#hell on earth lol

[wolfmovth]

seeing that serval ears post go around so much the past couple of days it is truly making me despair. servals are wild cats that are nowhere near domesticated & keeping them as pets is straight up animal abuse, shit like that getting spread around without a second thought is genuinely very depressing

[llocalgoblinn]

anyways, lol

life has been insane and busy and i feel like i've been doing lots of painting and sketching and writing in other places but i haven't sat and had a nice garbage brain dump rant in a while so i'm going to do that because i'm sleepy and i want to nap but I CANT or else i'll get nothing done the rest of the night so i must stay awake!!!! and my roommate is in the kitchen and i am overstimulated and furious but have to be Normal.

so a little rant about how dating is so fucking challenging: i feel like trying to find a balance between being my fully unhinged WORST mentally ill anxious attachment self and fully dissociation zero risk zero vulnerability self has been. nigh impossible. also trying to like, be considerate of another person and provide them with the kind of space i'd want to exist in???? plus he is cool and attractive and talented and weird, and i like him and that makes me extremely. nervous!! i keep forgetting i'm a bad bitch hahahahaha anyways.

i don't know, it's all very hard and confusing and nebulous. i want to be able to be myself, be "too much". i'm realizing i don't really know who that is. i'm not sure i can tell the difference between ME/my values/my actual needs&wants, and The Trauma Responses. it makes me feel disorganized and more than a little insane which is then just fucking EMBARASSING and somewhat guilt inducing. although my therapist has begun to call me out on internalized ableism so i am not quite as hung up on the idea of being "work" and that impact on whether or not i am allowed to date. blegh.

in any case, i think i have to suck it up and challenge myself to do the mortifying work of. being known, via expressing what i want and need and just. repeatedly. fighting the impulse to be ashamed of how i am.

okay and now i need to go for a walk because my roommate is driving me crazy BYE hopefully someday i will write a post that's just "getting married to the hottest weirdo ever, yeehaw :)"

[tubbytarchia]

I read a self proclaimed hater express how much they hated head-wings, feathers around the face, animal tails and bird feet, and that motivated me to draw all of those things

Woe bird feet upon ye, get fucked

[hellboys]

negan smith in every episode (9/??) THE WALKING DEAD ↳ 8.01 — mercy

[booskwan]

wonwoo x crop tops

[monstersandbrothers]

I am really truly not one to get into fandom discourse or get mad about people not liking a particular ship or get mad about people disliking a character. LITCHRALLY Whatever. It’s the internet and NONE of this is that deep. That being said it is absolutely laugh out loud funny to me when an anti wincester goes “EW. How could you ship them they’re BROTHERS??? They’re literally RELATED BY BLOOD HELLO??” As if that’s new information. As if that’s something no one in the history of the show has ever pointed out before. Like this is something revelatory that’s gonna wake me up and make me realize the error of my ways. They’re brothers Yeah exactly the reason we ship them in the first place. thank you for your concern tho <3

[tmos-time]

okay here he is; the most dangerous eridan is the kind who secretly knows hes got a cute look going on

[wiwaxia-official]

@marinebiologyshitposts @marinememes

[spiked-mall-goth]

[suuho]

genuinely, i love how they set top up as this cold and uncaring top dog, absolute player and fuckboy stereotype, and then in comes mew and he blows it all to smithereens. instead, top becomes intensely caring and devoted to mew, vying for mew’s love and affection and, most of all, for his forgiveness. and it is never just a hollow act of caring for the sake of appearances or posturing, top cares for mew because he is in love with him, because he wants to care for him and make sure he is alright, because it is his first and foremost way to show affection. the showy dates, the overboard flirting, the pick up lines and come-ons, they all mean nothing. that is all just smoke. at his core, top is a caretaker and with mew, he cannot even help himself. he just has to. mew matters to him more than he would have ever expected in the beginning, when it was all just a game, and there is a certain degree of romance to the care he gives mew. how readily he receives him, all sides of him, how he has learned to accept because the way he loves mew is unconditional, at this point. they might both be unhinged, manipulative to a fault, and focused on appearances and performance, but at their core, topmew are so genuinely in love with each other, they’re a perfect match. and top is just the absolute picture of devotion.

[certifiablyinsanez]

I had a dream that my partner and I were dared among friends to say the most absolute down-bad, carnal, filthy dirty nasty things about Crowley and Aziraphale and so we did and it turns out that we were actually on set of the Graham Norton show and not only had they filmed it with a whole audience, MICHAEL AND DAVID WALKED IN AND WERE LAUGHING but even in my most nightmare scenario they were both so lovely and kind and seemed genuinely flattered by the whole thing and it’s been living rent free in my head for a month now and it’s TORTURE.

[delightfulkingtyphoon]

Hellraiser 3: Hell On Earth (1992)

the movie was literally-

[sewi-li-suwi]

Fact: The Earth rotates very quickly. As a result, different parts of the Earth move at different speeds - the equator at about 1670km/h, and the poles at none.

Fact: Summon Object can be used to move an object from any location to a space near you.

Thought: By summoning an object from the equator, it will be moving West at a significant speed. Likewise, by summoning an object from a pole it will be moving East at a significant speed.

Fact: I live in England.

Fact: England has a longitude of roughly 54⁰. The radius of the Earth is roughly 6321km.

Thought: If my maths is right, England moves at roughly 1324km/h.

Fact: 1324km/h is a reasonable speed for a bullet.

Fact: 1324km/h is Faster than the speed of sound.

Conclusion: By casting Summon Object on rocks in The North Pole, you can create bullets from thin air.

[babacontainsmultitudes]

Welp I have some incredibly kind mutuals so I went and finished(?) that Nicky sketch from the other day lol. :] Mostly the same but I gave him some silly little tattoos and bling (and sweatpants- I can't draw clothes for the life of me but he deserves to be cozy lol)

Also bonus repost of an old Taylor doodle lmao ignore the eraser marks pleeease

[biblically-accurate-soup]

officially off the waitlist at one school (denied)

[spacedlexi]

so theres these 2 zombie apocalypse daughters and im a disappointed parent who plays favorites