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[professorllayton]

the sillies <3333

ronsey redraw of this meme!!

[charlottan]

ritual candles and guitar pedals and women who yell at microphones is a pretty good build for music

[faun-buns]

[shadkyo]

𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐋: has a soft spot for cats, for both their cuteness and usual‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ independence, despite what he says, claiming to dislike most animals.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ he is that 'no, we can't get a cat' [ends up besties with the cat] meme.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑: though he'll say it's lavender roses if asked, it's actually orchids.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ 𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓: clean linen smells, and perfume-y flowers. he just finds it comforting.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ 𝐂𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐄: is not a big fan, but will drink it for the caffeine, often with a little milk and honey, to mask the bitter flavor. 𝐓𝐄𝐀: expensive and rare white/yellow teas, royal milk tea, etc. 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐊:‎‏‏‎ ‎melon soda floats are a guilty pleasure of his, or any like, sugary sweet soda in general. he tries not to drink them often, but he does really like them, ok.‏‏‎ ‎ ‏‏‎ ‎ 𝐀𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐂 𝐁𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐄: spiced rum, red wines, etc etc.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ 𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐃: really anything with a lot of spice, ebi no chiri-sōsu, kar‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ -akarauo tsukemen, but also enjoys katsudon, yakitori, etc etc.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‎‏‏‎ ‎ 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐓: not a big sweets fan, but loves custard pudding/purin.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆: tends to prefer layering, runs a little cold due to low blood pressure, so gotta bundle up! jackets, sweaters over button ups, etc etc.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓 𝐎𝐑 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐃: (canonly) left-handed.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ 𝐒𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐎𝐑 𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐓 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆: ‎very neat, and cursive.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ 𝐂𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐍 𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐘 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄: neat, can't stand a mess, so he deep cleans his spaces often. keeps things very organized, gets a lil stressed when people move his stuff.‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐑 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓: ‎‏‏‎night, to help relieve the stress of the day(tm).‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐕𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐀𝐓 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓: no, he feels the idea to be a bit childish.‎ ‏‏‎ still, he daydreams about things like that, sometimes. not that he'd ever admit it.‏‏‎ ‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‎ TAGGED BY: no one, i stole it. <3 ‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ TAGGING: steal it from me! <3‏‏‎

[r-18g]

send asks? :3

[stinkman007]

HELLO @entangledwarfare

welcome to hellsite

mutuals ths is my brother rob go follow him hes awful

go harass him do your worst 👹👹👹

[hauntedpearl]

OMG BOBBY HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

[luminecho]

anyway.

AAAUUURRRAAAAAA AURA AURA AURA AURA AURA

[quarryhag]

@ofbludlust​​ said: ❝ everything is poetry when you’re drunk. ❞  ⸻  from samantha carpenter .

Dylan stands, bottle in hand, a buzz whirling in his brain. A lazy smile pulls at his features as he laughs quietly. “Everything is poetry if you know how to look at it.” He bantered. “Art is everywhere, home girl. I guess the alcohol helps, though.”

[cryptidflavored]

mlp au where sunset shimmer becomes the princess of friendship, meanwhile twilight is a lonely scholar in need of a couple lessons on friendship

[klanced]

i thought this meme was incredibly pidge-coded

[professorllayton]

IM ON THE WILSOOOONNN EPPPPIIIISODE THE EPISODE TITLED WILSON FEATURING WILSON THE CHARACTER WILSON FROM THE SHOW HOUSE MD WHICH CAN BE ATTRIBUTED TO FEATURING WILSON THE CHARACTER

[sleepyblr-heart]

[murdershaped]

when orin twirls their knives.... mhm........... yeah

[abyssalpriest]

Honestly at a bit of a crossroads IRT what Im doing with Lev, because like. I think what I needed from my urge to revisit my "demonkin" days and identity - god just got back from the Astral talking to Hermes about shit and I look around in my body and its just. all rain outside. it feels like everything including the air itself is drenched lmfao god ok

Credit where it's due - my twinflame @rikagora has really helped me on the digestion of impulses leading me this direction to figure out what I feel about the label "demon", we discussed it a while back but

ANYWAY. i think what I needed was to reconcile the apparently disjointed "I dont relate to anyone anymore like i did when I was open about my Soul Race" and "I just dont want to go back to saying im 'demonkin' because (many reasons but at the forefront was Cringe bc it was my teenage years)" into... "Man there really isnt any options for connecting with Lev and his people in their deeper and darker aspects other than having to do it through the lens of 'demon', which in itself I dont personally agree with as a term"

Like. I'll put it this way, I want to keep exploring and working with those energies but I am tired of christianity always having to be in the background whether its catholic aesthetics or rejection of God for Satan - or its just plain using the word demon. Demon isnt ONLY used by christians I get that, but the idea of using a word for his race that is anything other than a neutrality just isn't for me* - a neutrality as in I want a term that doesnt always have anything to do with god, rebellion, teaching/knowledge, "falling", or the race that i primarily refer to when I say "angel", or even hell or hierarchies or war or antagonism or anything like. I want to work with him in ways that dont have this expectation on him, because even when we say we're divorcing the word demon from christianity, in using the word we are still conjuring a stereotype of them.

The biblical and christian and even demon idea of a demon is... Not one race, its an identity, its a political label, in terms of spirit racism its a racist label lmfao and im not saying people cant reclaim it, Im not saying people arent allowed to use it, i AM saying though that.... Look. Me and Lev (depending on what side of him you get) both enjoy the roleplay aspect of "oh yes I'm a corrupting demon im so scary and dark and haunting" but beyond roleplaying with humans, theres just so little ways of getting in contact w the energy that the label "demon" tends to be attached to

Like I would argue when Lev comes to me as Poseidon he's closer to that than when he's Shiva, Poseidon energy is the deep dark sea and the roughness of it and the stern father and the Ruler and whatnot, it grows close to encompassing black of "Emperor Leviathan" but like. This is what I missed about demonolatry: the mask-off, encompassing and swallowing teacher, the black energies, the bottom of the ocean, the darkness not painted in the light of social rules, the tendency towards elevation and respect of the animal nature, the antagonising of light-and-purity-is-the-only-good mindsets, etc... Insert other personal things from my own "demonkin" memories....

I'm tired, to summarise, of thinking I have to go to demonolatry to get what I want because "demon" isn't a neutral term for a singular race, its an identity label used (rightly or wrongly) by many different people of many different races who agree and vibe and therefore identify with the concept of demonhood; in my opinion in a couple centuries we COULD get the word to a point where it has nothing to do with christianity and its working and on-paper definitions synchronise as simply "spirits of the race of the slowest moving plane" with nothing added about anything religious, but like... right now....

Again. I dont care if others use it. I just have needed to acknowledge that "demon" for me is a really.... For me and my relationship with Lev it's roleplay. We both have an instinct to spook people who are too uptight about shit and get in our face about it, and living this life mostly in a Catholic country and growing up in a catholic school has left a huge impact, I have always felt like Im an antagonistic force by sheer existence to the foundations of catholicism, but honestly... im really neutral towards it nowadays. Now that its not pushed on to me I dont need to push back

Ive sort of been at this point for a while now because... Like how when I came up against the rebirth (more so afterbirth) of the "demonkin" label I knew I had to just jump in to my expectations and familiar places for it to then take me where it needs to go, I need to jump into this new fast-approaching gateway of... I really, really enjoyed the idea of demonolatry religions. I dont know how I feel now, but thats a part of stepping into the gate

As some of you may know, I started making my own religion for personal use with Lev. Its heavily based around the things that I'd been trying to cram and squish into the label "demonic" for years, except now it doesnt have that label. Its raw, its gorey, its animalistic, but refined in the black and adorned in ritual clothing and acts and solemn words decorated with grandeur. Its what I need. I know this much, but I stumble here because I know this is just the start of the gateway.... I thought I had several more paragraphs to go in this text because i FELT them but no, here's where I stop

I guess then I leave it at yeah, I dont like the term demon honestly, I use it for a reason but the reason doesnt fit my work. Trying to fit Lev into it beyond him dancing around in it as a barely-realistic mask to send out certain energies... Just. not feasible, nor is it something I want to do because beyond the fact that he obviously has complex feelings towards it (in positive and self-identifying ways in this case) because its such a loaded term for someone like him. He likes loaded terms, he identifies with antagonistic demiurge-esque ideas of relationships between God/Brahman and him, but like. I just.

Im trying to find, dig up, wear, coax out an energy. People slap the label "demon" (or "eldritch" as a variation, they're similar though distinct) on that energy, im tired of using terms based in/related to christians saying These People Are Evil and uhhh Lovecraft existing

[charlieshandmaiiden]

Me when I remember how wonderful and amazing @quiet-doll is