#high school sucks and I don't think they're really ready lol

[unorthodoxx-page]

The Long Fight is LIVE

Summary:

Donnie walks in undisturbed, his headphones thumping a fast and loud beat before the turtle collapses on the couch. “It’s the wrestling team,” Donnie answers the unasked question with a yawn, and Splinter marvels at the fact that the boy can hear anything at all. “They won’t let him compete. Hell, they hardly let him scrimmage half the time.”

“Language,” Splinter frowns. Another crash echoes through the home and he takes a worried step forward. “But why? The videos you’ve shown me look very good. He never loses!”

“Take a guess,” Donnie snorts. He turns his phone sideways and the screen sparks to life with a small pixeled soldier. “Honestly, I don’t know what he thought was going to happen.” Another crash shakes the sewers and Donnie cranes his neck toward the hallway. “That better not be my stuff!” he shouts.

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Or, school isn't as fun and accepting as they thought it would be.

-First in a new series of shorts for the possible High School shenanigans the boys might get into.

[wik-likes-studying-and-films]

Hi! I go to high school, and I was wondering…

How can I have good study habits?

hey! thanks so much for your question :)

personally, i think one of the best study habits is actually studying (probably what i find hardest lol), so first make sure you're doing that! if you want good study habits, then try some of the following:

incorporate active recall methods (my favourite for this is quizlet, it's an absolute godsend) since they're proven to be much more effective for memorising concepts.

put your phone on silent + do not disturb then hide it somewhere far, far away. all the apps on your phone are designed to keep you sucked in, don't succumb to them! your phone is basically your greatest enemy when it comes to staying focused while studying.

block distracting websites on your computer with extensions when you study, so you don't spend half an hour on pinterest instead of on physics (definitely not me).

another really important study habit is to have a schedule, since this lets you incorporate spaced repetition + makes it easier for you to know what to study.

take notes in class as the stuff is being explained - focus on getting it down rather than understanding, you can always figure it out later, but you at least need to have the most important concepts in your notebook

ask your teachers questions! dont end up like me - ive had to teach myself chemical bonding and electricity less than a week before my exams because i was too embarassed to ask a question.

make your studying enjoyable, as this means you'll study more often. listen to music, light a candle, make your notes super pretty! - anything to make the experience enjoyable.

for maths-y subjects like economics, physics, and maths (duh), formula sheets are everything - what one of my friends does is she writes all the formulas we learn in the back of her book, so she'll have a big database later on. also, make sure you know what formulas are given to you and which ones you have to learn!

don't study for tests - study to learn. what i mean by this is that you shouldn't only study a week before your exams to get an A , but you should study throughout the term (that's a semester for my american friends <3) so that you can properly understand the subject.

when you want to learn a subject, make brief notes - writing things out in paragraphs is often overkill and wastes time so try not to do that.

when you want to revise a subject or get ready for a test, do past papers! they are so important, they give you an idea of how to relate the information you've learnt to exam-style questions.

i'm sure there's like a million more good study habits, but that's my personal list of some of the best ones. i really hope this helps and please lmk if you have any more questions! <3

- wik xx

[polyghostfacehours]

Your blog is great! Can I please get just some general Billy and Stu headcanons? Maybe stuff about their childhoods or likes and stuff. literally all of your headcanons are my canons, I live for them bestie UwU

DON'T MAKE ME CRY ANON. Thank you so much for the kind words! Did some head canons on their home life for ya under the cut!

Billy:

Billy's father, Hank, sucks ass. He barely interacts with Billy unless it's to scold him. He felt it was the woman's job to handle the child in near all aspects of parenting. His job as a lawyer kept him busy and out of the house, and when he wasn't at work he was at the bar with coworkers. After Mrs. Loomis left, he became even more distant.

Mrs. Loomis smothered Billy. Because she was a housewife and Hank was never home, she latched on to Billy out of loneliness. She ardently defended him, effectively becoming his yes man, and was often the only one he could turn to. It's why Billy was so attached to her. She was also neurotic, and often on and off meds.

Billy's social standing is high, but strange. On one hand, he's handsome, mysterious, and confident. On the other, he was never the jock or the delinquent. So he wasn't popular in the traditional sense, he was popular because he radiated sheer confidence and never let anyone mess with him. He was never bullied, and if anything was the bully if he felt someone deserved it.

Unsurprising, but Billy has absolutely no fashion sense. He has multiple white T shirts, jeans in all shades of denim, a couple of dark jackets, a polo here and there, a pair of boots and a pair of sneakers.

Billy never had a pet. He always wanted a dog when he was younger, but his father never allowed it. And Mrs. Loomis herself didn't try and convince him otherwise since she felt Billy didn't need a dog when he had her.

Billy didn't have many close friends growing up, or at least none that weren't surface level. It's not like he didn't have any, just none that he would consider even close to Stu and later Y/N's level.

Despite this, he always had an affinity for talking to people and getting what he wanted. It's just a trait he seemed to naturally have. Maybe it runs in the family, since, as a lawyer, his dad had a way with words as well. It's because of this this that he never had a problem with interacting with people, even if he is more solitary by nature.

Stu:

Stu's parents are real estate moguls. Both of them. It's how they met. They have properties all around the West coast, as well as some East in Florida, New York, and New Jersey. They moved to Woodsboro when Stu entered 7th grade, and the house there is their 'home base' so to speak. If they were ever there that is lol.

The house Stu lives in is actually one of the most modest ones they own in terms of the house's square footage. They mainly bought it for the large plots of farmland it comes with, as they figured it's value would only go up over time.

Stu was mainly raised through nannies. His parents largely parented with their money, and Stu's "allowance" was always way more exorbitant than anything a kid should have.

Stu's parents, unlike Billy's, do genuinely think they love their son. It's why they spoil him and let him do whst he wants. However, they never thought he was too bright, so they never expected much from him. Which is a shame, because Stu is actually a pretty intelligent guy. They just don't know it since they're never around much, they just look at his grades and school suspensions and go by that.

They do want Stu set for life, and have a hefty trust fund for him as well as a cushy spot in their business for when he's ready. Under his sister ofc.

Stu was often forced to go on business trips and banquets with his parents. He actually really liked them, as long as they didnt interfere with plans he may have had. He loves the buffets and traveling is fun to him. He's much less of a fan now that he has you and Billy though, as he prefers to be with you guys instead.

[demomonic-murmurs]

loving your boo [hq characters × monster girlfriend] //p. 1

Welcome to a new series that I am starting. It features haikyuu characters dating various monsters and mostly features NSFW headcanons.

A fair warning; some of these might be a little weird. I will tag everything appropriately, so proceed with that in mind. Each part will feature 5 characters and 6 parts are planned so far.

Pairings: Hoshiumi × Reader, Ushijima × Reader, Iwaizumi × Reader, Osamu × Reader

Warnings: Size difference, Cervix Penetration, Egg Laying, Heat Cycles, Stomach Buldge

Hoshiumi and a Giantess

• Seagull boy is already insecure enough about his height

• he really doesn't like people commeting on his size or he is ready to throw hands

• or people taller than him

• but when he laid his eyes on you

• 250 cm of pure, giant beauty

• that got his feathers ruffled

• he doesn't get why you're insecure of your height to him its the best thing ever

• will ask you to carry him in private, not in public though he got a reputation to uphold

• learns to appreciate his height as well because of you

• because due to it, his face perfectly gets smothered by your big breasts and his hand has access to your cunt when you're just standing up normally

• speaking of cunt

• he knows his dick can't pleasure you lmfao

• he isn't the biggest guy, mostly just girthy but even that can't save him when it comes to your giant pussy

• he doesn't mind though, at least not later

• opens you up until his entire arm is inside of you

• thats a tight fit even for you

• his fingers barely reach your cervix

• which is great because he will totally use them to directly penetrate it

• your poor cervix is so abused lmao

• sucks on your clit like its a popsicle and his life depends on it

• also loves your boobs

• def wants to be quished between them

• loves it when you pick him up and hold him to suck his dick

• it feels so insignificantly small when he is with you so whenever you try to make him feel good he appreciates it

• you don't trust yourself with giving him a hand job, I mean how could you really, you could crush his dick so easily and then what

• so you mostly just settle down and let him use your body however he wants to to avoid any additional danger

• his ego is such an odd mix of immense pride and crippling self doubt

• he really wants to pleasure you but doesn't know if he can or is able to

• please reassure him

• overall fun relationship with a very different sex life

Ushijima and a Fairy

• Size difference in the different direction

• you are tiny and frail compared to Ushijima's tall and buff stature

• adorable pair though

• very popular and very one loves you

• you may have wings but Ushi loves it when you don't use them and ask him instead to help you get something from a shelf

• that being said, he also lives for when you flutter up to him to give him a kiss

• or when you allow him to hold you

• carefully of course because a broken wing would be a bother really

• but his hands are so big

• one hand is enough to fit onto your back and cover it mostly

• he enjoys that feeling of you being small like that

• which of course means that he loves the way you force yourself onto his cock

• it's far too big and thick for your far to tiny pussy

• when you stand next to him, you are at a face level with his crotch

• so even the tip is buldging you already

• not to mention that his cock is a monster

• long, thick and curved

• it can split you in half easily

• loves it most when he is laying down and you sink down onto his cock

• the way you hiss and cry as you take inch after inch is like a concert to him

• loves holding your hips and brushing his thumbs over your stomach taking him so nicely

• you can never fit him completly but it amazes him everytime just how much you can take

• maybe if he just starts stretching you out enough, there will be enough space in your tiny womb for him because he breaks through your cervix like its nothing

• speaking of womb

• loves to cum inside of you and he cums a lot, making you swell up with it quite nicely

• loves how your wings flutter and shudder when you climax, which happens quite often considering how long it takes to just sheat himself into you

• also loves to use you as a cock sleeve to cock warm while he does chores

• nice man that takes good care of you and will make you think of nothing but his cock

Iwaizumi and a Dragonshifter

• Godzilla

• that's the reason he fell for you

• I am sorry

• can totally see it as a childhood friends thing where he befriended you because of that

• and now that the two of you are older he realized just how hot you are

• horns, bat-like wings, claws and a thick scaly tail

• not to mention your teeth

• poor Iwa is done for

• absolutely loves it when you wear anything short or revealing because then he can see the scales framing the more humanoid part of your thighs

• loves it when you give him blowjobs and he is allowed to pull on your horns so you can take him deeper

• your mouth is hotter than the one of an average girl because of your dragon breath

• and your tongue is longer as well

• also loves seeing you pleasure yourself with your tail

• since your clawed hands don't exactly allow you to use them

• but the scales on your tail give you a nice friction to work with

• his favourite season of the year is mating season lol

• when you become so needy that you cut through his pants to suck on him, begging for his semen

• loves taking you from behind because he can see your tail and wings moving around

• rubs the base of both because they are very sensitive zones

• likes to hold up your tail and hug it while he fucks you into the sheets

• your nickname for him is the dragon tamer lmfao

• loves how protective you can get over him

• makes him feel very nice n cozy inside

• knows that you can take care of yourself and relishes in the way you beat up someone

• lowkey turned on by the fact that you can easily beat him at arm wrestling

• Iwa likes a strong woman

• especially if she is half lizard

Osamu and a Swan Girl

• thinks you're beautiful and graceful by default

• loves to run his hand over your feathers

• he still keeps the one you had lost during your first date in a scrapbook

• everything is so soft about you he lives for it

• loves to hold yours hands, which extend from your wings similarly to a bat

• calls you his little angel

• you two own Onigiri Miya together

• and you two have a special item on the list that is limited but a fan favourite

• swan egg ramen

• its a specialty really

• if its ordered (which happens often) Osamu will take a short break and fuck you in the break room so your body will begin to create an egg

• ofc he won't cum in you, he doesn't want to fertilize it

• preferably cums all over your feathers instead

• though he can't deny that he dreams about doing it inside of you one day

• the house made eggs are delicious and if he got time, he loves seeing you push it out

• his favourite sight really

• of course you have a limit of how many you can lay but thats fine, thats why its a special offer that is very popular among humans and monsters alike

• he also loves it when you get in the real mood and perform your little mating dance and sing for him

• lovingly ruffled your feathers so you know he returns your affection

• always makes sure to feed you well after you've laid an egg because its quite stressful for you and he knows that

• and just loves the thought about mating for life with you

Nishinoya and Bunny Girl

• you are a dream come true

• every single high school fantasy is embodied in you

• you're hot to him

• so incredibly hot

• he is horny on main lmao

• takes you in any way imaginable

• loves it if you suck him off and he gets to pull on your ears

• always gently licks and bites them because they're so sensitive

• moans directly into your your ear because he knows it will make you shudder

• not to mention that cute little tail of yours

• any part of fur you possess will be covered in his cum he will ensure that

• ruts himself between your thighs or boobs

• loves to see you collecting his cum with a finger eagerly licking it off

• will absolutely buy you a Karasuno uniform to really fulfill his dreams

• you're his cute fangirl and he is the handsome libero you have a crush on

• lives for the way your legs look under a skirt, specifically that one

• sometimes just flips it up and nuzzles his nose into your crotch

• when you're not wearing panties though

• you're basically asking for it

• has no problem with fucking you in private

• also loves it when you're in heat

• you two have sex very often but when you're in heat? You're not doing anything but fucking

• also would probably have some fun with triggering your flight instincts while fucking you if he feels mean

[mlkbaerry]

─  ꗃ 20 things I’ve learnt turning 20

IMO ages 17, 18 and 19 are just filler episodes of life.. well at least in my life nothing significant has happened. Except for of course the usual first kiss, first relationship, graduating high school and moving to college ( well thanks to the pandemic I can’t even have the whole college experience </3)

So here’s a very vague list of 20 things made without much thought

If something is bothering you and you're not ready to talk about it, tell your notes app! Type out all the emotions for instant relief

Constant chaos is a fully acceptable way of life, constant sadness is not. ─ Laugh a little at that silly looking dog, point at the cloud and say it looks like a chair, scream the words out to the song playing even if you have a terrible voice. Cheer up a bit even if things look hopeless, because there is always light at the end of the tunnel (quite literally even if you d word lol). Keep moving forward :)

If you're feeling unproductive, start reading a new book

It's ok to just wander around in life and not have a huge end goal or live your life like a cartoon character, one day at a time!

Careful with whom or what you gossip about. The tables can turn pretty quick

You're overthinking it, go to sleep

BUT TAKE A FUCKING MOMENT TO THINK IF ITS REALLY WORTH IT!! LITERALLY OR METAPHORICALLY

STRETCH IN THE MORNINGS! And drink some water

Cows and mangoes can instantly make your day better

You obviously suck at it because you’ve just started to learn, give it some time

If you've wasted more than 30 mins at a stretch in the night, then no work is going to be done in the next 3 hrs, go to sleep instead

STOP LYING FOR NO REASON?!?? what is your problem you do not have to lie about your breakfast!?!?

Stress about it when you need to. Do not pre-stress it and ruin your day, loophole fix to you procrastinating so much

Nobody remembers your embarrassing moments except you. Everyone is too busy caught up in their own lives

There are some nights were all-nighters are unavoidable but honestly they're really not worth it

Go to bed early and don't use your phone in the dark

It is never too late to make new friends or start over

Live in the moment. You're so engrossed in visualizing what you want the future to look like that you're missing out on the now. Carpe Diem everyday ukwim?!

Have a party every night even if its by yourself

Enjoy your youth! ─ as Ferris Bueller says

“Life Moves Pretty Fast. If You Don’t Stop And Look Around Once In A While, You Could Miss It.”

[tarotnoob]

Hello! Thank you so much for your answer :) So, since the beginning of quarantine, I was studying to apply to college. Partly bc of covid, my life during this time was pretty boring. My study motivation was mostly "hey, once I'm IN college, I will start finally living cool stuff again - I will find new, supportive and strong connections and learn about subjects that I love!". It's also worth mentioning that I never had much freedom to go out (alone or with friends) before when i was a minor. So, to summarize, I had high expectations of college: I would make new connections, socialize a lot, and (later, when the pandemic situation decrease and we're all vaccinated) conquer my independence by moving to another city to take face-to-face classes.

So, I was accepted into my chosen college and I was mostly relieved that this waiting time was finally OVER. No more daydreaming, my best life starts now!!!!! Right?

Wrong 🤭

I mean, jokes aside, it's not really bad. I met (online, of course) cool people and I'm doing well in all my classes. But... yeah. It's just not as "good" as expected - everything is a little bit shallow. But I know that, as you said, lots of people are going through the same; things will get better eventually and this is just impatience taking over. It's just that it is a lit bit frustrating feeling exactly like 6 months ago, just doing my studying and wishing I could skip to the part where things **finally** get really exciting

So, thank you so much for the advice! It's really easy for me to get focused on dissatisfaction, even though, like you said, this is a pretty stable moment. Nothing bad is going on, but I still find it hard to just focus and live in the present, day after day. Btw, you mentioned that I can "change what's inside" and I think that really applies here - I should take this "waiting time" to improve and take better care of myself. Maybe it's also a lesson of some type.

Other than that, your *edit* actually made me jump lol See, my university said that we're only going back to face-to-face classes once things are safe. Our state government is pressuring them to do it by the end of next month, when all adults should be vaccinated. So, while I'm excited to move to another place and start fresh, I don't feel THAT ready to do it so soon as in September...........

Anyway, thank you so much again for your time, advice, and energy. Take care and keep being so talented!!!!

You know, not that I pay attention to news anymore - I mean I REALLY stopped watching news bc of Donald Trump - but no one seems to really talk about the affect covid had on people going to high school college during that time where they're missing out on that social interaction everyone else got to have pre-covid. And it's fine to say "eveRYone is BEing AFFected" but like it's okay and valid for each person to say it sucked for them. Losing a year or two out of my life is pretty shit bc I'd like to, I dunno, meet someone, which is pretty hard to do when you can't go out and hate dating apps.

I have a niece who was born about four months before covid and she is so under socialized that she doesn't like to be held by family.

I think it's easy to have had expectations and over the past two years for them to not be met - but the good news is I think it can really get better from here out. Even after I got (and my family got) vaccinated, we still wore our masks, specifically me bc I like to rub stuff in people's faces when they aren't wearing them... but one day I was like fuck this and I don't usually wear mine and even though I'm still adjusting to being in public and not glaring at anyone that comes within a few feet of me... it's better. I don't fully remember exactly what it was like to NOT think about covid but... I mean it's better. It's a small improvement, and your situation will improve little by little until a few years from now you won't even remember what it felt like to be so isolated... I don't want to say it's unfortunate that you haven't been given room to do whatever bc... I dunno... it's not a good feeling but it's common and it's to keep you safe ig which when you're used to being "sheltered" ofc it's going to be weird when you actually have to move and take care of yourself. I cried the day my parents dropped me off and I didn't even like living at home and I was about 4 hours away, in another state. You get used to anything, humans are so good at adapting to stuff. I was looking at the meanings of 7 of cups and 3 of p according to that guidebook and it was kind of like... well obviously head in the clouds expectations and 3 of p is just working on skills and stuff so I guess that makes sense and just shows your dissatisfaction and then I eventually - after i posted - clarified the king of p and it was like ace of swords which ironically has a fist that looks like the one I was obsessed about in 7 of cups. Ofc I have no thoughts on what it means... I guess it could be freedom, stability, inspiration, epiphanies... but I mean I think the tarot are a weird psychological tool that can stir up things we already know so we can sort of analyze what's going on...

but i think if stagnancy doesn't feel so great, that change will be like a breath of fresh air and change is sort of... essential anyway, you can't really fight it and it brings new things and growth is probably better than just sitting there and being 40% dissatisfied.

I think you'll do well and like the freedom though be careful bc all of the people i knew who were sort of "sheltered" in high school went nutso in college lol. I mean as in tried a bit of everything they weren't allowed >.> keep an open mind. I think it'll be really great after the awkwardness of adjustment... it's better than sitting in your house with fam tho haha. thanks for providing feedback!

[cxsmicmyeon]

ugh no my parents treated me like a baby. they allowed 0 independence. i think even til this day i have a lot to learn in social skills 😂 i'm too shy to start a conversation but if someone approaches my first then i can keep it flowing? so excited for you for when you're able to leave!!

OH MY GOSH STARRY I'M SO SORRY!!!!!!! 😧🥺 it isn't a pleasant thing to talk about regardless i should have chosen a different word 😭 HAHAHAHA no it made me chuckle out loud!! 🤣🤣 got some questioning looks from my son but yes 😂😂 these days i struggle to not hear exo things in my head.. everytime i see or hear "we are one" i hear myeon screaming exo SARANGHAJA wildly in my ear 😂🤣

looks like we're not the only ones that need to learn basic social skills and etiquette. but at least we're self aware!!

yep i originally came here to quietly exist and read fics and save some exo pics 😅 then i felt guilty so slowly started liking and reblogging. and now you've got me tagging! maybe more than needed but still 🤣 this is as close i get to being a fic writer. like youtube reactions but..tumblr? that makes you a tumblr influencer!! 😝

omg i used to be sooo obsessed with being a particular size in clothing. even now sometimes it affects my decision when buying clothes. i keep having to remind myself that the size is just a guide and it doesn't matter. i worked in retail for a long while so i was constantly surrounded my model-esque people 😔 i feel that too!! i came across a little documentary a while ago about autism in girls and the reason why statically boys are more likely to be diagnosed on the spectrum compared to girls is because girls actually "mask" their symptoms better? so pretending things are okay and trying to behave 'normally'. it's pretty interesting! i feel like it's the same for other mental health conditions. we should allll be screened just so we can get the right help! ooomygosh that sounds so sweet 🥺 minseokkie when is this happening!? i'm ready for you 😫

OMG STARRY! maybe a small exo series about first dates using these? 🙏 they're all so cute!! 🥺 but wait WHAT!? you haven't had kbbq or hotpot!? they're my favourite things in the world 😭 along with boba omg i'm obsessed with boba. i want to get another pet and name it boba 😂 SEHUNS DATE ALSO NEEDS BOBA!! 🧋🧋🧋 omfg if we weren't in pandemic times i would fly there and take you to get kbbq and hotpot 🤣

HAHAHA JUNMYEON WYD HONEY, WIFE HER UP SO Y'ALL CAN REPRODUCE SOME GORGEOUS BABIES!! but same i'm constantly being questioned how old i am and get all these judging looks from people when i'm out with my kids 🙃 i'm 27 okay not 16, relax 🙃🙃🙃 yes LOLL he was the ultimate geek ceo in that series 🤣

my dad hates tattoos with a passion and i know it's my body my rules but i just don't want to deal with the headache that it'll bring if i got one? like it just isn't worth. so i said later on down the track it'll happen, just not now. but the temptation to actually go and do it gets stronger every single time i talk about it 😫

SINCE U BEEN GONEEEEEE I CAN BREATHEE FOR THE FIRST TIME!! yeah f u c k them!! thank u NEXT!! hahahaha in that case you and me both 😂

lolll it was so hard to ask my parents to hang out with friends🙄🙄i never went out bc it was such a hassle😔😔but yes i suck when it comes to starting conversations but if someone else reached out first i can talk to them!!

don't worry about it l!! i should have said something somewhere lol but u know now that's all that matters!!! agh i loved when jun said "we are one exo saranghaja" i love imitating it it's hilarious🤣🤣yes i quote "shut up and go away" a lot when i get angry and every time i hear an english word that was in an exo song i always think of the song!!

agh i came to tumblr bc i read so many exo fics on here before making my account and i wanted to try out writing for exo and here we are!! 103 followers :DDD i'm so happy thank u all followers <33 and yes i love reblogging gifs and stuff it's a way to save it! omgg i'm a really small influencer loolll

i honestly have been a large for years so i've accepted being that size lol, although a couple times in high school when we had to order shirts/sweaters for events/clubs and i said large i got really insecure bc most of the people were healthy weight and stuff✌🏻oh wow masking symptoms? i don't think i really do so i feel i'm pretty expressive in my emotions and whatnot but i want to mask it when around others bc i don't want to show people how i feel esp if it's in school or something! and yes mental health awareness is soooo important! it's just as important as physical health!!!

WAIT??? THAT MAY BE A BLURB/DRABBLE SERIES??? YES??? OMG UR MIND!!! and ofc how could i forget sehun and boba? and AGH i want to go to get korean bbq and hotpot so bad!! maybe i'll go with my best friend they said they had korean bbq before and they said it was good!! omg boba is fantastic!! just the other day i had lychee green tea with lychee bubbles and it was the best thing ever!! lychee is so good😫😫

ugh i hate getting disapproving looks🙄🙄people suck sometimes,, but fun fact i did all my growing in middle school and when i was a freshman someone thought i was a junior🤣🤣🤣but i've basically looked the same since i was 14 loool (except i got longer hair and fatter)

ugh same my parents hate tattoos (and piercings, i want a nose ring and a belly button piercing lolll) but honestly i don't care because they'll be small so easily covered lmaooo,, my cousins have tattoos and piercings despite their parents wishes so why not follow suit? my cousin even joked about taking me to get my piercing🤣🤣 and when the time comes i may ask my cousins how it was to get tattoos and stuff lol!

[mobprincessdani]

text || Dani & Rachel

Rachel: [https://mobprincessdani.tumblr.com/post/190563355061/sms-rachel-dani]

Dani: Hey there cutie

Rachel: Do you work tomorrow night?

Dani: Depends, does it benefit me if I am?

Rachel: I would say so. You’d get to see me 🙂

Dani: Yeah, I am. I work most nights. Unless my uncle starts thinking I'm working too much, then he forbids me from it.

Rachel: I’m glad you have him to make you step back once and a while.

Rachel: Friday’s my usual pizza day.

Dani: It's annoying, mostly. He just gets worried if he thinks I'm ignoring my school work for actual work.

Dani: I'll keep that in mind.

Rachel: Never be annoyed by people caring for you.

Dani: They're overprotective. Which, while appreciated, is also very annoying.

Rachel: They have reason to be, Dani.

Dani: I take care of myself just fine.

Rachel: I wasn’t trying to question that.

Dani: They act like they haven't taught me to fight or shoot a gun or manage my time and energy.

Rachel: They love you.

Dani: I know they do.

Rachel: Are you into weird sex things?

Dani: Define weird

Rachel: I guess anything that isn’t vanilla.

Dani: There are different levels of kink but, overall, I'm pretty open

Rachel: Cool. A lot of people online had been into pretty kinky things.

Dani: I have had some very interesting things offered to me, for sure. And have agreed to some of them, though didn't necessarily enjoy them.

Rachel: Do I get to hear the ones you did enjoy?

Dani: Maybe one day.

Dani: What about you? What are you into?

Rachel: I have an idea but I haven’t exactly explored.

Dani: Tell me?

Rachel: Well, biting. Blind folds maybe. Choking.

Rachel: I’m telling you that as a friend.

Dani: Biting is fun. Never been on the receiving end of the other two, but they're fun to do to other people.

Rachel: It seems so sensual to have to rely on your senses.

Dani: It's quite the exercise in trust, as well.

Rachel: Trust is hard for me to give, I think.

Dani: It's certainly not something to take lightly.

Rachel: You’re right.

Dani: I've only done them once or twice. But that's what happens when someone just wants you for you money

Rachel: Do you want to have a girlfriend one day?

Dani: I had one, when I was younger. We were in high school, her family moved out of state and I took the breakup hard. Not a lot of people knew her family moved, so it was rumored that my father had her and/or her family killed for breaking up with me.

Dani: I haven't had one since and I do want one but the rumors scare people off.

Rachel: How ignorant.

Rachel: I’m sorry it can’t be so simple.

Dani: It sucks, honestly.

Dani: My little sister has it worse, though. She has to deal with the general family rumors and then the ones about me.

Rachel: There are that many?

Dani: The mob ties are well known but not provable. So, yes.

Rachel: I’m not scared off easy.

Dani: I hope so.

Rachel: I’m also not a liar.

Rachel: I don’t say things I don’t mean.

Dani: I don't doubt you are, but sometimes circumstances change.

Rachel: They’re about to change, aren’t they?

Dani: They could. The closer we get, no matter the context, the rumors will come back to you.

Rachel: I crave attention. You may not know that about me.

Dani: Yeah, but attention from people because you might have ties to the mob, is not good.

Rachel: Any attention is better than none.

Dani: Not when it can get you hurt.

Rachel: Can’t I flip that around on you?

Dani: I was born into this life. I was taught how to deal with the rumors and I was taught how to defend myself. If rumors and lies exist like webs, my family are spiders. Unfortunately, that turns a lot of innocent people into prey, even if we're not the ones doing the preying.

Dani: Guess we'll just have to see which you are, spider, prey, or something bigger.

Rachel: What could possibly be bigger than a spider?

Rachel: Will I be seeing you this evening?

Dani: Literally most things, to be fair.

Dani: You should be, yeah.

Rachel: I fear finding out could mean we aren’t meant to be friends.

Rachel: I’ve scheduled some open houses.

Dani: Being big enough to break through the excess webbing isn't always a bad thing. As long as you leave the spider unharmed.

Dani: Oh? That's good.

Rachel: I’d never harm a spider.

Rachel: I feel like you should come with me.

Dani: Can't tell if that's foolish of you or not.

Dani: I certainly can, provided I don't have class.

Rachel: I get to decide that.

Rachel: Next weekend.

Dani: Is that so?

Dani: I can be there, just not like hella early. One of my cousins is coming in and my uncle wants me to entertain him, so I agreed to that, which means a likely hangover.

Rachel: Of course it’s so.

Rachel: That sounds like fun.

Dani: Dude isn't bad and he pays for my drinks, but he mixes them strong while we watch movies and somehow always end up watching porn. Which is weird, because we both end up awkwardly heading to bed to get ourselves off. Just to come back and watch more movies with more alcohol until we somehow hit porn again.

Dani: We have a weird relationship.

Rachel: That’s a lot of information.

Dani: Consider it a heads up, cos I have a very fun habit of drunk texting.

Rachel: You’d think about me completely obliterated?

Dani: I kinda just default to whoever I've been texting most at the time.

Rachel: That could change.

Dani: I doubt it

Rachel: I like that reassurance.

Rachel: You’re the only person I’m texting. Mostly.

Dani: Outside of family and like classmates, you're basically it for me.

Rachel: I think some may consider that lame.

Dani: I don't have friends, remember?

Rachel: You have me.

Dani: I meant besides you

Rachel: Right. I’m glad you didn’t forget.

Dani: Kinda hard to

Rachel: Because I’m unforgettable? 😛

Dani: Because we're texting, dork

Rachel: I’m no such thing, Dani.

Dani: Mmhmm, sure

Rachel: 😮

Dani: What?

Rachel: Well, it’s not the meanest thing I’ve been called

Dani: I meant no offense, darling

Rachel: I’m glad.

Dani: So, what're you up to?

Rachel: Research mostly. Preparing for some auditions I have going on tomorrow.

Dani: What kind of research?

Rachel: Research about sex and things.

Dani: Oh? Cool. Learn anything fun?

Rachel: No, not fun.

Dani: No?

Rachel: I just seem to find it more daunting the more I read.

Dani: Sex or kink?

Rachel: Sex.

Dani: Oh.

Rachel: Weren’t expecting that?

Dani: Not really, no.

Rachel: I’m full of surprises.

Dani: I guess you are.

Rachel: I’m quite thankful you messaged me when you did.

Rachel: I was ready to just give myself away.

Dani: I was honestly a little surprised, when I saw your profile.

Dani: There are some NASTY fuckers on that site, too.

Rachel: I figured I’d be able to handle the nasty.

Rachel: I’m a little desperate. I have nothing else to offer.

Dani: Like, I'm into some shit but some of the stuff I've been told about people asking for... not the kind of thing you want your first time to include. Not even the kind of stuff you'd want your... 50th time. Like, no fault to those who like it, but... yikes.

Rachel: I was hoping I could find someone reasonable.

Rachel: But I can handle anything.

Rachel: I know that I want things that are more than vanilla. I can’t know what if I haven’t tried.

Dani: Yeah, but getting into it with someone who wants a very specific kind of kink and finding out it's not the thing you're into can get weird. Or so I've heard.

Rachel: If the money was good enough.

Rachel: But it doesn’t matter.

Dani: I'm definitely glad I was the one to find you, now more so than before.

Rachel: I hope that I will be worth it.

Dani: You already are, dork.

Rachel: You say that.

Dani: And it won't change.

Rachel: I have no reason to think you’re lying to me.

Dani: And you shouldn't, because I'm not.

Rachel: I quite fancy the place with the window seat.

Dani: Window seats are the bomb.

Rachel: Ha!

Rachel: I’d have to agree.

Dani: There's really nice bay window with one at my parent's house and I used to sit there and play guitar for hours on rainy days.

Rachel: That sounds really wonderful. I bet they loved it.

Dani: I'm sure I annoyed them when I hit my teen angst phase and was only playing like really depressing rock songs, but other than that, probably

Rachel: The fact you’d still share yourself like that is incredible.

Dani: It's my favorite spot in the house

Rachel: I hope to see it one day.

Rachel: In pictures of course

Dani: I mean, I doubt mother would mind if I came for a visit and brought a friend. IF you ever wanted to see it in more than pictures.

Rachel: Is that what friends do?

Dani: Does it stop being things friends do when you graduate high school or something?

Rachel: I didn’t have many friends in high school lol

Dani: Really? You certainly are full of surprises

Rachel: I was part of many groups and clubs and there were some people who had a certain fondness for me but it was never really...more than surface level.

Dani: Huh, interesting

Rachel: Sure.

Dani: What?

Rachel: I don’t think it should come off as surprising. I’m a lot. I’m different. It’s what makes me special and what is going to help me on my way to stardom.

Dani: But you're not? A lot, I mean. I've got cousins fifty times more dramatic and a hundred times harder to handle and they're fucking popular as hell.

Dani: It just doesn't make sense to me.

Rachel: I grew up in Ohio.

Rachel: I’m also competitive to a fault.

Dani: Ohio kinda explains it, I guess

Rachel: It’s never felt important to have friends before

Dani: I guess that makes sense

Rachel: I’ll keep you

Dani: I'm glad

Rachel: I should be asleep

Dani: So should I, but I haven't even left the shop. Something went down and father didn't want me heading home alone but still hasn't managed to find someone to escort me there.

Dani: Like, I have a gun, I know how to use it, I'll be fine in an uber.

Rachel: Like a big strong tough guy?

Dani: Usually, yeah.

Rachel: I don’t know any of those lol

Dani: I'm related to entirely too many of them

Rachel: You’ll have to introduce me

Dani: No

Rachel: Okay.

Dani: I just don't want you getting more mixed up in my family business than you need to

Rachel: Understood

Dani: I'm literally about to say fuck it and call an uber anyway

Rachel: I trust you’d only do that if you were completely certain you are safe. So do it!

Dani: Honestly, I just want to go home. Like, they won't even tell me what fucking happened. So it's like, I'm supposed to be scared or worried but mostly I'm just fucking annoyed

Rachel: Go home!

Dani: I'll text you when I get there. I have to go fight with a man about letting me go home.

Rachel: Promise?

[5 am]

Dani: remind me to NEVER try and argue with my father.

Dani: I'm home, by the way.

Rachel: Thank goodness! I was worried.

Dani: Please tell me one of us got sleep

Rachel: I slept!

Dani: I didn't wake you

Rachel: No. you had impeccable timing.

Dani: That's good

Rachel: I wake up at 5 most days.

Rachel: Have you slept yet?

Dani: Fair enough

Dani: No. But I'm gonna try soon. Had some business to attend to after last night.

Rachel: Business? Are you going to keep it so vague?

[later]

Dani: Yep.

Dani: Ugh, did not get enough sleep. But there are things I must do.

Rachel: What things?

Dani: Things with my father.

Rachel: My auditions went well today.

Dani: That's good, I'm glad to hear it.