#han seojun headcanons

[silly4seojun]

making out with seo-jun

content tags: han seo-jun x reader, female reader, established relationship, suggestive themes, making out, kissing, touching, humping, use of the word 'cock' once, all lowercase intended

author’s note: my first official post (⌒‐⌒) yay!

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seo-jun has thought about kissing you since the moment he met you; it's hard not to when you have such inviting lips, parted and glossy, as if you were testing his restraint.

he has caught himself on multiple occasions, thinking just how nice your lips would feel and the way they would slot against his lips perfectly like you were made for him.

the thought makes his cheeks burn with embarrassment. it makes it hard for him to hold your gaze when you innocently ask him if he's feeling okay.

your first kiss happens, and it makes seo-jun fall deeper in love with you. it's slow and gentle; it's everything he expected it to be and more.

he's in a daze when you part, a pretty flush on his pale cheeks and a dumb smile on his face. you can't help but giggle at his reaction, "that good, huh?" he hums his agreement before pressing his lips against yours for the second and third time.

after that, he's completely addicted to kissing you. he can't rid himself of the image of you with such a cute look on your face when he finally closed the distance between you or the feeling of your hands holding the nape of his neck or the sweetness of your lips, it's all he can think about. it causes butterflies to erupt in his stomach and that's when he realises he could never get sick of kissing you.

seo-jun steals kisses whenever he gets the chance. he loves the way you indulge him every single time, choosing to wrap your arms around his thin waist to prevent him from leaving too soon.

he has absolutely no shame when it comes to you. he'll happily kiss you in public and around your friends (he thoroughly enjoys the way you get flustered and embarrassed). seo-jun does get shy if you surprise him with a sudden kiss or any kind of pda, it's so endearing.

your innocent kisses frequently turn into something less innocent. your soft and intimate kisses become rushed and heated, accompanied by the growing desire to taste you and feel you.

seo-jun was initially very hesitant to touch you outside of holding your cheeks as you deepened the kiss. he was extremely flustered when you showed him where to touch your body, "are you sure?" his shyness makes you smile sweetly, "yes— please seo-jun."

you don't have to tell him twice, he'll run his fingers against the exposed skin of your hips as he slips his tongue past your swollen lips. it'll pull the sweetest sounds out of you and it only encourages him further.

seo-jun's hands roam the curves of your body, squeezing just the right amount before settling on your waist, keeping you close to his chest. it's almost embarrassing how easily you melt into him, your own hands gripping the nape of his neck before moving into his hair.

he loves the feeling of your nails against his scalp AND when you tug on his hair, it pulls such nice groans from him. "oh, you really like that, don't you?" if you playfully tease him he'll give you a taste of your own medicine.

he's definitely the type to press wet kisses down the length of your throat and down your chest to the hem of your shirt before pulling away suddenly, leaving you desperate and needy. he laughs so cutely when you whine about how "mean" he is for teasing you like that.

but seo-jun doesn't leave you pouty for long before resuming his ministrations.

the one thing that makes him go absolutely feral is when you're sitting on his lap, all pretty for him. seo-jun's hands rest on your ass, keeping you as close as possible as he presses open-mouthed kisses to your jaw. your gasps and sighs go straight to his growing cock, and it only adds fuel to the fire when you unconsciously grind against him as you slip your tongue into his mouth.

making out is one of your favourite things to do with seo-jun, it's passionate and needy and loving. it leaves seo-jun's stomach in knots when you utter "i love you," between rushed kisses, he'll pause momentarily and smile so bright before saying it back. "i love you so much."

[kazucinth]

Han Seo-Jun Hcs💞

Summary <3 : What happends if your dating the high school’s so-called ‘bad boy’?

If this man falls, he falls hard

Okay so starting off a week when you guys start dating is that he takes things rather slow like he doesn’t want to make you rush the relationship

At the first few weeks he is romantic, he buys you your favorite drinks before the first class starts, he always waits for you whenever you guys go to school (because whenever you see him riding his motorcycle you keep telling him to stop using it to school or tell him to be careful but majority of the time you just slide it off and let him be) and he always and I mean ALWAYS walks you home to school even if he’s tired, but if he’s busy then he’ll ask Cho-rong, he’s just worried about you yk?

Whenever you go to school, he would be constantly by your side (except the restroom ofc ew🤨) walking to school? beside you, talking with Soo-ah or Jukyung? beside you while scrolling to social media, lunch break? beside you while adding some of you favorite side dish from his plate and putting it to your plate, while on that topic, he’s next to you on lunch, someone tries to sit next to you? booped to the side, you remember that scene where he booped Soo-ah from the side after trying to sit next to Jukyung? yep just like that

He’s always trying to make your day, and he knows what your favorites are, you like a certain drink that’s not in the school cafeteria? he’s always buying it whenever he has the chance so that he could see the smile on your face whenever he gives it to you :))

He’s overprotective too, because you’re so beautiful that tons of voice actually ask you for your number, inside the school the other boys knows to back off but when you’re outside, it’s hard especially when you’re alone and  Sung-yon manages to notice you and immediately knows that your seojun’s s/o😭

His mom loves you a lot because you were able to make him smile🥹 and you are a really nice company and their house because technically you’re best friends with gowoon, she would tell you about the embarrassing things that seojun does!

(bonus if u can sing, you and gowoon always duet songs and challenge one another on who can hit the high note hsjdbd)

‘might write part two tomorrow or so hshdbdhd😭’

ps. THIS TOOK ME A LONG TIME BCS I AM NEW IM SORRY IF ITS BAD😤 btw request box is open <333

-xyn

[tewwor]

yall know what time it is… headcanon time, but the marked edition ˙ᵕ˙

while cruor is known for his healing ability, he’s often used as bait during hunts. why? 1) he’s constantly anxious and bumbles a lot 2) tries to talk his way out of conflict and is good at buying time 3) Can Whoop Ass When Push Comes To Shove ( not many expect this and it’s been effective to stun their target ).

cruor and vector are usually on everyone’s speed dial since they’re the only two that can magically heal. yes, they’re both extremely tired because of this and look the part too.

ricochet is seen as an antagonist of the marked. he has one of the highest records when it comes to hunting and trains other members well in combat, but he’s extremely volatile and has turned on other members with the aim to subdue or kill. thankfully, he hasn’t actually offed another marked member yet.

iris can quite literally sleep anywhere and through anything.

a lot of the newer / younger members gave vector father’s day gifts and he did, in fact, cry.

ricochet, caesura, and cruor are all polyamorous

[tewwor-moving]

ugh i need to offset this great sadness someone’s raine dunked me in. so have some small dumb hcs

jie’s watered a plastic plant before. granted it was after a really taxing hunt so he wasn’t all there, but still.

if ricochet wasn’t traumaed, he’d probably be larping and yap nonstop about bg3.

if jie wasn’t so traumaed, he’d jump on the ‘you have a big head and small eyes, i like… what’s your wechat’ meme so fast.

seojun pulls out all the stops for some old man karaoke. put his heart ass and soul into the old bangers. kind of upsetting how good he sings when shitfaced.

if you cocoon joel with a weighted blanket, he’ll do the human equivalent of a hard reset.

hyeonwoo choked on tapioca pearls once because they didn’t know any better ( they do, just won’t stop sucking down drinks at the speed of light ).

hal’s kid’s legal name is seriously jenathen.

[maesfics]

HAN SEOJUN! *  ੈ✩‧₊

oneshots

coming soon...

headcanons 

coming soon...

[whoseafraidofliloleme]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

Saw this and decided to do it myself... Obviously no one tagged me. As I carry on procrastinating the final chapter of HYGTG, lemme do this 😂 Also gonna change from AO3 to Tumblr 😊.

1. How many works do you have on Tumblr?

I've got 21 works, majority of them are Enhypen smaus and then there's the few one shots/Imagines. And my longest fanfic which is Invisible a Han Seojun fanfic.

2. What's your total Tumblr word count?

So this is just counting Invisible and the one shots Ive written, 41k... Majority of that is Invisible

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Kpop, specifically the group Enhypen. I add Harry Potter into that.

4. Top five fics by Notes?

Invisible at the top with the masterlist having 649 notes... Ngl seeing this makes me want to rewrite Invisible...

Unexpected Partners has 468 notes. Which makes sense, my Jungwon fics tend to be quite popular.

Peace has 365 notes. This was my first Enha & Harry Potter fic. I do love this one.

You Belong With Me has 337 notes. Another Harry Potter AU with a Jungwon redemption arc...

The Second Choice has 307 notes. Another Jay smau but this one is a Office Au with a toxic bestie.

Honestly apart from Invisible and Unexpected Partners being top 1 and 2, I wasn't expecting any of the other ones on this list.

5. Do you respond to comments?

Yep, I wish I got more comments but I always reply to the comments I do get.

Shout out to @shinkenprincess-oh for always commenting <3

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I am very much against angsty endings. Happy endings all the way.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

All my fics have happy endings so I don't even know which one has the happiest ending...

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Havent gotten any yet and I dont want to get hate either please.

9. Do you write smut?

Nope and I never will.

10. Craziest crossover?

I guess constantly mixing Harry Potter with kpop is as crazy as my crossovers get.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Thankfully no but I'd like for it to not happen.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope but I am open to it if anyone interested.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Nope, that would be interesting to do though.

14. All time favorite ship?

Okay so thats a hard one... I'm gonna go with my top 4.

Harmione {Harry Potter and Hermione Granger}. I am a diehard Harry and Hermione shipper. I just love them so much.

Olicity {Oliver Queen and Felicity Smoak}. I was shipping them from the moment Felicity was introduced on the show.

Damianette {Marinette Dupain-Cheng and Damian Wayne}. All my knowledge of DC has come from reading Maribat fics and I do not regret that in the slightest.

Rogan {Rory Gilmore and Logan Huntzberger}. They will forever be my ultimate ship. In my headcanon they ended up together happily ever after.

15. What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Its more like whats an idea that I actually want to write... Its a hard one cause I have so many ideas running about in my head that very few of them actually make it to being published...

16. What are your writing strengths?

I guess coming up with backstories for my characters? Making people care even though you are only seeing the story through texts and tweets? Character development and growth?

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Haha... Everything?

18. Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

I think its quite interesting but I would like a translation somewhere so that I at least know whats been said. Unless its important to the plot then its fine.

19. First fandom you wrote in?

Technically it was Pixelberry Choices Mobile Games stories(? dunno what else to call them) specifically I wrote for High School Story and High School Story Class Act. I have since deleted those fics from my tumblr and Wattpad, they are still on AO3 but I've orphaned them.

Invisible my True Beauty fic is the one that I count as the first fandom I wrote in.

20. Favorite fic you've written?

I legitimately cant pick one, so shameless plug for whoever comes across this to check out my Enhypen Masterlist and True Beauty Masterlist.

Whoever wants to do this, go and have fun cause I have no idea who to tag...

[kyanmapng]

han seojun christmas headcanons.

listen to nostalgia by ha hyunsang. 

a/n: han seojun lives rent free in my mind and i need to spread some more love since just thinking about true beauty raises my blood pressure. let’s be merry! 

Seojun loves shopping together it doesn’t really matter if it’s groceries or clothes shopping. he is a family man, he can literally see his older self with a child in one hand and the other clasped in yours going through the aisles. 

but that is not what i’m here to say, Christmas shopping with Seojun is just Seojun checking out what your eyes linger on and taking mental notes about coming for those things later. this man is an elite simp and that’s on that. he will spend his hard-earned money on you.

holds all the shopping bags, he won’t let u carry a thing, your hand is for holding his and that’s on that. 

romantic and cheesy pictures with Christmas trees and definitely sneakily walking under the mistletoe to get some kisses. 

might just put a ring on your finger when you start talking about gifts for his mom and sister. especially if u notice the little things – his mom talking about her slight back pain and you buying her something to help etc

steals kisses when you’re too focused on picking gifts instead of him, he needs attention and he needs it 24/7 

does the most dreamy things without batting an eyelid and flustering you but also it catches up with him later (BONUS: imagine you doing the lipstick move, trying it on him and evaluating him not really noticing him staring, and then he suddenly swoops in and kisses the life out of you, pulls away and goes: “hmm, i think it suits you better.”) 

if you ask him to wear lil reindeer headband he will grumble but lets you put it on and melts when u give him a smile and beg to take pictures. 

goes into a photobooth and makes dumb faces with you and then puts them in his wallet. 

can keep secrets but sometimes he lets things slip because he can’t wait for your reaction. won’t cave in tho, even if u beg (and he will let u beg, it’s very cute) 

decorating Christmas tree!! he fights the lights for you and untangles them. 

so many sneaky pics of you hanging ornaments or tripping over stuff. 

SNOWBALL FIGHTS ! ! he will literally let you wreck him but tease him long enough and he will tackle you into the snow with no regrets. (and kiss you silly)

building lil snowman with twigs for arms that are touching

Seojun wrapping scarf around you and pushing your hat out of your eyes with a soft smile.  

you standing on your tippy-toes to give him eskimo kisses or moving his bangs from his forehead with your frozen fingers to press soft kisses there. 

cooking Christmas dinner together with Han Fam and your family, watching your dad laugh with Seojun and patting his shoulder like dads do, seeing your mom and Seojun’s mom sharing recipes, and you and Gowoon looking for the “fancy” plates. 

Seojun buys you a puppy and regrets it when your attention is stolen by this ball of fluff. 

in conclusion: Seojun is a lovesick fool but so are you. Christmas is just another time for you two to try and one-up each other in simping.

[seojunandsoju]

Han Seojun as your boyfriend

Dating Han Seojun would include:

Being mostly only caring towards you

A LOT of hugs and clingy stuff even though he doesn’t look like the type to

HE'S SO KIND AN CARING!!!!! Would care a lot about what your friends think of him. He would be silent most of the time if you'd be talking to your friends cause he feels like he'll interupt something

would make an effort though^^^^^^

Cute walks at midnight together

him stealing your food

also him being jealous 24/7

he'd hate it when guys (or girls) would get close to you but he'd prefer to talk to you about it instead of getting all overprotective

^that being said he would let you go to the mall with your male friend but you'll probably find him somewhere in the mall claiming he's getting something for his sister......

he's so whipped for you :((((((

he will be giving you forehead kisses every minute of the day

He isn't reaaaalllllyy into PDA but he also kind is ??? it depends on the day and his mood

when your alone thoughhhhhhhhhh

a lot of neck kisses and long make out sessions

if you'd sleep togheter (innocent way) you'd be spooning with him being big spoon because he feels the need to protect you 24/7

This man would drop EVERYTHING for you. If you'd call him while crying he would find you location in seconds en take you home on his bike

He would take a longer route just so that u could calm down a bit ^

He was so shy when he confessed his love to you

He was stalking your bestfriend for days and kept asking her if she knew your favorite chocolate and what your favorite type of flower was

Once he finally found out he made you a love letter and put it in your locker

He would tell you to meet him at han river at midnight

When he asked you to be his and you answered with yes he was over the moooooooon

He keeps following you like a lovesick puppy cause this is his first relationship where he actually really liked the girl

Your so special to him it's sick

He would let you sit on his lap while he was busy writing music

9/10 times he's making a love song for you that's how inlove he is

His mother and sister would love you so much

You would stay up hours and hours with Gowoon putting on each others make up and styling each other

You'd be making fun of Seojun togheter

Late night convience store dates

He is good with his Hands and tongue btw

He would take you everwhere on his bike

He would be so mad at you if you ever got into a fight

But he would kinda be proud that u won though

When he was in the hospital he would be mad at u for "wasting your time" by staying with him until he could get out

Also your the only reason he made up with Suho

Since your friends with Suho

BEFORE he made up with him however, He would get so angry whenever you were hanging out with Suho

Suho knew that Seojun liked you since it's been like that since before their friend passed away

And since Suho himself felt kinda petty, There would be a lot of times when he would just straight up flirt with you. Making Seojun mad and jealous while the rumors would spread about you and Suho possible dating.... making a certain long haired girl from the same class as you jealous

[silly4seojun]

seo-jun as your boyfriend

content tags: han seo-jun x reader, female reader, established relationship, pure fluff, all lowercase intended

author’s note: had this in my drafts and decided to fix it up a little and post it

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seo-jun is so unbelievably head over heels for you. it's difficult not to notice how his bad boy facade faulters in your presence.

because of that, he gets extremely jealous. he doesn’t care if you have friends that are boys but if they show any interest or attraction towards you then that’s when he gets annoyed. seo-jun would straight up corner them and question them about their motives and warn them to stay away from you.

you're the only girl he has eyes for. he essentially has hearts for eyes around you. his friends tease him mercilessly, only stopping whenever seo-jun threatens them. although, they can’t help but enjoy the sight of bad boy seo-jun folding whenever you even look in his direction.

despite their teasing, seo-jun’s friends always look out for you (even when seo-jun isn’t around to do it himself).

seo-jun is a fan of pda. he’s not ashamed to wrap an arm around your waist or shoulders, demand kisses (especially when no one’s looking), or holding your hand in his bigger one as you’re walking.

seeing you in his clothes makes him almost short circuit. he’ll pretend seeing you like that doesn’t make him nervous, when in fact it does and his pink cheeks give him away.

he's incredibly observant, so much so he can practically read your mind. it always surprises you when he easily figures out what you want to eat for lunch or how he manages to finishes your thought.

seo-jun loves spoiling you but gets insecure that he can’t buy you expensive things. he always tries to hide his shame when he hands you a little trinket as a gift but your lips stretch into a wide grin and smother him with kisses and numerous ‘thank you’s’ and ‘i love it’.

seo-jun will call you pretty, princess, baby, and even sweetheart in some instances. it always makes your cheeks flush and your heart thump against your ribcage.

he adores your smile. he'll try to playfully joke around with you just to hear your melodic laughter at his antics (which usually consists of him attempting to flirt while reciting horrible pick up lines). he'll do anything to see your pretty lips curl into a cute grin.

seo-jun would be very secretive about your relationship, not wanting to freak you out with how seriously he values you. little do you know he tells his mum (and gowoon) all about you since he knows you're the one for him. they ask him a million and one questions when he confesses, the conversation ending with him promising to bring you over to meet them. when the day finally arrives, his mum and gowoon absolutely adore you and tells you everything sappy seo-jun has told them about you.

if you tease him, he’ll blush and try to deny the accusations but in the end he’ll confess it’s all true.

[skzfelixity]

Han Seojun Dating Lee Sungyong’s Ex:

warnings: cursing bcz this is seojun

shocked baby

“you dated that bastard? why?”

*shrug* 

you had no answer

literally every girl with the first guy she dated because he was an asshole-

#straighttingz

kinda upset he wasn’t your first boyfriend

“what do you mean you were dating him when I met you?!”

ew why did that sound like a dad

remember how he met jukyung?

that’s how he met YOU

but you called sungyong instead of the siren going off

“so you were flirting with me while you were with him?”

“eh I mean, he had probably cheated-”

“I’m gonna crack his head open!”

“seojun no-”

how dare he cheat on the most supportive and adorable s/o ever

you needed to hold him back the next time he saw sungyong in public

boy was ready to swing punches

“y/n, let go! I have to hit him!”

“no cuddles for a week if you don’t stop”

he obv stopped but you had to deal with a pouty seojun with 3 hours of cuddling

rip y/n

RANTS ABOUT IT TO SUHO

“and that brazen bastard had the audacity to check her out”

“how do you know he checked her o-”

“I SAW HIS GAZE”

suho is tired of him complaining so he encouraged him to

“yeah... that’s a good idea... punch him twice” while looking at his phone

overjealous seojun

there wasn’t a day when he didn’t think about you with sungyong

“I bet you didn’t laugh like that when you were dating him”

“are you perhaps jealous?”

“me? pfft! nice one, babe! I am so better than him, there’s no need to be jealous”

“exactly”

boosted his confidence

of course he knew that you knew he knew he was jealous and it made that indirect compliment even better

if you had to remind him how much he means to you to make him shut up about sungyong, you did

you were at his place for movie night

and you were cooking with gowoon while he was sitting on the couch

and your phone buzzed

it was sungyong

he literally send him a pic of him STICKING HIS TONGUE OUT

shall we add a middle finger? yk because teenage boys? no? okay-

and blocked him

you’d never know about it but you two have no secrets so he casually told you

“good job, junnie!”

don’t cheer him on, y/n! he’ll do more stupid shit!

since sungyong couldn’t contact you he waited for you a day after school

you saw him and tried to hide behind sooah but

“y/n! long time no see!”

“what do you want?”

“you of course”

nice joke, sungyong

seojun was right behind you hah

he FINALLY punched him

“That felt nice! One more!”

you would have stopped him but sungyong deserved it

CHORONG RECORDED EVERYTHING

a little shaky because of laughing but could still see the main punches

cue y/njun replaying the video til late at night

glares at sungyong when he sees him while sungyong is avoiding his gaze

he never got close to you again

seojun y/n protector!

and a simp but don’t tell him I told you

or else he will hit me like sungyong

but I am a y/n too...

[tewwor]

thinking about the way vector uses his morning star whip to snag enemies around a limb and yank them over so he can use his free hand to just... holy fire blast their face. this does mean he's the most effective against demonic beings.

can also trap / immobilize demons & angels alike

can also resurrect the deceased / angels given his level of expertise.

[tearsona]

true beauty | h.c. with fem!reader | part eight

a/n: wah it’s been so long, please forgive me. college has honestly been killing me. i didn’t plan on ending the update like this, but i figured it would take me much longer if i included the next scene here, so i decided to just put it in the next part. anyway thank u to those who have been waiting patiently! the endgame is finally revealed??? please let me know what u think ((i am aware not everyone will like where the story goes but please be nice)). ALSO!!!! please check out this playlist a cool tumblr friend made for the series i love it so much :3

part one | part seven

the suddenness of your action takes you both aback at first, lips awkwardly pressed against each other and unmoving. suddenly, you’re aware that you’ve just entered prohibited territory - one and the same with that which you’ve one-sidedly tried hard to stay away from, with seojun.

with suho though, this was territory you’ve never really had to make a conscious effort avoiding simply because it had been completely unmapped in your friendship before this moment - never been in your vocabulary ‘til now.

probably why it didn’t take you a second thought to cross the line. for a moment, it didn’t feel like the consequences were the same.

and so you wait for it - the regret, the panic, the unwanted voice at the back of your mind, the force that’d pull you off of your friend.

but it doesn’t come.

instead, you feel yourself melting into the kiss the same time suho’s body relaxes against yours and, for now, it doesn’t feel wrong. not at all.

truthfully, you’ve done this with a number of boys in the past, none of which you’d felt even the slightest bit of affection for, so there have been times where you wondered what a real kiss would feel like. until now.

with suho, it’s nothing electric or magical. in fact, it’s the opposite - but feels just as wonderful and rare. it’s altogether sweet and delicate; even as he goes to deepen the kiss by angling his head and pulling you closer by the waist, his mouth remains tender in its movements and his touch careful and feather-like, as though he’s holding something invaluable.

there is no sparks or burning ache, no bubble of excitement or tinge of desperation that has you clutching for more, but there’s a feeling of relief, of content that settles in your chest, and warmth that spreads through your body that makes you not want to let go.

it’s calm and real and grounding, and just… so very suho.

no, it’s nothing like in fiction, you think, or the plenty of times you’ve imagined what a kiss with him would feel like, one wherein fireworks dance behind your eyelids, or you’re spinning above the clouds. it’s nothing like that.

but it’s perfect.

and yet.

yet why his name is in your mind at this second, why you still can’t help but wonder if such dream-like kiss exists in reality is a frustration to you. even this seemingly perfect moment has somehow provoked the thought of him, just like all the other times in the past you’ve tried getting with another boy but heaven forbade you to.

him, whose presence is merely a few feet away, whose heart you’ve unknowingly decimated, shattered severely upon witnessing this moment, and if you just looked to your left you’d see the hurt that’s broadcast clearly on his face.

what with the interruptive thoughts, you’re the first to pull away from the kiss, eyes temporarily wide as you try to read his expression, but you’re unable to when you’re confused with your feelings yourself. all you know is that right now, you’re looking at him and seeing him in a completely different light - as if all colors had traded places or been imbued with a new property, that nothing feels quite the same anymore. in a good way, you hope. for now it feels so.

you blink once, twice, before you let go of the grip on his collar and suho’s arms slowly leave your waist. you take notice of the red in his cheeks and there’s no doubt, with the way they’re burning, that yours are mirroring them as well.

and for the first time… seojun feels like crying. he’s seen everything for sure, not having torn his eyes off the scene for at least a second. even now, he’s watching as suho lingers in front of your gate after you’ve gone inside, perhaps trying to process what had just transpired between you, perhaps feeling the exact opposite of what seojun is going through - intolerable, gut-wrenching pain, without exaggeration.

it’s the finality that hurts.

because, to seojun, more than the romantic heartbreak of finding you lips-to-lips with another man (suho, to be exact), this is the final fragment of the realization that you absolutely didn’t want anything to do with him anymore.

that night had been the end of your friendship. seojun can still remember the panic he went through the first time he realized that. but despite knowing that you hated him, what had gotten him through all these weeks was the tiny shred of hope that he still held onto - one of these days you were going to miss him, forgive him, or at least tell him that you were willing to hear him out.

because that was the kind of bond that you had. at least, that was how he’d read it - past the playful acts and teasing remarks was the promise of an unflinching friendship, of always having each other’s back, of finding home in one another. as cliche as it sounds, he’d always felt that there was some kind of invisible string that tied you together - you were each other’s person, and being separated from each other felt like walking around in half.

but seeing you here was what killed that illusion of hope for seojun. it finally hit him that he no longer held any place in your life.

for real.

on the other hand, you’re wondering just how much different things would have turned out, if it had been him all along. lee suho.

it should have been him.

he’s attractive, he’s kind, he’s sensible, he’s great to have around, and he even does all of these sweet things for you. not just the big favors, but also the minor, missable gestures from him during your moments together that he thinks you don’t notice.

plus, he’s never judged you even though he knows you inside out, to the point that it annoys you sometimes, how you could never hide anything from him. you know you need that though - someone who could see right through you despite your stubbornness to express your feelings.

but most importantly, that kiss. who knew, that you and him could ever share something like that? suho, out of all people. up until that moment, you’d only ever seen and treated him as a friend. almost a sibling even.

but that’s exactly why these thoughts should be making you feel guilty, improper. like they always did with seojun.

and yet somehow, they don’t.

suho had been the first to lean in, after all.

of course, neither of you had meant it to happen. you know how much suho likes jugyeong - you’ve seen it. having spent a lot of time with him lately too, it’s obvious that his feelings for the girl haven’t changed a bit.

clearly, it shouldn’t have meant anything. it was no more beyond a mere lapse of judgment. admittedly, you’d been momentarily swayed by the way he had looked at you then… it was alien to you. sure, you’ve had guys stare at you with want before, but none of them had ever looked at you the way suho did in that moment - like there was a need, an ache to kiss you.

and it doesn’t matter if you’d read it wrong, if it had been fleeting, or if you’d both just simply misplaced your feelings for other people, each been craving affection from someone that wasn’t available as the other had been in that moment. what matters is the plain fact that suho sees you as a woman. and if you’re not mistaken, there was definitely something in that kiss - a mutual undercurrent of something you can’t quite name but, dare you say it, held the potential to bloom into something more if you both wanted to. if you were both willing to try.

the thought of it is enough to stir something inside you.

you enter the studio later than you’re supposed to for no reason other than you’d accidentally slept through your alarm after spending the whole night awake. you mumble your apologies to nobody in particular as you make your way to set your things down on one of the tables, camera flashes and shutter clicks as well as you’re doing great, fantastic! turn around, good! and other words of encouragement from the photographer filling the room as usual.

you try to regain your breath for a moment after having run all the way here, searching the contents of your bag for your water bottle until you hear something that causes your head to snap up immediately.

“…han seojun! one, two - looks great! now smile for me!”

your eyes grow wide when they land on the man posing in front, blinking hard as though that would make him disappear, and he would’ve seen the embarrassing look on your face if you weren’t quick to snap out of it just right before his eyes meet yours. seojun’s posture visibly slackens when he sees you. you watch as the photographer continues to click his camera at every second even as his instructions go ignored.

“handsome, isn’t he?” your co-worker whispers from beside you when she notices you staring, nudging your arm teasingly. “everyone loves him here.”

you break your eye contact with the apparent celebrity to look at your co-worker. “r- really? is he always, um, around?”

the girl nods. “lately he hasn’t been, but yeah, you’ll see him often,” she says before sending you a wink, “you’d have to get in line though.”

you mouth a knowing “ah” in response as you force out a laugh before returning your gaze to the photoshoot - cut short due to the model’s sudden lack of attention - when you find two pairs of eyes looking back at you, the photographer having turned around after hearing seojun mumble your name to himself.

“oh? y/n, you’re finally here?” the older man greets, gesturing you to come closer before turning to seojun. “you know her? you know each other?”

you stop right in front of them and spare the boy a glance to check his response but he doesn’t answer, eyes settled on something else at the opposite side of the room. you give the older man a polite bow.

“ahhh,“ the man nods as though he’s realized something obvious. he points a finger at you. “are you his girlfriend?”

the random question has you both reacting immediately, seojun’s head whipping to face the other man as he opens his mouth to say something, but you were quicker to exclaim a defensive ”no!“ while waving your hands to stress your denial, causing the boy to feel offended somehow. you swallow your discomfort when he finally turns to you with a look that’s nothing short of a glare.

“hyung, can we just hurry to the next shoot?” seojun asks impatiently.

what if you quit your job on the spot?

you consider the option.

“alright,” the man replies, patting the younger’s shoulder twice in agreement. “go get changed then. y/n will help you. we’ll get the set ready.”

and so now, you’re outside the men’s room, anxiously flittering back and forth as you wait for seojun to finish, a ready-to-be-worn grey coat in your hand along with a few makeup you’ve been told to bring with. you freeze as soon as you hear the cubicle open and you will your heart to calm for the last time.

“here,” you mumble as soon as he comes out, holding the piece of clothing up on either side so seojun can slip his arms in, which he does reluctantly.

the short silence is deafening. this being your first interaction in a long time, you feel a lump form in your throat at the rush of different conflicting emotions suddenly vying for your attention.

the past few weeks have been up and down. throughout its course, you have loved, hated, wanted, resented, and missed the man, questioned the rightness or wrongness of your decision to end the friendship, and so on… you couldn’t be consistent.

right now, it’s all at once.

but even if you can’t will your heart to tone down these feelings, or temporarily forget about them just long enough to get you through the afternoon, at least you’ll outwardly pretend they don’t exist. that much, you can do.

“hold on,” you stop seojun by the arm just as he’s about to walk away. you reach out to fix the back of his collar that’s been folded wrong with an impassive face and the little courage you’ve mustered, missing the way his body tenses at your touch and proximity…

when you’re done, you attempt to smoothen the wrinkles of his clothing next by swiftly brushing your hand through them until you feel yourself starting to become a little too comfortable with your actions. you allow yourself a singular glance at his face and you’re met with a gaze that almost already has the surface of your resolve breaking.

applying the powder onto his face is even more agonizing. you try to avoid eye contact with him as much possible, patting down on his skin with utmost gentleness so contrary to the raging emotions bottled within you. you feel his unmoving stare burning through your skin and you’re thinking maybe, for once, he’s actually able to see right through you.

maybe right now he could tell, that one right or wrong word from him could easily have you crawling through hot coals just to take him back.

and it also doesn’t help that he smells so damn good.

you try to make it quick.

handing seojun the lip balm next (surely, he can do it by himself), you step back to a safer distance when you hear a booming voice that causes you to jump.

“perfect! you look perfect! y/n,” the photographer beams as he approaches you, having just witnessed the entirety of your wordless exchange with the other. “how would you like to do the photoshoot with us?”

you raise your eyebrows in confusion the same time you hear the man beside you utter a loud “what?”, you glance at him and see disapproval written all over his face.

“but i already am…?”

ignoring the younger’s reaction, the photographer shakes his head when he says, “i mean, as a model.”

you gasp incredulously before waving your hands in refusal. “me? no, no way, i can’t. i’m sorry.”

“the other model didn’t show up,” he continues, “and we need to update the newly released product, so it’s kind of urgent.”

“hyung,” seojun interrupts, “not everyone can be a model!”

you feel your heart sting at his words, but as much as it offends you, he has a point. “he’s right… i shouldn’t. i’ve never tried this before.”

“that’s why you can do even better,” the older man encourages. “and i’ll pay you more, don’t worry.”

so here you are. the photoshoot is nothing less than unpleasant, awkward. the man beside you is fuming with annoyance - you can almost physically feel the heat of it. but it’s not like you don’t like this idea any less than he does, you just simply couldn’t turn down the money.

you just wish he would stop acting like a kid and at least look at the camera. what are you even supposed to do with him just standing there, put your arms around him? no way.

and so after several attempts by the photographer, like a mother to a child, at getting seojun to smile, turn around, look friendly, anything… to no avail, he deduces that seojun’s defiance is simply due to hunger, so he calls for a ten-minute break where he can grab him food.

when the man leaves, seojun lets out an exasperated sigh you feel the urge to roll your eyes at. he takes a seat on the couch behind you just as one of the other ladies in the room comes to set down a box of tissue on the table. you mutter a polite thanks.

after yourself, you grab the box and offer it to seojun, who only stares at the thing before looking away. honestly… you’re kinda thankful for his stubborn attitude. because being annoyed is better, far more tolerable than having to acknowledge what you actually feel deep down. you can save that for later.

frustratedly, you sigh when you take it upon yourself to pull out a tissue for him and wipe away his sweat, only to be stopped when he seizes your wrist and looks you up and down - like you’re nothing more than a nuisance. “what are you doing?”

you try not to be intimidated by his glare as you try to resist his grip. “did you not hear what she said? it’s so you’ll look nice in the photos.”

“forget it,” he says, pushing your hand further from his face. “go away.“

you exhale impatiently. “will you stop being difficult? it’s not like i’m doing this because i want to—”

once again, seojun is quick to take hold of your wrist, but this time he looks pissed enough to render you silent.

“i said stop.” a tense beat of silence before he continues, “is this that easy for you?”

you feel the air around you change at his words. your heartbeat starts to quicken at the sudden unease that coils in your belly. all the more so, when you find yourself pinned against the couch in the next second, seojun’s face merely a few inches above yours that you almost don’t hear it, over the thunderous pounding of your heart in your ears, when he says, “how long will you keep this up?”

you swallow nervously.

there it is - the confrontation you’ve been fearing.

but how are you supposed to answer, when the proximity of your faces is past the bounds of your being able to think straight?

in response, all you can do is stare at seojun wide-eyed and dumbfounded, much to his disappointment - especially when the interruption of the older man, who is more than enthusiastic to see you in perfect position (“that’s what i’m talking about!”), gives you the opportunity to look away and avoid the question further.

the next thing you know, seojun is hoisting you upright by the waist until your chests are almost pressed against each other, feeling his breath on your skin when he tells you, “i want to make this quick, so just cooperate.“

all throughout the shoot, seojun wordlessly directs you like the natural he is, like when he guides your arm around his shoulder, or when he angles his body or tilts his head towards yours… he makes it so every pose looks and feels as if your bodies had been made to fit together perfectly.

the more clicks and flashes, the more entangled with each other you become, the faster you feel your heart beat. he does everything so casually - and yet every touch lingers, tingles where it just left, somehow different from any of the platonic touches he’s initiated before… somehow feels achingly right.

soon, he’s pushing you as he leans forward, more gently than the first time, and when your back hits the sofa, your eyes lock in a silent exchange beyond your lagging mind’s comprehension. seojun’s gaze remains steady on yours, unwavering even as he brings your hand onto his shoulder where it rests uneasy.

at this point, it feels as if your heart is about to thump right out of your chest, or jump out of your throat. by now you’ve already drowned out your surroundings, entrapped in a bubble only you two shared and smelled only of his cologne. you try not to give yourself away under his intense scrutiny, eyes continuously flickering between yours…

shamelessly, they cast downwards, landing on your lips as you hold your breath…. and when he starts to lean in -

that’s when it becomes unbearable. thankfully, the oblivious photographer is there to yell out the end of the shoot right when you need it, there to remind you that this is only a photoshoot. but before that, seojun’s lips had only been merely a few millimeters apart from yours - one millisecond away from who knows what…

you have to get out of there, you think.

because now any progress - every painstaking step you’d taken at overcoming your unrequited feelings, your all-consuming pining for the man, in the previous weeks avoiding him for that purpose had been for nothing. so easily as you’d expected, seojun just shattered your carefully constructed but fragile barriers into heartbreaking fragments… so obliviously too.

you push him off of you immediately and head out of the room without a word, but one question in your mind.

why had he looked at you like that?

“i need relationship advice.”

jugyeong’s eyes widen, food halfway to her mouth. relationship is the least of the things she’d suspected seojun to be bothered by right now, especially with him denying that he liked anyone just a few weeks ago. “oh? what? really? i’m not really an expert on this subject though,” she says in a pout, but later sets down her chopsticks to give the other man her full attention. “lay it on me. i’ll try and be helpful.”

slowly, seojun swallows his food before he muses, “there’s this girl i like…” jugyeong nods at him to keep going. “but i’m going to move on.”

“huh? why? have you told her how you feel?”

seojun chuckles, “no.”

the girl frowns disappointedly. “but you’re already moving on?”

seojun smiles sadly to himself at the brief recall of memories, all pointing to one person. your unforgettable reaction that night when he’d confidently put you in suho’s friendzone, your description of your type in men (which, at one point in the past weeks, he’d foolishly hoped matched him), and that kiss. the kiss that cemented all his suspicions. the kiss you’d appearingly enjoyed with the other person then, versus the vivid memory of you pushing him off to get away from just him, after that photoshoot. “she likes someone else.”

the words leave a bitter taste in his mouth.

jugyeong blinks before straightening up in her seat. “do you like her a lot?”

“yeah…” seojun hums with another smile despite the heavy weight in his chest. “a lot.”

“so what if she likes somebody else? i didn’t expect you to be the type to give up on someone so easily.”

seojun stares at the clueless girl in guilt when he says, “but he likes her too.”

if only jugyeong knew.

“still. it’s not too late if they aren’t dating yet,” she argues, though the boy seems to have already given up on the girl in question. jugyeong sighs in understanding before flashing her friend a smile in attempt to lift his mood. “she must be some girl for you to have a crush on,” she teases, “she must be beautiful.”

seojun hums in agreement. “she is,” he says, chuckling to himself, “i have high standards, you know.”

“seriously,” jugyeong scolds, “then you should tell her soon and make her your girlfriend.”

seojun smiles weakly. “do you think… she would come to me if i did?”

turning your head to acknowledge the sudden appearance of your friend, your eyes follow suho as he takes a seat beside you in the nearly empty library. “how’d you know i was here?”

“where else would you be, cutting school?” he retorts, causing you to scowl.

“why, you don’t think i can do that?” you bite back defensively, slamming your book shut and pushing it aside so you can rest your cheek on the palm of your hand to look at the boy with full attention.

suho shrugs, “but you’d rather be doing homework. am i not right?”

“tch,” you utter in defeat, the corners of your mouth twitching as you try to hold back a smile. “am i that boring?”

“who says you are?“ he frowns, quick to react as though you’d offended him, “you’re far from boring.”

you blink, feeling your heart stutter over his simple words.

it’s always like this. you showing the slightest hint of self-doubt, self-deprecation - even jokingly - and suho catching you off-guard with a compliment or reassurance that always leaves you feeling a little bit better about yourself, sometimes special, even. and you never have to question the sincerity behind his words like you often would with other people, because he just always is, when it comes to you. it’s like he genuinely believes you’re special, and it’s his duty to make you know so.

but you don’t think it’s ever been like this. never been accompanied by a hint of that all-too-familiar feeling… one you were actually starting to think only seojun was capable of evoking, no one else. and yet here it is. faint, but there.

feeling all of a sudden uneasy under your stare, suho shifts in his seat, tearing his eyes off you to search for something to talk about. “what’s that?” he blurts, pointing to something behind you.

“hmm?” you hum, still tranced, sliding your arm off the table to look at the object of his attention: a cute medium-sized, pastel-colored paper bag that’s been sitting atop the table along with the rest of your belongings.

“oh, this…” your lips curl into a fond smile, briefly glancing at the bag’s contents even if you’d already taken a look at them earlier - candies, snacks, a pocket-sized stuffed animal meant to make you smile, along with a small thank you note, for being such a kind person, it says. “a gift.”

“gift to whom…?”

“from,” you correct, chewing on your bottom lip in a moment of contemplation before you continue, “from jugyeong.“

carefully, you gauge his expression and catch as it flickers with sadness that almost has you reaching out to comfort him, but, similarly, you feel something knot in your own chest at the thought of the girl as well.

jugyeong, who always smiled at you at every given opportunity, just as how seeing her always made you smile, too. earlier, she’d come to you and asked you to stick your hand out for a gift - a gift you didn’t quite deserve, honestly.

you’d seen her bare face, kept your promise not to tell anyone, but haven’t you just been doing what a normal person should? just why would you go around telling other people another person’s business, anyway?

and so at that moment, you understood - why everyone seemed to adore the girl. not only was she pretty enough to attract a lot of eyes, but she also had a beautiful, bright personality that unfailingly caught people’s hearts as well. yours wasn’t an exception. and neither was seojun’s or suho’s.

she reminds you of seyeon just a little bit.

lately, you’ve been finding yourself wanting to be around the girl, wanting to strike up a conversation, just genuinely wanting to be her friend. but, understandably, jugyeong was almost never alone. there was always sua, soojin… seojun.

of course.

no matter how much you’ve grown to like the girl, there is still that ache, the pang of jealousy that always came at the thought of her.

and now there is also that guilt…

slowly, your gaze shifts to suho when your train of thought leads you back to him. surprisingly, since that day, nothing has changed in the way you got along with each other. and as much as a relief it is to you that whatever happened hadn’t ruined your precious friendship, you can’t help the questions that still linger in your mind - can’t keep pretending like nothing happened.

”h- hey, um,” you begin, clearing your throat awkwardly and immediately catching the boy’s attention. his eyes flicker downwards, where he finds your hands starting to pick at the loose threads of your uniform. and just as he expects, “about the other day…”

for a few seconds, suho’s eyes linger on yours before they trail away and settle on something else at a distance. he looks neither tense or awkward, just calm, as though he’s already prepared himself for this conversation.

the truth is, he has. he’s thought about it more times than he could count in the past few days, replayed the scene over and over. he’s wondered what it meant for both you and him, if it would change anything, if he wanted to do anything about it… how much he liked it… and why he’d done it in the first place.

at that time, the urge to kiss you had been so strong. after all, his feelings for you had once been fiery and consuming long time ago. perhaps seojun acknowledging them all of a sudden had opened the cap of where they had previously been safely contained, and caused some them to resurface.

if he’d ever thought about making a move or confessing to you in the past, he had. several times. however, it wasn’t hard for him to tell then that his best friend liked you, too, just as how it was easy to figure out that you felt the same about the other.

that was the reason why he’d kept those feelings hidden well - he didn’t want to get in the way.

eventually, they died down, anyway. eventually, the ache of seeing his two best friends’ oblivious pining for each other became more bothersome than the ache of not having his feelings reciprocated by you. and that goes on until now - seeing you heartbroken these days just because the other boy was still failing to realize his own feelings frustrated him, too.

but he knows, deep down, seojun will come through. he just needs to come to his senses.

“it didn’t mean anything,” you say, voice breaking through his thoughts, “right?“

no. suho wants to say no. it did mean something to him. and the glint of hope in your eyes at the moment makes him want to tell the truth all the more - makes him think he actually stands a chance.

“yeah…” suho finally answers.

because despite all the uncertainty, one thing that’s clear to him is that in the past few days he’s been trying to understand his own heart, one person’s name had been insistent, loud and unignorable. that girl, he misses more than anything. and he knows, for sure, that this is the one thing he’d definitely regret not doing about if he didn’t. not him failing to confess to you.

once again, silence fills the air, and you feel the slightest disappointment in your stomach over this confirmation.

but that however doesn’t last long when you feel it quickly being replaced by relief. acceptance. you feel at ease - like a weight you didn’t know you’d been holding has been lifted off your chest.

you feel a little bit funny for having actually hoped for something else, too. because somehow, all of a sudden, that kiss, and all the thoughts and temporary feelings that came with it, feel like a distant memory to you now.

to suho, it would take a little more time to forget completely, but for now he feels the same relief as you do.

slowly, your mouth lifts into a genuine smile. “okay…”

you feel warmth spread across your chest when suho returns it. all the more so when his shoulders start to shake in a silent chuckle, eyes crinkling just a tiny bit more.

“okay.”

time heals, but it could also fester.

after having only told yourself things like pain is temporary and things just have to get worse before they get better in the past few weeks, you’re finally admitting to yourself that this isn’t it.

it’s always when you reach your bedroom at the end of the day where you let yourself crumble. you can’t count with all your fingers and toes the amount of times these four walls have witnessed you desperately reach out for your phone to call the boy. only almost. because every time, you managed to talk yourself out of it.

but as your mind continuously repeats suho’s words this afternoon, you realize just how much you’ve actually been waiting to hear it.

i think you should talk to seojun.

after all, it’s been a month and the ache still hasn’t gotten easier. the sad, dull ache - the longing for that person that seems to always permeate everything in the end, no matter how much you try to distract yourself from it.

isn’t confession the only thing that’s left?

or maybe you just need more time. another month, perhaps…

but no. seojun deserves to know the truth. one hundred percent of it. it’s what you both deserve anyway. you’re going to confess, have him reject you, and then you’ll finally be able to move on.

what have you got to lose now, anyway?

your thumbs hover over your keyboard.

but just as you’re about to compose your text, three dots suddenly appear at the bottom of your messages, indicating that the other is typing. you almost drop your phone at the sight.

your heart hammers against your rib cage as you spend a whole minute watching as those dots keep disappearing and reappearing on your screen. you wait for what feels like forever, until the words finally arrive, message unexpectedly short for the amount of time it had taken the other:

can we talk?

bff!seojun headcanons (bonus) | part nine

[tewwor-a]

& DRABBLE — SEEN IN DREAMS, HEARD WHEN WAKING .

( TW : DEATH, TORTURE, BODY HORROR )

It comes to him in a dream. It always does. Lonely steps loud in a concrete corridor. Damp, barely lit, with a stench that tips a hat into a cloying sweetness. Enter to the right, witness a damning demise in full.

First thoughts orbit around biblical depictions. The son of God, Jesus Christ, tried and crucified for the sin of others. Hands and feet are both nailed through a wooden frame — and x instead of a t. Symbolism, perhaps? A message the perpetrator is delusioned to convey? What sins did this victim have to show for?

A step closer and the dread starts to set in.

The dermis is completely gone from knuckle to wrist, joint to ankle — or rather.. what’s left of the latter. Each foot dangles where staked. Both crushed by an unknown tool. Had the victim been pinned before being mangled or vice versa?

That hard earned resolve gives way by the cover of a hand over a tight grimace.

Sights pan up along the discolored body. Completely bare, save some modesty. The head hangs limp, features hardly seen by the mess of matted hair. A hand reaches forward despite the unsettling churn of horror. No use in attempting to stop — it never happens regardless of desperation. Gingerly, a finger hooks under the deformed chin and tilts it up. Unidentifiable. Mottled black and blue, red and purple — swollen beyond recognition.

But he knows who this is.

He knows who did it.

Just as he knows how slowly those split, pale lips will crack open. Dead, this man was dead — and yet.. he speaks. Two simple words. Each punctuated by a gasping, wet pause.

Help. Me.

[tewwor-aaa]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐄𝐃 —  𝙰𝙶𝙴𝙽𝚃𝚂 .

𝙻𝙸𝚃𝙷𝙾 .

𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴: Lionel Accardi 

𝙱𝙸𝚁𝚃𝙷 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴: Cecil Russo

𝙲𝙰𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝙾𝙵 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙷: Drowning

𝙰𝙱𝙸𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈: Ink manipulation

𝙿𝙾𝚂𝙸𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽: Forger

𝙾𝙲𝙲𝚄𝙿𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽: Bookstore owner

𝙼𝙸𝚂𝙲. 𝙸𝙽𝙵𝙾: Crankiest of them all thus far but highly efficient in his position, isn’t hindered in meeting his monthly quota & refuses to help the greener of the marked simply because he can’t be bothered, complete workaholic, handsome and he knows it, has a fear of deep water but doesn’t have a phobia of it, values his time and hates distractions — ace.

𝙸𝚁𝙸𝚂 .

𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴: Kang Ilseul

𝙱𝙸𝚁𝚃𝙷 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴: An Sehun

𝙲𝙰𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝙾𝙵 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙷: Homicide — serial killer

𝙰𝙱𝙸𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈: Entity bonding

𝙿𝙾𝚂𝙸𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽: Safe haven keeper / medicinal supplier 

𝙾𝙲𝙲𝚄𝙿𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽: Greenhouse nursery worker

𝙼𝙸𝚂𝙲. 𝙸𝙽𝙵𝙾: Chillest of them all ( perhaps even worldwide ), notoriously lazy outside of the greenhouse, drags his feet to meet the monthly quota & has been subject to slight deterioration on occation, upholds his word of providing solitude and peace for those that seek refuge to recoup in the safe haven beneath the greenhouse, typically the mediator between polar opposite agents, seldom lets other agents know what entity he is bound to ( if at all ), unable to meet the eyes of stranger right away in order to slowly deduce what they are ( practiced enough to make it seem natural ), often curates personal tea blends for the agents he’s the closest with — vector & litho.

𝙰𝙲𝙴 .

𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴: Ari Yujin Im

𝙱𝙸𝚁𝚃𝙷 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴: Bin Malchin

𝙲𝙰𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝙾𝙵 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙷: Homicide — robbery gone wrong

𝙰𝙱𝙸𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈: Summoning

𝙿𝙾𝚂𝙸𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽: Informant 

𝙾𝙲𝙲𝚄𝙿𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽: Thief 

𝙼𝙸𝚂𝙲. 𝙸𝙽𝙵𝙾: Annoying and so incredibly persistent ( especially to litho ) — it’s a miracle of they don’t get on someone’s nerves, does extremely well to meet the monthly quota and even helps others if they have the time — iris, flexible beyond reason and is able to get extra good intel from the places she can hide away in, slippery as an eel and extremely deft in getaways, often has trouble with what is summoned and makes it everyone else’s issue as well, definite adrenaline junkie. 

𝚅𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙾𝚁 .

𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴: Han Seojun

𝙱𝙸𝚁𝚃𝙷 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴: Nam Hoseok

𝙲𝙰𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝙾𝙵 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙷: Homicide — drive by

𝙰𝙱𝙸𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈: Holy fire manipulation

𝙿𝙾𝚂𝙸𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽: Seeker ( of new agents ) / retired trainer

𝙾𝙲𝙲𝚄𝙿𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽: Forensic artist

𝙼𝙸𝚂𝙲. 𝙸𝙽𝙵𝙾: The local funky uncle of the marked, meets the monthly quota without too much hassle, has never detailed his past and what haunts him and doesn’t intend to, very easy going & quirky & open-minded, genuinely loves to support others, is keen to find newly made agents before their second chance can be snuffed out so soon, often treats others to a good meal if there was joined effort for a hunt

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Okay but imagine

Soojin doesn't tell Jugyeong's secret;

But she DOES end up meeting the girls from Jugyeong's old school;

When Soojin is going to meet them,  Heejung (Gowoon's bully) sees and follows her. She ends up hearing the conversation, and after Soojin leaves, she talks with the girls from Yongpa High School;

The next day Heejung makes the post revealing Jugyeong's secret;

Soojin barely gets to school, and Seojun is already pulling her out of class (‘cus he doesn’t trust her, with a reason she was acting susp) and confronting her;

Soojin is VERY confused like she didn't even know about the post (let's be real, she sucks at keeping up with gossip);

By the time Seojun shows her the post, she's already making a plan to dispose of a body, even though she doesn't know who would do that;

She does know where to start the search for the culprit, and she tells Seojun that;

Soojin still has Saemi's phone number, and she convinces Saemi and her goons that she wants to have more dirt on Jugyeong, so they end up planning to meet after class;

When they get to the meeting place, the Yongpa bullies know right away that they are SCrEWeD;

 This actually favors Seojun and Soojin 'cus they end up getting the culprit name VERY QUICKLY.

Soojin and Seojun are confusion itself when they get the name 'cause WHO IS DAT?

But the bullies have the culprit contact and gives it to them;

Seojun sends a message to the number 'cause LET'S BE REAL, ANYBODY IN SCHOOL WOULD DIE TO RECEIVE A TEXT FROM SEOJUN, INCLUSIVE WHEN IT IS ASKING THEM TO MEET SAEBOM HIGH SCHOOL'S GOD.

They meet Heejung, and Soojin finally puts a name to the face and maybe a hand to the face too;

Seojun makes Heejung delete the post and drags Soojin out of there honestly he ain’t trying to be a murder suspect;

On their way home, Soojin tells Seojun how she knows Heejung, and Seojun discovers that Heejung has been bullying his little sister;

Soojin is surprised, like she didn't know he had a sister?? 

 He ends up telling her that Gowoon doesn't like when he meddles with her things and thanks Soojin for helping his sister;

Soojin tells him that she will keep an eye out for his sister and they part ways soon after that;

Next day, Jugyeong doesn't go to school;

Both Sua and Soojin get VERY worried;

Sua and Soojin go to the Im's house after school;

Honestly, the whole day was Jugyeong and Sua crying while Soojin would be holding her tears and telling them they were drama queens but honestly, she would go to the bathroom and cry from time to time;

They also eat A LOT of delicious food;

Both Sua and Soojin promise that they will be there for Jugyeong no matter what;

The next day Jugyeong goes back to school;

And you bet your ass Sua and Soojin are right next to Jugyeong.

Ps.: If anybody wants to write a fic about it feel free just send me the link so I can read it 😊

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- i am a perfectionist. because of that, if i don’t feel inclined to write a request because i just don’t have the motivation to do it or if i don’t believe i can write it to the quality i would like, i will likely not write it.

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