listen i know its 3:10 AM rn but i cant get this itchy thought in mt head abt the fact that fuckinn
I DIDNR EXPECT TO LOVE TOASTY THIS MUCH ???? HELLO ?????
i think his route was unironically the one ive been attempting to avoid for months on end lol (first time i played bloomic, i played xyxs and nightys route (BLINDLY!!!) , didnt bother to attempt quests and toastys <//3)
BUT LOOK AT ME NOW
I DID A CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT
I ENDED UP MAKING MY THEME BE HEAVILY TOASTER INSPIRED
im NOT OKAY !!!
god why did i put off doing his and quests route their routes made me 🥲 sm its grggrrr
TREAT THIS ASK AS A BREAK FROM THE TREMENDOUS (and wonderful) AMOUNT OF DRAWING YOU'RE DOING (again- wonderful, spectacular, earthquake creating.)
Bob, if i may be so bold, what is your favourite type of bread?
IDSUHDFSIUFSHFDIS THANK YOU FOR THE BREAK BUT I PROMISE I ENJOY ALL THE DRAWING IM DOING!!!!
BUUUUT if you INSIST on me taking a quick little break... how am i to refuse? 😇🙏
UMMMM okay, this is a really difficult question because i love all kinds of bread. honey oat has always been a top favorite of mine. i eat a slice of honey oat toast every morning when we have it. if not, i usually opt for the classic bagel. but i also enjoy jalapeño cheddar bread!
oh and i REALLY enjoy cinnamon raisin bread. that's always a solid choice. oh and classic wheat is pretty okay too. ummm you can't go wrong with rye though... OH but sourdough is pretty good too. apparently tortilla is considered a flatbread????? if that's the case then tortillas de harina might have to be my top favorite...
but if not, then a good brioche is always a solid choice. well then theres also brown bread which is pretty yummy. baguettes are perfect for some sandwiches though.
OH BUT BANANA BREADDDDD!! banana bread is always good if you want something sweet. but since you're making me choose ONE SINGLE BREAD...
(btw to the 2 poor ppl I tagged, no need to watch. I just credited yall for intellectual inspiration. its in the description, don't mind me. just keep scrolling ty 😄👍).
Okir rrandom backstory cause I feel like sharing to the void. School break is coming to an end soon (:')) and I feel like I've wasted a lot of time (to be fair though, I still have 3 days JEDJJS) but anyways. yeah today I slept until around 2 pm. I was more productive and better today than the past days. I bought "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren and it was good, watched a motivational video on youtube, did some things, etc. (omygoodness I'm just rambling 😭
BUT ANYWAYS.
I've been making this edit for a while now (started it prob a few days ago) and decided to finish it today.
But like, it's funny. Cause something triggered me to finish it.
So yk how I slept until 2 pm today?
Well...it's 5 am rn and I'm still awake so like 😭😭 (don't follow me, it's not good).
But okay, so it's around early in the morning. I'm scrolling on tumblr. And I see my (probably) favourite blogger (sorcerersand...) rbing smthing odasaku related. I fangirl for a little bit - then decide to finish the edit (just because of that LOL 😁😃). Ok so I finished it! <33
So like, ofc making an edit requires some input/knowledge abt the subject, right?
Well, I'm going to credit @sorcerersandskillusers and @cousticks
for giving me some insight on Oda and Dazai's relationship - - which influenced me a lot while making this edit.
They have rlly good analyses abt not just odasaku but bsd in general - so check them out if u want. it's rlly good 👍👍👍👍
[omyglobb, this is so embarrassing 😭😭
don't mind me pls ty.
im on my phone debating if i should tag or not but whatever. dont mind the little fan and keep scrolling ty 😃👍 u dont need to watch the edit pls pls pls 😭 ]
Ok now that I'm done shamelessly rambling and its 5:30 am and I might regret this later, um.. lets go. 🏃
yall ain't ready for the deaths, I haven't been able to write anything for 3 days, I've just been replaying one of the characters deaths in my mind over and over and it keeps getting better with each rendition but I can't write it down because it hasn't reached the PEAK!
discrimination funny moments i’ve experienced due to dyscalculia (all while diagnosed!)
- sit on hands to do mental math in elementary until i started holding back tears
- needlessly having to take extra classes for areas i already excelled in because staffs just assumed i couldn’t excel in anything if i couldn’t do math
- being denied accommodation all through highschool until i eventually failed it
- ripping diagnosis paper after being advised not to because i was in denial about it for years
- ‘math is just boring so my brain stops working, you have to make me care’ mindset for years
- rejection from family and infantilization even though i am one of the oldest kids/young adults in the whole family
- rejection and infantilization from peers until this day
- being kicked out of the special needs lunchroom by staff because i was in there ‘too much’
- being pulled out of classes i enjoyed to talk with the principals about my math issue
- being dropped from science class (and denied history class) even though i really liked them
- taking two math classes a semester with not even student aids
- being dropped from a class i excelled at to go to a lower level version of the class because once again it was assumed if i can’t do math i can’t do anything (fought hard to get put back in the appropriate class, nearly went violent)
- losing a cashier job after four hours because the register stopped working and then getting called Ditzy when i vented to friend
- being trained for a job and being told i won’t need to use the staff elevator or break room because coworker just assumed i wouldn’t do well in the job (coworkers also didn’t bother to tell me for 4 months where the break room was or what the staff elevator code was🙃)
- when i failed highschool i got 100$ in grocery money from the highschool which also felt extremely classist and extremely degrading because it wasn’t in card form.. it was a printed piece of paper.
this shit makes me so sad. LOL. can’t think of anything else atm. disability liberation now?
I was wondering... What's the part about writing you enjoy the most?
!! A writing question Anon! Hello! Nice seeing you here!
Hmm... I'd say it's when pieces start to organically fall into their designated places. It can be worldbuilding details, or various plots converging, or even things related to character creation. I like to think it means that I was consistent enough.
Similarly, another favourite of mine is finding the word that fits its purpose exceptionally well, be it due to its tone, length, the rhymes it can provide, etc. Back when I still wrote in my native language, I strove for this sort of precision. It is much harder for me now, especially given how pitifully limited my vocabulary is, but it is not any less enjoyable.