certain members, fine. That’s how you feel. I can’t change that. But you need to shut your damn mouths and show some respect! As the saying goes: if you have nothing nice to say, then don’t say anything at all. Just remember, any of them members would burn you all alive to keep the others warm. Without a second’s hesitation.

Sorry, damn, I rly needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for listening to my rant lol. 😂

Damn. Yknow I’ve been lucky enough to miss this discourse and I’m glad cause solo stans make me sad bro 😔. I truly can’t understand the concept when it comes to exo. They are one god dammit!!!!

But yeah you’re spitting nothing but facts! Exo have proven years ago that they are more than just coworkers and it’s such a tired argument. If they really didn’t care for each other they would disband. They’re literally staying with sm to remain together like ??? If that don’t prove their loyalty idk what does.

Solo stans can gag bro cause exo ain’t going anywhere and they love each other lmfaoooo like huh???

#ask #avatarren

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suuho · 1 year

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i’d also like to mention that the dynamics within exo seem to have changed as more members are done with service. obviously i don’t know these people & we only see what’s on camera but it seems like a lot of the ships/pairings aren’t as close as they used to be while other pairings seem to have gotten closer. like sehun even admitted in recent japan content that he doesn’t have all that much in common with junmyeon, and chanyeol saying he likes post-military junmyeon more. i don’t wanna say i think some members are growing apart per se, but with so many different personalities in one group, i think it could be just a case of them doing their own thing i.e solo stuff. sukai’s been getting a lot of love this year, though. i’ll never forget the story of junmyeon promising jongin’s parents that he would take care of him :((( and they have really good chemistry despite being polar opposites lol and i’ve always thought subaek had chemistry, too, but i’m just rambling now lol. sorry!

i love that we're seeing more of sesoo and of soochen, too! it's so lovely to see kyungsoo be so openly affectionate with his members, he would have never done that to that extent before. he is very open to receiving affection now. same goes with chansoo; they've always been close but i think it was super obvious how much they missed each other in hindsight. my heart twists inside my chest when i think about how much chanyeol and kyungsoo love and cherish each other, and how that respect seems to only have grown in the past 3 years. i feel like their bond has gotten stronger; maybe absence really makes the heart grow fonder?

sehun and junmyeon... oh, good god. the funniest thing is how they were GLUED to each other during junmyeon's enlistment, and how sehun actually moved back into the dorm last year to stay with junmyeon, lol. i love their back and forth, it seems like they are a little less codependent these days, and that also comes with maturity. i think it was probably also a conscious decision, considering sehun's enlistment. this guy has been spoiled rotten by the exos for 12 years, he needs a break.

what i love is jongin and jongdae!! it is so sad that we can't see more of them; i feel like sm pairing them together for events after jongdae's discharge was such a good choice to create a safe space, and jonginis so, so supportive of jongday and vice versa. back in the day, it was way more cbx-focused, i feel. it's cute to see jongdae with the maknaes in general, you can totally tell he is a dad.

junmyeon and baekhyun always had TONS of chemistry, they just rarely hung out, or we rarely saw them together. i actually talked about that with ana a lot. it's an average taurus/gemini relationship tho, they naturally just get along really well with each other. (also, how cute are suyeol!!!!!!!!! chanyeol respects junmyeon SO much, chanyeol in general is desperately needed in exo. not only as a mood maker but also because he is naturally affectionate.)

(i don't care about chanbaek whatsover lmao and neither do i care about kaisoo... i feel like people got too crazy and keep interpreting things that are definitely NON-EXISTENT in these relationships. it's like with the popular svt ships, lol. makes me think of verkwan.)

and, boy, don't get me STARTED on kyungmyeon... we used to live off CRUMBS.

#i actually think it is good that seho don't have that much in common. it helps a lot in their relationship.#i would need a longer separate post for kyungmyeon lol #but they mean soooo much to me ;;#ask #anon

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z-exo-l · 1 year

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I haven’t watched the other episodes all the way through yet, just 9 and 10. But I am loving the mind games, frustration, sabotage, and general wacky hijinks in exo ladder rn.

Baek standing in the living room in despair + fuming at ksoo stealing his pillowcases is the cutest!

Sehun smugly observing everything since his mission is completed is hilarious.

Chanyeol’s epic five-head distraction trick with the candy. (The man probably dominates at Among Us. Also thanks for inadvertently giving us a face full of ksoo tush. 👍🏻)

Look at Jongdae’s adorable lil feet as he innocently pretends his mission isn’t love shots!

Minseok’s just chilling as his members descend into chaos (I’m so curious about the poor guy’s mission.)

Poor Junmyeon at that horrible jump rope mission; as funny as his face was when he got caught, it’s so cruel that Ksoo’s the one to spot him! 😂

And of course Kyungsoo maniacally (and sometimes erroneously) attempting to thwart everyone else’s mission is the absolute BEST! He looks like he’s having so much fun just being a shithead. 😆 I’m inclined to guess his mission is writing on other members’ bodies, just based on the teaser. But gd I’m so excited. And did you see his laugh in the teaser for the final episode?? My god I’ve missed his big laugh. 😊

#exo #tag later #tp #pack of idiots #I’m savoring the content while we have it; you know?

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ashmp3 · 1 year

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best song on the album by far gawd i have such mixed emotions abt kyungsoo bc i know he likes what he is doing aka slower acoustic songs which i love (well like more than love) but have to be in a mood to listen to and this is a me problem but i like men to sound pathetic and sad and this man is a jolly fellow, with a guitar nonetheless. BUT he has a voice perfect for loserish patheticism and rnb which is kinda same thing anyway if i was god i would order him to sing songs i like everyday bc i am a tyrant like that. Thank god exo exists thats all im gonna say actually ofc its not i miss baekhyun i wish for his album to come soon he gets me smh smh...... And dont come onto my doorstep (ask box) saying i dont know shit bc first u will be incorrect and a fool and second ive been an exol for way too long hes like an older cousin to me this comes from place of love. Damn tough crowd......

#im listening to split decisions as im writing this and i can imagine his husky voice covering it ohhh im gonna get sick again #or imagine him doing brent naur i cant even think too much i am being let down as we are speaking (me writing u reading.)#tt #Spotify

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therhythmafterthesummer · 1 year

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THE HERBIE ASK ARE YOU KIDDING 😭😭😭😭😭 the ring with Herbie parts??????? This HURTSSSSSS god I need him really bad I suddenly miss Herbie Chris sm it's time to reread again 🫶🏼

Also kyungsoo is looking so delicious in these stages oh god so much skin 💀 my man Suho looking FINEEEEE and omg Minseok is servingggg sm wow

ALSO WHAT HYBRID SEUNGMIN? Can you tell that I'm slowly catching up on everything lmao I'm so excited to read it I'll be back to tell (scream) my thoughts 🫶🏼

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prev ask for context

it's soooooo cuuuute. i won't be able to stop thinking about it 🥺 (and it's all your fault @notastraykid not complaining tho i love it)

Kyungsoo really came back from the military with a newfound extrovert personality and i'm all here for it sdkjfhskdjhfsjdkf they're all looking fine as fuck, but minseok, jongdae, and kyungsoo are definitely destroying me the most (which isn't new. they're my wrecker and my biases for a reason LOL)

also, hope you enjoy A Helping Hand hehe

#🍒 anon #ask

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eomayas · 1 year

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new thing (pt. 5) • pcy

pairing: chanyeol x f!reader, established relationship

genre: angst

synopsis: reader meets chanyeols friends and family, and an unexpected guest changes the course of the night.

warnings: heavy angst. reader and chanyeol have a fight. lots of crying and mixed emotions

a/n: about 2 more chapters before i call this series good. sorry for the ending it’s kinda trash but i wanted to hurry and post thissss. thx for sticking with me 💕

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giggling, you push chanyeols hand away from the band of your underwear and turn your body away from him. “yeolie, stop, we’re gonna be late,” you say, but it falls on deaf ears. he reaches for you again, snaking an arm around your waist and pressing your half naked body against his.

“so what?” he mutters, bending down to kiss your neck. you don’t let yourself fall for his touch, and instead pull away from him again. “baby!” he whines, drawing you back into his embrace. you let out a breath and decide to indulge in his clingy behavior, because let’s be real: you love it. you like him all over you and when he can’t stand to be anywhere else but up under you, his hands always touching you.

“i dont want to be late,” you say as he pushes you against the bathroom counter. you let him lift you up and wedge himself between you legs, his teeth gently biting your skin. “and you are not going to give me a big ass hickey before i meet your brother and friends!” you pinch his side and he pulls back with a groan, frowning at you. showing up to meet his friends and family with a giant bruise on your neck was a sure way to leave a lasting impression that you weren’t ready for.

he pouts at you and you can’t help but smile. “don’t mock me,” chanyeol says, resting his large hands on your thighs. you quickly intertwine his fingers with yours so he doesn’t get any ideas and try to delay your leaving. “i’ll be quick.” he tries to reason, and you just raise your eyebrows.

“sure you will,” you roll your eyes and he shakes your intertwined hands.

“just the tip, then,” chanyeol says and you can’t help it when you burst out laughing.

“oh my god! how old are you?” now chanyeol rolls his eyes, though it was a childish suggestion that he’s too grown for. “you’re so horny today.” you tease and he sighs loudly, making you smile.

“you’re mine later,” chanyeol states, big doe eyes looking down at you. you kiss the back of his hand and nod.

“always,” you say and his eyes soften as he practically melts in your grasp. chanyeols cheeks flush pink and you hold back the teasing you want to dish out for the sake of the moment. the words sit on the tip of your tongue, itching to be spoken into existence. but, of course, you hold back, your pride getting in the way. you just can’t handle the thought of him not reciprocating your feelings and not saying it back. if only you knew, though, that he definitely would say it back, would probably scream it and then put it in writing, would maybe, probably, write a song about it to really prove it to you. if only you knew, though.

a nervous smile is plastered on your face as you shake hands with his brother and cousin, sehun and jongin—who told you to call him ‘kai’—respectively. chanyeol is much different than these two, much more relaxed and not as rambunctious as them though there’s only a three year age gap between him and them. you want to joke about it, maybe call him old, but your nerves are in the way and won’t let you get comfortable.

“oh! theres kyungsoo!” sehun says, standing up and waving his arms over to chanyeols college roommate. you take a sip of your water and stand up to shake his head when he gets over to the table.

you introduce yourself to his friend and he gives you a kind smile. you learn quickly that he’s on the quieter side, but sehun gets him talking just as fast. the three of you get lost in a conversation, but you don’t miss when jongin leans behind you to whisper something to chanyeol, and you definitely don’t miss chanyeols reaction: furrowed eyebrows and wide eyes that dart to you momentarily before darting back to his cousin. the two of them excuse themselves from the table for a couple of minutes, and you almost ask him what’s going on but you don’t get the chance.

“i’m sorry, what?” you say, blinking yourself back into the moment when your name is called.

“no worries, i just asked where you went to school,” kyungsoo says with a small smile.

“oh, im still in school in the city—i graduate in the fall,” you say and you see the realization come across his face. his eyes go wide and his mouth forms a small ‘o’. kyungsoo doesn’t say anything, just glances at sehun before changing the subject.

and there goes that feeling again, the one you get where chanyeol introduces you to a new part of his world, the one you get when he calls you childish when you argue, the one that reminds you that you’re still young, not even 22 yet but are involved with a man nearly 11 years older than you. that him and his friends have fully experienced what you’ve just began to understand. that there is still a part of him that you haven’t had a full deep dive into, that you have yet to fully crack him open though you show him every piece of you.

you’re barely listening to what sehun and kyungsoo are saying, your brain elsewhere. you want chanyeol back, for him to look over at you and be able to read you from top to bottom, to see that no, you’re not enjoying yourself, not without him next to you.

sehun starts laughing next to you, and you glance over at him. he’s looking behind your head so you turn to see chanyeol, kai, and two women following them. chanyeol looks stressed out and he keeps wiping around his mouth. you don’t know what to think, until sehun says, “this should be interesting.”

your stomach drops as chanyeol only gets closer, his avoidant gaze finally falling on you and guilt overtaking his features. you manage to control your face and stand up to greet the two women. “y/n, uh, this is minji and… yunhee,” at her name your out stretched hand falters and you feel like a ridiculous prank has been pulled on you. he invited his ex wife?

somehow, you manage to choke out a curt “hello” before sitting back down. you find it hard to look away from yunhee; for starters, she’s beautiful. she has short, dark hair and eyes like chanyeol. her face is mature and slim where you still have that youthful look. she wears a wristwatch, like an adult; you wear bracelets, your left wrist void of a watch. she has a large designer purse; you left yours at home. she looks like she works a real job, at an office, and calls all the shots; you’re still trying to make it through undergrad. you can see exactly where her and chanyeol make more sense. optically, they’re perfect on paper. you and chanyeol just look ridiculous.

you’re not going to sulk in front of the entire table, so you force yourself to start asking everybody questions. minji and chanyeol know each other from undergrad because they were in the same music class. minji and yunhee are sisters. yunhee works in advertisement. you mentally take all of it down. you even see minji and kai giving each other looks that you feel like means something. but above all, you pay attention to how yunhee and chanyeol interact, and when. she’ll tell a joke, and you catch her eyes sliding over to him to see if he’s laughing. you catch her staring at him long after he’s finished talking. you even catch her glance at his left hand—ring finger empty—and your stomach roils when you look at her own left hand and see that her ring finger definitely has a band around it.

you excuse yourself abruptly, knocking into chanyeol as you get up. he looks up at you with concern, as you’ve barely said anything to him since he sat down, and didn’t grab his hand when he put it on your leg. “just going to the bathroom,” you say to him, quickly beelining to the restrooms.

once you get inside, you immediately pull your phone from your pocket and dial seulgi. you have no idea if she’s busy or not, but you’re praying for the latter as the phone rings. you can’t sit at that table for another minute. you’re uncomfortable and feel blindsided, like everybody knew she was going to be there except you.

“hello?” you sigh a breath of relief at your friends voice.

“oh my god, seulgi. are you busy?” you ask, leaning against the counter.

“no, whats up? how is the dinner going?” she asks. you don’t hold back, the words tumbling out of you quicker than you can keep track of. she listens, gasping when you tell her how his ex showed up how you feel like it was a set up. if only it were, so you could proudly go off on everybody sitting outside. “holy shit!”

“so can you please come get me? like, i’m literally about to crawl out of the bathroom window to get out of here,” you say. seulgi scoffs out a laugh and says ‘of course’, and that she’ll be there as soon as possible, before the two of you hang up.

letting out a breath, you slip your phone back into your pocket and start washing your hands though you didn’t use the restroom. the door to the restroom opens and you glance over, you spine going rigid when yunhee steps through. she looks at you through the mirror and you downcast your eyes to your hands, quickly rinsing them off and snatching paper towels out of the dispenser. “hey…” she says awkwardly, folding her hands in front of herself.

you only look at her through the mirror, stone faced. “look, i didn’t know you were going to be here either, if i’m being honest,” she says with a sigh, dropping her hands against her legs. you furrow your eyebrows, not truly grasping the weight of what she’s saying. “minji… she just said chanyeol was throwing a dinner. she begged me to go, so i did. i didn’t know you were going to be here until we got here and i saw him outside with his cousin.” yunhee admits, and you feel like throwing up. minji wanted something to happen between you and yunhee, between you and chanyeol, because there was no reason for her to lie to her own sister about her ex husbands whereabouts. she doesn’t think your relationship with chanyeol is legit—hell, none of them probably think it’s going to last. you’re just a stop along the way for him, until he goes back to her.

you swallow the lump in your throat and nod, tossing the soiled paper towels in the trash. “i can leave, if you want. i’m not the kind of person who would just… show up like that. i’m not going to lie and say i still love him, because i do, but i’m not in love with him. he’s a really good guy—he didn’t know i was coming either,” you wish she would just stop talking, but she keeps going on like it’s word vomit. you tune her out after hearing that she still loves him, your vision blurring for a second before you blink back tears.

“please, just stop,” you say, framing your face with your hands and pushing your hair back tightly enough for it to pull your skin back. you let go and let your hands fall, feeling tired and over the night. “you can stay because i’m leaving, i really don’t care what the rest of you all do tonight.” yunhee presses her lips together and you take one last look at yourself in the mirror before leaving her alone in the bathroom.

to you misfortune, you have to pass by your table in order to get out of the restaurant. there’s no way for you to sneak out without being noticed, so you pick up your last shred of dignity and march over to the table. you place a hand on chanyeols shoulder, startling him with a flinch of his shoulders. he relaxes once he sees it’s you though it doesn’t last long when he sees the look on your face. “can i talk to you real quick?” you ask quietly. he nods and stands up, grabbing your hand and letting you lead him out of the restaurant. “i’m gonna head home.” you say honestly.

chanyeols face falls. “why? what’s going on?” he asks, grabbing your other hand and tugging you close to him. you let out a breath and avoid his eyes because you feel like crying and know that you probably will if you look at him for a second too long.

“i’m just… this is not what i was expecting and it’ll just be better for me to go home,” you say, trying to pull your hands out of his grasp but chanyeol only tugs you back towards him, determined to get you to stay and work it out.

“y/n, ple- no, i’m going home,” you say sternly, cutting him off mid sentence. he sets his jaw and lets your hands fall, folding his arms across his chest.

“fine. but we’re gonna talk about this later,” he doesn’t give you much room to disagree, and you just nod. he stares down at you, trying to figure you out. “how are you getting home?” he asks.

“seulgi,” you answer. he nods and runs a hand through his hair.

“i’ll wait with you,” he says. you don’t try to argue with him and tell him that you’re fine and can stand out here alone, that you’re a grown woman. instead, you wrap your arms around your midsection to keep warm, your sweater not doing much to keep you warm.

wordlessly, chanyeol slips his jacket off and drapes it over your shoulders. you slip your arms in and revel at its warmth, mumbling a ‘thank you’ to your boyfriend.

a handful of silent minutes later, seulgis car pulls up to the curb. you unzip chanyeols jacket and hand it back to him before turning on the balls of your feet. “hey,” he says softly, reaching for your forearm. you look at him over your shoulder and let yourself be pulled when he tugs you towards him. chanyeol places a soft kiss against your lips as if to remind you that he’s not nearly as mad as you probably think he is. “i’ll see you later.” he says after he pulls away. you nod and quickly get into seulgis car, not looking back at him as she peels out of the parking lot.

you’re in your pajamas when chanyeol comes over less than an hour later. you let him in and soundlessly make your way into your bedroom, sitting on your bed while he takes your desk chair. “what happened?” chanyeol asks, getting right to the point.

“why didn’t you tell me she was coming?” you counter. he frowns at you and lightly shakes her head.

“i didnt know she was coming. by that time, it was too late.”

now it’s your turn to frown at him. “you could have told her to leave.”

“minji is her sister, and also my friend. i wasn’t going to tell her to leave when she’d already shown up. i’m sorry that she shows up unannounced, but we’re in the same boat,” you stare at him, not even what to think of what he’s saying. “what? you don’t believe me?”

“i dont know know! she told me she still loves you, so i don’t even know what to think right now,” you huff, trying to keep your voice lower so you don’t disturb seulgi.

chanyeols frown deepens. “when did she say that?”

“does it even matter?” you ask. he opens his mouth and closes it, looking down at the floor. “what, do you still love her?” it’s a stupid question with an answer you’re not sure you actually to hear, no matter what it is. you don’t know if you’re ready for it.

“y/n,” he says it like a warning, but his eyes give him away. you feel gutted, like somebody ripped out your insides and stopped all over them. tears spring to your eyes and you press the back of your hands into them to keep the tears from falling. “y/n.” he says again.

“it’s fine, chanyeol,” you sniff, pulling your hands away when you feel you’ve got your emotions under control. “it’s fine. you both feel the same, it’s whatever.” you sniff again and curse when your eyes well up for the third time tonight.

“what are you saying, y/n?” you stare at a random spot on your floor while his eyes bore holes into you. you dont like where this conversation is going, and you’ve said too much to take back.

poking the inside of your cheek with your tongue, you wipe at a stray tear that falls. “everybody thinks i’m just a stop along the way before you go back to her,” your voice cracks and opens up a dam of tears that blur your vision. “we don’t make sense compared to you and her. i’m not somebody you marry. i’m still in school, trying to figure out my life, and you already know what the world has to offer. we don’t make sense.” you’re full on crying now, folding yourself over and burying your face in your hands.

chanyeol just stares at you, heavily confused at where this is all coming from. you’ve never expressed anything like this, but if he finds out that you’ve been holding this back for months, he’s going to be pissed. “y/n, stop. why are you saying all of this?”

“because! i’m too young for you! you deserve somebody your own age—everybody thinks that!”

“i think i’ll be the judge of my own life, but alright,” he scoffs, shaking his head. chanyeol hates to see you cry, but he thinks you’re being overlydramatic. “and i don’t care what they think.” he adds.

“you fucking should, because they’re the people closest to you. and i don’t know if i can put up with being the youngest in the room every time i’m with your friends. i can literally feel the years between us.” you roughly wipe at your eyes finally look up at him. his expression is hard, one you’ve only seen a few times. you’ve finally pissed him off.

this is it, you think. this is the part where he sees where he should’ve kept you at a distance. where he sees how juvenile you really are, and where there’s truth in your words.

chanyeol digs the heels of his palms into his eyes frustratedly and drags his hands over his face. “so what do you really want, y/n? what do you want from me?” your heart rate speeds up at his tone of voice. what you really want is to restart this entire night, and for him to call you ‘baby’, or anything other than your first name.

“i dont know,” you whisper pitifully. an oh my god emits from his lips and he shakes his head. chanyeol runs his hands through his hair and tugs at the roots.

“i cant fix anything if you don’t tell me what you want,” he says, looking at your pointedly. “if all you want is for us to be closer in age, then you’re really out of luck.” you’re silent, because now that you’ve said your piece, all you’ve discovered is that you truly just needed to vent to somebody other than seulgi. and maybe doing that to your boyfriend on a particularly tense night wasn’t the smartest idea.

“i dont know,” you say again, more tears coming to your eyes and streaming down your cheeks. the room is quiet except for your sniffling and quiet whimpers. you just want him to hold you, but you’re not going to ask for that, not when you’re the cause of your own misery.

“i think… i think we should take a break, y/n. just for a little while,” all the air is sucked out of your lungs and you nearly choke at his words. between the two of you, you didn’t expect him to be the one to say that he wants to break up. “i don’t know what’s been going on, but i just want us to get back to where we were. i dont know how to help you, but maybe some time apart will be good for us.”

you feel your insides melting and your world being flipped upside down. you could be set on fire right now, and nothing would hurt you the way his words are. there’s a knife in your stomach that keeps getting twisted the more he talks, and yours mere moments away from screaming at him to stop.

you barely register him stand up and coming over to you until you’re pushing him away from you with too much force. it doesn’t do much to him, but he does feel his heart crack in half, and then into fourths and so on. he winces when you tell him to get out, but he obliges and leaves quietly.

the worst of it all was that you didn’t even get the chance to tell him how you really feel; that you love him more than you thought a human was truly capable. that he’s probably the only person you’ve ever felt this way about, and that you knew it was real when he was the first person you thought of in the morning and the last person you thought of before you went to bed. because now he’s gone, all because of you, and you’re not sure you’ll ever get the chance to tell him the truth.

#exo imagines #exo scenarios #exo x reader #exo x you #chanyeol x you #chanyeol x reader #chanyeol angst #chanyeol imagine #chanyeol fic #chanyeol scenario #chanyeol fanfic #chanyeol series

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cheshiretears · 2 years

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[Multivoice Podfic] Autosave Your Relationship!

by cheshiretears

Fandom: EXO Rating: T Relationships: Do Kyungsoo | D.O & Park Chanyeol, Byun Baekhyun/Park Chanyeol Additional Tags: Alternate Universe- College/Universe, Canon-Typical Violence, by which i mean soo is violent, soo is secretly squishy, EXO 10th anniversary, Podfic, multivoice podfic, Audio Format: MP3, Podfic Length: 0-10 Minutes, Fluff

Summary: Based on this prompt:

"I just miss him so much." "Oh my god, it's been two hours and you're sitting on opposite ends of the library."

In which Kyungsoo is done with his roommate's pining and just wants to get some work done in quiet.

cheshiretears as the narrator | averytree ( @averytree ) as Chanyeol | bluedreaming ( @blue--dreaming ) as Kyungsoo

AO3 | Drive | Archive (7:41 min | 7.8 MB)

@kpop-podfic

#podfic #kpop podfic #my stuff #exo

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knightyoomyoui · 2 years

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Jeongyeon x F Reader- “Dancing With Your Ghost”

Here's my late entry for our dear Jeongyeon's birthday, as promised to my female readers out there BUT... ... please forgive me for this one. I already mentioned what the tone and genre of this one-shot will be from the "Upcoming Set 4" list page in this book, which is ANGST. I know this isn't a good late gift for Jeongyeon's birthday, but I swear I did my best to include some fluff here to lessen the overall gloomy and depressing atmosphere of the story.

Oh and one last thing, the previous Jeongyeon x Male Reader featured one-shot "The Joker And The Queen" has the most number of reacts on my Tumblr acc, surpassing Momo x Male Reader "Silent Peach" one-shot from Set 3. Thanks for reading! Hope you all still like this one.

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The doctor called you and your husband as a signal that it was your turn next.

The door swung open, revealing both of you to the doctor, who was sitting in his swivel chair, organizing some papers that were most likely belonging to the previous patient.

The doctor greeted both of you before instructing you to take a seat on the long couch in front of his desk. Yo and your husband both nodded in response.

After taking a seat, the doctor inquired as to what had brought both of you here today. You conveyed your concerns about the strange conditions you were recently experiencing, which revealed that it doesn't occur not only inside your house, but everywhere.

And your husband has seen it all. He persuaded you to bring you to the doctor for a check-up because he was concerned.

But, unlike him, you weren't concerned about these. In fact, you already know the reason why are you facing the professional health doctor himself.

As much as you wanted to say it, you decided to keep it to yourself for a while and turn it into a wonderful surprise instead.

"Miss YN please get up and come forward here on the bed. We have to check it to see how's it doing well.", the doctor said after you and your husband done explaining all the symptoms to him.

You listened and lay down on the bed, your husband looking at you perplexed as to what the doctor was talking about, especially when the doctor told you to lift up your upper clothes to reveal only your lower abdomen.

The doctor turned on his USG device and poured lube on your abdomen before coating it. He then begins to smear the device all over your stomach as your husband, who is watching, appears to be unable to control himself any longer.

And it is there that he finally loses control.

"Uhm, doc. Can I ask what is happening right now? W-what's my wife's p-problem for her t-", your stuttering husband Kyungsoo asked tensely at the doctor but before he can finish his gibberish words; the doctor interrupted him.

He looked at me with a furrowed eyebrow. "Wait, Miss YN...

... he doesn't know yet that you're pregnant?", he asked with a puzzled tone; exactly the same like how your husband sounded. Your turned your head to Kyungsoo who has his eyes sprung open and mouth agaped in pure shock at the reveal of your surprise to him.

He stood up, almost kneeled on his weak legs and knees at how overwhelmed he felt after hearing what the doctor just said. "Wait, wh-what did you say d-doc? My YN is p-pregnant?!"

"Yes. In fact, the child inside her womb is already 2 months old now."

Kyungsoo looked at you after with the same expression not until when he walked towards you beside the bed. You smirked at him that caused him to switch into a mix of smiling and in disbelief.

"Oh my god... I-wow, you knew this all along?!", you nodded at him as he choked on his own breath.

"It was intended at first to be a surprise from ME to reveal to you by myself but since you're just too caring of a husband to me, I just went to your flow instead.", you explained to the shocked state of your husband then turned at the doctor who is standing near you both; smiling also at the moment.

"And then I just decided that I'd let mister doctor here reveal it on my behalf," you chuckled.

Kyungsoo smiled warmly before grabbing your hands and pulling your head closer to him, kissing your forehead and then your lips. "You have no idea how happy I am with this, love. I'LL BECOME A FATHER AGAIN!!!," Kyungsoo exclaimed in utter joy, making both you and the doctor laugh softly.

"Congratulations on your second pregnancy, Mr. and Mrs. Doh," the doctor said, clapping his hands gently.

Following the examination, Kyungsoo drove both of you home and suggested that you rest immediately.

You were reflecting on how lucky you are that this gentleman standing beside you is the man you married because of how amazing he is as a father to your small family with him.

Knocking on the front door, it was opened by someone on the inside, revealing herself looking always as an adult bunny wearing a Toy Story t-shirt and sweatpants and holding a... toy?

"Hey Nayeon.", you greeted at her.

"How's the visit? Was the result very alarming?", her worried tone was heard audibly.

"Not at all.", Kyungsoo replied next. He grabbed your shoulder from behind and pushed you carefully inside with Nayeon stepping aside to let you two in.

"Because, my wife's here showed a very special gift to me instead there.", he hugged you after and caressed your tummy which made you look down and giggle at the touch of his hand movements.

You were about to say it but when Nayeon looked at what Kyungsoo was doing, she shouted loudly in awe as she interpreted after on what he meant.

"AAAAAAAAA REALLY?! YOU'RE PREGNANT, YN?!", she stepped forward quickly at you and grabbed your arms with her large hands.

You nodded with a wide smile plastered in your face.

"Oh I can't wait to see my another grandchild soon!!!", she cooed in front of your stomach as if she's speaking too at your unborn baby inside. "For sure he or she will be cute too like her parents and its lil brother.", she said.

"Oh by the way, is Youngjae at his room?", you asked straightforward after Nayeon mentioned your first child.

"Yeah, busy at his coloring book."

"Thanks Nay for taking care of him for a moment.", you said gratefully to her.

"No problem at all.", she shook her head. "Time to return back to my home, my Sana might be dying for me to cuddle her.", she said before escorting her out of the house to let her reconnect with her clingy girlfriend.

Kyungsoo excused himself to use the restroom, so you went to your son's room and found him coloring an image of Gumball Watterson at the book on his bed.

He noticed your presence in the distance. Raising his head to see your figure, he changed his position to sit and accept his loving mother's hug and kiss.

"Hi sweetie, did you have fun with Auntie Nayeon?", you asked. He nodded in response while playing with his blue crayon.

"Mommy has something to tell by the way.", you prepared yourself as you breathed slowly before saying it to him. "You're gonna be a brother now, Youngjae. Mommy has new baby with her."

You grasped Youngjae's little hand and placed in on your tummy to make him feel your growing baby inside even though it hasn't making any movements so far.

"Dear?", he repeated innocently since he can't understand that much what you're saying yet. You nodded at him.

"Youngjae is... a brother?", you nodded again then you pinched his cheek after he giggled adorably as you continued to guide his hand around your belly. "Mama has baby inside..."

You were so preoccupied with your son that you didn't notice your husband had already left the bathroom and was standing in Youngjae's bedroom, facing your lowered back.

"That's right, son. You're gonna have a sibling soon.", Kyungsoo said out of nowhere.

It was a sweet and fluffy message from him, but there's this one word that had your lips twitching to form unstable frown at your face.

After Youngjae fell asleep minutes later, Kyungsoo went to the living room to see you sitting at a chair, munching some biscuits.

"Our son seems to be happy and ready to be a brother soon even though he doesn't understand it that much yet.", Kyungsoo said after taking a seat near at you.

"Ofcourse he is.", you confidently said. "He's just like me I guess, and I know what he felt because... I've been there before.", you said. A bittersweet smile escaped through your lips.

A moment of silence ensued after you sighed and stared at your cup of coffee whilst rotating it randomly with your finger on its handle. Kyungsoo noticed your sudden change in mood.

"Earlier we were just celebrating because we were expecting a baby, what's with the frown, honey?" he asked apprehensively. He stacked his hand on top of yours and rubbed it at your knuckles, one of his ways of comforting you.

You lowered your head and shook it, trying to avoid his question that. "I-it's nothing.", you lied.

"You're too obvious, YN," Kyungsoo retorted. "I don't want to push you, but I just want to help, everything for my wife," he attempted to ask again. "What is it?"

You sighed once more before giving up on your husband's desperate attempt to cheer you up. Unable to resist him, you explained to him why you suddenly became this way today; the polar opposite of how you were earlier.

"I'm okay. I-I just got e-envious at Youngjae."

"To our son? Why?"

"When you mentioned to him that he'll get a sibling soon, she showed up in my mind.", you said lowly to him. Kyungsoo's lips curled downwards as he eventually figured out what's troubling you.

Just like that, he was sharing your sadness too.

"I-I'm sorry.", that's all he had to say for his guilt before you started to revisit once again as usual at all of those happy memories you shared with the person you are talking about with your longing overtook your emotions.

6 YEARS AGO

It was 9 p.m. in the evening and you arrived home exhausted and unimpressed.

You opened the door and took off your shoes. Your actions drew the attention of someone on the inside who lives in the same house as you.

"Good eve, YNN! How's the day?" said the voice's owner, a short black-haired woman standing at the other end not far from you, wearing an oversized pink t-shirt, jogging pants, and furry mint-green slippers. As she spoke to you, she was wiping her hand.

After bending to drop and arrange your shoes near the steps, you straightened your body. Your head was the only exception who refused to cooperate with your alignment because what happened to you today prevents you from looking at everyone directly, which was caused by your mood breakdown.

"Hi unnie," you responded, but your tone lacked vitality. You tried, but you're clearly not the type of person who can easily manipulate and deceive others into thinking you're fine when you're not. Ever since you were a child, you are one of the expressive ones.

And there's one person who can testify for your belief to prove that it was all true.

She scrunitized her eyes as she saw something suspicious out of you now that she has a clear vision of your state.

She took a step forward, one foot in front of the other, pushing herself closer to you. She asked again, only inches away from you... b ut this one was different.

When you responded, she didn't need any more explanations from you.

"Rough day, isn't it?" your unnie asked as she helped you.

"I see you were unsuccessful," she claimed, nodding her head. She bit her lower lip before speaking again as she heard you sigh heavily, matching your frown, which was both unpleasant to see and hear in her perspective.

She came up beside you and wrapped her arm around your neck, patting your right shoulder and squeezing you out of her embrace. "Don't be sad, hmm? Some went through that, YNN. Not at all times we are fortunate to get what we want.", she comforted you.

There she is again, being caring and supportive, primarily for you.

And you thought you were very grateful and lucky that gods above the skies and eternal kingdoms had given you a gift here in this world to live with someone like Jeongyeon.

Jeongyeon is your older sister and one of the Yoo Family's two daughters. When both of your parents divorced, they began living apart.

Your father went abroad to work as a sous chef at an oceanfront restaurant somewhere in England, while your mother is now living in Suwon with her sister which is your aunt to help on their business.

They may be divorced, but they remain committed to their roles as your parents, with your mother visiting once a month and your father sending half of his salary for you and Jeongyeon.

Thankfully , despite not having your parents around for nearly half of your life, you are still happy and content that you have a very loving and caring sibling like Jeongyeon who exists in your life and has decided to stay by your side at all times as your guardian.

Now, she's 26 and works at an animal shelter that definitely suits her preferences when it comes to dogs and cats, while you, on the other hand, are looking for a job intended for you that will allow you to earn money and stand up in your own life.

What you did earlier was you looked for some available jobs around Seoul and sadly you spent all of the time from morning to night failing to get one vacant spot.

You don't know what's lacking on you but you swear that you are doing your best. Maybe it wasn't enough but just like what your sister said to you just now...

"... there's still time for you to discover how could you be better, YNN" she said after she leads you to the living room.

You sat on the couch and freely made yourself comfortable as you rest to sweep off the effects of this tiring day on you.

"Don't lose hope yet, it's just the first day YN. Other out there took months or years just for them to get the opportunity that they deserve.", she added.

"It's still early for you to either see, think or speak about things like that but anytime just... always be positive and focus on the bright side, hmm?", she said as she referred to how you just spilled randomly minutes ago that maybe you suck at this and that but being the optimist Jeongyeon is, she didn't let that one cross easily.

"Negativity won't lead you anywhere in your life to be delightful," she adviced you one last time before she ruffled your hair.

"Rest while I cook us dinner", you nodded as she left you for a while to go to the kitchen.

Following that, you are now sitting at the dining table with your plate, spoon and fork laid in front of you when Jeongyeon exits the kitchen and served your dinner for tonight with her.

The aroma of its steam flowing in the air spreaded throughout the room for you and Jeongyeon to smell. And when you did, you slowly raised your head when you recognized already the food she cooked.

It was your favorite Samgyetang which is a hot soup made from a whole young chicken stuffed with rice and boiled in a broth of Korean ginseng, fruits, garlic, ginger, and various herbs and condiments.

Your expression swiftly transitioned when the mouth-watering dish made by your sister.

"Let's eat," Jeongyeon said as she scooped some rice for herself and you joined her after. But since its your favorite you indulged immediately at your food, and Jeongyeon observed how your spirit lifted up at what she did for you.

"T-thank you u-unnie", you stuttered as you chewed between your words. Jeongyeon saw your typical soft smile and satisfied reaction whenever she helps you at your bad times.

With that, she smiled at herself too; silently congratulating herself that made you feel better atleast despite of the outside world giving you a burden to carry and manage on for days to come.

The next morning, you kept all of your sister's encouragement and motivation within you that you can't never give up at something you know you can have someday.

You searched again some other areas in Seoul and asked for a chance to apply yourself for the position.

You still failed... however, this is not the only case here.

Believing at your sister's support from you, she was right. You did obtained what truly belongs to you.

2 days later, you went home and greeted her with your mood like just what she wanted to see through you every day.

You announced to her that you had finally gotten a job, and she was overjoyed and proud of you. She congratulated you and humbly appreciated your gesture of gratitude for her assistance as usual.

It has been months, and your performance has improved significantly.

Customers, coworkers, and even your boss were all impressed by your communication skills with customers, which allowed you to easily persuade and convince them to purchase the product of the brand you are representing.

As a result, you were named employee of the month for the first time, which pleased everyone. They can all see how much you deserve it.

There was an instance that Jeongyeon once surprised you after pretending that she is as a customer in the department store at one of the malls in Seoul where you're working at.

Impressed by your performance just like the rest of them, Jeongyeon revealed herself and laughed at you at how amused she was at your service at your presence as a saleslady.

You playfully slapped her around the arm as you felt embarassed and flushed that your sister was watching you how you do well at your work unknowingly.

She reminded you that she'll wait for you to end your shift so that she could treat you somewhere around the mall.

On your way home with her driving the car after spending the free time with her by eating at a fast food restaurant, you broke the silence enwrapping both of you inside as you remember something to tell on your sister.

"Jeongyeon-unnie, can I ask something?", you questioned her.

"Sure, what is it?", she glanced at the rear-view mirror to see your face staring the window and watching the surroundings outside.

"Would you be mad if I tell that I'm seeing somebody these days?", you confessed to her.

"Wait, really?!", she shockingly reacted.

"Yeah."

"And who is this person that stole my sister's heart here hmm?", she smirked as she saw this topic getting interesting to proceed talking about.

"Just a fellow workmate of mine that was placed in charge next to me.", you said as you gotten flushed when Jeongyeon started to tease you that had you thinking about him again.

"Oh, so that's the guy who keep on looking at us earlier.", she said.

"Wait, h-he did? You saw him?"

"I caught a glimpse of him watching us playing around earlier, dummy.", she recalled. "But no offense, I thought it's because of me since I'm the one who caught people's eyes earlier at my laughs with your hits on me."

"He was handsome, to be honest." Jeongyeon's wicked and playful grin elicited in her lips and her perfect set of teeth as she considered a new way to tease you.

After she said that, you noticed your sister's devilish smicker in the rearview mirror.

"HEY! DON'T YOU DARE, UNNIE. HE'S MINE! DISTANCE, PLEASE!" you yelled, sulking like a child. She felt the impact of your low kick behind her driver's seat.

She laughed, "WOAH WOAH HEY, RELAX! I'M JUST KIDDING." With your grumpy face, you crossed your arm and pouted your lips. "HE'S ALL YOURS, jeez. Possessive aren't we, lil sis?"

"You really like him, don't you?", she asked after she calmed herself down from the laughter.

"Y-yes, unnie."

"Does he feels the same amount if your affection as you?"

"Yes, unnie."

"Good.", she said. "But still, I had to be fully assured. When can you bring him to our house?"

You weren't astounded by it since you knew it already that your sister would want this to happen and you kind of seem to saw this coming.

It was understandable anyways, each if you needed it for your own benefits of being relieved by the trust that could be built once the meeting was set.

"Don't worry, unnie. I'm planning it already. Maybe, 2 weeks and you can expect me with him there?", you answered.

"Okay then, looking forward to it. Can't wait to see how attractive he is up close.", she sniggered again after she unleashed one last joke to her younger sister.

You let out a grunted sound as you already felt annoyed at your sister's tease remarks. When you were about to smash your hand at her arm, she immediately begged for you to stop.

"NO WAIT OKAY OKAY SORRY!", she winced right at the moment she sensed your body getting closer at her to whip your hand at her. "I-I HAVE MINE ALSO!", she revealed.

"Wait, what did you just say?", you puzzledly asked at your sister's exposing of her secret.

Jeongyeon giggled at herself for being slightly dumb on unintentionally cornering herself because of her own mistake.

"I- you don't need to be jealous because I-I in love with someone else these days too."

"Woah, who is it unnie?", you got intrigued.

"Just like yours, well she's a workmate of mine. Her name's Hirai Momo. She's Japanese and one of my most frequent clients at my pet clinic since she has this two Norwich Terrier dogs that she picked our place for them to get their weekly check up", she explained as she smiled at the image of the Japanese girl that creates butterflies on her stomach since they first interacted with each other.

"You two are dating?"

"I'm courting her so far.", she winked. "But I knew I'm winning anyways, I'm just waiting for the right time to her to say the answer I've been wanting to hear."

"Congrats to us then, unnie.", you said. Both of you chuckled at the realization that each of you are now interested at your respective person who serves as your heart shaker.

"Hey, I want to meet her too unnie."

"It's a deal then. To it fair and square.", she replied then gave you an a-okay hand gesture by leaning it at the gap of her seat and the passenger's seat for you to witness.

Both of you smiled in anticipation to face each other's lovers and confront them personally as you returned each other's gaze back on the road and the scenery outside.

2 WEEKS LATER

"Are you nervous?", you asked your boyfriend standing beside you. Both you and him were wearing your casual uniforms at work since according to the plan you promised for Jeongyeon, you brought your lover with you here in your residence after your shift ended.

He chuckled lightly and scratched his nape. "Uhh, a little?"

"That sounds alright still.", you squeezed his bulky arm wrapped against yours. "Atleast it's not that much. But don't be, trust me she's nice... just, try to deal with her no jam side."

"No- what?"

You leaned your head away from him in shyness while you sneezed at the unfamiliar word you used to describe on your sister.

"No jam. It means she's playful but her jokes ain't fun. She has this different humor that... agh nevermind, what's important is that I love my sister no matter what anyways.", both of you laughed after.

"She's witty, you mean?"

"Kind of."

"We're the same then."

"Then I guess it means both of you will get along really well.", you looked at him and smiled assuringly.

You knocked at the door 3 times and waited for it to open. Not long after, it did and there she is; Jeongyeon is standing with her hand on the doorknob while her hand placed on her waist.

She looked at both of you observingly. Her eyes landed on the man you're holding an arm with. You heard that she hummed while pursing her lower lip.

"So this is him, huh?" Jeongyeon asked you, pointing her finger at your boyfriend.

"Yes, unnie.", you sheepishly said.

He step forward bravely to present himself more despite of his tiny anxiousness being caused by your towering sister in front of you two.

"Annyeonghaseyo, I'm Doh Kyungsoo, your sister's boyfriend.", he bowed as he arched his body 90 degrees.

"I'm Yoo Jeongyeon, YN's older sister.", she bowed her head too in repay for his motion of respect and courteousness. Her free hand pointed directly at him as she offered it for a handshake. "Nice to meet you."

"Me too."

"Come in you lovey doveys, It's cold outside tonight.", she instructed both of you. You rolled your eyes at the nickname she used to call you and Kyungsoo while he just grinned at your sister's relateful hilariousity.

The three of you sat at the table to take tonight's dinner and during at the moment Jeongyeon was asking Kyungsoo about some things that revolves around his background and both of you such as how Kyungsoo and you developed romantic attraction between one another.

Ofcourse, with Jeongyeon wanted to always maintain things perfectly balanced as it should be; she also shared some stories about her life with you along with some fascinating facts about you that had you whining and groaning in embarassment of your sister's silly doings, especially that Kyungsoo was watching you reacting amusingly and adorably at the same time.

After the dinner, Jeongyeon excused herself and Kyungsoo together as you were left at the living room watching the TV. You just agreed since you knew that Jeongyeon would personally confront and interrogate your boyfriend one on one.

Minutes later, they returned from the backyard where they confidentially talked.

Kyungsoo walked towards you and hugged you from behind whilst kissing your temple.

"Oh you two are back. What happened?", you said as you grasped Kyungsoo's manly hands placed at your torso.

"She approved of us.", he answered. Your hand were picked by him and caressed it as your face enlightened.

You looked at Jeongyeon grabbing some water from the fridge and poured it into her glass. She glanced at you and smiled. "You heard him."

Kyungsoo nodded at you and kissed your lips as both smiled after the release. You stood up from the couch, feeling pleased and joyful at your decision, you ran and crushed Jeongyeon with a tight appreciative hug which caused the latter to laugh amusingly at your suddent contact.

"Easy there, YNN.", she said as she gently rubbed your back. "You're welcome. He proved himself to be worthy of your heart and soul, I just gave him the rightful blessing he rightfull earns to have."

"Thank you so much again, unnie. You're the best sister ever.", you confidently said as you praised your sister.

"Only because of you, YN. I must be.", she softly replied.

Meanwhile, Kyungsoo watched this touching sight of this two siblings who pours their strong, unbreakable love for each other adorably.

"I can't wait for you to say the same for me when I bring Momo here next week.", she muttered. You laughed with average volume at your sister's statement.

"You should be, from what and how you're informing to me about her... she seems promising unnie."

She smiled as she agreed on you.

After your time with Kyungsoo, he bid goodbye to you and Jeongyeon as he took his leave from your house to drive ahead onto his own place since it's already late and to enjoy his dayoff early.

BACK TO PRESENT DAY, 2 DAYS LATER

Kyungsoo left his son Youngjae to watch his favorite cartoon show on the living room. He stepped out of the house and led himself in the backyard where he saw his wife sitting alone at the middle of the open area in her own chair.

He walked slowly to approach his wife, then finds you just staring at the distance watching the morning sky glows continously today.

A photobook was on your lap, with the palms of both of your hands resting on top of its cover.

Kyungsoo reads the title silently in his mind, and with that, he heaves a sigh after discovering the reason for your silence at the moment.

You are holding a photo album containing all pictures of you and Jeongyeon from your childhood up to your mature selves.

Kyungsoo grabbed your shoulder from behind and massaged your collar as you remained unmovable.

"You were thinking about her again."

You heard your husband said that. Your eyes turned aside to capture just a bit of his figure as you pressed your lips in guilt knowing that he did successfully figured you out that had you pulled back away from the reality.

"There's no problem with that. I won't restrict you, but honey remember that you still ease it down a bit please. You might get stressed or drained, we're protecting your health regarding your pregnancy and our baby here", he said to repeat and refresh again your mind to get yourself distracted from your deep thoughts.

"I know.," you nodded. "I just can't help it."

"Her death anniversary's today.", you said as your voice started trembling. "I miss her so much, Kyungsoo."

Kyungsoo hustled in to help, pulling your body against him and side hugging you with his arm encased in yours.

He hummed to soothe your overflowing sadness. "Ssshhh, keep going, love. Lay it all on me. I'll just be here listening for you."

"After all these years, I still find it difficult not to wish unnie could still be here instead of just revisiting my bittersweet memories with her when she came crossing in my head," you shared.. Kyungsoo understands your situation you've been going through and how it makes sense for you to react this way.

He knew how much you cherished your sister so much out of anyone else including him or your friends. Sure, they still be receiving the same nice treatment but it will never be as special as your sister whom you treated as your bestfriend and a second mom-like throughout your whole life.

He saw it with his own eyes. Everything. Even him experienced it when he got to be close with your sister and easily became friends with her.

There's no point of denying that Jeongyeon has undoubtedly became the most special loved one of yours just so you can have fun living your whole life.

And losing the very first one who was able to bring the rainbows to your rainy days and shed some light and engulf you from it to get rid away of the darkness the most must've felt you were easily thrown back to where you were used to suffer before she became your assitance when you needed her the most.

"It was never been that easy although I accepted the fact that she's gone forever. A part of me died at that day, and at first I thought it'll ruin everything," she said between her sobs.

You and her both left the house at that time to go to your respective places. You were going on a date with Kyungsoo while Jeongyeon had to visit her girlfriend Momo who was probably instructing and teaching her young students at her dance studio.

"Have fun on your date with him.", Jeongyeon said after locking the door.

"Same as you on your time with her, unnie.", you smirked. Jeongyeon blushed at your response.

"We will.", she winked and giggled. "You should go now, Kyungsoo's might be waiting for you there. Don't be late"

"Okay, bye unnie!"

"Bye, see you later okay?", you nodded as both waved their hands at one another before seperating ways.

Until an unexpected turn of events happened.

You didn't knew at all that it would be your last conversation and the last time you'll ever have with your sister. She never returned.

During your date, you received a call from Momo herself and there she shared the news that got you shocked straight to the core.

You lost your grip on your phone when you heard what she told to you. It fell to the ground and broke into pieces but you didn't cared at all.

Kyungsoo just quizzically and worriedly watched you shift your expression into a horrified and depressed aspect.

Jeongyeon unfortunately passed away 6 years ago, just months after she gave her own blessing and support for you and Kyungsoo as you did similarly for her and Momo too.

Your entire conscience just stopped operating when you learned that Jeongyeon was found dead near an alley with mutiple stab wounds in her neck and stomach.

The witness in her murder case stated that he last saw Jeongyeon being grabbed forcibly by this unidentified hooded individual after she stepped out of the car. They argued about something until the witness realized what was going on with them.

Jeongyeon attempted to fight off the robber, who then attempted to pull and snatch the bag, but this only put her in danger.

The bad guy had enough and with that, he pulled his knife as a weapon and used it to end your precious sister's life.

With your family's huge loss from her unexpected death made your parents return back to South Korea and break down devastatingly as well as her girlfriend Momo at the sight of your lifeless sister now laying peacefully like a sleeping beauty inside her coffin on one of the chapels inside the hospital were she got brought into.

Her passing brought a huge effect on your well-being too. It got you wonder whether how can you properly give love and trust again to anyone, including Kyungsoo that made you worry that you might became such a burden and a heavy baggage for him to carry around.

Good thing that he proved you wrong as he helped you overcome this problem by being on your side everytime and loved you enough to make you cope with it through step by step.

You got yourself screaming in agony to the world and yelling angrily to the heavens above whereas the gods you've been praising before as you felt like they stole away Jeongyeon from you too soon, with them being attacked by your heavy complains and rants.

To you, she didn't deserved to left this world at such short young period. She's still had plans in store to carry on for her own future and for her loved ones including you in her life.

You started to wipe out your tears using your hands, which Kyungsoo instantly followed and helped you clean yourself up. " If only there was a way to bring her back just so I can send her my one last perfect goodbye or could be better, she could just stay with me and Momo. She could have meet her nephew along with our incoming baby too."

"Would you want us to visit her resting palce today, love?", Kyungsoo recommended. "We can go now here this early so you can spend longer time for dongsaeng."

You nodded in response. Carefully raising the album in your lap, you pulled it towards to your chest as you hugged it while your cries continue to emerge mainly due to how you felt intense longing, grief and dread overtook you.

Complying to your answer, all three of you dressed up presentably as Kyungsoo drove you and Youngjae at one of Seoul's cemetery where Jeongyeon is laid to rest.

He parked it and being the gentleman of a father that he is, he opened the door for you and lets you walk first towards the gravestone of your sister.

You placed your small gifts, flowers, and candle beside her picture frame and the rest, which you assumed were from Momo and your parents, who had already come here to offer condolences for your late sister. A prayer was done before you did the sign of the cross and kissed her gravestone as you kneeled on the grassy land.

"Hi, Jeongyeon unnie. It's me right now standing near at you.", you whispered, imagining that you're currently talking with her spirit right now. "Kyungsoo and your nephew Youngjae are here with me, they also wanted to see you today."

"It's been 6 years since you left us, yet the pain is still fresh within me unnie.", you choked at your breath, throat narrowing as you tried to stabilize your emotions.

"I miss you so much that some days and nights I would just randomly drown myself out of reality and went dancing with your ghost to the reminiscence of our memories together."

"Don't worry about me, i'll be fine. I just really hope so are you too. It'll take time for to finally move on, but I'll do my best. You may be near, far or whenever you are; I know you are our guardian angel who's watching and looking over us, all I just want to let you know that you will always be close to my heart and mind and it will go on until I see you again.", you added.

"I love you always and forever, unnie. Rest in peace as always.", you gave your message before you turned your attention at your son to call him and introduce him to Jeongyeon.

7 MONTHS LATER

You are sleeping peacefully with your husband on the bed when you felt that your inflated stomach is hurting so bad.

Removing the blanket, you are surprised that the sheets are soaking wet because of the fluid coming down from your bottom.

You gently shaked your husband's body to unintentionally disturb his peaceful slumber. He then soon woke up by your touch that causes himself to rattle as you push and pull him back and forth along with some little taps.

"E-ugh w-what is it, YN?", Kyungsoo asked with a raspy voice after he poorly awakened early because of your urgent concern.

"HELP, KYUNGSOO. MY W-WATER BROKE...", you raised you voice in a state of panic and nervousness. Your man had his eyes opened widely after he got alarmed at your reason.

"Oh no.", Kyungsoo hurriedly stood up from the bed and grabbed his phone to contact your neighbors Nayeon and Sana and your friend Momo to pick up and lend some help before he carried you in a bridal style.

Leaving the house, he placed you inside the car whereas Nayeon and Sana who are now alerted greeted him as they went out of their house. Kyungsoo asked a favor for them if one of them could monitor Youngjae who is sleeping at his room.

Sana willingly volunteered while Nayeon joined your husband to accompany him and you on your travel to the hospital.

Now reaching the destination, Kyungsoo shouted for some nurse which he did found one and the rest helped him to transfer you to a room where the maternity could be done.

A doctor came in and adviced Kyungsoo and Nayeon to wait outside the room as they waited for you, hoping and praying that nothing went wrong with the delivery. Momo also arrived too at the exact time to join them.

After they finished preparing you to ready yourself, the doctor now told you to push the baby and you screamed loudly with pure force.

With a few more times, you slumped your body quickly as the doctor stated that it's all okay now before proceeding to cut off the umbilical cord. You breathed heavily, feeling very exhausted.

The doctor showed your newborn baby in his hands.

"It's a girl.", the doctor declared. He gave you the baby now wrapped in small blanket as you traced its super cute whining face and poked her small hands with your lovingly and overjoy expression.

The door swung open and Kyungsoo walked in after being permitted by the doctor. Momo and Nayeon decided to just let the couple share their own moment first as they instead peeked on the door.

He walked and stood beside you as he stared directly at you with your baby in your arms with his dwelling eyes in tears.

He kissed your forehead. "You did a great job, love."

"She's a girl, by the way.", he gasped.

"Look at our sweet little angel princess here.", he said adorably. "She's so beautiful just like you, babe."

The doctor interfered in the middle of your moment with your husband to ask something regarding about the baby's data for the hospital.

"Mr and Mrs. Doh, do you both already have a name planned for your daughter?"

Your gaze landed back at Kyungsoo and gave him a nod, signalling that you got this one.

7 YEARS LATER

The bell rang as its noise echoed throughtout inside the school. The 7 years old Youngjae who is now studying at the 2nd grade joined his classmates on exiting his classroom after saying goodbye to his teacher.

Holding on to his shoulder bag laces, he hopped and skipped his feet towards the other classroom where he waited for his sibling to come out.

Now stepping outside out of the school with his little sister in his hand, he scanned the crowd to locate his parents waiting for him.

He finally saw and quickly ran. He crashed his body at Kyungsoo who squatted and greeted him with a hug.

He released himself and walked next to you who is now holding your 5 years old daughter studying in 1st grade at the same school with your son Youngjae.

"How's school, sweetie?"

"Great, mom! Teacher said I got the high scores on two of our tests yesterday.", he proudly announced. You grinned widely at the good news coming from your bright son.

"Then you know what this calls for...", you paused for a moment. "...we're going to eat outside and go to the playground!"

Youngjae jumped happily after he felt hyped and excited at your gift for his achievements today on his class.

"How about you now, princess?", you then looked next at your daughter humming while twirling her necktie and the hem of her dress.

"Good, mama.", she said. You saw some purple ink marks on her wrist.

"Mama, look. Teacher gave me 3 stars after I got a correct answer."

"Woah, really?", you exclaimed surprisingly. "Awwwww good job my princess, alright both you and Youngjae oppa will get a treat tonight.", she beamed a victorious smile.

"But may I have a question..."

"Sure princess, what is it?", you kneeled in front of her.

"When I introduced myself to the class earlier, my classmates said that my name is beautiful. Teacher then asked how did I got my name but I don't know what to say, mama.", she shared. You looked at her attentively as you smiled softly at your daughter's story.

"So you want to find out the secret, huh.", you faintly laughed.

You grabbed her thin arms and stared at her intently as you wandered your eyes around the beauty of your own creation.

"Jeongyeon-ah... you were named from the best woman I've ever known in my whole life. Always was and always will be. She's my sister, your aunt and a family."

"They are right, it is beautiful because that's what your name also means if translated in Korean: a pretty one which is who is you are," you booped the tip of her nose, making her wheeze.

"She's a really amazing person, and I hope that you'll be just like her because listen... to me, she's definitely like a role model to look up onto," you finished explaining to her why you decided to based off her name from Jeongyeon.

That's what she would probably want her to become too if she's still here living, you thought.

Although you didn't included the other reason to mention to turn your daughter's taking the information easier and shorter.

You want her to be forever remembered and to honor her existence she had in this world.

"Would you promise to be a good girl not for us but to everyone around you?"

"Promise."

She nodded her head and raised her hand in oath. You kissed her plump cheeks as you hugged her tightly, closing your eyes as you absorbed all the warmth of your daughter's warm embrace.

"I love you, Jeongyeon-ah," you whispered to her ears with a heartfelt smile. It lasted for quite a few seconds before your husband Kyungsoo and your son Youngjae called both of you to enter the car so that all of you could return home.

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