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Ouch Ouch my heart hurts. Ouch (<- I'm sad, and I'm trying my best to deal with it before it turns to depression. So far, it's going okayish. I have some things that I need to do, tho lol)
#hmmm I do think that this is genuinely still part of me getting better and happier#difficult to explain how#but yeah#also ppl seem to like to immediately go “Hey youre struggling w anxiety??? i have some anxiety meds that can help you if you need it!!!”#which#thats an odd thing to do but its sweet#logosbot thoughts
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teach your local invasive species what emotions are !
i feel like scarab is more into the main plotline of the medieval drama but prismo on the side writes these oneshots between the characters and theyre usually just exploring the characters emotions/ personalities in a free form way. anyways kiss ur local invasive species at dusk
#how tf do you explain what other emotions are to a bug thats only ever known 2#prohibitedwish#this isnt inherently romantic#just trying to show them what hes feeling is different#being this close to someone in a non combative sense ? never heard of it#emotions are difficult n sometimes those wires get crossed#ouuugh the closeness of another person#prismo the wishmaster#scarab the god auditor#the carmine cavalier#sīdus the fallen star#adventure time au#fionna and cake#adventure time
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Gourmand why are you like this. How can you make living things out of the blue fruit you ate 3 minutes ago. How do you make a living breathing fucking snail? You can't even eat it, and yet you can spit it out, how the hell does that work? Put that thing back!!! Why is it alive??
And how can you make a goddamn neuron from an overseer and. What was this.... Hold on
AND KARMA FLOWER. And how can you make an overseer from neuron+ANYTHING!!!!! FROM ANYTHING!!!!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!
#/lh#does anyone have any headcanons on how gourmand can do this? how they can make octopuses noodleflies and so on?#because i have a very difficult time explaining this#i know its just a gameplay mechanic and you dont need to overthink it but i dont care#rw#akso the grey scug is nightcat but i still havent really thought about their design yet so i just gave them green stars. thatll do#pmpwbrrs#rain world#okay ill put th main tags#rw gourmand#rw nightcat#emetophobia#emetophobia tw
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So, back around 2022-2023, I had to explain to a BUNCH of friends what exactly is/was the Undertale/UTMV fandom. It was hard to explain AUs of AUs… of multiverses… to people which weren’t there to personally experience the transition?
A lot of these stories and ideas just stems from people getting inspired off of other people, and kind of building up from there. However, if you weren’t really there for the natural progression of that… the fandom will kind of seem like… a lot (even though it kind of is ^^ the rabbit hole runs deep…).
So, I tried my hand at semi-making a “comprehensive” guide to how I see the layers of the fandom ^^” (in a silly, not-so-serious way).
The deeper you go into this fandom, the harder it sometimes gets to even leave 💀
Anyways, tag yourself, I’m stuck in Hell 7 🕺
(note: please don’t take this entirely too seriously! I just used this as a way to make the entirety of the fandom slightly more digestible, instead of me yapping for hours in a pseudo lecture about the history of the fandom).
#darkzyx#undertale au#undertale au fandom#undertale multiverse#utmv fandom#utmv#undertale aus#god there is just so many different aus and multiverses that were made#honestly if you sat me down to try and explain the entirety of the Undertale fandom#it’d be difficult#each layer kind of operates semi separately from each other in a way#but at the same time relies on each other too#don’t get me started on how the fandom technically has 3 fandoms in it#the three types being the side which makes aus fight/the ones that make em kiss/ the ones that make em chill#I think everyone knows where I went#anyways please don’t take any of this too seriously#this is just my fun way of breaking down the fandom to make it slightly more digestible
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I don't think you understand how Italian is the "Stai bene? (Are you well?)" from Lawrence and Tedesco answering "Mah, no one is ever well at our age". I'll try to explain, it's like an italian thing, especially if you're from the South. That if somebody pays you a compliment or hints at things going well for you, you downplay it because by complimenting you they're "cursing" you. It's a folkloristic thing, the kind of thing that my grandmother would say to me: beware of people complimenting you and be careful not to share the good things going on with you, because the moment you do people might "curse" you. Very difficult to put this thing into words, but Goffredo Tedesco I see you. I see you a Patriarch of Venice on the road to papacy and still believing in grandmother's (pagan) superstitions because that's how religion, especially for old people, works in Italy. Again, difficult to put into words, but I know in my heart that he is answering Lawrence's question the same way my grandmother would answer it. I see you outrunning malocchio, Cardinal Tedesco. And I respect it.
#It's so difficult to explain this in English ahhhhhh#especially because I personally am not religious or superstitious but I come from a family who's both#and religion and superstition go hand in hand where I come from. They're supposed to be opposite but noooo.#like my grandmother is christian and she also says that her cousin was a certified mage and she says it with pride.#the two things can weirdly coexist#you have to believe me Tedesco was outrunning malocchio when he told Lawrence 'no one ever is at our age :)'#you hace to trust me please I live and breath the contradictions in how people from my country live with christianity please#I know I sound crazy because again I am not religious and I also don't associate with 'pagan rites' and also I apologise#if I am not using the right words to describe this (I am not academically prepared on religions) BUT IT'S A FEEL#I DON'T HAVE THE WORDS BUT I KNOW WHAT I AM SEEING.#Goffredo Tedesco you are so Italian#conclave#fully italian aggiunta qua: grazie a Dio che non ha visto il papa morto che probabilmente Berger non l'avrebbe girata come scena#ma io so nel mio cuore che Tedesco si sarebbe fatto una scaramantica grattata. Tedesco nonno italiano in tutto e per tutto methinks.
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This is probably because I grew up watching 24/7 animal planet, but what finally made the allo/aplatonic thing click for me were the nature's of big cats.
Lions are powerful, regal creatures who are uniquely adapted to pack life. They need these connections to live a healthy life; A lonely lion is a miserable creature indeed.
Jaguars are solitary, beautiful creatures who live happily solitary. They prowl their lush world with self-sufficient majesty. A jaguar is not lonely without a pack. In fact, forcing jaguars to share space with others they do not enjoy is just as damaging as forcing a lion to live alone.
A lion may choose to head out on it's own for the most part, but in the end must return to the pack to thrive. A jaguar can choose to trust and enjoy the company of others, but they never feel the need to form a pack.
Is a jaguar selfish for this? A psychopath, a narcissist or any other such horrid assumptions? Is it a less moral creature than a lion, who seeks others like it to thrive?
Is a lion pathetic, or needy, or selfish for wanting community? For requiring contact with others like they require water? For their inherent need to string complicated webs of relationships that may seem silly or dramatic to others?
Of course not. These are ridiculous questions to even ask.
They are simply lions and jaguars.
In fact, is a jaguar that chooses to spend time with you not as magical as a lion's love? For a creature that needs no bond to thrive to still enjoy your presence enough to share it a time? Is a lion who can prowl the night alone not impressive in its strength and resilience? Is it not awe-inspiring in its ability to conquer a life it was never wired for and reign still?
Are they not both beautiful and awe-inspiring in their own ways, without being wrong?
Alloplatonics. Aplatonics. Are we not both special and beautiful in both our bonds and self-confident happiness equal, in each our ways? Is there not unique beauty in lifelong bonded packs and magical encounters that need no perpetuity to carry life forward?
Are we not but lions and jaguars? Neither wrong, neither selfish, but just different and beautiful creatures in each our ways?
That's how I've come to see it, anyway.
#lgbt#aspec#lgbtqa+#asexual#aromantic#aroace#loveless#aplatonic#alloplatonic#animals#I woke up at like 3 in themmorning to write this so I apologise for weird wording#I'm not awake enough to go hunting for the videos but if you want to see more about the equal majesty and difference in cats bonding#I suggest looking up Kevin Richardson's work with lions and panthers#I love animals. I hope I didn’t come off as degrading to anyone by using them as comparison#I can assure you the association only carries the deepest respect from me.#anyway all the aro discourse floating about made me think of this issue again#and how explaining allo/a-platonic needs has been a difficult task in the past#you're all valid no matter your labels or shapes or spots or manes#remember that when an orientation you don't understand comes to the lgbtable your job isn't to test them#it's to make room
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~ Batman: Universe
I'm struggling to put it into words, but "I can't protect you" means so much. Dick isn't safe because Bruce doesn't know how to protect him, he can't protect his baby.
#bruce wayne#batman#dick grayson#nightwing#dc comics#my ramblings#batman universe#if batdad cannot protect you that means you go home#I really dislike how difficult words can be for me like I often don't know how to translate in words what I'm feeling/thinking#which makes it harder for me to explain myself
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What's Anatomist up to lately? (I miss my bae)

They are mainly working, occasionally getting annoyed at how evolution makes things more difficult for them to work on
it's reference to the recurrent laryngeal nerve. The fun thing about it is that it's the nerve that innervates the muscles in the larynx, but it detours around the aorta on its way from the brain to the voice box. This is especially noticeable in larger animals where the heart and the voice box are far apart. For example, in giraffes, the structures are only a few centimeters apart, but the nerve can get 5 meters long because it travels all the way down to the chest and then loops back up. This is a result of how structures evolved from fish (with no necks) to large animals (with large necks). Evolution can't just "unplug" the nerve and optimize it, so next best thing is to gradually adjust over time
animation of the process | bit more info about it
#i love how this ask was phrased#sorry for disappearing again im very much not over or done with those critters#i meant to catch up on the asks but its taking a moment#and im working on comic for one just need more time so its actually presentable#a depressive episode from beginning of year been getting worse so thats been fun#makes everything more difficult#even walking home for two hours isnt doing much anymore but its spring so the willow cats are back#and propagation of measurement errors for raport is some kind of a tool made especially for torment#wym it needs derivatives of errors then a secret third one that were just supposed to assume i guess#i wish he actually explained how to do it instead of getting mad at us for not learning it before the class even started#like obviosly if you failed 74% of students that means the material isnt clear#but anyways#lifes ben fun#don't go into engineering kids#toh#the owl house#toh archivists#the archivist#toh collectors#toh fanart#owl house#the collector#toh collector#regulart#ask#toh the collector#the collector toh#collector toh#toh comic#toh the archivists
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hmm... im sure someones made a good guide out there somewhere, but i personally havent used any but thats not a good answer, so another place to start is to use a real game as a ref! this is the sims 2 ds:
most of the detailed textures are only used for the player sims hair/face/clothing you can see by the jagged edges of this sims vest that its still a little lower than the faces texture (this is probably because the body has more clothing variations than the face and they needed to save memory)
static parts of the environment have a higher res, because they can tile/repeat the textures. this game has a million variations on bed/chair textures, so they're notably lower res this is a ripped texture of most(?) of the things used to make an area in the game (image credit) :
the desert background here is just a 2d image, relatively low res because the player will never be able to reach it
i guess this is just a long winded way of saying "things that arent that important or the player will generally be lower poly + less detailed" but i hope it helps a little
#its hard to explain bc its difficult to set rules unless you try to set the entire environment to the same style rules //#i mostly went into textures here bc ds games are much lower textured than psx or similar most of the time //#i need to actually learn more abt ds stuff sdkfhsdjh im mostly just eyeballing this instead of knowing much abt it //#long post#scopophobia#gif#not my art#sims 2 ds#tutorial#...ok not really but how do i tag this//#newbiealliance#image heavy
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oh my goodness... this episode was pure madness. i couldn't breathe. it was like I was running a marathon with them. good Lord it was so freaking good. amazing.
this episode feels so emotionally charged, and it made the last scene of part 4 more impactful in my opinion. because faifa and wine were clearly holding back. and when they leaned closer, it felt like the tension was slowly melting around them, and their kiss lifted all the unspoken words and growing feelings dancing in the air.
but what makes everything crazier (to me) is when wine's gaze fell on faifa's lips... he was subtly 'flirting' with faifa too. and faifa, taking the hint, met wine in the middle.
faifa finally understood what special meant, and it was even sweeter because we know wine wouldn't say that just for the sake of saying it. he really meant it when he said faifa was special to him.
oh. faifawine's storyline is so solid in my opinion. even the editing, pacing and flow of the story are better and well-sorted out. I'm actually in love. it's splendid!!!
i'm actually losing my mind atm goodness
#i'm in love#and also their storyline feels so intimate?#like i don't know how to explain it but whenever they're on screen i think i'm intruding...#it's that good#and damn faifa you really set the standard so high...#it'll be difficult to find someone better than you...#i love them so much it's devastating#i'm so crazy over their storyline and character dynamic and relationship progress and everything in between#beautiful!#faifawine#juniormark#perfect 10 liners#p10l#na rambles
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something that’s been bugging me all day: how would you teach perspective drawing in a society that existed entirely within, say, a varied-gravity spaceship? so much of how we understand perspective is based on the existence of the horizon and our relationship to it. what if there’s no horizon? vanishing points as a concept depend on having a ground to be parallel or perpendicular to.
#genuinely i think it’s difficult to fully get your head around how much photography has affected the way we think about art#like. perspective drawing is WEIRD.#putting an image of a 3 dimensional environment onto a flat surface is EXPONENTIALLY more convoluted than flattening a globe into a map#and yet there’s intense debate over the ‘best’ of dozens of world map projections#but we think of photographs as objective fact#and even THEN perspective drawing is usually *still insufficient to simulate photography*#but perspective and distance are still clearly real#things that are further away look smaller#there’s even mathematical consistency to it#but how do you explain how to flatten it#to someone who’s got no idea what ‘down’ means#…i should really be getting work done#mumbling
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Google search: how do I tell people in my irl circle that I’m plural without running into arguments about self diagnosis but also still keep the context that I am in fact a disordered system. Send
#like the disordered parts are still important for people to know#but it’s more important to me that people know I’m plural in general#but idk how to explain that without people getting up in arms about self diagnosing#specifically my family#my friends are usually chill#like I have DID but that’s not the point here#the point is I’m not the only person living in this body#and it’s uncomfortable and frankly kinda inconvenient and hard to pretend I am#like if I explain it without saying I have did#they’re probably gonna think I’m psychotic or something unfortunately#but if I do explain it in the context of did#they’ll be like “boo stop self diagnosing#which is ironic because of the previously stated likelihood of them assuming I’m schizophrenic or something#Jfc it should not be this difficult lol#that’s why the future is plural movement is so important I’m sick of having to explain shit#just for people to not understand anyways#pluralpunk#plural#pluralgang#plurality#anti sysmed#sysblr#endo safe#anti transmed#endo friendly
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i think it’s noteworthy that parker finds a way, multiple times, to pretend to be with hardison in a con. she kisses him in the first david job, she pretends she’s meeting him to have sex in the wedding job, they pretend they’re getting a marriage visa in the zanzibar marketplace job, and they act like they’ve been making out in the jailhouse job. and i can’t think of a time that she’s done that with any of the others?? tell me if im wrong but i don’t think she’s fake-made-out with anyone else, at least.
i mean, parker stabs or breaks the fingers of guys who flirt with her or touch her. yet in the first david job she kisses hardison. in season one, when she’s still so resistant to touch and her heart is so guarded. its just for the con, of course. but a fake kiss, something she can easily write off - that’s all she can do at that stage. she can’t offer her heart, she won’t let herself get attached, and really it takes until the long way down job (ie season 4) for her to start accepting that she is capable of loving and being loved. in season 1, when she was entirely closed off, a fake kiss is all she can do with her feelings for hardison pretzels. she keeps taking the opportunity to kiss him or be together, without the consequence of Having To Talk About It and all the problems she knows would come with that. her method of coping with Emotions is to let herself get into a bunch of mini fake dating AUs with him lol.
i think its worth bringing up because ive mentioned how sweet hardison is with her, and we all talk about how much he cares for her and shows patience and understanding, but its certainly not one-sided! parker’s enamoured with him since pretty early on. her way of showing it is just different and somehow both far less and way more direct lol. they both put effort into figuring each other out and learning to be in a relationship, not to mention that trying to be capable of a healthy relationship with hardison is one of the biggest driving forces behind parker’s character growth. he’s so important to her (and they’re so important to me <3).
#leverage#parker leverage#alec hardison#parker x hardison#leverage meta#leverageposting#parker#pretzels leverage#wren speaks#ultimately i still mean this in an ot3 way but just examining one piece of the whole relationship#it’s also hard to explain but ig like#it’s nice that it’s never the trope of Guy Pursues Girl Relentlessly Until She Gives In. like no she’s also obsessed w him. and also he is#so gentle with her and never pushes her. i really like how they play that.#and also it’s not just hardison giving everything and her being oblivious or selfishly taking it. she puts in so much effort. this is so new#for her and difficult to navigate.#but she loves him. so much. she’s doing everything she can.#and parker’s my fave but i more bring this up bc of hardison. like. it’s important that he’s so loved by her. that she puts so much effort#in FOR him. that he is so important to her that he’s probably the biggest motivation behind her character growth.#actually i will add that to the post#lvg
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the family drama in jjk is fucking insane
#it was already difficult explaining it to non manga readers before but now how am i going to add this upon that lmao#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 257#jjk manga#200
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Love this site because I can just come here and say “remember when Sam Campbell and Julian Clary first met on taskmaster? One of my favourite all time moments of tv” and someone will agree with me (or at least know what I’m talking about)
#the awkwardness. just loved the dynamic of that group from the start#depressing how difficult and how long it would take me to explain to ppl in my life or just around me irl who#a) Julian clary is b) Sam Campbell is c) what taskmaster is#taskmaster#julian clary#sam campbell
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Sometimes watching Community is like "Abed's just like me fr 😃" and sometimes it's "Abed's just like me fr ☹️"
#inspired by the fact that my therapist said i can send her show or movie scenes to explain how im feeling#and im slightly debating on sending her a scene from Community#the one in contemporary american poultry where talks how connecting to people is difficult#idk if I'll actually do it bc thats terrifying but its an idea in my brain#sorry for oversharing on tumblr dot com again#Abed nadir#nbc community#community
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