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joyusunn · 3 months
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milkteabinniechan · 7 months
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。⁠*⁠♡.⁠。⁠*⁠♡Desperate - Han Jisung
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pairing: Han Jisung x afab reader , enemies to lovers
warnings: smoking, unprotected sex, angst, smut
ko-fi if you like what I do 💕 comments and reblogs are always appreciated
"what are you doing here?"
Han's expression was bored and impatient. He asked you a question, but he was looking around the room like he could not care less what your answer was.
Your parents had been neighbors and close friends with Han's parents since the two of you were small. And because of this you two were forced to become close friends as well. Only you didn't like him and he didn't like you. It had always been that way.
Now you were both graduating college. Albeit your university was slightly more prestigious than his, and he knew it. And although you would never admit it, it brought you the smallest incline of joy whenever you one-uped him at something. The party tonight was for Han, though. His parents had put all of this together, with all of their friends and colleagues, to brag about their latest accomplishment: Han Jisung.
You watched as Han's eyes scanned the crowded room. You didn't recognize anyone here, and you had a feeling it was the same for him. You wanted to ask him if he was okay. But your brain could already predict the snyde remark that would follow. Instead you said,
"This is lame. You want to get out of here?"
Han looked at you, his brow furrowed. His mouth agape.
"I can't just leave my own party, genius." He rolled his eyes and huffed. You grabbed his hand and pulled him towards you. growing up together, you knew each other's houses like the back of your hand. You made a b-line through the crowd toward the stairs.
Han must've understood your plan because he pushed his way ahead and lead you to his room. Warm evening light bathed the white walls and fresh linen draped the bed. Han was clean. He was organized. When you were children, you used to tease him about never being able to make a mess.
Han sighed and pressed his back against the closed door. He hung his head low in exhaustion. You made yourself comfortable on his bed, leisurely resting back on your elbows, letting your head fall back towards the ceiling. Silence dangled in the air between you for a moment. Finally you raised your head up.
"I got you a graduation present, loser." You said with a smirk. The insult now becoming a playful nickname. Han lifted himself from the door frame. His curiosity peaked. He sauntered to the bed next to you, plopping down obnoxiously, making you bounce in response.
"Well...?" Han lingered toward you. You reach in your purse and pull out a joint. Slightly bent. You were starting to second guess your storage methods. You turn and face Han, joint on display between your thumb and first finger.
You had smoked with Han before. Mostly to get back at your parents. The both of you being forced to "hang out" while they drink and mingled downstairs. The two of you barely coughed anymore. It was a time the two of you could float somewhere else, just for a little while.
You let your eyes roll back, your back sinking into the mattress. Your skin kissing the perfectly soft fabric of his bed sheets. Han fell next to you, the two of you staring at the off-white ceiling.
"You smell good." Han spoke in a low voice.
"I smell like weed." You snapped back.
"Sorry, forget it..." Han's voice began to trail off.
You rolled over to face him. His eyes were glossy, his pupils dilated. So large and dark. Like if you looked long enough, you could see the whole universe in those eyes. You moved close to his face. Han's eyes were watching your mouth. You craned your neck back and pressed your lips into his. Something got filled your insides, touched your core.
His lips were so soft. So soft. You let your tongue snake into his mouth and pry it open wider. He let out a small whimper as he placed a hand on the nape of your neck. You grabbed at his shirt, willing him to set down on top of you. He followed suit and quickly made his way on top, his hips already grinding and rutting into you.
You let him grind as you began to unbuckle his belt unbutton his slacks. He was already so hard. The thought of his so desperate to touch you was making you throb. You placed both your hands on his backside as you push his hips further into you.
"Please..." He whispers into your neck. You grab one of his hands and lead him down your body to your panties, dampening by the second. Han groaned at the feeling of your tight cunt slipping between his fingers. You bite your lip, remembering the large party downstairs. Groups of your parents friends, while you let your childhood friend stretch your hole.
Han slipped inside you slowly. His tip lingering at your entrance, holding his cock there with one hand, while he watched your face. A moment of hesitation, maybe. He had never admitted it, but you knew him better than anyone. What if he went too far? What if he came undone? What if he couldn't be out back together again?
Your cunt swallowed his tip and pulled him in. Your warm, tight walls hugging his cock fully and completely. His thrusts were wild and yearning. You held his face in your head while he pushed and pressed himself into you. The bed began to squeak and creak as you hooks your legs around his waist.
Han lovingly rubbed his thumb against your swollen clit. The bundle of nerves full and prodding out, begging for attention, pleading for release. The sloshing of your cunt was making a mess in Han's bed sheets. He watched as you dropped and splashed onto his white, clean linen.
"I guess you can make a mess." You smirked.
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mintasa · 1 month
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CIRCUS
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Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin x OC
Genre: Circus AU, murder mystery, slowburn, enemies to lovers?
Warnings: Blood, injuries, mental problems
Word count: 65k+
Synopsis: A series of murders in a successful circus disturbs the life of a young stylist. With no place to go, she is keen on saving the circus, even if that means risking her own life to do so. As if things cannot go worse, a group of newbies join the hawock, seemingly not knowing what they're getting themselves into. Can she figure out the motives of the murderer and keep her crew together? Can the circus survive under the growing pressure and distrust?
Note: This is the first story I am publicly sharing. It is a work of fiction, although it may not fit the criteria of a traditional fanfic (I physically cannot write in the second-person narrative). Therefore, English is not my first language, and while I'm pretty fluent, I still make grammar errors, so apologies in advance.
The story is vaguely inspired by Circus MV
List of chapters
CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 2
CHAPTER 3
CHAPTER 4
CHAPTER 5
CHAPTER 6
CHAPTER 7
CHAPTER 8
CHAPTER 9
CHAPTER 10
CHAPTER 11
CHAPTER 12
CHAPTER 13
CHAPTER 14
CHAPTER 15
CHAPTER 16
CHAPTER 17
CHAPTER 18
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kidrauhlschik · 5 months
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Let The World Burn. - I.N.
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The nation of Rexerum was a country of power, respected and feared by all nations surrounding it.
The golden nation’s shine was dulled by the blood that had been spilled due to the King’s corrupt rule and ambition.
Yang Jeongin was to take the throne in the far future, but after his fathers unexpected passing, the burden of the crown was bestowed upon him a lot sooner than he anticipated.
He finds out the hard way that even a king lacks absolute control. His desires paled in the shadow of the responsibilities of the crown.
The only thing he has the rights to is his own heart.
In this cruel world his fate had been sealed before he was born. What he chooses to do with the power that had been bestowed upon him would determine the fate of the nation.
In the end, he managed to forget that a king is nothing without his queen.
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Warnings: ANGST, implied smut, war, aggression, anxiety, depression, death, please let me know if i miss anything...
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Chapters:
The New King and Queen
Cold Hearted
Frustrations
Drunk in Love
....
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skz-fanfic-recs · 6 months
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Do you have any seungSung ficrecs?
It would be great if it was bit of a rivals to lovers trope
Thank you for your time and have a great day
i love getting asks from people like you, because y'all are so sweet and polite 😭 <33
i'm so sorry this is so late, so let's get straight to it!
the misfortune of kim seungmin by tuanpark 
“so let me get this straight. hyunjin, your ex-boyfriend hyunjin, asked you to go on a double date. and despite the fact that you have no real boyfriend, you said yes, and now you’re bringing han jisung, your pretend boyfriend who, may i remind you, you find quite irritating more than half the time. tell me again why you thought this was a good idea?”
the way i fall for you by giokhalke
“what do you mean you sleep with seungmin? our seungmin? your neighbor seungmin?!” hyunjin’s voice pierced his ear through the phone. “yes! how many more seungmin do we have, hyunjin?! that seungmin! the one and only seungmin!” jisung yelled. he had been pacing around his living room wanting to d word. he was dumped and kim seungmin was the one witnessing his most miserable state. to top it off, he probably slept with him.
the beat between five and six by tuanpark 
“ha ha ha,” seungmin says dripping with sarcasm. “we all know i wouldn’t want to audition with han jisung even if we were the last two people on earth.” or seungmin missed his audition for the school play but so did his long-time rival and self-proclaimed arch-nemesis, han jisung. good news for them, there's a make-up audition in three weeks' time. the catch? it has to be a duet piece.
let jisung live his life in peace by yolrin
here lies 'a comprehensive list of 9 things han jisung dislikes' (and they may or may not have something to do with a certain dandy boy)
best you've ever had by lynxielix
seungmin gets jisung in detention and jisung decides to annoy him by sending him selfies. the plan fails when seungmin sends him selfies of his own and jisung has to come to the dreading conclusion that kim seungmin is indeed very attractive.
i see just fine by s3vngieverse
“you know what you should do?” hyunjin asked, not looking up from his activity. jisung lifted his head to look at him with knitted eyebrows. “what?” jisung asked and hyunjin lifted his head with a shit-eating grin. “fuck it out.” to say jisung was disgusted was an understatement. he full-on gagged at the thought of being with seungmin like that.
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siennasfix · 6 months
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Pareidolia
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Summary: This story is set sometime in the future. Hyunjin is a claimed son of Aphrodite. Y/n and her sister are the only unclaimed children who know the identity of their godly parent. They’re college students in Camp Jupiter. A new streak of murders takes off and all the tracks point to Luna, Y/n’s nine-year-old sister, which leads to Y/n making it her mission to prove the little girl’s innocence. One mishap leads to another and Hyunjin and Y/n find themselves working together to find out what they can do to solve the mystery.
Notes:
 This fic is inspired by the world of Percy Jackson and will contain many elements of the Hunger Games franchise. I’ve been a fan of both for years and I thought I’d try my hand at weaving both of these universes so that they flow seamlessly. Regarding mature themes and violence, it will definitely lean more on the Hunger Games side of the spectrum.  This fic is going to be long af so buckle up. There will be 3 books, the final chapters of which will be marked in the endnotes. I have an idea of how many chapters the entire fic is going to be, but of course, it might be longer than I have planned because I want to describe everything in such explicit detail that it WILL drive many of you nuts, and there's also the thing with me wanting to give the characters their chance to shine and develop properly. The girls that get it, get it. The point is; this fic might take not months but years to finish and the finalization will keep me from ending it all so I’ll try my best not to die before then.  This fic will contain mature themes. There will be many lighthearted moments but it’s more of a reprieve from all the heavy shit going on than anything. So do not read this if you’re expecting a cheerful romance or a happily ever after for every character. In addition to this, there will be depictions of death, torture, assault, sex, and so on, things that not everyone can stomach, which is more than fine but just be sure that this is your cup of tea before starting to read it. I will try to tag it as well as I can for each chapter and include the TWs in the beginning notes so don't skip them. • An array of power dynamics will be depicted as the story progresses. • The romance ranges from sweet to radioactive so keep that in mind. • Romance tropes: 1. Hyunjin x Reader- enemies to lovers, annoyances to lovers, mutual pining, dark romance, obsessive lovers, don’t blame me love made me crazy coded 2. Jisung x Minho- mutual clowning, friends to sort of strangers to fwb to lovers, they got that 80s rock aesthetic vibe going on 3. Seungmin x Jeongin- initially unrequited, strategy meets theatre, friends to lovers  I’ll try to update regularly, maybe once every two or three weeks. This is more for me to be honest as I’m a major procrastinator and this might help me sit my ass down and WRITE.  Make sure to always read the opening notes as many warnings pertaining to the events of the chapter, ones I have been unable to include in the tags above, will be revealed there.
Book I: Part I, Part II, Part III
Book II: Part I, Part II, Part III
Book III: Part I, Part II, Part III
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lieslab · 1 year
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Introducing: Taste
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"Kiss me again."
"No."
"I'm not asking you Changbin, I'm telling you. Now, kiss me again!"
"You're drunk and we shouldn't be doing this. You don't know what you're saying, we'll talk about it in the morning."
"I won't have the courage in the morning!"
"It wasn't supposed to end up like this."
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Taste is a completed fanfic that has been uploaded to both Wattpad and Ao3 that stars Changbin: A big-hearted softie who hides his love and soft nature behind a wall of annoyance and anger and Lennon: A girl who just moved to South Korea and is trying to escape her tragic past.
Contains:
a slow burn enemies to lovers
Changbin briefly being a dumbass for a few chapters
casual chaos from the rest of SKZ
a dead mother and daddy issues
insecurities
a lot of tears
quite a bit of comfort/hurt from Changbin and other SKZ members
Felix being Felix
Han getting pissed off at uno
Hyunjin and his theatrics
Minho mothering
Chan dishing out the usual father advice
Seungmin coming up with a dare that changes the course of the whole story
I.N having to break up a fight
out of pocket angst
smut
did I mention handcuffs come into play??? because that happens too
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skazoo · 2 years
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dance of the thieves.
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↳ han jisung x f!reader x bang chan
in the casino, the cardinal rules are to keep them playing and to keep playing them. what happens when they play you?
length. 3.4k
genre. con artist!au, poly!au, kinda enemies to lovers, crack, fluff, a little bit angsty,
warnings/tags. language, mention of sex, mention of violence, alcohol consumption
networks. @kflixnet
notes. here i am again with a fic vaguely inspired by the daydream i had while watching ocean's 11 for the 10th time! yay!
i wrote this in the middle of the night because i was scared of losing the inspiration but i like how it turned out...
ALSO! 87% sure there will be a part 2 bc i'm kinda a slut for this trio. just kinda tho. a nee way, pls tell me if you want to be tagged when pt.2 is out, i'll add you to the taglist!
i'm desperate for feedback and i love comments with your opinion!
(cross-posted on ao3 only)
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it is a truth universally acknowledged by your community that monaco is the playground of the rich and stupid.
monaco is curated gardens and high palm trees; it is fancy cobblestone streets and luxurious sports cars, but above all, monaco is ‘le casino de monte carlo’.
high, ornate ceilings, lavish décor, and artificial bright lights mixed with the incessant fading music in the background are your home and your extremely competitive workplace.
in a business in which predators far outnumber preys, it is vital to assert dominance and to have clear in mind what the goal of the hunt is. the reward one wants to take home.
it is essential to individuate the competition and to always watch your back. always.
that’s why, when you enter the big fancy doors of the casino or ‘arena’ —as your fellow con artists like to call it— you take your time to scan the lobby and the adjacent bar, letting your trained eyes wash over the group of business magnates sitting on the plush sofas on your right and on the few bent heads hovering over refined drinks on your left. 
every time you catch a hard pair of eyes already staring at you with a competitive ferocity, an imperceptible hand movement of someone of your ‘area of expertise’, you let a finger elegantly tap on the small bag you’re mindlessly holding.
tap. tap. tap. tap. tap. tap.
seven, including you. 
they’re all eyeing you warily but only one worries you tonight.
the suffused lights of the bar create a coppery halo around his dark hair and with his perfectly ironed white dress shirt, his elegantly pierced ears, and his small waist you reluctantly understand how his targets always fall for his charms so easily.
you look at him from afar with contempt and you miss a certain pair of unfamiliar eyes following your every move. 
when you reach your self-appointed nemesis at the bar he fakes surprise and with slightly raised eyebrows he puts the drink back on its coaster and turns his body to look at you. amused eyes take you in and you have to resist the urge to scoff at his flirty antics. 
he clears his throat and offers a small nod, taking your hand and helping you onto the stool beside his. “L/N.”
“han.”
when you met han jisung for the very first time you were under all aspects a child. and he was too. 
watching from the sidelines monaco’s fauna come and go from the casino was confusing, especially for two orphans without anything in their name in one of the most disgustingly lavish places ever. 
at age twelve you were running in the streets swindling unaware tourists, snickering away in the warm night, and splitting everything in half. it was fair and organized and you were incredibly proud of the little business you had going on.
 
at fifteen you started to put up a little 'con show', more complicated, more cunning. he talked the victims to death and at his signal, you came into action leaving your target with empty pockets and a sour taste on their tongue. it was thrilling and you were so good at it, you managed to put aside some money for the ‘ji and Y/N leave hell’ fund. 
unfortunately for you, you were not the only one to see your great potential.
as soon as jisung hit legal age, your modest two-bedroom-one-bathroom apartment was stormed by official recruiting letters from the main groups of con artists in the city. they wanted him and he desperately loved that feeling of being wanted, of being needed; it made him feel powerful.
when you started to find in his eyes the same desire for ‘liberation’ you saw in the eyes of your mother when she left your six years old hand on the steps of the decadent orphanage, you made the decision that would have protected your heart in the most jealous way possible. you left him first.
you still remember how he looked: confused, lost, angry.  
but the next day your side of the apartment was completely empty, your keys were left on the hook on the entrance wall and he had wasted no time accepting one of the most well-paid jobs in monaco’s illegal life.
you think about your shared past every time you look at him, even now, as he signals the bartender to make your usual and he does it with such confidence that you have to look away from a mix of annoyance and nostalgia, regret, longing. 
“didn't see you there, colleague.”
“didn’t see me? you’ve been staring at me from the moment i stepped foot in here, colleague.” your tone is mockingly sweet but you know he can’t (or won't) understand it.
he winks. 
always, always so flirty, and for what? 
“maybe i was but can you really blame me? coming here looking like this… who could resist such a vision?”  
you scoff tiredly. “hopefully not my target. i kinda want to get home early tonight.”
he nods in acknowledgment and swirls the dark content of his glass with mellow boredom.
you take a peek at the time on his expensive watch and sigh. just a few more minutes and your prey will walk into the casino. just a few minutes and you clock in for the evening. 
“who are you here for today?” your lack of interest must not be that evident because his eyes sparkle with mischief and excitement.
he finishes eating an olive and smiles to himself. “music prodigy, genius producer, got even a bunch of big names lining up for him. got rich really fast and wants to spend everything he has in here tonight.”
he takes a sip of his sickening sweet drink and licks his lips; dark gaze never leaving your eyes. he’s got your attention and not only for his shameless seduction tactics. 
he’s dangerously close to describing the man you’re waiting for tonight.
“he was here for the grand prix but i’ve asked around,” he gets closer and you can feel his sweet cherry breath tickle your nose, “and he’s going back to seoul tomorrow morning so it should be a quick job.”
“a music producer?” the more he talks the more you feel that familiar annoyance bubble in your chest.
 
it’s not unusual for mishaps like this to happen but why do you always have to choose the same target as han fucking jisung? or way better: why does han fucking jisung always have to choose yours?
“yeah, he’s pretty young and a little bird told me he just broke up with his girlfriend so…” his sing-song voice tells you he’s waiting for you to finish his sentence.
you turn away from him and set your tense eyes on the main entrance. “so what? are you trying to find love? you know that no one loves a liar, right?” 
he scoffs out a laugh. “it’s not that.” he’s starting to get up from his stool and you feel the urge to follow his actions, getting into position before someone can take advantage of your high heels and sweep your ‘date’ for the evening right from under your nose. 
“all i’m saying is that he’s sad and alone and more malleable than ever. i bet i can make him give in in less than an hour-“
“what’s his name, han?”
his smile reaches his eyes and you kinda want to wipe it off with a well-placed slap. “why? you wanna join us?”
“han.”
“okay, okay. chill… his name is bang christopher chan.”
the soft music coming from the grand piano crackles like a broken vinyl and you wish that looks could kill because you are right. again.
“jisung.” you feel your angry voice echo in the small space between you.
wide eyes and a burst of nervous laughter is all he can muster when you stare at him like you want to wipe him off the face of the earth. “what? what did i do? why are you looking at me like that?”
you lower your voice lest anyone hears you. “what did you do? are you sure you want me to tell you what the fuck you did? because i won’t be cute about it.” 
he rolls his eyes like he always does to de-escalate with you, the initial worry, fades into a smug nonchalance. “just tell me and stop being so dramatic, Y/N. also, be quick, i have a job to do.” he’s looking around expectantly. it’s mostly for dramatics —you know it— but you’re getting antsy.
he goes to leave but you grab his arm and squeeze it so hard that it hurts. “wanna go toe to toe with me, han? he is my fucking target, i’ve been gathering information on him for days and i won’t let you take him away from me, understand?”
and there it is. that horribly attractive smirk. the one where a corner of his mouth is more raised than the other, the one that’s always there when he makes you lose your shit, the one you remember all too well. “but sweetheart, he’s not yours.” his lips come in a pout. “he’s actually free real estate for everyone in here and i bet my ass, he’ll be far too gone for me before you even have the time to get him with your little dirty tricks.”
you’re about to bite back but before you can threaten him more, the most stunning man you’ve ever seen in your short, mediocre life, takes a hesitant step into the golden hall.
he looks completely lost and his innocent dark eyes look around nervously, softening his sharp features. his platinum hair frames his face perfectly and reflects the artificial light of the hall making him look like an angel.
beside you, a blushing jisung tries to regain his signature charming composure before diving in the crowd and chasing after the unsuspecting music prodigy.
and just like that, the dance of the thieves begins. again.
you’ve been sitting at this poker table for what feels like hours and your target has lost each and every game, but still finds the motivation to keep taking out of his pockets what seems like infinite fiches; an ever-full flute of sparkling million-dollar champagne in reach and hands softly moving up and down yours and jisung’s thigh.
the evening is fading into night more quickly than you would have liked to if you were under normal circumstances. ‘fantastic, you’re going to have to work overtime again’ is what you would have thought if the company you had was horribly uninteresting but that —fortunately or not— is not the case.
when you and your unintentional ‘hunting mate’ attacked what you both thought was an unsuspecting prey with every sweet word and praise in your modest arsenal, you didn't take into account that bang christopher chan was a huge and terribly skilled flirt.
how can a single man make two of the best con artists —actors, if one will— in the city feel like flustered teenagers talking to their crush? you can’t really understand it and more often than not you just have to exchange an unbelieving look with jisung to see if he is actually seeing this shit too and you’re not just hallucinating in the middle of the casino.
you’re lost in your conspiracy theories when chan’s warm hand taps you twice just below your chin. “something on your mind, baby?”
you gulp and try to hide your blushing face from your sworn enemy into the blond’s shoulder. “no chan, just… i don’t understand why you keep playing if you haven’t won anything.” your tone is mellow, sweet. you see jisung slightly cringe from the other side of the prey.
chan lets out an airy laugh. his cheeks are flushed with the shade of alcohol and you swear you’re being hypnotized because you can’t recognize yourself as you smile fondly at the soft dimples that appear on his angelic face. “you know what they say, baby: ‘lucky at cards, unlucky in love’, and we wouldn’t want that, right hannie?”
jisung almost chokes on his saliva at the slightly slurred nickname and sticks to nodding his head no. it makes him feel giddy having the man’s hot breath tickle his neck. he’s always been sensitive there, you would know, he thinks.
you both watch in awe and, admittedly a little worry as chan elegantly drowns his fourth or fifth glass of champagne of the night, and you and jisung seem to be thinking the same thing because he glances at his wristwatch and then smirks at you in a way that assures you that he’s convinced he’s about to take home the drunk price without breaking a sweat.
“he’s mine, accept it,” he whispers when chan focuses on losing again at the table.
“you really wish you could take him, right?”
“alright, try to see it from my point of view: he’s been all over me the entire time and- ‘hannie’? do you expect him to choose you over me? like for real?”
you unceremoniously kick him under the table. “i’m really trying my absolute hardest to see things from your perspective but i just can’t get my head that far up my ass, i’m sorry.” he fakes offense. “one useful thing you can do is help me get him out of here, c’mon.”
you manage to get chan’s massive, statuary, greek-god body out of the cushioned armchair not without any struggle. he’s now hanging between the two of you, arms slung over your shoulders and you’re trying your best to drag him towards the garden maze, away from prying eyes.
“do you two need a place to stay tonight? you guys are so hot, you know?”
jisung chuckles softly. “are we now, channie?”
you almost lose balance as the blond abruptly stops in his tracks and pins han against the bushy walls of the maze. “i really do think that, baby and you can’t even begin to understand what i would do to the two of you right now if i could.” the last part is breathed out as a promise and at this point, you’re too hot and bothered by the way he possessively holds your waist that you’re ready for everything and anything he has in mind. “you would like that, wouldn’t you Y/N?”
“i- uh, yeah?”
“good girl, i knew you would…” a sentence so unimportant, so utterly insignificant as he slowly starts painting a trail of wet kisses down jisung’s neck, and in response, your colleague lets out a breathy moan.
then chan is laughing again and you know he’s not yet sobered up.
“what the fuck is happening to us!?”
you can see the center of the maze and he starts dragging chan’s body again but it’s evident he’s as shocked as you are. “i don’t fucking know! i just know i want him to do… unspeakable things to us.”
you choke on spit. “us!?”
eyebrows raised to the sky, eyes that look like they’re going to pop off any second now and he raises both his hands, shrugging his shoulders. you don’t even hear the deaf thump of chan’s body dropping dead on the grassy trail. “i guess!? if you were having a hard time noticing, i like you! love you even! since I was old enough to understand what these feelings meant!”
“ji, w-what?” you called him that a lot when you were partners and you can see on his face that he remembers.
“yeah… and- and you hurt me Y/N. you hurt me so much and despite that i still-”
you grimace but you have to stop him. “jisung i’m so sorry but where is chan? where did he go?”
“-what?”
you get back to back with jisung as the lights of the maze shut down for a second and are immediately switched back on, pointed straight at your faces, constricting you in a prison of spotlights. 
from the bushes, in the dark, you can vaguely make out seven silhouettes approaching you slowly, menacingly.
“by the way i just told you that i love you and you didn’t even acknowledge me,” he mutters as to not draw too much attention.
“oh, sorry i’m not reacting to this news with appropriate excitement but i’m really freaking out right now!”
“you don’t have to worry as long as we’re together.”
you throw a surprised look over your shoulder. “oh wow, so now you’re staying?”
“why, what did you expect?”
“i expected you to run, jisung! to leave me just like you did before!
“did i run Y/N?! or was it you? you told me you didn’t need me anymore and i didn’t want to be the weight that kept you from living the life you wanted!”
“you say you loved me but you accepted the job! you didn’t even ask me to stay!”
“because you left our apartment before i could even try anything! i didn’t want the job before you ran away from us!”
a loud and mocking laugh reveals the first of the looming figures from the bushes “my god, chan they’re hilarious, you were right.”
and then he emerges from the shadows in all his sober glory. “now, now minho, you know i don’t lie.” he stares intensely at you and smirks. you can’t even form a coherent thought.
another figure comes into the light. this one is blonde like chan but is dangerously swinging a bat in circles and jisung is sure he doesn’t like that. “i like the chick but are you sure i can’t punch him in the face?” 
“yes, i’m sure hyunjin. calm down.”
“what if i break his nose just a little bit? i mean, it’s not like i’m killing anyone! 
a deep voice from the back echoes in the air. “what do you want? a gold star?!”
you drop your arms from the fighting stance you had. “i’m sorry but who are you all?”
silence drops. the only thing that resonates in the small center of the maze is chan’s feet crunching the gravel under his elegant shoes. when he’s close enough that you can smell his cologne he opens his arms and six shadows spread out on his sides like wings. “we’re stray kids,” he pauses, “and you’re going to be working with us from now on.”
“and like i already said, i don’t lie. i do want to do things to both of you.”
“to us?” jisung’s voice is high with excitement.
“to you, with you, we'll see where this journey takes us, won’t we baby?” 
you can’t stop yourself from letting out a little squeal and he smiles. 
“see, you two are too much fun to rot in this city.”
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SIX MONTHS LATER. 
you wish you could stay like this forever. you really do. but you have a job to prepare for and they know it too even if they're blatantly choosing to avoid the truth.
the bed sheets smell clean, the tropical sun is warm on your skin, a soft breeze makes the white curtains fly around the room, and you can hear the sound of the waves crashing on the shore just outside the beautiful beach house with the occasional loud laughter of changbin who's playing some stupid game with the others on the porch.  
so, yes. it's hard to get up from the white-lined bed especially if you're basically head-locked into the strongest and bulkiest chest you've ever had the pleasure of sleeping on.
you shift slightly and chan whines from under you. he can be such a baby when things are not to his liking and you honestly love this drowsy part of him.
you prop yourself on his chest and start to leave on his smooth chest little pecks, bites. some are harsher and you can feel him tense. "channie, baby, i have to get things ready for tonight." he stirs. "and you and ji should too, you know?"
at his name being uttered with such affection, the other man slowly blinks and fondly stares up at you from his sheltered position under chan's arm. he watches you as you talk to your lover and can't help but smile. just smile at how happy and calm you look despite the uncertain past he knows you both had.
you catch him watching you and he's happy you don't keep to yourself the airy chuckle that leaves your parted mouth.
you lean over chan's body to reach your old nemesis. one kiss on the forehead, one on the nose, and the last -the most important, jisung thinks- on his mouth. sweet, long.
at the commotion, chan releases you from his hold and turns to hug the other man. 
now you can prepare for what awaits you all this evening. 
the all-time greatest heist of your life.
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seokiepout · 5 months
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burnt toast, sunday
“Are you happy?” Jisung hides his face in his hands. “Does it feel like you’ve got another win? Can you, if I may insist, fuck off now?”
“Hey, hey,” Minho almost wants to pry them away, reprimand them even for the much deserved prize they seem to be guarding. “You make it sound like I’m enjoying this. I’m not that heartless.”
“You’re literally still smiling.”
“I swear I’m trying so hard not to.”
With all of his defenses and reservations intact, as he never let himself cross much beyond the kitchen island into the house, Minho has been making it through the weeks just fine as a private chef at the Han residence. At least it stays that way, until the force—obnoxious, annoying and gorgeous shaped—comes breaking his character apart.
posted on ao3.
fandom: stray kids
ship: han jisung / lee know (minsung)
status: completed
tags: teen rated, 63k
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livixcore · 2 months
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okay so since my first post is doing surprisingly well i have a cheeky poll for you guys to help choose how i do my next one!!
i have a plan written for a lee minho x f!reader enemies to lovers/one bed trope fic and i want your input into whether i make it one really long fic or do separate chapters…
for a little context the fic will be following skz and y/n going on a 5 day holiday and the rooms are in 2s (with the exception of one room of 3). since it’s going to be based across a few days i was thinking i could do 1 chapter = 1 day?
there will be about 7 or 8 days included in the whole thing since i want to write about before and after the holiday etc.
dms and comments are open, if you want to know more about it just let me know!
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No Escape | hyunlix ff
Hyunjin is one of the most respected and feared mobsters in the human trafficking business. But more respected than him is Felix, the love of his life and more than all the money and luxuries he may have, he is his most precious possession.
However, Felix is ​​tired of seeing himself like this, like a possession, like a trophy, plus his heart makes him do one of the most drastic decisions of his life, abandon the mobster and start doing things right in the FBI, even if it means keeping his heart and feelings in a trunk.
But of course Hyunjin won't stay with his hands crossed, he will destroy everything and everyone in order to have his boy again.
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Before start i want to say some things:
🐥🐚 This story is mere fiction. Do not take anything that is written here as real. At the end of the day, this is just another fic, written by two twisted and sadistic minds. 🐥🐚
🐥🐚This story has explicit language, smut scenes, and violence. If you are a sensitive person, be careful.🐥🐚
🐥🐚Long chapters.🐥🐚
🐥🐚Slow burn.🐥🐚
🐥🐚Secondary couples: ChanHo, Minsung, Chanmin🐥🐚
🐥🐚 Regarding the updates: We are two busy women, okay? hahaha we have complicated schedules. And since they are chapters of around 5k, it is a little difficult for us. So updates will take a while. But let you know that the wait will be worth it.🐥🐚
🐥🐚Copies and/or adaptations are not accepted without our consent.🐥🐚
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thotforcsy · 2 years
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open your eyes and see
(♡) fandom: skz (♡) pairing: hyunjin/jisung (♡) rating: not rated (♡) 84,366 words (♡) complete (7/7) (♡) series: see attachment a
Ever since they were children, Jisung and Hyunjin have never particularly gotten along. It's a given fact of life: the sky is blue, the sun sets in the west, and Hwang Hyunjin and Han Jisung hate each other. But then their friends somehow get it into their heads that they're dating and instead of setting them straight, the pair decide it's in their best interests to play along.
(In Jisung's defence, it isn't even his idea.)
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babygirldilf · 11 months
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I met you when I was at my worst, and so were you, and it was nasty, ugly, and bloody. There was nothing good that lasted long between us because we kept ruining it. And we grew through it, through the pain we put each other through; I saw you cry after every fight we had and realized I don't want to be the reason for your pain anymore, and so I changed. You made me want to be better because you saw me at my nasty, ugly and bloodiest of it all, and yet you stuck around. We've seen each other naked in every possible way. I don't put a facade when I'm with you because there is no way I could hide from someone who has already seen everything about me. So here's your shampoo, I used I all up, so I bought you a new one. Take these snacks, I have some left. Do you need some alone time? Sure, I'll wait. You've waited for me. I'll wait a lifetime if needed.
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chaegronn · 1 year
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Collision
"Yeah, we crash, 파편은 어디"
(minsung special)
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Minsung Awkward Trope Fluff
Enemies to Lovers Meet Cute
Forced Cohabitation
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Chapter 1: Uncanny Encounter
This is it.
The day Han jisung enters his college life to be a doctor, there may be obstacles along the way but its something sheer effort can't fix. Today is the day..
He moves into the dorms!
"Sweet!" jisung thought, finally happy he gets to have his own room, own bathroom, own kitchen.. Years and YEARS of living with his 2 brother's straight from hell, Chahn and Changbin, he never had peace and quiet. Until now. He gets to move into a dorm and maybe, JUST maybe, he'll get some time for himself.
Han begins to pack, excited for what awaits him, he's seen the inside of the dorm in pictures, its pretty spacious! It's very large considering only 2 students are to live in them, jisung just wishes that his dorm mate is a quiet and minimalistic person, to keep the dorm nice and tidy all the time.. preferably a girl as well.. Too bad he looked at the dorm a week later than his roomie did so they didn't get to meet, seeing that his dorm mate has already made themselves comfortable, having already moved almost all of their stuff.
"Woah!! This place is big!" Han jisung said out loud, spreading his arms and running around the spacious living room "We only give the best for our students." The Dorm Handler that Ushered Jisung to his room, quickly retorted. "Anyways, I'll leave you to it. I'm well aware those boxes won't unpack themselves won't they?" They added, laughing after said fact. "Well yeah! Uhh haha" Han awkwardly responded sitting down the couch and rubbing his neck, "well thanks again! Bye!" Han waved as he left. Jisung quickly laid down the couch, a sense of relief washes over him.. thank god the conversation part was over, he can have this room all to himself now. Well not until his room mate arrives. Looking around, Jisung sees that there are some furniture already placed, It isn't a crime to snoop right?
Cute Charms and cat themed objects littered the dorm, a glass figure of a cat sits atop the Fridge as a large toaster with cat ears accompanied it, The light from the window reflects a black cat keychain hanging from a pencil case placed neatly on top of the Island counter. Every detail seems intricate and well placed, it all felt like home to Han. Looking at the ground he sees 3 cat bowls, "Soonie, Doongie, Dori" Jisung whispered to himself. 'This person must own cats.. I didn't even know they allowed Pets here!' He thought
Han investigates further on what's placed on the ground, a litter box tucked in a corner, and a small cat tree beside it, This person must be some kind of Kitty Masiah with all of these objects themed like cats or for the cats themselves.
Jisung wanted to know more about this person he's going to be living with for the next 3 years, what's so wrong about entering their room huh?
Han strutted around to find the rooms, two doors facing eachother. One door was a blank slate, Whilst the other had a "Do NOT disturb" Sign on it, accompanied with cute little cat stickers and a small dream catcher on the handle of the door.
Jisung knocked on instinct before opening the door, a bed is the first thing you see after opening the door, on the bed was a big light brown blanket, on top were Cat plushies, and a strange plushie of a.. is it a pig or a rabbit? "D-Dwaekki?" Han uttered, laughing at the abomination. Looking around much more he saw a Vanity with a bunch of small boxes resting on it. 'I guess even they're not done with packing as well' Jisung thought. Averting his attention to the large window right above where the bed is placed, seeing the beautiful view of Seoul, Han inches closer to see the view much more better, students leaving classes, people walking out of work, He looks at his watch to see the time "2:03PM" its about time every body left to go home, its such a beautiful view. Han jisung is tru- BANG
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"Who the fuck are you and what the fuck are you doing in my room?!" Someone shouts loudly behind Han, he's spent so long in this stranger's room that it left his mind that.. HES IN A STRANGERS ROOM! "AAAAAAAAAAAAH" Han Jisung screamed so loud i swear everyone in the dorm could hear it. "what the fuck? Are you crazy? Why are YOU screaming you're in my room you shithead" what foul language! I dont like this guy! "O-OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY" Han explained frantically, facing his Room mate. What a bad first impression! Lol Han you loser! "Im sorry! I just got carried away looking around that i started snooping around and i got curious in what your room contained so i-" Han cut himself off shocked at the man(view lol) in front of him.
It was a tall guy with brown hair, he carried a plastic bag containing various cat foods and toys, he wore a white tank top with grey sweatpants "So you?" He stood there SO intimidating, thinking about what he saw in the rooms, he never thought that the guy who owned all these stupid cat charms stickers weird shit was this buff intimidating guy, ALSO A GUY?? after analizing Han was 100% sure this room mate was a girl but what the hell??
"So i went in!"
"Can't you read the sign?" He quickly turned the door and grabbed the sign to show Han
"Do not disturb" han said coyly
"Yeah so get out dude that's kind of weird"
Han didn't need that to be said twice, the moment he said that he rushed out so quickly not even the Flash could rival his speed.
But..
What now?
All hopes to make a good relationship with his roommate is probably all but well right now. Han sits down at the chairs accompanying the Island Counter. "What do i do? All my hopes at leading a peaceful life here is all gone.." han whispered to himself, it think this loser's about to cry too lol.
He picks up all his boxes to finally place them in his room, Thinking about how maybe living with his brothers actually isnt thay bad. this is going to be a long 3 years.
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Hellooo to the few people that might read this, first, i thank you for reading this. Second, i want to tell you that there might not be a chapter 2.. unless i get an idea for what exactly to do for chapter 2 hahue!
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kidrauhlschik · 5 months
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Let The World Burn. - I.N.
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1. The New King and Queen
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In the end, he managed to forget that a king is nothing without his queen.
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Part 2 will be linked in the master list above!
Pairings: Jeongin x Reader (and some love triangles among the way.) enemies to lovers, royalty au!
Warnings: ANGST, implied smut, war, aggression, anxiety, depression, death, please let me know if i miss anything... (this was heavily inspired by the song “Let the world burn” by Chris Grey.
Word Count: 3.5k
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You had your destiny planned out for you since before you were born. While your mother, the queen of Eldoria, still carried you, your father, alongside the King of Rexerum, forged an alliance between their two kingdoms.
The Queen and King of Rexerum were a powerful pair, ruling their realm with vigor and passion, in slight contrast to your parents, who led their kingdom with kindness and a deep sense of unity. Rexerum was one of the strongest kingdoms of its time, invincible and unwavering. An alliance among the two kingdoms was deemed to be the best strategic decision of the millenium.
When Prince Yang Jeongin was just a year old and you were still in the womb, both kingdoms decided to unite. Once the King of Rexerum passed, it was decreed that the two of you, once of age, would marry and lead both nations to greatness.
You had always known of this, at only six years old, you received the first letter from you betrothed.
"Hello, I am Jeongin. I am looking forward to a happy future with you." Though brief and simple, the letter was deeply meaningful to a six year old's heart. To you, it felt like a fairytale coming to life. What young girl doesn’t dream of her Prince Charming?
At the age of ten, you received a gift from the prince. A locket with a letter. "Hold on to this locket, and one day you will place a petal from your wedding bouquet inside." You wore that necklace every day after you received it.
At the age of sixteen you finally knew what your future husband looked like. You received a painting that took months to arrive to your homeland. He was very attractive, with fox-like features, sharp eyes, and a cheshire smile. He looked full of life and kind, almost like a dream to your sheltered eyes.
When you turned nineteen, you finally received the final letter. It was from Jeongin, announcing that his father passed away due to an unexpected illness. He didn't explain much aside from the fact that his father was bedridden for weeks before he finally succumbed to a sickness that you couldn't quite understand. The last words of the letter being, "See you soon, my love."
Despite the dire circumstances, you couldn't help but feel excitement. A queen of a country and a bride on the same day seemed overwhelming but very exciting to you. The roses that sat in every corner of your room seemed brighter all of the sudden, like it was their own farewell to you.
Being sheltered from the world, due to your parents putting everything on the alliance, you were not allowed to leave the castle unless it was absolutely necessary. Only learning the world through stories and teachings. As much as you mourned you father-in-law-to-be, it meant the start of your new life.
Your mother, in her stunning blue and black dress, bid you farewell in tears, wishing you the best and telling you that if everything goes well, this would be the last time you'd see her, because after your boat sailed, your duties as princess of Eldoria, would be nothing in comparison to your rights as the queen of Rexerum. Her crown shined under the sun, made from pure silver, and decorated by sapphires and diamonds, so intricate and delicate, it made you wonder what the crown you would wear in Rexerum would look like.
Your father told you to be strong, he was never a man of affection, but he held you close and whispered, "Be careful my daughter." Before you left your homeland and parents.
On the sail to Rexerum, you held on to your locket that still sat around your neck. Nervous and anxious, but at least you knew that Jeongin would be waiting for you at the end of the road. You loved him, despite never meeting him, but maybe you were living in a fairytale that you never wanted to reach the end of.
The ship took four days to arrive to Rexerum, the only person that kept you company was your advisor and best friend Lee Felix, who kept your spirits up anytime you felt hopeless or homesick. He was your rock. "You are going to be an amazing queen your highness." Was his go-to phrase, as you rolled your eyes at the term, 'your highness.' He was your best friend, and you've told him that the formalities could be dropped behind closed doors, but at this point, he was saying such things with no purpose but to get under your skin.
When you finally arrived to the foreign kingdom, a crowd awaited you. The citizens of this new country, welcomed you with open arms, all hoping to catch a glimpse of their queen-to-be.
The man that held his arm out to you at the dock was not your future husband, much to your disappointment. You understood why Jeonjin couldn't be there though. His father had just passed, and now he was preoccupied with the arrangements of the wedding and coronations of the both of you. He is a king afterall now, is what you told yourself.
The horses leading your carriege couldn't be any slower. You were practically shaking with anxiety and excitement to finally fulfill what you were born to do.
However, when you finally arrived to the castle, you were caught off guard. You were raised in a palace full of light, flowers surrounded every wall, your followers would come and go as they pleased in order to meet the royal family, the air was happy and free. You couldn't help but notice the stark differences in your new home, surrounded by soldiers and walls. The castle seemed gloomy and even the servants would keep their head down and wouldn't dare to make eye contact with you.
It caught you off guard when you were lead through the back entrance by soldiers who only addressed you as, "My grace."
They led you to a room on the third floor in the place, the room a bit bigger than your old one at home.
"Your belongings will arrive shortly my grace, please make yourself comfortable and enjoy your stay," The guard still wouldn't make eye-contact with you, which made you slightly uncomfortable because you were raised with the belief that every person in your country is your family. You stand for the people and someone not seeing you as such, is very out of your comfort zone.
A day went by, and you still hadn't met your husband-to-be.
"It feels stuffy in here." Felix said, as he opened the windows of your new bedroom.
"I'm sure this is just a spare room, once I move to Jeongin's room, it'll be better." You said as your new ladies prepared your wedding dress. A white, flowy dress with loose sleeves, and beautiful embroidery awaited you. One of your ladies, Rose, if you remembered correctly, was putting your hair up with a flower shaped clip. She didn't say much, aside from agreences.
"I hope so, because this place feels depressing." Felix looked at your reflection on the mirror as you sighed out loud. "I know, but maybe the prince is preparing something special." Rose's movements halted for a second at your words, you only realized because of the eye contact she made with you through the mirror before focusing on you hair again. She seemed worried or maybe hesitant, but then again, this was a huge shift in the kingdom so it was expected.
That night is when you were to walk down the aisle, yet you couldn't help but adore this new sense of freedom you received. No longer under your parents rule, but under your own. The servants wouldn't say much to you aside from telling you about your itinerary. Lunch with the queen, dressing ceremony, walking down the aisle, consummation, and living the rest of your life with the King.
You woke up the morning of your wedding feeling a sense of wonder, your luncheon dress was ready, sky blue, long, and made from silk, was prepared for your meeting with the queen, but since your anxiety wouldn't let you rest prior to the lunch, you decided to wonder the garden.
The garden was the only place that reminded you of home. Roses and daisies surrounded the area. Wisteria flowers decorated the fences and walls. The place felt serene and free in comparison to the gray walls that surrounded the palace.
That morning, you took advantage of your new found freedom and asked Felix to accompany you in search for your wedding bouquet.
You roamed around the pond on the west side of the palace, finding red and white flowers to build your wedding bouquet. Felix made you a flower crown, made from peonies and jasmines, as you hopped around the area boasting about your future filled with excitement.
Felix feigned happiness, although he wished that in another world, another life, his status would be higher, or yours lower, so he could maybe, possibly dream of a world that you would see him as more than a friend or advisor. He was happy for you nevertheless.
You were unaware that through a window on the fourth floor of the palace, your future husband was observing you. "Foolish." He whispered under his breath as the arms of his beloved enveloped him from behind in a warm embrace.
"Let her be." Rose said as she graced her lips against his neck, his body craved her warmth and chased her as she pulled away.
"I don't want to. I don't know her. I have never spoken with her. I do not understand why my parents would tie me down to someone that they didn't even know. What if her intentions are misconstructed?" Jeongin turned to Rose, who was merely covered by his robe.
"Innie, you're a king, your ties are more than trust, they are for the good of our country." Rose was always so good to him, so understanding.
"If I am the king, why can I not choose my queen? I would choose you a million times over in a heartbeat my love." He approached her as she sat on the bed.
"You know it's harder than that my love." She leaned back as Jeongin hovered over her, "Can we at least be together one more time before this afternoon?" He asked as his hands roamed her body, his hands traced her waist, her hips, and until they finally landed on her thighs, pulling one of her legs around him, "I just want to feel you again." He whispered into her ear as he pulled the robe back and felt his lover crumble with his every move.
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You held you self-made bouquet with pride. You looked beautiful, all in preparation to meet your husband. You stood behind the doors of the coronation room. The ceremony was smaller than you expected, more a formality than anything. In your country, wedding was a celebration, a birth of a new family, a new root in a never ending garden. This was different so far, after being in Rexerum for two days, you began to notice the differences. The lines between royalty and common folk were very clear in your new nation.
Nevertheless, you waited for the priest to announce your arrival.
Once he uttered the words, "And now we welcome the princess of Eldoria and the new queen of Rexerum to our country,-" Guards opened the grand doors, and you began walking down the aisle.
Despite your nervousness, you managed to look in Jeongins direction. He was looking down, almost seeming avoidant.
When you reached the end of the aisle, you tried to offer him a smile, but he was avoiding your gaze with everything he had in him. Once you reached his side, the two of you looked forward as the priest continued the ceremony.
Eventually, he made the two of you turn to each other for the vows, once Jeongin finally made eye contact with you, he couldn’t lie to himself. You were beautiful, your eyes had a light in them that he had only seen once, in the eyes of his lover. A face so innocent, that anything could break the wonder. Your dress was beautifully embroidered to represent your old country, flowers laced the fabric so subtly. A flower crown sat on top of your head so delicately, made for you by the hands of someone that loved you so well.
Yet he couldn’t help himself but to look at you with resentment, no emotion behind his brown eyes, his jaw locked and stiff, he was looking down at you and all of the sudden you felt small beneath his gaze.
You are a princess and a queen-to-be, feeling small was something you weren’t used to. Yet, beneath the king of Rexerum, you felt like nothing but a peasant. The man you built in your delusions was not present in your wedding.
"I stand before you, as the king of the great country of Rexerum, bound by duty. I vow to honor this union. May we find harmony in our shared path. I, King Yang Jeongin, take you, YN LN, to be my wife. I offer you my crown, my kingdom, my protection, my name, and my duty. I promise to fulfill the obligations of this union, as dictated by tradition, and to honor our commitment in the eyes of our realm. May our paths intertwine until…” he takes a deep breath, “until the end of our days." After his vows, he slips a ring so shiny that it could blind you, onto the ring finger on your left hand.
After hearing his vows and reading the room, you felt truly out of place. Nervousness seeps into your bones, a feeling you’d never felt before. With a shaky breath, you let your eyes wonder Jeongin's surroundings. You spot his mother, Queen Dowager, standing off to the side, poised and proper as all queens should be.
You try to calm yourself to keep face, but then you spot your advisor, Felix, he looks somber, almost as if he could read your thoughts. He gives you a small nod of encouragement, so you force yourself to collect your thoughts and turn back to your husband-to-be, and put all of your royal training and preparations to utter the next words.
"I, YN LN, humbly accept the honor of becoming your queen. With reverence for the history and the future of our kingdom, I vow to stand by your side in prosperity and adversity. I promise to carry the mantle of royalty with dignity and grace, to support you in your reign, and to cherish our realm and its people. May our union illuminate the shadows and strengthen our bond as we journey through life together, as partners and sovereigns." The shortened version of your vows is all you could muster. Of course this is an arranged marriage, but you thought that he at least cared about you. He was the one that had been writing you letters for so long, you wondered if the same man that stood before you was remotely the same person you imagined at all.
Once you slipped the ring on his finger, the two of you turn back to the priest and get on your knees.
"May the blessings of the divine rest upon this union of hearts and kingdoms. As you, King Jeongin, and you, Queen YN, embark on this journey together, may your love be steadfast and your commitment unwavering. May wisdom guide your decisions, compassion soften your hearts, and unity strengthen your reign. Let peace reign within your palace and prosperity within your lands. May your union be a beacon of hope and inspiration to all. In the presence of all who witness, I pronounce you King and Queen, bound in sacred matrimony. May your days be filled with joy, and may your love endure for all time." As the priest finished his speech, you felt someone take off the flower crown felix had made you and replace it with a weight on the top of your head. A golden crown embellished with rubies and pearls sits on the top of your head, almost the opposite of the silver crown that decorated your mother’s head on the day of your departure.
The guests stand and clapped for their new rulers. Everyone of them bowing as you and Jeongin made your way out of the room. The second you step through the doors, Jeongin leaves your side, walking down the other side of the hallway.
"Hey!" You call out before your mind catches up with you. He halts in his steps and doesn't even bother to turn around to look at you. You're not even sure why you called out to him. It's foolish.
"What's going on? Have I misunderstood this union? Why are you upset?" With that, he turns around, unmoving from his spot.
"I am upset because my life was dictated for me before I could speak. This union is for convenience. Do not think of it as more than that." With those words he continues to walk down the hallway, indifferent, leaving you confused and distraught.
He leaves you with your thoughts, he was a man that you didn't know. Your husband, a man that had a whole life before you, and apparently wasn't willing to share his story. You begin to wonder if those letters you received were written by him in the first place.
When the time for the consummation ceremony came, you were scared and nervous. Being a virgin and unaware made you feel small among all of the things that were belittling you on the same day. You did not feel like a queen. You felt as if the world was shaking beneath you. Too fast and too big, the world is unforgiving, and you are coming to learn that very quick.
The night, began before you could collect your thoughts. After being led back in to your room, you were rushed into taking off your dress for a much simpler attire, just covered by a robe, delicate and embroidered, you were lead to a room that had sheer curtains surrounding it. You knew that there were numerous people surrounding you. A priest, the court, and the royal family were all observing you, alone.
Your nerves were off the roof. You felt uncomfortable, anxious and scared. How could you feel okay, surrounded by strangers observing you? As you let your your skin rise and your body tense up, you heard a sound, a distant door.
Before long, Jeongin came through the door of the open bedroom. You backed away from where you were standing out of caution.
He held his hands out and kept his face serene. "I am sorry about earlier, but this is our duty as rulers." He said as he approached you. You knew better. He meant well, so you allowed his approaches to continue, unmoving.
As he sat face-to-face with you, you began to really see him. Not in a painting, or in a story. You saw the human being you were intended to marry before you were born.
His sharp features seemed much softer up close. His eyes were soft, admiring, and glowing. When he put his hands around your waist, he was careful, almost as if he could break you.
"You are my queen. Only me and you matter at this moment." He said as he softly held your face with his left hand so you couldn't look at the crowd, forcing you to only focus on him.
With his right hand, he pushed the silk of your robe back, holding your waist. He guided your face towards his own, staring into your eyes. This is the Jeongin you always imagined, and he was finally there for you.
He noticed your hesitation and fear by your shaky form. He pulled your body towards him. His warmth felt strange as you had never been close to someone before then. His sharp gaze softened. His cheshire smile became soft and tame. He felt safe, and even though the safety was only fleeting, you held on to it at the moment.
"It's okay." He whispered as the both of you were inches apart.
You took the initiative and moved forward, grazing his lips. He made the final move and locked his lips with yours. The kiss was soft, as if he was aware to be gentle with you. His touches were gentle and careful. He made you feel safe.
He backed you up to the bed, and hovered over you. His hand reached the strap of your nightgown before he paused, "May I?" You managed to nod despite being flustered. He lowered the gown and once you were exposed, he took you in.
He appreciated every part of you and kissed everywhere he could. He made the consummation feel easy. Although you were uncomfortable at first, Jeongin pulled every stop to make sure you were always comfortable and under pleasure.
The experience made you confused.
After being so gentle with you, he had to care for you. Right?
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A/N: This was supposed the be larger but I will break it into parts instead. Thank you for reading! I will make a taglist if enough people care lol
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skz-fanfic-recs · 7 months
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i wish i could run away from everything except you by nymphare
chanXfelix
149,814 words
21 chapters
lee felix recently graduated from seoul university, where he moved through university as a gray mouse, unnoticed by everyone. he works as an underpaid it support technician at a firm that doesn't value its employees at all. however, felix endures it. he has to endure it; if not, debt collectors - out to collect his father's debt - will show up at his door demanding money.
every month is a struggle; he barely manages to pay his rent, study debt, and the debt left by his deadbeat father. for felix, a proper meal consists of bread from his favorite corner shop with some off-brand chocolate spread. it does help that fresh cove, the gentrified hell-hole of a grocery store, offers free samples almost every single day!
everything gets a lot worse when felix is forced to find a new job and realizes that the obnoxious rich bastard from fresh cove is his new boss.
who the fuck decided that bang chan, the most annoying person in the entire world, was to be his boss? had it not been for the great salary provided by racha, then felix would have gladly drowned chan in a bucket of boiling hot coffee - though that would ruin his perfectly curled hair and beautiful smile. fuck that shit. felix was furious.
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