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mimiatmidnight · 2 years

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Hold on you mentioned a ninth grade friend the other day, but now you say you didn't have any friends at lunch. So you and Meghan both appropriating loser culture now? 🤔😂

Damn, good catch. Sometimes I forget people actually read my tags 💀 Haha ok so in high school I actually did have a relatively large group of friends (though I didn't feel particularly close to them, which is why I said I felt lonelier in high school even though I was part of a big social circle). Anyways the point is that we often didn't have the same lunch period, in which case yes I really did spend lunchtime in the library. It was actually quite nice. There were some days when I did have some friends at lunch to eat with together in the cafeteria and I kind of yearned for my quiet library time lmao

#high school was really when i learned the lesson of quality > quantity when it comes to social circles #because then in college i made two best friends immediately and we are an extremely tight trio to this day #and you know what i havent spoken to a single one of those high school friends since we graduated like four and half years ago #and im very happy with that 🤷🏻‍♀️#one thing you need to know about me is that i am truly my own best friend #i LOVE spending time by myself #my sister is second place haha #but other than her i have those 2 college besties as my friend group #and that is more than enough to fulfill my extremely low social meter needs #idk babes i was just built that way #and i like it 💁🏻‍♀️

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shuploc · 3 months

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Ai art?

Are you fucking joking?

Sorry, no, it is not and I find it so disrespectful you would even think to ask that. I have not and will NEVER touch anything AI related ever in my life, I think it's so utterly pointless and destructive and it frankly makes me wanna kill myself.

So no, it is not and never will be, and you can safely hold that to me for the rest of my existence. I really hope this is the last time someone asks me this.

#I really really hate to have to be that way' but my god #crazy how spending all this time teaching myself how to draw for literally decades-#and now people might just look at my stuff and shrug and go “well' that's cool' but a computer probably made that so I don't care”#not to bring it up again or whatever' but I have legitimately not been this depressed in ages since ai became mainstream #I hope it completely gets wiped off the face of the earth #I frankly do not care what it could/might be useful for #it's so exploitative and toxic and it completely ruins the fun of being a creative in every single way possible #good grief.#sorry lmao #but yeah' fuck no' and please just go through my stuff or my art tag and have a look yourself next time first before asking #that would be lovely

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lefthandarm-man · 3 months

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Bucky Barnes // The Winter Soldier Captain America: Civil War (2016)

the way he looks at steve (part 1, part 2, part 3)

(steve vers.)

#dailymarvelgifs #dailymarveledits #buckybarnesedit #bucky barnes #captain america #captain america: civil war #cacw #my gifs #sebastian stan #me: trying to make these gifs #the three lines on sebastian stans forehead: 👁️👁️#in case you dont remember the bottom left one is when steve and tony are watching footage of bucky killing tonys family <3 #we love the drama we love the heartbreak we love the terrible fear in buckys eyes #worried about tonys reaction but no doubt worried about steves as well #if the footage is gonna make steve feel or think about him differently #we love it we love to see it #i will come back to these later when i need to #for reasons #anyways im posting these at a weird time and all of these moments have been giffed to death already #but i had to do it myself. i had to spend several hours staring at these men being vaguely gay in each others direction #to Heal. you know how it is

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time-slink · 1 month

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its been a while since i showed any sketchbook stuff on here! spoilers its mostly trees

#slinky’s sketches #i LOVE drawing trees this is what i spend a good chunk of time doing #slightly doxxing myself via flora shrug #there’s probably a lot more i coukd show but i draw in like five different sketchbooks at once.. sob…

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gummi-ships · 8 months

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Kingdom Hearts 0.2 Birth by Sleep - A Fragmentary Passage - Castle Town

#kingdom hearts 0.2 birth by sleep a fragmentary passage #kh0.2 #castle town #castle of dreams #realm of darkness #scenery #my gif #this game is so beautiful and i love how dark and gloomy it is #it's unsettling to see how the water from the fountain and everything else is suspended in time #these lost worlds are all so lifeless and splintered #i should be used to it by now but the sudden upgrade in graphics always catches me off guard and i find myself-#spending a lot of time looking closely at all of the details #it's just so interesting to me to see the locations in these games portrayed in such a new visually distinct way #also this is my first time being able to play this game for myself. i used to have to watch the cutscenes online

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months

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Thank you all for voting in the poll to decide who was going to be the leader of the band! It turned out to be such a close race!

#poorly drawn mdzs #better drawn mdzs #mdzs #madam lan #A-qing #Band AU #(Reminder that Madam Lan's design inspiration goes to Qourmet!)#Madam Lan may have been the winner per vote count but there were so many strong advocates for A-Qing!#I played around with a few versions of what the 'poll winner' art was going to be and ultimately decided I wanted them both.#As any good theater love knows though - The battle for leadership was a ruse. They *all* get a chance to be featured.#Cooperation was the real end goal! However I do think these two have the best frontman energy of the group.#Or at least 'crowd favourite' energy. I also really loved hearing what people thought their vocal styles would be like!#This was probably one of my favourite polls to do and I love drawing these characters a lot B*)#I'd love to spend a bit more time in this AU so count on me bringing it back.#One thing I keep feeling like I need to redeem myself on is Madam Lan's Translucent skirt. I have *not* done the concept justice yet.#It is such a crack-platonic ship but I want to think Madam Lan and A-Qing would enjoy each other's company.#Possibly also with JYL as well. They can be like mutually beneficial therapy dogs to each other.#Madam Lan never got to see her kids grow up into teenagers after all. She only had sons. Never daughters.#Even if she saw her kids once a month we do know she treated them with so much love and kindness.#She would bite the shit out of YZY for yelling at JYL. What a sight to see. A-Qing would also start biting (for fun).

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knowlesian · 4 months

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in most if perhaps not all cases, i feel like “how is this piece of media handling what it’s depicting” is a much more productive and better question to ask than a blanket “what does it depict”

#attempting to write about media means i just spend a lot of time asking myself questions #aka yj my love your continual thoughtful engagement with things that could potentially go Very Wrong thrills me

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gravedigg · 5 months

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And there he lies, dripped in pearls...

full piece on my twitter

#i just thought hed look lovely in a pearl necklace idk what to tell you #trying to dedicate myself to spending more time on lighting and backgrounds cause im usually soooo lazy about it #virgil acheron #modern au #oc art #ocs #original character #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #durge #durgedurge #acherye #and a little virgildarin...#my boy contains multitudes #my art #hope this posts okay #praying

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deoidesign · 6 months

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I've been told my comic feels like it was written by AI.

I suppose I'm not trying to be groundbreaking. I'm not interested in pioneering genres. I'm not writing for the purpose of literary analysis.

But written by AI...?

I'm already someone who has my humanity questioned. My identity erased. My existence disrespected. It could be worse. Anything could be worse.

But AI?

I spend weeks writing single scenes, toiling over the implications of single lines. I have goals. My writing has intent.

If you cared to read deeper, perhaps you'd see the themes. Maybe then you'd see the value. If you tried to analyze it maybe you'd see something there.

Maybe you'd see me.

Someone told me my comic seemed like it was written by AI.

And my humanity was denied one step further in that my voice was not seen in the work I've poured years of my life into.

#this is a comment that has bothered me for... a long time.#it really sat with me.#its insulting of course...#but i get insults all the time #thats not what bothered me.#there was something more to it #something more to how this hurt my feelings and why it lingered so long in my mind #and i think its because of this.#it removes me. it removes my humanity.#in a world where i already feel so invisible and invalidated #where i express myself. my love. through my work #to be told it seems like something a literal robot coild make #a conglomeration of marketable ideas #god. jts so insulting on a completely other level.#its straight up dehumanizing #so. watch the things you say seem like ai #when its actually made by an artist #especially if you know that it was made bh someone #they have a heart an theyre trying to show it to you #i know its not that deep or whatever.#but isnt it?#isnt the point of our art to connect to others? to love them? to spend time with them??#im being dramatic #but i also care #and sometimes a little extra drama is what gets my ideas across.#i would know #im a writer

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puppyeared · 2 months

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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way

#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION #listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc #time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our #own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that #and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt #wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal #whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it #i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in #the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time #but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every #day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more #of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts #i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head #than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well #being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own #like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it #and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo #and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience #the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes #no offense krobus #yapping #stardew #stardew valley #puppy plays sdv #sdv #this game has me by the ankles man

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idanit · 8 months

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what HO—

#jeeves and wooster #jeeves #reginald jeeves #bertie wooster #jooster #pg wodehouse #lowkey annoyed with myself for falling into this fandom #the fic quality is TOP notch but this is way more time spent among the upper classes of imperial Britain than i ever cared to spend #it seems that all you have to do is dump some guy adjacent characters into XIX/XXc London and I will love them #(and I do love them)#Bertie is an ace/gay/bi icon #anyway this was drawn without references so if they look off that's why #idanit draws #idanit makes

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horsemeatluvr23 · 4 months

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the juppet !! i just realised he is jerma posing i swear that was unintentional...... i spent so long digging thru muppet concept art and looking at old puppet designs just to end up doing a rly simple drawing but. i love joehills!! i have only been watching them for like 4 years but their videos r so special to me :3

#i would love to do a more complex drawing inspired by muppet concept art at some point... just wanted to give myself a bit of a break #i've been spending So much time on these drawings every day n it's not really sustainable for me to be spending multiple hours every day #when i have so much work i should be doing...... but i rly enjoyed this silly little muppet even if it's v simple for my standards #tbh i'm surprised i even made it this far into the challenge.. we're like two thirds in ?!!?!#i've only ever completed an art challenge once and that was inktober in 2018... and those were SIMPLE drawings #my standards are a lot higher than they were 6 years ago... but also there's extra pressure because i'm posting these #and i know i don't Have to post them but. it's a way of keeping myself accountable because i am terrible at that without outside motivation #omg why do i always ramble So much in tags this is ridiculous i'm so sorry if anyone actually reads these....#anyways i rly hope my people drawing skills r improving..#i doubt there will be noticable difference but i hope i feel at least a little more confident by the end of this #hermitaday #horsemeatluvr does hermitaday #horsemeat gallery #joehills #joehills fanart #joe hills #joe hills fanart #hermitcraft #traditional art #unedited sketchbook drawings 4 the win (i've given up on scanning n editing these or even taking them in proper lighting... too much effort)#i'm just a little guy

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alicornze7 · 6 months

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Have this drawing of a scene from @denny-artsss’s fanfic

There would have been another one but I can't bring myself to lineart it rn

Please don't ask questions...

#Don't look at me #Ribbun #fanfic fanart #tadc gangle #tadc jax #This particular scene is pretty detailed in it's description #I AM NOT INTO THIS STUFF #ERMM IM ACTUALLY ASEXUAL🤓👆#Motivation went yeet #I blame the exams #They took away my artistic motivation:(#But rlly I was thinking of like this cozy/romantic bath thingy with rose petals and scented candles #Except the only other date is myself left alone with my thoughts #I love spending time with me #self care is important

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sweetgaleria · 1 year

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Help a college student graduate by answering a survey!!

Hey!! Are you over 18 and in the miraculous fandom? Then this is for you!!

Hi everyone, this is my last semester of uni, and one of my final projects to be able to graduate is to write a scientific paper. I'm writing an article about adult fans of children's animation, specifically Miraculous Ladybug. My goal is to understand what makes adults (like us) want to join fandoms centered around shows aimed primarily at children, and to do that I'd love to hear directly from the source! The survey takes around 10 minutes to answer, it's 100% anonymous and it would help me immensely!

>>Click here for the survey<<

I need at least 30 people to answer, but honestly the more the merrier! I've also made a little thank you gif at the end, so if you see it let me know! If you have any questions feel free to send me an ask, as well!

Please reblog so it can reach more people! Thank you so much!

#what do we love (or hate!! I know people are here bc they dont like the show as much too) abt miraculous that #makes us want to spend so much time thinking and creating things for and about it?#miraculous ladybug #i am once again asking for your support #insert bernie sanders meme here #alskdjasd #no but really if you answer this it would help me so so much #and i'll be so thankful #i will reblog this post a bit frequently so please be patient with me 😭😭#also the point of this is not to shame anyone for watching kid's shows in any shape or form #i just love animation and kids cartoons too #my first intentions with this research were to ask why do we mostly view animation as a kid's genre instead of a technique to tell stories #in the west at least #but it was too broad of a question and I dont have enough time to dedicate myself to it #so i narrowed it down to something i'm familiar with #which is why i went for #so uh anyway #pls reblog #and answer my survey #thank you so much

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moonkhao · 1 month

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hi.

#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone #but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3 #it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere #like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july #which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault #i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY #anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like #flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation #i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D #and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen #it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold #(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all #like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love #ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place #anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls #and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE #he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual #i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now #i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3 #AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks #@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3

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everyonesadoptivedad · 3 months

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sketch dump from one of my favorite moments :> ✨

((done listening to this ))

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