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fullofcake · 11 months

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I wish that someone was in love with me or that I was in a relationship but that requires social interaction and I quite frankly barely leave my room so...

#cake thoughts #yearning for love #unfortunately i am quite literally a hermit #i am bad at social interaction #i barely have irl friends #grr why am i like this #it is def my fault for being unapproachable tho so...#like i dont leave my dorm without headphones on fr

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mynnthia · 4 months

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was talking with a friend about how some of dunmeshi fаndom misunderstands kabru's initial feelings towards laios.

to sum up kabru's situation via a self-contained modernized metaphor:

kabru is like a guy who lost his entire family in a highly traumatic car accident. years later he joins a discord server and takes note of laios, another server member who seems interesting, so they start chatting. then laios reveals his special interest and favorite movie of all time is David Cronenberg's Crash (1996), and invites kabru to go watch a demolition derby with him

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #kabru #kabru already added laios as a discord friend. everyone else in the server can see laios excitedly asking kabru to go with him #what would You even Do in this situation. how would YOU feel?#basically: kabru isnt a laios-hater! hes just in shock bc Thats His Trauma. the key part is kabru still says yes #bc he wants to get to know laios. to understand why laios would be so fascinated by something horrific to him #and ALSO bc even while in shock kabru can still tell laios has unique expertise + knowledge that Could be used for Good #even if kabru doesnt fully trust laios yet (bc kabru just started talking to the guy 2 hours ago. they barely know each other)#kabru also understands that getting to know ppl (esp laios) means having to get to know their passions. even if it triggers his trauma here #but thats too much to fit in this metaphor/analogy. this is NOT an AU! its not supposed to cover everything abt kabru or laios' character!#its a self-contained metaphor written Specifically to be more easily relatable+thus easy to understand for general ppl online #(ie. assumed discord users. hence why i said (a non-specific) 'discord server' and not something specific like 'car repair subreddit')#its for ppl who mightve not fully grasped kabru's character+intentions and think hes being mean/'chaotic'/murderous.#to place ppl in kabru's shoes in an emotionally similar situation thats more possible/grounded in irl experiences and contexts.#and also for the movie punchline #mynn.txt #dm text #crossposting my tweets onto here since my friends suggested so

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arsenicflame · 30 days

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ANGELA/SERA FROM THE MARVEL SNAP HERO ANIMATIC

#eep babies first gif #definitely... could be better #i ended up having a lot of issues doing it the way i wanted to in my head and so. had to work around it the only ways i could figure #and also making tumblrs size & dimension limits was. harder than i thought! kinda. compressed to hell #idk. i think i can do better but this is what i ended up with #also i know this has been giffed already but i thought messing w animation was a bit easier than irl images #low stakes also bc none of my friends care about this either #nyxtalks #angela #angela odinsdottir #sera #sera of heven #serangela #angelsera #angela x sera #marvel #marvel snap #gif #one of the things i was having issues was was framerate? like i could not get it to cooperate at all #i couldnt figure how to make it faster as i saved it and then when i tried to edit it in post speeding it up even 1% made it way too fast?#but it was stuttery without change. so im gonna have to mess around more with that #idk! still much to mess with #will be a long time before the GB edit happens at this rate lol #i think maybe im somewhat getting the hang of the bare basics though #if you read this far friends i love uuuuuu #i assume only my dear mutuals would actually read the tags #sorry for there being so many. i had commentary

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sidesteppostinghours · 5 days

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pulps law is that whenever i get insane enough about something, i will inevitably attempt to make a persona 5 au, regardless of whether or not i am successful at it.

#pulp speaks #anyways guys youre never going to guess what au ive been thinking of lately .#i know the correct way to go about this is make sidestep the main character but you see #i will not be doing that. and actually in fact i will not be following the storyline of persona 5 in the slightest. because lol #but morgana exists in this au purely because i dont think the others would survive without him explaining what the metaverse is 💀#the rangers are a team of detective for the public sector in this au #and dr mortum is an unassuming everyday scientist that should not peak the rangers interest in any way. at all #in the video game that exists in my head the player can pick between playing julia or ricardo #it doesnt change the storyline that much but it does make the character relationships funky so #in my head chen is best friends with julia and argent is best friends with ricardo #chen and ortega stumble into the metaverse together so if you pick julia its two best friends in a life or death situation #but if you pick ricardo its your sisters best friend+kinda your boss in a life or death situation which personally i find extremely funny #regardless of which ortega you play with the other one doesnt know about the metaverse until id say like. the end of the first palace? beca #use thats when they start getting suspicious #and because this is ortega they follow them and find out about the metaverse that way #i dont think they become a phantom thief but i think they do end up covering the others asses irl #dr mortum still isnt actually a doctor but i think theyre the one providing medicine to them at the start of the game #theyre extremely wary of the rangers at the start and ortega can barely convince them to sell them things which they still charge-#-extremely high over. i think the turning point comes when they discover the metaverse because holy fuck they are So excited about it #both because of the implications and what the metaverse could be used For #chen is not thrilled about letting them know this but theyre kind of their supplier so its not like he can argue #i think mortum joins the phantom thieves eventually but as a navi #obviously its in their best interest to provide everything for free now that theyre part of the team but they still have to order supplies-#-so i think the way it works out in game is that theres certain days supplies can be ordered and you have to pay for it but the items can b #-picked up at any day of the week #but also i have no idea how that would work practically (its all in my head anyway so it doesnt actually matter but yk)#theres still more thoughts about this but im ✨running out of tags✨ and also i cannot organize my thoughts enough to explain it #im not main tagging this its going to be my silly self indulgent au for eternity ok

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derpinette · 8 months

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girls being nice to me gets me higher than ecstasy ever could

#SORRY for the corny post but this is how i truly feel not waxing poetic here like literally it does #i just met the cool girl i keep talking about & IT WAS SÅ FREAKEING ÅSUM ^_^_^_^_^_^ YAY #HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY HAPPY HAPPY JOY #OK sorry for screaming But i really am very excited...#turns out she is autistic & we discussed our neuroses while eating & ugh she is just as cool as i thought she was #always tell people you think have Swag that you noticed it on them see how it worked for me #i was so scared of spilling my spaghettis but turns out that was exactly what i needed to do to be friends ^_^ YAY #we went to a lot of different libraries together & i got a small old eyeless bunny plush from the event we went to caus i felt bad for it #i even showed her my pony art & i told her about my cringe interest (that music event i like...♯RealOnesKnow )#& she thought it was COOL.& i felt like it was really genuine & she talked about reading BL LOL we discussed fujos together #we even talked about finding moids ugly #it was so awesome she was so cool & Nice To Me... i feel like i am on CUMULONIMBUS ( cloud 9 ) ^_^_^_^_^_^#talking to her in person was so much better than online OMG now i wish i really was friends with you muties IRL #i wish you a Girl Friend experience just like this to those who post about wanting them i really do #also the reason why i even like my Music Event so much is because the first time i watched it was with a bunch of women #& i had so much fun & they were so nice to me i keep returning & now that Event means so much to me & I LOVE IT sorry (NOT)#i know this sounds like tumblrina fiction i would not believe it either IDK what to say to make it sound legitimate 0_0 like it is so crazy #to me as well IDK i can barely get over it & IDK if i really want to so um well YAY ^_^ AIMU SO HEPI :DDD

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milkhoney-remaking · 1 year

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piggybacking off of this post, i did get paid today (8.4.23) but already have very little left for the next 2 weeks as i had to pay (half of) rent & bills, already bought some food too plus my hours are still cut on top of it. im not sure how im gonna survive the next 2 weeks without financial help. so if anyone has anything to spare & can, feel free to do so through tumblr tips or my p^yp^l - it would be greatly appreciated <3 there's no set goal, simply any amount helps until my next paycheck which will be on august 18th !! if you cant d.0n8te, pls reblog so this can reach more kind ppl !!

#working for a living but im not even living n im barely surviving lmao !! cool #sorry .. i feel pathetic ebegging so often but idk what else to do :/#friends & even strangers on the internet have been way more helpful than those i know irl including my own family which is sad #. ❀ *

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tanjir0se · 5 months

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Instagram is literally doing too much it’s genuinely so soothing on this website to know that if I randomly go down a rabbit hole about smthn random like a ship for a show im not that into or something my mutual vagued about like out of a moment of curiosity, when I return to the sanity of my own dash it’s still the same self curated content from the beloved and trusted blogs I follow and not an algorithm watching my every move and deciding I need 9,000,000 posts about whatever random shit I just looked at for a few minutes

#instagram is a hellhole #you tap on ONE cute fanart and scroll for a bit on the blog to see their other art and now my ENTIRE shit is so fucked #anyway this is the story of why my entire Instagram fyp is now Bakudeku yaoi #pls…please give me my slime videos back…stop showing me barely cropped art of high schoolers fucking I don’t WANT IT #and no matter how much I say ‘not interested’ the app cares more about the fact that I tapped on ONE fanart ONE TIME #than the DOZENS of times I’ve had to click ‘not interested’#and I would just delete it but it’s how I keep up w the irl friends who aren’t diseased enough to have a tumblr like me

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ante--meridiem · 10 months

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To socialise or not to socialise, that is the question.

#Looked at two places I could move out to & they are complete opposite vibes in terms of socialableness #Both have roommates ofc but one gives me a lot more of my own space & it seems like I would barely have to interact with them at all #So I'd be left pretty much completely alone. Which is usually the dream #And ngl knowing the other people there would keep to themselves & have no interest in knowing me is especially relieving #Given the whole thing that pushed me to move out in the first place #The other has extremely small & cozy vibes. Owner's stuff all over the place #By cozy I do mean cluttered #The girl I met with there (not the person I'd be renting from) gave me a tour for five-ten mins #And then the next 30 mins-60 mins we spent chatting over tea #Someone more sociable than me might call it instant bestie vibes #Which. Has been something I've kind of very much been missing/yearning for irl I will admit #& from the sound of it the person subletting has the same vibes with her #She says he's 'interesting' and 'I'd like him'#From the combination of her description and the clutter I'm getting eccentric professor vibes #Which is generally a good vibe to me #But I am even more skittish of renting from someone t #Too sociable #After prev landlord #Though I want to trust othet tenant's vibe check. Because it might actually be very nice to have some kind of real life friends #It's also a very different kind of sociable than prev landlord #She was 'chatty and gets you to open up easily' sociable & it sounds like the other guy will be approximately the same #& also 'repeatedly assures you can ask her to stop if she's being too much' sociable. Which is always a relief #Meanwhile prev landlord was 'wants to know why you're not relaxed & tells you you should be without doing anything to help you be' sociable #'gets very pushy about finding time to talk/hang out' sociable #'teases you for being awkward' sociable #None of which were the real issue with him of course. But they didn't help & I can't help but see them as red flags in retrospect #I'm currently leaning towards 'to socialise' because it was a very cosy vibe & I do feel starved of irl friendship just a bit #But it could either be very good or very bad #& I don't want to risk very bad again #Anyway. This has been missives from a pizza shop I ducked into to charge my phone before I go back to being lost in a snowstorm

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averlym · 2 years

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May I please request some soft parrlyn please

morning vs night gfs

#(it is just past midnight here as i post this) (which means in the us it's like noon. and in the uk like?? evening or late afternoon.#timings which make me giggle (oh what a word. stole it from e into my vocab) bc they don't fit hehe #anyways. coffee vibes bc the colour sprites make a reappearance (drew on phone and was lazy to properly colour) but i didn't want it to be #obviously green and blue. like elphaba and a smurf. so like. undersaturatef and wrapped in coffee coloured warmth.#today is a tuesday and because of schedules tuesday is my socialish day which means that i #(main lovelang irl is obviously physical touch people don't even have to guess anymore they just Know) go about hugging my friends.#one of the favourite most comfy stuff is this??? did this to like three people today bare minimum!#so like maybe me and friends are the insp behind some of the fluffy ship poses ig you're welcome #anon did you know this has been sitting in my inbox for a while and you were the first out of Four Requests for parrlyn #latest one being a very recent one that appeared in my notes as blank and then opened to bolder large font parrlyn written out #which was lowkey a driving force in remembering that this blog exists.#have sorted out the emotional stuff? romance rn remains a slightly sore spot but it's more or less scabbed over and i guess sometimes i like #to poke at it a bit because i won't feel the same way for a while may as well check out the novelty. anyway lots of complicated feelings #but shipping urge still strong. soft wlw for the win! yay #lately dealing w everything i feel like ocs more. but ah well? bit of fanart in the midst of everything #six the musical #six the musical fanart #catherine parr #anne boleyn #parrlyn #parrleyn

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marsixm · 3 months

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ive actually put myself in so many situations and seem to come out doing socially well, youd think at some point i could get it in my head im not irredeemably bad