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withinthebrain · 5 years

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He wanted...

He wanted me to be weak and submissive and listen without question, BUT THAT IS NOT HOW MOMMY RAISED ME. He wanted me to cook and clean and stay home while he went out, BUT THAT IS NOT HOW GRAM RAISED ME. He wanted me to need him and call on him and only him, BUT THAT IS NOT HOW DADDY RAISED ME.

MOMMY RAISED ME to be strong and have opinions and stand up for what is right. GRAM RAISED ME to know my self-worth and carry myself with dignity. DADDY RAISED ME to be independent and self-reliant and TO KNOW WHEN I AM LOVED.

He wanted me to stay quiet and do as he expected. He wanted me to change. I WAS RAISED TO LOVE MYSELF AND LOVE MY FAMILY AND BECAUSE OF THEM I KNEW IT WAS MY TIME TO LEAVE.

#self care #self love #emotional abuse #he wanted #faith in the future #moving forward #family #pride #independent #EKW

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bongsavior · 1 year

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Tell me how we're ripping ourselves away from each other because we have to for both of our sanities but i'm STILL out here wet as a fucking lake at the thought of you. I'm helpless

#i'm a useless gay #this life is a tease #this life dangles fruit and vegetables and grains and potatoes in front of the hungriest man on the planet and then he dies #maybe the point is that he had a human experience. he lived #he wanted #he endured. he craved and desired and yearned but all he got was the privilege of seeing it all in front of him #whether he could devour it and be sustained for a long time #he still learned the meaning of love and desire #to want and to crave something so badly that you're so sure will make you a happier man #but it's not yours to hold. not yours to taste.#maybe that's all it comes down to. being human #you live. you see. you want. you taste #you experience and then you shed your mortal flesh sack to become something entirely different #anyways my point is #personal #i'm sad #everything in life is changing and i have a lot of optimism but there's so so much fear and sorrow and dispair #so much turmoil and depression and the weeping of my soul #i need to heal. i need to heal. i need to heal #words

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scramratz · 3 months

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#I wanted to hug him but he seemed like the type to grieve by acting like everything’s normal

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dsmsix · 4 months

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thought I was muted and just had this exchange with a coworker on a zoom call

#he went sorry? I said nothing #but i wanted to say #is to blow up….#performative journaling #op #friendpilled visitmaxxer

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girldraki · 4 months

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#oh my god?????#txt #STOP FOLLOWING US!!! WE DONT POST LIKE THIS. WE POST JFK RPF #'blah hah hah and everyone clapped' don't you want to live in a world of beauty? with us?#‘why can’t i reblog this?’ Because trads started going He dodged a bullet in our notifications

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unsung-idiot · 11 days

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don't show him modern technology; it won't end well

bonus under the cut:

#i'm not sure if ford would really be interested in using the internet much #but i could see him wanting to look something up real quick and ending up reading something so outrageously wrong #that it pisses him off to the point that he gets into an argument about it lol #gravity falls #stan pines #stanley pines #stanford pines #digital art #my stuff #anyway i really don't like how this one turned out #but i don't feel like changing it #bc i already spent way more time on this than i actually wanted to #and i don't wanna look at it any longer

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time-woods · 24 days

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Accessorize ! Accessorize ! Accessorize !

based off of how my dad got his ears pierced))

#gravity falls #mabel pines #stanley pines #grunkle stan #comic #this was just gonnabe a simple comic but then i wanted to do a stylestudy on gf bgs and that led to me doing 10 backgrounds . .#this onetook a whiiile #also he was totally about todrinkfrom the milk carton befor mabel came in #shes totes gonna make him some earrings now and no one can stop her

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butchfalin · 10 months

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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great-and-small · 4 months

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Apparently the local university’s undergraduate entomology course sends students to catch insect specimens at the same place I like to go birdwatching, which explains why I saw three enormous frat looking dudes with tiny bug nets and overheard one emphatically say “bro BRO I told you we already have enough lepidopterans”

#I told my brother (in the ag field) this and he said ‘oh those are definitely turf bros’#apparently entomology is a required course if you want to specialize in golf course management which I guess is a career that some desire #and there is some Westside story type beef between the turf bros taking entomology for pest control reasons and future PHDs who love bugs #actually chatted with them later they were very lovely

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stump-not-found · 14 days

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i like you because of your terrible personality, generally awful demeanor, and inability to watch 3D movies . not despite

#gravity falls #billford #bill cipher #stanford pines #tbob #the book of bill #comic #stump art #the original ending was bill saying he wants to get him pregnant #but my wife didn't like it #and my brother didn't like it #and no one i knew liked it #but i liked it . in my heart .

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cowboysmp3 · 4 months

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there’s something sooo sickening about how dunmeshis whole energy is like sometimes something terrible and awful happens to you and it changes you forever and nothing can make you the person you were before but there’s still love and there’s still sharing a meal together and there’s still living

#dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #it’s so AOUGH!!!#especially mithrun and falin and thistle #but everyone has some element of this #it’s also so important that the characters in majority DONT get what they want #marcille never gets to even out the lifespan between races #falin is never returned to her pre chimera state #mithrun never got to truly be the version of himself he want to be #like idk i could go on #but there’s smthn to the fact that not all the problems are fixed #and actually most of the time it’s better they aren’t #IDKKKK IRS JUST SO AOUGH

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velvetcloak · 1 month

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The Olympics but high fashion by Wisdom Kaye

#a very long post #bcs i don't want to part them #wisdom kaye #is a treasure #fashion #olympics #also the way he added palestine #and not the other #;)

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qrowpilled · 1 year

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hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

#shush jesse #EDIT from future me: this post was about astarion but im fully a galegirl (gendy neutch) now so idk what that says #he's also my type for what its worth #this post abt astarion #hes just so painfully on brand for me #i know so little about him though is the thing but i still feel insane #but i cant play the game and i dont want to watch anyone play it and i dont want spoilers #so like.....secondhand blorbo right now

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captainjonnitkessler · 1 month

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>Join a union

>Hear people constantly complaining that the current union leadership is super corrupt, it's all just the same ten guys making all the decisions in secret and nobody else in the union ever gets to know what's going on

>Go to the monthly union meetings that are completely open to all 1200 union members

>The only attendees are the same ten guys every month, giving detailed reports about everything that's going on

#anyway this is why i'm the way i am about politics and people who advocate against 'participating in the system'#i am on my way to becoming one of the ten guys and frankly? it's fucking exhausting #i chatted with the union president afterwards and he got this haunted look in his eye #and was like 'i'm glad to see you getting involved but remember you can say no. you can always say no.#don't let anyone bully you into doing more than you want to. make time for yourself. YOU CAN SAY NO.'#which was good and much appreciated advice! but also. ominous

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 6 months

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