#i am so sorry for adam

[sweet-shut-eye]

“ Don’t Leave Me !”

[feeltheillinois]

adam parrish + the potential for villainy

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[mjfass]

WrestleDream / Worlds End

[helluva-hazbin-angel]

She asked for help with her eye liner and he’s genuinely trying to help and she’s genuinely wondering if she’s gonna regret asking him

[dumbs0ckss]

me and who

[goofalicousgooberface]

“Breaking my back just to know your name, But heaven ain't close in a place like this, Anything goes, but don't blink, you might miss 'Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this”

yada yada something something turnipoddity‘s nurse Adam

[silverstoneddd]

of course lando starts crying the moment he has to start earning things by his own merit

[deoidesign]

[leadandblood]

Photos from Christos Lawton's instagram

you've probably seen these but here they are anyway

[jesse-pinko]

Thinking ab Jake Pinkman in this Chili’s tonight… does he resent his brother for what he put their family through? Does he blame him for the additional pressure their parents put on him? Or does he blame them for what happened to Jesse, for making their children feel like they had to earn their love? Or maybe he blames himself… maybe if he hadn’t let Jesse take the fall for him the last time they ever saw each other, none of this would have ever happened. Does he tell his parents, afterwards, that it was his weed, or does he carry that with him for years? Does he get into fights at school over the things they say about his brother, or does he double down on playing the golden child, terrified of what will happen if they find out he isn’t perfect? Does he remember Jesse as the only person who ever loved him unconditionally?

[rius-cave]

You started appearing ALLLLL OVER my fyp! So I decided to ask a Q, (it's not a request btw but u can draw it if it motivates you.) Ahem, I kinda wanna see some Adam angst, why? Cause.. yes. Anywho I had a random idea of like, how would luci react to seeing Adam having a breakdown about his life? I mean I assume Adam might have some self hate and might question everything that is happening in his life right? So I wonder how luci would comfort Adam in said situation. (Also I tend to be the one answering questions for people since im also a artist and idk if i should post on this app- and so this is my first time ASKING so I'm really excited!! Your arts so good keep it up!)

*rubs my little sinner hands together* HO-HO! Welcome, friend! Thank you for asking! I love Adam angst I inject it into my bloodstream every day.

At first, Adam is just fucking pissed at EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. Lucifer especially, of course. At first, he doesn't even take responsibility, of course. I'd like to think Adam would go through the five stages of grief basically lol. He's in denial, absolutely can't believe it, thinks he'll go back to heaven any second now. He's a prick, he doesn't take anybody's help and flips everyone off, saying he doesn't need any redemption. Then he gets even more angry, like I said, especially at Luci, he's whining and kicking and blaming everyone for his destiny. Then he finally accepts either having a deal with Lucifer, or going to the hotel to try to find some communication with heaven so they can get him out of there. That doesn't work of course, so now his only option is to try and get redeemed. Oh the irony. But then, at night, when no one's looking, he just fucking stands there and thinks about everything that's happened to him. Yes, he is still angry and blames everyone else, but the thought that maybe, just maybe, this might all be his fault, is starting to creep into him. This makes him depressed to no end, but he tries to hide it from the rest of the hotel.

This is when Lucifer notices that he's going through a bad time, and yes, he scolds him some more. But also I think he'd try to get a page from his daughter's book and, begrudgingly, tries to cheer him up and encourage him to give redemption a real try (he was only half assing it until then). He tries to talk to him about the time they spent in Eden, before Lilith was even created. I like to think they had a little bit of a friendship back then, or at least, Lucifer could see some positive attributes in him from afar. He tells him that he just needs to try, and listen, and that soon, he'll understand why these sinners have formed such a tightly bonded family.

Obviously he doesn't exactly change his ways right away. It takes time, effort, a lot of patience, but he starts seeing how caring, fun and good everyone really is. He doesn't realize it, but he wants some of that too, even if he might relapse again and again.

[mjfass]

[sciderman]

sci i have a vintage donald duck anthology <3 i appreciate that you have some odd hyperfixations bc i have a TON

🤝

we love duck

[apppleioi]

am i am i am i adam. adam who works to live. to stay alive. physically and mentally. who goes to school. who wants to be and is top of his class. who will do anything to do well in school. who is empowered by knowledge. who perseveres despite not being supported. everyone telling him to rest.

or am i. am i gansey who works to live. to stay alive. physically and mentally. who hates school. who does the minimum because he knows it’s hindering him. who is a scholar anyways. who is restless with knowledge but doesnt care for school. who only goes there cause he always has. cause he has to. cause it’s expected of him. cause he can’t rest.

am i noah? am i dead. am i dying?

[thekidsare-not-alright]

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[friendofcars]

currently thinking about how the devil that ronan witnesses influences both his faith and his secretiveness and how the devil and the “hell-tinged” camaro are both a burnt orange color and when ronan dreams the camaro’s keys (the dreaming being the secret, of course) they’re described as (forbidden) metallic fruit and how another of ronan’s secrets is enmeshed in shame and temptation he won’t let himself acknowledge and how he is filled with wanting yet unable to articulate his wants and how kavinsky teaches him to dream (the camaro, by which he is tempted) and has known one of ronan’s secrets all along and especially how the camaro ronan dreams is engineless, the very quality that made adam doubt the dreamt plane and how finally once ronan’s second secret is known to both himself and adam (a two-headed realization; both adam and eve eat from the tree of knowledge) ronan eschews his self-hatred and adam witnesses the manifestation of the two-headed night horror which is not a machine but a living being that thumps and ticks not like an engine but like a heart. just thinking about ronan and the devil and temptation and secrets and belief and knowledge.