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Me while reading chapter 146:
#THEIR EXPRESSIONS KILLED ME EVERY TIME#SUOL-nim absolutely delivered this chapter#hope she gets to rest now#callisto regulus#penelope eckhart#callisto x penelope#calliope#villains are destined to die#vadd#death is the only ending for the villainess#ditoeftv#meme#also the way Callisto is always the first one to reach out his hand to hold hers!#and she always reached back!#or at least never tried to shake him off#and now he’s still reaching for her but she’s letting go and I—#someone hold me IM NOT OKAY
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dragon meat, you, and me
#marcille donato#falin touden#farcille#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#tw blood#tw body horror#tw gore#as a normal farcille fan this revival has been on my mind since i first read it and getting to watch it is like yippee!!#like messy revivals are everything - the consequences that will haunt u for the rest of the time they are alive#the initial hopeful moments where it all seemed well but quickly descend to That not being the case - losing not only the bit of evidence#evidence that your dream may work out but also someone you deeply care about in the process… marcille my Beloved#ofc wholly thruout the journey - at the forefront of it - getting falin back was the most crucial point but so wuickly :(( it was lost#on the other end its crazy to think about the compoments of falin now - human - dragon (dungeon) - marcille’s magic and desperation#the food the crew cooked (digested) - she is made of many parts!!#also i did not realize how medical it feels to draw smth like this. i dont usually explore the inner parts or use a lot of blood#in my work so rendering everything and looking up refs it felt quite magical (?)#ruporas art
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Based on (x).
#teen wolf#scott mccall#twedit#ok so yeah this edit was sparked by how poorly melissa was explored in s5#and in general how they dropped her as anything but an occasional prop to tell scott to get back out there after 2x10#but i hope it's not taken as bashing because that's truly not how i mean it#i feel like both scott and melissa don't know how to talk to each other#not because they don't love each other or want the best for each other#but s1 melissa already starts out not knowing scott's life very well#she's interested and trying to support him and make time for him#but is swamped with work and overwhelmed with being a single parent#and would also desperately like her own life if it's possible#scott is already working to support them and agonizes over costing them anything - money time attention#they start the series already without an equilibrium and it only gets worse as scott becomes a werewolf#i think melissa also has a survivor's mentality of soldiering on#and so that's also the advice scott is getting#even when what they both really need is time to rest and connect#and it just made me so sad that scott's flashback was about being hospitalized#but his mother was there and he was being care for#whereas now#he's back at the hospital#alone#desperately in need of care
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dyke!Chilaios has me understanding breeding kink all of a sudden
#chilaios#that's a lie i understand breeding kink very well lmao#HOWEVER IT MUST BE SAID#they finish up a great scene. hot lesbian sex. all going well.#and laios lies back with her eyes closed. still flushed and sweaty. she rests her naked hand on her naked lower stomach and says. 'hah....#'did you know ...that tallmen and halflings can have kids together?' Like its just another fun monster fact.#she's trailing her fingers absentmindedly over her stomach now. tracing idle patterns.#'with our lifespans being so similar it isn't even as big a deal as it is for elves and humans. they're even fertile and that's ...#that's really rare for hybrids.' her eyes are still closed. she swallows hard. She's more red now than she was when they fucked.#'you should talk about that next time you're in me. i'd like it...' and she cracks one eye open a sliver#to see chilchuck . BEET. RED.#because Chilchuck DID NOT. KNOW.#She was already fucked out and now she's dying?? she's dying. Laios still has her huge hand resting on her huge smooth stomach#miles and miles of soft skin...that she wants chilchuck to put a BABY in#she's thought about the hypothetical lifespan and safety of the hypothetical baby! is this just a sex thing? is this a for real thing?#chilchuck does not know and does not know which one she's hoping for now!! cause both sound GREAT#AND OF COURSE THERE'S ALSO#chilchuck remembering that conversaion next time Laios's huge huge fingers are inside her. Laios's hot wet breathing by her ear.#Laios's breathing going ragged even though no one is touching HER she is the one toying with Chilchuck right now. She always does that.#between the breathing and the fingers and the warmth and the smell Laios is all around her and she just thinks -#'Laios is so huge. Laios's baby would be so huge. I'd be so huge. Pregnant with it.' And she cums.#rattles her to her fucking core. Chilchuck who HAS BEEN PREGNANT BEFORE realising. holy shit.#i want this fluffy haired socially awkward 26 year old doggirl to . to fuck a baby into me. in a sexy way.#i think . I think it's hot.#enough to turn you to drink isn't it!#u may ask - hey how come chilchuck has a girlcock and has got pregnant? can laios get chilchuck pregnant?#does anyone even have a womb in this situation? I may answer - don't worry about it#a wizard did it. whatever. its a fantasy world.#whatever is sexiest in the moment i don't care#lesbiance
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Finally got enough energy to talk about Furina's SQ and while I loved her and the troupe, MC and Paimon were .... Not Great. I talked about this with friends but in Paimon's case especially, the way they interact with Furina feels like people who just don't understand trauma and depression and then engage with someone suffering from both in all the wrong ways.
Talking about how much of a downgrade her house is from the opera house, making fun of how she can't cook, pushing her to act when she's set a very clear boundary and then guilt tripping her after she's stuck to her guns, shaming her for not being able to fight well (Paimon literally talks about how second hand embarrassment is overwhelming and I'm just like ?????), telling her she's "not acting like herself" when she attempts to open up and be vulnerable....it's just really rough. That and the MC asking "is something wrong" when Furina gets sad over Poission ..like bro people died and she couldn't save them and she's tearing herself apart over it. Those people are never coming back and you know it and you have the gall to ask her is something wrong??? Of COURSE there is!!
It just feels especially odd because we literally get to see all of Furina's suffering and Paimon in particular is. SO mean? Like she was more understanding with Wanderer and Ei and THEY'VE tried to kill us multiple times!! I don't get it, and honestly I'm very proud of Furina for refusing to waver. Let her rest!! She's tired and depressed and she needs time to heal; and honestly fuck Paimon for trying to make her feel bad. Furina's worked harder than she EVER will.
#as someone with depression and who's highly sensitive this story quest hurt a LOT because ive also encountered people who don't understand.#i've been told i need to get over my anxiety. i've been asked what am i so tired from since i just lay in bed.#so furina's character and how she was treated hit very very hard for me. she's isolating herself and not coping well but she is TRYING.#she's trying so hard and she equates her worth to her role. like she literally tells you that she serves no more use to anyone.#and i wanted to shake her so hard. because it's not about what she can do#she has worth simply because she exists. full stop. she is loved and she is appreciated just for being herself#her worth isn't decided by her power yk??#i hope she can rest and heal and find some good friends - after the way mc and paimon treated her i honestly don't think they should be#or if they are; they'd have to work to earn her trust cuz good LORD. they treated her so weird and so tone deaf!!#i've seen a lot of people complaining about it too so im glad im not alone.#anyway. there is something wrong with me i have cried actual tears over furina please god she needs a hug#and to be told she did a good job and she can rest now and things will get better#4.2 spoilers#genshin impact#furina
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girlhood
#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day#like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year.#when she called and did her “katherine. you have to be here on the 10th” i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day 😍😍😍#not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again#and my therapist telling me “you need to do things for yourself.” but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :)#like everything i do is informed by her#I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her#and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher 🤢🤢🤢#and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again#“oh you look so beautiful just like your mother” i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her#growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain#and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when#people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it#but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up-#when people mention it 😍#last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her)#and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said “katherine give me the red notebook”#and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one#and she tilted her head and said “whats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?”#im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her#lol!!!!!!!!!
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I already know I'm gonna be obsessed with falin's subversive version of haunting the narrative. as soon as I figure out what she has going on, I'm gonna be insane about it.
#because at least in the beginning she is the classic laura palmer haunting the narrative- the story is about her#the inciting action is in response to her death (almost. her eatening) and it sends the rest of the story on its way#marcille makes constant references to her and her influence and what she would think about things#but then also they find her and she is dead so they have to mourn for a minute and we get visceral closure with#the fact that they were hoping to find her alive the whole time and that's crushed now#and THEN she gets revived and comes back wrong#she is here but it's not right and there's a mystery#and now she's gone again- not in the narrative anymore- but it's still all about her#they have to find her they got her back but she's gone again.#it's so....#i dont know youre deal yet but falin im gonna be insane about you i can tell#dungeon meshi#jennie reads dungeon meshi#dm spoilers
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2023 orlando mini female best dancer winner: Ellary Day Szyndlar (Club Dance Studio)
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Wadermelin duo
#wondermelin even. anwyasy#my beloveds my beloveds my beloveds. WAAAA#NEXT i hope to tackle shizuai. my fav characters are their pink haired gfs#this is my first time posting any prsk art on tumblr oh. helo :>#posting non pokemon stuff is way easier here than twitter bc of tagging n stuff i should do that more often#emu otori#nene kusanagi#emunene#EHAT is the main prsk tag dear god. okay#prsk fa#project sekai#pjsk#theres so many different tags for the characters and games sob…… this is sl hard#art tag#i should draw th rest of wxs but…. rui scares me. why does he look like that#tsukasa has baby face which i could draw but im bad at reeally short hair. we will see#comparing rui and kasas faces to akito and toyas is so funny. why do the wxs boys looks like that (affectionate)#gave in and tried getting wedding shizuku to no avail. now i save for the gamer emunene card#<- is getting her ass beat by the prsk gacha system#i have so many leo need cards except honami. shes my favourite. let me have her please#ill be leaving now. farewell gamers#prsk#pjsk fa#SO MANY TAGS#emu didnt trick nene into holding hands btw she is just. like that </3
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Okay so after reading a bunch of theories on Deep Cover and rewatching the MV about 30 times, my only coherrant thought is that I want Kotoko Yuzuriha to be fucking okay
#haru chats about milgram#She really do be thinking that there is no going back huh#that killing that serial killer cursed the rest of her life and that she can only be this huh#I was excited for her in Trial 3 but now I'm just afraid#I know that none of these guys are going to get a happy ending. At best they'll get a bittersweet one#But there is zero happy ending in sight for Kotoko because she literally refuses to let herself have one#And that makes me so??? damn sad???#Honestly the only hope I have now is that she doesn't die but I honestly can't even feel safe believing that#In fact from a narrative perspective I think she is the character that would make the most sense to die at the end of all of this#And that scares me !!! Jesus Christ !!#milgram project#milgram#kotoko yuzuriha#yuzuriha kotoko#milgram kotoko
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bro I know we've all heard abt cloth mother vs wire mother but working in animal care its become so obvious everywhere
#this kitten season has been rough lately#all of the stray babies born in april are sick and dying#and so there's been a lot of death happening at the clinic#but its genuinely amazing to see how much better they do with another kitten#or with their mom or with a foster to cuddle and hang out with them#as important as medication and treatment plans are so is comfort#im overnighting a little spunky girl named spitfire currently#and she's improving with meds and fluids of course#but she isnt resting as much as id hoped which she absolutely needs to do to get stronger#so i just laid down with her wrapped up in a blanky on my chest and she slept immediately#she was so much more comfortable cuddling with me than sleeping in a crate with a heat bag#shes one whos mom was likely poisoned and is semi paralyzed so she finds it hard to get cozy#i was just happy to see her sleep#anyway im on a tangent now#but long story short: comfort is so fucking important in animal care and rehabilitation#and as grim as it sounds its also nice for them if they end up passing away#because at least they had comfort at the end#shelter posting#animal death
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O _ O
#no one in this house is willing to do the bare minimum to help me get more than 4 hrs sleep a night#like simply just closing the dog gate behind them so the dogs dont burst in my room at 7am#ive asked so many times like#slimbo used to help w this stuff but now she works mornings and isnt home#and the rest ofnthe family just like. does not care at all i guess#at this point i just hope i die i havent slept all week and my cold isnt going away ):
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people often assume when we all go out together that I'm my half brothers mom (I'm 20 years older than him) & that his parents are his grandparents & it's so funny bc I know it bothers them. old ass idiots
#my dad was 49 & his wife was 45 when they had him#the story behind his birth is actually extremely fucked up like everything else about their relationship#so my dad left her like a million times to try to go back to my mom (who kept telling him no unless he sorted out his issues) then he#would always run right back to her & she always took him back. anyways i guess he said smth along the lines of#''my wife (he was still married to my mom) will always be the love of my life bc shes the mother of my kids''#and...she went off bc & on fertility treatments without telling him. then shes pregnant & he is still saying he wants to come back to us#so she said he will never see their kid & her son from a previous marraige THREATENED MY DAD AT GUNPOINT#and said if you ever leave my mom again ill fucking kill yoi#so then the divorce was finalized & they got married & my half brother was born. rest is history#for the record i dont feel sorry for my dad at all it was his fault too. the fucking hypocrite was having sex before marriage#and he knew she was nuts & far too attached to her#what a fucking idiot. all he had to do was get on meds & in therapy & admit he was wrong & he could have stayed with us#but he needed constant validation & to be in charge of everything & thats what his new wife gives him. she converted to his cult & now they#raise my brother in it. and she just does whatever my dad wants & lets him treat her like shit. i would actually feel sorry for her if sh#if she werent such a fucking awful person. and she tries to be all nicey nice w/us despite being a literal homewrecker.#and doing things like telling my dad he cant spend more than 50 dollars per year on each of us#while having him buy her a third car & a 1500 dollar fur coat. lol#theyre so much better off financially than us that its unreal. my mom doesnt get a penny despite how much we are struggling#but if i want a relationship with my half brother i just have to pretend none of this is weird or wrong.#anyways i just hope he never finds out the circumstances of his birth bc god can you fucking imagine
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:))))) hrgh
ok so not to get too venty on here but
i start my final quarter of college tomorrow w/ my senior film due in 2 months, and my neurologist just upped my steroid dosage which might result in new side effects (or maybe already has? the steroids have already been fucking with my vision but it seems a lil worse and now i think im having trouble falling asleep too) AND im gonna have to deal with infusions during this too :')
o(-< so hrghhhhhhh basically the next 10 weeks are about to be really stressful and i just wanna ask that everybody be patient/gentle with me
#ughhh im so nervous#my hearts gonna explode outta my chest bro OTL#im also trying very hard not to worry about my treatment progress#i trust my neurologist but it is becoming very difficult to leave every appointment with#'i was hoping we'd see more progress by now. im going to up the ante'#ive already progressed so far and would be beyond thrilled if this was the limit#but im scared that if it IS it's gonna take constant work to maintain it#i cant get infusions for the rest of my life#and like#ok so when i started the steroid#i had a bit of a backslide in progress at first#which really scared me#turns out thats normal!#but she didnt warn me#and it turns out. she didnt warn me because.#in the 2000 people she has prescribed this steroid to#i am the only person who had that happen on a dose less than 40mg#so! not normal actually!#and i know bodies are just weird sometimes but that combined with the fact that apparently my case is really stubborn...#o(-< im scared#and the classes i need to graduate arent offered in the summer so if i cant push through them with all of this going on i cant just#drop one then graduate then finish in summer (which they let you do)#puts my head in my hands
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🏫🍃🌥️
#oooof... sleep was rough bc my face was super itchy. all of a sudden i got rashes in my face yesterday ?!?!? i have NEVER gotten that wtffff#hopefully it's just temporary nd will go away. it's still a tiny bit itchy but not as bad as yesterday :o#istg my life is a JOKE!!!! a joke!!!! rashes?!? what? maybe stress nd anxiety?? idk it's wild tho i cant deal w this#so i couldnt really fall asleep but i rested for a few hours#then i got up. took my dog out. had oatmeal. called the surgeron clinic.#and like... i told them abt my weight and they said im underweight?! and that my bmi is 18.9 and u need to have 19....#i told her that i cant gain weight bc i cant eat anything. that i cant have more fat than i already do bc then it hurts too much#she said she'll talk to the anesthesia doctors and call me later. she hasnt called yet#i rlly hope they understand the situation?? and that i can still have my surgery bc what else am i supposed to do???#ughhhh why cant anything ever just be easy and smooth for me??#i am sooooo tired of all these hardships piling on top of eo#then i walked to school.. took me an hour and im spent now bc im so weak nd malnutrioned skskskks#and im in class... it's a long one. still more than an hour left :'( my head hurts#ugh i just wanna be fine for once in my life#but yeah im like 75% thru all the hard things i need to do today#just need to finish class nd then walk home nd then hopefully get a call back and then i can relax (as much as i can lol)#i hope the itching goes down (still wtf is my body doing? i have no patience for it anymore) nd i hope im not too underweight for surgery om
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can we talk about how in her person of the year article taylor said when she comes off a three show weekend she feels EXHAUSTED and lays in bed for a full day or more after to recover but in tokyo she played FOUR nights, had just come off a months long break from touring, flew all the way back to the US, went to the superbowl, and partied after. travis and taylor weren’t lying when they said they show up for each other ❤️
#mine#taylor swift#LIKE THATS A SUPPORTIVE GIRLFRIEND#like i hope today she is just laying down in bed and not moving for the rest of the week#EXCEPT NOW SHE HAS TO GET ON A PLANE AND DO IT AGAIN???#i know her feet are killing her 😭 i’ll never forget when she said that the eras tour makes them CRUNCH#i just walked to class and back and my feet are tired lol
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