#gonna try to stay on top of this

[ozziesjester]

i want to hop on this bandwagon, so...

proselfshippers!! reblog this with a picture of your f/o and i'll assign them a webkinz ! ^_^

[ch1zzie]

The original in the bottom

Plus the picture I mainly drew but decided to draw the rest for funny

[hyaciiintho]

🌸｡*ﾟ+. Fall theme is up~ Would have changed it over sooner, but ah well! Tomorrow is officially the first day of fall, so I'm not too late :D

[arsenicflame]

ran out of time to finish my full feelings write up before s2 but i wanted to put something out there before we start getting content so this might be a bit incomplete

ive been thinking about what i really want to see in s2, and in general im happy to trust the crew with whatever they do but there is one thing id like to see

id like to see izzy not forgive ed

ive already talked about how serious i find the act of severing his toe & surrounding details in general and i think, given we KNOW its going to get worse (at some point izzy loses his leg, so) i dont think the amputation can be brushed off as just a pinky.

what i want to see is their relationship worsen and worsen and get to a breaking point and just. when everything starts to goes back to how it was before, ed tries to treat izzy like he used to (not during the kraken era, but before that, before the revenge, back when they knew each other, when they were friends) and izzy doesn't take it. he flinches, or walks away, or does anything to brush ed off. ed hasn't apologised yet, of course, its izzy, its his izzy, they understand each other! or he thought they did but now hes realising that mayyyyybe he should give him a proper apology.

so he does. and:

"i dont forgive you"

and if course. ed doesn't know what to do with this izzy always forgives him, has since they were kids! why not now?

from izzys perspective, he simply cant take it any more. he will take the consequences of his actions, but he cant lie anymore and pretend he wasn't destroyed by what ed did. and maybe hes learning its not just ed and izzy against the world anymore. there are people who will stand beside him- they might not always like him, he might spit and hiss at calling them his friends, but he knows, deep down, he is not alone anymore. and that its time to take a stand. to put himself first for once.

he cant forgive him, not for this

its at this point ed realises that he might have fucked up. really fucked up. its not that he doesn't care about how the crew feels, hadnt already realised what he had done but. again, its izzy. there was a time he thought there was nothing he could do that izzy wouldn't forgive.

the way i see it this is the point that ed starts to properly rebuild. oh he thought he was doing it before but it was more masks and layers, but now he has to truly confront his actions and the consequences they have on his relationships and that maybe. he is like his dad. but at the same time, he has the space to learn that even if he is, thats not all he can be. he can be better, choose to do better, and it's hard and doesn't always work but he has to try, has to keep trying because if he fails? he has no one to fall back on any more

so izzy doesn't forgive ed.

and ed learns to forgive himself, in time. and maybe he will apologise again, and izzy still doesn't forgive him. and maybe ed learns to be ok with that. and maybe in the wreckage of decades of blackbeard and first mate hands, they can build something new. it won't be the same, and maybe there will always be a distance between them, but in time, with work, they can be friends again.

[hivemindupdates]

Hivemind tweeted! You can watch the premiere here!

[gifti3]

i think a good yandere needs to at least be a little pathetic

[meatriarch]

yknow im probably going to sound a bit overdramatic for a moment with this sorry but,

ive said like two lore streams ago or w/e that im not going to let myself get as heated as i did at the start with how gun's been handling ( read : forgetting she exists ) maria all this time bc at this point i consider my portrayal of her an oc, as i essentially feel across the board with my other texas muses frankly but like.

i do think, while i was obviously thrilled to no end that they announced maria & she was playable etc, i do think the execution of her in-game really sincerely disappointed and pissed me off so badly. like yes end of the day shes a bunch of pixels etc etc whatever sure but its like. genuine frustration at how absolutely sidelined she has been since day one. and i know theres plenty of valid arguments for other characters receiving similar treatment ( ie. sonny ) in a variety of ways, and i do get the angle of maria initially serving as a haunting of the narrative, haunting her friends and sister and being more of that sort of invisible presence rather than physically there in the moment like they all are - but its severely disappointing to see just how little they give a shit about her, both in lore & in gameplay etc.

model-wise? shes completely fine i adore how she looks and everything shes beautiful shes adorable shes exactly as babygirl as i hoped and imagined her to be & look. but shes otherwise both so underwhelming and so borderline useless ( being generous ) and her ability is just the most uncreative pointless thing i feel they could have thought to give her. like. theres so many pieces i can rip apart for just that alone but i dont wanna yap for an eternity lmao

i just wish they gave an ounce of a shit about her. and like sure yes they could easily alter things or add on things on for her in the future etc. sure, yeah, fine and all but its just... i dont think im going to forget how sloppily put together they made her. or how they've consistently forgotten & disrespected her all these months. and with them branching away from her & the friendgroups' story into other victims' as time passes, their already sheer-ass attention spans are only going to grow thinner across the rosters and i guess in my eyes theyre just never going to make up for any of how they treated her character. and like yes thats fine bc i & others will do her infinitely better justice than they ever will but its still just like... its still disappointing.

like so much went wrong with that release day that i think i was just trying to cling onto the excitement of her just being playable but everything else, certain other complaints etc i wont get into, made me think that disappointment in how she was executed was an exaggeration on my part bc im too attached to her lmao and so i kinda just internalized the disappointment i think but it really is just like man. i feel like ive lowkey been in mourning of her since she was released. no faith at all that they are ever going to give her an ounce of dignity outside of how her model looks.

and again. i know i and the fandom do her infinitely more justice than they ever will at this point and that fact alone does make up for this all, i just wish she was remotely fun to play as and didnt feel like such a slapped together, zero-thought, near copy-paste non-asset in-game. i play her bc i love her but she also just makes me fucking sad LMAO

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[siveine]

i think im so nervous about finishing my contract because i wont know what to do with myself afterwards. like, sure theyve forgotten about me and nearly abandoned me, and im quite literally being used then thrown away, but after i get my discharge papers im going to be without purpose again and i dont know if i can do it a second time

[spotaus]

I hate making personas I hate making them so much

Anyways tentative redesign of the girly. I feel like her hair is too light brown rn but whatever I did this in like 45 minutes 😭. N has needed a redesign for ages, I'm just still not sure if this is The Vibe. (Her Skeleton Form will also be recieving similar treatment w/ a jewelry update and slight update to features if this one sticks lol.

Just for fun, her 'old' design. (Though this version might just stick around still, idk lmao-)

[acesammy]

man i really thought this week was going to kick my ass, but i just got the whole week's worth of code done in the last hour or so, so now i can focus entirely on my other classes :D

[pumaskulls]

having the everything happen to you at once is not fun, can confirm

[rvyalfamily]

back to work in the morning which means they’ll be another dip in activity 👎

[jrueships]

stefs ass is SO fat..... HOW isn't there more fanfiction of diggs/allen. im gonna thr*w up

[halohalona]

Pearce Joza posted a story, and i am very confused.

ya'll read the tags, i explain it there lol

[jemmo]

following on from my other nick is evil post, i know we’re all so excited to see nick enter his evil arc, but what hurts me the most and makes me feel kinda sick to my stomach is that i don’t think nick is actually that person at heart. i think it’s just a matter of boston being a manipulator and that manipulation backfiring, bc he thought he could keep nick sated and in place, toeing the line between casual hook ups and something more so he’d stay put. but he didn’t factor in that this kid wouldn’t just stay happily on the fence, bc the promise of more is just not enough for nick, he actually wants more, and he will go and get it, through whatever means. and when he starts to turn and realises he really is playing with someone dangerous, he doesn’t back down, he doesn’t run, he thinks im gonna meet them at their level, not to get back at them, but to get with them. he sees boston acting up and thinks if im like that then maybe he’ll like me, maybe i can stand by his side. but the thing is boston doesn’t want an equal. he doesn’t want someone else that’s messy like him, he doesn’t want someone to challenge him. you saw how he was in that lift with top, he cannot handle it when people get on his level and clap back. he does not want to be told, he wants to do the yelling at that’s it. it’s not a case of this being a fun, sexy, dangerous cat and mouse where you both fuck each other up and get a relationship out of it, no, that’s not what boston is here for. he’s here to be on top and feel superior and good about himself. and if acts out this much just bc he feels challenged by mew just bc top likes him more than him, when mew hasn’t even done anything to actively hurt him, i don’t think he’s gonna react kindly at all when nick starts stepping out of line. and i hate that nick thinks he has to lower himself to this level just to get boston when it’s all gonna be for nothing, and he’s just gonna come out of it ruined and broken.

[cynderrfall]

Hello Cynder!

Congrats, you've been visited by your LU Self Care Anon!

I hope you had a great day, and if not, don't worry, you did your best, and tomorrow's full of new possibilities!

Have you drank enough water? It can really help your body and mind feeling well! Also, remember to get enough sleep, did you know underground rooms are often the freshest in the house? I can assure you there's at least a 2F difference between my basement and my ground floor. It really makes a difference in hot days!

What have you been working on lately? Would you like to show me a wip, or describe it? I'm sure it'll turn out amazing, even if you now think it's nowhere near good!

You can do this! Believe in yourself, you're awesome!

awww thank you!!! This is very sweet :))

Don’t have any real wips besides incomprehensible pencil scribbles but heres stuff I’ve been wanting to draw:

-legend and warriors (been stuck on them for a while bc I cannot draw them for the life of me + have no ideas on what to have them doing)

-otgw stuff for autumn

-gotta prep for Oct 3 w Fma ofc ofc

-smth for Totk bc i just finished the game

-ofc zelda in general

don’t hold me to it lol I tend to never draw what I say I will bc inspiration strikes or whatever (artblock hits and I’m incapacitated and unheard from for a month)