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i haven't had time to finish anything lately~ but i can't stop making new sketches lol
#arcane#jayvik#jayce x viktor#jayce talis#viktor arcane#WIP#to me - these two just /ACHE/ of affection#so i have literally dozens and dozens of half finished sketches like these lol#i'm a touchy affection monster - like... just INSUFFERABLE#and i rarely feel that i can project that really strongly on to a ship i adore#(not that that stops me anyway lol)#but still~ it's so so so so comforting#how can i explain it... hmmm...#i think maybe it's sorta like~#knowing you can make chicken soup by pouring it out of a can VS knowing you can make chicken soup by having all of the best ingredients#and boundless energy with which to make it#lol lol lol#gawd i fucking love homemade chicken soup... NOW I WANT SOUP!!!!#AND A HUG!!!#UUUGGGGGGGHHHHH~!!!!!!#pidgy sketches#pidgy drew#time to lay on the couch and read fanfiction for twenty minutes instead of taking an actual lunch break from working lol
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My. Class. Won't. Start. And it's been aFUCKING HOUR
#they always do thissa jfc they send us on break and all of a sudden everyone and their mother has questions about the hw#that just CANNOT WAIT until the end of the class#and i fucking can't like brother people who DON'T have questions are just stuck here#and then we have to stay extra time at the end of class so the teacher can talk about everything he had planned for that day#brother some people work after class. some have to go home to like 20 different chores to do and would appreciate an extra half hour for it#it drives me insane bc they aren't even efficient with it. it's not like it's an hour long bc 200 people go ask stuff#it's just like 20 guys that have a 10/20 minute conversation with the teacher about a specific exercise¿??#and maybe I'm just being a hater here but the times I've needed to ask shit i usually FIRST make sure my numbers are correct#and also that I'm not misunderstanding any theory#and then if it's still not working after many tries and i couldn't find help by any other means#(like someone who has solved a similar thing online and can give me some ideas 4 a different approach)#THEN i go to the teacher and tell them how I've been thinking about the problem and the entire convo usually just goes#'i'm doing this' 'hmmm actually i would think about ut this other way. pay more attention to this part' and then I LEAVE#i leave and i think about it all over again by myself i do not ask the teacher to solve every last bit for me for the next 10 minutes#and it's not like I'm against people asking theory questions bc like some shit IS hard to grasp and it's cool if u need it re explained to u#but it's like some of these people don't even TRY like... oh.. yk.. ACTUALLY STUDYING?#reviewing your notes and actually thinking about the problems for a minute b4 deciding u just can't solve it??#and honestly it would all be nice and good if they did that during the last hour of class bc then it wouldn't be my business anymore tbh#but it's fucking up my class time and now I'm hungry and fucking upset bc i can't leaveeeeeeee
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Now that the co-workers have all spilled tea, what does Captain Zero think about his gaggle of idiots they call the Z stacks?
as zebedee puts it; could've been worse!
#asks#firecooking#this is tugs#tugs captain zero#tugs zorran#tugs zebedee#tugs zak#tugs zug#tugs zip#fortezza bigg city#senjart#here he is. the man himself. the head honcho. the guy who's most likely to strain his throat from all that shouting#if you squint you can see the way zero views his employees. especially zip. not to mention hes the youngest of the bunch#''hmmm yes I shall use this boy and how he forgot his childhood for my company. surely nothing can go wrong or has sinister implications''#zip: ''captain zero is sooooo cool. he calls me boy :] he lets me drive a boat and do my silly evil works''#FYI captain zero's not evil per se He just has a very skewed perspective on relationships and morals and priorities#he does care for zip (the Boy) and zorran and the others but he's not very good nor putting much effort into being a genuinely warm person#something something necessary evil#hard to explain in the tags. I'll tell more about him when I draw his full official OFFICIAL DESIGN#can't wait to get more into his character. and captain star's too. ohhhhhh man this is gonna be wild#average tuesday for bruhstation's characters
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okay but what if I turned what was supposed to be a quick fic surrounding *one* of Neve's case into a 2 part (maybe more???) fic with at least two other interconnected cases and also add a lil of slow burn. as a treat
#also some memory fuckery. as an extra treat for me#if i can figure out how to connect 2 of the cases in a way that makes plausible sense then maybe I'll post the first few chapters#idk how this will work bc i think some of the stuff im adding will be confusing until its explained much laterr. hmmm. much to think about#i know no writer is happy with their writing but it's been so long since I've written something i dont even know my voice anymore >:/
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#tag talk#HE JUST ADMITTED TO ME HE FELT KIND OF SUBBY YESTERDAY. THERE'S HOPE#my top era starts NOW#I will put on all my seductive charm and woo this dude so hard#it's happening it's happening the future is now#tbh I think they've got a bit of a misunderstanding about what dom/sub really mean but as long as the intent is communicated it's chill#I'm just happy in general about it. we had really really really good conversation and both had a great time.#I would have been more confident if I'd had a better idea of who they were ahead of time but I'm gonna be so so confident on the second date#I said something about being friends and they were like “wait I'm friendzoned now?” and I kinda had to backtrack to explain#because like.. I don't wanna date someone I'm not friends with. why would I want to?#I guess some people see friendship and Relationship as mutually exclusive but I prefer a sliding scale of both.#cause at first I was like I'm really not interested in him but he's cool so I wanna be friends. but then as I started to get a vibe read#it changed and I was like oh okay so I don't want the kind of relationship I thought I was walking in to but I can see a different kind of#kind of relationship happening here. hmmm. I have thoughts about how dating/hookup apps encourage us to predefine our identities#whereas meeting in person allows vibes to develop organically. if you decide “I'm only a bottom” you'll automatically filter out any#any potential for experiencing someone who might be the exception to your rules. you define yourself and then limit too.#one of the reasons why I hate character limits on bios and I try and keep my interests as open as possible. I want to experience everything#I don't want to limit myself to just one dynamic or relationship type. I can be anything for anyone. I want to taste it all.#how else do you find what you want? I get that some people know instinctively who they are and what they want.#but not all of us have that privilege. some of us are blind to our internal workings and need to see it play out to really know what's up#idk. I'm pretty hyped for where this relationship goes. the first meeting went SO well.
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Red Eyes and Evil Time, practically the same thing right (Patreon)
#Doodles#Villainsona#Just Desserts#Sona double feature!#Red Eyes and Evil Time /are/ different for the record lol#There's overlap and they're both eye details but they're different#Mmm Red Eyes feels so niiiice <3 And I've been pacing myself so it's Just Red Eyes!#No red shines :) Which can happen even on Red Eyes#In fact it's probably more common - the red shines on Blue Eyes was something of an oddity#No one knows the lore except me I'll explain someday lol#For now it's just fun to be in Red Eyes! :D And the occasional Evil Time as well lol - all the overlaps!#I somehow accidentally made a like?? Cotton Candied Popcorn themed outfit for Eli for the first one lol that wasn't my intention#I mean it's cute I'm not about to fight it lol I'd love for my sonas to have other clothes inspired by each other haha#Eli's eyes are still quite fun to draw as well haha those bright pops of colour - Red Purple or Blue they're all so stark and shaped#Back to their classic feminine outfit good for them uwu#Silly lad#They're also still a scientist first and foremost - it's all chemicals there's gotta be a way to recreate it externally!#Local vampire scientist creates mood stabilizers more at 7 lol#I'm quite pleased with the three-red two-purple one-blue gradient as well hehe - the decay! :D I like it as a visual#Charm tiiime <3 <3 Happy Charm time in Evil Time! Usually better than bad mood Evil Time lol - at least for those around her#Still chaotic to be in it haha - but happy chaos is happy! Lol#Again more fun with eyes the light bounce in the one where she's holding the melt is so cute and looks so nice on my paper too <3#I had a silly comic idea for her for the next time I get into Red Eyes as well - if I remember lol#Big Love is hearts! It just makes sense#Also I am Really proud of the cleaning job I did on that last one lol - from original to this? Night and day ngl#Guess that goes to show how little cleaning I do on-page lol#For some I do! Others...#Still thinking up outfits - you can probably just make out ''Hero Charm'' in her hair lol trying to think around different themes#Something that could become something else! Add or subtract an element and it changes the ''meaning'' of the outfit#Kinda like her initial caped design that Kaiein rejected hmmm
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Jake [ ❄️ ] is there any special meaning behind your muse’s name? what is it?
Headcanon memes || always!
Jake hums at the question, expression serious but thoughtful as his gaze wanders - searching for something inside the depths of his mind, perhaps.
Truth to be told, he does not know why he's named Jake Lockley; Steven got his name because of Marc's liking for that movie called Tomb Buster, with a very young Marc oftentimes slipping into the role of the film's protagonist, Dr. Steven Grant, when playing with his little brother. Makes sense, that.
---But why Jake is named Jake, of all the possible names that exist out there in the world? No idea. Jake Lockley has always felt right for him, and that's who he is; He's never asked Marc about it, and part of him actually wonders if Marc's even aware of it, of a possible reason - as Jake's existence has been caused by a subconscious rather than conscious decision having been made so many years ago.
"---Not sure if there is a meaning behind it, amigo." Leaning back in his seat, Jake exhales a soft breath through his nostrils. He didn't plan for it, not at all, but now he's going to think about this for a while here, wondering...
#anonymous#inbox; the muses answer#headcanons; how the system works#(interesting one!)#(I personally like how 'lockley' kind of sounds like 'lock and key' and it could hint at him being the background-alter)#(who keeps himself and other things locked away and acts like a key?)#(but then I have no comic knowledge or whether anything has ever been explained in that regard)#(didn't happen in the MCU TV show ... so... my creativity can go ham there i suppose :) in theory.)#(anyways... just that i guess? but otherwise...dunno. hmmm.)#(I do like the lock and key one and i think it could be combined with the whole fact that he still works for khonshu)#(and that there must be more going on we have no knowledge of...why he does it etc)#(like. at the end of the show. in my portrayal they all work for him again but i mean the time where only jake did)
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it's so interesting, to me. i can't figure out if nima is sadder in her DA verse comparatively to her ffxiv verse. granted, they are quite different in that within DA she's following from her own timeline & in ffxiv she was already a participant IN the world. but man.
main verse nima just keeps losing i tell you!
#she's. hmmm. is she happier in her ffxiv verse... i want to say yes#because she has jiyu. LOL.#and yes she has the students & scions so she has a groundwork there. a family#BUT OHHHHHHHH MY GOD dragon age nima...........#nima is kind of like a losing dog fr#like i don't know! because she meets varric and dorian and they are... the only family she's ever really known in... forever really#she meets solas! & he's the loneliest of lonely like her! an outsider like her. who understands. who she has genuinely interesting convos w#she remembers what it's like to actually HAVE something akin to a family#and yes it's all fucking terrible and sometimes she can't even breathe from it & she loses at the end of it all but JUST in that one moment#she remembers what it's like to be SO close to people#her flaw is both the dagger that trails wounds but also the very thing that saves her#she can't run and it is HORRIFYING. she's never felt more trapped!#but... but... she learns how to love. what it means to love. again. without turning her back. without fleeing#it's like my girl pixie lott put it#>''i might lose my mind for a while but i'll be fine / have you heard? there's thing that heals & it's called time / clock can tick away --#happy will fall in place / & though my heart will break / a new me will fill this space''#i am such a villain for this but OUHHHHHH it's so good. and then trespasser happens & the 10 years that follow#and yknow she's not okay. in fact it is BRUTAL for many different reasons but. it's a work in progress#post trespasser is crazy i have to think about the changes that follow#wouldn't it be kind of sick if nima had dropped returning home briefly. briefly. and then went back to it (making her self ill from it)#she's saved the world once she's done with it she's done she can no longer stay#& dorian.... lovely dorian... would snap her to her senses but god would it be talking to a wall for a while#i don't think she would stop helping the inq look for solas but it's more like... she gets frantic & clouded for a while & keeps that on th#downlow yknow?#nima vc: i am SO tired of saving worlds and i couldn't tell you why i couldn't begin to explain this dread within me#i am SO tired! of it all#nima catching herself saying worlds like hold on. 2. what was the first...#AUUUGH okay yeah smile im normal
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The Rogue Squadron books kind of portray treating woman as people as like cool and admirable but not exactly necessary.
#pippa.txt#I don't think I can fully explain this but something about how Wedge is pretty firmly treated as in the right when he calls out Booster-#and Corran for not treating Mirax like a sentient adult person in Bacta Wars but it's still fine when she's treated essentially as an objec#for all of I Jedi#hmmm is this swinging at a hornets nest? Well we'll see!
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Hello, fox. I've asked a few questions in the past, but I have come to wonder: what form do us asks take? The other fox, little Fox, has a small Fox robot.
that is unfortunately smaller than them, making my nickname somewhat... Awkward.
Do you have something similar? Or something else entirely?
Oh, well errr, this one is hard to explain. Most of the asks pop up around me like digital screens, some of the interactions are also… kind of digital. I honestly can’t explain it that well, that’s just how Tumblr works. Easy access and interaction system built in, right?
#hmmm I don't even know for this one#I always imagined him to be answering things on his silly little ipad (The Miles Electric) But that doesn't explain how some anons#braided his tails n stuff#should I make Tails hallucinate just so I can get an explanation for all these interactions /JJ#his intro video implies that he started the blog n stuff#so this is what I’ve come up with..#he started a blog. and he didn’t read the fine print (the fine print being. now the askers can interact with you whatever digitally. lol.#)#huh#miles tails prower#tails the fox#tails#sonic the hedgehog#tails ask blog#rp blog#sonic rp#sonic rp blog#sonic
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i do rly love dungeon meshi so far and i do see that the mangaka is trying to rehabilitate the dnd tropes and make them more thoughtful and less racist and this is not so much a judgement, more an observation, but the dnd tropes originally are so racist that i kinda wish that the mangaka was completely inventing her own worldbuilding instead of building off of them. like maybe at some point we should as a society move away from and throw away dnd tropes in the trashcan where they belong, just a thought you know.
#the fact that many fantasy based stuff builds off of dnd tropes without doing much is not great#do we need to keep concept of races in fantasy? can we just not be like these people have long ears because of the climate and food etc#and same for orcs could be like they live in the mountains and are rugged and all#it just makes me so uncomfortable bcz there's all these inbuilt assumptions about orcs and elves etc that viewers will bring with them#most of the orcs in dunmeshi so far are darkskinned and it seems like a holdover from dnd which is obv visibly borrowed from tolkien#they tried to explain in the anime how orcs had no choice but to loot and plunder but still it just feels unsatisfactory#also the creepy af elf being dark skinned like hmmm darkskinned elves being evil is also a trope from dnd#tbf i still need to read the manga so maybe the elf thing is explained there#i am currently only watching the anime#but yeah this is 2k24 can we pls not do race science in the background of any fantasy adventure i am le tired
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Spotify prompt! Knuckles and tails, an 19 :)
Oh hoho! You managed to land FightSong by EVE (<- YouTube link), a song that by all rights shoulda been #2 (<- I refuse to pay Spotify money).
Hmm…. It’s been a while since I’ve done anything with Super Sonic Speed, but I always did intend to write follow-ups…
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The city is unbelievably loud. They’re in what Sonic had called a shopping district, and it’s apparently very popular. Knuckles would kind of like to go home, a lot, actually, but Tails is flirting from one shop to another and he doesn’t have it in him to shut the kid down. Sonic is somewhere on the periphery of their little group— he and Tails had bonded, thick as thieves, and Knuckles— well, he tolerated the guy.
Tails gasps like he’s seeing the sun rise for the first time, excited enough that he’s lifting off the ground. Knuckles ambles over, grabs him by the ankle, and pulls him back down. He’s looking at some sort of… thing. Knuckles can’t make heads or tails of it, but it’s definitely saying something to Tails.
Hmm. He is, at least, familiar with the idea of shops. Chao liked to set them up, sometimes, selling fruit or handmade crafts for rings, but Knuckles has no idea if their idea of currency and everyone else’s aligns. Would the shopkeep accept a fruit? Most chao did. It isn’t like rings are a problem, so…
Knuckles turns, seeking out Sonic in the crowd. There he is— stiff as anything, glancing frantically back and forth between Knuckles and some other hedgehog, a pink one. One of his friends, maybe? They look irritated, maybe not. Knuckles steps away from Tails, invites himself into their conversation.
“and you just RAN OFF—“ the hedgehog is shouting. Sonic cracks his mouth open, a faint wheeze escaping.
“Hey,” Knuckles says.
“—do you have ANY IDEA how WORRIED I was—“
This looks like a battle Sonic is better off fighting on his own. Still, Knuckles needs his question answered. “Hey,” he repeats, slightly louder.
“—I mean, I knew you were alright because my cards said so, but—“
“Hey Knuckles,” Sonic manages to crack out, “this is Amy.”
Amy tilts her head at him, and then gives him a sharp, discerning once-over. “Are you one of his other friends?” She asks.
“Yeah, sure,” Knuckles says, and then “do rings work as currency down here?”
She blinks at him, as if this is a weird thing to ask. “Yes?” She says.
“Okay,” Knuckles says, nodding, “try not to scare him too bad.”
Any lingering confusion evaporates, and she whirls around to find Sonic trying to sneak away. “AGAIN!” she shouts, full of conviction, and Knuckles makes his way back to where he left Tails. He isn’t pressed up against the glass anymore, so Knuckles steps into the store. Yeah, there he is. Hovering— literally— over the same display.
Knuckles takes a moment to properly observe, rooting around for the terms Tails would use, in an attempt to ensure he gets the right thing. There’s a looping track, and a few other gadgets on the sides. A switch, one of them looks like, and some barricade, and a few blinking lights. On the track itself is a… sideways cylinder, set on wheels, connected to a few boxes, puffing out smoke— or steam, maybe. Tails is absorbed enough in watching it chug along that he doesn’t even realize Knuckles is standing right next to him. Knuckles’ll just have to make sure he comes up for air, occasionally.
He casts about the rest of the store, vaguely lost. There are a lot of displays, and a lot of colourful boxes. Knuckles picks up one, flips it over, and realizes swiftly he is out of his depth. He brings the box over to Tails, handing it to him. Tails holds onto it for a full few seconds, watching with bated breath as the cylinder switches tracks, before he looks down. His fur all along his spine puffs up, and he turns to look at Knuckles so fast he has to wonder if Sonic hasn’t started to rub off on him in more ways than one. That’s the right box, for sure.
“Really?” Tails asks, voice breathy with excitement, and Knuckles ruffles his fur instinctually.
“‘Course.”
Maybe the shopping district isn’t that bad.
#eggthew#prompt fill#askbox#uhhh so. I kind of barely followed fightsong at all I CAN EXPLAIN#went off the visuals instead of the lyrics. two people running around in city. ooh I could do knuckles protecting tails from Eggman in some#kind of egg city! ah hang on there’s the eggperial city arc in idw and I haven’t read that yet. so I’m not confident in portraying it. hmmm#I could do a Different egg city… man Knuckles and Tails. what a great pair. I really enjoyed writing them in super sonic speed. hey! I could#do super sonic speed’s Knuckles’s first time in a city! maybe he gets kind of freaked out? escape from the city haha#well tails would be familiar with cities. and sonic would be there ofc but I’ll shuffle him off to the side so he doesn’t hog the spotlight#I could do tails looking at a shop! yeah! and knuckles needs to ask how currency works but sonic is… busy? hmm. oh! a city!!!! amy lives in#a city!! she runs into sonic! which keeps him from coming back over with knuckles. I always did mean to write her reunion with sonic.#that’ll be nice to do. alright. perfect. it’s all working out. get to the final few lines. think ‘hey how did I end up with this anyway.’#pulse of adrenaline as my brain goes OH YEAH FIGHTSONG. ach.#I’m happy w this though :)#knuckles: I Tolerate sonic. at best.#sonic: hey I am in a vaguely uncomfortable situation#knuckles *rolling up metaphorical sleeves*: do I need to kick ass#Amy making a mental note: sonic apparently befriending a space alien okay okay cool#they meet up for ice cream. knuckles is inflicted with curse of immediate brainfreeze. tails is So Excited about his new model train set#within a week he mods it to A) be strong enough to pull the Master Emerald and B) be armed.
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forever searching for a drug (social media platform) to make me feel like tumblr felt when i was 15
#hmmm#can somebody explain to me how to use social media in a way that's satisfying and not dull and depressing#when did i lose that ability? probably around 16 like most of my happiness
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im intrigued now elaborate
on tentacle porn?? it was really really cool
#see ive only read it in fics and was like hmmm. okay. i see the appeal#so like. aliens had invaded our world and there were two guys (bc gay sex ftw always)#and like. okay idk how to explain. it's so hot like a tentacle for every part of their body#like imagine pleasure maximised 1000x#and like it's so extreme. but it isn't painful cause magic chemicals. and you don't even have to do any work just#lay down and have mind blowing sex for like half an hour#it was awesome i can send you the link if you want#saumyuuuuuu
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Ouch Ouch my heart hurts. Ouch (<- I'm sad, and I'm trying my best to deal with it before it turns to depression. So far, it's going okayish. I have some things that I need to do, tho lol)
#hmmm I do think that this is genuinely still part of me getting better and happier#difficult to explain how#but yeah#also ppl seem to like to immediately go “Hey youre struggling w anxiety??? i have some anxiety meds that can help you if you need it!!!”#which#thats an odd thing to do but its sweet#logosbot thoughts
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when u guys r mean to me in the tags of my posts first of all i see it every time second of all this is who ur being mean to
#OP HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW -insert thing i do not know-#hmmm. maybe its because i do not know it#be niceys to me#and explain what i should know bc i love to learn <3
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