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eimids · 11 months

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No that we don’t talk

(Taylor’s version)

Leah x Reader and (Lucy x alexia x reader)

Based on this absolute BANGER of a song.

warnings: angst, asshole leah

Leah was once again going to a party with her teammates at arsenal. She’d been doing that a lot after cutting contact with you. You just saw the photos on her and some other teammates instagram. It hurt to see those. Maybe it was better that you just unfollowed her and her teammates.

Maybe she got anxious on the way home. Just like she used to when she was with you. But back then you were there to kiss away her worries. You were there to talk her through the long hours of night that pained her.

“I really shouldn’t have drank so much, now the media is going to have a field day tomorrow” She stressed in the car.

“You are an adult and allowed to drink. If the media posts something about you then let them. I love you and you are an amazing footballer, some stupid videos won’t change that”

But you didn’t bother to care anymore. Now that you didn’t talk.

You were at Barca and she was at Arsenal. You didn’t know why you thought it would ever work but still there was that piece of hope you held onto all those years. She would make you feel so special. First it was all platonic but during a drunken conversation she’d revealed to you that she liked you more than a friend.

“I really like you” Leah confessed to you as you were driving her back home from a bar.

“Like, I like like you. Not just as a friend” She continued quickly as she saw the confused look on your face.

“I think I like you too Lee” You simply answered.

Now she had grown her hair much longer. Even put a fringe on it. It looked good but for some reason you didn’t want her to change. You wanted her to stay just like you remember her. You wanted her to stay the same girl you fell in love with.

She looked like she was enjoying life. She looked like she wasn’t never bothered about your downfall. It made you angry. Why was she able to live and enjoy life normally and you were paying the price.

But you didn’t have a say anymore in her life. Now that you didn’t talk.

You even called your Alexia about the situation. She thought that it was for the best. She reminded you that whatever you did, Leah wouldn’t give the same back. She was never on the same page and didn’t give as much to the relationship. You were just her secret. For her eyes only.

“Lee baby I just want to be able to hold your hand in public, to kiss you without caring what others think”

“I know but it’s easier this way. Making us publicly would only make things more complicated” She tried to reason.

The more you gave of yourself, the less she cared. Now you had to pay the price of losing her. The price of letting yourself fall in love with her. The price of staying together although it drove you your falling point.

Now that you didn’t talk.

You to this day still don’t know what she told her friends about those long weekends she spent in Barcelona with you. You couldn’t pretend it’s platonic anymore so you just were suffering in the relationship. Leah had a strict rule about keeping the relationship a secret. You couldn’t tell quite literally anyone other than your parents and couple of friends.

“Yeah we haven’t seen in a while so I just visited her in Barca” Leah told her friends when they asked about her trip.

“Are you sure that there’s nothing else going on?” They would ask but Leah denied it.

Although you told couple of your friends, she didn’t tell anyone, like she was embarrassed of you. You were just her dear friend, nothing more nothing less. But in secret, she loved you more than anyone has ever before. She made you feel things you didn’t know you could feel. But only when it was just the two of you because you were just a friend.

You couldn’t be just a friend tho. Every time she introduced you as a friend, it was like a knife straight to your heart.

“Oh this is my best friend y/n” She would tell others as you gave a polite smile, heart breaking inside of your chest.

You called Lucia who listened when you cried to her. She told you to get it all of your chest. It hurt but your Lucy was always there for you. Being one of the only people who knew about the clandestine relationship. She reminded you of the way that Leah just faded away from yo more and more until there wasn’t a relationship anymore.

You couldn’t do it anymore. You were always the one to call her and make plans so when you didn’t, it was all over. There never was an official break up but things just froze between you. You didn’t want to be the only one who tried to keep the relationship alive.

“Leah I don’t know if I can do this anymore. We’ve being doing this for two years.” You sent her but got no answer.

Now that you didn’t talk.

You didn’t have to pretend you liked the country music she was always making you listen. Dragging you to conserts you didn’t really enjoy but went to just to spend time with her. You didn’t have to pretend it was in any way okay that she kept you as a secret. You didn’t have to accept the excuses she gave you for being a shitty girlfriend. You didn’t have to pretend that you were only her friend because now you weren’t anything to her.

Guess maybe you were better off.

The only way back to your dignity was to bring your next relationship into daylight. The two women who loved you more than Leah had ever were the lights of your life. They treated you better and weren’t scared of showing it. They were happy to show you off to the world for everyone to see.

“I’m in love with y/f/n” Lucy had one night yelled from a hotel window while Alexia was cuddling you

Guess this is how it was meant to be.

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i feel bad for making leah an asshole

#leah williamson #woso x reader #wlw post #woso fanfics #lucy bronze #alexia putellas #woso community #angst #taylor swift #now that we don't talk #i <3 taylor swift

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dailytunes6 · 8 months

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28.1.24 song of the day

how you get the girl by taylor swift <3

#such a jam #1989 is the jammiest album #the re-record isnt even that different #thx mother!!!#spotify #jillianlistens #song of the day #i <3 taylor swift #taylor swift #this song makes me go insane

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confessions-of-a-teenage-girlll · 1 year

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FINALLY

#taylor swift #august #foklore #i <3 taylor swift

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cametotheshowinsd · 8 months

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I love you, it's ruining my life.

THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT || April 19th, 2024

#taylor swift #tswiftedit #tswiftgif #the tortured poets department #ttpd #also tag #clara bow #wings 1927 #userelena #userleah #*merely based on the track titles*#okay I confess I just wanted to make a ttpd set and included Clara #my angel <3 #can't wait to cry to the song

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jakeperalta · 5 months

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genuinely the way taylor clearly falls hard and fast and hopelessly in love every single time is very endearing. writing "this happens once every few lifetimes" and "no one's ever had me, not like you" on the same album that covers the breakdown of two relationships that were also seemingly destined and life changing and unmatched by anyone else is exactly what makes her so good at writing about relationships. if a songwriter doesn't feel everything with their whole chest and throw their whole being into it then I don't want it

#i do think there's a more sad interpretation #in the sense of 'my whole past and every struggle led me to this person <3 except it fell apart...#but that's ok because really it was leading me to THIS person <3' etc #but like through her whole discography she's been the same and it's sweet #talking #taylor swift

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savagegood · 1 year

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