I need to go to merricat's hiding place. that would fix me I think.
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i don’t think i’ll ever grasp the concept of wanting to have a future, all i’ve ever known is exhaustion and yeah there’s good parts but at the end of the day is it worth all the bad? i wouldn’t wish this kind of exhaustion on anyone, so how can i be expected to want a future when all i’ve known is the exact thing i try to avoid?
why do i force myself to keep going? putting all of my faith and hope onto the chance things get better, and i feel better.
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being autistically attached to smth is sooo fun until it gets taken away from u and it feels it was pulled directly out of ur stomach and u can’t tell normal ppl how strongly ur reacting to it bc they wouldn’t understand so instead u just get to fight the urge to throw up about it indefinitely<3
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a concerning amount of witchblr will be like "um actually new years was stolen by europeans from the ancient god scroobus mcdoobus" and then you actually try to research scroobus mcdoobus and it turns out he was invented in the 1940s by a conspiracy theorist who powdered every meal with ketamine and thinks that queer people are reincarnated fish
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my favorite onedrive quirk is when they email me over several days every march and I'm like oh, I know exactly what these emails are for! pictures of someone who is dead now! thanks for reminding me!
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i'm in the perfect angst writing mood! i say, tears filling my eyes.
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looks at the ethics board with my big wide autistic eyes and they say fineee you can do human experiments and i say YAYYY :3 !!!!!!!
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one important thing that Must be understood about interpersonal relationships is that you have to stop interacting with people who love you like they’re one slip-up away from leaving you. you have to trust that the ppl you love mean what they say. you have to believe that when they say “this hurt my feelings,” that they’re also saying, “can you please love me this other way next time?” and you have to wrap your head around the fact that even if you don’t understand Why someone loves you, you can accept that that they do. true, honest, & open love does not function like hp in a video game !!!!!!
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