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#good company.. very cute to look at.. little soft friend to hold when u sleep.. can give tiny kissies on his head.. loves you back..
danikamariewrites · 10 months
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Hi bestie love u glad yourRequest are open again could u pls do por rhysriel
Azriel and rhysand ddlg
i loved 🤍what you did with mental health one i was actually the one who requested it i loved it you brought my thoughts to life. it was great love your writing 🤍
Rhys x reader ddlg hc
A/n: thank you anon I’m so happy you loved it 😊
Warnings: ddlg, daddy kink, also not proof read teehee
First thing in the morning Rhys gently wakes you with soft kisses all over your face
“Good morning Angel, how’s my sweet girl.” He coos at you. You wrap your arms around his neck pulling him to your chest
Rhys scoops you up in his arms taking you to the bathroom so he can pamper you and you two can get ready for the day
You two also always have breakfast together
It’s the one meal that Rhys always guarantees you since he tends to work late
When he does work you fill your days with your favorite activities or hanging out with the family
You love the IC! Mor is one of your best friends, Azriel and Cassian are like Brothers to you
When Rhys can’t be around Mor keeps you company and the two of you go out to the city for lunch or shopping
Az and Cass are always fun to “bother” too. You never actually bother them Cass just says that to mess with you
They love going out with you too and you guys joke about spending Rhys’ money
Rhys loves that you and his family get along so well. Even Amren likes you! Which is very rare, she also threatened Rhys telling him that if he ever hurt you worse things than the prison await him
Rhys loves watching you do your favorite things
Like reading in the garden
He watches you from his office as you lay in the grass, your hair spread out in a halo as the sun shines on you. Making you look like an angel
Rhys would be so distracted by you he wouldn’t realize how much time has passed until one of his brothers came knocking on his door
Sometimes you get a little insecure about how much Rhys works
Occasionally your anxiety gets the best of you and it makes you feel like he doesn’t want to be around you
Something Rhys always encourages is for you to tell him how you feel
If you don’t feel comfortable saying it you let Rhys in to your mind and convey it there
If you seem down Rhys always picks up on it
He will drop everything to be with you on a bad day
He’d take you out shopping, out to eat, and just cuddle you all day
You can’t sleep without him, he’s like your teddy bear that you can never be without
If he’s still in his office you’ll go to him, the first time you did it he thought it was so cute
You knocked on his office door, pushing it open. Rhys looked up at you and smiled at your tired face. “You should be asleep angel, what’s wrong?” You padded over to him and Rhys pulled you into his lap. You cling to him, resting your head on his chest. “I can’t sleep without you. Please come to bed daddy.”
Rhys kissed the top of your head holding you closer. “I’m sorry angel. I didn’t realize. Let’s get to bed.”
You always wear a shirt of his to bed while Rhys prefers to sleep naked
Just like in the morning, Rhys pampers you at night. Skin care, hair treatments, etc.
You name it Rhys has it in his bathroom
Sometimes he’ll read to you in bed until you fall asleep
Other nights things get a little steamy 😏
But no matter what he always holds you in his arms at night
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celamoon · 3 years
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There’s so many Saiki x reader fics that I wanna write but I don’t have the time for it and UGH I’ll just toss them all here in hopes that I’ll actually write it one day.
Reminder to self: Italics - Means alternatively and not part of regular script
1. Spooning - Hurt/comfort (My mommy and daddy issues are showing LMAO)
Saiki spoons you whenever you get into a fight with your parents. He doesn't have demanding parents like you do but he tries his best to help you out. So he settles for holding you close to himself even though he hates physical contact, and he settles for drawing little shapes on your back while you cry into his chest. He hates skin-to-skin contact with just about everyone, but for some reason, he can't bring himself to push you away. He lets you rest on his chest until your quiet sobs are nothing more than soft snores, and he helps you wipe a piece of hair away. When he's sure you've fallen asleep, he lets himself close his eyes. You wake up the next morning, still in his arms, close to his chest.
2. My Sunshine - Hurt/No comfort, Major character death
Every time 'you are my sunshine' comes on Kusuo's playlist he feels his heart break little by little. because years ago you used to sing it to him before he reset the earth back by one year. The first words of the year to him were always 'you are my sunshine', you always smiled at him as if the year didn't reset again, and you always sang the song on the way to school. His only regret was not realizing that you were throwing up petals sooner, and not confessing to you before you let yourself wither away. Now all Kusuo has left for himself is a short voice message you sent him years ago to soothe him to sleep.
3. Sweet Melody - Player au (OOC from canon)
Saiki’s one of the most notorious players in the school, he even dumped Teruhashi after dating her for a month or so. After losing a bet to one of your friends, you become hell bent on playing the player. You successfully lure him in, and eventually you two start dating. The only issue is that you can’t seem to play him the more you get to know about him. Turns out it was the same case as before, he only pretended to open up to you and kept everything important to himself. He plans to breaks up with you in front of the school like always only to find out that you had dug deeper than he intended and had more than enough dirt on him. He tethers between actually dating you and only pretending to date you before he decides upon breaking up with you for the better.
4. Good in Goodbye - Exes Au (Reader's side)
Saiki broke up with you as planned in Sweet Melody so you write a song reminding him of all the dirt you have on him. Your goal isn’t to break his heart anymore, it’s to remind him of all the people he’s hurt. You fell for him hard, much harder than planned, so you decide to toss everything into a song that blew you up. You two meet up at a modelling gig years later after you find out that Saiki’s your photographer. He’s changed, but so have you.
5. All Time Low - Exes Au (Kusuo's side)
Saiki's side of the break up. Seeing your ex in your class every day is hard, but being unable to move on hurts more. Especially since third year has just ended and college is laying ahead. Stuck brooding over his feelings for you, Saiki decides to become a photographer in hopes to have you as his model and muse one day. The universe proves to be on his side this time, especially since you were his next model. He wants to reconcile what you once had, but you seem to have other plans.
6. Better than Revenge - Player Au (Again)
Saiki breaks up with you after Teruhashi finally steals him from you. What do you do? Cry over it with ice cream, then do what every good student turned bad does. You play. She breaks your happiness so you teach Teruhashi a very important lesson. No one out-dos you, especially someone like her. She may have a fanbase, but you have something better, you have an army and that army is always ready to throw hands for you regardless of who it is.
7. Talkative - Hurt/comfort
Saiki k angst where he calls you annoying so you completely stop talking and you lock yourself in for a week. Saiki is forced to teleport to your place after you don't show up to school. He finds you sitting in your closet, looking sicker than ever. He bites down on his words and helps nurse you back to health as an apology.
8. Heather - Hurt. ANGST!
You're Saiki's best friend and you watch Saiki fall in love with Teruhashi over the episodes. Third year finally begins, and you watch as Teruhashi's confession runs in success, cheering for the newly formed couple as if you were alright. You start drifting away, and Saiki doesn't seem to care that much. Until you hear that he broke up with Teruhashi and find him in front of your door, eyes brimming with tears with apologies spewing out of his mouth.
9. Fine. - Angst (semi-prologue of My Sunshine {2})
You and Saiki get into a particularly bad argument over him spending time with Teruhashi over the weeks and he accuses you of being clingy and selfish. So you leave the house because he’s being preposterous and you need time to calm down. You and Saiki have never fought like that before. Your vision gets blurry from the tears and you pass out onto the pavement from exhaustion. You wake up in the hospital room and find your boyfriend with dark circles under his eye. He had never been so terrified of losing something. The only issue is that you're not actually awake, and that you've just passed.
10. No u - Psychic! Reader au (Written)
Funny enough the new transfer student isn’t strange. If anything they’re hot as hell and Saiki swears he’s never like this. Things make sense once he realizes the other student is psychic and used mind control to have everyone love them. You find Saiki’s struggle out of your web funny and decide to entertain him. How? By seeing how far you can get with the teasing.
11. (Insert vine) aWw hEll nAww - Soulmate AU
It’s been around 3-4 decades since Saiki was born and so far he hasn’t aged a day past 18 since he never found his soulmate. Y/n finally waltzes into his life one faithful Monday morning and Saiki teleports away instantly because he’s enjoyed not aging and he was not doing this now. Y/n on thé other hand starts to age slowly (so does Saiki but shh) and eventually they decide to track the man down because wHO THstE HELL JUST WALKS OUT FROM THEIR SOULMATE LIKE THAT HUH?? Chaos ensues.
12. Darkened Wishes - Thousand Crane Au
Kusuo left you years ago, so you fold a crane a day for 3 years so that you could wish that he would return to you. What they didn't tell you though, was that for each wish you make a thing of the same value is taken away from the earth. After you make the wish you find out that Kusuo's wife suffered from a miscarriage and passed away. You feel terrible so you hide yourself, but you made the wish, so the cranes won't leave you alone until you fulfill what they granted you. After all, you aren't allowed to back away from a wish you made, they already opened up the path for you anyway.
13. It's Tough to be a god - Corrupt CEO AU
Y/n is the heir to the L/n business empire, one step away from rising to the top. After manipulating her parents out of the line to the top of the business empire and paying her way up positions, they set out to finally secure the position of CEO. Though evil in their ways, they're incredibly good at treating their workers like humans. They lack nothing, except for that final company that they need to buy over.
Saiki Kusuo is the CEO of the Saiki Enterprises. After his brother started a rival company to out-business the Saiki Enterprises, Kusuo's been cautious in whose business contracts he accepts. He receives a contract from the L/n business empire to purchase a branch of the company, and he refuses for security reasons. This ticks off Y/n, who then does everything in their power to destroy Kusuo's company, including seduction and destruction.
(Or alternatively) Kusuo wants nothing to do with that business he's inheriting and sells it off to Y/n, only he accidentally signs off himself too. And now he's in a mess of 'I'm techincally property' and paying the fine of breaking the contract. Lucky for him, it's just one year of 'dating'. Kusuo has never had such a migraine before, but he supposes if he can't destroy you the business way, he should break you down, starting from the heart. He finds that you're an excellent manipulator though, and soon he's the one stuck in your web.
14. Contacts - Scientist! Reader (Written)
Meet Y/n L/n, world's youngest awarded engineer. You hate Kuusuke, but I mean his brother was Lowkey kinda cute-
You're an engineer, an excellent one that is. You created all sorts of devices to help out psychics since you're one yourself. One of them which Kuusuke stole from you when you were 4-5. Some days you wanted to punch him in the face for that. But ignoring all of that, you finally manage to make it into PK Academy and you're absolutely determined to become friends with Kusuo. He tolerates you, maybe even thinks of you as a best friend, but the only issue is that he refuses to wear those contacts that block out his petrifaction powers. The house erupts into chaos as you try to get Kusuo to wear the lenses.
15. Object - Yandere Au
Saiki has a lot of potential to become a yandere. He’d be able to do it so smoothly too! He’d make sure that your love meter is high, ask you out, sweep you off your feet, all while he kills anyone who would even dare to look your way! He’ll even control the world if he has to! After all, his darling can’t have anything other than perfection right? And of course, you’re the entire thing that the new perfectionist modelled after! No one is ever going to become perfect like you and Saiki will make sure of it. But of course, his pretty little thing isn’t allowed to know about all of this. After all, you’re the only thing that can’t be tainted with sin in his eyes.
16. Names - Fae Au OH GOD I JUST SAW SOMEONE POST ABT SAIKI K AUS AND I COMPLETELY FORGOT MERMAIDS AND MYTHICAL CREATURES EXISTED-
There's one rule when you meet a Fae. You're not allowed to give them your name. Y/n bumps into the fae that's been the talk of the town lately. Ever since said Fae stole away Teruhashi, the townspeople have been terrified of him. Funny enough, Y/n becomes friends with said fae. Saiki wants them to join him in his place but Y/n declines. Funny enough, there's another boy trying to court you. Saiki decides upon one thing, he's going to get your name before that wretched boy gets to your heart.
17. Your Highness (or Pensées D’amour) - Royal au (Written)
Saiki Kusuo is the reputable heir to the Psi Empire. Ever since the eldest of the two ran away to beat him in conquering nations, he had been left the throne. His grandparents had anointed him as the heir to the throne after his parents had mysteriously disappeared. The only issue lies in finding another noble or royal to marry. Princess Teruhashi from the Gardenia Kingdom has a huge crush on him, but Saiki isn’t interested in her. She feels too fake to trust, not to mention her atrocious thoughts. Another issue is that Saiki doesn’t want to marry someone for status, he wants to marry for love, ironic enough.
Y/n is the infamous royal of the Sirius Kingdom. Hotheaded, fiery, competitive and passionate, they’re well loved by all of their people, and hated by all the nobles. Their parents never forced them into any marriage and they spend their day getting to know the commonfolk and taking suggestions from them to their parents (which are always rejected). 
The nobles are planning something against the royal family, and in a desperate turn of events they find themselves promising themselves to Saiki Kusuo of the Psi empire in exchange for help. Kusuo helps them out, and in the end both get their end of the bargain. Kusuo gets himself a person who genuinely loved him, and Y/n gets themselves a willing listener for the commonfolk.
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i8jisoo · 4 years
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𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘 𝐊𝐈𝐃𝐒 ⇉ skz with pregnant!reader 
hyunjin x reader | part four of dad!skz
↬ genre; fluff
↬ warnings; pregnancy, lots of cursing (i have a streak), birth, n kkami bein a meanie
↬ notes; ok this might be my fav in the series | 1.5k wc
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u and hyunjin actually were broken up when u found out about the pregnancy
u waited (stalled fuck off) until five months since u really didnt know what to do with the news
u kinda feel like ur insane, playing your ex-boyfriends music constantly and watching interviews of him but it kept u company and gave u a reminder that u still needed to tell him
u got this rly cute popped out bump, just rly kinda like those movies but u know its gonna get bigger and grow to have stretch marks
one day ur just sitting on the sofa of your apartment n the next thing u know ur door is being opened and hyunjin is barging in
ofc ur in a sports bras and a pair of basketball shorts cause they r comfortable and shirts r overrated
ur there with set out marshmallows, graham crackers, and chocolate, as well as peppermint sticks on the side just eating them together
ur in the middle of eating a smore u had put together
u swallow ur smore slowly, sucking on ur fingertips n just staring at him
“oh my fucking god- and it’s true?” 
ur honestly so confused until u remember u dont have on a shirt n ur bump is showing
ur standing up in a millisecond, hyunjin getting more upset by the second just looking at u
“why— how? how could you just not tell me?”
baby boy has those angry tears and the strained voice hes just so upset and the guilt is setting in for u
“i’m five and a half months.” 
fuck hormones cause next thing u know ur crying and u cant do anything to make it stop
u guys really can’t be mad at each-other, ur relationship was filled with nothing but kindness and it ended only because u two felt it was going no where
ofc u two argued about it and in the end hyunjin was the one who walked out
“we can try again. you can move back in right? we can stay together and put back the pieces.”
u agreed n by the next morning he was there to help u pack ur things up n take them back to his place
he ends up seeing the box of baby stuff, with unopened bottle packages and sonograms, as well as a disc that was labelled as your 3D ultrasound
u find him just sitting there, staring at the black and white sonogram with tears freely falling down his cheeks
he doesn't even notice u next to him until ur thumb swipes the tear away from his cheek
u two just smile at each-other, his arm wrapping around u n pulling u in to his side
“that’s our baby?” he asks, not removing his eyes from the little white blob that barely was the size of a jaw breaker n u just whispered, “yea, it is.”
ur relationship doesn’t exactly get back into what it was at first,,
ur both nervous and cautious around each other
at first he insists he can just sleep on the couch so u can take his bed but u insist u both can sleep together
hyunjin doesn’t mean to but he somehow always winds up with his arm around u n ur bump every morning
he will talk to the bump n tell them how they r gonna have the best mommy n daddy 🥺
“did u know ur mommy is one of my favorite people to be with? i know ur gonna hear the story one day of how we became parents but i have always loved her, even when we weren’t together i loved your mommy. i hope one day you will love someone as much as i love your mommy, i hope you get your mommy’s personality bub.”
ur fake sleeping wbk but u dont move so u can let him talk
around eight months u two are way more comfortable n are getting closer
he lets u borrow his clothes because u used to do that even when u weren’t pregnant and he figured they were more comfortable & better looking than ur maternity outfits 😣
he rly goes the whole nine yards, buying anything u can think of for the baby n he’ll sometimes wake u up from ur sleep (if he’s rly excited) just so he can show u what he bought
hyunjin is in love with u and kkami cuddling together
also when ur due date got closer u both def went out for walks with kkami or played in the dog park with kkami
(u couldn’t really be as active as hyunjin but it was fine with u just watching)
something within hyunjin changes n he just gets so shy n flustered around u ^.^
he’s crushing so hard on u and u can guess he is but then again u two were just living together for the pregnancy
it’s probably three in the morning n hyunjin had just came home
ofc u were crying
a rly cute dog ad was playing with a baby in it as well :(
u explain n hiccup while doing so
hes so s o f t at this moment
he presses a soft kiss to ur lips n ur like wow thats um—
he doesn’t even care how shocked u r this man goes back in for more kisses
“i want you, i wanna be a real family. i wanna one day marry you, have more babies or get other dogs, that’s all i’ve ever wanted since the day we met.”
enywayz u two r dating,, a g a i n
spooning half of the time during ur last few weeks of pregnancy, but the boys come over frequently n for some reason jeongin is always bringing presents?? its cute but u guys RLY didn’t need anymore toys for the baby
u guys r just cuddling n he’s got one hand on ur bump before ur like
“ow,, fuck that hurt.”
“hey don’t swear around the baby!”
u just suppose it’s a hard kick since the baby had been active a lot recently n the pains had been occurring often
kkami is very cuddly today n he’s giving u kisses
hyunjin lowkey jealous cause kkami doesn’t ever give him kisses like that  ⸜( ⌓̈ )⸝
yall ever seen the thing where dogs know pregnant people the best n they can like SENSE something goin on??
well kkami was on it 
baby kkami is sniffing u n just restless in ur lap n its a lil weird cause kkami is ALWAYS sleeping or sitting still cause kkami has turned as lazy as u n hyunjin
u have this feeling but instead u just tell hyunjin u gotta pee :P
newsflash: u didnt n as soon as u got up, boom, theres ur water breaking and running down ur leg
“it feels gross.”
ur literally whining about ur pants while a baby is coming out of ur ... hooha 😳 n hyunjin is freaking out
he’s rushing around the rooms n making sure everything is in the bag and nothing gets left behind
last thing on his mind is changing ur clothes
though he does, putting u in his baggy sweatshirt and a pair of his shorts
hes freaking out lets be honest the thought of u giving birth is fuckin scary
hyunjin is so out of it and spaced out while ur cool n talking normally with pauses everytime theres a contraction
“aish, why are you so worried? i’m the one that should be worried!!”
ur not cool after an u hit the four hours in labor mark
u do not want to be t o u c h e d
touching u is off limits ur so sweaty n ur body feels like its crumbling u cannot deal with someone holding ur hand or holding u
hyunjin just sits there
hes kinda in a different realm while he stares at the clock on the wall
hes so ready to meet the baby but apparently ur body was exactly 4 centimetres not ready :(
hes just trying to distract u by talking with the boys n his other friends, all of the face timing to talk to the parents to be 🥺
yall r wrapping up a call with jeongin when u have the built up pressure feeling again
he doesn’t even explain to jeongin hes so quickly to hang up n ask u whats wrong
“i— it feels like i have to push.”
he’s already pressing the pretty lil white button on ur bed for the nurses n doctors
they confirm that u indeed r ready to push and that the baby is in position
hyunjin trying to take a peek WHAT A WEIRDO
yall hearing ur baby has a head full of hair and u just give hyunjin this look
like WTF no wonder why u had so much heartburn its because of ur fuckin rapunzel baby daddy
here comes the cries, loud n u just heard the quietest sob from beside u which was hyunjin
“it’s a baby boy, congrats!!”
his lil puppy baby boy 🥺
he had a lil pout like his daddy n his brown locks on top of his head
it was kinda creepy how similar they looked
anyways u dont care ur lil boy is p e r f e c t and nobody could dare tell yall different
u would disagree anyways because thats ur lil pouty baby boy n hes so cute 🥺
“we got a pretty good break-up story right? one for the books.”
he’s got baby boy in his arms bundled up but that doesn’t stop u from smacking his arm before kissing him quickly
“yea, we do.”
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shotofire · 4 years
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Scars
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•SHOTO TODOROKI x READER
•Overview: two people with scars find peace in one another
•Warnings: sadness, tears, cursing, a lot of talk of abuse, mentions of anxiety.
•Season: not specified
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It’s weird to think something as simple as a scar is what drew Todoroki in the first place. But it was more complex to him, he knew marks like his and yours had stories behind them. They had meaning even if it was horrible story. Even if it pains each of you to talk about, you both still found peace knowing someone else felt the pain.
You were extremely hard to talk to at first. Many of your classmates tried to befriend you but it became hopeless. You were a loner and always had been, people didn’t appeal to you much. People have hurt you more than anything else, and a person is who put this permanent mark on your body.
Todoroki could understand you without having to hear you say a word. The power you had without your quirk involved was insane and never failed to shock the class. A quiet girl like you could have Bakugou slamming on the ground. Pain makes you stronger and you’d had plenty of it.
As the months of the school year went by you grew closer to Todoroki. You may not have talked much compared to him but his company was something you never knew you needed. He made you feel wanted and safe, something you hadn’t felt in awhile.
It was currently Friday night and you didn’t have much to do. It felt weird having this kind of free time, it had been weeks since you’ve been able to just chill like this. But yet you wanted something to do.
Sitting around like this didn’t feel right, you did want to be a working hero and they’re always on the go. You found yourself sitting on the balcony connected to your dorm room looking up at the stars that filled the night sky.
The building was quiet, many of your classmates had already gone to sleep. It was peaceful and you felt at such ease. You couldn’t remember the last time life felt this carefree.
Thoughts of Todoroki slipped into your mind as always. You really liked him, you couldn’t even deny it. He’d made his way into your life and you got attached. That had always been your fatal flaw, you become attached to others way too easily. That’s why you try to avoid others, becoming close always ended up with you getting hurt.
Your spinning thoughts are disrupted when your phone buzzes in your lap. The light your device gave up was blinding in the dark, making your eyes squint as you read the text. It was from Todoroki.
Can I come see you?
The heartbeat in your chest increases at an alarming speed as you take in the words across your screen. He wanted to come see you and that made you all types of happy.
You contemplated if it was a good choice considering the time. Sure it wasn’t even ten o’clock yet but Mr. Aizawa would have a cow if he knew. But then again, how would he find out?
Yeah, i’m on my balcony.
You texted him back with shaky fingers and the feeling of your heartbeat in your toes. It was nerve racking for many reasons. Todoroki had never asked to come see you at this time of night if everyone was already in their own space. If he did ask to see you he’d tell you to come to the common area where everyone else was, not alone in your room.
As much as you denied it to yourself, Todoroki adored you. He knew how much you’d been hurt in your short life and the way you continued to hold yourself up was admiring. He’d told you what caused the burn on his face but you’d never built the courage to do so yourself.
He completely respected that and didn’t want to push you in anyway. Yours looked more painful than his and more spread out. Early on he noticed you didn’t like talking about it at all. You’d even become visibly uncomfortable when someone looked at it.
Long sleeves were your best friends and turtle necks were your signature mark. You didn’t like it to be pointed out or drawn attention to in any way, shape or form. Most of your classmates hadn’t noticed until you and the other girls were tricked into wearing a cheerleading uniform.
It was absolutely dreadful, and you’ll never forget the looks on everyone’s faces as they took in the bright red marks scattered on you body. That day was the first time Todoroki really talked to you. You’d ran to one of the waiting rooms crying your eyes out from embarrassment and shame, and he was who comforted you through it all.
He kept telling you it was nothing to be embarrassed or ashamed of.
“They made you stronger in the long run, you’ll see that one day,” he had said to you.
His words really stuck with you and you began to hate them less. Everytime you’re with him he says something to boost your self confidence. At this point, without Todoroki, you would’ve hated yourself too much to become a hero.
You truly believed that Todoroki was your person, that you two were meant to meet. He was always there for you and you were in return. Your friendship flourished everyday in so many ways. It had gotten so loving and so deep that the feelings developed into more. You wanted to be more for him, not just a friend.
Sadly your confidence hadn’t built up enough to confess your inner feelings about him. Even someone who loved themselves struggles to do things like that, rejection is way too scary.
“What are you thinking about?”
The deep voice knocks you out of your thoughts and makes you jump a little bit. You’d gotten so carried away thinking about him that’d you’d forgotten he was even coming.
“Too much stuff,” you groaned.
It was true, your mind had been racing way too much lately. The stress of school and your feelings for Todoroki were extremely overwhelming.
“Oh yeah?” He sits down in the chair next to you, “Tell me about it?”
You can’t. There’s no way he feels the same way about you, he had to see you as just a friend. He was so cute and you believed there was nothing special about you.
You look up at the sky taking in the beautiful sight once again. Sometimes you wished you could fly up there and shine the way the stars do without a care in the world. Your gaze looked back at him and he was staring at you in awe, but that wasn’t the way you saw it.
“I want to be a star,” you whispered.
He smiled at your words, “don’t we all?”
It stayed silent for a bit. You each looked up at the sky with heavy eyes. It was getting late and he knew he needed to get back to his room, but he really didn’t want to. All he wanted was to be with you and bask in your presence.
You had built up a lot of courage for a moment like this, when you two were truly alone. There was never time to tell him what had happened to you. And even if there was time in the past it didn’t feel right, and in this moment it did feel right. You felt calm, collected, and safe.
“I think i’m ready,” you said.
Todoroki looked at you a bit confused but it immediately started to make sense. He knew this day would come, maybe not this soon but he always knew. He’d never asked you to talk about it or pushed you. He wanted it to be on your own time, for it to be your choice.
“Make sure you know you’re ready,” he says with soft eyes.
The sparkle in his eyes made your knees weak. This boy had the biggest effect on you without a single clue. All he had to do was look at you with sweet eyes and a small smile and you were a mess, his mess.
“i’m sure,” you say followed by a deep breath.
You turn your body to face his wanting this to be intimate. You were about to tell him a horrible part of your life that no one knows the details of besides yourself and who did this to you. You felt anxiety spreading through your body and you began to tremble a bit.
Todoroki immediately noticed and grabbed both of your hands. He was warm to the touch and it calmed you some but not completely. It was enough to remind you that you were safe and he’d never judge you about anything.
“I’m not sure how to start this because I didn’t put much thought into it,” you begin, “but I knew if I thought about it too much i’d never reach this point.”
He nods at your words before squeezing your hands. You knew why he wasn’t saying anything, this was your time to talk. He didn’t want to say anything that would increase your nerves, he knew how sensitive you were getting by the minute.
“My parents d-died when I was young,” your voice began to tremble but you stayed strong, “but I can remember t-them, certain small memories. I-I know they were good parents and loved me very much. They took me new places all the time, I think they wanted m-me to see the world.”
You smile a bit as you go on, it’s been awhile since you’ve let yourself think about them.
“But then a s-stupid villain decided that their l-lives meant n-nothing,” you choked up on that sentence, “that’s when my whole life c-changed. I was sent to live with my u-uncle who I had never met before, I didn’t even know w-why he agreed to take me in. He was basically a stranger to me and I was to h-him.”
Todoroki hadn’t moved his eyes from you. He wanted to make sure he was hearing every word. This story was already breaking his heart and he wanted to hug you so bad, but he needed to let you keep going. A disruption may cause you to second guess yourself and that’s the last thing he wanted.
You took a deep breath trying to control your stuttering. The shaking your body was giving off was beginning to increase as the story got worse. You closed your eyes and tried to calm down. The warmth in Todoroki’s hands increased, he was trying to remind you he was there and that it was going to be okay.
“It started to makes sense as time went on living with him,” you picked back up, “he basically wanted a maid to do everything for him. I brought him his beers when ever he wanted, cleaned his house, fed his animals, went to the store for him, just about every basic thing he was supposed to do for himself was thrown onto me. And even if i’d do one little thing the way he didn’t like,” you’d stopped.
Tears began to fill your eyes and looked down. You didn’t want Todoroki to see you so broken, so vulnerable.
He put his finger under your chin and lifted your head up. Your eyes met his, he was looking at you with such love and you could feel it. It was practically radiating off of him.
“breath,” he whispered as he wiped your tears with his thump, “he isn’t here. It’s me, i’m not going to hurt you.”
His kind words were the best thing you’ve ever heard. He always knew what to say and when to say it.
“Thank you Todoroki,” you sniffle, “It’s just hard to talk about, but i’m doing better than I thought I would.”
He smiles at your words, “You’re doing amazing,” and pushes your hair behind your ears.
You grabbed his hands wanting to feel the warmth of them again. They made you feel so safe and you couldn’t get enough of them. His eyes looked at you, but they didn’t seemed annoyed or bored. He was completely patient and willing to wait hours for you to take your time.
“He had different ways of punishing me,” you continued and kept your eyes locked with Todoroki’s, “It could range from cigarette burns to just slapping me across the face. One day, after about a year of living with him, I couldn’t hear him yelling from my room. I usually always kept my door open so I could hear him, but I had so much homework and his television was so loud,” you let out a small cry that you couldn’t hold back anymore.
The memories were so tragic and overwhelming, but you needed to keep going. You could let a man who wasn’t even in your life anymore control you like this.
“He came in my room so angry. He swung the door so hard that the whole doorknob slammed into the wall,” you said before Todoroki could wipe your tears again, “He started yelling and grabbing at me and I couldn’t even make out what he was saying. He drug me to the kitchen and started demanding I make him food. I did as he asked and I remember crying the whole time.”
You took a well needed deep breath, “He came back in after awhile to see what I was making. And it only exculated from there. You wouldn’t think a grown man would get so upset over a simple dinner, but he did. He started throwing the pots I had out across the room. I remember the panic I felt when he picked up the tea pot. I tried to tell him there was stuff in it, but now that I think about it it probably wouldn’t have made a difference.”
Reliving this moment was odd because you hadn’t done it in so long. You started to remember the color of the kitchen, the rotten way it smelled, you even rememberd the yellow tea pot that he hurled at you.
“The boiling tea splattered all over my neck, chest, and some of it went down my arm. It was horrible and the pain was the worst thing I had ever felt. To this day I don’t think i’ve felt anything as bad or even close to it. And i’ve been slammed into walls, punched by pros, and knocked out by villains. My burns were too bad to not be treated and I ended up in a hospital. The story came loose and I was thankfully taken away from my uncle.”
Todoroki felt happy for you that you didn’t have to stay with him after that, the pain he’d inflicted on you was too much. He knew your story had to be bad if it took you this long to talk about it, but he had no idea it’d be to this extent.
“I had other family that lived on the other side of Japan, and that’s how I ended up here. Well, not here, but near here. They treated me so kindly and life started to get better. I was still afraid and hadn’t reached my full potential, and I still fear that all the mean things he said to me will continue to weigh me down. But you’ve really helped me Todoroki,” your eyes were filled with tears again.
He couldn’t stop himself from beginning to cry too. Your story was so moving and he felt so deeply for you.
“I will never let anyone hurt you like that again,” he said as his body trembled like yours, “I love you so much and i’d do nothing to keep you safe.”
Your breath hitched at his words, “You love me?”
His eyes widen realizing what he had just said. He didn’t really know if you felt the same way back, the act of bringing up something like that was too much for him to handle.
“I m-mean,” he stutters
He clears his head and tries to think straight. He basically just admitted his love for you and was freaking out on the inside. He may be a smooth dude who concealed his feelings well but he definitely just slipped up big time.
“I love you,” you say before he can try and cover his tracks. He almost chokes at your words as soon as they come out.
“Todoroki you’re the best person that i’ve ever met. You’ve filled my head with positivity and cleared the clouds of doubt and self loathing that had filled it before. My uncle constantly called me hurtful names and took advantage of me. I’d grown to believe everything he said was true and that I meant nothing. Then I met you, and everything changed.”
His cheeks heat up at your words, he had no idea this is how you felt. He didn’t know the impact he has had on your life.
Before he can even think, he’s leaning forward and attaching his lips to yours. Goosebumps rise on both of your body’s and he squeezes your hands once again.
“You’re the best thing that has happened to me too,” he says after pulling away.
Your head felt like it was spinning and your stomach was filled to the brim with butterflies. This couldn’t be happening, you were totally dreaming. You pinched your thigh and jumped a bit at the action. Todoroki giggled at you, knowing exactly why you did it. He felt like he was dreaming too, as if he was floating.
He attaches his lips back to yours and you’ve never felt so loved.
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girls-scenarios · 4 years
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Play Pretend
Idol: Minju (IZ*ONE)
Prompt: Heyy could I ask for a scenario of Izone Minju coming over to help her crush take care of their little sister, who forces them to roleplay with them. She insists that they are a couple, and neither of them want to be the one to deny it:)) thanks in advance
Writer: Admin Kiwi
A/N: This idea is so cute! Both the reader and Minju are in high school in the scenario since it just made sense that way. Anyway, I hope you all enjoy! (BTW, (Y/S/N) stands for your sibling’s name in this scenario.)
♡ Tip Jar♡
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Had anyone else asked Minju to give up her Friday night to babysit some kid, she would have quickly made up an excuse to say no. After all, babysitting wasn’t exactly her idea of fun, not when her friends were going to hand out at the carnival. But it was you asking and she could never say no to you. Especially not when you had sighed sadly after saying you couldn’t hang out and said you wished you had someone to keep you company. Without thinking, she had immediately volunteered to help you babysit, a bit too caught up in the idea of making you happy and spending the entire evening alone with you in your house.
Now that she stood in front of your door, though, imagining the cotton candy that her friends were eating, she wondered if she’d made a mistake. She hadn’t thought of it earlier, but it wasn’t like the two of you were actually going to be alone. Instead, she would be stuck dealing with a kid the entire night instead of having fun with her friends. But it was too late to turn back now, so she put on a smile as your mom opened the door and ushered her inside.
You were sitting with your younger sibling on the couch and you grinned when you saw her, soothing the pain of not getting carnival good just a bit as you jumped from the couch and walked over to greet her.
“Minju, you made it! Thanks for coming, I really appreciate your help,” you said, and she nodded as she nervously glanced around at your family. “(Y/S/N), this is my friend Minju, she’s here to play with us tonight.”
“Yay!” Your little sister jumped up and ran around the room, making your mother laugh as she got ready to go.
“Thank you again for coming over, Minju. I was a little nervous about leaving them alone,” she said, making you blush and groan.
“Mom, don’t tell her that. I’m totally able to take care of us both!”
“I know, I know, it just feels safer to have two of you here. There’s money for takeout on the table, have fun!” With a wave, your mother was gone, leaving the two of you alone with your very excited younger sister.
“(Y/N), Minju, let’s play! Come on, let’s play!”
“Okay, okay,” you said, still looking a little embarrassed. “Go get out the toys you want to play with and Minju and I will meet you in your room, is that okay?”
“Yeah!” Your younger sister ran off and you turned to Minju with a sheepish grin.
“Sorry, she’s loud. And my mom’s embarrassing. Um, you can make yourself at home. Do you want anything to drink?” Somehow, this nervous side of you was cute and Minju found herself smiling.
“It’s okay, I knew what I was signing up for when I offered to help you.”
“I really appreciate it, she’s a handful.” You laughed and the two of you held eye contact for a moment too long, causing her breath to catch until the voice of a very impatient child broke the moment in two.
“(Y/N), Minju!”
You sighed and motioned for Minju to follow you as you headed towards your sister’s room, calling back to her. “Coming!”
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Your little sister was adorable, but she was a handful. As soon as Minju entered the room, she was given the task of setting up the tea table and organizing the “home” while you helped your little sister into one of her costumes. She was kept so busy, in fact, that she forgot about the cotton candy and fun thrill rides, focusing instead on setting up the collapsible table your little sister used to play house and allowing her to dress her up. Once she was finally done, your little sister guided you both to sit down at the table and gave you both little teacups, then ran off to find her toys and actions figures, leaving you both to watch her and laugh.
“She’s full of energy,” Minju commented, picking a stray feather from her hair and placing it on the small table. She couldn’t help smiling, even if she was sweating a bit from all the moving around the little girl had just made her do. “I wish I had that energy right now.”
“I know, right? I always say that she should do my homework or chores for me if she’s so full of energy, but for some reason she doesn’t want to.” You adjusted the crown on your head, making both of you burst into laughter.
“What are we supposed to be?”
“I have no idea, she’ll tell us when she gets back.”
As if on cue, the little girl burst back through the door with her arms full of action figures, dolls, and stuffed animals. “I’m back,” she announced in a yell before dumping them all over the floor and making both of you share a knowing glance. This was going to be a pain to pick up.
“What’s all this for?” You asked, and your little sister smiled as she started to set them up around the table.
“They’re your kids!”
You let out a short laugh in surprise, your eyes widening and your cheeks flushing slightly. “My what?”
“Your kids! I’m their auntie and I’m going to feed them cookies and tea and then send them back to you guys all hyper.”
This drew a laugh from Minju, as she could just imagine that the little girl was repeating something her own aunt or uncle had said. “What a good aunt you are! But who am I? You can’t leave me out.”
Your little sister blinked innocently and looked between the two of you before placing a doll right in Minju’s lap. “They’re your kids too,” she said, as if it was a given. “You guys are a couple, remember?” Her words caused both of you to freeze, and Minju could feel her face heating up as she stuttered, trying to find the words she wanted. “U-uh, what?”
“You guys are a couple and you have kids. That’s why I’m the auntie.” Your little sister put her hand on her chest proudly before turning away to grab her play teapot, and Minju dared to look over at you. You were blushing just as hard as she was, and with a sheepish smile you shrugged your shoulders.
“Sorry, I don’t know where she got that idea,” you said, “kids say the weirdest things, right?”
“R-right.” She wasn’t usually shy around you (at least, not anymore) but she could feel some of her shy nature coming back as her heart skipped a beat in her chest. Even if it was just pretend, she liked the idea of being with you a little too much, and she wondered if your sibling was really just making things up. Did the two of you look like a couple?
Just the thought made her blush harder and she swallowed, distracting herself by reaching out for the teapot and pretending to pour everyone tea, wondering if you were imagining the same thing.
-
The night went by in a blur of messy takeout and excited play. By the time the two of you finally got your sister to go to bed, you were both exhausted, flopping down onto the couch beside each other and groaning in unison.
“I thought she’d never go to sleep,” you said, closing your eyes. “She was even more excited than usual because you were here.”
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to get her all hyped up.”
“It’s okay, she was just happy to have someone to play with.” With a small smile, you opened your eyes and turned to look at her. The two of you were only inches apart on the couch, hands almost touching, and Minju once again felt her heart skip a beat as her mouth went dry. “Thanks again for coming over. I’m sorry that you had to miss out on the carnival.”
“It’s okay, really.” She smiled back and shrugged her shoulders, surprised to find that she really didn’t mind. “The carnival is still in down tomorrow, so we can always go then. I actually had fun tonight. Your sister is funny.”
You were quiet for a moment before letting out a laugh and running a hand over your face, turning to face the TV. Some late night show was on, but neither of you were really paying attention to it. “I don’t know why she decided that we were a couple tonight. She just wouldn’t shut up about that.”
“Right?” Minju’s face flushed as she remembered how the little girl had made the two of you feed each other because that was “couples” do, and how she’d asked if the two of you held hands and kissed. “I didn’t realize kids paid attention to that kind of stuff,” she said, trying not to make the air awkward despite the tightness in her chest. Why was having a crush so hard?
“She probably saw it a couple on TV earlier or something. She likes to repeat things.”
“I could tell.”
The two of you lapsed into silence, but there was a slight tension in the air and her mouth felt dry as she watched the dim lights from the TV flicker against your face. Even though the light was on, the room still felt relatively dark and almost cozy. Or at least, it would be cozy if she wasn’t so nervous that she could hear her own heartbeat ringing in her ears.
There had been something in the way you looked at her when you fed her, or in the way you gave in and held her hand at your sister’s request without seeming reluctant. Neither of you were pretending. Or was she imagining it all? She wouldn’t put it past herself, and she didn’t want to ruin a friendship just because her feelings got in the way. As she usually did, she started to overthink everything that had happened that night, her mind spiraling, until your voice made her jump slightly, startling her out of her thoughts.
“You know, I didn’t hate it.” Your voice was soft and she wondered if she was imagining things until she looked over and saw the blush on your cheeks.
“W-what?”
“I didn’t hate pretending to be a couple. Or holding hands.” You looked down at your lap, twisting your fingers together. “I, um, wouldn’t mind if it was real.”
Minju took a deep breath to stabilize herself (and to make sure she didn’t say or do anything embarrassing) before she responded. “Are you saying that you wouldn’t mind to date me?”
“Yep.”
Well, this wasn’t how she had imagined things happening. She had imagined confessing to you before, and had gone through all the scenarios in her head of you saying yes or rejecting her or telling her to wait, but in none of those scenarios had you been the one to confess to her first after playing house with your little sister. But a confession was a confession, and she found herself smiling widely, giddiness building in her chest.
“Actually, I wouldn’t mind dating you either.”
Finally, you looked back up to lock eyes with her, and a slow smile spread over your face. “So, should we date?”
“I think we should.” Both of you burst into giggles, and she slid closer so that her shoulder was touching yours, making her heart beat faster than ever before. “How about we make the carnival our first date tomorrow?” She asked, her eyes wide and hopeful, and you grinned brightly, leaning back into her. The tension in the air was gone, replaced with the light presence of anticipation.
“I would love that,” you said, then laughed. “I guess I’ll have to thank the little brat for getting us together in her own way.”
“No kidding. Remind me to buy her a toy while we’re out tomorrow, she deserves it!”
As the two of you sat shoulder-to-shoulder, laughing and talking in hushed, sweet voices about how funny this all was, Minju mentally thanked her past self for making that impulsive decision to give up her Friday to babysit with you. She had gone from wondering if this was a mistake to never wanting the night to end, and she didn’t regret a single thing as she rested her head on your shoulder with a contented smile, excited for what the future would bring.
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atinycarat · 4 years
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☼ ateez as your college bf ☼
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rating: sfw (mentions of teasing) 
category: super soft, college au vibes! 
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SEONGHWA
you guys probably met in class or exchanged numbers only because y'all were apart of a group chat. 
"we should study at the coffee shop together" yeah, real smooth hwa 
you guys take super cute selfies together, if you don't think he'll wear matching outfits with you then you're sadly mistaken! 
really bashful when talking about you, gets flustered when you compliment him 
cute and subtle around friends, but once y'all are alone it's a different story 
he wasn't kidding about that daddy kink, but that's a story for another day 😳 
super romantic and loves kissing your cheeks softly, not very touchy but we'll hold onto you all the time protectively 
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HONGJOONG 
how did you guys meet? y'all don't really remember. maybe @ some college event where you complimented his pants 
"wanna come hang in the studio with me?" 
he's always busy, but he makes time for you, wants you to be there with him while he's working just because your company relaxes him 
his phone background is a live wallpaper of you probably jamming out to some song he made, he loves that moment too much 
isn't the most romantic, but talks about you like you're his everything. "yeah, that's my baby" or "oh my partner made this, it's pretty cool" 
due to not being romantic, he gets a little awkward or shy when it comes to you complimenting him or saying you love him, but he says something equally as sweet in return 
definitely falls asleep on facetime with you just so you both can wake up together, just a v chill couple 
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YUNHO 
he approached you at the cafe and said he liked your keychain, he didn't care about the keychain he just thought you were cute 
ENERGETIC MAN, TALL MAN, KNOWS NOTHING BUT BEING TALL AND CUTE 
very gentle and caring, always offers his jacket and holds your hand because he is so happy to be with you and around you 
his petnames are never the same tbh, "baby", "apple pie", "chicken nugget" it can be anything 
always down to cuddle anytime anywhere, loves feeling like he's protecting you in his arms while kissing your forehead 
he gets super sOFT when you wear his hoodies or jackets. most boyfriends get agitated if you steal their stuff but yunho encourages it and shit like "yes take them all idc i wanna see my partner in my stuff" 
protective as hell, will probably fight for you if it ever comes down to it, nobody crosses his BABY!! 
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YEOSANG 
he took a while to open to you, but he was sweet each time. always listening carefully and being genuinely interested in what you would say but his face made it come out the wrong way bc he probably looked bored BUT HE REALLY WASN'T 
when you both confessed to each other, you were probably shocked because he seemed bored 
"oh, i thought i made it pretty obvious y/n" in his own special way he did sure 
master of surprises, he'd bring you cute little gifts and draw little doodles for you��
smiles a LOT MORE when you're around him, super gentle when you guys hold hands 
he doesn't ask for much, he just wants respect and reassurance because he's going to give the same towards you 
"emma watson? who's emma watson? never heard of her before in my life." she's still in his heart, but she's not like his partner at all that's for sure 
(there aren’t any gif icons of him so pls take this cute little selfie <3 )
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SAN
you guys probably met at a party and he came up to you and talked to you like he knew you 
if he doesn't get attention every 5 seconds he's probably gonna die, that's fact 
san: 🥰  y/n: *looks away for two seconds* san: 😰
he's the type of boyfriend who will tell you that he loves you every single day, gives you so many hugs and kisses and compliments you no matter what circumstance 
"whoa seriously y/n you're so beautiful. it's like you're unreal." even when you just rolled out of bed being sleep deprived and unwashed hair. he doesn't care, he loves tf out of you 
gets jEALOUS v easy when someone stares at you for too long he just holds onto you and hugs you but he'd get over it pretty fast because it's you so of course there's trust 
constantly calls or texts random things hoping that you have a good day or again him telling you that he loves you and how lucky he is 
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MINGI
*insert cheesy romance sitcom where you both run into each other randomly and he helps pick up your stuff* 
L O U D. a big ball of positivity, always makes you laugh when you're upset or sad. he loves seeing your smile so he always does goofy stuff just to see it 
ALWAYS trying to impress you "yea i bench 900 pounds, i bet you didn't know that huh?" he makes obvious bluffs sometimes, but you just go along with it
random hugs out of nowhere. doesn't matter where you are, he just wants to be closer to you because he's super affectionate with the person he loves 
"hey y/n, i just got tickets to the zoo but..." dramatic sigh "i have nobody to go with...oh whatever shall i do?" 
he really likes spontaneous dates and he sets up things for you guys to do all the time
he's scared of a lot of things so he's gonna be afraid but he's still gonna protect you as if ghouls and goblins don't exist in the dark (in mingi logic, they totally do) 
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WOOYOUNG 
you guys met through mutual friends, he visited your friend one day and probably looked over at you and was like "wow, you're cute" and casually went about his day 
teases you CONSTANTLY, he kinda wants to see you squirm and get reactions from you. randomly kissing the side of your neck or brushing against you...it never ends 
SUPPORTIVE AS HELL. even if you do something wrong he's gonna blindly defend you. "so what if y/n wants to punch babies?! let people live!" 
if y'all ever argue he gets sensitive as hell and just stays quiet while you speak before taking his time to speak. he respects you and refuses to upset you any further if he did 
makes matching charms so you guys can wear it together whenever you're around each other 
still flirts with you as if you guys are strangers. you could be cooking something and he's like "damn, you got a boyfriend? 😏" again just to tease you and get a rise 
you guys ALWAYS laugh and have a good time with one another, it's never a dull moment with him 
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JONGHO 
you guys met at some college event to where he sang a beautiful rendition of a song and you complimented his voice when you saw him later that day. he just says thanks and it goes from there 
y'all were friends for a hot minute after that, he didn't want to jump to flirty mode because he has to feel you out first. once he confessed, he expressed his feelings more 
overprotective as hell, but he does it very cutely. "y/n, it's cold...come close to me okay?" 
sings you to sleep when you're having a very rough night, cuddling you and pulling you to his chest while he sings love songs to you. (ugh that made me soft bye) 
prepares small little gifts for you, but kinda just pops up with it instead of surprising you because he sucks at surprises 
super careful with you and intimate, just kinda stares at you sometimes because WHEW you're so beautiful
people think he's a serious boy but he's so soft to you, hand-holding and cuddles will happen along small occasional kisses. they say he doesn't like affection, but you're a different story ok!
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gif icon credit - retrcmoon - diamondgifs - hotelgifs 
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btschooseafic · 3 years
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Hey you, what’s your dream?
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Pairing: platonic!oc x ot7
Details: manager!oc, predebut/idolverse, partial BTS World!verse
Summary: Aviva and Hoseok celebrate their birthday at the dorm.
Warnings: This is a fictional story based on real events. The characters presented here are not the same as their real life counterparts. [9/2/21: some minor edits] [Masterlist]
Track 20: Birthdays
Birthday- The Beatles
“You say it's your birthday
It's my birthday too, yeah”
February 18th 2013
Aviva’s three-day suspension ended just before her birthday. Hobi suggested they both ditch and do something fun for the day, but she knew he was joking (mostly). He was in crunch time, really pushing to prepare for the debut, and she was eager to get back to work and do her best to support them.
It was a fairly normal day at work, with no one mentioning or treating her any differently because of the suspension. She was surprised when the office gave her a cake from Paris Baguette during her lunch break, even though it was a fairly standard policy, she had thought they might want to exclude her this time.
After work, Aviva went for out for a late dinner with Soonyoung. She stopped back at the office to pick up some paperwork, and was surprised to see the van still in the parking lot. Jin had offered to drive the boys back, so why were they still here? She went to the Bangtan Room and found them...
“Are you filming a Harlem Shake video?” She wondered, having walked in on a strange number of poses. Everyone froze. Namjoon blushed.
“Yep.” Hoseok tipped the brim of his cap away from his face to grin at her. “You’ll edit it and post it before the night ends, right?”
“What? No way.”
“But it’s my birthday!” He whined.
“But it’s my birthday!” She whined back at him. Everyone laughed.
“Won’t you bake me a cake at least?” Hoseok asked, pouting at her.
“Hmm…” She glanced at her phone. “It’s getting late. Anyway, didn’t the company give you one?”
“Yeah, but yours are better!”
“Paris Baguette is pretty good, I think...” But she was smiling.
“Why don’t you hang out with us, noona?” Jimin suggested. “We were gonna watch a movie at the dorm after this.”
“I can make extra popcorn!” Jin said excitedly.
“I don’t really care about popcorn… but, maybe I will hang out,” she thought. “Let’s head back to the dorm, okay?”
Jimin, Jin, and Hoseok cheered.
She texted Soonyoung to let her know, and then got to work baking a cake. They ate cake and popcorn as they watched Hoseok’s favorite movie (which also happened to be a favorite of Aviva’s). Aviva found herself on the floor leaning against Yoongi’s legs, with Jimin and Tae snuggled on either side of her. At some point Jungkook migrated his head onto her lap with his legs sprawled over Jimin. Yoongi and Namjoon and fallen asleep curled up in the corner of the couch, while Hoseok stretched out with his feet in Jin’s lap.
As the movie came to an end, Jin stood up and started to clean. Aviva tried to move to help him, but was weighed down by three growing boys.
Jin waved his hand. “Just let them rest for a few more minutes. Hoseok-ah can help me clean.”
“But it’s my—” Hoseok stopped at a sharp look from Jin. “Yeah, okay, hyung.”
“Hmmm, are you sleeping on the couch again, Aviva-yah?” Yoongi wondered, rubbing his eyes as the boys started heading off to bed.
“Yeah. I already pulled the blanket out.”
He nodded. “Do you need clothes to sleep in?”
“Damn.” She snapped her fingers. “I knew I’d forgotten something.”
“You can sleep in my clothes, noona!” Jimin said. Everyone looked at him suspiciously.
“You sound very… enthusiastic about that, Jiminie,” Namjoon commented.
“No, I just…” Jimin blushed. “I just thought she’d look cute…”
Aviva smiled apologetically. “Sorry, Jiminie, but there’s no way I’d fit into your clothes. You’re too skinny.”
He frowned. “I’m not.”
Aviva ran her hand through her hair. “Maybe skinny isn’t the right word…”
“She means she’s got a chest and hips and you don’t,” Hoseok said.
“Yah!” Jin hit his arm. “Don’t talk about her like that!”
“What?” Hoseok looked at him. “I thought I put that very politely. Anyway, with an elastic waistband, she’d fit in mine, Yoongi, or Tae Tae’s pants likely.” He looked around at them. “Rock, paper, scissors for it?”
Yoongi shrugged. Taehyung nodded, holding up his fist.
“Wait a second,” Aviva said. “Isn’t anybody going to ask me what I want?”
“What do you want, Avi-yah?” Yoongi asked, looking at her steadily.
She froze, her face going pink.
“Ah, never mind,” she said quietly. “I don’t… I don’t want to inconvenience anyone. Maybe I should just go home…”
“No, it’s too late to be driving,” Namjoon told her. “Anyway, you’re never an inconvenience, you’re our friend. We’ll take care of it, okay?”
“…You’re just saying that cause you know your shirts are the only one she fits in,” Jimin muttered. Hoseok tapped his chin.
“Actually, because they prefer a baggy fit, Yoongi-hyung’s sweaters, and some of Jin-hyung’s tops would work,” he thought. Namjoon looked at them.
Yoongi shrugged again. “I don’t care. This is stupid.”
“I agree,” Jin said. “…But I do kind of want to see Avi-yah in pink.”
Yoongi snorted. “Obviously she’d look better in white,” he thought.
“I think black,” Namjoon said. Hoseok nodded.
“Two rounds of rock, paper, scissors it is.”
Aviva turned to Jungkook. “Aren’t you still growing? If we end up the same size I’m only borrowing your clothes and staying away from this nonsense.”
Jungkook shrugged. “I don’t care. We all share everything anyway.”
Aviva ended up wearing Hoseok’s sweatpants and Namjoon’s baggiest Supreme shirt.
February 19th 2013
In the morning she turned over, glancing at her phone. It was fifteen minutes before her alarm was set to go off, so she decided to get up early. She went to the bathroom and washed her face, pulled her hair up, and then went into the kitchen for a cup of coffee.
“Avi-yah?” Taehyung squinted at her sleepily.
“Mmm. Morning Tae. Are you waking up?”
“Hmm…what time is it?” He glanced at the clock on the wall and shook his head. “No, I think I’ll sleep a little more, just need the bathroom... you’re waking up?” She nodded, shivering a bit. It had gotten weirdly cold over night. He looked at her thoughtfully. “Want to borrow a sweater? I bet I have one that’ll fit you too.”
“…Okay.”
He smiled. “Great. One second.” He went to the bathroom and then moved over to the closet, pulling out a large green cardigan. “Is this texture okay?” He asked, knowing she didn’t like things that were either too soft or too scratchy. He held it out to her and she ran her fingers over it.
“Just right.”
“Hmm.” He smiled again. “Let me help you.” He motioned at her.
“I can put it on myself.”
“Want to help you.”
She sighed and got down from the stool at the counter, letting him manipulate her into the sweater like she was a giant doll.
“Thanks.”
“Later.” He kissed her cheek and walked off, yawning. She stared after him for a moment and then shook her head, settling back down on the couch and pulling out her laptop.
Just as she was finishing editing Hoseok’s video, she got a message from her sister.
 ‘Hey, u ok?’
 ‘Yeah. Y?’
 ‘… u forgot, didn’t you?’
Aviva tilted her head, trying to remember what she had forgotten. Oh! She was supposed to be on a Skype call with her family for her birthday. She glanced at the time. She had long enough to speak to them for a while before everyone woke up and got ready for the day. She clicked through some settings and made the call. Her parents and her sister were sitting on the couch in their living room, Jen’s arms crossed over her chest as she pouted.
“I can’t believe you forgot about your own birthday call!” Jenny said.
“Yeah, hello to you too, Jen,” Aviva said. Jenny huffed. Their mother smiled.
“It’s good to see you,” she said. “You look... cozy. Is that a new sweater?” Aviva touched the cardigan.
“Ah, no, it’s not mine, I’m just borrowing it cause it’s cold in here,” she told them.
“Where are you?” Her dad wondered, his eyes searching. “It doesn’t look like your apartment.”
“It’s the boys’ dorm. I… was editing a video,” she said vaguely.
“Oh, is JK there?” Jenny wondered, looking around excitedly.
“Hmm, he’s probably not awake yet,” she told her.
“Ah, too bad,” their mother said. “He was such a polite young man. And handsome too!”
“Mom!” Jenny said, her face flushing. Their mom just grinned. Their dad shook his head.
“What video are you editing?” He wanted to know.
“Um, just another meme one,” she told him. “I don’t know if you’d understand…”
“I still don’t understand what a meme is,” he muttered, rubbing his chin.
“Yeah, and I keep trying to explain it to you,” Jen said, shaking her head. The three of them talked for about fifteen more minutes before the door opened, and a sleepy Yoongi wandered in. His hair was impressively mussed, and his eyes were barely open. He was hugging his laptop to his chest.
He automatically went to sit on the couch, almost sitting on top of Aviva.
“Ah, oppa, I’m on a call, sorry!” She called out in Korean. He froze, and then slowly looked at the screen. His face flushed.
“Hello,” he said awkwardly in English, bowing.
“Um, guys, this is one of the group members, Yoongi,” she told her family.
“Oh, if he’s awake does that mean JK is awake?” Jen reasoned.
“Probably not,” Aviva thought. She looked at Yoongi, who appeared frozen in his bow. She nudged him. “It’s fine,” she told him in Korean. “You didn’t do anything wrong. These are my parents and my sister.” She pointed them out.
He straightened up and waved.
“I can’t… I’m not awake enough for this,” he muttered in Korean. “I just wanted to get some editing done, I forgot you were here…”
“Is anyone else awake?” She wondered. “They can come say hi if they want before I sign off. Jen would really like to see Kookie.”
“Hmmm. I’ll wake him,” Yoongi said reluctantly. “But you owe me coffee.”
“Sure,” Aviva said, not really caring. “Just don’t go back to sleep, oppa, it’s almost time to get ready to go anyway.”
“No promises.” He left the room.
“…He’s cute,” Jen decided. “Not as cute as JK, but…” Aviva snorted.
For the next ten minutes, various members drifted in and out to say ‘hello’ with Jungkook staying the longest.
Namjoon was excited for the opportunity to practice his English, although a lot shyer than he usually was when he practiced with Aviva.
“Is it true you learned from watching Friends?” Jen wondered.
Namjoon nodded. “Ah. Yes. Good T.V. show.”
“Avi!” Hoseok said, poking his head through the door. “Seokjin-hyung wants to know if you want an egg or toast or something.”
“I’ll take whatever,” she called back to him, glancing at the time again. “Ah, we should get ready.” She smiled apologetically at the screen.
“Okay,” Jen said. “Have a good day at work, Avi—practice hard, JK!”
“Yes, I will!” Jungkook said happily in English. “Thank you!”
“Nice to meet you, Namjoon, and good to see you again, Jungkook,” their mother said. Namjoon and Jungkook bowed.
“I will send you that article, Avi,” her dad said.
“Okay, baba, thanks!” She signed off and sighed. “I don’t want to read that article…”
“I thought it sounded interesting,” Namjoon said. She frowned.
“You read it, then.” She yawned. “I want to take a shower before we leave… are there clean towels?”
“I’ll find one for you, noona!” Jungkook said, running off, still buzzing with energy from having seen Jen.
“…He really might become your younger brother some day,” Namjoon thought.
She smiled. “I wouldn’t mind.”
Later that week, Kyungsoo finally called her into his office to lecture her about Namjoon’s song Expensive Girl song. Aviva did her best to smooth over any backlash from him and random Internet commenters, but it was a lot of work.
As their punishment, Aviva had Namjoon alone on dorm cleaning duty for the whole week, and assigned Hoseok to extra public speaking lessons.
She came to the dorm to pick Hoseok up for his lessons and found him cleaning. She squinted at him as he froze in the position of sweeping the entryway.
“Hobi… don’t tell me you two switched?”
“Okay…” He said. “I won’t tell you.”
She sighed. “Hoseok, it’s not a punishment if it’s something you enjoy doing. I know you secretly find cleaning relaxing, and Namjoon-ah finds the public speaking lessons fascinating.”
“Hmm. And that’s the problem.” He booped her on the nose, laughing as it wrinkled. “You know us too well, dear manager.”
“Just go wait in the car,” she told him. “I’ll have to speak to Namjoon-ah before we go.” She looked around. Hoseok pointed his thumb behind him.
“He’s in the living room.”
Aviva shivered as she entered the room. Namjoon was on the couch, holding something like a hockey mask in front of his face as Yoongi, who was sitting at the table, curled over laughing. She couldn’t help smiling, pausing in the doorway for a moment before stepping inside. She shivered again.
“You still haven’t gotten the heater fixed?”
Namjoon froze. “Ah, Avi-yah.” He put the mask down, his face going pink. “No. We couldn’t find anyone to come look at it, so I tried, and I think I made it worse.” He rubbed the back of his neck.
“Hmmm.” Aviva walked over to the heater, pulling off the top. “I think I can do this. The toolbox is in the bathroom closet, right?”
“Yeah, um. I could go get it for you…” His brow furrowed. “Are you sure you can do it?” She nodded.
“Pretty sure. I helped Soonie’s grandpa fix the heater at their place, and it looked pretty similar to this one.”
Namjoon nodded and left.
“A girl who knows her way around the toolbox… that’s kind of hot,” Yoongi thought, leaning back as he studied her. She raised an eyebrow at him. He flushed slightly. She walked over to him and ran her fingers over his soft fluffy hat, her lips twitching. He stiffened. “What’re you doing?”
“You look adorable,” she told him. His cheeks flushed even pinker.
“I thought you didn’t like soft things?” He grumbled, grabbing her hand and pulling it away from his hat.
She shrugged. “I couldn’t resist.”
He shook his head, smiling slightly.
“What are you doing over here, anyway?”
“Dropping Hobi off at his classes,” she told him. “There’s a nice cafe around there—want me to pick up anything for you?”
“Hmmm…” He played with her fingers for a moment before letting go, turning back to the computer. “I’ve been thinking, since you were technically off duty when Namjoon-ah posted that song… doesn’t that mean it’s not really your responsibility?”
“I’m still your manager, oppa, even if I was… suspended, at the time.” She rested her hand on her hip, studying him. “Are you saying I shouldn’t punish them?” He shook his head.
“No, I don’t really care about that. I just don’t want you creating more work for yourself than necessary.”
She smiled softly at him. “Yoongi—”
There was a loud crash. A moment later, a red-faced Namjoon rushed into the room.
“Okay, so I may have dropped the toolbox, and everything is everywhere, but I don’t think anything’s broken!”
“Aish, Joonie.” Aviva clicked her tongue, shaking her head. “I’ll clean it up—ah, but I can’t leave Hoseok-ah waiting in the car for so long…”
“Hosekie can take the train,” Yoongi said. “Namjoon-ah and I will help you clean up.” Aviva nodded.
“Thanks, oppa. Hobi better not skip his class.”
“Oh, I’ll make sure he doesn’t.” Yoongi grinned evilly. Namjoon shivered.
“Chen Aviva!” Hoseok sang out as he entered the kitchen.
“Huh?” She looked up at him from the sink. “How did you know I was still here?”
“I have my ways…”
She turned around, frowning as she noticed him staring at her.
“What?”
“You look really hot right now, like, figuratively, but also literally, what were you doing to get so sweaty?”
She glanced down at herself. She had stripped down to her undershirt, which was soaked through with sweat.
“I fixed the damn heater, but then it got too hot and I had to adjust it again before it killed Yoongi-oppa’s equipment and he killed me in revenge.”
“So… it’s okay now?” He wondered. She nodded.
“Finally, it’s okay. I’m gonna borrow your shower, I just needed to clean my hands off first and the bathroom sink is kind of… There was like… grease?” She shook her head. “I don’t know, Joonie did something weird.”
Hoseok nodded absentmindedly. “Well, after you get out of the shower, you can eat this.” He held a paper bag out to her. She peeked inside, her eyes widening as she smiled.
“How did you know?”
“Yoongi-hyung mentioned there was a cafe near my classes you liked, and so we Instagram stalked you to find where it was and what you like to get there.”
“That’s creepy, but also sweet,” she thought. “How did your lessons go?”
“Not as bad as I thought they would be, actually. I’m gonna start beating Joon at public speaking, next thing you know.”
“I don’t think it’s a competition, but I’m still proud of you.” She gave him a peck on the cheek on her way out.
Over the next few weeks, a few of Namjoon’s freestyles, as well as one of his and Yoongi’s collaborations had gotten Aviva thinking about the draft. Namjoon and Hoseok, having just turned twenty were eligible candidates and were required to take physical exams. Afterwards, they went out for drinks with Jin, Yoongi, Aviva, and Soonyoung. Aviva was trying to understand more about it, but it just wasn’t clicking for her.
“I don’t think it’s something you can really understand without growing up here,” Yoongi said.
“You’re probably right,” Aviva thought.
“Hmmm. You don’t have anything similar in the US?” Hoseok wondered.
“There hasn’t been a draft in the US since the Vietnam War,” Aviva told him. “I do remember my dad talking about how much anxiety it caused him and his friends. And my mom was worried about her brother when she was growing up.”
“Hmm, yeah. America has a lot of issues, but that’s not one of them, currently,” Soonyoung said. She sipped her drink. “Like, we could totally talk about the socioeconomic and racial aspects of US Army recruitment, but that’s a somewhat different problem.” Namjoon stared at her. “The system is majorly flawed, dude.”
“Most systems are,” Yoongi thought. He looked at Aviva. “But why are you bringing this up?”
“You’re right it’s not something I can personally understand. But… I see it’s stressing you out, so… I’m here, if you need me.” She looked around at the others. “For all of you, I mean.”
“Yah, that’s nothing special, Avi’s always been there for me,” Soonyoung said, wrapping her arms around the other girl possessively.
“Hmm, but that’s because you’re special to her, which must mean we’re special to her as well!” Jin reasoned cheerfully.
Soonyoung smiled at him. “Aren’t you sweet?”
Jin blushed. Everyone laughed.
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kumamon-kp · 4 years
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Everyone was sat in front of the TV to watch the new twotuckgom episode the boys released. Jooheon, Minhyuk, Wonho and Shownu sat on the couch. Hyungwon sat on the floor next to Changkyun, and Kihyun sat on the floor on the very far end of the couch.  My friend and I both made it just in time throwing our shoes at the door and dropping our things in our bedrooms.
“WAIT WAIT DON’T PRESS PLAY”  I shouted from the room sprinting back in . 
My friend had already sat next to Wonho on the couch putting on her glasses to see better and leaning her head against his shoulder. 
“HURRY UP sit down” she shouted at me. I was kind of panicked not knowing where to sit. So I laid on my side in front of Hyungwon’s and Changkyun’s feet.
“Are you even comfortable like that?” Kihyun laughed at the way I was laying down.
“No haha I might break my neck from looking up but I’ll be right” I laid my head back down, Kihyun giggled.
“ahhh hurry up and press play” Minhyuk snatched the remote from Kihyun pressing play.
 After a while I felt a small poke on my back, I turned around making eye contact with Changkyun. He patted the spot in front of him between his legs signalling me to sit. I shook my head turning my attention back to the tv. This time he started tugging on my arm. I looked at him again and He mouthed “come here”, I put my head down in defeat and crawl towards him trying not to get in the way of the screen. I lay between his legs with my head just beneath his chin. He wraps his arms around my shoulders and his legs on either side of me. His body heat was running down my back. He leans forward a little bit placing his lips gently on the tip of my ears to place a gentle kiss. He sent shivers down my spine. He notices the goose bumps and giggles a little, I slide a little further down so I’m lying on his chest.
After a little while we are all laughing at the boys on the show. Changkyun continues doing little things that are making my heart race and my body become hot. He slowly starts brushing my hair with his finger tips, putting little strands of hair over my right ear and pulling me closer each time
The episode ends and my face is still hot from all the the things he was doing. I pull myself away from him and get up excitedly trying to not show my flustered face. I avoid eye contact with him.
“That was a good episode” Minhyuk is hugging a pillow and squirming around like a little kid, Jooheon is laying his head on Minhyuk’s shoulder almost half asleep.
“Okey Kihyun let’s cook something!” I clap my hands in excitement walking towards the kitchen.
“What do we want to eat?” he asks
“Kimchi rice and pork sounds like an easy idea” Shownu speaks up rubbing his head.
“Mhm but we don’t have any ingredients left, we need to go buy some kimchi and pork” Kihyun gets up and looks in the fridge.
“I can go back and buy whatever we need” I start stretching.
“I’ll go with you” Hyungwon groans as he gets up. I laugh at him as he is half sleep.
“Okey let me get my jacket” I run into the room and grab whatever I need. When I walk back out I noticed Changkyun’s eyes haven’t left the phone.
“Changkyun do you want to get out of the house?” I ask him. Nothing, he continues to look at his phone and then he looks up at me with a serious face. 
“You guys can go alone” he says with no expression as he looks back down at his phone.
“Okeyy” I say softly swallowing hard, I look at Jooheon and he gives me a don’t worry about it look. I smile at him and nod.
-----> 
“What did Kihyun say we need?” I take my phone out of my pocket following Hyungwon around. He leans down picking up a few different herbs and spices.
“We need pork!” I look through the list of ingredients. I get distracted by Changkyun’s name popping up.
C: Let’s talk after dinner.
Me: No, you could’ve said it to me at home.
C: are u stupid? In front of everyone else, they’ll start asking us questions.
Me: Yeah okay.
C: okay. 
“Eleni hurry!” Hyungwon is at the end of the isle, I started to fast walk towards him making, he tried to hold in his laugh doing his little “ah” screaming before laughing at my stupid way of walking. He puts his arm over my shoulders.
“Do you want to get a coffee after this? I’ll buy you one” he asks dragging me to the meat isle.
“Oh, before dinner?”
“mmm” he nods cutely.
“Sure, I craved one today” I start to get shy because we weren’t usually this close with each other. We only got along and talked when we got a chance to be alone or when we were drunk playing games.  
We finished off our shopping making our way down the street to the little coffee shop nearby our apartment.
“Here you go” the lady handed us the two coffees and the sweet cake for the guys back home.
“So I wanted to ask you your opinion about something” I spoke, took my first sip cringing at the bitterness of the ice long black
“Please don’t laugh at this” I asked him.
“When do I ever laugh” he asks in a soft voice.
“I don’t know sometimes you do”
“Anyways… it’s about Changkyun, I really like him but I’m so unsure of my feelings at the same time” I continue, he stays silent nodding.
“I mean like I know we both have something there but I don’t know if it’s as serious as I think it is” I sink into my seat a little.
“Well, have you asked him what he thinks about it?” he asks. We both sit at a bench right next to our apartment.
“No, I guess he never brings anything up we kind of just do stuff and enjoy each other’s company” I look at him and he crosses his legs staring off into the distance.
“Well that would be a start, asking him and talking about it, you guys seem pretty sure about each other”
“True…” I nod in agreement.
“he is one shy boy remember” he laughs.
“Yeh he really is” I say thinking about him again. I see him smiling in my thoughts causing me to giggle. 
“You really like him so just be honest with your feelings”
“Mmm... thanks Hyungwon this is really nice”
“It’s okay” he rubs my head getting up. “Let’s go”
----->
The house is busy at this point, I’m helping Kihyun cook by cutting things in the kitchen with Minhyuk. My friend is helping wash the dishes and Hyungwon is helping her dry.
Jooheon and Shownu are playing Just Dance on the xbox. Wonho is taking a shower and Changkyun is in his bedroom. I get a little disappointed, but I continue ignoring my thoughts of him and pay attention to everyone else.
“Should we make some ramen?” Wonho walks out with wet hair and white tshirt. I look down at his little shorts and start pissing myself laughing. I tap on Kihyuns shoulder and point at his shoulder. We both start laughing at how short they are.
“What?” he pouts making his way to the the couch ignoring both of the boys.
We eventually get dinner ready and the kitchen clean. We all sit down and call out for Changkyun.
“Thank you for the food” everyone starts to repeat after each other.
The conversations start and we all start talking about our plans and what we did in the past few weeks and memories we remembered, things that you would say on the table. Changkyun talks here and there but most of the time he was silent. He had finished from a shower too, his wet hair making him even more attractive.
We finish off and eat some of the cake Hyungwon and I bought back.
“This was delicious” Hyungwon looks at me and points at the cake. 
“Yeh it really was” I say, everyone nods. 
We all finish off happily and put on another film to watch. I sit down on the couch too and trying to avoid finding Changkyun to talk. As I’m scrolling through Instagram I get a message.
C: Let’s go to the studio
E: Mmm...Ok
I grab my jacket again and let everyone know I’m going to help out Changkyun at the studio. I earn a few smirks, giggles and teasing comments from Wonho and Minhyuk.
As we leave the apartment he walks further in front, I catch up to him but he doesn’t say anything.
“Changkyun you know-“ he cuts me off by grabbing my hand intertwining his fingers with mine. I try to say something but I get flustered, I decide to just wait until he is ready. We continue to walk with my heart in my throat and my butterflies making me feel a good sick.
We finally make it inside the studio and before I get a chance to speak he puts his cold hands under my chin pulling my into a soft but deep kiss. We both move our lips perfectly. He lets go and I let out a small giggle, he still hold my face close to his. A little smile finally appears on his face. His nose is a little red from the cold, he moves in again placing another soft kiss. He pulls away looking at me. 
“I like you but please be patient with me” he finally says in a whisper.
“I know” I mumble, my heart still racing.
“I can be confident but with you it’s really hard to express myself...you make my heart race” he continues, putting little strands of hair behind my ear. His touch is so gentle and soft.
“Mm same” I nod looking at my feet now avoiding his eyes.
“But… please don’t be so worried, I’ve known you for too long now for you to be nervous” I look up finally getting the confidence to pat his head, I move the little hairs in front of his eyes.
“Sure okay” He nods looking at me, I get flustered every time he looks at me. He grabs my hand and pulls me to the little couch. He sits down first pulling me into his lap.
“You are so weird” I laugh wrapping my hands around his neck, he puts his head on my chest and closes his eyes.
“and you talk too much” he does his high-pitched giggle hugging me tighter. I hit him laughing. We both sit there for a while enjoying each others silence. 
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billhaderlovebot · 5 years
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ah yes. it is time for another hannah and molly headcanon extravaganza. we've been thirsty for this hoe all damn week. @gazebros
you think you know willy the first time you meet him properly.
in fact, you do know him.
you've seen him around, verbally abusing pool-goers and smoking pot on his breaks.
you've never crossed paths other than the one time you asked him where the toilets were and he blew smoke in your face.
but the first time you meet him properly it's kinda an accident, in that you weren't looking for company.
you'd just broken up with your extremely long term boyfriend that week.
u have a child together.
it wasn't a toxic relationship and it didn't end on bad terms, and you loved each other very very much, but you both agreed that you'd grown apart and you'd be better as two seperate people.
plus, you needed to keep it cool between the two of you for the sake of your son.
nonetheless, it was a bummer.
you were the only one left at the pool, and it had long since closed. you'd been sat on the side, watching the ripples and ignoring how cold and dark it was getting. the only source of light came from the LED's on the bottom of the pool.
and willy came out of the weird room thingy he sits in while people are swimming.
"we're closed, man."
probably the biggest joint you've seen since college in his hand.
"yeah. sorry. lemme get in on that, though."
you reach up to take the joint from him and he shrugs and hands it to you.
"you good?"
"just broke up with this guy, um, we've been together since... i don't know, fuckin, forever. im sad, i guess. he's staying with his mom."
"oh, worm. i can get my bong."
and you don't know why you find yourself telling this random guy everything.
but you talk and smoke for hours.
willy is like a breath of fresh air.
you can't remember the last time you'd laughed until your ribs hurt.
and you've told each other like
everything there is to know about everything
and in this moment you actually feel like nobody else knows you better in the entire world
even though you've only been talking for like four hours.
by the end of the night you're basically sat in his lap.
you're so close that your lips almost touch when you light another joint and pass it between you.
and you hear his breath hitch
and his eyes are dark.
"your ex didn't give you syphilis or anything, did he?"
"no. why?"
and then suddenly his lips are on yours and he's holding your face in his hands.
and all you can feel is him
and its Perfect.
and he's warm and soft and you fist your hands into the front of his stupid poncho
and you have to go back to your apartment to fuck because he doesn't have one oops.
and you get there and you apologise for the mess because you've not been in a good place lately.
"dude i live in a fucking pool don't even worry."
thus begins Friends With Benefits.
the best sex you've literally Ever had in your life along with the best weed and the best 4am talks and a guy who talks to you like you're a normal fucking person for Once.
Willy McLean E*ts P*ssy.
you pull his hair sometimes
nothing extreme jus a light tug yknow
but it drives him Insane
he Loves It.
he doesn't dirty talk a lot but he's very vocal. like he's not one of those guys where it feels like you're fucking an ice sculpture. he actually like makes noise.
and tells you what he wants.
so it's just u guys hanging out and fucking for like a long time. and it's good. it's great.
no commitment or anything it's pretty chill.
you go off the radar a few times a week to spend time with your son, who's currently living with his father until you get your life in order.
one night, after sex (it was during the shining bc that movie is Long so y'all jus ignored it n Got On With Things) willy is watching you sleep.
he's watching you exist.
he just watches you for the longest time.
his heart melts when you subconsciously shuffle closer to him and bury your face in the crook of his neck.
and he realises that the feelings he has for you run deeper than he thought they did.
he realises that he might maybe a little bit love you.
maybe.
you're so strong and you would do anything to protect your kid and you're not afraid of looking stupid and you make him laugh like nobody has ever made him laugh.
also the sex? 😔👌
he thinks you're probably the most wonderful human being in the whole world.
you didn't plan on introducing willy to your son.
because you didn't think it would ever be anything serious and therefore not have an impact on his life.
but it had to happen at some point.
and one day he gets in your car and there's this lil curly haired toddler in the back in this lil car seat.
"uhh. we have to go sign him up for preschool."
you'd forgotten it was almost august.
willy is really nervous because he's sure he smells of pot and he doesn't really know what to do around kids.
but elias is surprisingly quiet and he giggles along to whatever dumb shit you and willy are talking about in the front seat even though he has no idea what you're saying.
willy falls even harder for you when he watches you ruffle elias' hair and kiss his head.
and elias really likes willy's poncho.
and when you get to the school and the secretary starts gushing about what a cute couple you and willy are
willy Loses His Mind
and he's about say something
but you're like "thankyou so much!🥰" and take his hand and the paperwork she gives you and drag him into the waiting room.
"wh-"
"we are a cute couple."
he pretends not to notice when you don't let go of his hand for the rest of the day.
because you fuck and have been fucking for a while but this is Soft.
and you pretend not to lose your shit when willy picks up elias and you look at them both together, giggling like idiots and realise that they're all you need.
a couple months later, when the pool closes for the winter months, you realise you haven't seen him in a couple days.
which is worrying, since he lives at the pool um-
and so you go there
n he's just
jus sittin.
"hey, babe."
"hey, where have you been?"
"just around. come sit."
and for a minute it's normal. you're talking and laughing so hard that your sides split and kissing (ft inappropriate touching)
and it gets a lil cold and he puts his obnoxious knitted poncho over you.
and he looks at you for a bit.
and you barely hear it when he whispers
"i think im in love with you."
and oh
oh fuck.
of course.
and you love him the fuck BACK
but he takes your stunned silence as rejection, mumbles some garbled apology and stands up to leave.
you run right after him, though.
it's something straight out of a romance movie, he thinks, when you spin him around by his arm and pull him down to your lips by his collar.
"i love you too. so fucking much, will."
that night you invite him to stay over.
"isn't elias staying with you right now?"
"yeah. he misses you. he keeps asking about the poncho man idk"
when he wakes up the next day after watching two and a half hours of paw patrol with your son (he kept him entertained, seeing how exhausted you were, and allowed you to nap.) you're not there.
he heads into the kitchen where you've sat elias down with a bowl of cereal and you're dancing around to whatever's playing on the radio.
and he sees a box of his stuff next to the couch. everything he owns. you must've gotten it from the pool while he was asleep.
"what's going on, baby?"
"shit, yeah, um, you're moving in."
his heart explodes
and he's trying so hard not to cry
at the concept of having a home
and with you, nonetheless.
he's sure he's never been so in love.
but he cries anyway, when your back is turned, when he thinks you don't know.
he Loves You.
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dierwolves · 5 years
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fezco x reader; gsw
request: okay so hear me out! fez and reader(who’s rue’s cousin and a nurse) use to date in high school and they break up (you can make up the reason why cause idk) and the reader is moving back to town with leslie (rue’s mom). then one day rue is hanging out at fez’s house where something’swrong between him and mouse and mouse shoots fez but he didn’t wanna go to the hospital so rue calls her cousin( the reader) to help and when she/he gets there they realize that they still have feelings for each other
notes: hope this is what you wanted!!!
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“Hey Rue. What’s up?”
“Y/N, come to Fez’s house right now please?”
“Why? If this is another excuse to get us together-”
“I swear it’s not! Please, hurry! And bring whatever you need to treat a bullet wound!”
“To- what the hell? Rue?!”
The line went dead. You quickly managed to put everything you needed in a bag and rushed to the car. Your breath had quickened and your palms were sweating. You knew you were in no condition to drive but it’s not like you had a choice. You assumed it was Fez who was hurt, it wouldn’t have been Rue on the phone if it was her. Jesus, why couldn’t they have normal problems like any other teenagers?! She should be dealing with a failed exam, not with a bullet wound.
You grabbed the bag and got off the car. Rue must have seen you coming because she opened the door before you even got there.
“He’s in the sofa.” If there was one thing you would have never wanted to happen, was your high school sweetheart lying semi-unconsciously with a bullet wound on his shoulder, being taken care by 13-year-old kid and your little cousin. But alas, here you were.  
“Fez, can you here me?” He moaned. Okay, he was awake. Good.
“What should we do?” Ashtray, who was holding what seemed like a very expensive t-shirt against the wound was looking at you worriedly.
“Oh, I don’t know. Taking him to the hospital, maybe?!”
“No.” Fez answered, eyes still closed. “They would ask.”
You sighed. “You really should go to the hospital. I don’t know what’s the internal damage. What if the bullet has hit an artery, or if it has broken and it’s travelled-”
“No hospitals.” He struggled to open his eyes. You were having a hard time holding back your tears. “I trust you.”
You nodded. “Alright.”
“So, what do we do?” Rue was looking at you anxiously. “Are we going to remove the bullet?”
“We? You two stay back for now and let me work. First, I will clean the wound. We’ll see from then.” You took a deep breath. This was definitely not your area of expertise, but you weren’t about to let Fezco die.
After thirty minutes of work —clean the wound, remove the bullet, close the wound— there was nothing more you could do. You had forced both Ash and Rue to leave (making sure neither of them had signs of shock). And now you were left alone with Fez.
“So,” He cleared his throat. “I’m making it?”
You looked at him, lying in that sofa, covered in blankets, eyes hardly open. You were trying to be positive, but this was one of the worst things you have had to face. There’s a reason why doctors aren’t allowed to treat relatives and loved ones. Oh, did you just say that word?
“I think so, yeah. It looks like it.”
“You don’t look too happy about it.” He looked at you with a grimace.
“Of course I’m not happy. Do you even know how dangerous a bullet wound is? Only one in five survive, that with appropriate medical attention. I’ve never been more scared in my life.”
He was looking at you in a weird way, a soft smile on his lips. “C’mere.” You sat on the floor next to the sofa. You moved your hand to his forehead. He didn’t seem to have a fever. “I didn’t know you cared that much.”
You rolled your eyes. “Don’t be stupid, you know I do. I’ve always cared.” Your hand moved to his head without noticing and started caressing his hair. He sighed contentedly. You stayed quiet for a few minutes. You looking at him, while he kept his eyes closed.
“Remember when we first hooked up?” He opened his eyes, looking at you with a spark of mischief.
“Of course I do. On Halloween. Very romantic.”
“Man, you looked hot in that nurse costume.”
 “Where the hell are we going?”
“To buy weed. Now shut up!”
Your friend was dragging you around the house of some dude you didn’t know. “I’m not gonna smoke. Do you now how bad is that for your health? It affects your brain, liver lungs-”
“Please, Y/N, you don’t need to smoke, just come with me.” You sighed, but followed her to wherever she was taking you. You stopped in front of a cute guy with freckles and blue eyes. While your friend bought the weed you looked around nervously, but nobody seemed to be looking at you.
“Who’s your nervous friend?”
“Ah, this is Y/N. Y/N this is Fez. If you let her talk too much, she’ll give you a full list of the reasons why drugs are the worst.” Your friend rolled her eyes, but the guy only laughed.
“I wouldn’t mind that. Maybe she can keep me company for a while.” You friend’s eyes widened comically. You would have laughed if you weren’t sure your face looked exactly that ridiculous.
“Sure! I’ll leave you to it.” She left you alone with the cute guy without giving you time to protest.
“So, you don’t do drugs?”
“No.”
“Never?”
You shook your head.
“That’s cool. Then I know you won’t be stealing my weed.”
“No. That won’t be a problem.”
You stayed silent for a while until he talked again. “So, all this anti-drugs shit and dressed up as a nurse. You wanna be a doctor?”
You nodded. “Yeah, I hope so.”
His eyes travelled from your cleavage to the black heels and back to your eyes. “Maybe you can help me with these pains I’ve been having...”
It was a pathetic pick up line. Still, 30 minutes later, you found yourself legs wide open while Fez pounded on you on some random bathroom you both had stumbled upon. You thought it was a nice hook up with a cute guy, but you woke up with a text from him the next day:
hey, im fez
the dude from last night (idk how much u drank so just in case)
want to hang out today?
wearing the nurse costume again would be a nice touch
“You don’t happen to keep that costume, right? For old time’s sake.”
“If we have sex now, the wound will re-open and you’ll die. So, no.” He had his playful smile back, and aside from being relieved about him feeling better, it also made you feel certain things.
“Well, when I’m feeling better...”
“Fez, we are not having this conversation right now.”
“C’mon, Y/N. Why not? We ain’t kids no more. You like me and I like you. What’s the problem?”
“Do you really want to have this conversation now?” He should be sleeping, but he nodded, and you knew there was no way to convince him otherwise. “You were the one who broke up with me, Fez.”
“What was I supposed to do? You left town. I thought you were never gonna come back.”
You laughed. “Always so dramatic. Of course I was gonna come back when I finished college. I wanted to be with you. I always made that clear.” You looked at him, waiting for him to say something. “So, what now?”
“Wanna go on a date with me?”
He looked unsure, as if you hadn’t just told him you’ve been pathetically in love with him since forever. “Sure. When you’re not on the verge of death.”
He nodded. “Okay. I’m gonna sleep now.” He closed his eyes and moved around trying to find a comfortable position in the couch. “Meanwhile you can go look for that nurse costume, you know? It’d really help my recovery.”
“Sleep. Now.” With one last laugh he turned around and his breathing started to even up. You fell asleep on the floor next to him, with a smile on your lips, thinking of your upcoming date.
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mirrorballparkers · 5 years
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i literally NEVER thought of this but like,,, stealing peter’s flannels. i’m gonna start crying i’m so soft
♡ ♡
it started out very gradually, to be honest, it was more of an accident.
you had been studying at peters, for a big exam was in a store the next day - you had both fallen asleep in his room.
your sweet boyfriend noticed the goosebumps among your arm, his heart sunk, he never wanted you to feel uncomfortable or cold. he gently set his green and black patterned flannel on your frail, sweet frame; kissing your forehead sweetly.
you had gotten home late, subconsciously still wearing his flannel. peter was quite embarrassed to tell you he did that while you were asleep, he was just a very timid boy who loved you very much. so, he kept silent while walking you home, holding your hand in his pocket. the butterflies were swarming around in his tummy: you were absolutely darling in his clothes, it was a sight he wanted to keep seeing forever. you had this gentle, sweet angel innocence about you, to where, wearing peters clothes, which were far too big but so comfy, made you more innocent and small than he could ever imagine. he loved it, and he wishes he could tell you. but he was so lovestruck, that all he could do was think it, and let the flowers grow around him. something that always occurred.
when you realized that it was peter’s flannel, laying in bed and looking out the window, thinking of your dream boy, (that was peter, duh.) everything got warm and fuzzy inside; everything felt good. you felt safe and secure; something peter always made you feel when you were around him. was it incongruously large on you? comfy? precisely. but was he the sweetest there ever was? absolutely, yes.
it was the little things that mattered, and peter making sure you were warm and comfortable, that mattered.
it had his peach like scent, something he always had, something you loved. you would never admit that you loved the way it smelt, but you did; peter would also never admit he asked aunt may to get that specific laundry detergent just so he could smell nice for you.
‘thanks for the flannel, cutie. it’s really comfy. might have to keep it. wink wink.’
you’d shoot him a text, a form of gratitude but also because you missed talking with him. late night talks were the best. luckily, since he could hardly ever sleep without you, peter was quick to respond back.
‘keep it. looks cuter on you anyway.. glad u like it cutie. ☺️’
it was a moment where your heart bounced out of your chest, turing into little hearts and flying all over your room; you wanted to run barefoot across an empty field of flowers, falling more in love. you were so in love.
months go on, and during those months, you grow closer with peter. he slowly was turning into your best friend: being able to do everything together, tell each other cute secrets you’d never tell anyone else. and sharing clothes, flannels especially.
peter didn’t mind at all, it was his favorite article of clothing on you. your delicacy, the fairy essence in your eyes, he loved it so much. the way it would go just below your thigh, he wanted to hold you so close, mayhaps kiss you all over.
when peter would go shopping for new clothes, he would send you pictures of flannels, the text saying:
‘you’d look cute in this, so i’m getting it for us. :p’
while at his apartment, where you spent most of your time at, reading books, watching movies, doing puzzles together, whatever it was you enjoyed your company with him. just being around him was perfect for you. he would go to his closer the minute you get there, pulling out a flannel for you.
“i don’t think you’ve worn this one yet,” your lovestruck boyfriend said, putting it against your frame, thinking about how cute you were going to look. “red is cute on you.”
“yes, i have actually. i wore it last week, remember?”
“just....put it onnnn, either way you’d be cute!”
it was quite the sweetest. he was the sweetest, the fairytale boy you’ve always dreamt of. aunt may and ned always made jokes about you were two peas in a pod, best friends for life. and you were.
sometimes it’s more than just holding hands, kissing; it’s the little things that count. the little things that draw you closer to your soulmates heart with flowers surrounded. peter was your person, as you were his.
♡ ♡
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atsumusc0ck · 4 years
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HI ZINKIE CONGRATS ON 200 IM PROUD OF U!!
I'm sure you know already I selfship with tendou lmao
my favorite colour is blue uwu
I'm not really a morning person or a night owl? I have the same amount of energy at both times, the only factor that changes that is whether or not I'm hanging out with people whose company i enjoy
I love to sing and dance but I am also very shy about it for some reason—
I subconsciously look for praise a lot and I love doing things for people cause it makes me feel good about myself but I never expect anything in return (which is why I get really bashful when people compliment me or do things for me)
I have goblin brain and I like to collect random rocks or leaves or strips of fabric that are either a pretty color, smooth, or shiny
I'm not afraid to get messy and I love to stand in the rain whether it be with or without an umbrella
I love animals! hanging around them and just getting to know them is a lot of fun to me, and I love learning as much as i can about them uwu
I make friends with just about anyone, even those who are really shy or unapproachable (I have been known to make friends with people that previously established friends dont like)
I give out a lot of advice and people come to me for a lot of things but I deny myself the same because I dont want others to worry about me and i have a hard time taking my own advice
I prefer to live in the moment, thinking too much about the future and all its unknowns makes me really anxious
if too many things go wrong or I mess up too many times in a short time period, I get really overwhelmed and tend to shut down
I just scrolled up and noticed I wrote a paragraph about myself— anyways, once again, CONGRATS!! I'm really proud of you and I'm proud to call you my friend uwu
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How you met: 2am at Taco Bell. He was inline in fromt of you and ordered weird stuff- but it sounded pretty good. So you ended up just asking “hey can I get whatever the guy in fromt of me got?” Which made him whip his head around like damn this homie got TASTE. He asked if he could eat with you and you shared chaotic 2am taco bell together. Instantly becoming homies and then ~lovers~
Song: Gooey by Glass Animals
Sfw headcanons:
- he teases you with love
- picks you up when he hugs you a big ol’ squeeze
- makes you chocolates for every anniversary, valentines day, and white day
- likes to lay in bed reading manga together
- bought a bookshelf for you to put all your goblin trinkets one
- opens doors for you always, gets upset if you open them yourself???
- 3am dancing to musicals in the living room together, laughing and smiling
- holds you hand while he sleeps but does not cuddle while sleeping
- is really good at grounding? Always has creative ways to get you back into the moment when times are rough
- inside jokes? Inside jokes
- always laughing at some stupid bullshit between the two of you
- smothers your face in smooches while his long hands cup your cheeks uwu
- adventures! You know every cool random spot in the town. All the hidden mysteries at every amusement park.
- speaking of amusement parks: AMUSEMENT PARK DATES
- first you ride all the rides
- then you eat every fucking snack available, ordering on of everything to share
- will feed you cause he thinks it’s cute how you open your mouth up for him
Nsfw:
- bondage babe #1
- he watched hours of videos on new ways to tie you up
- his little rope bunny
- pet names in bed ooooof
- less kinky sex is full of giggles and smiles and all different kinds of positions
- his fingers are all over you. Fingering you. Around your neck. In your hair. You can always feel his fingers making a mess of you
- he likes it if he makes you cry with overstimulation for sure
- not afraid to say “i love you” in the bedroom
- he’d rather do one really long round rather than multiple small ones
- he has a special playlist for boning
- when he isnt doming he likes to be less kinky
- likes to be taken care of
- a more sweet and sensual time
- basking in eachothers bodies and sweat and moans
- after care is so nice and soft
- he cleans you up well
- gets a nice set of comfy pajamas to wear after
- makes you some nice calming tea
- tells you all about how good you did! All the praise!
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jimimn · 4 years
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HHFJSLASI YOU AND I ARE JUST PROFESSIONALS WHEN IT COMES TO RAMBLING AND I LOVE IT I'LL MAKE THIS FIRST ASK SHORT SO THAT YOU CAN ADD THE READ MORE AND PUT THE REST UNDER THE CUT SO THAT YOUR FOLLOWERS DON'T HAVE TO DO A LOT OF SCROLLING LMAO - 💫
your brain i love it 😌😌
MISS SHIVI YOU'RE TOO SWEET 🤧💞 HFAKKA JUNGKOOK MADE THE WORLD STOP WITH THAT HAIR DYE AT THIS POINT I'M JUST ✨ manifesting ✨ a selfie of him with that hair and I know for a fact that the moment that one selfie comes out ITS OVER FOR US and OMG IN A BUN??? JDJAKJD I THINK YOURE SPEAKING THE DEVIL INTO EXISTENCE. BLONDE JIKOOK SELCA LETS GO BOYS COME ON DON'T BE SHY 🧚‍♂️🌸
OOOPS THAT IDOL PERFORMANCE DOES LIVE IN MY HEAD RENT FREE THO...ESP ALL OF THEIR GROWLS..CALM DOWN??? JIMIN?? EXCUSE YOU.
AND JUNGKOOK'S OUTFIT WAS SO HOTJFJSLQJDJWKA. I did watch the performances later and can attest that DYNAMITE SLOW JAM IS NOW MY ANTHEM AND BLONDE JUNGKOOK SINGING IT IS DEFINITELY NOT GOOD FOR MY SANITY
CHANEL MODEL!JIMIN MISS SHIVI I AM THINKING MANY THOUGHTS NOW FOR REAL THO HE SHOULD TOTALLY WEAR MORE CHOKERS AND CAN YOU IMAGINE HIM FINISHING A PERFORMANCE ANF THEN RIPPING IT OFF AND THROWING INTO THE CROWD LIKE JSLWLAKF DEATH UPON US ALL!!! Honestly he can wear anything at this point and ummm 🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️ BUT FBKSKA I HOPE THIS ISNT WEIRD BUT I JUST THOUGHT OF JIMIN'S COLLARBONES PEAKING OUT FROM UNDER THE CHOKER AND WE'RE GOING A LITTLE FERAL AGAIN
BODY ROLLS DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED THERE IS NOTHING MORE ATTRACTIVE THAN HIM NOT ONLY BEING SO HOT BUT ALSO USING PERFECT TECHNIQUE!! AND THAT GAZE BYE I'M SHORT CIRCUITING HE CLEARLY KNOWS HIS POWER AND ISN'T AFRAID TO USE IT aND THAT LOOK GAAAAH 5TH MUSTER JIMIN COME HOME PLS THE FOOD IS COLD AND EVERYONE'S ASKING WHERE YOU ARE (me....I'm everyone) NO NOO DON'T BE SORRY I LOVE IT TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOUR MUSINGS *cups face in hand and leans on table*
AND I AGREE!! TAEHYUNG LOOKING GOOD IN THAT SUIT ONLY SHOWS US THAT THE GODS TOOK THEIR SWEET TIME ON HIM AND LMFAO I MEAN THEY'RE NOT WRONG THO 🤡 IS A PRETTY ACCURATE DESCRIPTION OF US and omg you've got a sister!! that's so nice 💓
LITERALLY ON WITH THAT DANCE BREAK IN A CONCERT WITH JIMIN JUMPING OVER JUNGKOOK WHEN I TELL YOU I UGLY CRIED FOR HOURS AFTER SEEING THAT DURING THE MV PREMIERE I DON'T THINK I'LL LIVE KNOWING THEY DID IT IN A CONCERT and ooooooo you should definitely keep hoping!! We got an I need u performance, so anything's possible!! I got into them with bs&t so it makes me very 🤧🤧🤧 in retrospect but nothing about jimin dancing his jacket off was 🤧 it was more of a 🥵😵🥴🤕🤒 type of feeling LMAO
I KNOW RIGHT I LOVE HOW THEY ALWAYS GIVE US LIL UPDATES EVERYWHERE LIKE "OO I WENT CAMPING" "OO WE ATE BREAD!!" "OOO LOOK WE'RE JUST GOING TO DROP COVERS AND SELCAS SO YOU CAN LOSE WHATEVER LITTLE SANITY REMAINED!!" BUT YES TIMES LIKE THAT WHEN HE TWEETS JIMIN IS THE LITERAL EMBODIMENT OF THE BIGGEST HEART EMOJI
AND FJSLADHK I NEVER TOLD YOU LMAO MY BRAIN 💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️ MY BIAS IS JIMIN!! I MEAN BY THE LOOKS OF IT YOURS IS TOO HE MAKES US ALL SO 💕💓💫💓💗💕🌺🌈💘💓✨💗💓🌸💕💝🌈💓💗 ITS A LITTLE EMBARRASSING HOW MUCH HE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE WOW HOW AM I LETTING A MAN WHOM I DON'T EVEN KNOW HAVE SO MUCH CONTROL OF ME. HE'S JUST... EVERYTHING 🥺 I'M IN MY BREAK AND A LITTLE TOO EMO RIGHT NOW!! BUT I GUESS YOUR BIAS IS JIMIN TOO RIGHT? TAKING BY YOUR LOVELY BLOG AND BRUTALLY HONEST (IN THE BEST WAY!) URL LMAO IF NOT THEM I'M SORRY FOR PRESUMING 🙈🙈 but tell me!! how did you get into them??
(god...I'm just looking and I see I wrote too much I'm so sorry fksjwlfo)-💫
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i love seeing your asks in my inbox ok they make me very happy 🤧🤧 BLONDE JIKOOK IN A BUN SELCA I AM MANIFESTING!!!!!!!! BOYS JUST OPEN YOUR GALLERY AND DROP THEM SELCAS I KNOW YOU HAVE A LOT OF THEM PLS SPARE SOME FOR US THANX 😭
JIMIN IN THAT IDOL PERFORMANCE HOLY SHIT YES 😳 LIKE EXCUSE ME WHAT KIND OF DISRESPECT IS THAT 👁👄👁 and then in the same week he became small cuddly jimin with a boopable nose during the home performance 😔
istg jungkook looked like a very hot rich ceo of a huge company or sth 😳😳 (which he actually is sdfghjk atleast partially sdfg)
CHANEL NEEDS TO CALL JIMIN ASAP 🔫🔫🔫 AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING MAKING ME IMAGINE WILD SCENARIOS LIKE THAT 😭 ok imagine him smirking the “i know im hot” smirk after he throws the choker DEATH OK ABSOLUTE DEATHHHHHHHH and omg yes his collarbones along with the choker 😳😳😳😳 (and no its not weird asdfghj chill) 
AND OMG THAT IS THE BIGGEST PROBLEM RIGHTTTTT!!!! THAT PARK JIMIN IS ABSOLUTELY AWARE OF THE POWER HE HOLDS AND HOW HOT HE IS!!!!! AND HE USES IT JUST THE RIGHT AMOUNT WHICH IS KNOWS IS ENOUGH FOR US TO GO ABSOLUTELY FERAL and he’s such a fucking tease too dear lord i can’t with him 😭😭😭😭😭 AND OMG “*cups face in hand and leans on table*” STOP BEING SO CUTE OKAY WTF I AM BLUSHING HERE 😭😭😭😭
AND YES 🤡 IS DEFINITELY ALL OF US 🤣 i remember waiting for 12 am kst every freaking day for a week before BE dropped and big hit was like “not today you absolute clowns” on all our faces 🤡 AND YESS AAAAAAAA she’s not my own sister though!! she’s my aunt’s daughter. they’ve come to visit us for a week 🥰🥰
ON DANCE BREAK WITH JIMIN JUMPING OVER JUNGKOOK HOLY FRIKKIN YES BUT HAVEN’T THEY STOPPED DOING THAT JUMP IN THE RECENT PERFORMANCES? im sad :(((( BUT YES THAT IN A CONCERT WITH ARMY CHEERING AND FANCHANTS AND EVERYTHING HOLY SHIT CAN’T IMAGINE THE ENERGY IN THE STADIUM DURING THAT 🤯🤯🤯🤯 ARE YOU KIDDING I GOT INTO THEM WITH BS&T AS WELL. i am never ever ever going to be over that song. and yes jimin’s “accidental” jacket flips in bs&t are the reason is why i live and breathe 😌😌 (and simultaneously die multiple deaths) I AM NOT EVEN MAKING SENSE ANYMORE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AND OMG I KNOW RIGHT WHEN CHRISTMAS LOVE DROPPED WITHOUT A FUCKING CLUE I WENT !@#$%^&*()&^%$#@q@#$%^&*( BECAUSE I HAD JUST WOKEN UP FROM SLEEP AND /?????? NEW SONG FROM JIMIN??????? THAT FELING WAS JUST HHHHHHHHHHHHHH atleast tae gave us a hint BUT I WAS STILL NOT READY WHEN SNOW FLOWER DROPPED. DAMN I HOPE THEY DON’T DO THIS NO WARNING THING WITH KTH1 AND JJK1 BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO BE FUCKING SLEEPING WHEN THEY DROP ASDFGHJK  AND JIMIN AAAAAAAA JIMIN I MISS HIM SO MUCH CAN HE GO LIVE AGAIN PLS I JUST WANT TO HEAR HIS SOFT VOICE AND SEE HIS EYE SMILE AND FLOOFY HAIR AND TINY HANDS :(((((((
AND OMG YOURS TOO???? 😭😭😭 AND PRESUMPTION WHAT PRESUMPTION OMG OFC MY BIAS IS JIMIN (and six bias wreckers 😌😌) LIKE I HAVE JIMIN IN MY ICON AND IN MY HEADER AND IN MY URL AND I GIF JIMIN MOSTLY SO 😭😭😭 WHAT PRESUMPTION 😭😭😭 and god yes i love every little thing about him 🥺🥺🥺 FROM HIS SOCK DOODLES TO HIM BEING SUPER CLUMSY AND HIS JACKET FLIPS AND HIS SEXY BRAIN AND HIS KIND HEART AND HIM NOT GIVING TWO FUCKS ABOUT GENDER TO HIM GROWLING ON STAGE TO HIS NIPSLIPS I JUST!!!!!LOVE!!!!!!EVERYTHING!!!!! 🤧🤧🤧🤧 AND yes lmao my url ok story time!! so when i made this blog... i didn’t know i’d get into giffing and stuff lol so the friend who got me into bts (i’ll come to that story later) suggested jiminsjacketflip as a url for my blog but i was like nah this doesn’t sound cool so i added a bit of ✨pazzaz✨ and made it flipthatjacketjiminie LMFAOOOOO and ive been wanting to change it for a while now because its so fucking long and my watermark on gifs looks shitty because of that 🤡 but i haven’t found anything as unique as this one yet and i also think that if I change my url people won’t recognize me so im just..... living with this one lmaooooo 🤡
AND OKAY OMG so i got into them at the end of june 2020. My friend anna (who also has a blog and makes a++++ gifs @/lifegoesmon) got me into them. She made me listen to them and the first song i heard was stay gold as far as i remember and then it was BS&T AND GODDAMN THE WAY I GOT FUCKING HOOKED TO THE SONG I KEPT LISTENING TO IT ALLLLLLLL DAYYYYYYY and then she showed me the performance for bs&t and i knew i was a goner 🥴🥴 then I watched chaotic bts compilations and they were so fucking funny and adorable that i went like???? how are they so sexy and intimidating on stage and this adorable and chaotic off stage?😭😭😭 we listened to bts’ discography for like three hours on the first day and she shared her playlist with me and stuff and god I just fell for their music. and then obviously with their dance and then obviously with everything about them 🥺🥺 HOW ABOUT YOUUUUUUUU? WHEN AND HOW DID YOU GET INTO THEM???? (and pls don’t be sorry sdfghjk i love reading your asks 💖💖💖) OH ALSO DID YOU WATCH RUNNNNN???????? WHICH ONES DID YOU WATCH????
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hey!!! can i have a hp marauders era and it ship? i have no gender preference btw. im short (5"0') and a ravenclaw. im always with a book (or two) and always reading, im not really into movies but sometimes i enjoy watching tv. im introvert and like to be alone (which doesnt mean that i dont like company), my friends say that im cute and the mom friend, also unpredictable bc i keep personal stuff only to myself. i love hugs and holding hands with them. thank u!!!♡
Sorry this took so long! I hope these ships are alright, let me know if you aren’t happy and I’ll gladly change them for you. 
And thank you so much for requesting from me! 
Now for your ships
For the Marauders I ship you with... 
Remus Lupin!! 
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I tried imagining you with anyone else but honestly you and Remus are perfect for each other 
Of course Remus would notice the beautiful Ravenclaw, always holding a book or two. 
He would be mesmerised by you 
He loved your interest in reading 
Quite frankly it was a refreshing presence from the other marauders 
It would take him a lot of time to work up the courage to talk to you 
Partly because he was shy, partly because you always looked so peaceful when you were reading and he didn’t want to disturb that 
When he finally did start to talk to you, it was of course about books 
You were both so excited to find someone to talk to about your favourite novels 
When he asked you out, he included a lot of book references, which made it even more romantic 
You were a pretty independent couple 
By which I mean, you weren’t the type to always be found together 
You each loved your alone time, and respected the other’s need for some peace or quiet
But when you were together, you were the sweetest couple 
Always holding hands, I mean always 
A lot of the time, Remus would come up from behind you and wrap his arms around your waist and put his chin on top of your head 
A lot of your dates were spent in either the Gryffindor or Ravenclaw common room, curled up by the fire together 
Remus loved that you could get along with his friends as well 
Even when you were a bit quite and shy, they were always excited to see you and definitely thought that you and Remus were perfect for each other 
You were definitely unpredictable, because he was a little bit worried you wouldn’t like his friends, but you really came out of your shell and there was an immediate connection of friendship 
They’d always say that Remus was beyond lucky to find someone who loved books as much as him 
He loved it when you came out of shell, he could listen to you talk for hours 
He would just sit there with a soft smile on his face and listen to you. 
He also loved that you were so protective of your friends, and he loved it even more when he noticed that you had become the mum friend around the marauders too 
Always waking James and Sirius up when they feel asleep somewhere that wasn’t their bed so they could get a good night sleep and stuff like that
You were also very protective of him, especially during and after a full moon 
Remus doesn’t know how he’d survive his transformations and the aftermath without you there 
You were like his guardian angel 
I imagine that you would become an animagus just like the others so that you could help more 
He was amazed that you were so willing to commit your time and energy purely to help him 
Basically he was absolutely smitten with you and everything about you 
He agreed with his friends 
He was beyond lucky to have found you
For IT I ship you with... 
Beverly Marsh 
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Sticking to the theme of the smart one in the group of rowdy boys, I definitely imagine you with Beverly Marsh 
Beverly first noticed you when she was hanging out with the loser’s club near the quarry 
The boys would have been talking about the latest movie, or Richie would have been making some stupid joke
She wasn’t really paying attention because you had caught her eye 
In the midst of all the craziness, there you were, just sitting on a log, with a book in your hand, a picture of perfection 
She sat there, thinking about whether or not to disturb you, but eventually she would walk over to you and start talking 
She would do this every time she saw you, and every time it happened she could see you becoming more comfortable around her, and more talkative 
It would take a while for her to tell you how she really felt 
She didn’t want to make you uncomfortable 
But eventually she did 
Well she didn’t tell you so much as show you 
She had managed to get you talking about your favourite books
In fact, she had never heard you talk so much before, and while you were on a little rant, she couldn’t help herself 
She just kissed you then and there 
Next order of business: introducing you to the loser’s club 
Honestly could have gone better 
Because Richie made a bunch of sly jokes 
And you were a bit shy 
But after a few hang outs, it was like you had always been part of the club 
That was one of the many things Bev loved about you 
How much love you had in your heart for others 
Sometimes at night, you would hear a tapping at your window, and see Bev standing there, with tears streaming down her face 
Something to do with her father 
You would always let her in and you would both lie there and whisper about what you were going to do when you were finally old enough to leave this town
Bev loved that you were always there to protect her from her Dad and whisk her away to a brighter future  
She is always respectful of when you need space and never pushes you to hang out
Dates were always a special thing 
You two would save up any spare coins you could find and then at the end of the week get on your bikes, buy some lollies and head off to the clubhouse 
You would spend the afternoon in the hammock together, eating lollies, talking and sometimes just reading together in silence, holding hands 
You two were each other’s escape from the real world
I hope you like this! Thank you for waiting! <3 <3
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hime-hana · 6 years
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DATING!BANG CHAN
the super chill boyfriend
“you do you boo”
supportive of anything you are doing
always pushing you to work and achieve everything you’re dreaming of
“oh yeah, you’re doing great sweetie”
boy is all about those aesthetics though, so always be ready for him to sneak his phone out whenever he thinks you’re pretty
which is really like all the time and you’re gonna have to steal his phone to stop him from taking pictures of you
H U G E F L I R T
seriously, you would be sitting in the other side of the room talking to Felix and Hyunjin and when you look in Chan’s direction
he would be already staring at you and would send a wink and then show off his dimples since he knows they’re your weakness
“hey pretty girl, did you miss me?”
“definitely not, chan”
“liar”
he’s not scared to flirt with you in front of the other boys, but I doubt he would be very into PDA
will hold your hand all the time though and would find it adorable if you cling to him while you’re out with friends
you can fight me, but I don’t think he will call his girlfriend “babygirl”; since now it’s a term he uses for his fans, I think he will find another term of endearment
he will call you lots of cute nicknames in private, but in public he will stick to “baby”, “love”, “angel”
also expect to receive lots of aesthetics quotes from him; especially super cheesy things which he can’t say in real life
date nights? nah
more like “I seriously need to finish this song, but please stick by my side and hug me and give me kisses and back rubs cause I love you so much”
finds it hard to sleep without you in his arms after your first sleepover
if any of you is away, you better charge your phone cause you’re gonna fall asleep face-timing
or rather is just chan waiting for you to be asleep so he can just smile and watch you in silence
“fuck, she looks so beautiful, how the hell did i get so lucky?”
spoils you to no end; even if they aren’t expensive gifts, this boy could buy a lollipop and he would get one for you as well because he always wants to make you feel loves and know you are his top priority
wants to know every little secret of yours, but it may take a while for him to open completely
when it happens though, he’s yours forever
loves it when you baby him and act a little motherly
doesn’t mind you scolding him for not sleeping or forgetting to eat; would kindly appreciate it if you show up at the studio in the middle of the night with his favorite snacks
is not able to stop smiling whenever you’re around
you’d turn into his muse
will write a thousand and more songs about you; some which he won’t show to anyone, but you cause they’re so cheesy and he literally proclaims his eternal love in each and every one of them
*BANG CHAN HAS LEFT THE CHAT* *MISTER CHRISTOPER BANG HAS ENTERED THE CHAT*
i know y’all see him as this super rough dom that’s gonna fuck you into oblivion while dirty-talking low into your ear and pull your hair
but boy is soft almost all the time, especially for you; you’re his weakness; he’s so in love that his palms get sweaty everytime he thinks of you and his cheeks are permanently red
he wouldn’t be interested in who is a dom or sub; he would rather just want it to be you and him without any labels
every time you have sex will be just as special for him; no matter how long or short it is, he will feel so connected to you in that moment, as if your souls are melting into one
can get a little possessive, but since he hates making a scene, it will manifest in the bedroom
he will hold you a little tighter, fuck you a little rougher and whisper in your ear how beautiful you are and how he is the only one that ever gets to see you like this
gets turned on by you moaning his name
“i’m yours, chan. fuck, i’m all yours, always”
loves satisfying you so much
there would be so many nights when he gets off just by eating you out; you’re his first priority, even in the bedroom
actually likes it when you take charge; sometimes when he is all stressed he wants nothing more but to be your babyboy
love him, pamper him with kisses, embrace him tightly, compliment him
on his lazy days loves nothing more but for you to give him a blowjob while he stays in bed
and then you somehow just end up pleasuring each other
low groans as he watches you through half-shut eyes 
“shit, baby you’re so good to me” 
“faster, please” 
likes it when you ride him and throw your head back while moaning his name
would drive him crazy if you make eye contact while he fucks you
bite your lips and drag your nails along his back, let him see all of you
black lingerie and red lipstick? yes yes
stockings, high heels, velvet and lace? YES YES YES YES
he wants you to be vocal about your needs, your kinks
chan is ready to go head first and try anything with you once; he will mold himself after you and everything you like
his guilty pleasure though? making out in the dorm while the others are in the other room
he knows he won’t be able to stop himself from touching you; you know it very well too, but a little bit of danger is fun
and chan could never resist you when you kneel in front of him and look up with those gorgeous eyes while begging him to fuck you right there and then
a small part of him almost hopes someone would walk in, the adrenaline is what gets him going
and the thrill is what makes him fuck you rougher than before and then stare you with a smirk
“you know you need to be quiet, right, angel?”
but he thrusts harder and hits your sweet spot as you let out a loud moan
and he just smirks again because shit, you look so hot half-naked in his bed getting fucked 
i mentioned how he is soft almost always; but when is he not? those rare times when he is completely frustrated from practice and shitty meetings at the company
or those times when you two argue and you drive him so mad to the point where he isn’t able to control himself anymore
and he just cups your face and kisses you hard, messing your lipstick and your hair
bites your lower lip and then spins you around and rips your jeans off of you
won’t be bothered to move into the bedroom and fucks you against the nearest wall
bites your shoulder almost painfully before sucking on the stop leaving love marks all over your skin
“do you enjoy making me so fucking mad?”
but you won’t be able to answer since you’re voice is trembling from his rapid thrusts 
“now you better remember not to do it anymore, baby” he hisses kissing your neck
while his other hands snakes around your neck and squeezes ever so gently
it won’t be agressive; it will be a sign of him saying
“you’re mine, babygirl”
is so in love with your flushed face when you’re done; cause you’d be glowing and your shy giggles when he pulls you closer for another kiss would drive him crazy
and chan can never understand what he did to get so lucky
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angrylizardjacket · 6 years
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convenient {Roger Taylor}
Anon asked: can you do a roger taylor imagine where you were just one of his flings but you keep coming back to each other and one night you’re at a show and he won’t stop looking at u and finally u confront him about your feelings like bitch i love u and he’s like o shit same but seriously any fluffy roger imagine would be fine cause i love my mans ajdjjskdj
Anon asked: heyyy, i really enjoyed always been close; i thought it was a beautiful mix of sweet and realistic. i was wondering if you would write something similar for roger with lots of like,, jealousy and elements of pining and sweetness and all that good shit. anywayssss, thank you so much for even reading this, love your work!
A/N: 3228 words. I realised I had only done one male!reader fic and I’m so sorry, I’ll try to correct that imbalance!! Um, light smut?? So yeah, male pronouns for reader.
Roger had never been shy about his sexuality in any sense of the word; he’d lived his late teenage years through the sixties, practically drenched in rock and roll and counter culture, sexuality, and more importantly sex, had never really been a huge moral issue with him.
And that’s how it starts with you.
You catch his eye from behind the drums at a gig, at least when Tim's not blocking his way, and you're hovering by the bar, a drink in hand, laughing at something the person beside you said, and even as he looks away, goes back to concentrating on his drumming, he can't get your smile out of his head.
You're not from around here, dragged here by some friends who swear up and down that the band is worth the trip, and you humour them, comfortable at the peripheries with a revolving door of friends keeping you company when they're not dancing. You're not much of a dancer, which is unfortunate because you're friends are right, the band is really quite good, some of their songs really have the crowd moving, but you're too self conscious in the new environment to even awkwardly bop, like you'd been known to do from time to time. The band is attractive enough, the bassist and guitarist looking like every other pair of rock and roll, uni-band, frontmen you'd seen in the last year, and you can't see the drummer for the drumkit on the stage, but you're pretty sure he's blonde.
"Having a good night?" During the break between sets, you're pulled out of your own thoughts by a voice beside you at the bar. Looking over your shoulder, you see a guy leaning against the wooden counter top, smirking, and 'oh no, he's cute' doesn't even begin to cover it. What's really killing you is probably his choice of open, button-down shirt in the middle of winter, but the doe-eyes and soft-looking blonde hair are also strong contenders.
"Yeah, it's great!" You respond easily, trying to keep your cool, "actually I'm pretty glad I was dragged out, these guys are good." And at that, his smile actually brightens.
"Well fuck, you're nice too, I think I'm obligated to buy you a drink." And he's already ordering you a pint as the bartender places his own in front of him; she doesn't make him pay for either.
"I- sure." You may not be known for dancing, but you're also not known to refuse free drinks from attractive strangers. "What do you mean 'too'?" You ask, and he turns back to you, taking a sip of his drink. There's a moment where he looks you over very pointedly, and you feel your heart beat a little faster as you avert your gaze for a moment.
"You, looking like that, complimenting my band?" After a beat, the bartender puts the drink down between the two of you and the realisation of what he's said sinks in, "you certainly know your way into a man's..." and he takes a very long, very pointed sip of his drink, refusing to break eye contact with you, "heart."
"Your band?" Is all you can think to ask, flustered by his forwardness.
"Roger. I'm the drummer." And it takes you a moment to realise that it's not an affirmation, it's his name, and only because he's holding his hand out to you.
"Y/N." You respond, taking his hand to shake it, before accepting the drink in front of you.
"You sticking around for the rest of the show?" He asked, shooting for casual, and you have to laugh a little at that; somehow his complete lack of subtlety was endearing.
"I think I might; maybe I can buy you a drink after the next set?" You ask, and Roger can't keep the pleased little smile from his face.
"I drink for free during the show," he says bluntly, and your heart sinks a little at the gesture being refused, but he holds out his cup, as if for a cheers, "how about after?"
Despite his earlier confidence, he's gentle, careful even, and it's about the time he's going down on you that you realise he probably doesn't have a lot of experience with guys; he's obviously got some experience, it not even that he's doing a bad job - he's really not - he just fumbles here and there, seems a little uncertain at times.
"Good, you're doing- doing really good." You're a little breathless, and it comes out as a half-moan, hand fisted in his hair.
"Thanks." He replies automatically, a little awkward, made a lot awkward with your dick in his mouth, and you actually have to let go of him to muffle your laughter. He's pulling back too, unable to help the laughter that escapes him, a little embarrassed and grinning brightly.
"Come here," you coax him to you, smiling as you press his lip to yours, moaning against his mouth as his hand takes over where his mouth had left you hard and wanting more despite both your amusements at the situation.
You've got no delusions regarding the night; it's fun, Roger's fun, and the next morning you catch a bus back to your home while he's still mostly asleep. Mostly. When you shift off the bed, pulling on your underwear, he reaches out, fingers grazing down your back, warm, a contrast to the cool morning air.
"Get home safe, okay?" He yawns, and turns over, away from you. You don't take it personally.
You don't think about him much after that, actually no, that was a total lie, you don't admit you think about him a lot after that, the blonde boy who made you laugh despite only knowing each other for less than a few hours, the drummer with energy to spare and a moan like music. Your friends tease you about the whole situation, nothing too mean, usually just about how you hadn't wanted to come out, then it turns out you didn't want to come home, but they're also the first to suggest going to see the band play when they come to your local pub.
It's been almost a month since you've seen him, and you're not exactly nervous, just unsure of what to expect. And you're late, spent too long fretting over what to wear, walking in at the end of the first set.
"Fancy seeing you here." He grins at you like you're old friends and something tightens in your chest at the realisation that he does in fact recognise you.
"I should be the one saying that, this is my local pub after all." You say, thanking the bartender as she passes over your drink.
"Local, huh?" He muses, and you tip your glass towards him in a silent confirmation before taking a sip. He orders his drink with a look on his face like he's saving that information for later. He doesn't stick around for the whole break, heads over to a crowd where you can see someone telling an animated story, and you tell yourself you aren't disappointed.
It turns out the band's gotten rid of the old bass player, and the man telling the story was the new singer. He's a much better front man, would be incredibly captivating to watch if you could ever take your eyes off of Roger.
"You have a crush, don't you." Your friend's voice in your ear breaks your trance, and you jump. She laughs, but it's not unkind.
"Yeah, I slept with him once and now I'm madly in love." You snorted, voice full of sarcasm, and you looked at her through narrow eyes.
"You gonna hook up again?" She asked, and you made a noncommittal noise, hoping she couldn't sense how much you wanted to. "Tonight?" Okay, yeah, she could definitely tell. You make another, more grumbly noise of affirmation in the back of her throat. "Is this the second time you've ever met up with him?"
"I don't think the first time counts as meeting up, we met at the bar for the first time." You tried to reason, words spilling from you before you can register that you're digging yourself into a deeper hole. She just looks smug. Looking back at Roger, you see he's watching your little argument with an amused smirk, and he gives you a wink when he finally has your attention. You both look away, and your friend just gives you a shit eating grin.
He's more sure of himself this time, lets himself relax more, and there's that strangely endearing quality about him again, where he's got you laughing and moaning in the same breath, and he grins like he knows exactly what he does to you. You're definitely not complaining. In fact, part of you hopes he never stops looking at you like that.
He's a late sleeper, it turns out, because when you get up to shower the next morning, you come back to him still there, bundled up and hogging your duvet now that he's the only one in the bed, expression surprisingly peaceful. Going about your morning routine, you fix yourself breakfast and drop in front of the television, uncertain as to whether or not you should wake him. Usually hook ups just left, sometimes if they were awake you'd make them breakfast too, but Roger was just... still asleep. You didn't want to disturb him.
Once you're finished breakfast, you head back into the bedroom to make up your mind about what to do with him, but he's awake, looking at the ceiling, blinking as if to clear the sleep from his eyes.
"Sorry, I'll get going in a minute." He assured, and you shrugged awkwardly.
"I can, I don't know- do you want breakfast?" You asked, and he turned, frowning a little.
"You don't have to do that." He assured, already moving out from beneath the covers, searching around for his clothes.
"Just thought I'd offer; shower's there if you wanna use it." You added, and he gave a nod of confirmation, a murmur of thanks. He heads past you into the bathroom, and after he closes the door, you hear the water turn on.
You're laying on the sofa reading when he emerges, hair still a bit wet, and you say a quick prayer that you don't blurt out whatever comes to mind, because Christ, he looks so clean and soft and his hair is curling a little at the ends where it's drying and you've never wanted to make a mess of something as badly as you do now.
"Thanks, I'll see you around." He grins at you, already heading for the door. You, shooting for casual and not wanting to give away exactly how much you wanted him, didn't even get up.
"'course you will." You tell him, and his grin gets a little bit more sincere as he looks over his shoulder at you.
You see him again soon, but not how you wanted to, and definitely not how you expected to. It's the middle of a pub crawl, almost eleven, and you're already feelings the booze hit a little too hard. There's a side door to the pub that you're grateful to find when the smell of smoke and alcohol is getting too overwhelming, but the moment the door closes behind you and the noise of the pub dims, you realise the alley you'd stepped into is occupied.
After a beat of getting your sluggish mind around the situation, you look over at where the sound is coming from, before it abruptly stops, and you find yourself making direct eye contact with a very startled Roger, blushing, before a pretty brunette stands abruptly from where she'd been hidden out of eyesight behind a trashcan, her cheeks now bright red.
"Hi." Is what your mind thinks is the best thing to say in this situation, but you don't give either of them time to answer, before you're turning, almost falling and wrenching the door open. "I gotta go, don't let me stop you." The words spill from your mouth as your heading back into the bar, looking for a drink, your head suddenly feeling far too clear.
It doesn't hurt, it shouldn't hurt.
The next time you hook up, you're not sure how to feel at first, you're both a little drunk, and he's got his hand on your cock in the back of his van between sets. It's messy and quick, and when you finish, he fishes a box of tissues from the glove compartment.
"Hey, I'm sorry about- about last time." He works diligently to help you clean yourself up, not looking you in the eyes. "Like last time we saw each other, you know?" It was almost a full five weeks ago, and you can see a fading hickey just beneath the collar of his shirt.
"Don't worry about it." You assure him, still a little breathless, head leaning back against the inside of the van. "Hey, hey I can-" And you make to reach for the fly of his pants sitting up once you're cleaned up, and he moves back, fond smile on his face.
"I've still got another set to go." He smiled gently at you, something about the sight makes your heart melt just a little, despite the situation. "But I'm free after that."
You're still seeing a few people here and there, people who aren't him, but it doesn't feel right. It's weird, you've only been with him twice, well three times now, but it feels like the most natural thing in the world. And then it keeps happening. Often. Often enough that you become a regular face around his shared apartment, and yeah sure, sometimes Brian can't make eye contact with you over breakfast, but that's technically Roger's fault.
It's not every weekend, you still have a life to attend to, sleep to sometimes have amid your busy schedule, but maybe once a fortnight you find yourself heading out to one of Smile's gigs (and maybe Roger starts telling you their upcoming gigs, hoping to see you there).
It started out as sex, sure, but the moment you hear Roger call out 'there's my guy' when he spots you sitting at the end of the bar, a little hunched over, when you'd come in late, you realise you might be too far gone for him. It's Summer now, and he's wearing a part of red shorts that show off far too much of his legs, and a tight t-shirt, and your brain stalls for a minute at the sight.
"You can't call me that." You hide your flustered, embarrassed, fond smile in your drink, and he claps you on the shoulder.
"Why not? At this point you're like our number one fan; you're our guy." And he's beaming, high from the adrenaline of performing, bright and excited for the night.
That's not what you said, your mind wants you to tell him, but you can't bring yourself to say it. Because you're his guy, and you're fun and convenient and at their gigs, and in his bed even though he's got scratch marks that you didn't leave, and underwear in the corner of his room that doesn't belong to either of you, and this isn't a crush anymore it's bigger than that but he's still got other options he's trying to follow, and you've got a good thing going here so you can't ruin it.
"You okay?" He's standing so close now, you hadn't even realised, so lost in your own thoughts. He's got his thumb lifting your chin where you're hunching further over the bar, not looking at him. He's become careless recently, casually affectionate even while at gigs, and you relish the attention, forgetting how lonely you'll feel the next day without those casual touches.
He's smiling at you like you're the only thing that matters to him, and you just want to kiss him.
But you think it'll hurt if you try.
"Yeah, I'm fine." You assure him, and he's called away by Brian so he can't dwell on it. You leave during the next set. You're pretty sure he doesn't even know he's leading you on.
It feels like some kind of masochistic torture, dragging yourself to see the shows for a few more weeks, always leaving before the gig ends, always leaving alone. You're still bright when you're talking to him, playing pretend like everything's fine, and he seems none the wiser apart from where you don't go home together anymore, but the moment you head towards the door, you see girls and guys swoop in on him, like vultures, and you know you've made the right decision.
The fourth time you go to leave, you don't even try and say goodbye; it's a lull between songs and he sees you putting on your jacket-
"Hey, Y/N, could you hold up I'd like to talk to you after this set, thanks." He says directly into his microphone, and he expects you to wait, which you do, and he ignores Freddie's snide remark about the interruption.
"What's gotten into you, is everything okay? Are we okay?" The two of you step outside of the pub, into the breezy Summer night.
"Dude, there is no 'we'." You cross your arms over your chest, avoiding his gaze, heart already sinking. But then you hear the words spilling from his mouth;
"Of course there's a 'we', there's been one ever since you first offered to make me breakfast and let me use your shower and didn't just kick me out, okay?" He cried, voice strained with a sudden vulnerability you hadn't heard before. You were silent for a long moment, mouth agape, eyes wide. "But I don't know how to do that, so fucking around was good enough for me. I don't know how to do sappy, real shit." There's silence for a very long moment, and he looks suddenly very nervous.
"I think I'm in love with you." Is what you hear yourself saying, and relief breaks over his face.
"Thank fucking god; I think I'm love with you too." And he can barely finish the sentence before you're kissing him again, wrapping your arms around him and pulling him close. It's almost desperate the way he holds you, like he's been holding back and now he can finally hold you as tight as he wants, and God if you aren't feeling the same way.
"I'm glad to see you two kiss and make up," Brian's voice comes from the door and you and Roger break apart, but don't let go of each other, "trust me, Y/N, he's been insufferable, I almost miss hearing you two go at it at three in the morning-"
"Perv." You roll your eyes at him, though Roger just smirks.
"But we've still got a gig to finish." And with that he heads back inside. After a beat, you and Roger turn back to each other, amused and a little hesitant.
"I should head back inside, I hear my boyfriend's in the audience, I wouldn't want to disappoint him." And when Roger says that, your heart soars. He's smirking, but you can't help your bright, sappy grin.
"Yeah, my boyfriend's in the band, I wouldn't want to miss it."
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