#he is...just a sofr boi

[beebeedibapbeediboop]

Link redraw of the one I did from June 2021, just after hearing about BOTW 2 !

[cloudninetonine]

CLOUD LIKED MY GIFT AJDJKSBDDKDBKFNF. I've won in life, nothing else matters to me, especially since I've hit the sent button way before i could proof read it.

now being fr, soft wars is the only wars i know tbh, he just seem so much like this type of guy to act all cocky, that is, until you do give him some attention and he turns into a blushing stuttering mess, even when he's yan, i think he'd be one of the softest boys to have around, especially when he's so adamant about maintaining his perfect facade.

but that may only be because i like plot twists and hc that our sweet traveller is all pretty and putty for us, but one of the messiest and most ruthless deep inside.

anyways! hope you're having an enjoyable day cloud. i may come back sometime with another brainrot, who know.

farewells, from your local 🍄.

THANK YOU FOR THE GIFT, FUNGI, IT WAS AMAZING!

And I agree with everything you e said her- I love Sofr Wars, I love softyandere Wars and I just love Wars JNFNED- he loves his partner okay? He maybe be a soldier but he's treat them like glass in his hands NNFNEJD

Also you best believe yandere Hyrule is definitely the man to pull apart haws for Player, that's just how he is and we love it!

[secretbangtnn]

2/2 of this ask

Yoongi : okay so Yoongi was for me a little harder to describe and combine my own vision with how his animal is courting. However I can imagine Yoongi as a silent comfort and act of services. He would be the silent lover that would do such a small things oc would not even notice in first place. Like when she always wakes up with the blanket high up and window open - knowing that she is a messy sleeper very often kicking the blanket of. Or how he is more attentive to her whole being. He would be first to take her when he sees how tired she is after whole day of playing with younger ones. The daily naps would be their thing with him purring so hard seokjin's would hear him in the kitchen. When it comes to behavior of his more animalistic side i can see that he would just groom her, by licking her neck or ears or even accompanying her in the bathroom when is the time for bath. He would act more like if she is cube than mate however when the real mating comes he would be the last to stop.

Seokjin : with him and his animal is all about trust. The courtship process is long and is fully based on building connection and trust. His nature wanting to show himself as a proper mate and good strong male. He for sure would be the one which would be the most observant (Yoongi close behind) keeping track in everything oc does. She would be the first female in the household so his genes would immediately make him feel protective. I can see him doing a lot of stuff for her, no matter how small, she would be his little girl that cooud just blink for him and he would be already on his knees providing every need of hers. He would feel need to provide food and a warm place for her, which he would do himself building nest in the biggest room. I can see him preparing for his monthly sleep taking every snack he knows oc likes with one hand full of blankets, and other with oc he just carries under his arm. He would shut the door not letting anyone enter for the time being himself putting oc on top of his belly, proud and happy with himself.

Namjoon : our little joonie. I know the preview shows his as a clumsy little dorky boy, but I just can't imagine him as a main alpha of the household. He would be the one oc would be a little unsure about, the little scary demeanor - in the and joon is talk and buff and in the eyes of our oc he is a threat. So I can see him being so careful with her, a little even awkrwad not knowing what is too much and what not. So the first move would probably make oc. Seeing him one time so tired and frustred she would take jimin co be he uses for his own tail, she would come to his climbing in his lap not saying anything just giving him the comb and basking in the calm moment. And after that it would be easy path. Oc would be his safe haven someone who would understand him when his own emotions are to much, and he would be for her someone she would feel the safest too. His big posture embracing her whole, with his lap being the favorite place.

Hoseok : hm our sunshine. I can imagine him in the beginng coming a little to strong for our scared oc. His happy and a little louder self scaring her in the first meeting, immediately making hobi thanks of the worst. However it would be Def faster and easier then with joon. I know we all know that Hobi hides a really demanding and dominant self under the smiles so after some time of oc just avoiding him, he would just catch her and force her to took with him and explain the situation. I can see Hobi as the caregiver the kne who would be sofr but in the same time not scare dof punishing her, not bending under her sparkly eyes like the rest. Even tho when oc would get in problem he would be the first one to stand up for her.

[blogadrianaleite-blog]

DEUSES DO BRASIL GODS OF BRAZIL

OXUMARÉ

DEUSES DO BRASIL

OXUMARÉ

O Orixá Oxumaré (também conhecido como Oxumarê) representa a cobra arco-íris, que traz as características do animal como a mobilidade, agilidade e destreza. Ele mora no céu e viaja através do arco-íris para a Terra. Além disso, ele representa a fortuna, abundância, prosperidade e riqueza que são realizações importantes para o seu povo.

Oxumaré é o caminho da felicidade e ele, e outros Orixás podem de ajudar em qualquer que seja o assunto que necessita. Confie na energia natural desses seres divinos e veja o que eles tem a dizer sobre sua vida e seu futuro por meio do jogo dos Búzios

Oxumaré representa a junção entre o masculino e o feminino, união que possibilidade a existência da vida, a água e a terra, a mortalidade e a imortalidade e tudo o que é duplo, ambíguo e opostos que se complementam. Ele é uma grande cobra que envolve a Terra com a sua cauda e assegura a integração do planeta e a renovação do universo regendo as transformações.

Oxumaré, apesar da beleza do orixá, é a entidade que mais sofre preconceito dos próprios sacerdotes da religião.

Quando se manifesta no barracão, ele costuma rastejar no chão. Assustando muitas vezes os presentes. Entretanto, não tenho a certeza se esse é somente a causa para os baba ou ialorixás evita-lo em suas casas.

Conheço um caso típico: Do meu amigo Beto, que na feitura do seu santo, escutou da sua mãe de santo que ele era de Oxosse, porém escutou da amiga que acompanhava:

_Eulina, esse menino é do Oxumaré!

Apesar de Eulina ter colocado Oxosse na cabeça de Beto, seu erê tinha o costume de chiar como uma cobra...

Triste o que estão fazendo com a religião. Depois reclamam das debandadas de filhos de santo para outros barracões ou religião.

GODS OF BRAZIL

OXUMARÉ

The Orixá Oxumaré (also known as Oxumarê) represents the rainbow snake, which brings the animal's characteristics such as mobility, agility and dexterity. He lives in the sky and travels across the rainbow to Earth. Furthermore, he represents the fortune, abundance, prosperity and wealth that are important achievements for his people.

Oxumaré is the path to happiness and he and other Orixás can help in whatever matter you need. Trust the natural energy of these divine beings and see what they have to say about your life and your future through the game of Búzios

Oxumaré represents the junction between male and female, a union that makes possible the existence of life, water and earth, mortality and immortality and everything that is double, ambiguous and opposites that complement each other. He is a large snake that envelops the Earth with its tail and ensures the integration of the planet and the renewal of the universe, governing the transformations.

Oxumaré, despite the beauty of the orixá, is the entity that suffers the most prejudice from the priests of the religion.

When it manifests in the shack, it usually crawls on the ground. Often scaring those present. However, I'm not sure if this is just the cause for the baba or ialorixás to avoid it in their homes.

I know a typical case: My friend Beto, who in the making of his saint, heard from his saint-mother that he was from Oxosse, but heard from the friend who accompanied him:

_Eulina, this boy is from Oxumaré!

Even though Eulina had placed Oxosse in Beto's head, she had the habit of squeaking like a snake...

Sad what they are doing with religion. Afterwards, they complain about the stampede of the sons of saints to other barracks or religion.

[nickjsqueen]

What's a trait you like/admire about each of the deh characters?

AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! Okay I’m gonna be sofr for DEH characters on main x

Evan: I admire Evan and how many dementions he as a character. He does bad things, but he is not a bad person, y’know? I also admire him for eventually admitting to lying about everything. Took him long, but he did it!!

Zoe: I admire Zoe for being such a grounded and lovable character. How she’s clearly struggling and doesn’t know exactly how to deal with her own emotions (towards Connor most of all). I also love how Zoe as a character can be interpreted in so many different ways and how every actress has their own spin on her and her relationship with the other characters

Connor: I didn’t like Connor at first, simply because I didn’t understand him. I thought he was a bad person but then I realised that he wasn’t. That he was also struggling and that he really needed help. And my gosh, I wish we had gotten to see more of the Real Connor. Because those little looks into who he is are so interesting and makes him such an interesting character.

Alana: I admire Alana’s engagement, her drive and her helpfulness. I understand the way that she feels the need to always be prepared for what to say, because she feels left out if she doesn’t. And I just admire how interesting she is. How she, like every other character, is hurting and is insecure and feels left out, but she just tries her best. Such an interesting character. And again, a character that can be interpreted VASTLY different based on her actress.

Jared: I love the way that Jared seems to hit either an instant love or an instant hate with people. How the way people see him can really depend and how it is definitely done purposely. I also admire the way that Jared is so real. How I know so many boys like him. And how even though he’s offensive, and cruel and a “bully”, he is also sensitive and insecure and bottled up his feelings with humour. That “Fuck You Evan, Asshole!”... hurts.

Heidi: Heidi. I really love this woman. Not only do I admire her for doing everything she can to help out even while also working and taking classes to provide for her family. I admire her for not depending on other people and always putting Evan first. And how even after Evan basically tells her that The Murphy’s do more for him and how she’s not trying hard enough, she remains there for him when everything crashes. Unproblematic Legend.

Cynthia: I admire Cynthia for continuing to try and see the good. How even when everyone else has trouble thinking good thoughts about Connor, she still remembers him as a good person. And how, even though it’s obviously out of grief and longing, she accepts Evan into her heart with no doubt. I admire how clear it is that she’s trying her best, not only for herself but also for her family. And I also admire how she’s the only character I can play vocally in this show

Larry: Where do I begin with Larry? I do not admire the way that people like to see him as a villain and say that he was a horrible father. It is simply not true. Larry had his faults, like everyone in the show. But he goes through such a big development throughout the show. He goes from being completely in denial about his son’s passing and seeming, well, almost like it doesn’t affect him. To then in You Will Be Found, break down as it finally hits him what happened. To then in To Break In A Glove, finally talk about Connor and realising how it feels without him. Larry is a complex character and I admire his development throughout the show. And I admire his absolute Dad Energy™️ with dad jokes and everything. HE WAS TRYING HIS BEST!! He’s also a sock

[kihratsu]

Outrageous: Brazilian singer mocks girl with cancer at Disney World

It is with absolute regret that I watched a video from the singer MC GUI, whose real name is Guilherme Kaue Castanheira Alves, where he and some friends makes fun of a little girl who is sitting a few seats behind theirs.

The little girl has cancer and is dressed as the character Boo from the movie Monsters, Inc, and she realizes that she is being ridiculed and is clearly embarrassed, because she doesn't need to know Portuguese to see when someone is making fun of someone else.

Her sad face is heartbreaking.

It is absolutely outrageous that a boy is laughing while making some nasty comments humiliating not only a child, but a child who is battling a disease that can kill her and is still filming it! He even realizes that he is embarrassing her and still post the video on the internet, on his Instagram Stories! Where, because he is a singer, has millions of followers, with people who might even consider him a digital influencer..

It is absolutely OUTRAGEOUS!!!.

He already deleted the video from his stories, but many people have seen it and is angry with the singer’s attitude who had already 2 shows canceled and lost some sponsors. But in my opinion this isn’t enough.

As a Brazilian I must say that this video made me sick, how can anyone in their right mind laugh at a sick child ?!

And even if she wasn't sick, how could anyone like to ridicule someone else?!!

Can you imagine the thought of that poor child at that moment? or her parents who were paying for a fun ride so that their daughter could forget at least for a while about the problems and pain of chemotherapy and then such a jerk appears and laughs at her!

I will not put the video attached out of respect for the girl, but who wants to see the video just look for MC GUI Bullying DISNEY on youtube. The original video is 19 seconds long which proves that you don't need much time to hurt someone's happiness.

Among the comments that are said in the video, besides the loud and mocking laughs are phrases like "I‘m at Disney and look at this" and "looks like it came out of a horror movie" .

Apparently the little girl's name is Jully and she suffers from leukemia.

On twitter they are using #JullyPrincessInDisneyworld to try to get Disney to notice this.

That jerk who doesn't even deserve to be called a human being because he doesn't have the least respect and empathy with other people, he deserves to be punished.

As for the little girl, she deserves to know she's wonderful.

That she is a great warrior and that she deserves all the best in her life.

We all face problems that other people don't even know about.

Please, Always be kind and respectful of who crosses your path, you don't know what that person may be going through

------

Em português

Antes de entrar no trabalho, vi uma reportagem onde o cantor MC GUI, ou  Guilherme Kaue Castanheira Alves, esta tirando sarro de uma criança sentada alguns bancos atras de onde ele e um grupo de amigos estão.

A menininha que esta vestida da personagem Boo do filme Monstros SA percebe que esta sendo ridicularizada e fica visivelmente constrangida. Ninguem precisar saber português (ou ter o minimo de inteligencia) pra perceber que obviamente estão zoando sua aparência.

E gente, a cara de tristeza da criança naquele momento é de partir o coração.

Pensar que alguém em sã consciência esta rindo de uma criança, uma criança que ainda esta visivelmente lutando contra uma doença grave e ainda esta gravando, dando zoom, percebe que esta deixando ela sem graça e continua rindo e ainda tem coragem de postar no stories do instagram onde por ser um cantor ele tem fãs e é seguido por milhões de pessoas que possivelmente vêem nele um modelo a ser seguido.

Gente, isso é REVOLTANTE!!!

Ele obviamente ja apagou o video de seu stories, mas muito gente ja viu e esta revoltado com a atitude de cantor que inclusive teve 2 shows cancelados e perdeu alguns patrocinadores. Mas na minha opinião isso é muito pouco ainda.

Como brasileira devo dizer que este vídeo me fez passar mal, como pode alguém em sã consciência rir de uma criança doente?!

E mesmo se ela não estivesse doente, como alguém pode gostar de ridicularizar outra pessoa?!!

Imagine o pensamento daquela pobre criança, ou os pais que estavam pagando por um passeio divertido para que sua filha pudesse esquecer pelo menos por um tempo do sofrimento e da dor da quimioterapia e de repente aparece um babaca deste e acaba com o dia dela.

 Aparentemente o nome da menininha é Jully e ela sofre de leucemia.

No twitter estão usando a #JullyPrincessInDisneyworld para chamar a atenção da Disney para o caso de cyberbullying.

 Esse rapaz, que não merecia nem ser chamado de ser humano porque ele não tem o mínimo de respeito e empatia com outras pessoas, merece ser punido.

Eu não vou colocar o video em anexo por respeito a menina, mas quem quiser ver o video basta procurar por MC GUI Bullying DISNEY no youtube. O video original é o que tem 19 segundos, o que prova que você não precisa de muito tempo para acabar com a alegria de alguém.

Quanto a menininha, ela merece saber que ela é maravilhosa.

Que Ela é uma grande guerreira e que ela merece tudo de bom na vida dela.

    Todo nós enfrentamos problemas que outras pessoas nem imaginam.

Por gentileza, Seja sempre gentil e tenha respeito com quem cruza o seu caminho, você não sabe o que aquela pessoa pode estar passando.

[benhardyisdaddy]

He is drunk plus "you smeel nice" /"you have such sofr hair" ah all the fluff i live for that you could add so much more

SKSKSKS omg drunk, affectionate roger is the best uGH oKaY

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK 

You stir in bed at the sudden loud noise and look at the clock next to you. 3:06 AM. You exhale and lie back down, ignoring whatever had caused you to wake up. Just as your eyes close, you hear it again. 

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK 

Your eyes shoot open and you sit up. Someone was at your door. You groggily stand up and slip on your robe. Who the hell could this be? You know Roger was going to be with the boys all night recording. You hurry to the door and turn on the over head light. You unlock it and slowly open it up to peek out into the hallway. 

“Hi, y/n. Sorry to bother you but…” 

Brian stands in front of you, with an annoyed expression on his face. You open the door all the way and look at him confused. 

“Someone,” he says irritated. “Has drank a bit too much and won’t stop asking for you.” 

You close your eyes and can’t help but giggle. Just then, Brian moves to the side and reveals a very drunk Roger. He’s leaning against the wall and looks up at you. He grins a cheesy smirk and stands up straight, slightly fumbling forward. 

“Babe!” he slurs. “Oh my god. I missed you. Where have you been?” he asks, looking hurt. You walk to him and he instantly has his hands on your hips, steadying himself. He reeks of scotch. He leans down to the crook of your neck and lightly kisses you. And then out of nowhere, he takes in a deeeeep breath and exhales. 

“Did…did you just sniff me?” you ask, in mid laugh. 

He grins and nods. 

“You smell nice.” He kisses your neck once more as you turn to look at Brian. He holds up his hands and backs away slowly. 

“Sorry, love. He’s all yours.” 

You look back to Roger and he’s watching you closely. You sling his arm over your shoulder and attempt to guide him inside. 

“Oh, so you’re taking me back to your place, huh?” he asks, smirking. 

“Roger,” you say, letting out a breath. “You live here too.” 

His face drops as he thinks about what you’ve just said. You finally make it inside and kick the door closed with your foot. You slowly guide him into the bedroom and he falls on the bed. You stand above him and stare. God, even piss drunk he was still beautiful. You reach down and begin moving his shoes, which isn’t easy, seeing as he keeps trying to kick his legs. You finally manage to get them off, and you work on his jeans. Easily enough, he lifts his hips to help you out. Roger slides off his shirt and reaches his arms towards yous. 

“Get into bed with me.” he slurs. “Just don’t tell my girlfriend.” he whispers, putting a finger over his lips. You laugh loudly and scoot in next to him. You roll over to face him and he leans in to kiss your neck once again. He runs his hand through your hair and leans away to admire you. 

“You have such soft hair. God, you’re so beautiful” he whispers, in awe. You cup his face and laugh. 

“And you are piss roaring drunk, my dear.”

“Yes,” he says smiling. “But in the morning I’ll be sober, and you’ll still be beautiful.” 

You freeze at the sweet words that dripped from his lips. You lean in and gently kiss him. He leans his forehead against yours and smiles. 

“So how about a quick shag?” he asks, serious. You roll your eyes and turn your back towards him. He smirks and playfully slaps your butt, causing you to squeal. 

“Goodnight, Roger.” you say, loudly. He wraps his arm around you and you relax into him. 

“Goodnight, my love.”

(SKSK THIS WAS SO CUTE TO THINK OF UGH THANK U FOR THIS) 

[in-the-name-of-the-holy-reborn]

Christmas Blues - Tsuna

Arc 1 Secret Santa 2017 Participation @haplesshippo​ Merry Christmas my Dear, I hope this end of year was great and I wish you all the best for the new one !

Deep uneasy feeling began to fill Tsuna’s mind as he walked downward the corridors of Namimori High school, murmurs intensifying each time he turned a corner or passed by a bunch of students. He felt the warm on his cheeks and forehead, not the one invading you when you met your crush, no, the one which make your head spin while a strong nausea punch you in the guts. His collar seemed to tighten around his neck, a bead of sweat tickling him as it rolled from his hair to his nape, he then realized he wasn’t able to swallow anymore, mouth awfully dry. He tried, hard, not to think about them, the ones who laughed at him because he couldn’t even understand the most simple maths formula, the ones who pushed him with a hard shoulder when they passed by him. He licked his lips shacking his head, eyes cast down as he quicken his pace, clutching the books against his chest like a shield, he focused only on his final destination, what was it already ? Tsuna didn’t mind, his feet guided him god knows where while the barely audible whispers metamorphosed into terrific laughters, he came to a stop when one of the black shape around him shout; «Look, Sawada forgot to put a pants on before leaving his mommy, again.» Horrified by what he had just heard, his tremors intensified, No, No. It wasn’t possible, he wouldn’t do something like that, he remembered perfectly slipping in his jeans while eating a toast as he rushed toward the door because he was late, or was it yesterday, or the day before. He gulped, opening chestnut hues on his naked legs covered only with pink patched underpant, he tried to scream, but nothing came out, so he used the only defense he new, he ran. He ran as fast as he could between lines of mocking comments, Oh, he could have give anything to just vanish, even his collection of comics. He ran away, until his lungs ached, drowning into infinite corridors full of shadows, he only slowed down when he faced a wall in front of which Kyoko was standing, blinking candidly at his attire. Tsuna tried to retreat, stumbling on his own feet as he fell under the stare of the hooting public surrounded him, he fell, again and again but the floor never came, until the endless drop into the depth of the ground engulfed him totally. - The tenth Boss of the Vongola sat up on his bed, breathless and covered in sweat, it was still dark outside, the silent raven dome shining with stars assuring that he could have slept few more hours. Tsuna set the cover aside, sighing loudly as he got up toward the window, the fresh air of December slipped in the warm room as soon as he pushed it open, slithering on his bare chest helping his temperature to cool down a bit. He entered the adjoining bathroom of his hotel room, lightening the mirror as he passed some water on his face, he blinked at his reflection, sighing again at his tousled hair sticking to his forehead, memory of what just happened. His high-school tormented years were far away from the man he had become, still, nightmares kept haunted his nights from time to time, no matter what he accomplished in the past ten years, no matter how much he had changed and all the achievements done, he felt like this dull part of him was still there somewhere, threatening to ruin everything he had worked for. Tsuna let himself fall on his mattress, the alarm next to his head displaying red numbers way too early to do anything constructive, his eyes darted toward the white blanket covering the street throught the steamy window, Christmas was surely an opportunity to take some days off after the long trips of Mafia cases forcing him to travel all over the world. Not that he mind, but he had to admit that he missed cosy nights ‘home’ sometimes, far away from Namimori and his old habits. He grabbed the shirt landing haphazardly on the floor before browsing the folders resting on his nightstand. Nope, this year would be the same as the last, and he wouldn’t be allow to go back to Japan before, the New Year night, at the soonest. At least, his devoted right hand man would be there, they could afford a good restaurant for Christmas Eve before going back to their respective room after few drinks that will help them forget the loneliness. Few minutes passed and his mind wandered again toward his friends and family he missed so much, visit to Japan happened less and less and if he could see them five times a year, it was already a victorty. Squinting on the report, he put it aside, working in a time like this would be worthless and ineffective, the ghost of his nightmare forgotten, he closed his eyes, waiting for Morpheus once again with his head full of good memories. - The tip of his nose hidden behind his scarf, Tsuna crossed the street with a quick step, a cup of coffee in one of his gloved hand, the other one plunged in his black duffle-coat pocket. Defying the glacial cold and crowded dowtown was the last step before Tsuna could join his hotel, the signature of his opponants on the negotiation treaty, it was with a relieved smile that he walked down the road. He stopped in the middle of the sidewalk, putting his cup to his chapped lips as a reward, not paying attention as people rushed past him to be home early in order to work on the last preparations before the celebration. He enjoyed the warm sensation of coffee slipping on his tingling throat, remembering how he loved the smell with which he wake up every morning of his young life, well minus the sour taste. When he opened his eyes again, his hues paraded around the colored light garlands enlighting his surrounding, he always loved this period of the year, furthermore as Namimori made a point of honor to transform the entire city with Christmas decorations. All of merchants adorning their showcases with puppets and gifts perfectly wrapped, the smell of roasted chestnuts filling his nosestrill as he walked hand in hand with his smiling mother, the brighter light he could see. He took the decision to wandered around a little bit more, no matter the fresh air biting his toes, lashing the tiny bit of skin exposed, nor the milky dark sky menacing above his head, but the emptiness in his chest made him want stay out, refusing to acccept the evidence. Once he would be back in his fancy hotel room, no good bottle of wine or chocolate box would be able to fulfill the lack of his dearest people.

It’s only when the delicate snow flakes fell lazily on his shoulders that he decided to join Gokudera, the weight on his limbs still present as he tried to shrug it off and get out of this gloomy state. He pushed open the door of the dusky place, kicking off his shoes, unwinding the fabric around his neck still in the dark, shaking his jacket before placing it on the armchair. With a sluggish motion and a yawn, he extended his arm toward the light switch, dreaming of a hot shower before slipping into dry and comfortable clothes after this whole day outside.

The roof light flickered a second, before plunging the room in the dark again, as the painful thought of going down to the reception reached his mind, a sofr tune reached his ears and several stained bulb enlightened the whole place. Tsuna felt like he was a child again, Christmas decorations adorning each furniture, illuminated the whole scene unfolding before his amazed eyes, balls, figures and garlands has been spead everywhere. He blinked several time, a sweet ingenuous smile grazing his lips when his gaze sticked in front of him, most of his guardians and closest friend were present. In the middle of the crowd a radiant Nana extended her arms, faint wrinkles of joy in the corner of her eyes she coudln’t hold back the toothy smile at the sight of his big boy. When he came out of his daze, Tsuna chased away the pricking sensation of tear, walking to her, he burried his nose into her hair, drowning into this so familiar and reassuring scent. He adressed a thankful smile to his right hand man, tonight, he would not be the head of one of the most important mafia family, he wouldn’t be the business man or the occasionnal killer, he would be Tsunayoshi Sawada, the young man, who still put his shirt upside down from time to time.

[ohmypreciousgirl]

My Very Gay To Read List

Six of Crows (Six of Crows #1) by Leigh Bardugo

Criminal prodigy Kaz Brekker has been offered wealth beyond his wildest dreams. But to claim it, he'll have to pull off a seemingly impossible heist:

Break into the notorious Ice Court (a military stronghold that has never been breached)

Retrieve a hostage (who could unleash magical havoc on the world)

Survive long enough to collect his reward (and spend it)

Kaz needs a crew desperate enough to take on this suicide mission and dangerous enough to get the job done - and he knows exactly who: six of the deadliest outcasts the city has to offer. Together, they just might be unstoppable - if they don't kill each other first.

The Raven Boys (The Raven Cycle #1) by Maggie Stiefvater

It is freezing in the churchyard, even before the dead arrive.

Every year, Blue Sargent stands next to her clairvoyant mother as the soon-to-be dead walk past. Blue herself never sees them—not until this year, when a boy emerges from the dark and speaks directly to her.

His name is Gansey, and Blue soon discovers that he is a rich student at Aglionby, the local private school. Blue has a policy of staying away from Aglionby boys. Known as Raven Boys, they can only mean trouble.

But Blue is drawn to Gansey, in a way she can’t entirely explain. He has it all—family money, good looks, devoted friends—but he’s looking for much more than that. He is on a quest that has encompassed three other Raven Boys: Adam, the scholarship student who resents all the privilege around him; Ronan, the fierce soul who ranges from anger to despair; and Noah, the taciturn watcher of the four, who notices many things but says very little.

For as long as she can remember, Blue has been warned that she will cause her true love to die. She never thought this would be a problem. But now, as her life becomes caught up in the strange and sinister world of the Raven Boys, she’s not so sure anymore.

Loved this book so much: Know Not Why (Know Not Why) by Hannah Johnson 

Howie gets a job at Artie Kraft's Arts 'N Crafts hoping to score with his lady coworkers. After all, girls love a sensitive guy, and what's more sensitive than dedicating your life to selling yarn and ... stuff? (Okay, so maybe it'd be a good idea to actually learn what one sells at an arts 'n crafts store.) But things don't go exactly according to plan. Coworker #1 is Cora: tiny, much-pierced, and way too fierce to screw with in any sense. Coworker #2 is Kristy: blonde, bubbly, unattainable perfection. And Coworker #3 is, well, Arthur. It goes without saying that he’s not an option. Right?

… Right?

Yeah, Howie’s life just got straight up confusing.

Pun intended.

How They Met, and Other Stories by David Levithan

Just in time for Valentine’s Day comes a confection from David Levithan that is sure to appeal to fans of Boy Meets Boy. Here are 18 stories, all about love, and about all kinds of love. From the aching for the one you pine for, to standing up and speaking up for the one you love, to pure joy and happiness, these love stories run the gamut of that emotion that at some point has turned every one of us inside out and upside down. What is love? With this original story collection David Levithan proves that love is a many splendored thing, a varied, complicated, addictive, wonderful thing.

Strong Signal by Megan Erickson

I was counting down the months until the end of my deployment. My days were spent working on military vehicles, and I spent my nights playing video games that would distract me until I could leave Staff Sergeant Garrett Reid behind.

That was when I met him: Kai Bannon, a fellow gamer with a famous stream channel.

I never expected to become fixated on someone who'd initially been a rival. And I'd never expected someone who oozed charm to notice me—a guy known for his brutal honesty and scowl. I hadn't planned for our online friendship to turn into something that kept me up at night—hours of chatting evolving into filthy webcam sessions.

But it did. And now I can't stop thinking about him. In my mind, our real life meeting is perfect. We kiss, we fall into bed, and it's love at first sight.

Except, like most things in my life, it doesn't go as planned.

Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda by Becky Albertalli

Sixteen-year-old and not-so-openly gay Simon Spier prefers to save his drama for the school musical. But when an email falls into the wrong hands, his secret is at risk of being thrust into the spotlight. Now Simon is actually being blackmailed: if he doesn’t play wingman for class clown Martin, his sexual identity will become everyone’s business. Worse, the privacy of Blue, the pen name of the boy he’s been emailing, will be compromised.

With some messy dynamics emerging in his once tight-knit group of friends, and his email correspondence with Blue growing more flirtatious every day, Simon’s junior year has suddenly gotten all kinds of complicated. Now, change-averse Simon has to find a way to step out of his comfort zone before he’s pushed out—without alienating his friends, compromising himself, or fumbling a shot at happiness with the most confusing, adorable guy he’s never met.

Two Boys Kissing by David Levithan

New York Times  bestselling author David Levithan tells the based-on-true-events story of Harry and Craig, two 17-year-olds who are about to take part in a 32-hour marathon of kissing to set a new Guinness World Record—all of which is narrated by a Greek Chorus of the generation of gay men lost to AIDS.

While the two increasingly dehydrated and sleep-deprived boys are locking lips, they become a focal point in the lives of other teen boys dealing with languishing long-term relationships, coming out, navigating gender identity, and falling deeper into the digital rabbit hole of gay hookup sites—all while the kissing former couple tries to figure out their own feelings for each other.

Boy Meets Boy by David Levithan

This is the story of Paul, a sophomore at a high school like no other: The cheerleaders ride Harleys, the homecoming queen used to be a guy named Daryl (she now prefers Infinite Darlene and is also the star quarterback), and the gay-straight alliance was formed to help the straight kids learn how to dance.

When Paul meets Noah, he thinks he’s found the one his heart is made for. Until he blows it. The school bookie says the odds are 12-to-1 against him getting Noah back, but Paul’s not giving up without playing his love really loud. His best friend Joni might be drifting away, his other best friend Tony might be dealing with ultra-religious parents, and his ex-boyfriend Kyle might not be going away anytime soon, but sometimes everything needs to fall apart before it can really fit together right.

Liked this book: Peter Darling by Austin Chant

Ten years ago, Peter Pan left Neverland to grow up, leaving behind his adolescent dreams of boyhood and resigning himself to life as Wendy Darling. Growing up, however, has only made him realize how inescapable his identity as a man is.

But when he returns to Neverland, everything has changed: the Lost Boys have become men, and the war games they once played are now real and deadly. Even more shocking is the attraction Peter never knew he could feel for his old rival, Captain Hook—and the realization that he no longer knows which of them is the real villain.

Lucas e Nicolas by Gabriel Spits

Lucas é um adolescente como qualquer outro: seu corpo cheio de hormônios o enche de desejos e sua cabeça de dúvidas. Na escola, Lucas é considerado um ‘loser’: tímido, péssimo nos esportes e muito inteligente, alvo constante de chacota dos alunos mais ‘populares’ e completamente inábil na arte da conquista amorosa. Mas, no caso de Lucas, algo mais o deixa vulnerável ao assédio dos colegas: ele é gay. E isso faz toda a diferença, principalmente em um ambiente conservador como na pequena cidade do interior paulista onde vive. 

A tanto sofrimento, soma-se uma novidade: recém-chegado da capital São Paulo, Nicolas é tudo o que ele não é: bonito, forte e popular. E é, talvez, justamente por isso, ou por algum outro motivo que ele não consegue identificar, que Lucas se apaixona pelo seu oposto – ou pelo seu complemento? Como lidar com isso? Pode-se considerar “Lucas e Nicolas”, lançamento do Fábrica231, um livro necessário. Com habilidade, o autor traça um perfil honesto de Lucas, um menino desprotegido e solitário em suas dúvidas e questionamentos acerca de sua orientação sexual. Sem interlocutores que possam ouvi-lo e orientá-lo, resta-lhe o sentimento de vergonha, deslocamento e medo. Afinal, o mundo parece não perdoar quem é diferente. Por conta disso, sofre toda sorte de agressões, verbais e físicas, numa homofobia que é negada conscientemente por seus perpetradores, mas muito presente na vida diária. 

Na impossibilidade de poder expressar seu afeto, Lucas corre para o abrigo da internet, onde faz um amigo, Matheus, gay assumido, mas que nunca viu ao vivo. Matheus é seu confidente e representa aquele jovem homossexual que tem orgulho de ser quem é. Assume seu caráter único e vive com intensidade toda uma cultura gay que se reflete em músicas, filmes e num linguajar muito peculiar. Ao desabafar sobre Nicolas, ele descobre com Matheus uma informação crucial sobre seu objeto de desejo. Nicolas é o típico aluno popular, forte, bonito e atlético. Mas, por trás de tanta fortaleza, esconde-se uma personalidade frágil, um menino com uma família desajustada, que o obriga a amadurecer cedo. Ele vem da capital para o interior, mas tem dificuldade de se adaptar. Sente saudades dos amigos de São Paulo, e de um em especial. Péssimo nos estudos, ele é obrigado a ter aulas particulares com o CDF do colégio: Lucas. E agora? 

How to Repair a Mechanical Heart by J.C. Lillis

Eighteen-year-old Castaway Planet fans Brandon and Abel hate bad fan fiction—especially when it pairs their number-one TV crushes of all time, dashing space captain Cadmus and dapper android Sim. As co-runners of the Internet’s third most popular Castaway Planet vlog, they love to spar with the “Cadsim” fangirls who think Cadmus will melt Sim’s mechanical heart by the Season 5 finale. This summer, Brandon and Abel have a mission: hit the road in an RV to follow the traveling Castaway Planet convention, interview the actors and showrunner, and uncover proof that a legit Cadsim romance will NEVER, EVER HAPPEN.

A Brandon and Abel romance: also not happening. Brandon’s sick of his struggle to make “gay and Catholic” compute, so it’s safer to love a TV android. Plus Abel’s got a hot new boyfriend with a phoenix tattoo, and how can Brandon compete with that? But when mysterious messages about them start popping up in the fan community, they make a shocking discovery that slowly forces their real feelings to the surface. Before they get to the last Castaway Planet convention, Brandon’s going to find out the truth: can a mechanical heart be reprogrammed, or will his first shot at love be a full system failure?

The Dark Wife by Sarah Diemer

Three thousand years ago, a god told a lie. Now, only a goddess can tell the truth. Persephone has everything a daughter of Zeus could want--except for freedom. She lives on the green earth with her mother, Demeter, growing up beneath the ever-watchful eyes of the gods and goddesses on Mount Olympus. But when Persephone meets the enigmatic Hades, she experiences something new: choice. Zeus calls Hades "lord" of the dead as a joke. In truth, Hades is the goddess of the underworld, and no friend of Zeus. She offers Persephone sanctuary in her land of the dead, so the young goddess may escape her Olympian destiny. But Persephone finds more than freedom in the underworld. She finds love, and herself.

Keeping You a Secret by Julie Anne Peters

With a steady boyfriend, the position of Student Council President, and a chance to go to an Ivy League college, high school life is just fine for Holland Jaeger. At least it seems to be. But when Cece Goddard comes to school, everything changes. Cece and Holland have undeniable feelings for each other, but how will others react to their developing relationship? This moving love story between two girls is a worthy successor to Nancy Garden's classic young adult coming out novel, Annie on My Mind. With her characteristic humor and breezy style, Peters has captured the compelling emotions of young love.

Annie on My Mind by Nancy Garden

This groundbreaking book is the story of two teenage girls whose friendship blossoms into love and who, despite pressures from family and school that threaten their relationship, promise to be true to each other and their feelings. This book is so truthful and honest, it has been banned from many school libraries and even publicly burned in Kansas City.

Everything Leads to You by Nina LaCour

Emi is a film buff and a true romantic, but her real-life relationships are a mess. She has desperately gone back to the same girl too many times to mention. But then a mysterious letter from a silver screen legend leads Emi to Ava. Ava is unlike anyone Emi has ever met. She has a tumultuous, not-so-glamorous past, and lives an unconventional life. She’s enigmatic…. She’s beautiful. And she is about to expand Emi’s understanding of family, acceptance, and true romance.

Him (Him #1) by Sarina Bowen

Jamie Canning has never been able to figure out how he lost his closest friend. Four years ago, his tattooed, wise-cracking, rule-breaking roommate cut him off without an explanation. So what if things got a little weird on the last night of hockey camp the summer they were eighteen? It was just a little drunken foolishness. Nobody died.

Ryan Wesley’s biggest regret is coaxing his very straight friend into a bet that pushed the boundaries of their relationship. Now, with their college teams set to face off at the national championship, he’ll finally get a chance to apologize. But all it takes is one look at his longtime crush, and the ache is stronger than ever.

Jamie has waited a long time for answers, but walks away with only more questions—can one night of sex ruin a friendship? If not, how about six more weeks of it? When Wesley turns up to coach alongside Jamie for one more hot summer at camp, Jamie has a few things to discover about his old friend... and a big one to learn about himself.

Truth in the Dark by Amy Lane

"I am not beautiful..."

Knife's entire existence has been as twisted as his flesh and his face. The only thing beautiful in his life is his sister. When Gwennie is obliged to turn a suitor down because she fears to leave her brother to the brutality of their village, Knife is desperate for anything to ensure her happiness.

Her suitor's cousin offers him a way out, but it won't be easy. Aerie-Smith has been cursed to walk upright in the form of a beast, and his beloved village suffers from the same spell. Aerie-Smith offers Gwen a trousseau and some hope, if only Knife will keep him company on his island for the span of a year and perform one "regrettable task" at year's end.

Knife is unprepared for the form the island's curse takes on his own misshapen body. In one moment of magic, he is given the body of his dreams—and he discovers that where flesh meets spirit and appearance meet reality, sometimes the only place to find truth is in the darkness of a lover's arms.

Luck in the Shadows (Nightrunner #1) by Lynn Flewelling

When young Alec of Kerry is taken prisoner for a crime he didn’t commit, he is certain that his life is at an end. But one thing he never expected was his cellmate. Spy, rogue, thief, and noble, Seregil of Rhiminee is many things–none of them predictable. And when he offers to take on Alec as his apprentice, things may never be the same for either of them. Soon Alec is traveling roads he never knew existed, toward a war he never suspected was brewing. Before long he and Seregil are embroiled in a sinister plot that runs deeper than either can imagine, and that may cost them far more than their lives if they fail. But fortune is as unpredictable as Alec’s new mentor, and this time there just might be…Luck in the Shadows.

I'll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson

Jude and her twin brother, Noah, are incredibly close. At thirteen, isolated Noah draws constantly and is falling in love with the charismatic boy next door, while daredevil Jude cliff-dives and wears red-red lipstick and does the talking for both of them. But three years later, Jude and Noah are barely speaking. Something has happened to wreck the twins in different and dramatic ways . . until Jude meets a cocky, broken, beautiful boy, as well as someone else—an even more unpredictable new force in her life. The early years are Noah's story to tell. The later years are Jude's. What the twins don't realize is that they each have only half the story, and if they could just find their way back to one another, they’d have a chance to remake their world.

Lies We Tell Ourselves by Robin Talley

In 1959 Virginia, the lives of two girls on opposite sides of the battle for civil rights will be changed forever.

Sarah Dunbar is one of the first black students to attend the previously all-white Jefferson High School. An honors student at her old school, she is put into remedial classes, spit on and tormented daily.

Linda Hairston is the daughter of one of the town's most vocal opponents of school integration. She has been taught all her life that the races should be kept separate but equal.

Forced to work together on a school project, Sarah and Linda must confront harsh truths about race, power and how they really feel about one another.

The Diviners (The Diviners #1) by Libba Bray

Evie O’Neill has been exiled from her boring old hometown and shipped off to the bustling streets of New York City—and she is pos-i-tute-ly ecstatic. It’s 1926, and New York is filled with speakeasies, Ziegfeld girls, and rakish pickpockets. The only catch is that she has to live with her uncle Will and his unhealthy obsession with the occult.

Evie worries he’ll discover her darkest secret: a supernatural power that has only brought her trouble so far. But when the police find a murdered girl branded with a cryptic symbol and Will is called to the scene, Evie realizes her gift could help catch a serial killer.

As Evie jumps headlong into a dance with a murderer, other stories unfold in the city that never sleeps. A young man named Memphis is caught between two worlds. A chorus girl named Theta is running from her past. A student named Jericho hides a shocking secret. And unknown to all, something dark and evil has awakened.

The Magicians (The Magicians, #1) by Lev Grossman

Like everyone else, precocious high school senior Quentin Coldwater assumes that magic isn't real, until he finds himself admitted to a very secretive and exclusive college of magic in upstate New York. There he indulges in joys of college-friendship, love, sex, and booze- and receives a rigorous education in modern sorcery. But magic doesn't bring the happiness and adventure Quentin thought it would. After graduation, he and his friends stumble upon a secret that sets them on a remarkable journey that may just fulfill Quentin's yearning. But their journey turns out to be darker and more dangerous than they'd imagined.

The Darkest Part of the Forest by Holly Black

Children can have a cruel, absolute sense of justice. Children can kill a monster and feel quite proud of themselves. A girl can look at her brother and believe they’re destined to be a knight and a bard who battle evil. She can believe she’s found the thing she’s been made for.

Hazel lives with her brother, Ben, in the strange town of Fairfold where humans and fae exist side by side. The faeries’ seemingly harmless magic attracts tourists, but Hazel knows how dangerous they can be, and she knows how to stop them. Or she did, once.

At the center of it all, there is a glass coffin in the woods. It rests right on the ground and in it sleeps a boy with horns on his head and ears as pointed as knives. Hazel and Ben were both in love with him as children. The boy has slept there for generations, never waking.

Until one day, he does…

As the world turns upside down, Hazel tries to remember her years pretending to be a knight. But swept up in new love, shifting loyalties, and the fresh sting of betrayal, will it be enough?

Deathless (Leningrad Diptych #1) by Catherynne M. Valente

Koschei the Deathless is to Russian folklore what devils or wicked witches are to European culture: a menacing, evil figure; the villain of countless stories which have been passed on through story and text for generations. But Koschei has never before been seen through the eyes of Catherynne Valente, whose modernized and transformed take on the legend brings the action to modern times, spanning many of the great developments of Russian history in the twentieth century. Deathless, however, is no dry, historical tome: it lights up like fire as the young Marya Morevna transforms from a clever child of the revolution, to Koschei’s beautiful bride, to his eventual undoing. Along the way there are Stalinist house elves, magical quests, secrecy and bureaucracy, and games of lust and power. All told, Deathless is a collision of magical history and actual history, of revolution and mythology, of love and death, which will bring Russian myth back to life in a stunning new incarnation.

Dash & Lily's Book of Dares by Rachel Cohn, David Levithan

So begins the latest whirlwind romance from the bestselling authors of Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist. Lily has left a red notebook full of challenges on a favorite bookstore shelf, waiting for just the right guy to come along and accept its dares. But is Dash that right guy? Or are Dash and Lily only destined to trade dares, dreams, and desires in the notebook they pass back and forth at locations across New York? Could their in-person selves possibly connect as well as their notebook versions? Or will they be a comic mismatch of disastrous proportions?

Rachel Cohn and David Levithan have written a love story that will have readers perusing bookstore shelves, looking and longing for a love (and a red notebook) of their own.

Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist by Rachel Cohn, David Levithan

It all starts when Nick asks Norah to be his girlfriend for five minutes. He only needs five minutes to avoid his ex-girlfriend, who’s just walked in to his band’s show. With a new guy. And then, with one kiss, Nick and Norah are off on an adventure set against the backdrop of New York City—and smack in the middle of all the joy, anxiety, confusion, and excitement of a first date.

Every Day (Every Day #1) by David Levithan

Every day a different body. Every day a different life. Every day in love with the same girl. There’s never any warning about where it will be or who it will be. A has made peace with that, even established guidelines by which to live: Never get too attached. Avoid being noticed. Do not interfere.

It’s all fine until the morning that A wakes up in the body of Justin and meets Justin’s girlfriend, Rhiannon. From that moment, the rules by which A has been living no longer apply. Because finally A has found someone he wants to be with—day in, day out, day after day.

When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon

A laugh-out-loud, heartfelt YA romantic comedy, told in alternating perspectives, about two Indian-American teens whose parents have arranged for them to be married.

Dimple Shah has it all figured out. With graduation behind her, she’s more than ready for a break from her family, from Mamma’s inexplicable obsession with her finding the “Ideal Indian Husband.” Ugh. Dimple knows they must respect her principles on some level, though. If they truly believed she needed a husband right now, they wouldn’t have paid for her to attend a summer program for aspiring web developers…right?

Rishi Patel is a hopeless romantic. So when his parents tell him that his future wife will be attending the same summer program as him—wherein he’ll have to woo her—he’s totally on board. Because as silly as it sounds to most people in his life, Rishi wants to be arranged, believes in the power of tradition, stability, and being a part of something much bigger than himself.

The Shahs and Patels didn’t mean to start turning the wheels on this “suggested arrangement” so early in their children’s lives, but when they noticed them both gravitate toward the same summer program, they figured, Why not?

Dimple and Rishi may think they have each other figured out. But when opposites clash, love works hard to prove itself in the most unexpected ways.

A Darker Shade of Magic (Shades of Magic #1) by V.E. Schwab

Kell is one of the last travelers--magicians with a rare, coveted ability to travel between parallel universes connected by one magical city.

There's Grey London, dirty and boring, without any magic, and with one mad King--George III. Red London, where life and magic are revered--and where Kell was raised alongside Rhy Maresh, the roguish heir to a flourishing empire. White London--a place where people fight to control magic and the magic fights back, draining the city to its very bones. And once upon a time, there was Black London. But no one speaks of that now.

Officially, Kell is the Red traveler, ambassador of the Maresh empire, carrying the monthly correspondences between the royals of each London. Unofficially, Kell is a smuggler, servicing people willing to pay for even the smallest glimpses of a world they'll never see. It's a defiant hobby with dangerous consequences, which Kell is now seeing firsthand.

Fleeing into Grey London, Kell runs into Delilah Bard, a cut-purse with lofty aspirations. She robs him, saves him from a deadly enemy, and finally forces Kell to spirit her to another world for a proper adventure.

Now perilous magic is afoot, and treachery lurks at every turn. To save all of the worlds, they'll first need to stay alive.

[childofbatterycity]

my first fanfic..

welp  guys this is my first attempt on writing a gerard fanfic.....js I failed English s if my spelling is utter shit feel free to send me that good good judgement...here goes nothing.....

You've been into MCR  for a pretty long time after your friend got you into them , you now consider yourself a full blown fan. A few months pass of you reading a fuck load of MCR smut and making scenarios in your head when youre in school/college or just bored in bed of you and Gee or frank, and once or twice got a tad sexual with yourself while lost in those scenarios. Your birthday comes along and your best friend gets you tickets to go see them live, a group of you go. you and two other friends.

The night finally comes and you get all dressed up in the sexiest stuff you own, when in the car on the way to the concert you get super nervous and could feel your stomach go all weird and start to sweat a little. You get to the mosh pit and the show opens "Destroya" one of your favourite songs by them and you go wild, you can feel the bass and the crowd screaming boom in your chest, you feel the heat of the lights and you already smell the sweat and ambition in the air.This is what you have been dreaming of all these months laying in bed or playing them full blast with your friends home alone and playing air guitar, this is where you have longed to be for so long, you just cant believe the man you have fantasised about for months is right infront of you.

The show goes by so quick, they end with "vampire money" and you can feel yourself get a little wet from remembering you get to go behind stage at the end and meet them. Youre so pumped with energy you scream at gee and frank and hold out your hand and as gee says " we came here to fuck" he looks directly at you, smirks and holds your hand for a second before throwing it down and going up to frank and dose that sexy little thing he dose that you have watched over and over again on youtube, you feel yourself getting wet again just from that split second. As the show ends you and your friends rush to stagedoor ready for the meet and greet, now you really feel the nerves kicking in, the door opens and gee is standing behind it in his black skinny jeans, big black boots and sweat drenched t-shirt and red stringy hair " hey! come on in guys" gee said softly while stairing at you he pauses and then says " aren't you the girl who tried to grab my dick?" with a giggle , you suddenly feel yourself go red and remember how close you were to the stage...it totally looked as if you tried to grab his dick. you stutter " Fuck ugh...I wasn't trying to I jus-" " oh youre that girl! ha gee just told me about that" you heard frank come up behind you and you feel his hand brush against your arm and its stays there while he asks " whats your name by the way?" Y/N reply a little calmer now, you can see gee in the corner of your eye get a beer and check you out , you could feel the tension start to build a little. " well happy birthday Y/N!" frank said with a stupid smile on his face while everyone els shouts it after him and ray and gee pull those party confetti popper things and mikey shoots silly string at you and frank . " c'mon baby, tonight you are partying with us" Gee says so smoothly as he hands you a beer. You turn to your friends and they are in conversation with ray and mikey, " there is an after show house party in like an hour if you and your friends wanna come with us?" frank says excitedly , you reply " fuck yeah id love to! how did you guts know it was my birthday?" you ask while laughing, " your friend emailed us" ray said and you run up to them and hug the both of them while all the guys cheered , then you hear " alright you motherfuckers get in the car we have a party  to go to" frank shouted, then you all hold up you beers and say "to getting fucked up".

You finally get to the party, and as you all get out of the car and walk to the house, gerard  runs up to your side and says in a cocky tone " you know, the guy that's holding this party is known for having the best partys in town? you should feel honered" you reply with " eh I bet I have been to better" just to start a bit of playful back-and-forth. "ohh party animal are we?" he says and before you could answer he looks away at the streetlights and says in an almost seductive whisper " I could tell straight away." he looks back at you with those big hazel bedroom eyes and a small smirk, you shuddered a little and said " oh yeah? how?" with a small giggle " the way you dress is a big giveaway sugar, then there is the glitter in the eyeshadow, instant sign of a drinker to me, then there was the way you were looking at me on stage and how you were eyeing me up in the car" he said, you were taken by surprise and again before you could open your mouth he cuts in with " you really think I didn't see you? oh honey, play fair. at least when I did it to you, I didn't get caught" as he leans in closer to you he whispers in your ear " try harder next time sugar" before walking off to join the boys at the door. youre now completely soaked, you can feel your heart beat through your chest and your legs quiver slightly. you knew tonight was going to be a good one. time went by, beer after beer and random people walking past and dancing with girls you have never met before slipped past. you found yourself sitting inbetween frank and gee trying to talk over the sound of loud music and teenaged screams of excitement from to much alcohol. Frank lights up a cigarette and you watch as the grayish tinted smoke flew out of his mouth gracefully and then dissolved into the air, " want a drag?" he offers while giving the cigarette to you, youre a bit embaressed and say shyly " ugh ive actually never tried one before.." gee takes it out of franks tattoo covered hands and takes it inbetween his lips while keeping dead eyecontact with you, inhales the smoke and you watch as the small ball of fire glows a bit brighter and watch him exhale the aftermath. "here" he says while holding it infront of your lips, you look at him, a little nervous but eeger to impress the redhead. he places it in your mouth and says "now inhale it all sweetie...there we are" you take it down smother than expected and exhale it in his face, just to ad to the sexual tention. frank just stares in awe and sniggers quietly before saying " damn girl, you are a natural". Gee stands up, still keeping your eyes locked, " come with me for a second Y/N? I need another beer." He leads you to a bedroom door , you say " this isn't the kitchen" before he opens the door, pushes you in and you fall on the bed as he locks the door, he grabs you and slams you up against the wall, holding both your hands above your head he says " alright you, the game is over, you wanna  play little girl? fine I will fucking play" with an animalistic growl he pushes himself onto you and you colud feel his hard cock press up against your thigh as he grabs your face with one hand, still bounding you hands with the other and kisses you long and hard. his lips were so sofr and tender but he kissed like he meant it, you could taste the beer and smoke on his tounge and you bite his bottom lip hard wich made him groan deeply. As you try to push up against him more he throws you onto the bed and climbs on top of you only to kiss you harder and to grab your dress and bra straps and pull them down fast. he  brakes his lips away from yours to rip off your dress,bra and panties while you throw your head back and moan loudly as you feel his tounge gluide up your pussy and circle your clit, you arch your back and moan again and again " oh..fuuck " "aahh" you feel his breathy laughter of pride against your clit wich sends you off the edge. you grab his hair and push his head back down to get more. he slips in his finger, two then he pounds you with his hands as hard as he can while kissing you once again, you moan into his mouth and he trails kisses on your jawline down to your neck, this sends shivers up your spine and you grab hold of his shirt and tear it off and then dig your nails into his soft, pale flesh. this makes him growl louder and wraps his hand around your throat while biting your ear softly. Just as he gets up on his knees to unbuckle his belt and take off his jeans, a knock comes on the door followed by a drunk frank shouting " hey dude if you want ill turn up the music so they cant hear you fuck!" gee laughs and shouts back " good idea, we are gonna be here for a while, keep me and Y/N a few beers too!" you both laugh and before you know it, his hand is grasping your hair and pushing your mouth down further on his hard dick, with each gluide he moans and growls through his teeth " of fuck...Y/N..aahh". you look up at him smirking while dragging your tounge down his length to come right back up again and to tease this head slowly. He aggressively pushes you down, opens your legs and slams into you with power, the feeling of him finally  inside you sends you into deep pleasure, moaning and grabbing eachothers hot flesh you start to feel the wave puls through you over and over, you are getting so fucking close and scream " im gonna cum! f-fuck ...ahh!" he growls again, this time with a smile on his face.

He pounds into you harder and harder, faster and faster. you feel him hit all the right spots ,his hand still on your throat he shouts " fuck baby im close...ahhh cum with me ...with me " you nod in reply as he goes faster and faster, his manly groans keeping you wet for him, you feel your walls and legs puls and you both reach the edge together with a loud moan of ultimate pleasure. he slows down gradually then pulls out and collapses next to you, wraps his arms around you and pulls you into his chest, kisses your head and whispers " now that is a game id love to play again" you feel his breathy laugh against your hair, you smile and eventually fall asleep holding eachother.