Ohhh. Migraine is not gone.
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hi
it wasn't like he ever left, but i am falling steadfast back into my vexen feels
i LOVE this guy!!! like? i'm so glad the last game really gave him more than i think anyone was expecting. because he deserved that! he really really did!
regardless of that i am thinking about us and the SLOWEST. BURN. EVER. how we actually believe that we don't need to acknowledge it, we don't even know what it is, all while we're heading toward an imevitable fate that will separate us and when we meet again it's too late... EXCEPT IT ISN'T, TURNS OUT, JUST BY A THREAD, and it just makes me so... compromised
so if you see me... no you didn't
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Difficult talking to my family bc they have clear concern for me but no understanding of my situation. They always talk about how I should just get a part time job, it'll make me feel better, get me out of this rut. This rut is nearly lifelong health issues that had me legally declared disabled. I finally got over my constant suicidal thoughts and urges and the only thing that can reliably bring them back to crisis levels is being fired, which happened with every job I tried, because of my health. A job would not be healing for me. But they literally can't comprehend that. I've stopped even arguing with them about it bc they don't really listen or try to understand. To them I just appear irresponsible, as if there was a cure to my sickness and I was just stubbornly refusing it for no reason, totally blind to the fact that the "cure" would only make me sicker. I do want to do things with myself, I'd love to work, even just small volunteer gigs, but I also don't want to injure myself more than I already am. As I am right now I don't even really have hobbies, which I grieve about. Very frustrating to be told someone cares about you but only if you hurt yourself for them, but only if you play pretend about who you are.
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"don't take my stuff" tony i know u have no idea what you're saying but i AM going to throw up on your ironshoes bc of this.
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etho childhood cat and empires false 🎊
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doot doot do doot.
(a new challenger has joined the rink)
TAZ? KANDIDANDI REAL? BASIL? KIT?
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