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teenage girlhood in nyc
#nyc#growing up in nyc#girlblogging#girlhood#city girls#queens nyc#bronx nyc#brooklyn nyc#manhattan#girl things#this is a girl blog#thought daughter#girl interrupted#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#lizzy grant#manic pixie dream girl#the virgin suicides#locally hated#nyc girl#nyclife#city life#primadonna girl#new york city
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HYPERFIXATION MENTIONED!!!


#i’m so proud of her#she remembered dps in nyc!!!!#my little girl is growing up#yes i text like the worst person you know#sorry 😔#robert sean leonard#dead poets society#dps#dead poets fandom#rsl#dead poets society fandom#neil perry#dead poets in nyc
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a current day nils and a 90s college student nils who's way too intense about his internship walk into a bar
#hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii nils hiiii 💗🤭#let me get my important tags out of the way so i can write you a novella in the rest of them#ts4#ts4 cas#ts4 edit#the sims 4#nils#i've been exploring his character 🏃♂️#his full name is nils pelletier he's from canada originally he went to nyc for college and stayed there forever#he didn't grow up with much but he was really good at school so he got a scholarship and he was very very determined to become rich#he interned at frankie's dad's company and was offered a full time position after he graduated yayy you made it. i guess :| (evil company)#he's always been very stern very serious very quiet he's never had many if any friends. he was a deeply unhappy child#his parents weren't even bad they're nice and supportive and tried their best#he was married and has one son but he hasn't been married for a while. i don't know if it's divorce or death or what yet#it was the first girl he ever had a relationship with and he was also her first relationship#a very dull marriage but again not a bad one. she was nice and supportive and tried her best#it seemed like it was what they were supposed to do. get married and have a child bam done you did what was expected congrats#they barely ever even argued it was just. well loveless seems a harsh word. and 'well they were friends at least' seems untruthful#anyway he often has to be frankie's handler because frankie's dad is his boss and he does what he's told always#frankie's really difficult though
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tomorrow officially starts my 15th year in the “United” States. I’m gonna make a cake. Not to celebrate- I was just gonna make one anyway🥕
#something I often think I back on is when I was getting medical exam for immigration#(had to get chest X-rays and certain immunizations from an embassy-approved doctor)#was an American guy who asked where I was headed#and when I told him he said nyc was going to chew me up and spit me out#as it turns out I’ve been okay#but it’s really surprised me how hard life in the United States is#especially growing up with various media that shows a very different story#even more surprising was how so many Americans seemed unaware of how hard it was (although that’s changed a lot in 15 years)#a good friend (also an immigrant who’s now in NJ) asked me this morning if I would leave the U.S. based on result of this election#I guess anything is possible but I don’t think so#I’m in so many bubbles here: in nyc; in my neighborhood; and even in my immediate local blocks#and despite everything this is still the happiest I’ve ever been in my life#also people paint a very rosy picture of NZ and Australia but it’s kinda going to shit there too#omg long tags
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mclennon 70s/80s fix-it fic superiority
#(this is a call to all beatles fic writers out there lol)#my favourite genre of beatles rpf#getting to resolve the angst of the break-up and all of their issues now that they are older and (slightly) wiser#while obviously ofc saving john from being in nyc in december 1980#i’m also quite partial to any fix-it fic that is set around india or 1967’s summer of love period#i just can’t stand the way things actually happened#though there can be beauty within the grief of their tragedy it just seems unfair that they didn’t get their happy ending#or not even a happy ending persay but the chance to reconnect and grow old alongside each other even if it wasn’t picturesque like some fic#john lennon#paul mccartney#mclennon#the beatles#beatles rpf
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Since I have finally defeated the horrors*, I'm starting to catch up on World Beyond Numbers after having fallen behind when school started after arc 1, and I did in fact have to pause to take a walk to get some baklava before getting too far into the Citadel food crawl because it is late afternoon and I was not gonna make it.
#*technically i finished classwork last week but i only got the last of my grades back last night and thank FUCK.#i did get straight As and thats what matters 😌#on a tangentially related note (being a nerd) idgaf about the discourse i want to be a citadel wizard so bad.#this place is like. nyc meets venice. in the desert. I WANT TO LIVE THERRRRE#and also i wanna be steel when i grow up.#like i said do not care about the discourse I hear it's horrific i am a citadel wizard apologist and i do not take criticism at this time.#i am vaguely aware of the discourse and I do already have thoughts on it but I'll be waiting to say more until i meet the coven.#HOWEVER. wizard apologist babey. i am assuming my hat for the summer.#wbn
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i keep seeing gravity falls "stanley what happened to the twin towers" jokes but to be so honest if i went to new york and there was a major landmark missing i don't think i would notice
#how many times has ford been to nyc anyway. well i guess he did grow up in new jersey#we need more ''stanley what happened to the soviet union'' jokes. much easier to notice if you look at any modern map#.txt
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i really believe with my whole heart + soul that bob was born and raised in new york. my lil headcanon says that big bob’s diner is there. staten island or something. bob being like “i can’t TAKE this anymore, i have to get OUT” after his blowup at the diner and then….. only moving like an hour away to jersey feels extremely on brand for him
#feel free to laugh at me if everyone else already drew this conclusion#bob being this kinda lonely kid growing up in the city hits so much harder when it’s nyc for some reason idkw#obv lily is from there so it just makes sense that it’s where she started her family#no thoughts just li’l bobby belcher jr#bob’s burgers#bob belcher
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listening to rakim and the pharcyde rn and just thinking it's actually kinda weird that more ppl haven't pointed out how much miles' taste in music affects his life and viewpoint in general
and how being raised by his uncle who's into more old school stuff on earth-42 would affect him and his development
i'm imagining 42 actually clowning 1610 for listening to post malone while placing a labcabincalifornia vinyl on his record player while they chill in his room one day lol
42's tastes would probably be more varied and just... like more developed in general bc he has a man who was more than likely a Part Of The Culture helping to raise him. aaron was out on the streets of brooklyn as a kid most likely swapping diy mixtapes and buying local rap cd's with his allowance/summer job money (assuming he was born like around 1978-1980, then he was most likely on the streets in the mid 90's during the Golden Age of Hip Hop).
not to mention that for aaron to even Do What He Does as the prowler, he is still out on the streets til this day, shooting the shit with fellow neighbors and shaking hands with black market merchants. he's dapping up store owners and trying to get on local gang leaders' good sides for intel. he's making connections! he is most def still swapping music recommendations with ppl in the hood and ordering vinyls online if he can't get his hands on them in physical brick-and-mortar stores
and music seems to be a super important thing to a man like aaron. that would definitely influence miles. interesting that i haven't seen more posts mentioning that actually!
#clown horn#miles g morales#aaron davis#miles morales#spiderverse#New York by rakim started playing while i was writing this too lol#but anyways#aaron stepping in all Cultured and shit#most likely growing up around elders when HE was a kid just knowing abt the black panthers#and the general revolutionary spark in the air that him+his neighbors lived with for a while#hearing stories of little rap cyphers being performed up and down brooklyn streets. maybe watchin some of them?#political raps and songs and anecdotes flying around the streets#and then eventually in the hallways of his and jeff's school#growing up listening to krs one. common. rakim. lupe fiasco. nwa#yanno what i mean?#the streets of nyc were Woke yall. lots of black ppl in the hoods were radicalized af#so i imagine it would be quite! important! for aaron to pass that culture and wisdom down to his nephew#and since he's obviously spending more time with miles in 42 as opposed to 1610 aaron with miles#42 would be Much More Influenced by him#yall pickin up what im putting down? 👀#anyways completely unrelated but do you guys think miles g and hobie would get along way better than most ppl would think? :)#IM JUST SAYING#aaron and miles42 are confirmed to be vigilantes on e42 instead of villains#and i think its bc the writers of spiderverse took into account what a spiderman-less earth would look like#but more than that. what a spiderman-less PROWLER would look like#now that the prowler isnt being thwarted by a dude in a spandex costume all the time#and we KNOW aaron is not a bad man. he never had a choice in his circumstances and he loved miles so so so much#so considering all that.... goddamn yall you know what?#we might get to see a Woke Ass Miles in btsv maybe. hm!#a more mature miles. a miles that 1610 could quite.... possibly even.... yearn to be....? �� 👁
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Genuinely laughing and kinda proud because I can finally relate to the intro to the chorus
"got my rent to pay, but I'm broke" YA GIRL DID IT. I'VE GOT RENT???? The little things that remind me I've really accomplished what I set out to do.
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i’m not remotely a theater kid, but one thing that would give me theater kid cred is that i saw wicked with the original broadway cast
#for what it’s worth it was VERY good and i still remember it even though i was in 2nd grade at the time#the advantages of growing up in nyc etc.#personal
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damn it. i'm about to be so fucking embarrassing whenever i watch the fucking wicked movie lmao
#DIGNITY? GONE. GRAVITY? DEFIED.#i was theater kid adjacent bc of my best friend growing up and saw wicked on broadway during a class trip to nyc :(#i tear up every time i think about defying gravity#this is going to be humiliating#*dykeposting
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i feel like im having a lot of delayed realizations on account of being suicidal for the majority of my life and now not being suicidal like. idk thinking about what life is now that im actively choosing to be alive. i used to be like scared of everyone i love dying but its like. death and grief are a part of life... and grief is like hard but also to even have something to grieve is worth something.
#I HATE HOW GOOD THAT WANDAVISION QUOTE IS#GRIEF REALLY IS LOVE PERSISTING.......................#but anyways as i get better at distress tolerance and feelings#im coming to terms with the fact that grief is a part of life#wow growing up is so hard and i really truly didnt ever think i would do it#when i was at my great uncles funeral. at the cemetary#i couldnt stop thinking about gaza#im too angry and sad to say anything eloquent about it#except that i think i want to do some sort of memorial in nyc to have space to grieve#especially because the constant violence robs people of the ability to even properly mourn their dead#it feels like the least i can do to make a space for the palestinian community in nyc#i also think theres a lot of survivors guilt and i want to make a space where people can confront that as well#i think doomscrolling is in some ways a manifestation of survivors guilt#i think about palestinians i know who checked for their name in the death records#i really lost focus here huh#i forgot to pack my journal#i also need to get my ticket home lol oops lol i am quite stressed about it actuallt
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this happened to me last night and it was extremely fucked up
actually i just said no and the conversation moved on from there but this is what it felt like
#this is like something i would’ve posted to twitter but i don’t use that anymore so i guess it goes here now#also i drew it in goodnotes which is why it looks like that lol#mine#my art#it’s not that i particularly care about being 100% stealth but i also don’t really want them to know yknow#but they definitely have all the Clues if they wanted to piece it together#i also still don’t know how tf he knew#since he’s a bit older than me and also didn’t go there and also i think he didn’t even grow up in nyc#and ALSO he initially said a childhood nickname which is even weirder since i didn’t even use that in high school
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even though i am sticking my head in the sand like an ostrich i have been made vaguely aware that whoever gets the second wildcard spot will play new york and... yeah.
#i picked my favorites well 😭#jrnlsht#i dont know if i could handle nyc and pittsburgh going up against each other#i might have to stay off tumblr for a while if it happens#i giggled when geno made sure to mention that they can beat any team even the rangers#like new york is That Team now lol like boston was last year#i have a feeling the rangers hate on this website is about to grow exponentially
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wow very cool. as a european i am learning a lot about the us navy and defense and everything from your blog haha! idk if you've answered this before but what made you wanna work in defense?
Russia invading ukraine on my birthday lol. though i was always interested in military history/military fiction even as a kid. that was just the watershed moment for me personally
i don’t want to work IN defense though. I want to write ABOUT defense. still not sure what that looks like exactly for me. move to DC definitely. maybe get a position at one of the twenty trillion trade publications there are around here. Or comms job, govt job, journalism job… not sure. hopefully i will figure it out ! would love to write fiction for a living but im realistic enough to know that’s an oxymoron
(Also, side note, i am very flattered, & i know i say this somewhat often but i feel the need to repeat it every once in a while… please don’t take anything i say on this blog / ESPECIALLY in my writing as fact. i misrepresent stuff and get stuff wrong all the time, sometimes on purpose for story reasons. I try my best but i simply lack experience & worldview and have spent functionally zero time being an Adult or having to deal with Adult topics [still do not know what a 401k is!]. for instance if you even mention the words “security clearance” or “congressional confirmation hearing” in the general vicinity of my fics, the plot, nay, the entire CONCEPT, goes up in flames, as i discuss in this post. i really appreciate this comment don’t get me wrong But there are definitely better/more accurate places to learn about these topics than a 20y.o. A&D intern who is only just beginning their career & is still confused about many of the basics of real life. I have a lot of growing up still left to do & you really don’t have to listen to me)
#saying this only bc I myself am trying to learn from those better sources#the whole concept of ‘Guy who is closeted even from himself’ doesn’t work when a core part of his job is specifically being asked#‘if an enemy government discovered your secret gay lover & threatened to expose it would you betray the US to keep it secret’#no idea what ice as i have written him would respond tbh#and just that alone is enough to deny his clearance LOL he’s cooked#anyway—ugh don’t get me started on how conflicted i am about my career#as of posting this i have finished my first aerospace & defense internship/job#would do it again#freaking out about what that means for my own personal politics#w/e i have 2 years left of college. not gonna worry about this now.#I have a lot of growing up still left to do.#thanks for the ask anon i think i know who you are. <3 love you.#i could talk about my experience with the nyc ukrainian community for a week straight tbh#getting involved with them was genuinely life-altering stuff#compacflt has finally figured out how to internally link to previous posts on mobile: hallelujah
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