#hays jeno

[swee7dream]

Hiii, I was just wondering if I could request hc's for what cg names you think NCT would use? Thanks!

I love your blog btw, it's a huge comfort when I'm regressed or want to regress and can't :)

cg!dreamies' favorite nicknames ! cg!nct dream x f!reader

genre fluff, agere content warnings feminine nicknames, one mention of blood dni if you sexualize age regression author's note thank you so much for the request and kind words, nonnie ! leaving huge kiss on ur forehead. 127 + wayv soon ( now that i'm out of school ! cheer ! )

mark lee (ᓀ‸ᓂ)

mack ! the result of his tiny struggling with the letter r - 10/10. very cute no notes from him

also, consider: minnie

was a bit feminine for his liking at first but didn’t say anything

over time it’s a name he’s grown attached to and is lowkey overcome with cuteness aggression when you call him that

“what rhymes with heart?” mark breaks the comfortable silence in his room, notebook next to his seat on the bed as you draw with your belly to the floor, feet swinging up in the air. “um… part? bart? lart?” you think. “heart… fart. hehe.” “…part.” he repeats in a mumble, scribbling the idea down. “fart!” “i’m not using the word fart in this song, baby.” “minnie so boring!”

huang renjun ૮ ˙Ⱉ˙ ა

jun! specifically jun(e) bug.

likes having matching names with his tiny so he calls you lovebug! junebug and lovebug.

you also call each other just bug, for obvious reasons.

that would be his only “title” so to speak

uncomfortable with any of the traditional ones and cringes at the other ones because he is nothing if not the number one HAY TER

“bug has gotta go to the restroom, okay?” “okay!” you reply, hopping off your seat and walking down the hallway, not even noticing renjun matching your pace at your side. when you two bump into each other at the door frame, you just blink at each other. “wait, which bug gotta go bathroom?”

lee jeno ૮ .◜◡◝ა

nono :3

liked it until you began to say it nonstop as an excuse to tell him no to things like changing into your pajamas or drinking water

so used to jaemin that when you started calling him puppy he didn’t even blink

you don’t even call him that often, just when you’re in that in-between of a play pretend and not

never calls himself that though.

“puppy, help.” you pout. jeno drops his head to the side, hands still balled up to his chest, immersed in his role of doggy at the vet. “got’a cut.” you hold up your pointer finger, blood beginning to gather and spill out of a slit in your fingertip. “paper cut, gumdrop?” “yeah…” “let me see, sweet girl.”

lee donghyuck ʕ˙Ⱉ˙‧:ʔ

channie

titles were an attempt. he really tried it lol

but you just couldn’t! he’s not a daddy or a mommy or a sibby ! he’s just your channie

you also tried hyuckie but when you skipped your ‘h’s it sounded like you were saying yuckie and as funny as it is to you, it always was met with haechan’s :l

you still call him that, but only when he’s being annoying and not paying attention to you!!! something about needing to sleep or something

whatever. as if

“channie!” your shout wakes hyuck in a split second, the balance he found falling asleep in his desk chair lost. his feet hit the floor with a thump as he turns to meet your eyes. “what’s wrong?” he breathes out. “lunchtime! made sammies!” you grin, acting as if you hadn't almost given him a heart attack.

na jaemin ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭

any! he honestly doesn’t care, he finds all of them adorable

nana and jaemie are a given, i feel

he’s so nana shaped! :D

he likes other names more, though.

even if you don’t call him it yourself, if you are comfortable with it he will refer to himself as daddy. ‘daddy this, daddy that’ 25/8

you considered using your washi tape to shut him up once but didn’t want to waste it

his hands have a mind of their own to pinch your cheeks to death when you’re really little and you can’t help but let a ‘mama’ slip.

it’s like a reward /ref

“meow…” still waking up from a nap, you point at luke grooming himself. “meow?” jaemin’s eyes raise from the potatoes he’s peeling at the kitchen sink to see you laying on the couch, cheek pressed into the cushion. “meow, mama.” you repeat, wiggling your fingers to encourage luke to come closer. a lazy smile appears on your face when he does. “lukey’s a meow...”

zhong chenle (ᯟ︿ᯏ)

daddy.

point blank. no other options

when you’re Little the ink on his birth certificate magically erases ‘chenle’ and writes in its place ‘daddy’

if you call him chenle he will turn around (a full 360 degrees) and then just ask: “who’s that? is somebody else here? that’s so crazy what”

he’s goofy like that

refers to himself by his title more than you do. which is saying a lot considering he likes you saying it so much he basically makes you say it every time you ask for something

chenle drops his head down do your lips brush against his ear when he heard you mumble something he couldn’t understand. “talk to me, dollface.” “sleepy…” there’s a pause in between the two syllables as you rub your cheek on his sleeve like one of jaemin’s cats. “wanna home.” “you wanna go home?” “yeah.” “okay bye.” he sing-songs, gently lifting your head off him. “no…” you sigh. “daddy, can we go home please?” “of course, princess, let me go get our coats.”

park jisung (∩˃o˂∩)

jiji/didi + sungie + bubby

where did bubby come from? jisung doesn’t know. honestly, you don’t know either. you just said it one day and it stuck.

at the very beginning of figuring out how your regression would work with jisung added to the mix, you looked up a list of cg names and just went down the list, giggling at his very physical reactions to each one

best reaction? daddy. he literally looked like a cartoon character getting hit by a giant piano

you had to take a break. bro dissociated for a solid minute

“didi okay?” you pouted, waving a hand in front of his face. his eyes were out of focus and you haven’t seen him even blink for the past few seconds. “didi, wake up!” you whine, pulling at his fingers to no avail, leaving you to stand before him with your arms crossed until you stomp away. “gonna watch pj masks by m’self!” your decision snaps jisung awake, chasing after you immediately. “no, wait! don’t start it without me!”

author's note off-topic but yves (re)debuted recently ! highly suggest for everyone to give her ep a listen :D

[jenomov]

farmboy!jeno fantasy drabble

wc: 560

it all started when you suddenly fell off from your portal and had spotted the man working on his garden, ready to collect veggies when he saw you, scared but mostly confused.

“what are you?” he yelled, shovel pointing towards your direction. “—uh elf… i’m an elf…” you point out the obvious, but he doesn’t seem to buy it.the man laughs, you look confused as to why he’s laughing.

“an elf?” he chuckles, his hand reaching to your ears. “little girl, we both know you’re wearing fake ears and— OUCH!” he stops in shock, looking at your very real pointy ears and nose, he takes a few steps back.

“i’m sorry i-“ he panics, not knowing what to do. “please don’t curse me i’m just a simple farm boy, this is all i have i swear—“ you rub your ear, annoyed.

“i’m not a witch, human.”

“oh.” he touches your ears again, slowly this time, making you whimper, a sound you’ve never did before.the tension between the two of you is weird to say the least, but the more you feel his eyes on you, the more you want to have him; you don’t know how or why, but you’ll definitely have something to talk about when you go back to your home.

“hmm… humans are so beautiful, where i am from everyone kinda looks the same—“ you trail off and caress his bicep, the feeling of him staring at you stirs something inside you that you’ve never felt before. maybe your ears were more sensitive than you thought.

———

the humid temperature, sticky skin and dust getting in your eyes was overwhelming. the few sun rays peeking through the wooden ceiling of the barn were just enough to show the farm boy your glistening skin, boobs bouncing up and down every second or so.

“how does my cock feel pretty girl?” he cocks an eyebrow, biting his lip at your fucked out expression. “so- so… good… it’s so deep inside me!” you cry out, never you would have done something like this, the feeling was so new and everything was overwhelming, especially when his calloused hands kept grabbing your shaky body. your body felt weak, you fell onto the man’s chest for support, his hands gripping your hips before thrusting inside you harder, feeling himself coming undone soon.

“poor thing, you’re already exhausted, guess i gotta do all the work hm?” he laughs softly, which makes your stomach flip, you felt him everywhere, his voice, hands and cock made you lightheaded, you felt yourself confused and tired, but pleasure topped everything. you felt the man’s hips stutter, like he was close to do something, but just as you asked what was wrong you felt his seed spilling inside you.

“what are you—“ you gasped, your new orgasm hit at the same time, making your head spin. you felt so full for the first time, head glued to the man’s chest as you wouldn’t move from his warm body, letting his cum seep out of you slowly. you smiled as he wrapped his toned arms around your waist, cock still inside you. you both laid on the blocks of hay, as you felt eachother getting tired.

———

“what’s your name human?” you sleepily asked.

“i’m jeno.” he whispered while kissing your temple.

“hm. i like farm boy the best.”

© jenomov do not repost/translate

[orangesaek]

Since it’s Christmas, Merry Christmas btw 🥰 maybe bff reader x jaehyun who secretly crushes on each other and ends up below a mistletoe during a party 🥹

OMG although it's late, but Merry Christmas to you and your loved ones! Happy New Year 🤍 thanks so much for your request, and so sorry it took so long 🥲 anyway, I hope you see this and let me know if you liked it 💕

warnings: mentions of alcohol and some light cussing lol again, nothing serious! safe for minors 🤍

a/n: slightly proofread

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It was Christmas Eve, and Chenle has invited everyone to his house for a small party. With his mom flying back to Shanghai to attend a very important business meeting, Chenle had the entire house all to himself. And although not everyone in NCT was able to come over since they also had other plans with their family, he was still happy to have at least some of his hyungs with him.

Including you, Jaehyun's bestfriend since middle school, who had also become one of Chenle's treasured friends over the years.

"Hyung, be careful." Ten gently reminded Yuta, who was assigned to chop up the vegetables along with Yangyang.

"Hai~ thank you." Yuta responded, his eyes focused on the cucumber in front of him.

Everybody was actually busy doing something as soon as you arrived. Some of the guys put up the decorations for the party, some set up the Christmas tree, and some of them prepared the food.

Meanwhile, you were assigned to take care of Chenle's one and only princess—Daegal.

"Is Jaehyun still not done with his schedule?" Johnny asked you as he came down from the ladder after being assigned to put up the Christmas lights in the living room along with Jeno, while Jungwoo, Hendery, and Ten decorated the Christmas tree.

"Not sure... he promised he'll be here before midnight, though." you answered. You looked at the time on your wristwatch before letting out a quiet sigh. It was already 9pm.

"Renjun's on the way! He said he's with Jaehyun," Winwin shouted from the kitchen before going back to seasoning the salmon.

You heaved a sigh of relief at the update, but quickly turned to look at Johnny, who had sat beside you to rest after putting up the Christmas lights for the past hour.

"I have a feeling we're gonna starve later." you chuckled, turning your head to the direction of the kitchen. Johnny chuckled as well.

"I know, right? Such a crazy group of people." he said before chuckling some more. "But as long as Kun and Doyoung is there to supervise, then everything's gonna be fine. At least I'm hoping..."

All of the least skilled in the kitchen were assigned to cook that night, and you couldn't help but worry for Chenle's house getting burned down to ashes on Christmas day.

"What are some of the Korean members doing here anyway?" you asked out of curiosity after seeing Doyoung, Jungwoo, Jeno, Haechan, and Jaemin.

Nearly all of the members present in Chenle's house were the foreigners (except Mark, who has his family in Korea), so you wondered why some of the Korean members were there and not with their families.

"Oh, I'm not sure about the other guys, but Doyoung and Jungwoo told me they had dinner with their families before coming here." Johnny answered as he stretched his arms wide and exhaled in satisfaction. It was partially a lie. They were there to help carry out Chenle's plan to get you and Jaehyun to confess your hidden feelings for each other.

Although Chenle was the only one who knew about your feelings for Jaehyun, the other members have already caught on even before he has told them anything. And they were also successful in making Jaehyun confess through an extreme drinking session not too long ago that he's actually in love with you. Thanks to Haechan's shenanigans.

"Guys, I'm gonna start the grill outside!" Jaemin announced.

"Let me help." you kindly offered, still holding Daegal in your arms. Jaemin shook his head lightly and smiled at you.

"Noona, thank you, but I got this." he said before opening the sliding door that lead to the backyard. "But you can come watch if you're bored!"

You hopped on your feet and quickly followed Jaemin outside. You found it fascinating how he effortlessly started the fire and grilled the meat.

"My father taught me how to grill meat properly," he answered when you asked him where he learned to grill.

"Sorry i'm late." a familiar voice suddenly said. You turned around to see Jaehyun standing by the doorframe, hands in his pockets and a smile on his face.

You returned his smile and walked towards him in excitement, with Daegal still in your arms.

"Good to see you, hyung." Jaemin greeted quickly before turning his attention back to the grill. Jaehyun hummed in acknowledgement.

"How's my bestie doing? I missed you..." he said as he looked into your eyes. You felt your heart stop for a second, but just as you were about to respond, Jaehyun suddenly bent down and patted Daegal's head gently.

"My Daegal~ so cute!" he squealed as he softly bopped her nose with his index finger.

Your cheeks flushed in embarrassment and scoffed at him in disbelief. For a moment there, you really thought he was talking to you. And for the first time in your life, you were jealous of a dog.

"Okay, okay. I'm sorry," he chuckled with a teasing look on his face. "I was just kidding... kinda."

"I swear I would have already choked you if I wasn't holding Daegal right now." you said through gritted teeth.

"Ohhh~ kinky." he teased with a wink before putting his hands up in surrender after seeing you glower your eyes at him.

"Just kidding! Come on~" he chuckled some more before pulling you (and Daegal) in for a hug. "You know that I miss you the most." he quietly said, but this time, he was sincere.

You stayed quiet, slowly melting into his warm embrace.

"I hate being single." Jungwoo blurted, shaking his head as he passed behind Jaehyun, carrying a box of decors.

Jaehyun let go of you (much to your dismay) and let out a light chuckle.

"Let's get inside," he said, slinging his arm on your shoulders to pull you inside with him.

The two of you went over to the kitchen to check the other guys, and Jaehyun glanced at you with a worried look on his face.

"It's going to be okay," you mouthed to him before chuckling quietly, knowing exactly what he's thinking. "Doyoung and Kun are helping them. There's Chenle, too."

"Were there any changes in our plan?" Renjun asked quietly to the members sitting with him on the couch. Johnny, Ten, Jungwoo, Haechan and Hendery looked over to where you and Jaehyun were standing before turning their heads to look at Renjun.

"No, it's still the same." Jungwoo whispered.

"Yeah, Jeno put up the mistletoe over there earlier." Hendery whispered back as he pointed quickly to the mistletoe that was placed on one of the pendant lights above the kitchen counter. Perfectly hidden away.

Being a member of the 'poor eyesight group', Renjun had to squint his eyes to find it before letting out a gasp, to which Ten was quick to cover his mouth. He pulled Ten's hand away from him and checked his watch.

"But there's still a lot of time left. What if they end up finding it later?" Renjun asked in slight panic.

"That's why we need to start this party right now. I think the guys are almost done cooking anyway," Haechan whispered as he glanced to the kitchen. "We'll just have to keep those two distracted until then."

The other boys nodded in agreement.

"Hyung, noona~" Renjun called out (cutely) from the living room. You and Jaehyun (with Daegal now in his arms) whipped your heads and looked at the 6 boys.

"Come play Jenga with us!" Ten shouted. Jaehyun looked at you with a big smile on his face. It was one of his favorite games to play.

The two of you went over to them and Jungwoo patted the empty space between him and Johnny—your and Jaehyun's back facing away from the kitchen.

Unknown to you, the guys in the kitchen (namely Yuta, Winwin, Yangyang, Doyoung, Kun, and Chenle) exchanged knowing looks with a huge grin on their faces.

"They've commenced the plan," Kun whispered just enough for the guys to hear. "Let's finish this quick and join them."

"I'm gonna call the kids outside." Doyoung whispered back, giggling to himself as he made his way out of the kitchen and to the backyard where Jaemin and Jeno were.

Meanwhile, the 8 of you got pretty competitive and didn't even notice that you've been playing Jenga for more than an hour already.

Which means there's just a little over an hour left for the guys' plan to succeed.

"Okay, who wants to karaoke?" Doyoung asked as he walked over to the living room with the rest of the guys who have just finished cooking in the kitchen.

"Me!" Yangyang raised his hand in excitement, while the lot of you who were playing Jenga just hummed in response, too focused on the blocks of wood haphazardly stacked in front of you.

Everyone was having their own fun. Some exchanged turns in singing, some danced to the songs comically, and some (including you and Jaehyun) opted to play board games while laughing at the other guys' antics.

Chenle discreetly nudged Winwin (who was dancing like a drunk man next to Jungwoo) to look at the time. There was only less than 15 minutes left before midnight.

"Hyung, it's your time to shine." Chenle whispered. Winwin nodded and walked over to Jaehyun, kneeling to his side and lightly poking his shoulder.

Jaehyun put down his UNO cards and turned to face him.

"U-uhm," he stuttered nervously. "I was wondering if you could help us mix the drinks..."

Jaehyun was known around the group for being one of the best drinkers and one of the guys who actually knew how to create drinks.

"Sure, i'll just finish this round." he said. The other guys who heard his response, panicked.

"Hyung, we'll pause the game and wait for you and noona." Haechan said quickly.

You whipped your head to look at Haechan in shock.

"Me?" you pointed to yourself in disbelief. "I can't even make a simple glass of somaek for myself." you reasoned out.

"Then it's the perfect time you learn from the somaek master." Ten retorted. "Everything's already on the kitchen counter."

Jaehyun chuckled before standing up and dusting himself.

"Let's go, bestie." Jaehyun said as he offered his hand out to you. You sighed in defeat but took his hand anyway and walked (begrudgingly) to the kitchen.

As soon as your backs were turned, the guys cheered in silence, already feeling the success. Chenle looked at his watch and noted the remaining 10 minutes left.

"I still can't believe you suck at making somaek when i'm your bestfriend. Such a disappointment." Jaehyun said with a playful smirk on his lips as he opened a bottle of whiskey and some other drinks.

You let out a snort and handed him a measuring cup.

"I guess that means you failed as my bestfriend." you retorted. Jaehyun chuckled.

The two of you fell in comfortable silence as Jaehyun mixed the drinks and you assisted him. A soft smile fell on your lips when you looked at the guys having fun in the living room, singing and dancing their hearts out while the others munched on the snacks. Jaehyun secretly took a glance at you and chuckled.

"Something funny?" you asked accusingly as you turned your body to face him, one hand leaning on the counter and the other on your hip.

Jaehyun smiled, pouring some more alcohol into the mix.

"I just find you cute," he said, not looking at you. You blinked in surprise, feeling your heart skip a beat.

Jaehyun stopped what he was doing and put the ladel he used for mixing on the counter. It was his turn to face you, mirroring your body.

"You look like you've just seen the love of your life," he teased, looking straight into your eyes this time.

You could only respond with a snort and turned your attention back to fruits in front of you. You tried to ignore Jaehyun's stare, focusing on chopping up the fruits, when you suddenly felt his arms around your waist from the back.

"W-what are y—" you were about to protest when you felt his chin rest on your shoulder. You stood there frozen as Jaehyun let out a sigh.

"I was planning to get drunk before saying this, but anyway..." he started. "Remember how I've always received love confessions and gifts during Valentine's day when we were in school, but never dated any of them?"

You nodded slowly, remembering how Jaehyun was always on the receiving end of love but you have never witnessed him reciprocate any them at all. Not even once.

"And do you also remember when you got really drunk one time and called me on the phone in the middle of the night just to tell me that i'm a cold-hearted selfish jerk? And when I asked you why, you said it's because I never gave anyone a chance to really love me?"

You nodded again, slightly feeling embarrassed at the memory.

"Y-you know I never really meant that..." you said quietly, almost in a whisper. You could feel Jaehyun smiling.

"It doesn't matter," he lightly chuckled. "But do you know why I never gave my heart to anyone?" he asked.

"No..." you answered, shaking your head. He adjusted himself slightly, feeling his hug tighten, as if you were about to disappear suddenly if he loosened his hold on you.

"It's because of you," he sighed. You turned around to look at him in confusion. You weren't sure what he meant by that, or where the conversation was going.

"I-I don't... just what are you trying to say?" you asked, clearly puzzled.

"What I'm trying to say is that..." he answered as he held your hands in his, looking directly into your eyes with sincerity. "I can't give my heart to anybody else because you already have it. You've always had it."

You just blinked in response, unable to process everything he just said. Jaehyun softly smiled at you before gently pulling you in a hug.

"In other words, I like you," he said, his voice soft and full of sincerity. "More than just my bestfriend."

Despite your mind thinking it was just a dream, your heart swelled in happiness and you found yourself hugging him back.

"And here I was thinking it was one-sided all these years." you mumbled into the embrace.

Jaehyun let go of the hug and looked at you with a huge smile of relief.

"HURRY UP AND KISS!" Chenle shouted through the mic. You and Jaehyun looked at him and the other guys in utter confusion mixed with embarrassment. You totally forgot the guys were there as well, and have started wondering how much they have witnessed.

"HURRY! 10... 9... DAMN IT!" he shouted once more impatiently, and the rest of the guys have started counting as well.

You and Jaehyun faced each other with puzzled look on your faces before Doyoung abruptly took the mic from Chenle.

"THERE'S A GODDAMN MISTLETOE ABOVE YOU!" he shouted in frustration.

Jaehyun looked above, failing to find the mistletoe. He took a step back and finally found it hanging on the cover of one of the pendant lights. He gently pulled you to him and grinned.

"3...2..." the members counted. You blinked your eyes at Jaehyun, feeling your cheeks burn again from embarrassment.

"I love you," he said, holding your waist with one hand and the other gently lifting your chin up for a kiss. "and Merry Christmas." he mumbled into the kiss before taking your lips again.

- end.

[desi-girll]

ॐ Man Mandir Mein Saje Bihari ... Manmohan Teri Chhavi Ati Pyaaree ॐ

vrindaavan mein raas rachaye, murali ki dhoon pe sab ko nachaye, Krishn Krishn.. woh hain Krishn Krishn..

Krishn hai vaanshi.. toh Radha taan matwari.. Krishn hai shristha toh Radha shristi hai saari Krishn bina..Radha ka hona kaha...sambhav hai Krishn yadi, parmanand, toh..Radha utsav hai sada se

Shri Krishn Govind Hare Murari He Nath Narayan Vasudeva Shri Krishn Govind Hare Murari He Nath Narayan Vasudeva

yada yada hi dharmasya glaanirbhavati bhaarat... abhyutthaanam adharmasya tadaatmaanam srijaamyaham... paritranaay saadhunaam vinaashaay cha dushkritaam... dharm sansthaapanaarthaay sambhavaami yuge yuge

janmadin er onek onek subheccha madhav 💙🧡 amader sokol ke tumi asirbad koro ebong egiye cholar sokti diyo. ei prithibi theke sob onnaye jeno muche jay sei ashirbaad diyo. subho Janmashtami! Radhe Radhe! 🙏🏻

[neocatharsis]

230914 JENO Weverse Update with CHENLE

“hai haing”

Translation by LJNFEED

[multyeverything]

Roomates are not boyfriend material .2

Autor: multyeverything

TW: Uso de insultos, insinuaciones a la violencia.

Rating: 16+

Sinopsis: La ira es uno de los sentimientos que los hombres no pueden controlar. Así como el amor cuando verdaderamente lo sientes. De esa manera estarán dispuestos a hacer lo que sea que tengan que hacer para recuperar a quien más aman. Así sea perder la dignidad o amigos en el camino.

AU: Romance / Roomates / Universidad

Emparejando: Lee Jeno X TN

Conteo: 3k palabras

Parte 1

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El golpeteo incesante en la puerta principal sobresale de entre el silencio previo. Un ritmo en aumento de fuerza hace que corra a abrir. Pienso que probablemente Linda esta afuera con las bolsas pesadas de compras o su material de arquitectura que carga día a día; con esta lluvia debe estarse empapando ahí fuera. Deshago los pestillos de seguridad y abro a toda amplitud.

- ¿Por qué tengo que pagar yo por la mierda de Jaehyun? -

Fue lo primero que dijo apenas y abrí la puerta. Delante se encontraba un muy afectado Jeno; ojos rojos e hinchados, pelo negro completamente enmarañado, nariz herida de tanto limpiarla, y sus labios con marcas de haber sido mordidos con fuerza.

No hace nada, solo solloza. Sus lágrimas se confunden con los chorros de lluvia que caen en su cabeza.

- Fui bueno, he sido el mejor de los chicos. Pensé en ti y lo que habrías querido aunque no me lo pidieras, no toqué un solo pelo de su cabeza. Te dejé ir y no te molesté porque dijiste que estaríamos bien. Pero tú... tú rompiste tu promesa TN. Han pasado semanas desde tu último mensaje. Prometiste que seríamos tu y yo un equipo, como siempre. Pero me viste la cara de tonto.-

Busco entre mil excusas que puedo decirle. Pero nada sale de mi. No hay nada en el repertorio que pueda justificar el incumplimiento de mi promesa a mi mejor amigo. Y la profundidad de su mirada no me permite pensar más allá de mis pies; tantas emociones son expresadas que abruman con cada segundo que corre el reloj.

- ¿Estás enojado? - cavo un poco más profundo mi propia tumba.

- ¿Qué? ¿Aparezco así de la nada con esta pinta y todavía lo preguntas? - sorbe su nariz por el resfriado que está cogiendo- Pues si, estoy furioso. Me hierve la sangre tan solo compartir espacio con Jaehyun. Ver su estúpida cara o como quiere pretender que nada pasa entre el y yo. Las invitaciones a salir o que vaya sin avisar a los entrenamientos. Como si fuésemos los de antes. He estado a nada de abalanzarme a él y golpearlo solo porque me sirve mi plato de comida. - miles de facciones moldean su rostro para denotar lo iracundo que esta. -Pero estoy aún más decepcionado... herido. -

Entonces no han charlado al respecto... Ni han solucionado nada al parecer...

Una decepción que no debería sentir a estas alturas me inunda. Inhabilita cualquier otro pensamiento que pudiera tener. Tras algunas semanas de contacto cero y mucha introspección, creí que cuando alguien lo mencionara o eventualmente lo viera en la universidad, sería más fácil lidiar con ello. Con suerte lo odiaría y sentiría nada más que repugnancia. Pero no, apenas y menciona su nombre me derrumbo mentalmente. Aún más sabiendo que intenta seguir con su rutina tal como si nada.

Efectivamente, tampoco supe nada de él o recibí un texto/llamada. No había profundizado el motivo del porqué. Di por sentado que había comprendido el mensaje cuando hubo la confrontación. Pero con lo que acabo de escuchar, pareciera que ni siquiera le tomó importancia. O no la que yo habría deseado.

- Sé que yo te hice lo mismo alguna vez. Y tal vez me merezca esto por mandar nuestra amistad al olvido por un tiempo. Pero... - empieza a llorar con mayor intensidad. Sin pensármelo dos veces, lo tomo de la mano y meto a la casa. Con evidente confusión, Jeno lo toma como una invitación a un abrazo. Por lo que se abalanza a mi mucho menor figura a estrujarme. - Pero yo te amo TN, te lo dije en serio. No puedo vivir una vida sin tu presencia... sin tu risa, tu olor, tus ojos, tu sonrisa, todo de ti. Es un maldito infierno no poder buscarte y aun más ni verte. No creas que no me he dado cuenta que no has ido a clases tampoco. Parece que huyes de mi por igual, ¿Qué he hecho? Te rogué que te quedaras conmigo. -

- No has hecho nada malo. No te confundas, es que ha sido un periodo de cambio para mi, cariño. - reacciona como si de un shock de electricidad se tratara, intenso y sin espera. Las ventanas de su alma, sus ojos, se iluminan en añoranza. Añoranza a la costumbre de nunca llamarlo por su nombre sino por apodos tiernos.

- Soy demasiado egoísta TN. Demasiado para dejarte ir y sanar. Porque temo que puedas enterrarme a mi junto a su recuerdo. Que para dejarlo atrás, tengas que dejarme a mi y nuestra historia. No tolero más. Te necesito, soy un dependiente de ti. Soy egoísta porque no quiero que hagas tu vida sin mi, así como yo no puedo hacerla sin ti. Quiero que me necesites tanto como yo a todo tu ser. -

- No digas eso, jamás te dejaría atrás... -

- ¡Pero es que lo estabas haciendo! - responde en un rugido

Por fin que ha soltado su agarre despiadado, logro separarnos. Tomo de sus manos para que no sienta la severidad de mi alejamiento.

- Perdóname. De corazón. Efectivamente no cumplí a mi promesa. Independiente a que te hayas alejado cuando estabas en tu relación, eso es punto y aparte. No pienses que es algún tipo de retribución. Tu no eras ni eres culpable de nada relacionado con Jaehyun, y por eso quiero disculparme por desquitarme de alguna forma contigo. No es excusa, pero necesitaba llevarlo sola. Tu revelación fue una sorpresa para mí, y estaba abrumada. Lo sigo un poco pero también te he extrañado como loca. -

Y cada palabra que salía de mi boca era verdad. En las noches de insomnio y sobrepensar, no podía evitar recordar los días que vivimos juntos. Los pequeños detalles que tomas por cotidianos pero demuestran cariño. Tener la opción de compañía siempre. Poder tocar su puerta en total confianza cuando sintiera soledad o aburrimiento. Tener un plan fijo entre semana o un amigo que finja ser cliente en el trabajo para no pasarme sola los turnos.

'Buenos días, preparé el desayuno pero no calculé las cantidades correctas, ¿Quieres un poco?'

Era una mentira, conocía la receta de huevos y papas a la perfección, desde que era un pequeño tenía que valerse por si mismo si quería comer. Ambos sabíamos que ha hecho la cantidad ideal para los dos, incluso un poquito extra si quedaba un hueco en el estómago.

'Buenos días, con mucho gusto NoNo, dame cinco minutos para salir de la cama'

'¿Te desperté?'

'Algo así, te veo fuera'

Tendría ese tipo de detalles todo el tiempo conmigo. Hacer actos de servicio, detalles o regalos solo porque se cruzaron en su camino o por casualidad. Aunque no fueran así nunca, diría que lo son debido a su timidez.

Al tomar asiento, podría ver una pequeña cantidad extra de comida todavía en la barra. Correría de su lugar para ayudarme a sentar y recorrer la silla a su lugar para mi comodidad. Su estado físico o actualizaciones en sus deportes favoritos serían el tema de plática, pero no me molestaba, tomé cierto gusto por cómo va el Tottenham en la liga inglesa o si su entrenador le ha colocado parches térmicos porque son mejores. También era lo menos que podía hacer si me alimentaba de su bolsillo por lo menos 3 días a la semana.

Si, lo extraño. Pero extraño más aún como me hace sentir y lo feliz que es con solo el hecho de complacerme. ¿Egoísta? Claro que no, Jeno es la persona menos egoísta en todo esto.

- Quiero estar para ti, ayudarte. No me importa ser el clavo que saca a otro. -

- ¡Cállate! No digas eso, no lo repitas jamás. -

- Por ti lo sería. -

- Jeno tu jamás serias un clavo, eres la persona la unica persona que podria comprender realmente lo que pasó en ese departamento. Me llena de vergüenza pensar todo lo que te hice vivir con nosotros dos y nuestra aventura. - me arden las mejillas y orejas en señal de deshonra - Jamás tuve la consideración de pensar en como eso te haría sentir. -

- Eran paredes algo delgadas. No te lo negaré. Pero yo sabía que el no te hacía tan genuinamente feliz como yo, sobrellevé todo eso porque sabía que podría hacerte sonreír de maneras que él no. Nunca perdí la esperanza de que lo vieras. -

- Si podía notarlo... -

- No, que había quedado estúpida y perdidamente enamorado de ti. Nunca tuve el valor de decirlo, y me culpo por eso. De haber tenido el valor de expresarte mis sentimientos, estoy segura que jamás habrías visto a Jae más que como un amigo. Él se adelantó, y de cierta forma, es también mi culpa que hayas pasado por esos meses de mierda. -

- Ninguno podría haber visto eso venir. Ni el cómo se comportaría. Fui yo la estúpida idiota imbecil sin dignidad... -

- Shhh no, no digas nada de esas mentiras. Le entregaste un cariño que no se merecía porque tu pulcro corazón esperaba un cambio. Créeme que comprendo eso, yo más que nadie. - la melancolía es evidente hasta en su tono al hablar, esos ojitos brillantes se apagan al terminar de hablar. Son como una daga directo al corazón, duele más cada segundo que observo su rostro. - Pero ya no estoy dispuesto a rendirme, a dejarme llevar por las reglas de este jueguito de hermandad entre hombres. Él fue una basura contigo, mereces un verdadero hombre. Uno que te ame, perdone, ayude a salir adelante, no te esconda, que te respete y te haga sentir como una verdadera mujer en cada sentido de la palabra. -

El calor corporal aumenta tras terminar de hablar. Luce con una seguridad que jamás había visto. Sólo pequeños atisbos de ese carácter fuerte y dominante que se ven únicamente en sus partidos. Decisión inquebrantable. Roba mi respiración ese inesperado cambio de corderito en preocupación a un hombre sin miedo y listo para luchar a puño y garra por lo que desea. Puedo ver un matiz perfecto y hermoso de una personalidad tan versátil. Un hombre sin limitaciones o miedos a mostrar sus matices.

- No voy a irme sin ti, así tenga que quedarme hasta la madrugada para convencerte. No está en mis convicciones el seder. Así que si fallaste a tu promesa es el momento de que las cumplas, comprendo que necesitabas tiempo, pero no permitiré que te hundas en tu tristeza. Eres mucho mejor que eso y lo sé... o te convertirás en una mentirosa, ¿Acaso lo eres? -

Con cada palabra me confronta y pone la espalda contra la pared. No deja espacio a pensamientos de otro tipo más que confrontación con la realidad. Estoy contra las cuerdas ahora mismo.

- No lo soy. -

- Bien, ¿Y estas dispuesta a seguir hundida por una basura como el? -

- No... - titubeo al responder, lo irrita

- ¿Seguirás llorando por un tipejo que entregó anillo de promesa a Mercedes a los pocos días de tu partida? -

Algo se rompe en mi interior tras terminar. Caigo de esa frágil cubierta de cristal donde me encontraba,la cubierta de la autocompasión, y caigo brutalmente contra el fondo. Lo último a lo que tenemos que llegar antes de sentar cabeza, un golpe tan doloroso que pierdo el aire como si de un golpe físico se tratara.

El gran hijo de puta quería que siguiera siendo su amante... su puta a domicilio..

- No seguiré hundiéndome. Tienes razón, he sido una gran estúpida. Pero bajo ninguna circunstancia en esta tierra volveré al mismo lugar, prefiero vivir en la basura o debajo de un puente antes que ahí. -

- Me encargué de ese hijo de puta. Le dije que se fuera el y su prometida al infierno, si tanto la amaba, podría largarse de una vez a vivir con ella. -

- ¿Se fue? - contento espero que el atisbo de tristeza pase sin ser visto

- Lo vi largarse con sus cosas antes de venir. -

- ok, me iré contigo. Pero necesito un poco de ayuda con mis maletas. Siguen en mi cuarto de allá, están casi intactas, no las toqué casi en lo absoluto, pero son muy pesadas para mi ahora que... - cayo

- No te preocupes, también te regresaré a tu peso y belleza usual. Me encargaré de ti de ahora en adelante en todo aspecto. Lo juro. -

Nos perdemos en las miradas por instantes. Noto su deseo y contención por besarme. Una lucha real contra sus impulsos que no oculta. Instantes que son eternidades. Pero no hace nada, es demasiado caballero para besarme si lograba ver mi duda ante un beso de cualquier tipo.

- Espera en lo que guardo y traigo todo. Llama un transporte mientras tanto. Por fin regresarás a tu casa. -

━━━━━━━━━━━━✧❂✧━━━━━━━━━━━━

[nc-tzone]

T-ZONE MASTERLIST

(Actualizada 01/2024)

M: Contenido Maduro/Delicado ¦ E: Contenido Explícito ¦ C: Completada

FANFICTIONS EN WATTPAD

(TODAS SON TRADUCCIONES HECHAS CON EL DEBIDO PERMISO DE SUS AUOTRES ORIGINALES)

NCT

Fanfics de NCT como grupo completo, o sub unidades.

WAKE UP [NCT x WAYV] |M|C|

(“Si nos asesinan dentro del juego, ya no podremos despertar...”

Donde los chicos de despiertan dentro de un juego.)

MALL [NCT127] |M|C|

(“Siempre quise jugar al escondite en un centro comercial...” Dónde los chicos tienen que salir de un centro comercial, o morir en el intento)

THE FREAK SHOW [NCT '00LINE] |M|E|C|

(En donde cuatro chicos borran con éxito su estadía en un hospital psiquiátrico pero desarrollan una sed aun más grande de sangre)

CIRCUS [MarkHyuck] [C]

(“¿Nombre? Mi nombre es Mounstruo inútil...”)

SAVE NCT DREAM [C]

(“Nos dejo... Estamos jodidos, ¿cierto?”)

SAVE NCT |Secuela| [C]

(“El cielo esta igual que la última vez...”)

NCT127

[Mark & Haechan están en el apartado de NCTDREAM]

SWALLOW [JaeHyun] [E] [C]

(“Por una noche puedes hacerme lo que siempre has querido, solo por una noche...”)

CHÉRIE [TaeYong] [C]

(“Chèrie, sabes que yo siempre estaré para protegerte...”)

GUARDIAN [YuTa] [C]

(“Soy tu guardian, daría mi vida una y otra vez para asegurarme qué nadie te ponga una mano encima, ¿entiendes?”)

DADDY [TaeYong] [C]

(“Gracias por permitirme ser su padre...”)

TOY [JaeHyun] [C]

(“Estoy aquí para ser tu juguete...”)

NOTES TO THE HEART [TaeIl] [C]

(“La gente dice que el dinero mueve el mundo, pero para otros, lo hace otra cosa...”)

NCTDREAM

LOWKEY [Mark] [E] [C]

(“Todo estará bien si lo mantenemos en secreto...”)

THRONE [JeNo] [C]

(“¿Quien necesita amor cuando tiene poder?”)

FIREFLIES [HaeChan] [C]

(“Tienes novio... Entonces terminalo por mi...”)

OBSESSION [JeNo] [M] [E] [C]

(“¿Te estoy lastimando? Lo siento bebé, pero, ¿qué puedo hacer? Te amo demasiado...”)

STRAWBERRIES & CIGARETTES [ChenLe] [E] [C]

(“Recuerdo la primer vez que nos vimos, me dijiste que encendiera tu cigarrillo...”)

VACANCY [JiSung] [C]

(“Enamorarse es una tarea difícil, cariño, mucho más si te enamoras de mi...”)

EXAMINATE [RenJun] [C]

(“No se supone que debas enamorarte de mi, vivimos en mundos diferentes...”)

DÉJÁ VU [HaeChan] [C]

(“No me mires mucho, cariño, podrías enamorarte de mi...”)

BY THE ROAD [Mark] [C]

(“... Quedatela, cuando la veas Recuerda al chico que te salvo la vida...”)

SON IN LAW [HaeChan] [C]

(“¿Cuando vas a presentarme al yerno perfecto?”)

WAYV

SUCKY [Ten] [C]

(“Lucharia incluso contra mi podría sangre para salvarlos...”)

HONOR [WinWin] [C]

(“Servir es un honor, uno que tú nunca llegaras a tener...”)

SERIES

Libros de Series x Crossovers

THE PHOENIX SERIES

“Deja que el fuego se convierta en cenizas y haz que el fénix dentro de ti se eleve...”

Libros ordenados del primero al último.

DARK STREETS [HaeChan] [C]

ASHES [JeNo] [C]

THE RULES [JaeMin] [C]

SIDELINE [RenJun] [C]

PHOENIX [TaeYong] |Crossover| [C]

SUNGTARO X LUCAS

RESONANCE [SungChan] [C]

(“Tienes un deber y es ahí donde debería estar tu prioridad, no en una chica, no en un amor...”)

BLOOD MOON [LuCas] [C]

(“Solo era una regla: 'No te acerques a los hombres lobo'. Una regla que ella rompió...”)

KDRAMA ZONE

(Estas fanfics, todas, son de mi autoria.)

WEAK HERO [Yeon Sieun de Weak Hero Class 1] [C]

(“Hay muchas palabras para describirte, pero débil no es una de ellas...”)

SUN&MOON [Ahn Sooho de Weak Hero Class 1] [C]

(“El sol soltó dos lágrimas a escondidas, y yo las encontré en tus ojos, cariño...”)

REVENGE [Seok Jaebom de Revenge Of Others]

(“No me arrepiento, y si pudiera volver al tiempo, lo haría una y otra vez...”)

LOVE AGAIN [Han Seojun de True Beauty]

(“Me amaste una vez, y estoy agradecido de que me amas de nuevo...”)

WATERMELON [Ha YiChan de Twinkling Watermelon

MAFIA GAME [Go Gyunjoon de Night Has Come]

(“Yo siempre estoy en primer lugar, no me importa salvarlos a ustedes, me importa salvarme a mi misma...”)

(“Puedes cambiar los hechos y las maneras, pero el destino es algo que no puedes tocar...”)

Cuentas de Wattpad:

WOOKZN (Cuenta de Fanfics de Kdramas)

SIDEZN (Traducciones de otros idiomas al Español)

DREAMZN (Traducciones del Inglés al Español)

(Esta también es mi cuenta de fanfics de NCT, creadas por mi)

WOOKZN (Cuenta de Fanfics de Kdramas)

(En esta cuenta todas las fanfics son de mi autoria)

Última Actualización:20.01.2024

[theficblog]

Hello hear me out, NCT as Bollywood songs?

ohmygod i love this ask hahahha, i mean this is very creative like thankyou so much for sending this in, it's the first thing i see after waking up and i love it srsly lol 💚

EDIT: HERE TBH

Taeil - Chand Sifarish

Johnny - Tum Hi Ho Bandhu

Taeyong - Deewana Hai Dekho

Yuta - Pehli Baar

Kun -Tu Hi Hai

Doyoung - Main Agar Kahoon

Ten - Do Dhaari Talwar

Jaehyun - Bahara

Winwin - Pehli Nazar Mein

Jungwoo - Tera Hone Laga Hoon

Mark -Jaane Kyun

Xiaojun -Enna Sona

Hendery - Ishq Risk

Renjun -Jab Tak

Jeno -Ye Ishq Hai

Haechan - Beech Beech Mein

Jaemin -Raanjhanaa

Yangyang - Offo

Shotaro - Haule Haule

Sungchan -Jab Se Tere Naina

Chenle -Chaudhary

Jisung - Jab Mila Tu

[dooddlehen]

Money, Pain & Love Chapter 2

Cast:

Lee Jeno - Jonathan Atmadja

Na Jaemin - James Hartono

Karina - Jane Widjaja

Winter - Michelle Salim

Additional Cast:

Minji - Maureen Atmadja (Adik Jonathan)

Lee Donghae - Daniel Atmadja (Papa Jonathan)

Tiffany - Tiffany Atmadja (Mama Jonathan)

Nam Gong Min - Gerald Hartono (Papa James)

Baekhyun - Bryan Salim (Papa Michelle)

Taeyeon - Tiana Salim (Mama Michelle)

Kim Seo Jin - Serena Widjaja (Mama Jane)

Setiap minggu, keluarga-keluarga konglomerat dan bangsawan di Jakarta mengadakan pertemuan makan malam yang tak terlupakan. Kali ini, keluarga Jonathan, James, Jane, dan Michelle turut hadir seperti biasa. Acara makan malam tersebut selalu diselenggarakan di hotel-hotel mewah seperti Ritz Carlton, Grand Hyatt, dan Fairmont, menambah suasana kemewahan dan elegan. Tema makan malam kali ini adalah untuk menyambut keluarga baru yang baru saja pindah dari Makassar ke Jakarta. Mereka memiliki bisnis yang bergerak di sektor batu bara di bawah naungan perusahaan keluarga Jonathan. Kenaikan pangkat kepala keluarga, atau ayah dari keluarga tersebut, menjadi Country Sales Manager telah meningkatkan kekayaan mereka secara signifikan. Salah satu anak dari keluarga tersebut, Kevin, ternyata juga bersekolah di British Academy Jakarta dan merupakan adik kelas dari Jonathan dan James. Menariknya, Kevin berada dalam satu kelas yang sama dengan Michelle, menambah suasana keakraban dalam lingkaran sosial mereka.

Kevin: (sambil mendekati Michelle) Eh, hai Michelle! Ternyata kamu juga datang ke sini.

Michelle: (senyum tanpa menjawab)

James: (dari kejauhan, dengan muka kesal) okb sialan berani banget dia deket deket Michelle (minum wine)

Jonathan: (dengan mulut penuh makanan) jauhh James, lu lebih ganteng.

James: (melihat muka Jonathan sambil senyum sarkas) diem Jon mending lu lanjut makan.

Jonathan: ok

James: dih

Ibu Kevin: (datang mendekati keluarga Michelle sambil bersalaman) Halo, Pak Bryan dan Ibu Tiana! Senang sekali bisa bertemu dengan kalian. Ini anaknya, Michelle, ya? Cantik banget ya anak nya bu. (menghadap ke arah Michelle) Hai, Michelle, kamu satu kelas dengan Kevin, kan?

Tina: (menatap Michelle) Oh iya?

Kevin: (cepat-cepat menjawab) Iya, kami juga punya proyek Biologi bareng, loh! Michelle, nanti kamu bisa datang ke rumahku juga. Aku baru pindah ke daerah PIK, tahu kan?

James: (mendekati mereka dengan kesal) Chelle.

Michelle: (hampir menjawab, tetapi terpotong oleh James)

Tiana: (melihat James dan tersenyum) Oh, James, di mana Mama kamu?

James: (tanpa melepaskan pandangannya dari Michelle) Mama ada di sana, Tante.

Tiana: Ini James bu, anak nya Gerald Hartono. Pacar Michelle.

Mama Kevin: (melihat James dengan ekspresi tidak senang) Oh? Halo, James.

James: Halo (mengulurkan tangan untuk bersalaman) James Hartono, anak Gerald Hartono pemilik Hartono Hospital Group dengan 50 cabang rumah sakit di seluruh Indonesia. Senang bertemu denganmu tante dan Melvin.

Kevin: (memperbaiki James yang salah menyebut namanya) Kevin!

James: (sambil memegang tangan Michelle) Om Tante, aku pinjem dulu ya Michelle.

Bryan: (mengangguk) Setiap hari kamu pinjam Michelle, sampai kamu lupa muka anak Om sendiri. (bercanda)

Michelle: (malu) DAD!

James dan Michelle lalu mendatangi meja Jonathan dan Jane sambil berpegangan tangan.

James: Siapa tuh babe? Bangsat banget OKB-nya, sok akrab lagi.

Jonathan, yang tadi lagi makan, langsung nengok ke arah James.

Jonathan: Itu Kevin, anak karyawan bokap gue.

James sama Michelle duduk di kursi meja mereka.

James: Anak karyawan bokap lu? Buang aja tuh bokapnya. Anaknya aibin aja.

Michelle: ( sambil nyentuh tangan James biar dia tenang) James, jangan gitu dong.

Jane yang tadi cuma duduk bengong, liat muka kesel James jadi gemes dan mengejek.

Jane: Kevin? Kevin yang proyek bareng lo, kan, Chelle? Lucu banget tuh anak. Beliin makan siang juga kemarin.

Jane senyum-senyum ngejek, Jonathan langsung ketawa sambil nyindir James.

Jonathan: omg! serius babe?

Michelle pukul tangan Jonathan dan ngelirik sinis ke arah Jane.

Michelle: Jane, gausah mulai deh, udah tau kan dia bisa meledak kalo dipanasin.

James: (James lihat ke arah Michelle) Kok kamu belain Kevin sih?

Michelle kebingungan dan gak jawab James.

Jane: (Bercanda dan mengejek Michelle) Iya, Chelle, kenapa lu belain Kevin?

Michelle pegang tangan James buat tenangin dia.

Michelle: Babe, gausah takut, kan kamu tau gue sayang sama kamu

Jane: (senyum dan nambahin) Iya, James, Kevin kan kerja di bawah keluarga Jonathan juga, jadi gausah takut. Kalo dia sok genit dikit, keluarganya bakal tendang dia sendiri. Iya kan, babe?

Jonathan: ( senyum sambil angguk) "Iya, sayang."

James: Pokoknya aku gak suka ya Chelle kamu berdua sama dia, kalo ada project pun ajak aku. Mau ke rumah dia kek ke mana kek pokoknya I have to be there.

Michelle kaget denger kata kata James dan memilih untuk diam dan mengangguk.

Jonathan: udah udah tegang amet bro, masa seorang James Hartono takut sama Kevin? Bocah okb. Malu James sama ukuran rumah lu. Kamar lu aja segeda ruang tamu dia.

Jane: ew? serius babe?

Jonathan: Kan papa aku yang kasih rumah nya.

Kevin yang sedang duduk di kejauhan melihat mereka tertawa sambil menyantap makan malam nya. Lalu pandangan Kevin tertuju kepada Michelle, lalu tangan James yang ada di pundak Michelle. Merangkulnya penuh dengan posesif. Di situ Kevin merasa dia tidak ada apa apa nya di bandingkan mereka.

Sekali lagi, mereka adalah sekelompok anak kolongmerat yang hidup di atas peraturan dan pemerintahan. Meskipun terlihat sombong dan egois, yang terlontar dari mulut mereka adalah fakta. Fakta bahwa mereka tumbuh besar dengan kekayaan melimpah dan merasa bebas melakukan segala hal tanpa ada konsekuensi. Seiring berjalannya waktu, mereka berubah menjadi sekelompok remaja yang dengan mudah menilai dan memutuskan jalan hidup orang lain yang berada di bawah mereka. Bagi mereka, hal itu dianggap sebagai sesuatu yang wajar, namun bagi orang-orang yang terkena dampaknya, rasanya seolah-olah mereka tengah berada dalam neraka yang tiada akhir.

#dooddlehen #dooddlehenstory

[dojae-huh]

Hai huh-nim, You're pretty good at reading body language, right. So I want to ask, do you think in the first clip is it true that Jeno is jealous of Jaemin? he moved Renjun's hand from Jaemin's shoulder ( https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSNV7h92c/ ) And also that moment was used as a Noren moment, they think the same, Jeno doesn't like it when Renjun hugs Jaemin

I just wanna know your opinion about it. 

Thank you 😊

Link

I can't say what's happening there, all clips are out of context, there are no unusual impulsive reactions.

Maybe Jaemin doesn't like to be strangled like that, so Jeno came to the resque. Maybe Renjun's arm was in the way, while for the group photo Jeno needed to stand closer to the couch. Jeno maintained the contact with Renjun for a long time, so his action was not agressive, he was gentle. Only that is clear.

Context matters. Forget to judge anything based on a compilation of cut outs. Especially with Dream who do a lot of fanservice.

[what-if-nct]

hiiii today's reminder is a notes app list of observations/thoughts from the concert that I kept to say to you lol:

- xiaohenyang black on black dance break I sobbed

- the first VCR started with jungwoo and jeno and I thought they'd do Js first then it went to yuta and my brain said "mera juta hai japani" which is a line from an old Bollywood song meaning "my shoe is japanese" and it cracked me up too much to pay attention to the rest of the VCR

- about the from home stage: RENJUN MY BABY smiling when he made it through his famous voice crack part and all the members putting their mics up to him for the "and it starts from here our home" bit 😭😭😭

- new stages/songs i don't remember being performed before that I loved: Oasis (why does sm hate winwin's voice), kangaroo (i need a well shot performance vid), ok, pado (tho why would they call it pado and not wave bc my brain immediately read it as pedo and then it was a sexy song and I was Disturbed), call d (what does that even mean lol they're not even trying to hide the frat boyness anymore), and you specifically are gonna love bat and alley oop

- why were the mics so bad. why was the camera work so bad, esp in nct u songs where they clearly don't know which part is whose. also they were focusing wayyy too much on close-ups for choreo-heavy songs (rip nectar). also the random hour long delay in between wtf?? tho I did like wayv banter in the meanwhile, speaking of which

- WHY DID THEY CHANGE WAYV'S INTRO TO "TO THE WORLD THIS IS NCITY"?!!!!!!!! also they clearly just tossed wayv up there to buy time while they fix the sets, it was kinda hilarious. they're pushing winwin to act cute and winwin taps his in ear and says "give us more time" (as in the staff asking them to fill up more time before the performance) and they jumped on him with "you can have all the time you want to act cute baby" to which winwin tries to hide behind ten but he's a whole head taller than him lol

- baggy jeans is good and I'm sure it'll grow on me more, but the t7s unit reunion feels wasted on it. love love LOVE ten's rap verse tho

- songs i loved live but really missed the missing members (this is mostly taeil tho sungchan makes a couple of appearances): round& round, my everything, taeil's empty spot in good night broke my heart, misfit, the 90s love bit in resonance. i like that they didn't have anyone cover taeil in 127's songs tho because he really is the heart of their music to me

- conversely: why does winwin still have 0 lines in boss, why not give him you know who's verse??

- apparently the new 127 album will be the most 127-esque yet and should I be scared?

- so so so very few resonance era songs :(

- some beautiful people: chenle, winwin, ten's wayv outfit, jisung in his black outfit (is that allowed???), taeyong's little braids even though I'm not sure how to feel about this hair, KUN 😭, yuta being the only one without a shirt in resonance for some reason

- Kun, Doyoung, jeno and Chenle together in the end that's my husbands and our sons

Hiii!!!, I might be responding super super out of order.

Overall the missing members left a layer of pain the whole time but the members who covered for them did amazing, Yuta hitting taeil's high note my baby did so well. And Jisung too, speaking of, recently I have been fighting any attraction to Jisung back with a stick, but the past day I... Can no longer fight it like hello???? Sir?? Sir?? Also I really noticed how much he and Winwin look alike I used to think it was just their lips but its their cheeks and smiles too. Jisung still looks more like Taylor Swift though. Who is coming to Miami next year! I think it's an amphitheatre so might picnic in the parking lot. Anyway next!

I just wanna talk about how much of a cutie patootie sweetie pie Renjun is every time I see him I'm like heres the boy! and his little smile! His redemption. And just everyone clamoring to him and Winwin, the princes of NCT.

I really didn't want to spoil all of the new songs yet so I just skimmed over them. And I did allow a little more of Bat and you are so right but but I left some surprises and I'll go back after the album release. But Hendery!!!! That is all. Call D, I have so many questions but the sheer vibe of the song answers them. It's not an NCT album without a song covertly about sex. Baggy jeans from what I've heard so far, same I'm not completely sold on it but I didn't hear the whole song so who knows.

The production value was definitely lacking and they seemed confused about how to film it. At least Winwin had a few of you knows lines in Wayv's songs but I always say this but it's cause the first time was so hard but the Yixing vibes are so strong with Winwin, and I worry. SM if you appreciate Winwin and give him everything he needs he won't find it else where just give him more please. Give Wayv more!!! I am an exo-l who's seen a lot and I'm scared okay. I don't want history to repeat itself. Again!! Cause exo was history repeating itself the first time.

I think we should just be prepared for the next 127 album it could honestly be anything, genuinely anything. I think just go in open-minded and ready to hear them out.

And I just wanna add just Xiaojun Yangyang and Hendery, that's it Xiaojun Yangyang and Hendery just wow look at them also.

Ignore the text I don't agree with that, that's just the tiktok. I only okay you know what nevermind.

Also Yuta can *** ****** ** me

[octavianputra]

Oh, Hai Alberta! Sahabat gue di dunia, di planet, di aquarium, di Merkurius, di mana-mana. Selamat ulang tahun sayang 🎂🎉!, Kenapa manggil sayang ? Karena itu perlu, ga hanya Dhika yang perlu. Lo sahabat gue dan itu panggilan sayang yang gue suka selain kipea. Sekali lagi selamat ulang tahun Adek kecil gue, sekarang Lo udah ngga di bawah gue lagi, sekarang udah sama umurnya. 18 tahun. Seneng bukan ?, Harus dong, walaupun gue ga bisa nemenin Lo di saat sweet seventeen Lo tahun lalu. Gue gantiin sekarang, gue temenin Lo di ulang tahun yang ke 18 ini. Walaupun ngga spesial jatohnya ya hh, gue belum ada hadiah soalnya. Tapi nanti gue bakal siapin kado terbaik buat Lo. Dari gue. Sebelum itu, gue kasih Lo waktu 20 detik untuk make a wish 🙌

Dimulai dari hitungan.

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Selesai, gue kasih tau wish yang bagus buat Lo.

1. Tetep sama gue, walaupun banyak temen Lo yang baru nantinya.

2. Tetep jadi kesayangan gue kedepannya. Jangan salah sangka atau gue chat angga.

3. Beli kue matcha punya jeno

4. Nonton konser nct 127, dream, wayv. New sub unit

5. Tetap akur sama Dhika

6. Dan jadikan tahun ini Tampa tangis sendu

7. Dapat duit jutaan

8. Mama cerai sama ayah, nikah sama ayah yang Lo harapkan bisa bimbing Lo sama mama Lo kedepannya.

9. Selalu senyum, jangan selalu seduh terus.

10. Ngga keseringan ngambek

11. Ngerubah diri jadi lebih pribadi lebih baik dari yang terbaik sekarang.

12. Sikap mama yang berubah bagus

13. Adik Lo pulang ke malang

14. Jeri dan Yuri punya anak

15. Tetep tahan sama tingkah Dika yang kaya om-om pedo

16. Lo jadi tinggi, lebih tinggi dari gue

17. Ngga tiny² terus

18. Ketemu Jeno

19. Tetep sama gue

20. Harus tetep sama gue.

Ini list yang gue buat, buat Lo.

Goals Lo ?, Gue yakin apapun yang terbaik buat kekasih sang purna. Walaupun tingkah Lo kadang absurd nya ngalah ngalahin tor Empang 1. Jalan tol Korea belok dikit Jakarta. Apapun kondisinya, gue tetep sayang sama Lo sebagaimana sahabat. Bener kata Dhika, Lo terlalu lucu untuk dilewatkan, Lo terlalu cantik, baik, perhatian, pinter. Dan satu hal yang ngebuat gue juga ga bisa jauh dari Lo. Aura Lo selalu narik perhatian gue. Bahkan Lo tahu sendiri gue ga gampang salting, tapi Lo gampang banget bikin gue salting. Tapi satu hal, sama sekali jangan pernah sampai gue dengan Desi, apapun pola pikir yang akan muncul di Lo nantinya. Gue masih tahu diri buat ngga suka secara suka kaya Dika ke Lo. Gue ga punya perasaan yang kaya gitu. Karena gue support Lo sama Dika dan ga mungkin gue Nikung dari antara kalian. Gue suka sebagai sahabat ke sahabat. Ga akan pernah kaya gitu, walau nantinya gue bakal munafik sama diri gue sendiri. Tapi satu pemikiran Lo tetep sahabat gue apapun keadaannya. Dan ngga akan ada sifat atau rasa suka yang kaya.

Sekali lagi, jangan pernah ada pikiran kaya gitu. And HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! LOVE DOVE BEST FRIEND 💗💗🎂!!.

Harapan gue kedepannya buat Lo, jangan pernah berhenti buat nyari takdir baik yang udah di tulis di garis takdir Lo. Jangan pernah lupa untuk terus bersyukur. Tetep berusaha untuk kedepannya. Jangan sering sedih, karena gue ga suka. Lo sedih, bikin gue sedih juga. Jangan pernah sekali-kali bilang " mati ". Di hadapan gue. Dan di umur Lo yang ke 18. Gue berharap penuh buat Lo. Jangan pernah mikirin mereka yang ngga tau dalem Lo kaya gimana. Inti nya, Jangan berhenti walaupun tulang Lo udah patah. Gue dan Dhika yang akan merbanin luka Lo dengan cara kita. Sampai Lo bisa bangun lagi buat berusaha lagi.

Sekali lagi, jangan pernah berpikiran buruk tentang apapun ? Oke ?. Good job, and good dream my partnership 💗

Tertanda : Oktavian.

[novannie]

Nghiêm túc mà nói thì bản thân mình chưa thật sự trải qua thứ mà nhân gian vẫn gọi là " tình yêu đôi lứa ". Thú thực thì mình cũng không độc lập lắm nhưng không hiểu sao bản thân mình cực kì bài xích việc phải yêu một ai đó, phải dành thời gian của mình để cho một ai đó hoặc có thể bản thân mình quá máy móc bởi yêu nhau mà hạnh phúc mãi thì sẽ nhanh chán nhưng yêu đương mà quá nhiều cãi vã vụn vặt cũng thật sự mỏi mệt tâm hồn. Nhưng rồi, chỉ vài phút vô tình cũng có thể là cố tình mình đọc được một câu nói khiến mình thật sự nhìn nhận lại quan điểm của bản thân. Đúng là Pháp là xứ sở của tình yêu và Paris là thành phố nơi tình yêu xuất phát vậy nên tiếng Pháp cũng vậy bởi dù chỉ vỏn vẹn vài dòng ngắn ngủi thôi cũng khiến người đọc nói phải nhìn tình yêu bằng niềm khao khát tột cùng.

" Aimer, ce n’est pas se regarder l’un l’autre, c’est regarder ensemble dans la même direction " cùng " L’amour est la poésie des sens " đã cho mình một nhìn nhận thật mới nơi tình yêu. Nó không dồn dập mãnh liệt như tình yêu của người con gái nơi

" Sóng " của Xuân Quỳnh, tình yêu ở 2 câu nói này thực nhẹ, thực êm. Khi yêu chẳng phải là nhìn nhau mãi mà là cùng nhau nhìn về một hướng hay tình yêu giống như một bài thơ vậy. Tình yêu ở văn chương của Pháp lạ bởi nó vừa thực lại vừa ảo.

Hơn cả, mình thấy được thứ tình cảm này nơi Jeno, Jaemin. Hai đứa chẳng hề vội vã mà cứ yên bình bên nhau suốt một thập kỉ dài dằng dẵng. Có lẽ, mà ở hai đứa luôn có sự gắn kết bền chặt đến độ người ta phải thốt lên những từ đẹp đẽ đầy mĩ miều để ca tụng nó. Hai đứa chẳng hề hấp tấp thể hiện tình cảm với đối phương mà ân cần dùng sự chân thành để cạnh nhau, để an ủi, để xoa dịu nhau và để đồng hành cùng nhau suốt một thập kỉ. Có người thấy một thập kỉ là chưa đủ dài nhưng có người lại thấy nó quá dài. Đúng vậy, quan điểm của mỗi người vốn chẳng hề giống nhau. Nhưng với mình, một thập kỉ lại vừa đủ. Vừa đủ cho một đoạn tình cảm được gọi tắt bằng hai từ " tri kỉ ".

Cảm ơn vì giữa bão giông cuộc đời mình vẫn gặp, vẫn đồng hành cùng với Nomin của mình. Có thể sau này mình cũng sẽ không nhiệt huyết như bây giờ nhưng Nomin vẫn là sự hiện diện đẹp đẽ nhất nơi tuổi 20 của mình.

Chúc 2 sếp kỉ niệm 10 năm bên nhao 🫶🏻

#nomin

#otp

[mh-norah]

[MH] Nút Áo Đồng Phục

（￣︶￣） Fanfiction , chuyển ngữ

（￣︶￣） Tác giả: 小酒窩長睫毛

（￣︶￣) Đăng bởi: @mh-norah

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（￣︶￣） Chưa có sự cho phép từ tác giả. Không vì mục đích thương mại nên đừng report tội nghiệp tui, ét o ét.

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"Anh Mark, đi được chưa? Mấy anh muốn đi ăn rồi." 

"Ặc, chờ anh một lát." 

Lee Donghyuck ngoan ngoẵn đứng đợi. Cậu ấy ngước mắt lên nhìn vào lớp học, Lee Mark đang cùng selfie với hai cô gái cùng lớp, họ liên tục yêu cầu anh ấy phải thay đổi biểu cảm gương mặt. Donghyuck nhìn ra Lee Mark có chút ngượng ngùng nhưng với tính cách của anh ấy, sẽ không bao giờ chủ động từ chối người khác, chụp xong còn xin thêm chứ ký rồi lại tán gẫu một chút, hai người bọn họ che miệng cười thầm, còn Mark thì mãi gãi đầu cười ngốc, không biết khi nào mới có thể kết thúc. Cuối cùng khi mọi người phải tạm biệt để rời khỏi lớp thì một trong những cô gái đã đưa ra yêu cầu: "Mark à, không biết cậu có thể tặng tớ nút áo thứ hai trên áo không?"

"Hả, chuyện này, nút áo sao? Gỡ xuống tặng cậu?" Lee Mark trợn to mắt, nhíu mày nghi ngờ, mặc dù không hiểu nguyên do nhưng vẫn hào phóng đồng ý. Điều này làm Donghyuck mắt chữ O mồm chữ A, 'Trời ơi, Lee Mark ngốc thật hay giả vậy?'

Hôm nay là ngày diễn ra lễ tốt nghiệp của Lee Mark, các anh 127 đều đến dự và chúc mừng cho Mark. Đương nhiên Lee Donghyuck cũng đi theo, cậu ấy mặc đồng phục màu vàng giống Mark, thắt cà vạt sẫm màu, chỉnh tề ngoan ngoãn đi theo dự lễ. 

Cậu nhịn không được tưởng tượng cảnh chính mình sang năm tốt nghiệp thì sao, liệu có thể giống Lee Mark uy phong lên sân khấu nhận giải thưởng Tốt nghiệp Xuất sắc và sau đó đứng trước toàn trường đọc bài phát biểu tốt nghiệp không? Cậu ấy nhất định so với Lee Mark chắc chắn sẽ làm tốt hơn và thậm chí còn phải đẹp trai hơn nữa cơ. 

Kỳ thật trong lòng Lee Donghyuck, Lee Mark luôn là hình mẫu không thể thay thế, đồng thời cũng là một sự tồn tại ngoài tầm với. Lee Mark luôn dồn hết tâm huyết vào mọi việc mình làm, nhìn qua thì lúc nào cũng ngây ngốc nhưng lại luôn toàn tâm toàn ý tiến về phía trước. Nhưng anh ấy lại quên nhìn lại, có một Lee Donghyuck từng bước theo dấu chân anh dù phải tốn nhiều sức lực hơn để bắt kịp với khoảng cách giữa hai người. Cũng giống như giờ phút này đây, khi anh ấy mỉm cười trên sân khấu trông thật xa tầm với nhưng cũng lại thật gần trong tầm tay. 

"Donghyuck à, đồng phục này để lại cho em, năm sau có thể mặc tiếp." 

"Không phải thiếu mất một cái nút áo sao, vậy thì không cần đâu."

Lee Mark có thể cảm nhận rõ ràng rằng Lee Donghyuck đang tránh mặt mình sau  khi lên xe trở về ký túc xá. Dù có hơi ngốc nhưng anh ���y cũng thừa nhận mình vẫn rất quan tâm đến Lee Donghyuck, nhất cử nhất động của Donghyuck đều sẽ ảnh hưởng đến suy nghĩ của Lee Mark, giống như hình với bóng vậy, cả hai luôn sát cánh bên nhau. Bởi thế Lee Mark đã từ lâu âm thầm nhìn thấu những suy nghĩ ngưỡng mộ nhỏ nhoi của Lee Donghyuck. 

Nhưng Lee Mark hôm nay chính xác vẫn là một tên đầu gỗ, khổ sở tìm cách dù không biết cách từ chối người khác như thế nào. Anh ấy không hề muốn Lee Donghyuck đứng ngoài cửa lớp chờ mình lâu như vậy chút nào. 

"Anh còn hai bộ đồ thể dục mới đó, không phải là em đang muốn mua sao? Còn mượn của Jeno kia mà." 

"Em đã nói là không cần rồi mà!" 

Thấy lời nói không thôi là chưa đủ, Lee Mark quyết định tự mình làm, dù sao không có việc gì mà thể lực không giải quyết được, Lee Mark chống tay, cúi người đè cơ thể nhỏ bé của Lee Donghyuck dưới thân, giả vờ nghiêm túc hỏi: "Em ghen sao? Nhìn thấy anh với người khác nói chuyện liền khó chịu à?" 

Không nghĩ đến Lee Donghyuck vậy mà không hoảng hốt chút nào, chỉ bình thản đáp: "Anh không biết cho người khác một cái nút áo có nghĩa là gì sao?" 

"Là gì?" 

Lee Mark bối rối trước câu hỏi này, ghen tuông và tức giận có liên quan gì đến hàng nút áo đồng phục sao? 

"Vào ngày tốt nghiệp, có thể cùng người mình thích cởi chiếc nút áo thứ hai của đồng phục. Nếu đối phương đồng ý, có nghĩa là người đó cũng có tình cảm với mình."

"WHAT? Anh không hề biết lại có chuyện như thế..."

Nghe Donghyuck chậm rãi giải thích, Lee Mark kích động đến nỗi bắn tiếng anh. Anh ấy hoàn toàn không biết rằng việc trao nút áo lại có ý nghĩa lớn như vậy. Nhìn Donghyuck vẫn còn bĩu môi giận dỗi, Lee Mark cuối cùng cũng nảy ra một chiêu.

"Anh vẫn còn thứ này có thể cho em đây." 

Lee Mark nắm lấy tay Donghyuck đặt lên trước ngực mình, anh từ từ di chuyển từ trên xuống dưới dọc theo vị trí của từng chiếc nút áo, cố ý cho Donghyuck vuốt ve toàn bộ thân trên của mình. Donghyuck có thể cảm nhận được độ ấm đằng sau lớp vải đồng phục mỏng manh. 

"Em muốn cái nào?"

Lee Donghyuck không khỏi bật cười khúc khích, nhìn thấy anh Mark không giỏi mấy thứ này lại đang cố thể hiện trước mặt mình, vừa vụng về vừa đáng yêu, cơn tức giận của Donghyuck liền tan biến. 

"Em muốn cái này..." 

Bàn tay của Donghyuck tiếp tục di chuyển xuống, cuối cùng dừng lại ở thắt lưng và nút quần của Lee Mark. 

Donghyuck có thể cảm nhận được nơi nào đó, và tiếp theo sau là hơi thở nặng nề của Lee Mark.

"Anh à, cho em được không?"

Nhìn người bên dưới thân thể mình với đôi mắt mơ hồ, đầu tóc của Lee Donghyuck rối tung, mồ hôi rịn ra từ da, bám vào tóc mái và thái dương ướt át. 

"Được, đều cho em hết." 

[Hết]

[versocanibal]

hai can you please do make Jeno mb with manhood/old money theme

lo intenté, espero te guste; aquí.

[1605-24]

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤ͡꯳⃘꤫🩵 si soy muy honesto, estoy haciendo esto un poco avergonzado por lo que pasó, sé que a ti no te resulta incómodo nada de lo que pasó pero aún me resulta un poco difícil no por el hecho de no ser correspondido, sino que no sé cómo actuar luego de eso... sobretodo porque tengo conmigo a alguien que es demasiado comprensivo con cualquier cosa. sé que esto es raro para ti, incluso para mí lo es, pero es imposible no llegar a confundirse teniendo a alguien como tú que de pies a cabeza es perfecto. puedes decir que eres un cachorro torpe pero jamás he pensado eso, porque para mí eres una persona maravillosa, graciosa, comprensiva, paciente, extremadamente linda y no hay instante en el que pueda sacarte de mi cabeza. podría decir que me molesta pero no es así, me encanta tenerte entre mis pensamientos porque eres esa pequeña luz entre todas las nubes grises; misma que ha sido un gran soporte para mí. con esto no estoy intentando nada, como mencioné antes, conozco tus límites y los míos... en realidad ya no tengo idea de cuáles son, pero desde el inicio he buscado respetar cada una de esas cosas, cuidando lo que hago para no llegar a causar incomodidad en ti. puede que en éstos días llegue a estar un poco abrumado por ese tema, porque estaré pensando en qué hacer para meter todos esos sentimientos en una cajita o al menos contenerme, así que espero que no llegues a pensar que estoy molesto contigo o algo parecido, sino que sabes cómo soy y me inquieto mucho al enfrentar ciertas "dificultades". si estoy haciendo esto es porque nunca me ha gustado pedirte espacio o algo por el estilo, por mí pediría que estuvieras pegado todo el tiempo junto a mí, incluso cuando pasan cosas como esta pero por miedo a responderte mal o pesado, prefiero que aproveches de descansar o dormir. nada de eso significa que he dejado de sentir lo mismo por ti, te amo y te amaré durante el resto de mis días, eres la persona con la que quiero estar por siempre, además de llenarte de detalles cada vez que tenga la posibilidad de hacerlo... como ahora, que terminé haciéndote un dibujito entre todos esos pensamientos que al final no me dejan dormir.

sé que no es el mejor pero no sé dibujar, así que sólo lo hice en base al amor que te tengo, hasta puedes no verlo nunca más si está muy feo y te arruina la vista. te amo muchísimo, Jeno, perdón por todo esto. espero que tengas un día maravilloso además de que sea tranquilo, recuerda comer a las horas correspondiente y también mantenerte hidratado. te amo muchísimo.

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