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ughgoaway · 9 months
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please, take my hand.
Content warnings: swearing, body insecurity, slut shaming, kinda shaming of sex workers (sex work is real work y’all), calling Matty short (so real), Gilmore Girl reference (it is where I got my nickname from after all), overuse of commas, possibly bad writing and mentions of smut but nothing really. word count- 3.7k ish
a/n: ahhhhhhh here it is!!! anon, I hope you like it and that I did your request justice, If I didn't, please feel free to send it to other writers so they can!! but this was the most I've written in AGES, so even if you don't like it, thank you for helping me actually write! the scenes in Italic are flashbacks, and im really hoping this plot isn't too confusing?? also, I struggled so hard for a title for this... why are titles so hard??? if you hate it or have a better suggestion, I am OPEN. and finally, as usual, I do, in fact kinda hate this... here it is anyway y'all!!!
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You stare at the reflection in front of you, the sparkles of your dress glimmer in the low light as you analyse your body. Something you know you shouldn't do, yet you do anyway. The cups of the dress accentuate your chest just the way it's meant to, and yet you don't think it looks right. The nude fabric below the glitter makes you look as if you were glowing from within, but to you, you felt like a knockoff Edward Cullen. The thin straps trail over your shoulders and cross over in the back. Most girls would feel beautiful and seductive, but all you could focus on was if your tan was even.
Behind you, your boyfriend of 6 months slides up and places his hands on your waist. “This is it,” you think, who else better to build your self-esteem than the man who should love you unconditionally, who should worship the ground you walk on and take any opportunity to gush over his beautiful girlfriend. It seems Cole just wasn't that type of boyfriend.
“Isn't this a bit much… I mean, it's a party at George’s for Charli's new album, you're not working the street corner outside. I don't need everyone to know what you look like when I fuck you.”
Oh.
You physically feel yourself deflate, your hands reach and cross over your stomach before sliding up to your chest. You look up at his face in the mirror. A sick smile graces his features as he laughs at his comment. 
Your fingers shake as you grip your shoulders, Cole grips one of your hands and slips his hand below your chin, forcing your face up to look at his in the mirror.
“You can wear it this once, baby, but after that, it needs to go - okay?” he says as if he's doing you a favour, and for some reason, you feel like he is. You nod and give him a small reassuring smile in the mirror that he returns before turning and leaving the room.
You stay standing, staring, analysing until Cole calls your name and you stumble to the door and out.
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The bass rattled the door as you stood outside, the bottle of wine in your hand feeling far too formal once you swung it open and looked out on the sea at the half-drunk people.
A voice you recognised finally rang out from the crowd in front of you, "Y/n! Cole! Hi, come in" George ushered you in with a wave of his hand.
You smiled and went to hug George only for Cole's grip to tighten on your waist, you glance back at your boyfriend and scrunch your face in confusion at his actions. George looks at the pair of you questioningly but decides not to push it just smiling and graciously accepting the wine you hand to him. 
Charli soon appeared behind George and greeted you. She practically tore you out of Cole's grip and gave you a bone-crushing hug. Cole dragged you back and grabbed your hand as soon as you were back in reach, seemingly staking his claim.
Before long, Charli was dragging George off with a sly smile on her face, “Drinks are in the kitchen, Help yourselves!” George shouted as he was being pulled away by his doting girlfriend. 
You walk through the party staring around at the room full of people, Cole's hand is holding yours, and it feels as if your skin is burning. You are pretty sure you see Jack Antonoff somewhere in the crowd, but before you can look too closely, you hear a voice you know all too well travel from the kitchen.
“Well if it isn't the life of the party finally arriving,” Matty began, shamelessly staring you up and down, “y/n! My darling, how are you!” he said, very clearly ignoring the man currently gripping your hard so hard you're sure there will be finger-shaped bruises tomorrow.
You managed to wrench your hand away from Cole and stroll up to Matty, he wolf whistles as you walk across the kitchen to him and you feel your cheeks heat up at his shameless flirting. You try not to read too much into it, knowing what he's like.
Having been friends with Matty for the better part of a decade means you know what he's like, always ready to chat up anyone as soon as he gets a few drinks in him. Hell, you're pretty sure you've seen him trying to pull Ross on a few occasions when he'd had too many tequila shots.
“Wow darling, you have truly outdone yourself this time,” Matty said, his jaw practically on the ground. He stuck his hand out towards you indicating for you to grab it. You tentatively grip his hand only to be spun around on the spot by the curly-headed man. A light giggle escaped your lips and Matty felt his heart constrict on the spot.
Considering he was hopelessly and irrevocably in love with you, that was to be expected.
“This might be the best you've ever looked sweetheart, going to have men throwing themselves at you all night. Maybe a few girls too” Matty said, throwing you a wink with a teasing click of his tongue.
He actually wanted nothing less than to see men draping themselves over you but he couldn't help but compliment you whenever he got the chance, he always saw it as a way to confess his love without having to say those words.
Cole strolled over and pulled your hand out of Matty's grip, if you were honest you had forgotten you were holding it. It was then Matty realised there was indeed one thing worse than seeing men fawn over you, it was seeing your idiot boyfriend act like he owned you all night.
“Alright, Matty?” greeted Cole, clenching his teeth and nodding his head at the shorter man. The anger bubbling beneath the surface was clear to you and Matty, the latter couldn't help but get one last jab in at Cole.
“Hi, Cole.” Matty said dryly, “You are one lucky bastard mate, what other girl would dress this beautifully for a party at a friend's house” he finished his statement by throwing a smirk in your direction. 
You heard Cole mutter under his breath and tensed, knowing what was coming. Suddenly a gush of vitriol came spewing out your boyfriend's mouth directed at Matty. 
“Listen here you scrawny little shit-” began Cole leaning in and towering over the man below him who despite what was expected of him, stood his ground and started up at Cole with an unbothered look on his face. 
You quickly got between the two men, placing your hand on Cole's chest and pushing away. You could feel his rapidly beating heart beneath your palm, it scared you how familiar this situation was for you. Having pushed Cole away from far too many fights in your short relationship.
“Cole just leave it, Matty is my friend. Please don't be an asshole,” you say desperately staring up at the man in front of you, hoping your eye contact would calm him down.
“An asshole?” scoffed Cole condescendingly, “fuck you y/n, I can't deal with this prick any more. I'm leaving” Cole finished his sentence by storming off out the front door, slamming it behind him. Luckily the booming music meant no one saw his childish outburst.
Tears sprung to your eyes as you stared in the direction he left. Why the fuck did he act like this, you remember falling for him. He was the perfect man, with flowers and gifts all the time. He planned dates and surprised you all the time.
Yet as the months dragged on he became a man you didn't recognise. Slowly he became controlling, it started with small things, something as simple as what tea brand you buy but soon it changed into everything. What you wore, who you spoke to, when you went out. 
Your friends were drifting apart from you, but Cole assured you it was a good thing. They weren't worth your time anyway. When this invite came through, you almost immediately denied it, assuming Cole would never let you go, but to your shock, he agreed. What a good choice that seemed now.
You ran after your boyfriend, quickly followed by Matty close behind. You caught Cole’s shoulder as he walked over the grass outside George’s house. You briefly noticed how nice the flowers were, making a mental note to compliment them when you returned to the party.
Matty stood at the door watching you plead and beg your boyfriend to stay. Catching bits and pieces from where he stood, he began to walk closer when he saw Cole wrench his arm out of your grip for the third time, worried he was about to hurt you. 
“Please Cole it's just Matty being Matty. If you knew him like I do, you would know it means nothing. Please” you cried and begged the man in front of you, watching his nostrils flare and the vein in his forehead grow with each passing moment. 
“Oh fuck off y/n,” he spat angrily at you, “if you can't see that he's madly in fucking love with you then you're even more stupid than I thought.” he finished with a glare behind you and stormed off and this time you didn't follow. You stood in shock.
The cold air seemed to catch up to you then, the heat of the moment had been keeping you warm. The breeze blew through you as you curled in on yourself, tears streaming down your cheeks. A hand from behind reached forward and gripped your shoulder. You shrugged it off and turned around to see who it was, despite knowing exactly who you'd see.
“Dont touch me, Matty,” you say staring at him with a resentful tone to your voice, “Why do you do that. Why do you flirt with me when he's there. You know he gets jealous” you shout at the curly-headed man who scoffs and shakes his head at your comments.
“He gets jealous?” Matty shouts back incredulously, “he's a fucking dick y/n! All he does is put you down and walk around acting like he owns you! Why are you even with that asshole?” he finishes with a shout, his chest heaves with effort.
“It's not like I have many options is it Matty!?” you shout back, staring questioningly at the man a few feet in front of you. Matty stares back at you with a disbelieving look on his face, “Oh, don't look at me like that,” you say with a wave of your hand, “Am I just too unlovable, is that it?! Am I just so inherently unlovable that I'm stuck with men like that my whole life?!” you scream at him, black tears drip off your chin onto the ground below you as you drop your head.
“I love you!" he shouts back with wet eyes and a heavy chest.
Your head shot back up at his words, "No you don't. Stop. don't say that, Matty, it's not funny, " you whisper back at him, staring blankly.
“I do, please I do,” he says walking towards you. You take a step back as he approaches. Not believing what is happening. 
“Please just- stop okay” Matty pleads with you, you stand still as he walks closer, and soon he is in front of you staring down into your eyes.
He briefly admires your eyelashes, heavy with tears. And your glossy eyes staring up at him. 
“Please let me just speak okay, let me explain how serious I am. Please.” he pleads with you, your small nod makes him continue.
He then breaks down and explains when he realised he was in love, and how it fucked with his mind endlessly.
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matty can still distinctly remember when he first realised he loved you. It wasn't during some big dramatic moment, there was no celebration, cake, or streamers. just you.
It was when you all went into the countryside for Adam's birthday, you rented a cottage for you all to stay in. All Adam wanted to do for his big day was get pissed and make music in this beautiful house and you were all more than happy to oblige.
It was midday when Matty woke up draped over a sofa still in his clothes from the night before. He hissed as the light hit his eyes, not entirely sure why the world would punish him at that moment.
He looked around and saw everyone in a similar situation to him. Poor George was cramped in a small armchair, Matty having taken the only place the giant could've slept comfortably. 
The birthday boy himself was sprawled on the floor, wrapped in the rug with Carly lying on his chest. Ross and Waughy were lying in a similar pose on the other side of the coffee table, but with a very small Jamie squished between the two of them.
Matty couldn't help but notice the lack of one person, always seeming to notice when you weren't in a room. He was always drawn to you, and at that point, he didn't quite know why.
Before he could sit on that thought too long everyone else began to stir, a cacophony of groans and grumbles soon came out of the severely hungover group.
"Am I dead? " croaked out Adam, already hacking up a lung at having spoken 3 words earning him a whine and a slap from his sleeping wife.
"No mate," Matty began, "just hungover in our 30's. Does anyone want a cuppa?" he asked, knowing the answer would be a resounding yes.
He stumbled into the kitchen with a mental order for 4 cups of tea, 2 coffees and one "go fuck yourself" for George. He really was a grump when hungover.
Once again he hissed at the light once he entered the kitchen and began looking for the window that was causing the awful beam.
But he stopped in his tracks once he saw you, you had obviously snuck away at some point this morning without waking anyone else.
You sat in the small nook below the window, a pink blanket was tossed over your bare legs as you stared out and the garden, wishing you could live here forever.
You didn't hear Matty come into the kitchen, so you stayed blissfully unaware of the man currently staring at you in a state of shock.
The glow of the sun reflected on your face, illuminating your features. Matty stared as the sunlight danced across your cheeks. He could see your eyes skittering over the garden, no doubt scouting out a place to sit and read later. He followed the flutter of your eyelashes down to your cheeks, somehow perfectly pink and full despite a night of drinking. If Matty hadn't seen you drink 4 shots last night, he would have never believed you could've had a single drop of alcohol. 
Matty thought to himself at that moment, "Oh shit. I'm in love with her," when he saw you there.
He's never felt more cliche, but it was as if lightning had stuck him where he stood. But once he knew, he realised it had never been hidden. Every stolen touch, every lingering glance was a confession of love.
Matty yearned for you. Your melodic laugh that you insisted was a cackle, your bashful smile as you try not to preen over someone's compliments (usually his), the red that decorates your cheeks every time you drink a little bit too much wine. He craved it all.
Every part of him was made for loving you. It was the easiest thing he's ever had to do.
The realisation almost bowled him over, he gripped the corner of the kitchen counter to ground himself. He stared in awe, just watching you breathe as you stared out the window.
Soon, a wave of nausea reminded him of his purpose, and he busied himself making the myriad of teas he had promised everyone. Even managing to speak up to offer you one, but that realisation never left him.
As Matty recounted that story he saw your eyes get misty with tears, the words were flowing out of him and he couldn't stop before telling you another time he felt sick with his love for you.
He told you about the holiday in France you all took, 3 months after he realised he was ridiculously in love with you. But it was also 2 months into your relationship with Cole, and Matty had just begun to stitch himself back together.
The stitches were wonky and misplaced, he bled beneath them whenever he saw you together. But he was trying. He continued to try and fix his weeping wound, despite deep down knowing the only real fix was not seeing you, but how could he not?
He watched the waves crash over your form in the ocean, you were wildly laughing as you almost tumbled over from the force. The straps of your swimsuit nearly become untied from the crash of the waves.
When you had strolled out earlier in your suit, Matty felt his heart skitter, a simple black suit to most, but to Matty, it made his palms sweaty and his stomach leap.
The thin straps crossed over your shoulders and met behind your neck. A neck matty though would look so beautiful marked up, by him especially. The waist of the suit hugged you perfectly, making Matty dizzy at the sight of your curves. It sat low in the centre of your chest, and your glowing skin teased him mercilessly.
He felt his hands twitch at his sides when Cole ran over to you, bowling you over and pulling you into the salty waves behind you. 
He thought, if it were him with you he would have slid up behind you, wrapped his hands around your waist and kissed your neck. Taking the brute force of the waves himself and letting you stand without worry of falling over.
He'd brush your sandy hair to one side and bury his face in the other. He'd breathe you in, the jasmine perfume you always wore would override his senses and he'd bury his nose deeper. He'd smile bashfully at your giggles and teasing, leaving small pecks that only caused you to laugh more.
But he wasn't doing any of that.
He was sitting on a towel watching you fight in the waves with the man who had everything he wanted but had no idea. He decided then and there a small bit of flirting wouldn't hurt anyone.
Well, it would hurt him, but matty chose to push that down and bottle it up. Knowing it would rip open his wound but he would rather slowly bleed to death with you than heal without you near him.
As Matty finished that story he saw you itching to say something, he quickly finished what he needed to say and prepared for the inevitable rejection. 
"So I started just… flirting. nothing too much, just enough to get your cheeks to colour and Coles fists to clench. Just enough to brighten you up again. I missed you being bright sweetheart."
Matty tensed as he finished as if preparing for you to scream at him.
You stared blankly at the man in front of you, his months of pining were lost on you. 
Of course, you noticed the flirting, everyone noticed the flirting. It was Matty, you're sure he'd have chemistry with a wooden broom if he tried. You'd more than noticed it, it had quickly become a guilty pleasure of yours to relive what he said to you.
So guilty that perhaps once or twice your hand slid down your body at the thought of Matty whispering those same comments in your ear. But that was normal, you assured yourself.
People in relationships thought about another man's curls tickling your face as he kissed your pulse point. Everyone thought of another man's voice whispering filthy comments into your ears. Obviously, everyone thought about the feeling of those same curls between their legs, and how good it would feel to grip and pull at them. To grind against his pretty face.
You shook those thoughts out of your head and looked at Matty again, you saw the fear and desperation on his face. You took a small step forward and he stepped back, copying your actions from before.
“What are you doing,” he said suspiciously, panting from pouring his heart out so quickly.
“Would you just stay still you idiot?” you say, giving him a small smile. He tilted his head questioningly but followed your request, your next step forward brought you chest to chest with him.
Before you could think too hard, you leaned in and pressed your lips together. So gentle it almost wasn't a touch, but it was and it was real. Matty couldn't believe it was fucking real.
Any chance of catching your breath was lost as Matty shot forward catching you in a passionate kiss that almost had you falling backwards if it wasn't for him desperately grabbing at you.
Your hands shot to his hair, scratching the nape of his neck with your nails as you pulled at the unkempt curls that sat there. A groan bubbles out from deep within Matty's chest and you slip your tongue into his mouth as it does, only causing another groan to leave him and his grip to tighten. 
You briefly see a flash of the door opening behind Matty but pay it no mind, too wrapped up in the man in front of you.
Charli and George stood with their heads out the door, peeking out and staring at the pair of you and giggling like schoolchildren. Their laughter gets the better of you and soon you break too, laughing at their infectious and poorly suppressed snickers.
Matty turned around and scolded the pair for staring, “Oi! fuck off you two! Ruining a proper romantic moment here!” the smile on his face made it clear any harness in his voice was nothing but a ruse. 
You giggle and press your face into Matty's neck, breathing him in unabashedly and revelling in the scent of his cologne mixed with cigarettes.
He turns back to you and the pair of you stare into the eyes of the other, watching the love dance over each other's faces.
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springseasonie · 10 months
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Auralism | PJS (M)
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Voice actor Jisung x fem reader
Part 2. Part 3.
Summary: Auralism is to be sexually aroused by sound, which includes people's voices.
Warnings: sexual content, mutual masterbation, Jisung is talking you through it hehe
Word count: 1,2k
A/N: was getting back into audio porn and it inspired me :)) I love Jisung voice and if y'all didn't know about audio porn, reddit and quinn are top teir. Get into ittttt. Feedback is loved and appreciated 🩷🩷
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This was something you never told anyone you were into. You preferred to keep this particular interest to yourself, not because you were embarrassed but because you wanted to keep him to yourself. "Him" is a man that goes by the name of LilJisung on Reddit. You had no idea what he looked like, no one did. You just knew his voice.
His voice did things to you no one could even imagine. It was deep, soft, calm. Jisung had you under a spell. Every time you heard his voice, even a tiny sigh, your heart would jump. Sometimes you really wanted to know what he looked like, if his voice matched his face or if he looked like anything you imagined. But right now, you were laying in your bed, headphones in as you scrolled through your phone to find one audio you never listened to (and you've heard almost all of them).
Just when you were about to give up, you saw something that you've never seen before peak your interest. The title of the audio was "couldn't sleep". You pressed on it and laid your phone flat, expecting for it to be regular audio, but you couldn't even be more wrong.
"Hey guys."
The butterflies erupted in your stomach, hands immediately clutching your shirt at the sound of his voice. God, he was so sexy without even trying, making you go crazy and all he said was 2 words.
"As you can tell by the title, I couldn't sleep. So I decided to record something. If I sound a little different, it's because I'm laying down and the mic is attached to my chain."
Your body shivers with anticipation, taking in every single word with sinful intent. In all honesty, you were barely listening to him, the sheer tone of his voice turning your core into a river. You were shamelessly obsessed with the man. Your hands were moving on their own, fingers tracing the middle of your chest as you laid on your back, moving right between your legs.
"I'm gonna do something a bit different. We're close, right? Well we should be. I've made you cum without even having touched you many times I bet."
And he was about to do it again. You hadn't even started stimulating yourself yet, but Jesus. The things he says are enough to make you cum untouched. His deep, but careful voice and way of speaking – it turned you on so much. He knew his audience so well, always listening well to their comments and loving everything everyone had to say.
"I want you guys to touch yourself as you listen to me touch myself and talk to you."
You listened to the faint sound of him stroking his lubed cock through your noise canceling headphones, sinful sounds ticking your ear drums. You were salivating, legs getting stuck to your sheets as your body was getting hotter and hotter. His soft sighs were beginning to really excite you, mind reeling from all the sounds.
"I hope you're in a comfortable position right now. I bet you look so pretty. If you have clothes on..fuck.. take all of them off. I want to feel as if you're here with me."
You opened your eyes moving off your bed at the speed of light. The audio continued, his soft moans and sighs permeating your ears as you took your clothes off. Finally getting everything off, you laid in your bed again, legs spread wide.
"I really, really love doing these," he starts. "Fuck..I'm so turned on right now." You hear him gulp, smacking his teeth as he opens his mouth, letting out a shaky moan as he stroked himself faster. Moans and groans fell from his lips, tickling you in all the right places.
"You know how much I like it when you follow directions, so let me guide you pretty girl."
Your brows furrowed, core getting even more wet at his sultry voice.
"Run your hands all over your body baby. Just like that. And keep those legs open for me. I bet you look so fucking pretty with your pussy on display for me."
Your breath was shaky, his voice sending you into overdrive. You haven't even started touching yourself yet, but you were ready to let go at any moment. The raspy whispers, dirty words in a calm innocent tone – you needed him.
"Now take those pretty hands and put them between your legs. Just- oh fuck. Fuck this feels so good."
You started rubbing your clit, brows furrowing almost immediately from how overly sensitive you were. The sound of his breath quickening made your stomach do flips, the slight rasp in his throat as he tried to keep his loud groans down.
"I wish I could see you right now, touch you and make you feel good. You want me to make you feel good?"
You nodded, slipping completely into your element. At this point, you're in a parasocial relationship with this guy. He's the only man that has made you cum and you've never touched him, let alone seen him. The way he spoke sent you into a frenzy, it felt like he was actually there with you.
"Slip those cute fingers in for me, pretty girl. They're probably not as long as mine. You probably thought about it haven't you, hm? Me with my fingers deep in your cunt?"
You slipped your fingers in, fingering yourself at a good pace as soon as you started. Your eyes were shut, moans echoing in the room. You couldn't even hear yourself due to the noise canceling headphones you had on. Your other hand made its way to your chest, rolling your nipple between your fingers. You pinched and pulled the sensitive bud while his voice rushed your eardrums.
"Fuck, I want you to go faster with me okay?"
You fingered yourself faster, moving your hand from your nipples and circling it on your clit in unison with your other hand. You were in heaven at this point, overstimulated to the brim. Your moans and whines become louder with him, unable to control yourself.
"Fuck you're doing so well. You always do well for me," he said, voice a bit whiny. "Shit, I'm probably gonna cum soon," he chuckled softly mixed with his moans. The sound of him stroking himself faster rang through your ears, lighting the flame in your stomach. His breathing hitched, whines going up in pitch with every breath he took.
"I-I want you to cum with me okay," he whimpered breathlessly, deep voice cracking from the pleasure. "Please cum with me. Please, please, please."
"Oh my god," you whined. At this point, you fully stopped fingering yourself and rubbed your aroused bud. Your jaw dropped as you threw your head back. Your other hand gripped your sheets hard, knuckles lightening in color.
"I'm cumming, fuck." You listened to him cum, his moans loud in your ears as you came at the same time. "Yes, keep cumming for me. God, I wish I could see you."
Your body shuddered, muscles tensing so hard it hurt. Yet again, he gave you one of the best orgasms of your life. Breathing shakily, you plopped down on your bed weakly once again listening to his breathing.
"Well that was fun." His laugh was raspy and light, almost as if he wasn't whispering the dirtiest thing in your ear a second ago. "Thank you for spending more time with me. I hope you came as much as I did, pretty girl. Hope to see you next time."
And with that, the audio finished, and thankfully, so did you.
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wordstalktome · 9 months
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Whooo Wei Wuxian-centric animatic is OUT on my channel!!!!
I hope y'all like ittttt
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kattanimates · 9 months
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Hello Tumblr!! It's been a moment since I've posted!
I know I've mainly had AvA content on here- but I got other fandoms too >:D
Here's sum VENTRI'S DREAMWORLD art but as The OMORI title screen! I've been waiting to show this off for awhile!
I hope y'all like ittttt <3<3<3
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sassy-ahsoka-tano · 1 year
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omg hi 😂
i realize i've been mia for like weeks now because ✨ life ✨ HOWEVER, i promise i wasn't lying about daddy issues. i'm officially in the editing phase and will more likely than not the whole fic finished and queued up before 2023!!
i already have the next six chapters (parts 4-9) queued to post!! the chapters will be released every tuesday + thursday at 8 pm each week until the whole fic is up!! i hope y'all enjoy ittttt 💕
mila :)
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Sunday, March 17th, 2024!
10:37pm: damn it I texted him again but it's really just to vent. I think I'm blocked now? Honestly for his sake I hope he just blocked me bc if he didn't then I really don't know what tf to tell him. He's just setting himself up by leading me on (a girl who is still in love with him) he's a fuckup but whatever. And he's a shitty friend.
Yeah I don't have anything to lose tbh. And he has a whole relationship to lose so🤷 idk what to tell you my dude, well actually...
1) if I had a boyfriend (for six months!) ain't no fucking way I'm calling my ex two weeks in a row and CRYING that I still love them
2) he would actually be blocked a) bc I don't want him to be involved in my dating life should it be public like his is especially at the beginning bc he is toxic AF. b) my boyfriend would be my boy best friend hands down and I would not need a separate boy best friend bc that is disrespectful and I would not put someone in that position like he chooses to put people in awkward positions AND THEN PLAYS VICTIM jfc.
3) this is why I didn't/ wouldn't want to start a relationship while I'm not over my ex yet omggg drama much??? "She was the love of my life" "oh no what happened?" "I cheated on her" 💀 toxic ass mf.
Stfu with your stupid ass, bad friend mf. You sit there and wonder why you don't have friends bitch again LOOK AT THE COMMON DENOMINATOR BITCH NOBODY WANTS TO BE YOUR FRIEND BECAUSE YOU ARE A LITTLE BITCH BOY
On another note about the blocking him bc y'all know I would be posting up about a man if I had one, because when I get one, Y'ALL KNOW that shit is gonna be ❤️🔥 he had to act embarrassing AF since everyone knows how he got his gf 💀 SMH not even in the profile pic that shit is lame, if my man isn't showing me off I don't want ittttt. You looking single af to people who don't know you well yk?? Bitch ass.
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millersdjarin · 9 months
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i don't wanna speak too soon buuuuut,,the joel WIP i've had the idea for for MONTHS finally seems to be picking up some momentum. i'm on 14k words !!!
been sick for a couple weeks (more than usual lmao) but i'm trying to write here and there and i'm equal parts excited and nervous for this concept but i hope y'all like ittttt
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lunarliaaa · 4 years
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Chrobin Celebration ~ Day 1 ~ Weapons!
with my icon, there was no way i couldn’t go for this!!
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simplymaterial · 7 years
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youngbloodbuzz · 2 years
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Chapter 7 bitches. Back at it with a horny ass Dani.
"The desk did not fit. At least, not the way it should have." Desk= Dani The house it didn't fit in=her relationship with Eddie. Starting off extra depressing.
"Sometimes she wondered if that was all she ever saw because that was all she had ever been trained to see. Her mother's hand reaching through space and time to ring a bell in place of food." As someone with a narcissistic parent I relate to this so much.
"'You sure? I think we have a spare tent in the garage, if you want me to check?'" shoulda brought ittttt
"'Why didn't you ask me?'" Fuck I don't often feel that sorry for Ed but in this moment, damn. That's rough bud. Like a lunch in the gut.
Eddie is trying so hard to have a mean full conversation about their future. He's really trying to move forward and listen to what she wants but she's so overwhelmed and shuts it down. I really, really feel for Eddie in this scene.
"'I think we should wait. Until we're married at least. Before we have this conversation.'" No this is definitely something you talk about BEFORE marriage.
"And he had. Eddie's wants and desires were always clear. He did not employ the oblique tactics that Dani was so accustomed to. The social contract he offered had always been upfront. Like a hand reaching out. An offering. A choice. One she could have disregarded from the very beginning."
Eddie wears his heart and all his feels out on his sleeves, and I think he feels like the issue is that Dani doesn't. But that's not true, Dani does wear it in her sleeve..just not for you.
"-Dani had hoped beyond measure that she would grow accustomed to the idea of being attracted to Jamie. That the notion would lose its polish the longer she mulled over it. Instead, it seemed to buff into a mirror shine. Until even the sight of Jamie's hair pulled hastily back from her face, stray curl over the arc of her ear, was enough to distract Dani utterly."
"Dani shook her head. 'No. Everyone's still meeting at the school at nine. I just -' she tried to think of some excuse — what was it she'd told Eddie? something about schedules — but all that came out was, '- wanted to be here.'"
*Took at break to sleep*
"How could she say it aloud? That having a child was just another bar on the cage? People like her didn’t say that. People like her were supposed to be gushing over florals and dresses for the big day. She should have picked a venue by now. She should have made a guest list by now. She should have felt something by now." Fuck. Y'all really have a way with words. It makes me hurt not just to the character but for real people, that even today get married to hide who they are.
"Yet here she stood, gently grasping Dani's arm with warm fingers, looking at her as if Dani'd hung the moon on a chain." She loves you back you knob.
"'Are you two going to hold hands all morning, or do you actually want tea?'" Mikey's over it and they haven't even gotten that gross yet.
"She could handle this.
She could not handle this." Congratulations Hannah. You have found her last straw. (Also that's how I felt when they said it was twins)
"'I'm sorry,' said Dani, blinking rapidly and lifting her hand to shield her eyes from the glare of sunlight. 'Can you repeat that? I don't think I heard you properly.'" Poor Dani it's laughable at this point. Y'all are just straight up cruel to our girl.
"And Hell would freeze over before Jackie let Jamie share a tent with her." Pretty sure they've already shared a tent if you catch my drift...
"'Don't let my suffering be in vain,' Hannah said under her breath, sharing a wicked little smile with her." I see you Hannah. I see through your "oh heavens it seems we forgot a tent, how tragic...."
"-in the hope that they might be able to indulge in some early afternoon arson."
"The hem of the shirt draped along Jamie's bare legs, and Dani found herself tracing the length of Jamie's bare thighs with her eyes — surely those shorts weren't suitable for hiking or whatever activities usually happened at camp grounds; far too short, far far too short — until she swallowed and jerked her gaze up sharply towards the distant treeline." thirsty
"-Jamie was standing to stretch, hands on her lower back, eyes closed and groaning faintly-" thirstY
As much as Dani is freaking out I'm guessing Jamie is as well.That's a small space to be in with someone you are attracted to/in love with but can't have.
"'You're almost as bad as that new baker in town.'" OWEN
"'Fucking hell, Jackie, give it up. I told you: I won't -' Jamie turned around and froze in place. 'Oh. It's you.'" I'm pretty sure I'd pay cash to know what went on between them. Like I have guesses. BUT I WANT TO KNOW. Though I would absolutely cackle if everyone is thinking they fucked and in reality it's something super lame like she caught Jackie cheating on her bf or shoplifting.
"'Is she still bothering you?' Dani asked incredulously. 'It's been years. I'm surprised she even remembers your name.'
For some reason that was funny for Jamie let loose a bark of laughter. 'No. She's not bothering me. Just wanting to buy my silence.'" Hard to forget someone's name if they give you a good enough orgasm... or if you spent a while moaning their name....
"-Jamie put the refrigerator key back on its proper hook, pointed at it sternly as though it might go running off-" she's so fucking precious
"From this angle she could just make out the bob of Jamie's head as Jamie tied her shoe. Dani held her breath and tried not to imagine threading her fingers through dark curls as Jamie glanced up at her with a crooked smirk and a dangerous glint in her gaze." thrisTY
"'Can't. There isn't one. She's still beneath those waters, you see.'" Nice
"'Think it was red?' Jamie supplied helpfully. 'Or maybe green?'
'Those are literally opposite colors.'" Dani is SO done.
Anytime these little glimpses of Nan peek out of Jamie I can't help but think how proud Nan would have been of Jamie.
"This is totally keeping me busy" she says as she stares 🙄
MOONFLOWERS
"Eyes dark and glinting in the low light with faint amusement and something else Dani couldn’t decipher." She's looking at you just like you are looking at her babes.
“'Christ, you look a mess,' Jamie said, her voice loud in the tent below the sound of rain and distant thunder.  // "'God,' Dani said, sliding her hands up Jamie’s inner thighs, her breath caught at the faint quiver beneath her palms, 'You’re a mess.'"
"Jamie said, 'and Nan grounded us both.'
“' didn’t even know she could do that.'
'Nan’s house, Nan’s rules.'
"When their backs accidentally touched, a graze of damp skin that sent an electric shock down Dani’s spine, she jerked away and laughed in a nervous high pitched tone. 'Sorry,' she said, trying furiously not to look over her shoulder." God this has to be just as torturous for Jamie.
"Just a dream, she tried to convince herself, swallowing thickly. She breathed in and willed herself to wake up."
"As though she actually saw her, rather than gazed right through her at some imagined figure in the background."
"Eddie never would've explained it like this. He might if she asked, but all too clearly she could remember being scoffed at by him and the mechanic for not knowing some basic piece of knowledge or another....She never asked anything about cars again after that." I would say fuck Ed but it's kinda a man think not just an Ed thing. So fuck men.
Her car dying will just be one more bar in that cage. Her last bit of freedom and independence.
"Nothing had happened, she reassured herself. Nothing had even happened. Just the wild fantasy in her head where she was brave enough to reach out and touch her, brave enough to act, brave enough to speak." When she tells Eddie, it's so much braver than her kiss Jamie. Speaking up is the bravest thing she could do.
"And she’ll have the Caesar salad,' Eddie said." Ugh fuck that gives me violent flash backs to my college boyfriend.
I think Dani feels like if she speaks up about even the smallest thing it will be like unscrewing a cap and knocking over the bottle, nothing will be able to stop it, it will just all come out.
"She couldn’t think of which was more terrifying: that they would finally see her for what she was, or that they never would." God that's a powerful sentence
“'It was worth it to see him so happy,'" the kind of friendship we all need.
"'He gets it from you.'" Well ya'll got me grinnin' like a possum eatin' a sweet potater.
"Dani eagerly leaned forward in her seat, watching it grow closer in the horizon with an anticipation she didn’t expect." I wonder if Eddie would have noticed her slight shift in mood/excitement the way Jamie did. I feel like no.
"'Not since.....after'"
"'Girls must be all over you.'
Jamie coughed into her glass. 
'Um —' Carson started, mid-laugh, his cheeks pink and not meeting Dani’s eyes “'— something like that.'" Dani needs a better gaydar.
"'You too,' Dani managed to politely reply, oddly feeling that the suggested nickname towards Jamie didn’t extend towards her. " Dani is about to get JEALOUS. Though I like that even in her jealousness she doesn't get possessive.
"'They’re practically my sisters.'" 😭😭
"'Got one here too. This one’s covered up for the most part, thankfully. Only so many scars one can have before it takes away from everything else.'
'Quite the opposite, I’d say' Robin replied, smirking over the lip of her glass, eyes intent on Jamie." Agreed
"Dani’s stomach twisted in a way that was wholly unfamiliar to her as she watched Robin slide next to Jamie at the bar." Siri play Jealous by Nick Jonas
"Dani raised her head and found that from across the table, Carson was already watching her." / "Carson’s eyes flickered between them for a moment and he chuckled." It must take everything in Carson to not say something.
"'Enjoy your date!' he called back." Though he did manage to get in a harmless dig.
"Feeling as though she was watching a car crash happen in slow motion, terrible and enthralling all at once, Dani watched Jamie run her tongue along the length of her fingers in one long swipe." thirSTY
"It was like unlocking a heart-hued door. A door that had always been there, chained up without a key, beating and thundering to be opened this entire time. And all it took was the curve of Jamie’s smile and the warm graze of their hands to find the key." The imagery of this is beautiful. I love her starting to realize it's more than attraction.
"-the pull was still there, inevitable as gravity"
"For a brief wild moment, Dani thought about grabbing her hand and pulling so that Jamie was flush against her back." Jamie would have fucking died
"-feeling her hand mindlessly grasp Jamie’s, tangling their fingers together." 🥰
"Pressed it down until she could no longer feel the ghost of the warmth of Jamie’s hand in her own.......Dani’s stomach sank when the feeling of being unmoored returned, crashing through her scant defenses as Jamie spotted her, eyes lighting up."
"“Reckon you can manage both,” Jamie said with such fixed certainty that Carson straightened upright." Everyone deserves a friend like Jamie, but Carson does especially.
"When she looked up, she caught Carson’s gaze. Unlike last time, his smile shot a course of fear through her, of being looked through and seen in a way she was wholly unready for." This all has to be so terrifying for Dani. I want to hug her.
"That was definitely Carson pressing another man against the wall, the pair kissing hungrily as their hands wandered. Dani was frozen to the spot, feeling as though she just crashed through an entirely different reality." This is your reality. Everyone is gay. Also good for Carson❤️
Jamie can't handle taking a drag after Dani's mouth was on it, could she?
"Robin smoked quietly, her eyes drifting between Dani and Jamie with a look that wasn’t so much displeased as it was inquisitive." Everyone realizes that Dani and Jamie are on a date except Dani and Jamie.
I want them to go to another show now that they are together.
"'Queer as a three dollar bank note?'" this takes me out every time. I read it aloud to my wife.
"'So, you’re saying that girls used to be all over you?' Dani cautioned to ask, unexpectedly enjoying Jamie’s flustered huff.
'Guess you can say that,' Jamie muttered, still pointedly not looking at Dani." Dani, baby... are you just now realizing that your best friend is a Lesbian heart throb?
"'So, there’s no one special then?' Dani said, a finger picking at a hangnail. 'In your life?'
'Nope,' Jamie said, shaking her head, 'No one special.'" Dirty liar.
"Thoughts appeared in her mind, unbidden and unexpected. Images of a younger Jamie, more wild and reckless and less steady as she was now. Eyes dark under seedy bar lights, pressed against a faceless woman in a secluded corner. Lips dragging across a pale throat, a hand inching up a thigh towards less than appropriate places, the other burying and pulling at long blonde hair." thiRSTY
"She wondered, with the faint daze of someone standing on the precipice of a crumbling cliff, just how soft Jamie’s lips were. If women threw themselves at her because they understood just by a glance that Jamie knew exactly what she was doing, exactly how to press and drag and leave marks to remind them of a night in rumpled sheets." thIRSTY
"Pressing her hand higher still, dragging it until it was where Dani never would have imagined needing it most, just to see what Jamie would do. " tHIRSTY ALSO what she would do is crash the car ma'am.
"Indentured to the mask and noose made for her by her own hands.." I like that she's becoming more and more cognizant of what this life she's living really is. It isn't something that is just passively happening to her: remaining stagnant, it's something that is actively harming her and the walls around her are getting tighter and tighter.
"Always eager to please and obey under the promise of being loved without second guessing it for once." Fuck that's a heavy look into her heart.
I love that by the end of the car ride it wasn't just lust that she was feeling toward Jamie, it was love and a need to be close.
"Nothing happened, she told herself again, and repeated it like a mantra when it did nothing to help that coil of guilt twisting tighter around her chest. "
Dani really needs to rub one out to relieve some of this sexual tension damn.
"Jamie on her knees, looking up at her with a smirk and that dangerous glint in her darkened eyes, pliant and eager as Dani, raking a hand through her curls and gripping tight. Jamie moaning as Dani arched her head back by the hair, exposing the long lines of her neck. Jamie’s hands dragging up her legs, her thumbs 0skimming the soft skin of her inner thighs as Dani pulled her closer and closer to wet heat." THIRSTY
"She pulled the hair hard enough to hurt. 'Look at me,' she breathed, insistent and urgent as the coil grew tighter. 'Jamie, look at me.'” Fuck that's 🥵
Fun fact: I'm on a heart rate monitor and my heart rate spiked reading that a nurse popped in to ask what was wrong ☠️☠️
"'You were making little noises in your sleep. I thought it might be one of those nightmares again.'" No the nightmare is waking up.
Also super lucky she wasn't saying Jamie's name out loud. That would have been rough to explain.
"But her hands were already moving to tug him free of his boxer briefs." This wasn't what I meant when I said rub one out.
"– not of feeling him, but of feeling something – " This is a hard scene to read. My wife was in a relationship with a man for 4 years, she's a lesbian. And while she wasn't thinking about her best friend she definitely wasn't thinking about him. It's such a real and a raw thing for women trapped in these relationships. My heart just goes out to them.
Also When I first read this scene I was like bitch you better be on birth control. The last think you're gay ass needs is a baby.
"He grinned at her askance. 'It’s fine. I just wasn’t expecting it, is all. It isn’t your usual style.'
No. Her usual style involved actively avoiding the act all together, and then, when she ran out of excuses, passively lying back and hoping he finished quickly."
Our Friend Ed here needs to learn about something called "enthusiastic consent"
"'Shall you go check and make sure she's still fit for purpose? Only, I'd hate for our newest and most ardent volunteer to be taken from the line of duty by hay. Bailed up, as it were.'
Hannah said it with such a straight face that it took a moment for the pun to register. Dani scrunched up her nose. 'Oh, Hannah,' she said somberly. 'That was terrible.'" Love Owen's influence
"'Calm down, Spence,' she said, smacking his stomach lightly with the back of her hand. 'It's only Dorothy and Toto.'
At that, Jamie gave a very convincing growl from beneath the wolf mask, but the girl only scowled and pointed at Jamie. "'Bad dog!' she scolded." 😅😅
"'You'd think they'd be more creative than the bleachers. I can't imagine you get much privacy there.'
'Oh, you'd be surprised,' Jamie said dryly."
"'The bleachers?' Dani said, crinkling her nose. 'Really?'
Jamie hummed around a crooked smile. "
'Best place, though?...Definitely the old art room on the third floor. Always empty on Wednesdays and Fridays. You can get away with murder in there.'" Who you fooling around with in high school Jamie? Hmmmmmm?
"And then she could imagine it. All too clearly. Jamie pressing her back against the wall of a darkened room surrounded by art supplies. Jamie ducking her head to mouth against her neck. Jamie's hands and Jamie's eyes and Jamie grinding up against her with heady reckless abandon. Stolen moments between classes. Fingers drifting beneath her skirt, rucking the fabric up her thighs." THIRSTY!
"— touching Jamie was dangerous, touching Jamie was incendiary and she was a box of tinder ready to go up in smoke —" Dani's really going through it.
"'Well,' Jamie eyed the length of Dani’s skirt or rather lack thereof, 'Can’t complain.'" Thirsty James
"'C’mon, then. Let’s go.' She gestured for Dani to follow her and as she turned away she lifted the water bottle to her lips for another sip.
'To the third floor art room?' Dani blurted out incredulously." The way I gasped the first time I read this.
"'Is it working?'
Jamie’s answering grin was slow, her eyes measuring the distance between Dani’s hem and Dani’s knees. 'Wouldn’t know,' she said finally. 'I’m not a parent.'" They are just blatantly flirting at this point. Disgusting. I love it
Jamie's such a Brit with her Guy Fawkes Night reference.
"'Piles of costume masks and action figures?' Jamie repeated, incredulous. 'Might as well have said there’s haunted Victorian dolls down there. Christ.'
'Yeah, I’m with her on this one,' Eddie said."
"'Good night?' Jamie asked, grinning and pointing at his neck with the now empty water bottle." So the first time I read this I was like damn she really has a heart break kink.. but now reading it again I think she senses that something is different about Dani, that she's getting closer, flirtier, and just overall more. I think she feels her mask/walls starting to slip and she needs to ground herself by reminding herself that they are a couple and as far as she knows are doing normal couple things. Remind herself that it's him she's with, not her. But idk maybe she is just horny for heartbreak.
"Jamie was backing away, bringing the bottle up to her brow in a mocking sort of salute. 'Yeah. ‘Course. Catch you both later.'" By far the awkwardest moment of the fic hands down.
"'Yeah,' Dani choked out. 'Yeah. Everything’s - Everything’s great.'"
And with that, we come to a close on chapter 7! I'm glad you are enjoying thing because frankly even if you weren't I'd still be back next time with chapter 8.
yessss ch7 here we gooo
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oh eddie. my poor lad. he really is trying, but god the communication between them is just godawful, no one is winning here. it's always fun and fascinating to see the flip switch from "eddie's an oblivious asshole" to "oh....oh no."
jgkalsdkfads yOUR NURSE HAD TO WHAT?? LMFAO that is the FUNNIEST reaction i've ever seen to this chapter and those scenes i am CACKLING. well done, proud of you
roman, bad place au. dani gets pregnant skdgbjkasdjfa 🙃
that's such a fascinating take. jamie is without a doubt a masochist with her feelings, especially when they were in high schoo. but this is MMM mucho interesting.
this chapter is just SO much fun. we called it the "thirst chapter" in our dms for a reason lmao sorry dani ur horny on main for your bff and just gotta live with it. and bro we Absolutely LOVE these kinda reacts, and i'm so excited to see the rest lol
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Okay i have a request in mind lol I don’t see many sugar daddy or daddy type kink stories for Levi x reader surprisingly so I was wondering if you could do something like that ? And to include some mild bdsm like spanking or whatever you’re comfortable with really lol this is very awkward to ask for me sorry lmao
It's alright hun! I can of course do this for ya! I don't see many of this around either! But here ya go! I hope it's good I tried hun!
You wanted to try something new with Levi your boyfriend but didn't know how to ask him. You wanted to try some new kinks In the bedroom with him. Like spanking and calling him daddy. But you didn't know how he would react to you wanting that.
"Um Levi?" You asked as you walked into his office. "Yes Y/N?" He asked looking up at you with those beautiful steely grey eyes you just love to stare at. "can I ask you something?" You asked. He raised an eyebrow "Go ahead." He said. "I want to try something new in the bedroom." You said, he stared at you "Like what?" He asked. "I want to try daddy kink and spanking" you whispered embarrassed and blushing you could probably put tomatoes to shame with how embarrassed you are. "What princess your gonna have to speak up I can't bear mumbling" he said. "I want to try daddy kink and spanking." You said, it went quiet you blushed even harder "we don't have to if your not comfortable hun." You quickly said. "We can do it." He said, you looked shocked. But was even more shocked when all of a sudden Levi kissed you. You of course kissed back, you guys were fighting for dominance with your tongues and he of course won. He put his hands on your ass and picked you up. You wrapping your legs around his waist, he took y'all to y'alls bedroom. Shutting the door behind him. He laid you down gently on the bed. "You sure you want this?" He asked gently, you nodded "positive" you said. He nodded "alright, do you remember the safe word?" He asked. You nodded "Yes it's apple" you said. He nodded. "Good. Now just relax" he said, you nodded and he went to work stripping you then him down to just y'alls underwear. He begun to suck in your nipples while playing with the other. You moaned out in ecstasy, he continued loving the sweet moans that came out of your mouth. He then stopped and started to slowly take your panties off. You watched him. Once he was done doing that. He gave a few experiment licks on your clit. You moaned, he then begun to eat you out like you was his last thing on earth to eat. You was moaning up a storm you put your hand in his hair moaning louder and louder, he continued to eat you out also nibbling at you. And inserting fingers into your tight hole. It made you see stars.
You then felt a coil like it was gonna snap you was about to have an orgasm. "Daddy I'm about to cummmmm" you moaned. "Cum baby girl cum" he said. You arched your back and let out a loud moan as you cummed. He let you catch your breath. Then he pulled his briefs down showing his member. It was thick and long. You always wondered how you could take that considering your smaller then him but you always managed.
"Are you on the pill?" He asked. You nodded, he made you get in a doggy style position. "Look at that ass I just love this ass." He said, as he slapped one of your ass cheeks. You moaned out it felt so good. He then slapped the other you moaned again. "I need you to count" he said. You nodded, he slapped your ass "One" you said, he did it again "Two" and again "Three" he did again "Four" again the pleasure of him slapping your ass was so good "F-Five" you said. He stopped and then slammed his whole member into your dripping wet hole. You moaned while he groaned. He then started moving just the way you liked it hard and fast. "Oh my goddddd yessss daddy!!" You moaned. He slapped your ass as he continued to pound you. It felt so good you was seeing stars. You moaned louder and louder. He was groaning in pleasure. "Do you like it when daddy pounds this pretty pussy?" He asked. "mmmhhhmm yes I love ittttt" you moaned. He smirked and smacked your ass again. Causing you to moan louder. The bed was creaking and the bed frame was hitting the wall also. As both of you was sweating but didn't care. He just continued to pound into you. He reached down and rubbed your clit. Making you see stars. "Cum for me princess cum for daddy." He whispered into your ear. That was it and you let go cumming all of his member. He continued thrusting when he stopped and started to cum also inside of you. He let out a groan as he released inside of you. You moaned, you then collapsed onto the bed taking breaths. "You okay baby girl?" He asked. You nodded "Yeah I'm alright tired now but alright" he nodded and he got up to go get a towel to clean you with. He then came back and cleaned you with the towel.
When he was done with that he put it in the laundry basket. And laid down beside you pulling your naked body close to his. "I love you Levi" you said. "I love you too princess"he said kissing the back of your head. Your eyes drifted off into sleep after that wonderful experience you had experienced.
*And there we go! I hope you like it! I'm sorry if it's not good! I tired for ya hun! 😊😊
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IT'S SOMETHING MORE SATURDAY!
Y'ALL KNOW THE DRILL! Go read Chapter 18 of Something More because I'll be spoiling it here!! @amiedala outdid herself yet again...
How I feel after reading about Nova and Din:
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Amy..... I'm struggling to put into words how much I appreciate you 😭First off, seeing dedication to me? Get outta here, that was so sweet!!! But I'll be honest there were some parts that really hit home and had me tearing up.
It's so amazing to see little snippets of myself in Nova because it really connects me as a reader to her more. Like homegirl really tried to make a joke about how she killed someone and started crying at it because it was too soon. I know HANDS DOWN I would do the same thing and end up making things 10x worse, but I was laughing at her. Until the lavender soap? Oh, that made me feel so alone.
But let me tell you... it was when Din came over the comm after her shower that I just starting crying. Once Nova said "You protect me, I protect you," I was transported back to some of the many fights I had with my ex-boyfriend where I promised that same oath to him only to be shut out over and over again. We argued over that often and I used something similar to Nova's line about not having a tally a lot. It pained me to see Din feeling like he should have something in return for Nova instead of just accepting she wants to love and protect him. I can't even get into what that meant to me without writing a whole therapy session out so 🤧 Just know that it got something really deep in me.
("GOOD THING WE HAVE THE REST OF OUR LIVES TOGETHER" ?!?!?!?!!? WHO GAVE YOU THE RI-- I loved it so much Amy, oh my god)
And I SQUEALED when Nova saw Din was capturing another Mandalorian?! Like the absolute shock of seeing another Mando and being like "excuse me?" would be such a crazy feeling to have. But shoot, I loved it and the incorporation of Bo-Katan?! I love that you always intended to include her!!
Mom!Nova came into action hardcore with that high five to Grogu after warping away from Moff Gideon, pleaseeee. I imagine her being one of those moms that take their kids to go TP an enemy's house? And when they do it without getting caught, they high-five and take off running? Very domestic vibes between her and her little green womp rat son, and I love ittttt
(The Mandalorian history was *chefs kiss* by the way)
ALSO, YOU DID A COMPLETE 180º INTO SEXC TIMES??? I GOT WHIPLASH, but it was obviously welcomed. But I had a heart attack when Din said to take off the helmet?? After the conversation they had just had I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANT?!?!?!?!? I would have passed out on the spot, no doubt 😏
MOTEHR FUKEFIJFOJBSVNOV THE NSOED -> that was what I actually typed out after reading Nova opened her eyes. I, uh, had a very feral response to that... but this puzzle is slowly being filled in piece by piece, baby. There's not much left 😌
And finally, like the 12-year-old I am at heart, I laughed at just the tip...
Thank you for another wonderful chapter, my love, and good luck with finishing up school and graduation! I am so happy for you and I hope everything goes well!!!
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Dark Blue Kiss Ep.7: Review
Y'all I am so ready to watch my boys Pete and Kao conquer the world together and watch my other boys, Mork and Sun get together so lets get this BREAD
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Pete practicing for his speech has me all over the place omfg I love him
can y’all believe they are dating like frick I forget sometimes lmao because I’m constantly watching BL’s where they are getting together not where they are already together lol but they have such a sweet relationship I loveeeeeee ittttttttt
“who is a hot guy from our faculty” lmao I love that
IM SO NERVOUS FOR HIM
you got this Petey boy
Kao’s reassurance I love it’
IMMA ABOUT TO BEAT NON’S ASS AND I HAVEN”T SEEN HIS FACE YET
I HATE HIS SMUG ASS FACE LIKE IF HE COULD JUST NOT
Oh my god he did the smirky eyebrow raise smh
Oh he’s doing so good YAAAAYYYYYY
Ugh we love a man who can remember his speeches
I’m so proud omfg
wow he is a natural and he stressed for nothing ugh we love a king!!!!
Ugh an Kao giving him that half hug uwuwu
omg I love their relationship
Pete that’s such a great idea I love it!!!! (he thought of making plushies with a voice recording option)
They are literally so cute and Non is about to make Pete mad I already know
jk that didn’t happen LMAO
NEVER MIND HE MADE PETE MAD BY JUST SIGNING UP FOR THE ENGINEERING PROGRAM LMAO
Pete smiling and having fun is my new religion
Kao is so cute lol
Kao is acting a little suspicious……………..
“Wanna take a shower together” Bruh Pete will do anything to be closer and spend time with his many
Kao is a lot more built then I thought lol
“kids don’t do this” OH
This is the one time Non has spoken I haven’t gotten pisses lol
Bruh everyone reacted so badly it low-key makes me sad but whatevs
Section 2/4
I feel like Non tries tooooooooo hard to get with Kao and to get on Pete’s nerves that’s why this mans annoys me y’all
I knew this bitch would ask about Pete
Kao also kinda confirmed about him and Pete being together by saying that Non is too young lol
AND WE’RE BACK WITH MORK AND SUN
They look fucked up LMAO but I know they are just tired
When did Sun sprain his wrist? Because I KNOW it wasn’t when that dude literally just SCRATCHED HIM
Sun needs to let Mork figure his shit out lol
Also Mork’s hair when wet is BEAUTIFUL
Ohhhhh so it’s not that Mork doesn’t want to have a relationship with him nor that he doesn’t necessarily like Sun back, but he just can’t fathom that Sun is interested in him since he always thought Sun hated him
They put a pillow to separate themselves lmao that’s such a classic middle school boy move
That girl is so skinny like low-key goals
and oof Mork is kinda into her? Or at least I thought he was but now he seems jealous that she is helping Sun with created a coffee for the competition? Idk y’all
Section 3/4
I think Mork’s a little jealous OOOOOH
Mork is a little tooo jealous lmao
oH he’s remembering everything
Pete is so happy about punishing Non lmaooo
I just realized how freaking tall Non is lol
Also AGAIN WITH THE STUPID SMUG LOOK
“I haven’t done shit” Bitch why the fuck you lying
I find it funny how they said that Pete and his friends are shitty but then they went for them for help lol 
Kao standing up for Pete I love ittttt
don’t touch his hand please bruh
Okay Pete does need to chill tho like damn I get it but sometimes he goes a little too far
Pete take a chill pill my dude
Section 4/4
OMG THAT PIC OF KAO AND PETE SMILING OMFG
OPE NOW THERE’S A PICTURE OF THEM BEING CLOSE
I love Sandee haha
BRO IM GOING TO FIGHT NON he just has a punchable face I”M SORRY
remember when non spoke that one time and I didn’t get annoyed yeah this is not a part 2 
he really wants to catch these hands y'all
I KNOW HE KNOWS WHAT HE’S DOING BRO
Sandee stopping Pete from completely murdering Non has my brain saying yes but my heart saying NO!
Also side note, the way Pete said Sandee’s name under his breath was low-key hot bYE
At least he’s not looking for Non or we’d know he’s about to beat his ass
SDFNJSKDJFHSD NO NOW NON IS GOING TO TRY TO FIND HIM FIRST
who texted Pete thooooooo
“just that I don’t like younger people” lmaoooo he crushed his dreams yet Non seemed happy so I think it’s because its at least confirmed that Kao likes guys 
KAO IS SO CUTE ARE YALL SEEING THIS SHIT OMFG GET YOU A MANS MY HEART
ITS THEIR ANNIVERSARY WHAT IM
THATS SO CUTE
WHAT DOES IT SAY
THEY’VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 3 YEARS WOWOWOWOWO
“You are number one in my life” I AM SCREECHING ALSDJ
“I love you” BOY IM
OHHHSDOFHSDIFHSDIF DS HE GAVE HIM A BaCK HUG IMMA CRY
“you're lame at it” FREAKING PETE LMAO
“Im happy to have you everyday with me” OMG I CANNOT
ODSIFSDF THEY’RE KISSING YALL THE WAY PETE GRABBED HIM UGH MY HEART I CANT HANDLE THIS LOVE 
THEY SAID I LOVE YOU PLEASE STOP MY HEART CANNNNNOOOTTTTTT
THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL I
THEY REALLY CAME FOR BLOOD TODAY OHDSHOFSDFSDFSDF
Guys that ending was so beautiful like wow I want that type of love bruhs Ive been waiting for them to do something really romantic together and that exceeded what I had hoped for!! They truly are a cute couple and that’s all Ive got to say - see y’all tomorrow for Tharntype!!
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10 Teen Bloggers You Need To Read In 2019
Hi everyone! I did a post last year with a bunch of teen bloggers that I love and y'all seemed to really enjoy it. :) Soooo in the new year, I thought it would be perfect to share some more of my fave teen bloggers! Maybe you're already an avid blog reader and just want some new people to follow or maybe you want to start reading more blogs! Either way, this post is perfect. :)
Ask Alex  Alex is a 13-year-old fashion blogger with absolutely adorable photos. I love her blog and Instagram so muchhhhh. Her personality and outfits are the cutest.
The Ray of Sunshine
The Ray of Sunshine is a blog run by Raquel focussed on productivity, lifestyle, and empowerment. Her posts are super personal while also being helpful! She'll officially have been blogging for a year in March. :) 
Hey It's Me Laurie This is a super new blog (only two posts at the time of writing!!) but I think it's going to be awesommmmme. Laurie is a teen from Canada who loves to travel and learn.
Zaya Therese Zaya actually recently rebranded to that name and I love ittttt. Zaya is a 14-year-old girl with a passion for fashion. One of the things that have caught my eye is definitely the photos. They're super high quality and always so cute especially on insta. 
Love Natalyn  Natalyn is so nice and kind and has the cutest fashion sense. She does Fashion Fridays where she posts fun new outfit pics every Friday and also does posts like her tiny house experience and 30 acts of kindness. 
Katie That Bookish Girl
Katie is a 7th grader who lives in Southern California and loves books. She posts 3 times a week with book reviews, opinion posts, and things like tags and challenges. If you want a new book blog I would totally recommend!
Absolutely Olivia  OLIVIA IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE BLOGGERS AND FASHION INPO AND JUST ALL AROUND HUMAN. If you want a new blogger with amazinggggggggg editorial looking fashion photos who also talks a lot about positivity and insecurity and standing up for what you believe in then this is the way to go!!
Sunshine and Joy
I've been reading Gray Marie's blog for a while now and I love it. :) First of all she writes great posts and writing and writing tips and books and all of tat good stuff. She has also been writing some personal posts about her depression and therapy which and just life and ahhhh I love them. :) I especially adored this recent post by her. :)
Simply MaliaK
You might recognize this name with the creator feature I did with herrrr (if not check out the post!!). Malia is an awesome and adorable blogger whose goal is to inspire girls of all ages! She talks a lot about faith and being a teen and also just the blessings in the world. 
I really hope you guys enjoyed that and that you found some new people that you will love just as much as I do. :) If you want even more recommendations make sure to check out this post where I share ten more awesome teen bloggers. :)
Who are some of your fave teen bloggers?? Comment down below! 
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