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look at my son's beautiful organs
#cleaning my ps2 best i can#some of the screws are REALLY TIGHT in there#and im scared to strip them or crack the motherboard#so i cleaned this up with ipa cotton balls and cotton swabs best i could#hopefully she works better#also gave it a good air-blow#creature speaks
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💥Shiva Yvanie
Rough first design of my dnd character💥
#Shiva Yvanie#this is for the woman lovers ngl#I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS NEW CAMPAIGN#ITS GONNA BE SO AWESOME#still working on backstory and what not#and of course might change the design a bit before the campaign starts#I want shiva to have a gf and that’s all I know#also need to work on clothes because I am evil#dnd character#buff woman#dnd art#artists on tumblr#art#finished piece#illustration#my art#digital art#my oc art#2024 art#demon oc#or at least aspects of demons as in world high heat salmanders are the equivalent ish#salamander#:devious:#I know the hair isn’t the highest of quality as it’s very messy#but it’s supposed to be box braids in a bun behind the head#it’s based off of the woman serving donuts on my birthday because she was so gorgeous#though I did find an actual photo of the style so hopefully I can draw a better ref that isn’t so sloppy#dungeon and dragons#dnd5e
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I was super lucky to win a commission from @nerdferatum and can't thank Sara enough for this absolutely gorgeous art of Kyrahlise and Shery! I'm in love with it have literally cried over it three times now! I really hope folks can see some of the romance novel cover art inspiration going on here, I thought it was what Shery deserves! Also, please zoom in on the full piece, because you can't see Kyrah's adorable freckles here with how much tumblr compresses the image, and that's a damn shame. Now please excuse me while I go stare at it some more!
Edit: In my excitement, I forget to tag @shepherds-of-haven because without the game there couldn't be this beautiful drawing!
#Sara was so wonderful to work with! they took all my vague ideas and made them so much better than what I'd envisioned!#and she perfectly captured the vibe I was going for!#this is now the background on my laptop!#apologies for no image ID -- I tried to write one several times and my brain was like “I can do words but not those words”#why? idk#hopefully I can add one later#shery acquell#oc: kyrahlise niriviel#shepherds of haven#shoh#commissioned art#okay weird minor head canons about this piece incoming:#it's set a few years after the main events of the game so Shery is more confident and secure in their relationship#is Shery reading a romance novel? of course! might parts of that romance novel get reenacted in a little bit? quite likely ;)#also I imagine Kyrah's life isn't quite so chaotic and violent as it was during most of the game or before it#so she's able to take better care of her hair resulting in it being nice and fluffy!#would her hair look like that during the game? no. she travels too much and doesn't have time to take great care of it
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We took our steadiness training out into the wild last night!
#dogblr#rory borealis#bird dog training#the goal here is just to wait until i tap her to go get the thing#she stands better on the ground than on the board#so in subsequent runs i just moved the cato board#but nbd#shes doing soooo good#im gonna stay at this stage for a bit#no need to move forward from here for a while#i overheard some people saying that doing steadiness foundations too young can ruin your bird dog but i think thats nonsense??#if it is true well whatever ill know for the next dog#but shes not lacking enthusiasm so hopefully im fine#some notes if youre doing this at home: dog should be standing of their own free will not you holding them back#dog should be looking in the correct direction before you send them dont ask for eye contact#and only work on one skill at a time (dont ask for a steady to throw and a retrieve to heel if your dog doesnt know both of those separate)#and if you have multiple dogs consider using their name to release instead of 'go!' like im using here#just to make it easier to work multiple dogs at once if thats something you want to do
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(do you love me like that?)
you're a reckless driver
(I'm a reckless driver)
and one day it will kill us if I —
#yellowjacketsedit#yjedit#akilahmari#lyricsongifs#yellowjacketscentral#ok i WANT TO DISCLAIM. im not 100% sold on pitgirl mari im not 100% sold on anything. the show will tell me when its ready!#that SAID im incapable of giffing unless theres tragedy involved and also i think it would be an interesting trajectory for them#akilahmari work imo because while different they are both very vulnerable in the same way#they want to be seen and cared for and they arent in an environment where thats easy#and like. yeah the you tell me all the time to keep my eyes on the road gif IS the gay scenes#but its also akilah being in tune with people and their emotions. ofc she knows taivan love each other ofc she knows lottienat need a momen#and later ofc she knows lottie and nat need a moment!!! that skill serves her as tension escalates#whereas mari cannot read a room + does not filter herself. and akilah often gets the best of that from her!#but also. akilah shoots her a look when she presses javi about the missing bear meat. but also. mari isnt wrong to be concerned#mari is vulnerable and scared !!!AND!!! heavily concerned about survival. so whereas akilah and mari are both scared to hunt javi#mari is the second to run to grab javis body. akilah follows still horrified. mari is better suited to survive in a lot of ways#but also tends to step on toes!!! but also mari is so loyal and so like. attentive? eager? in a way akilah isnt#so mari says more controversial things but ultimately follows status quo in a way akilah is less inclined to#even in terms of skills mari can cook and akilah can sew but eventually what good is stitching people up when they need to eat. you know.#IDK i think theyre soooo interesting and im rly looking forward to their relationship hopefully developing bc i think theyre cute and fun#but i think their dyn could get sooooo interesting. even in terms of letting mari go. like. many connotations#akilah can giggle when the jokes are still funny and they can find each other in any given space. but does that matter if it cant save them#anyway ive run out of tags to tag the chars for my blog and im being really brave about it btw.#also its 2 am and i wanna post and im being even braver about that (not deleting this tag but its not 2 am my time as i post im drafting<3)
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in MDZS the novel, the innkeeper in Yunping mentions that people are too scared to go petition Yunmeng Jiang for help because someone once walked in on Sect Leader Jiang whipping a guy in the main hall, supposedly because the guy was a demonic cultivator.
#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#jc apologism#anyways as you can hopefully tell by now this is a jc stan blog.#so as a stan i will do my rightful stan duty and insist that my fave did nothing wrong#so. onwards. the “jiang cheng tortures demonic cultivators” claim is interesting on several levels#because we don't see it happen onscreen. and because thematically mdzs is a book about the unreliability of rumors#especially when said rumors conform to your preexisting understanding of someone. or what you want to hear about someone#it would have been so easy for mxtx to include a scene where jc tortures a demonic cultivator onscreen. i would love to read it too#but that doesnt happen. when jc actually corners wwx he just shoves a dog in his face and bullies him emotionally#smh jc get your shit together!! what is this lame ass display?? not living up to your reputation here loser#anyways. tbh i consider two things separately: 1. mxtx's intentions. and 2. what the text itself implies#for 1. i am legitimately unsure of what to think. mxtx relies on rumors/empathy/etc to give us info about side characters#in part because she's constrained herself to writing from wwx's perspective and has no other easy way of getting the info to us#does she intend for us to question the rumors? or are we supposed to take them as fact because of the narration limits described?#2. what the text itself implies is not necessarily the same as what mxtx intends.#for me mdzs is in part a story about the unreliability of rumors and reputation etc etc. other meta writers than i have explained it better#so for the work to go “all the rumors about wwx were exaggerated/manipulated/not 100% correct.”#“but the rumors about everyone else are 100% true!!!!!”#is peak stupidity. and shit-tier writing#and i actually like mdzs so i would like to believe the writer is more intelligent than that#thus. i conclude in part due to this emotional necessity of mine that there must have been something more going on#anyways. i have similar opinions about the “did jiggy kill rusong” business but that's a post for later#ill probably put my jc torture opinions in their own post some day#yanyan polls
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book accurate bite wound placement okay!!
[I.D. A drawing of Carmilla and Laura from Carmilla (1872). They are laying down and Carmilla is touching a bite wound on Laura’s breast. Laura is naked and Carmilla is in a victorian nightgown. Both have their hair in ringlets. Carmilla has blood dripping out of her mouth. The left side of their bodies fades into deep red shadow. End I.D.]
#carmilla#this drawing is so funny bc i started it in the summer and then got so busy#so there are so many things about it i would love to fix if i had time#but i’ll never post it if i keep waiting for it to have a better foundation#and the decication to 1860s fashion accuracy wavers- yes carmilla’s hair is a classic 1860s updo but why is she wearing a daytime style??#but there are also so many parts i worked hard on and i’m proud of#also yes she’s naked i was gonna draw a whole background with bedsheets but um. that sounds hard and i don’t want to#🫣#my art#<- more stuff in this tag soon hopefully??
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Love being an arcane warrior in dao i love swinging a giant maul around and being in armour but also casting walking nightmare and horror on my enemies i think swords are cooler but the affect of a maul is funnier than big sword in my opinion. I have like 3 affects (at the minimum) going on at all times and then i do an aoe chug some lyrium just in case and bludgen some guy to death. What.
#dao#dragon age origins#dao surana#dragon age#i havent drawn athima in a while bc im busy w zine stuff but. you bet when im done (hopefully this week) im drawing them sm#idk theyre a silly guy#also my quest dlcs arent working? and when i look shit up it doesnt make sense#im not a tech savvy person is the issue here#anyway- athima my beloved#just met goldanna which was a bust#and im hoping i dont accidentally harden alistair idk how id do it accidentally but.#i wouldnt be surprised if i did#kimda sad you dont get to explain to goldanna that alistair did not in fact live in the royal palace#and that currently all he has is the ppl w him and the clothes on his back#since the arl is still fucked up rn#idk she assumes a lot about him and i wish you could explain stuff to her#cuz its like. i get her perspective she lives a shit life with what 5 kids?#like yeah if i thought my brother was better off than me then id want some help#however she just. assumes hes lived the worlds lushest life#when that isnt the case?#and ik its like. a part of the wholw him standing up for himself thing i think?#idk i read some stuff bc i like to know what im getting into but still be a bit surprised#so. idk man#athima is goin through it too get these guys some therapy#anyway im done rambling in my tags now
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i survived! im not 100% sure how i feel about this doctor, but i will do the followup in a month and see how it goes in the meantime.
#they stole my blood :(#but they're also giving me anxiety meds which. thank fuck actually.#hopefully they work well for me. please.#she also hardcore judged my eating habits which. okay fair but also.#in my defense i am majorly depressed easy+safe is better than nothing at all#at least i havent been hospitalized for lack of nutrition#shh ac
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#Lu rambles#polls#the shampoo bar was specifically bc I asked the lady if she had any stuff good for dyed hair and she said#that she has a hairstylist friend who uses her stuff even on vivids bc it's really color safe!!#I'm already seeing a LOT of fade after 3 washes of this dye so hopefully this will work better#whenever I refresh the black color :)#the woodburning was literally like 20 bucks I was like that is SUCH a good price and I love it
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Last day of mondioring seminar and she’s all smiles 🥹
#boomslang#real dog training#mondioring#belgian malinois#my dogs#belgian shepherd#dogblr#dog sports#real tag time this was so good for us and so much fun and it’s crazy how much progress is made in three days#quality over quantity is so important amen#we have homework but it’s homework we’re feeling good about#hopefully we can come back out soon ;9;#love feeling inspired and motivated! raises the bar man#makes me want to WIN#makes me want to be better and achieve more with her and she’s such a good dog and we have so much support and a great team it can happen#have to put the work in#lfgggggggg
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where i’m at on that buster bros dt summary btw lol *is dying*
#this is vee speaking#🌟🌈✨TRANSLATION IS HARD LMAO ✨🌈🌟#i intended to do just a summary and started as such#but then work overwhelmed me and it was hard to jump back to it after the mtc track release#lmao but the posse track got a tl and someone i follow is gearing up to tl the mtc track (likely bc posse got one lol)#and she said better to have a crappy tl than none at all and i might agree with her a little bit lol so i’m *wheeze* trying#if anyone was already doing it or beats me to it i’ll gladly stop lol#if i’m not wording something ik can be better i immediately want to die lmao so i would be saved from my own mediocrity#but if not uhhhhhh hopefully it’ll be done before mtr drops lol i think that’s all i can ask for with my unpredictable work schedule 🥴
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I am too sleepy to finish packing an emergency bag efficiently, but I got most of the essentials laid out next to the bag. that counts, right
#telomirage.txt#me chanting: it's better to be prepared and HOPEFULLY not need anything than to not be prepared at all it's better to be (over)prepared and#anyway. it helps that I'm working from home tomorrow#I told my boss about the times my power has gone out and effectively cut me off from everyone and everything even though I don't live in#the middle of nowhere or anything and she was like 'so you're staying home tomorrow. do not come in tomorrow'#she was 90 percent sure she's going to tell the rest of the team to stay home too so. yeah#I really need to start paying closer attention to the weather 😭#solidarity with several coworkers though because several of us found out about the storm in the same meeting 😅😭
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At least, I don't think Sango and Onyx were lying or playing along when they said they were willing to hear Amethio's side of the story. Because both of them cannot lie at all. Sango will spill all of her organization's secrets accidentally because she is just too straightforward and simple, and Onyx is just a bad liar in general.
Sango came off as mocking when she said she was willing to hear Spinel's excuses back in HZ016. Compared to her more serious tone when she said she'd hear Amethio out. It felt different etc.
#like at first i was 'are they playing along?' but then i remembered that both of them are kind of simple actually#sango isn't exactly one for mind games i think she is simple in a good way because you know where you stand with her#it's kinda funny thinking about it as sango likes amethio a little better than spinel#maybe she was right taunting spinel in ep 16 because she could sense his bad vibes ww#and yeah in ep 27 she took a dig at amethio when she said 'someone let rayquaza get away smh'#but she is like that with everyone. she doesn't hold back when she has something to say#and she doesn't seem to hold any particular negative feeling towards amethio idk#she expected him to show up in ep 44 etc. so she didn't mind working with him#thinking about it is actually interesting. hopefully next ep shows a bit more of their perspective#also kinda nice seeing that sango and onyx have more similarities than expected (both honest in their own ways etc)#sango#onyx#hz065#character notes#episode notes
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am i . am i justified buying a new phone bc the vibes are just off with my current one and nothing else is wrong with it KDHOENFKSJDJEJ
#its a google pixel and i hate her lowkey . she just feels like a google product and not a real phone ??? idk how 2 describe ??#ive always done samsungs but i got th pixel bc th camera was better and it was way cheaper than a samsung but ..............#my bfs dad is hopefully gna see if he can sell it on ebay....i paid like 340£ for it i might b able to get like 200£ for it on ebay ??#refurbished samsung costs 400....so i would b getting like half off#if ebay doesnt work i can sell it to cex for like 150£.................#AND i should be getting money in from my illustration job at . some point.....#i mean im an adult i can do what i once but . . . .. ......
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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy
#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her#she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy#and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general#HOWEVER#i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids#one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids#and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere#like im actually worried about it#i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly#and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on#so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention#anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho#and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job#but im so sadddd#also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group#its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff#and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly#literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving#things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much#but i literally can't see a future here#and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired#she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks#anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids#its just really hard#which is why i've stayed this long#i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss
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