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#guess itll stay there
starrynightcoining · 4 months
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gotta love when i reblog smth sys rrlated on our coining acc and not our main lmao
-idk whos fronting
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jamiesgotchu · 4 months
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remembering that in order to be tickled I have to let someone tickle me
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quinn-pop · 1 year
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how does it feel to be half of yourself
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leafwateraddict · 2 months
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Curiosity
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Rating: T
Summary: You were never a sleep walker before, but ever since that last trip across the sea, you kept waking up on the shore, the last place you wanted to be.
Your curiosity gets the best of you, and you finally step into the water on your own.
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spiderziege · 6 months
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obligatory mention that leo is so shaped!!!!!! kratzbürste!!!!!!
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kratzbürste <33
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autonomousxselves · 2 months
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cont with @limitlesspossibilities
For a moment Ken stays quiet, still looking ahead with a steady gaze. But soon he glances up to his leader with a lopsided smile. "...I know we do. But it won't be the same, will it? Especially when we have to leave this place."
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Thinking about the end of the school year and going back to his great aunt and uncle's makes him a little sad again, in all honesty. He hadn't really known his extended family well and had stayed somewhat distant even in their own house, but they had still been willing to take him in and care for him all the same these last two years. Perhaps it would be a good chance to show them some appreciation. And in the meantime, extend some of that to his close friends. Ken forces out a chuckle. ""Sorry, I didn't mean to sound so depressing. I'm just... Really grateful for everything and everyone here."
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tillman · 1 year
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I believe in this energy lets go girlies lets get that blood !!!!!!!! Lets shamble !!!!!!!!!!!
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So I'm an area director at a summer camp, but yesterday my boss called me and asked if I'd be down to be the director of two areas and I said yes without thinking about the consequences. So now I'm the director of two areas? That means two groups of staff to train and lead, two sets of lesson plans, two areas to teach at and make the schedule for and make the lesson plans for, two physical areas to set up. They're right next to each other, but this is going to be fucking insane
#the reason this is happening is because we dont have a dining hall director anymore because the first decided to take summer classes#and the second got a research position. so the director of the area that my area is right next to. volunteered to switch#so the camp director called me yesterday and was like 'this is all happening would you want to take on another area?'#so i would be director of both. with kind of a concentration in the new one. while my assistant director concentrates on the first one#but id still have to lead both staffs. teach at both. be available to both. do records for both. set up both#i start thinking about it and i always realize another thing thats gonna be weird about it#but on the bright side ive decided i cant do the 5 mile hike requirement for my old area#every thursday we do a five mile hike for our class because its for requirements. and i hate it cuz its hard lol#but i realized that it wouldnt really work out for me to be across the lake with one area and leave the other area directorless#so guess i cant do that! oh nooo /s#but i have to make two teaching schedules.whoch i started last night#i have to both teach a suitable amount in both areas but also have enough free time to be flexible and available for both#i am so tired already. and i just got this news yesterday#i was up until 5am because i was planning shit and then i layed awake anxious for another hour#also i watched the disruptors which admittedly got me to stay up pretty late too. the grant obrien and ally Beardsley movie#its very good. but mostly i stayed up late because i was trying to figure out being the director of two areas#i think about it for two seconds and i realize another reason itll be super hard. i have to introduce two staffs at the campfire#i have to talk about two areas at the leaders meeting. i have to learn a whole bundle of new merit badges#im so tired
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these are so great thank you for drawing little guys for me ;_;
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sunflowers666 · 4 months
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ok actually we're staying for longer lol also we're going up the coast again instead of thru nevada
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chiistarri · 4 months
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how do you make yourself stop thinking "i wish you were a boy" ab ur childhood bsf u swore u only liked for a week years ago no glue no borax no whatever
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tamagotchikgs · 5 months
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i try my best not to think of it and i havent in years but the fact the only people who were ever supposed to be my friends irl would always dump their love on me and then to leave me & say they dont like me over and over and over again only so they could watch my reaction n make fun of me together maybe did affect me huh
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#i am normal i am not affected ii do not see ◡_◡#[distant sounds of me crying & screaming && gasping for air &&& ripping myself to shreds like a bear]#i was always an autistic lil freak who didnt speak so i guess i shouldnt be surprised#but like. i always just wanted them to like me#i always just wanted the chance to like them back and let be allowed. always just wanted someone to be pals with. someone i could trust to#have my back for once vs everything else#i remember such a specific moment right#and we were going on a roadtrip w her and one i already had#and they ended up talking before we left#the worst part is i had to keep seeing them. i had to just keep reliving the humiliation over n over again n it got so deep in me#& the og one had a plan that we would sit together in the back n n we had like. tons of stuff brought we could do n snacks n all this#n then at the very last second literally as i had just sat down she was like . actually. i dont want you back here. i want her she's way be#better#and i remember so specifically she was like. LOL look at ur face..........#and so i had to sit up front alone w nothing to do the entire ride but listen to them make fun of me for it#i feel like it would be better if they had left it at that but then they always came back n treated me so sweetly so i was like . ok i have#a chance#maybe they do like me#like the same girl went on to share cookies she had bought w me and we sat on the lawn for hours hanging out n eating them#and then she did it again#and again#but i was so alone in the world otherwise that i stayed#for years n years#my therapist always talks about how because of how long ive had anxiety means itll take either equally as long or longer to recover#and all i can think ab is how i lived with everything horrible at home#always just wanting to escape#to living through bad things outside of it too#just piling on top#from 6-16#and i kept going back
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ev1lmorty · 8 months
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left my tablet pen at home when i need my tablet in class to work for once -> feel myself getting sick again -> i feel that creeping feeling like something really bad is abt to happen deeply -> i hate college
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gourde · 6 months
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I love drawing because I can make whatever I want and I hate drawing because IT NEVER TURNS OUT RIGHT. I have the perfect image in my head and I can't draw it. War and hate on planet earth
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I've been having trouble with nightmares all month like every night because I can't stop my brain from going towards fnaf or animatronic themed stuff. Even when there's nothing evil, sometimes there's just a stage and they're in the space but it still freaks me out and I wake up sweating and unable to go back to sleep.
Honestly knowing the lore has made it both worse and better? Like knowing they're not evil to just anyone but like a few specific people and want to protect a lot of kids makes me feel better I guess? But now its in my mind.. And like knowing some are people's comfort characters and thinking about my own comfort characters made it easier to fall asleep but idk still kept me on edge.
I've been having these nightmares since my friends started playing the first fnaf game in 2014 but probably also before because of Chuck E Cheese and stuff.
Idk what to do. I've been trying to limit my exposure to the content but it just keeps happening, and It doesn't help that I'm shelving the novels pretty often at work and one of them has my real name as one of the characters who probably dies...
Hey also off topic but did Chuck E Cheese have a rotating stage irl so sometimes they were there and sometimes not? I had that in a dream and it felt right but it's been so long I don't remember.
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xamaxenta · 1 year
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Trying to remind myself its ok to survive day by day or that my goal is to not associate my worth with some kind of progress
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