#halfthoughts

[thats-not-okie-dokie]

Bad Omens incorrect quotes

I've never done something like this before, but I definitely would again! I'm surprised at how accurate some of these were. And it gives me some easy prompts to draw my characters in

A life update: I've been really looking into getting my novel published! I'm finally at the stage where I can confidently send some queries out to publishers. I'm pretty excited :D

[connormoving]

watching a youtuber talking abt a horror movie and itis so obvious when somebody has only talked to mental health professionals for like. depression or anxiety* . bc shes sitting here like Woah i dont understand this guys like engaged to a therapist why doesnt he understand that someone being mentally ill doesnt mean theyre an evil scary person... I am sorry to say this but even being a mental health professional doesnt mean you dont think mentally ill ppl r evil and scary and gross

*this is an assumption on my part bc this yter has never talked about having anything other than those afaik Obv its her right not to just in my experience and the experience of other ppl ive spoken to . it seems like if you have pretty much anything other than those and talk to a therapist you would not have this idea that mental health professionals are like. inherently understanding and whathaveyou

[bakatenshii]

jeez i love ur tags

kakaoaka HI NONNIE THANK U!! I’m so flattered you enjoy my nonsensical screeching and me just losing my mind down there hehe

[swissmath]

Experimenting #arttherapy #play #withoutdisguise #selfportrait #artneedstobemadenotapprooved #myvoiceisvalid #gradschoollife #thisohiolife #multipleexposure #isitdocumentaryornot #whoknows #abstract #maybeitisart #canitbeboth #photographyasavisuallanguage #differentdialect #makingupmyownlanguage #halfthoughts

[bpdlivingdiary]

chruly and utterly baffling how i really did follow the crowd and crawl back to tumblr from twitter- but i never belonged there, and was under distress; from my enclosure being too small and improperly maintained. i guess this is going to be my reprieve, my latest big plan to work on myself and my emotional and psychological regulation. a playground for my hyperlexia and thoughts i don't want to bother those close to me with. a cringe fest, you could say.

i don't want to write in a long, dramatic speech, some structured diary lettering i set and then must follow to my death. i will never commit to that and there's a reason i never kept a real diary very long as a child. some of these are going to be memes or shitposts or random art or halfthought rants, likely.

perhaps i justify to my inevitable future self that will comb over this post with a fine comb over and over once again as my post count grows. perhaps its my conflict avoidant ego, already tired from the sheer possibility of accidental recognition. perhaps im really just a dick.

i have thoughts that float beyond my reach. things i cant remember. reminders that slip my mind. things i care about and have no outlet for. intrusive things that demand retribution for daily inconveniences and linger like dirt in my brain. here is their playground, unstructured and it's own experiment against myself- to know myself.

it does also just seem wrong to start a blank page with a random post rather than a bang. im nothing if not showy and wordy.

maybe in my "grand" effort to detail and remind myself of the road to healing i am on, i will heal another. so im not too upset about my little cringe blog. its only another reason to do it. there are too many places online that make a beautiful tragic romance from living nightmares, and too many places that toil in misery. too many soaking in their own trauma and too many blaming victims.

this is just me

[killjoynest]

sorry guys i keep forgetting what my original jokes were going to be so ur gettin halfthought posts until one of em clicks

[toastymath]

What does it mean to say x is distinct from y?

— A ramble of questions and halfthoughts without a satisfying conclusion, posted for myself; not category-theory related —

How is “different from”, “distinct from”, or even “(not) the same as” defined?

So...this seems like kind of a silly question, but.

It seems like most definitions use notions of differentness/sameness internally. Do we really have to take “there are distinct things” as fundamental? Even if we do, how do we then tell if things are distinct? Do we need to assume some kind of ‘free generation’ in a mathematical sense? It seems like that uses distinctness/sameness in its own definition, but it could still be useful if we’re attempting to construct a definition of sameness out of component parts—parts we could possibly derive/extract from higher-level things like the notion of something being freely generated.

One naive “solution” is to say that two things are the same iff all the truths about thing1 are ‘equivalent’ in some sense to all the truths about thing2. But then you run into consistency difficulties once you’ve chosen your notion of equivalence (such as mutual deductibility) and your ambient system (how do you know for sure you can’t prove truths(thing1) from truths(thing2)?)...presumably, from this perspective, it’s related to the difference between True and False, and it seems like we can’t know that difference within a (sufficiently complicated) formal system—we just have to hope.

So...what’s all this saying? I think it might be highlighting the difference between something being the case and knowing that it is the case; past a certain depth it seems like you can’t know anything better than through trust, which in some sense is not ‘knowing’ at all. And maybe that ‘unmodelability in certainty’ of truth is...important, and related to the fact that we have to step back, out of a system, to prove its consistency. But maybe things still...are the case.

I’d like to be able to model, at least, what it looks like when we think about/model an actual, happening reality with distinct parts.

That’s it! Bye for now! <3

[mernejudsonthethirdphotographer]

Getting Started or Breaking Apart. #35mm #filmphotographic #filmphotography #mernejudsonthethird #yolo #thanksforlooking #enjoy #badphotography #photosofnothing #colorstreetphotography #film #sharefilm #ishotfilm #hipfilmhashtag #photofilmy #mernestagram #storytotell #lookatme #back2thebase #illsleepwhenimdead #makemeseemag #analogblog #fqgphoto #thisaintartschool #thephotographicindex #halfframe #halfthoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/BsGq6v4lPy0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nukac51ua725

[hate5sixofficial]

Half Thought November 18, 2018 Everybody Hits Philadelphia Philadelphia, PA

[swissmath]

Feeling this poem today. “Am I this or am I that? Why can’t I be both? Why can’t I be all of the above? or none of the above? Why do I have to be only one thing? Why can’t I be as diverse as all of the trillions of stars in the universe?” Had a photo editor tell me that my work about gender dysphoria has two differing styles. Interesting that as a non binary mixed race person who is both an artist and a journalist my photographs also reflect my inner diversity. Interesting that the way I feel when people don’t see my work the way I do it feels just like gender dysphoria- the feeling of disconnect between how I see my own self and how others perceive me. This is what I’m talking about when I talk about decolonizing photography. The way I see the world is not how “the editors think I should be seeing the world.” And I want to challenge that. #decolonizethemind #deconizephotography #halfthoughts #vent #whenyoudontfitinabox #whycantijustbe #documentingdysphoria #arttherapy #eaw31 #eddieadams #discuss https://www.instagram.com/p/BorhIGWnIO8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=apj5nd08c74n

[thealiensgotme]

half-thoughts that are actually just me stating facts:

i like to take several month long hiatus’s from my ‘art’. 

I'm technically allergic to cheese but i eat it all the time.

i cry when I'm angry.

i like to drink tea when i wake up, and before i go to bed. 

nothing makes me happier than a good book -- any suggestions?

i enjoy stoping to enjoy the view, but i honestly love constantly exploring new things more.

I'm obsessed with clean designs and pops of color.

i love love, but only a la distance

[clusterofcells]

Commitment is hard, and I understand that. But why agree, why become a member only to ask for more chances, more opportunities...honestly, if you were working for a company you'd be fired before you could even say fired. All I'm saying, please respect people's time and effort, and properly apologize. I will let anyone come back from their mistakes if they truly meant it. I'll give you a million chances, because we all need it...just don't get on my nerves about it.

[myhalfthoughts-blog]

----Rant-----

Saw a comedy show tonight and was irked by the “gay jokes.”  The comedian was making a joke about a friend getting married, and everyone being surprised about the wedding, because she was getting married to a guy that everyone “knew” was gay (except for him). Except isn’t that bi erasure? Plus the fact that you can’t “know” someone else’s orientation. I know it was supposed to be funny. But I wasn’t laughing. :/