#i am Hopeless

[living-force]

sadly, there's not enough charles xavier, erik lehnsherr, cherik and peter maximoff content on this hellsite (affectionate) to satisfy my screaming adhd brain that choose to hyperfixate on the xmen movies and fall in love with yet again three fictional characters that are absolute trainwrecks.

[lastofthe20thcenturygirls]

there are characters who want to become king and those who don't want to and then there's ka zuigetsu who doesn't want to rule so fucking bad that he the crown prince willingly pretended to be a eunuch for whole six years and when even that wasn't enough he went as far as to brand himself like 💀

[wizardcurse]

I should check tumblr -> oh. I really don't like how my theme and blog looks -> I should make it feel more like me -> what is me, anyway? how do I want to present to others? are my name and pronouns right? do I want to be seen? -> avoid tumblr

[neptune-scythe]

me: ah yes once I'm done with my 911 rewatch I can get back to those other 6 shows I was in the middle of, or start one of the three on my watch list

also me: ah I just finished 911? guess I'll watch tsunami arch, omg gotta get survivors in there too, aw you know what gotta watch there goes the groom again, whelp you know I might as well just start from the beginning and watch all of them

[longer-than-i-should-admit]

Not me updating my Keep to make sure I have a save state ready lol

[jerzwriter]

Me at the end of 2023: In 2024 I need to diversify. Sure, it was cool that Hozier and Noah were all but 1 song in my top 10 this year. But it is time to branch out.

Me in 2024:

[nemkero]

How do you study?

if you mean for sch**l.. i dont.... (looks away in tears)

BUT IF YOU MEAN FOR ART!!!!

... i still dont

[stardustbee]

Hi

I made an side blog because...

I am weak and I simp for many fictional men and women

This one is mostly for the walking dead atm but might be I'll be putting some more stuff in there

@badbadbee

[beingaseablob]

me, sitting down in a café with my laptop, pretending to be an author (i'm writing waltjesse fanfiction)

[anxious-witch]

Me, trying to make a basic outline of the fic: ah yes, a soulmate au with where one person who doesn't immediately tell the other they are soulmates bc if trauma and they hook up at some point.

What do you mean I just wrote the same thing for jance? This is bojere

[worldismyne]

I should be writing two other things and also sleeping right now. But no, pride called for rarepair shenanigans (I never learn) and I could not sit on it any longer.

Now there are two fics on Ao3 for Patty x Soul

Fanart is soon to follow.

[koravelliumavast]

i cant study while listening to songs with lyrics they get in my head. i cant study while listening to soundtracks i start to pay attention to the repeated motifs throughout the soundtrack. watching something isn't it. i get distracted there as well. and silence? fat chance.

[wastedonthesebutterflies]

73 pins.

[purble-gaymer]

the world is about to witness our horrible failure to cook spaghetti unsupervised for the first time

[unsociable-and-taciturn]

love how my crushes progressively get less likely to happen, like first it was my friend, then my married fitness coach and now it’s Jodie Comer

[spencereliotwinchester]

A Leverage fanfic made me try again to like (and watch) The Lord of the Rings movies. I have wanted to love LoTR since they came out, but there were always too many characters for me to keep straight and the storyline was confusing.

Last weekend, I watched all three Extended Edition LoTR Movies and god bless my husband and brother for helping me along.

Some highlights:

1. Took me three movies to remember and say correctly “Isildur”, for 75% of the three it was “Ilsidor” (Bonus: Saruman was Solomon for a bit)

2. Had to watch an hour of Fellowship thrice (the part where they take Frodo to the elves), because I had trouble understanding and being able to distinguish Aragorn and Boromir from each other.

3. Constant complaints that characters names were far too similar. Examples: Sauron and Saruman, Arwen and Èowyn, Aragorn and Arathorn.

4. Bafflement from my brother because by the end of the first movie I could tell Merry apart from Pippin, but was still having trouble with Saruman and Sauron.

5. My favorite characters are Aragorn and Elrond.

My husband is probably the most PATIENT person on this planet for sitting through his favorite movies with me because, well, this type of stuff happens with nearly every movie.

We can go see the Marvel/DC movies in theatre, but as soon as we’re out, my husband will have to explain the ENTIRE movie again. A lot of times we wait until they come to a streaming service so we can pause and rewind.

I’ll save the X-Men debacle from last night for another post 🤣