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figueroths · 2 months

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funniest fucking uno reverse on earth

#iconic just absolute king shit #i am not done watching but i am in tears #emily saying just ask him and he’ll tell you to do it MWAH #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy spoilers

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kicktwine · 2 months

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I don’t think I’d be right if I said “if fordola was a guy way more people would like her” because the way she’s built isn’t quite…. Compatible? Maybe? but whatever I AM number one fordola enjoyer and fordola defender and will say completely out there things because of her. Not because I think she’s blameless. she did everything wrong and she’s kinda terrible and her current affliction of reliving her own war crimes through the eyes of the people she hurt is incredible poetic justice . that’s why I like her <3<333 I think she’s a really, really good character. The healer rolequest is making me so happy

#terrible woman caught between wanting always wanting to do good and right. and dull to the terrible things she’s done. and forced to #confront herself through a new lens. and not being apologetic for doing what she thought was right and good. And realizing too late that #the empire slowly; surely dragged her low enough to be blind to how awful she was. and recognizing that she swam deeper on her own #LOVE her. she’s so angry #play game #ffxiv spoilers #I don’t think she can ever be redeemed and I don’t want her to be. I just want her to be like. th- content. I wish her contentment #I don’t have a level 90 healer I am watching Someone Else. If I get a level 90 healer it’ll be way in the future due to sweat and tears #EDIT: SHE SMIIILLLEEEDDD

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baeshijima · 5 months

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it is now officially the 25th which means...

merry christmas everyone !!! regardless of whether u celebrate or not, i hope u all have a lovely day with whoever u spend it with or with urself <33

#sophie's idle chatter #this is scheduled so im HOPING it posts at 12 am.... prays....#i havent been super active in the past month or two bc life is kicking my ass (<- has said this countless times already but its still true)#also !! i see asks and ill try and answer them when i actually have the time and energy 😭 ik i say this a lot but ive been drained good god #(not so) mini life updates :#the new lovebrush chronicles main story update has made me weep so much... ive done both clarence and ayns routes and....#my god.... this story is darker and honestly im loving it AND i love how they did the chara roles in this world (alkaid... ourgh...)#my tear glands arent tho bc ayn ending 3.... what the fuck was that i couldnt sleep after doing that ending??? ITS WAS SO SAD AND FOR WHATF #currently having to wait until the 27th so i can do lars route 😔#the recent ep of apothecary diaries.... ourgh my heart.... jinshi and maomao beloveds :((#oh !! and ive gotten back into my ace of diamonds/daiya no ace phase and have been rewatching the series...#sobbing chris and yuki and miyuki my beloveds.... kissing ur foreheads and holding u gently.....#the way i got back into it bc im catching up on s2 of a clean sweep (a korean baseball variety show that i love with all my heart ;w;)#my mum is a traitor tho bc she watched every new ep that came out on tuesdays while i was in uni 🧍‍♀️ so now im catching up on the 30 eps #on my own 🧍‍♀️#OMG AND ALSO DR STONE S3??? WHY WAS I NOT NOTIFIED THAT PART 1 CAME OUT MONTHS AGO AND PART 2 WAS MORE RECENT???#i havent been doing that much writing recently tho bc the fingers wont type but the brain is exploding with ideas i cannot handle this #i do want to get back to the haitham sxf series tho.... and also my oc various x reader series.......#tbh ive been contemplating abt publishing the haitham series on ao3 once i write more chapters before publishing them #idk i feel like the series would be nice to have on ao3 as well as tumblr JHDG #thats abt it i think?#anywho if u read this far then know i am giving u a warm cookie as a condolence prize for getting through this life dump <33 #ill leave it off here but i hope u all have a lovely day !! mwah mwah merry chrysler everyone 🎄🫶#queue... ueueue

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hella1975 · 5 months

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i feel like i need to do laps of the house rn i have so much to talk to you guys about and idk where to start

#going from insisting on updating you freaks on every stupid little detail of my day to NO CONTACT for two months is insane actually #im here like 'i NEED to catch them up on my life' when in reality it's like. i want to tell you about my breakfast #but there was also fandom shit that i missed like HELLO LIVE ACTION ATLA TRAILER. HOW WE FEELING #INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i hate to clown on myself but. i am excited #i know I KNOW it's gonna be bad stop YELLING AT ME but i literally teared up watching the trailer whatever WHAT EVER!#those are the sillies. MY sillies. zuko is right there. with his weirdly small scar 🤨 AND AZULA!!#a lot of people are hating on the casting choice bc of how young she looks but personally i LOVE IT #like it's harder to convey that kind of youth in animation and i think that's why her character gets done so dirty by the fandom so often #so knowing we're gonna be forced to see a girl who actually LOOKS YOUNG is bonkers im GOING to cry #i can barely survive the last agni kai as it is. im just a girl in the world #OH AND ALSO. AFTG FANDOM HOW ARE WE. I REACTED REALLY NORMALLY ID SAY #VERY AVERAGE REACTION FROM ME

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year

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So I saw this show I used to watch as a kid on a streaming service, Hoarders, and it's about, as you'd assume, people who compulsively hoard.

When I watched that show as a kid, I remember how you were invited to almost... judge these people, "Oh, how could you live like that?! I'm glad that's not my house..." and I remember this shock factor that sunk you into the episode, at least in the early seasons.

I think it's a product of the attitude we have about these sorts of things. When I look at that now, all I see is trauma, people who are suffering, and then essentially being shamed on television, no less. It just feels like watching somebody at their lowest for an hour, recounting trauma, disability, loss and grief, mental illness, and so many things.

#mental health #mental health advocacy #ask to tag #man though... i was super young when i actually watched that series though like this is like maybe 2010 we're talking #and look maybe i'm a hashtag snowflake who is too concerned about this shit but... i'd rather be a snowflake #i just remember the tears and the person who was compulsively hoarding being stressed and pressured #and it just makes me think about how entitled people are about mentally ill people #i'm not saying that these people didn't need help. i'm just saying that a camera crew probably shouldn't be part of it #i think about my worst episodes of mental illness and it's like would i have wanted a camera crew? like even if i had said yes in the past #i just think it's complex and nuanced and that's why i'm not trying to shame anyone about this based on opinion #i concede that i am not an expert and i also can say that i personally don't think it (the show) was done in good faith every time #feel like my words may/will be misinterpreted/misrepresented about this but i hold true #like i tried watching an episode just in case i was wrong and. i was not having a good time. even when the expert they got came on #really didn't like the way she introduced herself with 'ooh i KNEW i came to the right place when i saw the yard' like it was funny :/

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matchandelure · 11 days

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binge read all of kaiju no 8 a couple days ago :::) and im all caught up w the anime now too i am hooked holy

#haha i start my internship in a couple days so im feeling really shitty and anxious and need to bury my feelings w new media #I LOVE THIS SERIES??!!! A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i didnt do research before starting the anime like i usually do..so i had zero idea who the voice actors were #BUT THEN I HEARD HOSHINA SAY ONE LINE AND WAS IMMEDIATELY LIKE. ASAGIRI GEN IS THAT YOU?!?!??!?@??@?@!?!!?!?!!!#IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND OOOOOOOH THE ACCENT IS PERFECT!!!!!#hoshina is my favourite.....silly guy who wields his sword for fun... i also caught up with b side bc i heard he was the main #and i cried lol...#also cried a couple more times during my run through the manga haha #kafka... ohhhhh kafka as a protag!!!!!! HES SO SO AMAZING #guy in his 30s fueld by a promise w his childhood friend to stand next to her and eliminate all the monsters #THE WAY HE CARES SO MUCH ;O; THE IMPACT HES HAD ON BOTH RENO AND KIKORU #KIKORU MY DAUGHTER ;O; SHES DONE SO MUCH SHES DONE SO WELL SHES AMAZING SHE DESERVES SO MUCH PRAISE AND LOVE #yea....i like these guys i think they are very very cool I CANNOT WAIT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THEM #honestly kn8 episodes are gonna be what gets me through the weeks now...#both these eps and ALSO THE NEW TOURABU ANIME BUT IM SO SAD ITS ENDING IN 3 MROE EPS :(((#literally either teared up cried or screamed or all 3 a ton as i watched each episode tkrb will always cheer me up #i am gods most predictable pathetically weak soldier i saw hoshina who smiles like ranpo and laughs and jokes around constantly and yet als #has this huge sense of like... what is my purpose. what is my proof of existence. how can i be asked to just drop the one thing that ive #kept at all my life. thats all i have out here thats the only way for me to save people and prove i existed #that keeps me this role in this force in this organization and this is all i ahve to live for #HES SO URUHRHTUGHGSDFKJFK #GUY WHO ON THE SURFACE SEEMS SO HAPPY GO LUCKY AND SIMPLE WHO SHOUDLERS AND KEEPS SO MUCH TO HIMSELF WHO IS SO PASSIONATE ABOUT ONE THING #THAT HAS SHAPED HIS ENTIRE LIFE WHO CARES SO SO MUCH AND JUST WANTS TO DO WHATEVER HE CAN BECAUSE ITS ALL HE CAN DO #i discovered bsd when i was 14 years old discovered ranpo bsd and was never the same #comfort character fr actually..so comfort character that it transcends just the one series #lol enough rambling i shall go back to playing hades watching one piece with kn8 manga tab open split screen style and listening to p3r #soundtrack so that i can stop thinking and forget that i am actually somehow a person #willows rambling branch

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thatoneluckybee · 1 month

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hey hey hey this is random but the funniest two things just happened in order

guess who just had an app downloaded on her phone for some reason by a parent

guess who also just learned there’s an app that turns your watch into essentially a light Human Shock Collar

#KLMAOOOO IM SORRY BUT THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING I dIDNT GET CONTEXT FOR A SOLID FIVE MINUTES AND WAS SO CONFUSED #so parents found out about trich a few weeks ago and are convinced that some app they found can fix it because thats normal #so im not gonna wear the watch for a week (its meant to vibrate whenever it “detects” my hand near my head for whatever reason) so it looks #like it doesnt work and i can delete it (they aint paying money for this if it dont work)#THEY PAID REAL HUMAN MONEY FOR GTHIS I AM CACKLINGGGGGG WHY DOES THIS EXiST LMAO #rambles #anyways sorry for disappearing just had the most Unhinged Conversation in my life for fifteen minutes here’s the update i am in almost tear #i have no idea why i find the concept so funny i #back to the fanfic i am ALMOST DONE I AM SO CLOSE

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abzania · 9 months

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Remember when "You go too fast for me, Crowley," was the line that crushed all our hearts? Remember those days? What bliss.

#good omens #good omens spoilers #anthony j crowley #aziraphale #crowley #good omens 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #good omens season 2 #good omens season 2 spoilers #spoilers #i'm in pain #trying to write a fix-it-fic and tearing up at things from the first season #i shall never recover from this heartbreak #neil what have you done to me #i am literally tearing up JUST watching the past episodes #i didn't know how much this would destroy me

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differentdove · 3 months

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I just finished watching Fellow Travelers. It is THE show unong shows

#its is so heartbreakingly beautiful in the fullest meaning of the words #matt and Johnathan congrats on your retirement bc how in hell are you supposed to do anything else #youve done THIS.#i dont really get emotional at media #but when i tell you i am openly weeping #i am not in a point in my life i should have watched this #but in a way i am #ANYWAYS #excuse me while im CONSUMED for the rest of my life #key word consumed #iykyk #q #anyways #goodnight everyone #let me go wash the tears from my shocked face #fellow travelers

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cyrsed · 6 months

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i hate enjoying popular female artists sometimes bc it feels like the way people talk about them has literally not changed since 2008 except now people use the word flop constantly

#like shut up oh my god please treat them like human beings #feels like just watching people tear someone down piece by piece #that or it's just irritating uncritical hagiography #im gonna go chris crocker #let them release music without immediately needing to label it a flop or not #it feels like some people treat streaming/album sales numbers as the measure of success/worth and it's just like. the music and #the people behidn it don't actually matter at all it's just about your team winning or losing #& projecting a narrative #like i'm always like . am i just naive/optimistic or are people just nasty and see everything as a power play or a manipulation or w/e #ok im done ive just been so mad about it again after listening ot megan's new song TToTT #and seeing the way people keep talking about the city girls' new album/JT/miami

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neptunite-stars · 2 months

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doomscrolled for like 4-5 hours and i regret everything now.

#about to burst into tears!!!!! apparently whatever emotion i show on the outside is all i am in that present moment! i am an npc only #capable of being simple and having one layer of myself only! is my masking that good!! really!!!#everything hurts! i have a test tomorrow! i need to still send a fucking help ticket to discord abt my account because they never actually #got back to me! and i havent done it for over two weeks!#im avoiding all my problems by watching my silly little show and doomscrolling and everythings fine really but god my brain feels like a #dumpster fire right now #rambles #vent

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milo-is-rambling · 19 days

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I can’t even imagine living without anxiety. Like. How. What?

#I mean if I woke up tomorrow with a normal amount of anxiety it would be a shocking difference to my daily life. and I am medicated!!! like.#what? am I missing something here?#my mom tells me that meds can only do so much and that they’re really just meant to make it so you can get out of bed every day #but now I’m wondering like is that true or is that my mom is on the wrong dose herself and something could be done to help us both #gahhhhh idk I just feel helpless bc I’m scared of making big changes and the big changes have to make are scary and large and I need a #bulleted list made of things I can do (and break down into very small steps) to actually progress in a positive way in my life instead of #being SO afraid and SO stagnant. it’s been six months since (ptsd diagnosis causing thing) and I don’t feel like I’ve made any progress even #with a therapist. I’m working towards a more intensive program but I feel like it’s almost making me feel more alienated bc I’d have to like #go be surrounded by other mentally ill people and medical people which brings dad dying trauma and like I know I’m running from it bc I’m #afraid to face the changes I need to make and the feelings that are going to come up but fuck man can’t I get some fucking meds that make #this easier to deal with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grief and ptsd and long term isolation and anxiety and chronic pain like fuck it’s #so exhausting!!!! I feel like I’m fucking fighting thru life and then from the outside it’s like I’m doing nothing cause I stay in my room #and get stoned and play animal crossing and watch tv and cry and over eat and sometimes I drive around in circles so I can scream sing until #my throat burns and I get a headache and everything finally quiets down in my head for a second. I know I look like I’m doing nothing and #that’s because I am doing nothing but waiting for the next time a mental health professional will talk to me for an hour like it’s so sad #anyways. you ever take a big dab and then start crying and type all of this like it’s an epiphany even tho it’s things you already know.#honestly crying in front of the air conditioner is so slay slight breeze over my face cooling the tears the white noise calming me down

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baeshijima · 4 months

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once again

i hate it here

#sophie’s idle chatter #I NEED TO STOP DOING THINGS THE LITERAL NIGHT BEFORE MY GOD #in my defense... on saturday i was watching true beauty with my mum and today we were watching singles inferno... its her rare days off....#but anyway the presentation obliterated me. 7 mins of self recorded audio and i had to reduce some bc it went over ;w;;#AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON HOW IMOVIE WOULDNT SAVE IT AS AN AUDIO FILE AND I SPENT A WHOLE ASS HOUR TRYING TO MAKE THE VIDEO FILE AN AUDIO #AND THE FACT IM MAD BC I COULDNT EVEN DO THE GENSHIN EVENT BC I BARELY STARTED FURINAS QUEST BUT I HAD TO DO WORK AND OIUERI #TEARING MY HAIR OUT IM SO OVER THIS BUT ITS DONE I DONT HAVE TO THINK ABT IT ANYMORE #now i just... need to do my ad poster due on the 15th...#but thats a week away— *gets slapped*#anyway bc its nearly 4 am i shall now slep 🫡

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smolcrow465 · 1 month

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I'm having a great time wdym

#crow caws #digi-destiny #digidestiny #digimon #yall im crying sm rn #these performances are killing me #i am in literal tears my dog is so pissed rn that im crying #being completely vague bc i am throwing this in the main tag so #anyways yall go watch digi destiny its amazing #this was really quickly done through tears on a meme generator lmao

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pan0ramy · 3 months

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i am so sorry for the person i will become when sean plays all of bloodborne in one video

#jacksepticeye #i JUST got to the end of the ds1 video before moving onto ds3 #and when he said that i actually physically jumped and YELLED #OH MG GOD #he is THE reason i got into bloodborne and now it’s one of my absolute favourite games ever #and that series is not just my favourite thing he’s ever done #(which says a lot given how long i’ve watched him)#but it’s also my comfort playlist that i put on when i’m sick or just really struggling #i AM shedding literal tears over this holy fuck i’m so excited now

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coquelicoq · 1 year

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natsume book of friends season 4 opening sequence has got me incredibly fucked up. the lyrics. kid natsume's tiny little legs and teenage natsume watching him run. the lyrics. nyanko-sensei burrowing into his arms. did i mention the lyrics? ending frame on the fujiwara family. including natsume. because he's part of their family. as the lyrics ask him to "please [not] keep suffering alone"? somebody fucking hold me.

#i'm actually almost done with season 4 because i have no self-control. and every time i watch the opening i'm like #no this has only gotten more potent since the last time i watched it. we are reaching danger levels #natsume yuujinchou #natsume's book of friends #my posts #season 4 is the season of tanuma just completely destroying me on every level. why is every single character like this??#every time he learns something about natsume he's like oh so this is what it's like for natsume?#and then it happens again and he's like wait natsume ALSO has THIS OTHER THING to contend with??#and again: AND A THIRD THING?? WHY MUST THE WORLD'S BEST BOY NATSUME TAKASHI SUFFER???#he just wants to help natsume deal with stuff and i am on the fucking floor #his thought process is just #this is hard for natsume. i wish i could help him. maybe here's a way i could help him? he doesn't want me to though because it would #put me in danger. but i don't want him to be in danger either. and i'm telling him that to his face. i don't think it's really #gotten through to him but that's okay i will just keep telling him. now i'm realizing that the thing i did to help him maybe just made #things harder for him. this is hard for natsume. i wish i could help him. maybe sometimes the best way to help him is to just #respect his wishes and yet remind him that he can lean on people and that people love him as much as he loves them #the part where tanuma realized why natsume doesn't tell the fujiwaras about youkai gutted me #this kid is so emotionally astute and such a sweetheart #i just watched the episode where natsume loses his picture of his parents and his old house is getting sold and i cried. SO many tears.#tanuma putting his foot down for once like no actually you need to admit that something is bothering you this time #we can find this picture. ask us to help you do this thing that we can actually do for you. you don't need to be sad for no reason #mmm can't be coherent about it just rest assured it was extremely harmful to me and also exactly what i needed #anyway the season 4 opening song as the thing you say to your younger self who lives inside your current self because #you can't actually go back in time and be the person your younger self needed to have in their life. so all you can do is love that child #in absentia but so so so fiercely and with your whole entire heart #all you can do is give your current self all the love you have for the child you were #jesus CHRIST

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