They say that first step of recovery is admitting there is a problem. So.
There is a chance, a small, really, an insignificant chance, probably not even worthy of mentioning, that I. Might. Have some type of grain related allergy. Maybe.
Probably not. The indigestion, exhaustion, bloating and vicious repeating cycle of recovery after dropping certain foods and the relapse after said recovery when said foods inevitably return to diet is probably just a coincidence. Right. Right? 🥺
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So like... do you think Kim Kitsuragi is a clingy motherfucker if he's really, truly comfortable with someone?
I mean like, obviously he isn't. His entire personality is centered around not letting anyone ever see the truly damaged parts of his soul. He's hiding some of the shit from himself as much as from anyone else. No matter how close to someone he gets he's never gonna be comfortable reaching that deep into his mind and memories and pulling this kind of stuff up for everyone ("everyone") to see. But there's just something so tempting about seeing him drop all his walls, not being on his guard at all, pulling his partner into a quick hug every time he walks past, stealing his clothes from the hamper because that's when they smell the most like him, buying all the dumb shit that reminds him of his partner and not ever stopping to think if it was silly, tightly wrapping himself around him when falling asleep, all the tiny little shit all the time (but only in the privacy of their home and his mind), because for once he feels safe enough to just be whoever he is. Not even whoever he wants to be, just... Whoever he is, flaws and fucked up past and broken dreams and all.
Obviously he isn't, but what if he was?
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📌 Melo's to-do list:
Buy big ass house in San Sequoia
Move into big ass house in San Sequoia
Build treehouse
😂 Papa was determined to get this damn treehouse built. It started raining and he was still out there (I felt bad, so I cheated it to Partly Cloudy).
In the midst of him building the treehouse he got yet another chatty-family call from his daughter, Genesis. Apparently she was too excited to wait until her stay-over to talk to him. Mind you the stay over was literally that same night.
Lucky for him, he finished just in time. Eden was at the house because I needed to test out a few poses, Monet was supposed to be watching her but she ended up going to work...
Not sure how long she was unattended...but it was long enough for her to make a mess all in the kitchen!🙄 Anywho, she got sent home so I could test out the stay-over function.
GeGe busted through the door with her cute lil Llama bag in tow. I forgot they show up with their "lil luggage". 🥺 It's so cute! Shortly after arriving they ate dinner, took their baths/put on their jammies and went to bed.
GeGe went off to school, Monet went to work, so Melo spent the day with Eden
after running around and having a snack...
Baby girl was out for the count! Once she woke up, they played a lil bit more until every one came home and it was time for dinner...and a movie.
They had Mashes Potatoes & Cutlets but they all kept moving around and finished eating before Genesis made it back down stairs, so I only caught the movie. 🙃
After the movie baby girl got her much needed cuddles in, Monet painted, and Genesis played video games until it was time for bed since it was still a school night.
It was the last day of the stay over and Genesis went off to school, Monet went off to work...so Melo and Eden did their usual routine:
He autonomously gave her a sandwich, sat down beside her and told her a story...then it was Melo's favorite part of the day...playtime
He's such a big ass kid! SOMEBODY GIVE THIS MAN A "DADDY OF THE YEAR" AWARD.
Once Genesis made it home from school she had to get in on a game of Don't Wake The Llama with Papa before it was time to go back home...but not without a lil' wager of course...
Genesis: 1 Dad: 0
🤣 Well played Ge, well played!
Meanwhile...After they said their goodbye's to the girls and locked up the house....Monet came in with a lil proposition of her own (to lift up his spirits)
Kisses and...Simbles...with a lil wager...
😏Well played Melo. Well played!
The real uncut spice is coming, as soon as they get some damn furniture! LMAO. I really just needed to play to test out a few in-game functions that I haven't played with.
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you are Not suspicious and school is dumb but in an internet safety assembly they showed a bunch if app icons and tumblr was on there :3
anyway im mentally hugging you
i do think it is important to be wary of strangers on the internet!! that is always good practice. and if the vibes seem off dont be afraid to block someone
but yea. im literally not doing anything. we only interact on asks anyway so everything we are talking about is public. if i was being weird someone would have called me out already.
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FTNADOL chapter 11 has arrived~
Sneak preview for you lovelies:
“Sorry,” Neytiri replies, her voice raspy and quiet. Neytiri takes another moment, just breathing deeply and evenly, ruffling the tiny hairs close to Jake’s skull. “We can’t let them attack our people again. We can’t allow them to take our land as theirs.”
“And we won’t,” Jake says without hesitation, even though she sees a flicker of hesitation in his eyes at her sudden determination. “I promise you, we will fight against them with everything we have. We won’t let them cause the amount of loss they created last time because we will be ready.”
And here, he looks at her with such determination and drive that she has to take a quick inhale, both to keep her own balance and to guard herself against the intensity. He reaches up with one hand, and places it firmly against her chest, his fingers resting just over her pulse point, his palm above her thudding heart.
“But I need you to do something for me,” he tells her. “If we’re going to do this, I need you to be strong, and brave. I need you to stick with me, because from now, it’s you and me. We’ll be calling the shots for our people, will you be capable of doing this?”
“I’ll have to be,” she says, resigned in a way that has Jake tilting his head. She breathes deeply again, and clenches a hand into a fist, drawing courage and presence from the dull pain as she locks eyes with Jake once again.
“I’m pregnant.”
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Wide, confused eyes look from one iteration of the nightmare he thought he knew, to the other, wondering how the facsimile was appearing in duplicate. Although, that wasn’t what vexed him most. “Wait, did’jou just call’im ‘Babygirl’?”
Blond locks cock as concealed maws flicker between its doppelganger and the hunter that oozes with bewilderment. A sharp smile cutting into his visage.
"What, never thought about fucking yourself, doll? Go occupy yourself for a bit, hmm? Unless you wanna watch." The Nightmare taunts in his usual southern drawl before its attention is drawn back towards his duplicate with a warning painted in his smile.
"Come on then, sweet cheeks. Bring the knife."
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