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[neptune-scythe]

[theoncologistof911dispatch]

[snowviolettwhite]

[vigilante-3073]

All Those Who Go Unnoticed

Evan Buckley x Female Reader

Summary: Evan Buckley has always been left behind and forgotten about. What happens when someone finally decides to stay?

TW: Mentions of neglect and self-deprecating thoughts, angst, friends to lovers.

Evan Buckley was born to serve a purpose that he could not fulfill. His parents only had another child in a futile attempt to save his older brother Daniel. After his brother had passed away, Buck's parents treated him like he was a waste of space. Everything he did was wrong and he couldn't seem to ever find himself in their good graces.

Buck relied on his older sister Maddie for years until she eventually left him behind to start a life of her own. Buck left home as soon as he could, but struggled to find himself for years. He bounced between jobs in search of something that could make him feel like he mattered.

Everything fell into place when he decided to become a firefighter.

Buck loved his job at the 118, he saved lives everyday with some of the most amazing people he had ever met. He found a family that valued him and treated him how he deserved to be treated. Despite having everything he had spent his life searching for, Buck still felt like nothing he did was good enough.

He could have been smarter. He could have been faster. He could have done more.

Buck had never told anyone how critical he could be of himself. It was something that he always dealt with, definitely a mindset created by his parents.

Buck always felt like he had to prove himself and show everyone that he had value. It was a never-ending quest that weighed on him heavily.

Y/N had quickly become Buck's best friend when he joined the 118 all those years ago. She was a firefighter-paramedic and she was great at her job. Y/N never doubted herself and Buck admired her tenacity, especially when people challenged her in the field.

Y/N and Buck hardly went a day without seeing each other. He felt like his day wasn't complete until he talked to her.

They were the kind of friends that could have a 4-hour long video call while doing chores around the house or spend all day just chatting about nothing in particular. They knew everything there was to know about each other and seemed to share a brain at times.

Buck had never felt seen until he met Y/N.

Y/N always brought him into conversations or found her way over to him when she could tell he was pulling back. Y/N knew about how hard Buck could be on himself, she could tell when he was overthinking and was able to pull him out of that mindset.

"You need to be kinder to yourself, Buck," Y/N had told him one night when he was alone in the locker room after a rough shift.

"I'll try," He had replied.

Buck thought about that interaction quite often, he was always beating himself up for things he had little control over and it needed to end.

It was a hard cycle to break, but he was trying, and he was trying because of her.

...

Buck watched Y/N talk animatedly to Hen and Karen about a book they had all been reading. They laughed loudly at something she said before Hen began sharing her own thoughts on the book.

Y/N looked over, locking eyes with Buck from across the yard and sending him a small wave with a smile. He waved back, watching her as she returned to her conversation.

Bobby took a seat at the patio table beside Buck, "So, when are you gonna ask her out?" He questioned.

Buck's eyebrows raised, "Oh, no, I was just-," He started, "Save the excuse, I can tell that you like her as more than a friend," Bobby said with a knowing smile.

Buck looked down at the table with a sigh, picking at the label on his beer bottle with his thumb nail, "She's way too good for me," Buck said.

"What makes you say that?" Bobby asked.

Buck shrugged, "She's amazing and I'm just me... I don't deserve her," He stated.

"Buck, you're a good guy but you need to know when to get out of your own way. Don't overthink it, just ask her out. I'm almost 100% sure she would say yes if you asked her out on a date," Bobby assured.

"Almost 100%?" Buck asked.

"99.9% sure," Bobby amended.

Buck looked over at her to find her making her way over to the cooler full of drinks. He stood up from his seat and made his way over to her.

"Hey," He greeted.

"Hey, I was wondering when you were gonna stop hiding away in the corner," Y/N teased.

"Can I ask you something?" Buck questioned, "Of course," Y/N replied.

"Um, you can totally tell me if I'm looking at this the wrong way, but is there something- I don't know... Is there something more than friendship between us?" He asked.

"Do you want there to be something more?" Y/N asked.

"I think I do," Buck answered hesitantly.

Relief washed over him when a smile broke out across her face, "I do too," She said.

"Oh my god, you have no idea how fast my heart is beating right now," Buck said, huffing out a soft laugh.

Y/N rested her hand on his chest, feeling his heart pound against her palm, "You really weren't kidding. Do you need to sit down?" She asked.

"No, I'm good. I just- Will you go out on a date with me?" He questioned, resting his hand over her's on his chest.

"Of course I'll go out with you, Buck," Y/N replied.

...

Y/N and Buck had been dating for almost a year, she had moved into his apartment and everything seemed amazing. Buck still felt like he was waiting for the day she found someone better and left him in the dust, but she chose him each and every day.

Buck had never felt like the center of attention, he always went above and beyond to be noticed, but it was effortless with Y/N. Buck felt like he was being seen after a lifetime of feeling invisible and it was the best feeling in the world. He couldn't think of a way to repay Y/N for bringing him to life again.

Until he did.

He sat at a table in the busy coffee shop, a mug of coffee sat on the table in front of him. Buck felt jittery and he had yet to take a single sip of the hot beverage, instead choosing to watch the door closely. Buck straightened up in his seat as Maddie made her way into the establishment. She walked through the tables before sitting down in the chair across from him.

"Where's Y/N? Is she not coming?" Maddie asked.

"Um, no, actually. I kinda needed some time to talk to you... Alone," Buck said hesitantly, grimacing at his own awkwardness.

Maddie gasped, "Are you going to propose to Y/N?" She asked.

Buck's face fell, "How did you know that? I didn't even say anything yet," He questioned.

"I just knew," Maddie grinned, "Aw, Buck, this is so exciting!" She said.

"Yeah, I've been thinking about it for a while now. I mean, with everything we've gone through this year, I don't want to spend anymore time not being together, y'know?" Buck questioned.

"I do," Maddie said.

"I think she's my person, Maddie," Buck admitted.

Maddie smiled, her eyes glossing over with happy tears, "She definitely is, Evan," She said.

"I was wondering if you had some time today to help me pick out a ring. I've looked around a little bit, but I'm kinda useless at this stuff," He said.

"Of course I'll help. Do you have any idea what kind of ring she may want?" Maddie asked.

"I think she likes the ones with the jewel that's shaped like an egg," Buck said slowly.

"This is going to be a very long and expensive day for you, little brother," Maddie sighed with a smile.

[bi-bi-bi-buckley]

I need to know if I'm either the slowest person and this was the whole point or if I'm just crazy but-

Bobby lost a daughter and a son. I think the show is supposed to have May and Henry fill those roles, but I think it's Buck and Hen.

It's just one scene that is so specific to this idea but it's the scene when Buck and Hen save him from his addiction. You have this man falling apart because he lost his family, he lost a son and a daughter, only to saved by his team members, his family.

On top of all of that, there is no denying that Buck is Bobby's son, and that Hen and Buck are siblings.

Long story short I have many emotions about this family and I love them all so very much.

[dragcnbreak]

+ postscript:

about soulmate marks . . .

a quote by michelangelo / 9-1-1 7x10 / a transcript of ryan’s arm band tattoo / 9-1-1 6x05 / a transcript of a tattoo on oliver’s left calf / 9-1-1 3x03 / wikipedia / 9-1-1 2x01 / 9-1-1 4x14 bts / a tattoo on oliver’s right shoulder / celebrity family feud 10x09

[elizabethsnuts]

Hey girl 🌸, I just found your blog and saw that you write stories for 9-1-1 Daughter!Reader.

What do you think about Buck being a single father of Y/N, a pre-teen who is maybe only 13 years old and gets her period for the first time at school. Then the school calls Buck and explains to him what happened and why he has to come and pick her up. But before he picks her up, he stops at the pharmacy and buys the most important things. At home, he calms Y/N down and explains to her that this is all normal and that her body is changing. At the end, they cuddle up on the couch, drink hot chocolate and watch a Disney film.

I could really imagine something like that for Buck and besides, who wouldn't want to have such a great father who is so understanding and caring?! Maybe this idea is something for you and you can bring it to life.

Growing Up

Evan Buckley x Daughter!Reader

Summary: You get your first period during school and your dad comes to your rescue.

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Growing up without a mother meant that you didn’t really have a female figure in your life to talk to and explain to you what happens to a girl's body when they go through puberty and the stages of when you grow up. Buck had been meaning to explain it to you, though he wasn’t sure when the right time was and how to do it properly without scaring you or confusing you.

You had somewhat of an idea of what a period was, learning about it in health class but that’s about it. It wasn’t something that you thought about all the time so you kind of pushed it to the back of your head, not wanting to worry about something that wasn’t happening yet. Though now it did happen, while you were sitting in class.

It had started out as a cramping in your lower abdomen, you chalked it up to just some average stomach ache. But as the class went on the cramping got more intense that you had to excuse yourself to the bathroom.

The moment you stepped into the girl's bathroom and in front of the mirror, you immediately saw the blood staining your pants. Panic ran through you, you were too shocked to think clearly about what could be happening, instead just thinking that all this blood probably meant you were dying. You quickly tied your sweater around your waist and left the bathroom, running to the nurse.

Buck was at the firehouse, everyone was finally able to have lunch without being interrupted by the loud alarm signalling a call. Just as he sat down at the table with his plate of food, his phone suddenly buzzed in his pocket. He sighed and fished his phone out, annoyed that he got interrupted just as he was able to eat his food, yet again. However, his expression quickly turned to mild concern as he saw it was your school calling.

He picked up the call, holding his phone up to his ear. “Hello? This is Evan.”

The voice of your school nurse immediately came from the other end. “Hello, Mr Buckley. It’s the school nurse speaking, nothing to worry about. I just have Y/N in the nurse's office, she has just gotten her period. We were hoping you could come pick her up. I have given her some pads and a heat pack so she’s alright for the minute.”

Buck's face dropped, his concern for you growing. He knew getting a period was absolutely normal and part of being a girl, but he still couldn’t help but feel worried for you. “Yeah, yeah, I’ll be there soon.” He got Bobby to let him leave his shift early so he could come pick you up from school.

He made a quick stop at the pharmacy before he got to your school, making sure to pick up some pads and pain relief, also sneaking in a couple of chocolate bars to cheer you up a bit.

Buck eventually arrived at your school, heading through the gates and walking into the nurse’s office. He saw you lying on one of the beds, a heat pack on your abdomen. “Hey Y/N… you okay, sweetheart?”

You looked up when you heard your dad's voice, standing up slowly to hug him. “Mhm… just want you.”

Buck tightened his hug around you, rubbing your back gently. “I know honey, we’ll head home, alright?” He looked over at the nurse and gave her a thankful smile. “Thanks for calling me.”

The nurse nodded and finished signing you out, a sympathetic smile on her face. “It’s not a problem. I hope you feel better Y/N.”

You mumbled a ‘thank you’ to the school nurse as you left with Buck, walking slowly to not further pain your stomach which was plagued with cramps. When the two of you got home, Buck had set you on the couch, giving you his own heat pack to use. He could see the distressed look on your face so he sat down next to you, putting a comforting hand on your back.

“I know this is scary, sweetheart. This is new and it’s all frightening, but I promise that everything’s okay. Your body’s changing, you’re growing up and I know it feels so unfair and I can’t imagine what it’d be like. But I want you to know that I’m here for you.” Buck explained softly, looking at you gently.

You nodded with a small smile, hugging him tightly, your head resting against his shoulder. “I love you, Dad.”

Buck returned the smile, gently kissing your forehead. “I love you too, beautiful girl. Now how about you pick a movie while I make us some hot chocolate?” He said as he stood up.

You nodded, your smile growing. “Okay! Extra marshmallows?” You asked with a cheeky grin.

Buck laughed, nodding his head as he moved into the kitchen. “Maybe…”

The two of you eventually settled on the couch with blankets and hot chocolate, Buck getting you some pain relief as well as you pressed play on your favourite movie. You would never trade your dad for anything in the world, he was the best beyond words.

[ak-rye-47]

The 118 and Tommy at the Medal ceremony with Captain Gerard.

Gerard: *looking at Tommy mumbling*

" Huh! that f*ggot is getting a medal now? for what? being a driver?"

Buck in the background : *Twitching*

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Investigator : " So you killed him?".

Buck: " Yes "

Investigator: " And you tortured him first?"

Buck : " Ofcourse"

[hug-kiss-marry-kill]

[obsessednuisance]

Thank you tumblr for the grief counseling: heartwrenching gif-set, memes and literal anger issues.

[evansbuckle]

who’s the best 9-1-1 character and why is it Christopher?

[neptune-scythe]

[theoncologistof911dispatch]

What still gets me to this day is the fact Maddie was the only Buckley child alive for 3 minutes and 17 seconds AND SHE DIDN'T KNOW IT

[snowviolettwhite]

Buck beating the tall boy stereotypes by hating basketball and being terrible at it.

[nether-moth]

EDDIE DIAZ IS DEMIROMANTIC

K bye

[couldtheyescortelliewilliams]

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