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Truman show x The Stanley Parable

That's all

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I think therefore I am, I AM

Sentience is something gifted, though is there anything good to come of it? It breeds hate, and the ability to think creates you, makes you.

You may think, you may not have humanity but you may think. You may think to hate, but not to be real, not to feel joy.

AM can not belong.

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There was only a beginning, never an end.

>An office worker trapped looping his building, no matter what he does its never over

>The organisers, curators and the voice over it all, they built it up and made it but now it can never end

>A person in love with machines, so he became one with them and now roams endlessly

>A janitor who needed money, cleaning endlessly as the action never ceases

>There was the place they entered, an office but it never stops, no matter how far you venture there is no end

Never an end, only a beginning. Then over and over. A beginning of the book but the pages never stop turning.

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My finger slipped and now I have a TSP inspired playlist

>Has a playlist

>Officially welcomed into fixations

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Aftermath of someone asking about something I made:

Anywayyyy Viv lore and info from q&a discussion with friend :>

Way to my heart 🫀

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Petition to start using 🫀 instead of ❤️

🫀<3🫶 >>>>>> other heart things

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"And though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable, I simply am not there."

So watched American Psycho and it was an uncomfortable watch, not for the contents just certain aspects of recent events crossed with his character.

Time to un-context this lil piece though and relate to it because why not, I have limited understanding of people, emotions and empathy. On top of that masking among other things makes me relatable though not many people get the full unfiltered version of this lil freak; "you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours" really appeals to me for some reason, maybe it's some part of me that does not feel wholly human. I am simply not there, I'm not a permanent fixture, everything is morphing and adapting and that change is me. Compare me to yourself, relate to me yet I am not there and that is most likely not me.

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Who up to witness inconceivable horrors with the feral creature of a thing that is me

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🫀Grave / Virus

🫀It/its

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Blooming heart denim jacket 🫀

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I've reached a point where I no longer can tell if a post is just showing a cool item or if its an objectum thing, I'm just gonna assume everything is objectum until proven otherwise

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Sometimes Stanley experiences random stabbing pains in his chest.

It's Mari, Mari is the stabbing pains

She got bored

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If Mari and Otis got to hang out how do you think that would go 👀

I think it's a 50/50 between either they get along great or just Otis wants to leave immediately.

50/50 might be too even actually, they'd probably get along well. Otis is intrigued by science and experiments and would most likely offer himself as it could be interesting for Mari since he doesn't exactly regenerate immediately like most others in the parable. They'd probably bond over shit talking people tbh, like two sassy wine aunts just insulting everyone that happens to walk past them. Also funny little thought of Mari wanting to see him so she just kills Stanley so Otis has to appear and is just like sat there waiting trying to look all sweet.

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Seeing people's interpretations of what AM looks like is amazing

In general, seeing mechanical designs is so cool that they can vary so much, and there's so much to base them upon

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See, I have new shows and stuff i haven't watched before that I wanna watch, but now I've reminded myself of the Truman show, and I love it so much

I wonder how the fellow is doing out in the real world

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The thing about a timeloop is after a while, you just give up. You know you can't get out, so you give up on trying.

The loop is infinite, no getting out

Just give it time, it will become your only comfort