#haha fortunate. like. Like. Like

[thecoolerliauditore]

beauty of the divorce quartet actually is that no matter where you draw the relationship lines you get a fun and fucked up dynamic to think about

[weaselishmcdiesel]

katnep katnep katnep katnep katnep katnep

How sad, how lovely How short, how sweet To see the sunset at the end of the street

How Sad, How Lovely - Connie Converse

some katnep angst for you :)?

[snek-eyes]

My point here is... what's my point Well, Mr. Brown clearly had his life changed when Crowley sauntered in wearing that turtleneck, if only he knew about ole Disco Tony's mustache! Some kind of underrated duo potential here.

[sysig]

Fond of you and your artworks :)

Aw, thank you! 💕

[monstrousproductions]

I trust your taste

Can you recommend some fiction books? Fantasy is highly appreciated!

Oooh what a sign of trust!! OK so I don't actually read a huge ton of fantasy, so I'll do my best with a couple of non-fantasy that I just can't resist mentioning at the end.

Also, this got... a bit long... so I'm putting it under a Read More lol

A Wizard of Earthsea by Ursula K Le Guin - classic fantasy about a boy who becomes a great wizard. I realise this is likely one you've already read, as a fantasy fan, but it's a classic for a reason! Absolutely beautiful, and really powerful for me as a Quaker because of its rejection of the idea that fantasy must always be about The Goodie winning over The Baddie by doing killing better than them. If you've read it already, read it again lmao Also there's a new audiobook that came out a few years ago read by Kobna Holdbrook-Smith which is just brilliant.

The Fifth Season by NK Jemisin does come with a decent load of content warnings so do tread carefully if necessary, but it's also the best fantasy I've read in YEARS. The book is split over three different narratives in a world where magic users are an oppressed class, and again the audiobooks are amazing, read by Robin Miles.

Meanwhile I very much do NOT recommend the audiobook for Assassin's Apprentice by Robin Hobb, though I did enjoy the book when I read it. The audiobook is, I believe, read by an American putting on what he thinks is an English accent, and um. Well. It sure is something. It's pretty classic fantasy too, and one of those books that you're like "what in God's name do you mean, this wasn't intended to be gay??"

The Heavens by Sandra Newman always makes my rec lists because it made me cry a lot and it's just very beautiful. Again the narrative is split, one taking place in an alternate, utopian present and one in Elizabethan England, with the narratives linked by the fact that the Elizabethan stuff is happening in the dreams of the woman in the present.

My favourite book ever is Fire & Hemlock by Diana Wynne Jones, it's about an unlikely friendship between a girl and a young man with lots of fae things and that brilliant blending of magic and reality that DWJ does so well. It's so much my favourite that when I recommend it to friends, I ask them to please not tell me if they didn't like it - just pretend you didn't read it haha Honestly I recommend any DWJ, but F&H is my baby <3

Lud-in-the-Mist by Hope Mirrlees was one of those books I read once that just stayed with me. It's about a Perfectly Ordinary English Town that sees an influx of fairy fruit and has to deal with that, and while I'm fuzzy on remembering the details, I know I loved it!

And then because I actually read more SF than fantasy as a general rule, here's a jumble of SF titles that I adore (though I'll spare you the waffle!):

the Imperial Radch triology by Ann Leckie about a troop carrier who becomes a person (she also has a fantasy book - The Raven's Tower - if that appeals more and all her audiobooks in the UK are read by Adjoa Andoh who I would simply die for)

the Murderbot Diaries by Martha Wells, about a security bot who becomes a person (audiobooks are read by Kevin R Free, of Nightvale fame, and they're brilliant)

This is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone, about two soldiers in warring time-travel factions sending letters to each other (also made me cry)

To Be Taught If Fortunate by Becky Chambers, about space researchers who change their bodies to adapt to the worlds they find and what ethical issues they come up against

The City We Became by NK Jemisin, about people who become living avatars of the different districts of New York to fight an alien presence (also a good audiobook - Robin Miles again)

All Our Wrong Todays by Elan Mastai, about a man from a utopian timeline suddenly stuck in our timeline instead (good audiobook too)

Station Eleven by Emily St John Mandel, about a travelling theatre troup in a world where civilisation collapsed after a terrible pandemic (obviously tread carefully wrt how upsetting that might be for you!)

And then it isn't SFF in any strict sense but The Man Who Was Thursday by GK Chesterton (Simon Vance does the audiobook I like) is just very very fun and good and I like it a lot. Also the Lord Peter Wimsey novels, for the same reason!

[vimbry]

saw a really fun show tonight! got home took pee and became an ex-member of the never passed out club

[gothamcityneedsme]

ok tbh.  as i continue to have more Positive Pride Thoughts, as was my resolution for pride this year, i think i want to emphasize my birom status more, because personally...thats what really matters most to me?  i come out as bi to normies so i dont have to explain things, but being a birom ace is really just.  vital to my being, idk.  i usually say ‘im ace’ when talking about myself but thats just really not accurate. i am BIROM ACE.  that is what MATTERS to me.

[thebirdandhersong]

hey so being in your early twenties means that everything feels new (like pain) but also that everything feels new (like joy) and so every heartbreak feels like you're dying but every little beautiful thing (like a spray of rainbow from sun coming in through crooked glass, or a stranger's jaunty hat on the bus, or the child who looks at you with wide eyes when you take a flower from your bouquet and give it to him, or the warm summer breeze, or the way a flower feels in your hand, or the sound of a loved one's laugh, or the feeling of finally coming home after an exhausting day) feels like you're being born again..... hope this helps!

[fortune-maiden]

I have done it! I have written ficlets for all 30 days of Sicktember! (only posted 7 of them but I wrote all 30! :D)

Over the course of the month, I've written:

25,343 words (8053 words in posted fic)

23 Complete ficlets

Ficlets in12 fandoms

Longest fic was Day 2's Four Hours at 1850 words

Shortest fic was at 508 words, tied between Days 12 & 27 (neither posted)

[teeto-peteto]

lets expand up a liiiiitle bit about other ruined king characters

Viego is proooobably the leader of a 'goth kidzs' club, the main gang and Viego's are in different classes but in the same year so they have this distant feeling of 'oh, there goes that bunch of assholes'. Probably reads Edgar Allan Poe.

Thresh forms part in the club also in Viego's class probably waiting for him to fall down the stairs so he can have the protagonism of being the leader of the group. You know, silly teenage/young adult things... Hes more of a sassy person rather than Viego that is more poetic like.

Vex doesnt appear in Ruined King BUT she is in the au cause she deserves it... Shes waaay more than just having a huge crush on Viego, but its a trait she has nonetheless. Shes an art kid for sure, and probably very in between the gothic aesthetic and the emo era at the same time, so she is still struggling to find her style. She probably draws in those ICONIC old emo couple drawings style...

Brief mention to Hecarim... Also on the club because of his friendship with Thresh, not much of a gothic but i think its fair to say hes prooobably a furry? not in a despective way he just likes horses a lot. Also Maokai... I like to think of him as a History teacher with a lot of wisdom in other areas... i imagine him and Ahri chitchatting after class about plant care cause Ahri is trying to grow her own and safe for her dog garden... he would be a calm teacher but also observant enough to see the relations in between students, im pretty sure he would totally ship students, we are maokai and maokai is us....

As for Isolde, im having confronted thoughts. I feel like she should be dead as Abigail is, and as one of the main gang will in the future (its obvious to tell who), but i like more a storyline where shes a normal student with good sense of fashion and love for it, wich Viego falls in love with but she changes schools leaving him without the opportunity to confess feelings, wich leads to his declive to the 'everything sucks i want to die' era.

I almost forgot Gangplank. Has briefs interactions with Viego's club but he isnt interested much, having friends closer to his interests. Yes he had a relationship with Illaoi in the past. Yes indeed they hate him very much. As for the murder of Abigail in this AU instead of Gangplank killing her its one of his close relatives, wich leaves Sarah and Illaoi and the rest of the group with 0 interest on talking to him as he never reached out to comfort or acusate his relative. We like a little angst.

Do other characters exist in the AU? Yes, but probably as background characters. Im only focusing on Ruined King + related characters, maybe adding Fizz and Nami sometime. Woah this ended up long i hope its entertaining enough. Again this is based on my personal experience on highschools in my country and also some media i consume, so sorry if its kinda wonky haha.

[temporalhiccup]

I AM THE DUNGEON

Week 4 January 16-22

So this was an interesting week! I pulled the Wheel of Fortune three days in a row, despite shuffling the cards well and such (these things do tend to happen, such is the way of it all).

I remember not liking what I was writing, but typing it up here, it's not that bad actually? Funny how that works.

I've also noticed that my writing is sharpening, and it's brought a nice sense of sharp poetry to my ttrpg design work in general. Very cool!

We're almost at the end of the month, and I'm pretty confident about continuing this creative habit. (PbtA23 is another story, but I'm pretty much caught up for now, and will be uploading those entries soon!)

Knight of Coins - She follows a path marked by light and shadow, and in the darkness her determination grows and becomes sharp golden.

A coin earned for every mile, and the miles have stretched and flowed on and on with no end in sight.

When I met the Knight, my love, she reminded me so much of you. Her scars of gold covered by rich fabric, her rough hands webbed within fine gloves. She wore her pain well, wore it proudly, like you my love.

Close your eyes that I may lay a coin on each them, a knight's journey across your face. Close your eyes, my love, and dream of the miles that wait for you.

10 of Coins - Treasure, spend Whispers to gain it

The room is full of cherished things lost to time. In the dazzling false light they refract and shift brilliantly, changing shape and context. Spend a Whisper and declare which recovered item changes within the shadows of your heart.

4 of Swords

There is nothing here. Miles of soft colorless light, the stream of becoming for a dream forms. A small gray bird looks at you and asks, "What of your life do you dream into existence?"

Knight of Wands - Obstacle: Birth, a Test of Intention.

The insides of your body give way, give birth, give form, to fire. The dance of creation moves you, demanding intention. What does your fire give birth to? What must burn away to awaken desire?

The High Priestess - Faction: Moon Seers

The High Priestess of the Eclipsed Moon attends to you, the dancing veil across his features shifting between shades of grey. What secrets do you offer in order to rewrite your perspective of reality?

Wheel of Fortune - Persona: The Reincarnated Self

Regain Whispers. You step through a door that refracts into countless spheres. In the flow of time - arced and never ending - you see an endless stream of iteration and refraction of yourself.

Wheel of Fortune (again)

Each version of you is drenched in color and motion, gender and identity coming apart like flowers caught in a storm. Who reaches out to you and pulls you into dance?

Wheel of Fortune (yes, again)

When the last of the dance shivers and aches into the stillness of solitude, what version of you is left?

[pynkhues]

not sure if youve written abt this before but what is your take on the shiv/kendall/roman's pre show mental breakdowns that are alluded to?

Ah! I don't think I have written about it before, anon, so thank you for asking!

I've been percolating a bit of late on @waystarresourceco's recent posts which have indicated that neither Kendall nor Shiv went entirely to college in America, with Kendall having his EMBA from INSEAD, not Harvard Business School like many of us (including me!) thought (he did do his undergrad at Harvard though), and with Sarah talking about Shiv going to the UK for college.

I'm interested in that for a whoooole range of reasons, haha, but what I think is particularly relevant to your ask is that it sort of emphasises this divide between the four siblings, with Connor and Roman having been sent away as children, and forever fighting their way back in there after, and Kendall and Shiv being kept close as children, only really leaving in early adulthood, but also forever having a sort of mmm, close and given seat at the table as favourite son / heir apparent and treasured / only daughter.

After all, in many ways, both Kendall and Shiv were on the same path, right? Logan laid a map for Kendall which Shiv scoured and did her own variation of to try and best him at the journey. Kendall was groomed for a role, and Shiv was groomed to be a perfect daughter, only to decide she wanted to be the perfect son. The effect of it though I think was that both of them spent formative years under pretty stifling expectations, while both Roman and Connor were forced in their formative years to develop a degree of independence because they were pushed from the nest.

As a result, I do think Kendall and Shiv both tend to thrive within structure, and that they both tend to fall apart when that structure isn't there, while Roman and Connor have learnt to thrive without it, and struggle to exist when they're forced to live within it.

Because I think that's really the implication of all of their meltdowns - Roman's seems to have occured when he had to try and work under Frank in the LA office on projects he hated, while Kendall's and Shiv's both seem to have happened when they're too long left to their own devices. It's all spill, right? Just the context of their respective abuse means it leaks under different forms of pressure.

[sysig]

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[teledild0nix]

anyway recently realized my god i am a control freak! so trying to like. accept that with compassion and also. manage those tendencies so that i can be more fair to the people around me (and also myself)

[mehamang]

plsplsplspsls give us foul lady fortune #2 by next year plsplsplspsl i can survive this my brain is absolutely lagging my heart is broken there's so much i need to know

[thelazyhermits]

I love the recent chapter of Twisted Tsumderland, mostly about Sebek's reaction to Yuu's love and affection. It's so beautiful and chaotic that I can't help but want to see more :') They're relationship feels so queerplatonic, I love it so much.

Thank you!! I'm so glad you enjoyed it!! 💕💕

I really love their relationship. These two are very similar in how they're so devoted and hardworking when it comes to the people important to them, so it's one of healthiest relationships you could possibly find, although I won't deny the chaos haha

These two are always willing to do everything in their power to support each other and to protect one another's happiness. They're so important to each other 🥰

While Sebek will appear in the fic again, there won't be any more scenes along the lines of what happened in chapter 2, but don't worry! There will be more fics filled with content featuring this adorable relationship since I'm always taking advantage of every opportunity to write about them XD