The Truth - TOH Hunter x Reader
Summary: Hunter tells Reader about the whole Grimmwalker thing
Warnings: possible spoilers for Hollow mind and Thanks to them
You can tell that something's wrong, that something's bothering him. He's been quieter than usual, distancing himself not only from you but everyone else. Well, everyone else except for Willow.
It's something you've feared for a while now. He's been getting closer to her, and you can't help but worry that your relationship is nearing its end.
You can't blame him. She's considerate, powerful, courageous, and so much more. She'd be perfect for him...
At this point, it seems inevitable. He's going to break up with you. At first, it hurt; well, it still hurts, but not nearly as much as it did in the beginning. You're trying to accept it. You love him. You'll always love him. You love him enough to let him go if it means he'll get the happiness he's always deserved.
"(Y/N)?" He asks you one evening, visibly nervous. "Can I talk to you outside?" You nod, faking your best smile. "Of course."
It's time.
You take a deep breath in an attempt to calm yourself before following him out of the door and onto the porch. You sit down next to him on the bottom step, anxiously fidgeting with your hands.
He takes a deep breath of his own, "You can do this, Hunter," he mumbles to himself. "There's something, umm..." He pauses, trying to find the right words, "I'm not—it's just–" he sighs, burying his head in his hands. "Titan, I knew this would be hard but I thought I was more prepared than this..."
I'm not in love with you anymore. You can imagine him saying it. It's probably what he wanted to say. You turn your head away from him, quickly wiping away the few tears that managed to escape your eyes.
"Are you going to break up with me, Hunter?" You ask, sniffling. "What?" He exclaims in shock, looking terrified as he turns to look at you. "N-No! Never! Why would you think that?" He blurts out, voice laden with fear and confusion.
"You—You're crying– Oh my titan," he gasps, moving to gently wipe away your tears. "Tell me what's wrong. Please! I need to fix whatever I did."
You sniffled again. "You didn't do anything wrong... I'm just being insecure..." He frowns, "You can tell me what's bothering you, you know that, right?" His hands move to cup your face, "You've always been there for me, and I'll always be here for you."
You lean into his touch. "Nothing makes me happier than knowing that you've made more friends," you explain, "But, something's been bothering you recently, and you've been distant. Willow seems to be the only one you want to be around anymore... I'm afraid you don't love me anymore because you've fallen for her."
You gently move Hunter's hands off your face, leaning away from him. "I love you so much. If you're happier with her than I want you to be with her, it's what you deserve."
Small amounts of tears welled up in his eyes, and he quickly wiped them away. "Willow is one of my best friends, but that's all she is. I don't want her. I want you. I've only been spending so much time with her because I had to tell you something important but I was afraid that you'd... sorta... Break up with me..."
You tilted your head slightly in confusion. "Willow was helping to reassure and prepare me to tell you," he elaborated. A mix of relief and concern flooded you.
"What did you want to tell me that had you so scared?" You questioned. He took a deep breath, "You can do this, Hunter..."
"Do you know what a Grimmwalker is?" He asks, looking away. You think for a moment. "I think I read about them in a book once. They're clones that come from a whole bunch of different ingredients. Bones of who they originated from and whatnot, if I recall correctly."
He nodded slowly, "I'm a Grimmwalker. When Luz and I got trapped in Belos's mind we found out. He created me, (Y/N). I don't even know who or what I am. I don't know if I'm human, a witch, or something entirely different. I... I don't even know if you'll still love me now that you know."
With tears streaming down his face he refused to look at you. "Hunter..." You whispered. "Hey... Look at me," you said softly, gently grabbing his face and turning him to look at you. "Why would I stop loving you? You didn't choose how you came into this world. It's not your fault."
You smile warmly, "I can't stop loving you. I don't care about who or what you may or may not be, all I care about is that you're you." He blushes lightly as you proceed to gently kiss his tears away.
"You aren't mad or anything because I'm a Grimmwalker?" He hesitantly asks. You shake your head, "No. Absolutely not." He smiles, "I love you." You grin, "Love you, too."
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After months of inactivity i present you a fic for a different fandom becuase it emotionally wrecked me
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Words: 1355
Summary: Hunter runs from the owl house
Contents and Warnings: hollow mind spoilers, hunter angst, ambiguous/open ending, implied/referenced child abuse,
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It took exactly three seconds for everything to crash down onto Hunter.
Every horror, every emotion.
And the terrifying realization that his unc- Belos, wanted to kill him.
Three seconds and he couldn’t breathe. trying desperately to get air in his lungs but it just didn’t work , he felt like was choking and he ripped his cape off- the cape he had held beloved only mere hours earlier- and just stared at it in abstract horror, the sudden taste of bile mixed with dirt overwhelming his senses.
He needs to run.
He needs to hide .
He doesn’t even notice as his body tries to do just that until he felt the biting evening wind against his skin.
Is it his skin?
He hears the shouts of his name, hears the distressed chirps of Flapjack, but he can’t stop.
He doesn’t know if he wants to.
He doesn’t know anything anymore.
Did he ever? Or did he just think he did?
He doesn’t know that either, but, despite how twisted everything is, he almost longed to go back to that ignorance, even with the appearance of a new scar almost on the weekly.
He doesn’t want to know what he knows now; he just wants to go home.
He wants a home to go back to.
He wants his uncle, his only semblance of a family.
Not that Belos had ever agreed. and he’d never really hidden that he didn't agree either, had he?
Hunter had always just been too stupid to realize it-
‘What a shame. Out of all the grimwalkers, you looked the most like him.’
He was going to be sick.
He was just a copy of someone Belos used to know, he wasn’t a witch- what was he? who was he?
Was he anyone?
Was he real?
He wanted to sob as the questions bubbled up in him, but he couldn’t, he just had to run. run, and escape.
Run and hide.
He wanted to sob even more as the low-hanging tree branches whipped at him, seeming like they wanted to hit him. and if they did, they succeeded. because he could feel the up-and-coming scrapes and bruises and he knew it was weak, and he couldn’t afford weakness, especially not right now.
But he wanted to cry.
It was a luxury Hunter could not afford, he never could. but he wanted to cry, as every question plagued his mind and as every branch hit him and as every time he tripped he got his uniform dirtier and dirtier- but it wasn’t his uniform anymore, he wasn’t the golden guard anymore.
And that fact alone finally cracked the wall, sending tears down his face as he ran and ran through the woods.
He wasn’t real.
Belos never cared for him, he never loved him.
He was just a pawn to be sacrificed at the earliest convenience.
He’d always tried to make him proud. always done anything he could to help. but Belos had never cared.
And he would never forgive him. because he wanted to kill him. This was just an excuse.
The emperor is not a merciful man.
He wants to laugh at the irony, but he doesn’t. just choking down another sob, his eyes blurry and his throat clogged.
Abruptly Hunter hears frantic chirping from behind him, signaling that Flapjack has followed him, and suddenly he's overcome by the urge to stop- maybe check on the bird. maybe just stop in general, surrounded by the comforting chitters of the palisman.
but no matter what he wanted to do.
he can't.
He can’t do anything, he can’t feel his arms or legs or anything else, he just watches as his body runs.
It’s not his body.
His skin isn’t his, his bones aren’t his, nothing is his.
He saw those photos, those terrifying photos of memories, of someone practically identical to him.
Belos created him, over and over again, just to kill him.
Suddenly he pitched forward as his foot caught on something- probably a stray root. and it just made him sob louder.
He felt so juvenile, and he knew he was being too loud, if scouts were looking for him they would be able to find him on just that noise alone.
He didn’t stop.
Instead, he just shoved himself into the nearest tree, pulling up his knees and sobbing pathetically, with a force that shook him.
He was going to die.
He was going to die, right here, there was nothing he could change about that, he knew the power the emperor coven had, but he was still.. so scared.
He wanted to go home, to his room in the castle, with his maps and puzzles, and his books, and his stupid frog stuffy he had stolen from the confiscated-stuff box .
He wanted to go home, he wanted his family.
He didn’t want to die.
He didn’t want to be a grimwalker.
He didn’t want to have someone else’s bones.
He remembers the day he'd seen that book- he’d only even seen a page as he entered the throne room, he had picked it up to try and put it on the table for his uncle.
he’d only even barely caught a glimpse of three of the ingredients- his ingredients. before it was ripped from his grasp by a suddenly furious emperor, leaving him with a brand new ‘training wound’ when he left that had never quite healed properly.
That selkidomis, the one the emperor had ordered be killed.
That was him.
His body shook harder, and he felt nauseous.
witchlet? okay? What happened? Upset?
The words filtered through his mind as he finally noticed his palisman hovering anxiously above him, trying desperately to get his attention.
He wasn’t a witch.
Could he even have a palisman?
What would Flapjack do when he told them- palisman weren’t witches, they weren’t as judgmental- maybe they wouldn’t leave?
But why would they stay with someone who wasn’t even real? Hunter's mind questioned.
Flapjack seemed to grow incessantly more distressed as they started tugging at his hair harshly, trying desperately to get any reaction.
Instead, Hunter just curled tighter into himself as the endless everything got louder and louder.
Upset! Young chick, I help!
He didn’t hear them.
Everything just got fuzzy.
He was going to get killed.
He was going to die.
Belos was going to kill him.
Maybe if he’d been better Hunter would’ve proved he wouldn’t betray him, maybe he would still be at his uncle's side.
He didn’t want to be at his uncle's side.
He didn’t want to be at Belos’s side.
He… didn’t know what he wanted.
It didn’t matter.
he had nowhere to go, there was nowhere to hide and his legs hurt more than he’d ever felt, he couldn’t run, he couldn’t hide.
And he couldn't change anything.
He was alone.
He suddenly heard a shuffling of bushes and muffled arguing that proved at least the last part wrong.
He had almost been annoyed at the human for following him, going to yell at her to go away, until he realized a very important detail.
That wasn’t the human’s voice.
He’d been found.
And he couldn’t escape.
He pressed further into the tree- like that would do anything.
So much training and for what, for him to die like a feral, cornered, beast?
Still, he didn’t try to run.
He couldn’t, not really.
So instead he just looked at the ground, letting what felt like a blanket of gray settle itself firmly onto his shoulders, leaving him more numb than anything else.
Hunter was the golden guard- well ex- golden guard, he had endured far worse training , than this, he didn’t even remember the last time he cried before today.
But here he was like a sniveling toddler sobbing and just sitting there, doing nothing .
And he didn't do anything to change that.
Finally, he heard the people step out of the thicket- two still arguing quietly before suddenly it cut off.
and instead,
a large shadow loomed over him.
…
“Little prince?”
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