#how did i ever deserve you my sunshine 🥺💖

[italeean]

My amazing friends

I think it's time I share with you the list of the closest friends I've made during this little journey of mine. I also decided to add a little paragraph for everyone, I hope it's not too sappy lmaooo 😅 ALSO, if you're not on the list, please tell me... I probably just forgot. Vi voglio bene 💚🤍❤️

@jettori Well... one of my first friends around here. What can I say? I think you already know what I think of you and how much I treasure our friendship. You deserve all the love and all the cookies of the world!! 🍡🍪

@rattypatty BABY AGE!! 🌸 This is gonna be your new nickname here ^_^ You always bring a smile to my face (even when you call me baby height...). I genuinely think you're brave and tough and I hope you'll always remain as you are because you're amazing.

@fanfic-chan Such a sweetheart 🥺 Seriously, I think everything about you is cute. Also, I'm proud of all the progress you've made and of your new job. Keep going, you're marvelous and you only deserve the best!!

@kaerichan-yatta My Italian (and linguistic high school) buddyyy 💚🤍❤️ And SUCH. A. TEASE. AAAAAAAAHHH!! But remember, what goes around comes back around. (Although we both know I don't dislike your teases). Anyway, besides being teasy, you have many more qualities and I hope you know how unique and great you are.

@xiaosstepstool MOM FRIEND!! 🥰 Let's be clear now, at first you gave me Gorou vibes, but the more we talked, the more Yae-like you became (in the best way possible). But you're also so sweet and adorable... my heart can't handle this-

@xsezzie Shortieee <333 You're one of the very few people I can use this nickname with. I genuinely think that you're really cool and I really admire how hard you work. Although you're still a small bully to me!! 😭 (I'd say big bully but you know... height difference is on my side here lol)

@tickles-and-cuddles SWEETIEEEEE!! Ily but please, be more self-confident. I'm really glad you reached out to me because now I have another amazing friend, and I know for a FACT that other people would love to get to know you❣️

@wertzunge Tbh you remind me of a little cub lol 😹 I was kinda scared at the thought of approaching you (a big thanks to my social anxiety) so I guess I'll have to thank you for making that project about communication. Thanks to that I got to know a cute, little ball of sunshine ^_^

@intheheartofarainbow Idk if you expected to be on this list, but here you are my dear 😸 Your nice words supported and motivated me probably more than you can imagine. I'm glad I've met such a gentle soul

@skribblz AAAAAAAHHH you have no idea of how honored I felt when you gave me permission to write for your drawings!! I was extremely nervous at the thought of you reading my works though, since I was (and still am) basically an amateur... but your compliments really did improve my self-esteem as a writer (although I'm still rather inexperienced) 🌈

@vampirecorset One of the most mature and strongminded people I've ever met. I admire how you have your own opinions and stick to them. You're truly inspiring ✨️

@fresh-thomato LITTLE CUTIEEEE!! Let's be honest, it's adorable how easy it is to fluster you 🥰 You're one of the strongest people I know, always ready to listen. You're really special to me and I hope you know that

@simplysmilingdrew I WON'T TALK ABOUT HOW MUCH I APPRECIATED YOUR FANART BASED ON MY FIC JUST BECAUSE IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A SHORT PARAGRAPH AND NOT AN ESSAY 💘 Apart from that, you're always so sweet and nice, I'm honored to be able to call you a friend!!

@tickly-floof One word: BABYYYY!! 🥺 Because that's what you are (in an affectionate way obviously). Honestly, your demeanor is heartwarming... you're really a cute and sweet person!! (PS. Give Kiro a few scritches for me please, he's Baby no. 2 after all)

@leeviathaaaan Levi... or LEEvi..? Sorry, sorry... I had to say it 😅💖 Anyway, I really appreciate your support for my works and I LOVE when we talk. You're a really interesting person and I hope you agree with me here (since I'm 100000% sure I'm right)

@myreygn my fellow Takao simp 🥹❤️ Jokes aside... my Bashful Sweetheart!! Okay I'll get serious now... you're one of the nicest people around here, so sweet and cheerful, I feel like everyone would want to be your friend. But I can't let your teasing about my height and other things slide, hmph! <333

@mai-meiei Aaaaaww you really give me big sister vibes ✨️ You always have something nice to say and are always so supportive... it's a honor to have such a great friend!! Also, your drawings are AMAZING, cutie 🥰

@eliasiis Okay we haven't talked much, but I'd love making friends with you. You seem someone really sweet and funny 😸 Also, you're super talented (seriously guys, if you still aren't following him, do it right now)

@lovinglyroses Yuukoku no Moriarty is undoubtedly a great series, but another reason I'm happy for watching it is because your hcs made us meet 🥹 You are a treasure, for me as a friend and for the whole community thanks to your personality and talent 🩷

@rand0m-s1nner Aaaaahh the first time you texted me I had a giddy smile plastered all over my face!! Like, you showed appreciation for one of the fics I felt the most insecure about... and you're so interesting!! Another amazing person I have the problem of calling a friend 🍡❤️‍🔥

[thepixelelf]

Ursaaaaaa!! just dropping by to say hi and hope you enjoyed the hot coco 💓

also amg recovery files just has a big big holding hands moment with my heart bc the concept is so good. I just really love how you were able to craft a story with only dialogue and as a reader, we have to connect the dots by ourselves. It made it feel much more immersive also bc the way you write for each person was so unique like— amg 🥺💖 no words lol I’m glad you saved it bc if ever the Library of Ursa gets another burning incident at least RF is saved!!

If Rewind gets an update just know I’ll be at your door 😭😭😭 (also i’m sorry my ask might get super long. i have so much to say about RF and RF:Rewind like !! Those two series!!! Probs read it over and over again so many times by now. Christopher’s still broke my heart badly like NAURRR MY MAN I WANT TO GIVE U MY OTHER DIMENSION HUG SO BA D)

anyways you’ll probably have me crying screaming kicking my feet at your svt masterlist tho 🥺 I followed you for the skz stories so when I got into svt more and saw you had stories written for them too I was literally moonwalking on the moon 😭💖

As for the emoji! Tbh I don’t mind any emoji you give me but if no one has took the 🐏 one yet I am… happy to adopt it 👀🫰🏻lemme know which emoji you want for yours too! Anyways have a great day/evening ahead sweetest ursa 😌💓💓 sending all the sunshines in the world for you!

- chia chia chia 🐏

chiaaaa!! I did enjoy the hot choccy thank you :]

(I adore long asks because honestly I don't get many which is fine but when I do it is awesome!!) ((that sentence deserved five commas but I don't have the brain power for it right now))

also omg the burning of the library of ursa... that's how I will reference that from now on

(I'M SORRY FOR CHAN'S RECOVERY FILE IT HAD TO BE DONE) ((I WILL USE CLICHE TROPES AGAIN FOR REWIND))

the🐏 is so cute!! usually people give me the 🐻 or 🍯 and I love both so if you'd like to use one of those :] (if they're taken I'm happy with anything tho!)

thank you for the sunshine ☀️ idk what the weather is like for you but it's pretty cold here, so I wish you some warmth 💕

[mindofanartist87]

Hello, so you’re mine and I’m making my grand entrance becauseeeee *inhales* OUR ONE YEAR IS COMING UP AND LIKE AEAEAEAEAEEEEEE IM SO EXCITED BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MWAHMWAHMWAH LIKE ONE YEAR WITH MY PRINCESS, MY DARLING BOY 🥹🥺❤️🌈 I’m so lucky to be your man 🥺

HI BABY HI HI HI YES YOU ARE MINE AND I AM YOURS AND EEEEEEE I CANNOT BELIEVE OUR ONE YEAR IS SO SOON I'M BEYOND EXCITED 🥺🥺🥺😭💖

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TOO MWAHMWAHMWAH I'M THE LUCKIEST MAN ALIVE MY GOD 😭🥺💖💕💓

me rn fr /pos 😭🥺💖💕💓

[sammbam]

REQUEST: If you happen to write for The Collector, can you do Yandere!Collector x Fem!Reader and what will the relationship with Him would look like? First Meeting, Cuddling, Petnames and Etc.? Also with His Shadow and Physical Form?

If you would do it, Tsym 💞💖 If not, then it's fine..❤❤❤

omg omg yes ofc!! I love collector so much oandnsbsvdbsvdvnsj er hridh

(these are mostly drabbles/hcs!)

yandere!Collector x fem!reader Hcs/drabbles

first meeting:

shadow form

you were a new scout wandering through the castle

he was bored in belos' room so he just

left lol

u saw him in the hallway and he was all

"oh!! new friend!!"

"uhhh hello???"

physical form

bruh y'all are meant for each other

IMMEDIATELY HUGS

"sunshine!!! it's so good to finally meet you!"

you're squeezing him so tight

he wont let you go

now that he has you he doesn't want you going anywhere else

so SO possessive.

u want to talk to another scout? spend time with him!

cuddling:

there is no shadow form part to this bc like how 🧍‍♀️

floating

literally will scoop you up and just float through the air with you in his arms

will not let you go unless its an emergency

you're HIS

Nobody else deserves to spend time with HIS sunshine

like yeah you love him but bro calm down 😨

he'll wrap his arms around your torso and put his head on your shoulder

you're just laying on him with your head in his chest

"y/n I love you so much but you can't spend time with him/her it'll hurt my feelings 🥺"

"oh,,ok"

once again he WON'T LET YOU GO

pet names!

shadow form (don't ask why they're different idk)

for you;

dear

star/starlight

darling

for him;

hun

prince

physical form

for you;

sunshine

starlight/angel

for him;

sweetheart /sweetie

prince

love

what type of yandere is he?

Collector is very VERY protective of you-

if anything happens to you

pray for whoever did it

he will give them the most gruesome death you can ever imagine.

He loves you so much but he doesn't want to see you in pain

He won't ever want you to spend time with anybody else

you're his. and nobody else's.

You're his darling, he owns you, and he wants you to know that

is very touchy, will always want to be around you or be touching you and holding your hand in one way or another.

If anybody else puts one hand on you, or messes with a single hair on your head

he will deal with them.

Kisses 24/7

Gives you so many smooches everywhere all over your face.

If it ever comes to him having to lock you up in any way-he doesn't care if you're comfortable

he wants you to stay there, he doesn't want you to leave

you're his, he wants you to be there for him, he wants everything you have, he always wants to be around you.

he needs you.

this was fun!!! I love yandere!collector

tytyty for the ask! I love doing y'alls requests!!!

[maerenee930]

incase you haven’t heard this today or in a minute, i love you 💙 i love you so very much and i’m so thankful for you 🥺 thank you for being you. seriously, thank you! you are an incredible human and i just can’t tell you how much i adore you!

you mean so much to me and thank you for letting me be apart of your life 🖤 even if we don’t talk very much or if the only time we interact is liking each other’s posts, that honestly means the world to me and just- thank you ❤️ it means so much to me to be apart of your life in anyway that i am.

you are such a magnificent being! an absolute ray of sunshine and you make the world a better place! you make my world better. 🫂 if you’ve ever liked, reblogged and read anything i’ve posted or shared, that means so much more to me than you could ever realize! seriously! or even if you read something i shared and you could relate to it or maybe it made you smile, even if i don’t know that it did, just the thought that it did make you or it could’ve made you feel seen and heard or made you smile, that’s what matters to me and i can’t thank you enough for letting me apart of that moment. even if it was only for a few seconds, thank you 💖

the past year, almost 2 years now, have felt very isolating. for one reason or another, i think it’s safe to say everyone has gone through it. and it’s been very lonely. even if we aren’t alone physically, mentally and emotionally we may have felt that way at one time or another (or it’s happened more often than not for some of us) if you have felt that way, or are feeling that way right now, please know you are not alone. i’m always here for you whenever you need someone! you need a shoulder to lean on or just need someone to listen, i’m right here when you need me! you need someone to vent to or want someone to talk things out with you, please know you can always message me 💙 please don’t let your brain convince you you have to go through everything by yourself. because you don’t 🖤 and you don’t deserve to go through it by yourself. leaning on those who are there for you isn’t bothering them. it really isn’t!

also, if someone is unable to be there for you because they may also be going through some stuff, just remember it doesn’t mean your stuff is less important or less valid than theirs. if you feel you can help them and be there for them while dealing with you’re own stuff, great! if you’re not able to because it all feels a bit overwhelming or it’s just a bit much for you to try and process everything at once, that’s more than okay and just kindly explain it to that person, let them know that you will be there for them as much as you can (even if it’s not as much as you’d like it to be) and know that just because they weren’t able to help you in the way you needed, it doesn’t mean you can’t go to anyone else. because you absolutely can! please don’t let that fear that you’ll be bothering them or the anxiety of it possibly happening with another person as well, stop you from reaching out. you deserve to have the people who are in your life be there for you. would you want them to go to you if they were going through it? so just know that they want to be there for you as well 💙

please don’t make yourself believe you can’t reach out to anyone, ask for help/ask them to be there for you or to listen and please don’t make yourself believe you have to go through everything alone. because you don’t and you don’t deserve that. i love you so so much! i hope you’re having a good day and that things are going well ❤️

if you’re not feeling great or things are going all that great, i’m so sorry, my sweet friend 🥺 please do your best to go easy on yourself and try to remind yourself when you can/when you’re feeling up to it that, this feeling (or these feelings) won’t last forever. today and those feelings are temporary, tomorrow is a new day and a new chance to start over and a new chance to have things go differently for you. remember it’s okay to feel how you’re feeling, how you’re feeling is valid, but please do not let those feelings consume you 💙 please remember that what you’re feeling won’t last forever. it’s so much easier said than done to believe it, but the more you remind yourself of it, the more it helps take that power away from those feelings, you know?

please do your best to give yourself some hope that things will be better soon and with a new day, comes new opportunities to have a better day and to give yourself a break from your head and thoughts 💙 i truly hope you’re able to take some time for yourself and just let yourself be or maybe even do some stuff (or even just one thing) that’s just for you and will help you feel better. something that makes you truly and genuinely happy or that makes your heart and your soul happy and let’s you have a break from everything that’s going on (even if it’s just for a little bit ❤️) i’m sending you the biggest and warmest of hugs, all the most loving cuddles/snuggles and forehead kisses, sending you all the good vibes and lots of positive energy and i’m sending you so so much love 🖤 i’m so proud of you for making it those the tough day(s) and the rough time(s)! isn’t not easy and i’m so proud of you for pushing through and for being here!i hope things get better soon and that you feel better soon 💜

or if you’re doing alright or great, i’m so very happy for you! it makes me so happy to see you’re doing well and i’m so glad you’re in a good place! you deserve to be in a good place! sending you so much love and i hope things continue to stay great for you! 💙🖤 (i’m also sending you all of the biggest and warmest of hugs, all of the most loving cuddles/snuggles, so many forehead kisses and lots of positive energy and good vibes 😘 and i hope you’re able to do something for yourself that’s just for you and makes you, your heart and your soul truly happy! you deserve it!)

[bowandcurtsey]

*smooshes your cheeks together lovingly* Repeat after me: I am wonderful and amazing and beautiful and made up of the glory of the galaxies and I deserve to be peaceful and content and brimming with joy❤️❤️❤️❤️

Mama 🥺💘

How the heck did i miss to reply this after claiming to read all my asks 🤦‍♀️ I read it and mentally did a UWU and thought i replied ; _ ;

When I was a baby, I had super fat cheeks that my relatives loved squishing them. Like literally 😂 I loved the attention but getting your cheeks squeezed is kinda love-hate, it’s comfy yet uncomfy at the same time.

OK WHERE WAS I ?

“I am wonderful and amazing and beautiful” even in my floral baggy pjs and my cotton unmatched socks, my hair unwashed and in the messiest bun ever.

“Made up of the glory of the galaxies” wait what mama?

“I deserve to be peaceful, content and brimming with joy” yes yes and yes. Amen 😌

Love you mama 💜 you’re always thoughtful and caring and you are such a ray of sunshine in people’s life.

Your turn to repeat after me:

“I’m beautiful and perfect just the way I am and I ain’t letting anyone rain on my parade. I’m loved and I deserve the good and the best. I also deserve undisturbed nappies.” 😌🤍

Sending all the positive vibes 💖💝💓✨

Also this gif doesn’t belong to me but it’s so cute and amazing everyone needs to check this blog outttt @loyaldis

[yibo-wang]

thank you for the tag hanyi @leonzhng some of these are highly embarrassing but I was young and dumb 😂

New tag game: post pictures of your first ever (fictional/celeb) crush to the latest one and tag five others to continue the game

Also I agree with you, sometimes I cant distinguish if it's a crush or just a fav character so I'll merge them both.

Under the cut because 🤷🏻‍♀️😂

In a sorta chronological order:

Trunks (dbz): fhjf ig Trunks was my first ever crush lol, but yeah looking back now i think i have a thing for characters with swords.

Videl (dbz): went back to watching dbz again and yeah she was definitely my bi awakening even if I didnt know what that was then

Fawad Khan: this was when my cousin got me hooked on humsafar, I got to see him from afar tho and ig that invoked the crush feelings more ??

Harry Styles: ah yes the 1d era, lasted for a really long time I'm pretty sure it's still there.

Bucky Barnes: also one of the longest crushes, Bucky is just I really really love Bucky. Comic Bucky was my first intro of him and then catfa came and like the way sebastian stan portrayed him👌👌 I'm pretty sure it wasnt even a crush (it was love)

Jhope: (I forgot to add the picture) but Jhope was my fav (still is) from bts. Literally a ray of sunshine and I love him so much!

Taehyung: bias wrecker fjfk, but this was after I watched Hwarang and I really loved his character

Alec Lightwood: ahhh I loved Alec in the novels and watched the show for him too. Mathew Dadario played him so well, also archery is incredibly sexi

Isabelle Lightwood: ngl I didnt have a crush on her until the show because have you SEEN HER IN THE SHOW?!!

Castiel: Cas is more of a favourite than a crush but damnit am I not in love with baddass warriors who would do anything for humanity (*cough* dean *cough*) but anyway this antisocial, terribly awkward, extremely hot with an angel blade, literally an angel, you really cant blame me for it

Charlie Bradbury: I think charlie was the first openly lesbian character I'd ever seen in a show (when I actually started to understand stuff) and I'm extremely bitter over how they killed her off but Charlie was such a nerd and a genius and just kind and funny and badass and yeah I love her

Healer: my first kdrama I think?? But yeah he's very hot fifkf

Kang song joo (dr. Romantic): I think it was extremely sexi how he knew his stuff. That scene from the show where he's practicing doing the stitch in under a minute 👀👀👀

Jackson Wang: I blame sdc because it showed me what a huge dork this guy is and I am weak for dorky guys who are skilled at what they do 🤷🏻‍♀️

Seulgi (red velvet): okay but with seulgi, I saw a picture of her on tumblr and one of my moots introduced her to me and then it was just me listening to her music and watching dance videos all night long. She's really really pretty!

Lee Joo Young: I watched itaewon class and loved her acting. She's so cute and tiny 🥺💛

Earn (2gether): lesbiearnnnn let's go! Earn is definitely my second favourite after TineWat. She's just, I love her alot.

Yoongi: a babie but also the duality of this man.

Bright Vachirawit: putting how he is extremely attractive aside, bright is such a kind soul and literally the sweetest. I really wish the world treats him better, he deserves so much love 🥺💛

Wang Zhoucheng: finishing the untamed, I did not realise what a dork this guy was irl. His douyins are so cute and I am still not over the Harry Potter one like wzc??!! Cutie certified 10/10

Xuan Lu: I think we've established that I want her hand in marriage

Wen Qing: I forgot to add her picture but Wen Qing can step on me okay? Like I would so anything for her no questions asked. Miss Doctor Boss Lady can do anything.

Wei Wuxian: SUNSHINE PERSONIFIED. SEXY FLUTE BOY. ABSOLUTE GENIUS WHO HAS ZERO BRAINCELLS!

Xiao Zhan: 💖💛💜🧡💙🐱

Yibo: alright so in this essay i— fjfkg everyone knows my love for him so I'll just finish this off here 😂

tagging: @gremlinmetawin @purplexedhuman @morksuns @candicewright @nyx4 @wei-gege @veronaprincess @aheartfullofjolllly @manhasetardis (if you want to 💛 djfjf ik childhood crushes can be embarrassing lmao XD also ik hanyi tagged some of you but I'd love to see yours hehe)

[osamusriceballs]

Good(eve)ning Eve! see what I did there? I couldn’t resist the pun....I’ll see myself out....

Just checking in making sure you’re taking care of yourself and actually sleeping enough because I think our time difference is 6 hours (I’m in the US) so sometimes I’ll see you post at what is like 4am your time and I just glare at the screen (I’m not actually mad I promise I only glare because I care but you gotta sleep it’s so important). Don’t get me wrong, kinktober is all well and good but I think I’d speak for everyone when I say we’d prefer you to be well rested and relaxed even if it means you’re late with a fic. Your writing is great but we care more about you you know? Don’t ever feel pressured or like you have to get things out at a certain time ok? Okidoki

Anywho, take care of yourself, eat your favorite snack or just do something nice for yourself because you more than deserve it <3

Ps: I saw on my yoga ask you said I’m chill and that made me laugh because I’m literally just a 5’4” ball of anxiety but I appreciate that lol. Yoga does help though took a while to get into but I enjoy it a lot

Me after reading this:

Damn Ninjas 😭😭

PETER- YOU ARE THE CUTEST. Like- I’m not sure how to express my feelings rn, but you radiate so much caring energy, my heart gets so warm when I see your name on my phone, I’m just: 🥺😭💖💖

I did definitely not sleep enough these past few days, but don‘t worry! I‘ll try to go to sleep early today, and I hope that will fix it ✊🏻💖

Thank you for saying that 🥺 I think I just need to hear things like that from time to time. Like, I know that I‘m not obligated to post all fics in time, but I still somehow pressure myself, even if I know I shouldn‘t 😫😫 it‘s okay though, I accepted that I will not be able to post them all in time, and that’s fine by me! 💖

AND YOU‘RE 5,4 THAT‘S SO CUTE AHH 😫😫 you seem like an incredibly nice and calm person to me, I don’t get any anxiety vibes from you at all 🥺 You’re such a precious little (little at least to my 5,8 tall self 👈🏻✊🏻) sunshine, I’m sure that we would have gotten real good friends in real life too!! 💖💖🥺

LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!! I‘ll promise to take care of myself, if you also take good care of yourself!! 🥺💖 it‘s a give and take here!! 💖

PS: I LOVE THE PUN OMG, NO ONE EVER MADE IT BEFORE AHHH 💖😂😂