#hiding this in the queue

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Star Trek: Deep Space Nine "Past Tense, Pt. 1"

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i need help with vet bills (again).

hi. for those of you who remember, earlier this year i asked for donations to help me afford toos' vet bills, who we found out through your help had kidney failure, and again with your help we got her on medication for it. unfortunately it wasn't enough, and we lost her. and then shortly after, dexter began deteriorating, which we put down to his grief of losing toos - she kept him young, he followed her everywhere, he only played because of her, he only ate when she ate, etc. without her he just stopped. and then he started to have seizures and fits daily. we got him blood tests, but he was suffering so badly. we made the decision to put him down. i didn't ask for donations this time, because i was so deeply embarrassed to ask for help again. but we are still recovering financially from that, as well as the parts of toos bills that didn't get covered from donations. my mother hasn't worked for a very long time, she's disabled and very sick, and she receives PIP from the government that only covers her monthly medications that are not covered by the NHS. my father retired early to become her full time carer, and we are living off his pension. i am too disabled to work, but because my mother already receives PIP and i live with them, the government are resistent to giving me any help - so i have zero income, and rely entirely on my parents.

this is jenny. she's a 14 year old cairn terrier, who loves when we garden because she wants to help dig holes. she helped us bury dexter and toos, digging their graves for them with my dads help. she's an angel, and loves people so much she likes to escape under the fence and join other families for awhile. one time she got into someones back garden and asked to come in as they were eating lunch. she really hates flies, and will try to bite them out of the air (she has never succeeded but i believe she will one day). she will rub her face against you until you start stroking her, and will growl and even bark if you stop! we don't have the money to take jenny to the vets, for a checkup or for anything they may want to do. this has been an ongoing issue, but toos and dexter took priority, and it hasn't been a bother to her. she existed as normal for a long time, but that's since changed.

jenny has this lump in her mouth, it is larger than the picture shows, but she is a nightmare to force open her mouth since this got so big, i think it's uncomfortable or painful for her. she can't properly close her lips now, and it has pushed all her front teeth away, misshaping her mouth, and sometimes it bleeds profusely. eating has become difficult for her, she can't eat anything hard, and currently will only eat soft human foods like rice, scrambled egg chopped up so small she doesn't have to chew, and things like soups and gravy. she's lost a lot of weight, and i'm getting frightened. to add onto it, i've found lumps like this across her body. i've done as much research as i can, and i believe it to be an oral tumor, it fits, and it looks right, and it spreading across her body is called 'full staging'. and going by all i've read - they will want to remove them in surgery. according to my research, this will cost anywhere from £585 - £4,740 for just the lump in her mouth. that's not including any checkup/test costs, or the other lumps on her body.

she hasn't been to the vet yet, i don't have any secure goal or bills to share, just my assumptions and beliefs from researching myself online. my parents refuse to take her because we can't afford it. i want to save up money, have it in my bank, and show them that we can help her now, before it gets worse, or it's too late. as i said before, i don't have any income, so the only way i can do this is with help.

here's a link to my paypal.me

the icon is a little mouse, and the @ is rivellon

i struggled so badly posting the first post like this for toos. i felt so guilty and embarrassed and ashamed. but i have no choice again, i want to help jenny. i don't want her to suffer. and selfishly, i can't handle losing another dog so soon. this year has been waking nightmare, and i need your help to stop it getting even worse.

please reblog and share, even if you can't donate.

thank you for reading.

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[bylrndgm]

THE GOLDFINCH (2019)

More than anything I was relieved that in my unfamiliar babbling-and-wanting-to-talk state I'd stopped myself from blurting the thing I'd never said, even though it was something we both knew well enough without me saying out loud to him in the street - which was, of course, I love you.

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That's how it went after the crown incident . . .

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Beatrice : Okay Ava you're on speaker, behave.

Ava: Or what? You'll spank me?

Mother Superion and the girls:...

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Another, zzz

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‘Jason was Duke’s robin’ ‘tim was dukes robin’ YOURE ALL FOOLS

Steph as dukes most formative robin is RIGHT THERE

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You have been visited by the golden Ghildo. Reblog to bring good fortune and ass wobbles into your life.

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Doctor Who "Twice Upon a Time"

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[14dayswithyou]

Say hi to renren for me

So I was having computer problems and had to restart my laptop, but when I tried to redownload the game it said locked with a password. I was wondering how I can obtain the password I love your game so much! P.s I read what happened and I apologize you went through that

✦゜ANSWERED: aaaa thank you for your concern ;v; I appreciate you!!

As for the password; you can get it in the 14DWY Discord — or wait for it to be publicly released on Itch!! Day 3.5 is still in early beta/access, so only the Discord community can playtest it right now ^^ The community is waaaay smaller (and no minors!!), which makes it easier for me to handle any bugs/issues/feedback.

But Day 3.5 will be made public very soon, so please don't feel pressured into joining if you don't want to!! ^^ Thank you very much for your endless patience! And a big thank you to everyone in da server for listening to my wishes about not leaking/spoiling anything!

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Woe, tlod comic be upon ye.

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Ava, teaching the new recruits: Okay, what's the first rule?

Recruits: Don't wake up you before 12, if you want to live.

Ava: Second rule?

Recruits: If Beatrice tells you no, go to Camila.

Mother Superion, shouting from a distance: WHAT ARE YOU TEACHING THEM!?!?!