#how are you supposed to navigate THAT
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In AUs where other characters are looping and have their own Loop-equivalent, sometimes I see them going with the party (like how most people hope happened to loop in the original game) and let me just say good lord would that be such a mess in a Bonnie Looping au. The whole family dealing with not only their traumatized kid but an alt universe, even MORE traumatized version is going to be a lot of trial-and-error to navigate especially with a kid who uses anger as a means to express emotions (and oh BOY are they bound to have a lot of emotions) it would be horrifically sad I need to read it.
#isat spoilers#isat bonnie#Bonnie looping au#isat#I have no doubts Bonnie would be trying to make it work though :( they want their friend to be happy#it probably sounded like a perfect solution in the moment to just bring them with the group but then it like kind of falls apart#also I believe in my heart they would baby the bonnie-loop-equivalent even unintentionally because good lord#how are you supposed to navigate THAT#which just pisses them off more
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friendship so strong it grants you a sixth level spell slot. I have words to say.
#you aren’t always supposed to handle doubt alone.#even if you aren’t afraid of the dark it’s easier to navigate with someone holding your hand#Kristen said ‘I just love my friends. I love my friends so much.’#and Fig said ‘maybe I’m not an artist. maybe I’m just a really good friend.’#and everyone in the world wanted me to be okay and normal about it#queerplatonic love comes in so many forms and this is one of them#fig and Kristen. fig and Kristen. fig. Kristen.#also also#I’ve been so emotional about the fact that all of the bad kids care so deeply about Cassandra despite not worshiping her#‘I believe in Cassandra because I’ve seen her!’ like they have come eye to eye with a goddess and chose the mutual friends route#god I love it so much#also nonbinary fig believers how are we feeling tonight#fantasy high#d20#d20 fantasy high#d20 fanart#fh#fantasy high fanart#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy#fig faeth#fig fantasy high#kristen applebees#kristen fantasy high#faebees#applefaeth#that’s important to me. that is an important part of this.#undescribed#my art
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hey guys remember when I said I'd probably draw the back alley EULR design next? Yeah I lied. MORE STORCH!! Fenrir this time. Mf not even a year old yet and already causing problems man 😭😭😭
Also here's a WIP I started alongside this and just didn't have time to finish. I'll get to it... eventually... I work weekends tho 😔
#the big wolf is fenrir btw#like the ACTUAL one#from Norse mythology#also bruh my biggest fear with Fenrir (the Storch) is ppl misinterpreting her and thinking this is like#ah yes stereotypical Storch violence hahaha#IM RIPPING MY SKIN OFF#nobody has said this. yet.#but I worry someone will... or they'll be thinking it...#like no dude this is supposed to be abnormal this is not how a Storch usually behaves this is like excessive violence she is an ANOMALY#something is severely WRONG WITH HER AAAAAH#she's supposed to be like... the opposite extreme to Athena I think#Athena is this old battle hardened Storch who navigates the world with her wisdom and experiences#she'll only lose her shit for real if you REAAAALLY fucked up#and then Fenrir is this young Storch who is just batshit off the walls fucking insane and brutal and VIOLENT#ugh am I making sense??#mind you tho#Fenrir is a really smart killer#and despite what you'd think she's really clean#so don't let that mindlessly violent appearance fool you#nobody can tell what she's actually thinking and that's what's scariest about her I think#anyways I'm like wording things really bad this is easier to make threads on bsky and shit about 😭#WHATEVER#just enjoy my problem child ok?#raymooart#raymooocs#signalis oc#STCR-L1207 ''Fenrir''#signalis art#signalis#signalis game
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kind of unfortunate that so many fantasy epics are also war novels because i will be honest i just do not like war novels that much... the grand clashing of forces is compelling obviously but it requires characters to talk about so much practical battle strategy and while i can get my brain to comprehend all these fantasy maps and kingdoms and borders and battalions and front lines and army movements it takes up. so much space in the book. feels like i'm fighting a war of my own trying to get through it sometimes
#this is about the witcher books rn but also about book four of the inheritance cycle#roran is hot and i like seeing him with his hammer and his dedication and love for his wife!#also i am here for dragons and it is kind of a major tonal shift watching this man try to navigate becoming a military general!#like i'll learn all the names of the witcher kings and queens and learn where their provinces are and which towns are in which kingdom#and who borders what and where and how all those political machinations work. it's important to the plot.#damn it's a lot of names though#meve is the queen of lyria and rivia is in lyria. this much i know. because she is the only queen.#completely irrelevant information most of the time.#cintra is north of nilfgaard. nilfgaard is south of fucking everything.#cintra is like? middle of the map i think? there are other southern territories that got conquered by nilfgaard before cintra fell#other southern places. um. toussaint. i know this because this location is often referenced in fanfictions about aiden thewitcher#my favorite character that does not actually appear anywhere in canon aiden thewitcher#man i'm thinking about him again... fucking miss him... (<— guy who never met that guy to begin with)#anyway. what other witcher politics do i know. i can keep the wizard politics pretty clear in my mind.#total fucking lie i just realized i've been picturing stregobor instead of vilgefortz all through the last half of blood of elves#whateverrrrrrr i'll figure it out... this is why i can't pick things up this much later. i'm not restarting this reread though#other kings. suddenly all their names are gone. demawend? he is not very important rn i don't think.#vizimir. of. redania? perchance?#yes. because i think he's who dijkstra works for. and phillipa eilhart. i think that's the redania crew.#there's the king who is caught up in. incest. foltest. that's that guy's name. fuck if i know what kingdom. triss worked with him i think#oxenfurt is an independent city-state in my mind i don't think that's actually true though#just reread the story where geralt is delivering a message for the kings that border brokilon but could not tell you for the life of me#which kings and kingdoms those actually are. nor who ciri was supposed to marry there#anyway point is. man. War Novel#lord of the rings counts for this too btw. if i have to calculate the numbers for the armies it is a war novel to me#valentine notes#witcher reread
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MORE JEAN POSTS aside from being controlled by, you know, the mafia, he is absolutely under control from being dependent on the Moriyamas to interact with the world! He does not know how much things cost! Like! Does he know he technically needs to file taxes on his scholarship?
#the brief moments where Jean described how capitalism and economics is entirely theoretical to him because he's never had his own money#or responsibility for his own survival. like. is he freeloading off of Cat and Laila. does he have a bank account.#jean moreau#tgr#the golden raven#aftg#tgr spoilers#the golden raven spoilers#like YEAH not having to worry about money sounds nice until you realize that lack of knowledge about how to navigate society#is an isolation technique!!#like i'm sure the moriyamas are not racing to rectify the fact that their imported golden goose depends on them#for navigating corporate america! both linguistically and via knowledge of how systems are supposed to work!#wait. does neil know about taxes. did he ever learn anything except how to not pay them.
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the way it happened is truly everyone's worst fear, and the episode puts a spotlight on what those fears are. k trying to fix something and fucking it up massively. when she airdrops all her stuff, it didn't feel like "k's still thinking about her network etc", it felt like defeat, giving up the work she was doing as itsy for someone else, cause she's lost all confidence in her ability to fix what she was trying to fix. sam tries to help with magic, and her wand doesn't work, and she's confronted with how helpless she is without it. she hosts a show with magic in the name but when she needs it, when she calls for it, it doesn't come, and without it all she is (all she fears that she is) is just being shiny on the outside with nothing on the inside. jammer having less than a minute to feel grief and fear before he just locks in on what he needs to do, where they need to go, because jammer feels responsible for everyone he cares about so he feels responsible for this, he can't face evan's shadow because he can't fail evan again because he's already failed to be there before. and then evan! having to be rescued, being inconvenient and throwing off their mission, and then coming back with no clothes, is the worst! he's so sad about how his presence is making his friends' lives worse because k and jammer can't even look at him, he tried to help sam in whatever way he can and it just upset her, and then he socially trapped sam into assuring him she cares about him. he has to ask a magic goat a question and he doesn't know how and even though the goat ends up giving him the theoretical right answer, now it's disappointed in him because he used a cop out! very bad no good day for evan. man.
#laughs awkwardly#dimension 20#misfits and magic spoilers#first off katabasis. an underworld of shades that know everything like in the odyssey. very cool that it's a goat#but also I wonder if there's a catch. when victor brought his dog back he couldn't bring all of it back#like maybe only sam k and jammer can see evan. maybe evan is back only for them and he's invisible to others. or something else 👀#also the acting was so good i feel crazy. i was over here trying to exercise and sam goes 'please don't kick other evan'#jammer being so focused on doing what needs to be done and then meeting the goat and asking#how am i supposed to do everything that i need to do. is that even possible. there's so many people who need me#aaaaaaaa#k snapping her wand and aabria doesn't miss a beat. mechanical game consequences ready to go#the way evan being emotionally removed and distant means the only part of him that makes it through the fog#is his desperate need to be useful. to be there the way his friends need him. and sam knowing that about him#and using that to get him to un-2D himself. and also!! poor fergus jesus christ#when your ex has come to fire island 2 where you live and you're like hey maybe I'll drop by check in. see how she's doing#and how she's doing is being covered in her friend's blood and viscera. how are you supposed to navigate that. good god
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Akkanbee da and 404 are like. the autism twins of PinocchioP songs. to me
#like Akkanbee da is all about feeling the need to follow a social script so intensely that you feel like you can't express your feelings#and 404 is about being misunderstood for simply being you.#I had an ask sent to me a while back about Akkanbee da and I didn't answer it straight away because I was busy busy. That ask is gone now#whether the user blocked me or deactivated or it's just usual tumblr weirdness. if your still out here tumblr user that sent me that ask:#Akkanbe da completely flew under my radar actually! As much as I love Pino I don't tend to listen to too many of his older works#but Akkanbe da is. excellent. I'm real surprised it's so underated?? It has a beautiful MV and reads a lot like modern Pino#I suppose it's the use of MAYU mayhaps! She's used so well in this song but she's not one of the main 6 cryptonloids#so the song flew under the radar. sitting at 238k as of right now on YouTube#maybe it did better on NicoNico? idrk how to navigate that website ehe!#anyways everyone go listen to Akkanbee da it's really good#pinocchiop#pinocchio p#pinocchio-p#vocaloid#doushiteworld.txt
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the fucking insane and inscrutable rituals my dad and I just had to perform to save my TV from its own bad software update to the point that it looked like a complete hardware breakdown. may whoever decided that TVs should need internet access to regularly update itself lest you end up in a 'oh so you won't have 'download new updates automatically' enabled? well well... that's your own choice of course... but........ be a shame if something............ unfortunate were to... happen...... because of that choice... hehe old papa LGTV just worries about you, y'know. as your good friend and pal. just hate to think of you unhappy like that because you wouldn't allow one such simple thing... something so easy to remedy....' mafia-esque situation step upon an unbroken path of legos for the rest of their fucking life
#literally the only thing that saved the day is that the tv was on the same wifi network as my laptop#not as in you could actually get into the tv controls that way straightforwardly! no no. whatever was going on here#was way too fucked up to allow for that. but every time we got a 'no connection' message on the laptop#the tv screen emerged from its blank black misery into a sort of brief gangrenous life that meant that -- through enough repetition --#I could frantically navigate my way to the 'check for updates' menu through those brief flashes of necromanced clarity#and that somehow fixed it all. I hate. modern life. *shouting at my tv now blithely acting like nothing was ever wrong* YOU!!!!#YOU!!! ARE!!!! A SCREEN!!!! FUCKING ACT LIKE IT WHO GAVE YOU DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR LIKE THIS????#the only reason I really thought to try it in the first place is that updates had fixed a (less severely fucked up) similar problem before#(I had tried. every kind of hard and soft reset the internet could impart knowledge of to absolutely no avail as well. fuck me ig)#but honestly how on EARTH was anyone supposed to intuit any of these steps. big thank u to my dad for his ability to keep his cool#and willingness to test the most out there theories out here in this technological wilderness#anyway this is why I haven't been able to play veilguard for a while. but I'm BACK baby endgame for rye take 2 here we GOOOO
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If I saw these messages on my brother's phone and saw how much he's worrying all by himself, I too would playfully mock him about his hubris and reaction to ghost pepper jerky, just to give him something else to think about.
#i mean if we weren't even supposed to talk about it what else can you do to respect that?#great lil brother moment#see i like sam sometimes!#this was actually pretty endearing of him#wholehearted sam#been navigating Dean's denial his whole life#theyve both had it rough#but i really like seeing the moments that reveal how they help each other manage their respective maladaptive patterns#with kindness and cuteness and that special kind of sibling love#makes me miss my siblings#and wish we were still living together or at least close enough for this kind of casual interaction#not just holidays and weddings#anything with good sibling dynamics just gets me right in my meow meow#supernatural#sam and dean#spn family dynamics#>?[#wbd#spn tag rant#spn 15x05
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i usually like my dragon age love interests to contrast my characters somehow and yet the desire to romance emmrich as a fellow academic... would it be weird if he peer reviewed my papers before. would it be unprofessional
#dragon age posting#for now besides mourn watch i'm looking into veil jumpers and shadow dragons...#maybe i can settle with a rogue but i'll be forever sad i can't be an ORB MAGE#idk#i went with a human mage in inquisition and regretted it immediately it was so boring#oh yeah i'm a nobleman (ew) coming from a tame circle where nothing really happened (how exciting)#conversing with vivienne is like the only time i felt connected to my character and had anything meaningful to say about his experience#being a circle mage in dao is my favorite thing#being an apostate in da2 is pretty cool i'm just like my dad :) i feel so brave navigating this templar-infested city#but inquisition... maybe it's better if you're a dalish first tm#don't suppose they did anything cool for all the implications of a qunari mage either#i know the inquisitor's whole thing is for their own identity to Not Matter but you know it would be cool to have something to work with#to really feel it when it's taken away
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Obligatory "i see your asks and i like them very much but i cannot reply to them all" disclaimer
I love hearing about all the people who decided to check out rain world because of me, and I love seeing all the things you've made
I even love hearing from all the people who actually really do want to kiss beak pebbles?
#how do you kiss a bird#they don't have any lips????#with a mouthless iterator theres always the option of sucking their flat fucking face but#the beak. how do you suppose you'll navigate that.#genuine question
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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
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the funniest thing about jeong gu-won leaving until do do-hee finds her happy ending without him (whatever that means) is that.............quick question gu-won but aren't you guys still legally married
#it would be difficult enough for her to navigate being divorced but like#how is she supposed to get closure when you are still legally married#my demon#pspspsps jeong gu-won
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The attitude among my coworkers of “I’m gonna get cancer anyway” is insane. I know how many of you have wives. Do none of you ever for even a second think about asbestos moving from your hair into the bedsheets
#is thinking about sexually transmitted mesothelioma only for the lesbians??#because if you guys could stop dousing my in brake dust. that would be fucking GREAT.#*dousing me#I cannot express how much I would be as willing to give myself cancer to earn money for my household as many of y’all are#I’m talking about asbestos. asbestos. ASBESTOS.#THAT WILL NOT STAY ISOLATED TO MY BODY.#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO NAVIGATE ‘ITS DIFFICULT MENTALLY TO TOUCH MY PARTNER BECAUSE IM THINKNG ABOUT SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED ASBESTOS’#I’m not a lesbian I’m bi ftr I used that phrasing bc it is the most relevant to my communicate my current love life very efficiently#ok that’s all bye#work blogging#inb4 ‘most modern brakes don’t contain asbestos’ DOESNT MATTER. OSHA GUIDANCE IS THAT YOU ACT AS IF THEY ALL DO BC YOU CANNOT TELL
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blorbos from my brain
#beloved villainxcivilian wip. i need to draw you#post unrelated to previous few. mostly#if anyone's reading this post and curious: vague superhero/villain-containing setting; mc is a woman who gets out of a shit relationship#w a local hero by selling his work laptop to a local villain and using the money to flee the province/whatever with her cat & suitcase.#gets set up w a tiny apartment. barely leaves. severe anxiety that she's gonna be tracked down by either her ex or the villain to tie up lo#loose ends#eventually unwinds enough to leave; takes a 3rd shift at an ancient tiny library with old archives#local supervillain (not that she knows at first) becomes a repeat visitor looking over the old city blueprints and hwhatnot on file#eventually unwinds enough to start a mayyybe situationship#he's not blind she's clearly very distrusting n nervous even if she's got a crazy good customer service face so he's very slow abt it#lets her set the pace of whatever they're doing#which simultaneously reassures her and makes her nervous#because it could be a mask. it could be a trap. she literally has no way to really know#gets worse when the truth about his profession comes out#mental breakdown. lots of yelling. butter knife brandished like a weapon (<- taken very seriously)#once shit settles a lot of time is dedicated to figuring out how they want to continue this. if they want to#given that there is realistically a crazy power dynamic between them. she's an immigrant who had to uproot herself from literally everyone#and everything she knows and has; has no support system in a country she is technically not legally supposed to be in;#he is very influential; having both notable scores of money socked away and a potentially a mole in the local policing force#if he wanted to make her disappear in one way or another it would not be difficult for him#much how her ex was becoming. extremely overbearing so to speak#so Yah trying to navigate that. very serious discussions if they can make that work out or if they should split#bc i want a happy ending i think they make it work! not sure about the specifics but theyre good#i think he doesnt realize how badly shes fucked up until at some point after The Breakdown he puts together that she's the reason the hero#in a few provinces away got completely Fucked by the local villain scene#and putting that together with her severe anxiety and not-great living situation. why she would've possibly done that#anyways. the inspiration for this all was mostly out of distaste for most of the romantasy books i have to see in various fandom tags#male love interest who doesn't really respect boundaries VS. m.l.i. who is extremely respectful of boundaries while managing to remain a vi#villain by the laws of the genre/setting/otherwise plot#(and asking the question of what does villainy mean in this context)
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every couple business days i become aware once again of the fact that i have like a real diagnosed severe mental disorder and i should be kinder to myself for generally being able to function on an everyday basis. and then i immediately forget about it and wonder why i'm feeling so burnt out and useless
#this is not me throwing myself a pity party#i just feel like its weird growing up undiagnosed and learniing how to navigate the world just assuming this is how it is#only to be told after the fact that no that is not how it is for most people YOU are just a little bonkers#for the record: have never been more relieved and reassured to be told by a medical professional that i am a little bonkers#but anyways. i just have to keep reminding myself that yes it is hard and it is supposed to be hard#well. not like *supposed* to be but it just will be. thats the nature of it. and thats okay
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