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because i am a crazy person and also procrastinating, i have begun the process of moving my WIP spreadsheet from google sheets into Notion. it's got 19 columns, hundreds of rows, and is color coded. but it's so satisfying!
#ficcing is srs bzness#this is going to take me days to get all the info in there#and then i need to go through my discord saved prompts#i'm still unsure about putting my prompts and my WIPs in the same database#but then it's easier instead of having to move something over when i start working on it...#i can just change the status...#if i *really* lose my mind i'll go through and put everything from AO3 that i've posted in it too#because technically those are all 'finished prompts'#and it would feed my little completionist soul#but i've got like 216? 217? fics on AO3?#so that would also not be a small undertaking
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Dungeon Meshi: The RPG
#Dungeon Meshi#laios touden#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#senshi#animation#game dev diary#Please give a huge hand to my coding partner#who labored for over two weeks to figure out how to implement reaction animation for the battle icons.#You may also notice that I updated the battle portraits from my previous post! New and (mostly) improved!#The death screens were not changed because I didn't think they'd get used for this video.#But Chilchuck getting one-shotted and leaving due to this being outside of his pay? Accidental comedy gold.#The full sprite (I didn't realize the bottom third would be hidden) says: “NOT PAID FOR THIS”#And yeah he's smoking. He gets a smoke break as part of his contract. Let a guy have his vices. He's teetering on a divorce.#Dungeon Meshi would be a fun rpg in theory but it would need to have immersive mechanics like cooking and foraging.#And hunger and fatigue and other status effects.#A slightly more lighthearted fear and hunger sort of game.#But that is for some other fan to do. This is just a fun tech demo for us to learn RPG maker!#So...with this mini-project concluded#we now have a foundation we can pass over to our actual game!#Next game dev post will be some game assets (probably busts and battle icons for the main party)#And after that! Most likely some more sprite sheets (I have made a few more since my first attempt)#Thank you for everyone who has been rooting us on since I started talking about this project. It means a ton B'*)
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yeah sure
recently remade a reference for an if-you-heart au. he’s fat and old and british now. and in space!
there’s a yapsesh in my tags👍
#freddy in space ahh au#yes. yes he is connected to the purple twink poster child of this account.#heart if he locked in#anyways uh#he is literally a moon man#the shadow over his body changes depending on the phase of the moon#which one? who knows! he’s seen well beyond hundreds at this point!#oh yea. soul can just hang out in any shadow cast over him based on the moon phase. heart allows this. free ride I guess!#he’s also inspired by angel statues#WEEPING ANGELS#yes this au spawned in from doctor who and yellow submarine as well#his voiceclaim is the eighth doctor btw#close enough welcome back paul mcgann#the moon magnets r for a space helmet too heha (he doesn’t need it he’s just aura farming)#but uhhh yeah don’t expect to see much of him though sorry not sorry lawllll#cccc#chonny jash#heart cj#heart chonny jash#he(art)#doctor who#he’s so beautiful
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We don't talk enough about Rhaenys's visual transformation and the symbolism behind it.
#house of the dragon#rhaenys targaryen#by which I mean - come into my inbox so we can talk about Rhaenys's visual transformation and journey#She's the only one who has a drastic change without either a change in her rank or marital status or just going through puberty#She goes from clear and definable roles: lady to warrior#Velaryon to Targaryen#Passive to Active#This is what I mean when I talk about the idea that the MEANING of “The Queen Who Never Was” changes over time#From something that speaks of her failure to something that signifies her ability#One can focus on “Never” and the other focuses on “Queen” and it's the secondary one that is her lasting legacy#When it's said by Baela and Corlys posthumously
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I will admit I'm a little salty that people, in an effort to prove that there is no good dialogue in Veilguard at all, keep comparing mission exposition to the high point narrative set pieces of prior games. I agree that some of the writing related to plot mechanics and mission exposition in Veilguard is a little too utilitarian, but that doesn't mean none of the dialogue is good or that prior games didn't also sometimes have this issue here and there.
I also generally dislike when people put the bar for good writing — and all writing too, not even just dialogue writing, ALL writing — at mic-drop sentences that still sound good completely divorced from context, because that really just reduces "good writing" down to like fake-deep philosophizing or witty quips exclusively. sometimes, a really good bit of dialogue sounds like a completely normal sentence out of context.
#Also writing includes what's on the screen! The castling scene is good writing! Rook struggling to hold onto the statues AND the dagger?#The Siege of Weisshaupt is good writing! It is writing when Rook opens those doors to see Ghilan'nain and realizing oh this is....#Blood of Arlathan! But like just going back to dialogue writing#I think a lot about that INCREDIBLE bit of dialogue in Psych where Shawn say “Since I met you‚ I've been thinking about getting a car.”#Which is a perfectly normal sentence out of context but it makes me so warm bc I know the context#“That he forgives me. And that I deserve it.” is an INCREDIBLE moment that NEEDS its context#“What did we sign up for?” “Love‚ I think.” is another one#But even if we were to just go for Veilguard lines that are still great out of context? It has those?#I see all of you into “There is no fate but the love we share” which IS a great quote#“He is loyal to nothing but his own fears” and “The gods! They give strength but all they ask in return is everything”#“Regret is even strong enough to serve as the lock on a prison built to hold gods. But such a prison can hold any captive... even you.”#“Everything dies. People‚ cities‚ empires. Fashions. Your favorite song. Things fade and are forgotten. [cont.]#Why would you want to outlast everything you love? It sounds like a terrible fate.”#“Do you really think something inside you has changed?” “It's possible. Or maybe we're the same. But does that mean we'll BE the same?”#“The cost of mercy is too high when others may die in its wake.”#and so on and so on and that's just stuff I remember off the top of my head#DATV things
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executioner hermann and widow elishka
#kingdom come deliverance#kcd#the sidequests around these two really got to me#crazy how i still am praising these games' characters. except it's not too crazy because it's just the truth#even npcs you can completely skip over have stories of their own#and theirs really hit a few bullseyes regarding tropes i like in pairings#and their happy ending feels so freeing. and henry being the catalyst of that is so wholesome#my boy was out there praising true love regardless of status and social norms since the first game#and people still mean to tell me he was changed radically from the straightest most catholic man into a woke stereotype lol. play the game#i love these two dearly. reflection of that is how fast i drew both of them. i hope i got their vibes down right but i think i did#a deeply caring man forced into loneliness. a poor widow condemned to ruin by her late husband's vices#late husband was executed by hermann. who felt guilty and was sure she'd hate him for it#and instead the two realize they do love each other and do want to be together despite society shunning them both! sighs#anyway. whatever i'm fine#my art
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i see all might as a father figure. i think i want to cry for attention so he can hold me and say everything will be fine because he is there
#finished season 1 and oh my god#i love him#i lowkey get nanami vibes from him also but like... in not a depressive way#literally had to look up if he dies because i simply wouldn't keep on watching#love love love love love him#deku sorry but i'm the no 1 all might fan please step back#also#the anime grew on me#i totally see that it's mostly a easy way for shonen jump to make money#like i'm not expecting subversion inovation or difficult topics handed in a nuanced way#i feel there's a theme about how society handles violence from different groups and also some anti police statements#but knowing the end i see how it will eventually just support the status quo#but still it's fun#but one thing i can say that totally changed for me was the animation#i thought it was so ugly#now i think it’s charming#anyway all might can i be your daughter pretty please#my hero academia#mha#boku no hero academia#all might#yagi toshinori#toshinori yaga#bella.txt
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So since demon Ragatha is cat-coded, does she knock over things intentionally? Like I can see her swatting something with her hands for attention, but I can also picture her just kinda turning around and accidentally knocking a glass over with her ass since she’s so thick lmao.
obviously !!! shes a bitch on purpose, she wants nun pomnis attention 24/7 becaus3 why would nun pomni chopse to get on her kne3s to pray when she coukd be on her knees for othet things !!! teuly terrible for demon ragatha, so she has to get her attentoon somehow
#pomni x ragatha#buttonblossom#ragapom#jesterdoll#tadc fanart#pomni#tadc pomni#the amazing digital circus#pomni fanart#tadc ragatha#ragatha x pomni#the amazing digital circus ragatha#ragatha tadc#ragatha#ragatha fanart#pomni tadc#the amazing digital circus pomni#pomatha#demon x nun au#demon ragatha#nun pomni#shes literlly just an annoying bitch#pomni lookd at her like STOP ... DONT ... GET YOUR FUCKING HAND AWAY FROM THR STATUE OF THE VIRGIN MARY#and ragatba would say some corny shit like “well just becayse marys a virgin doesnt mean you have to be too#i can change that right now ...“#and pomni would blush and tell her to shut the fuck up#lovingly#tjeyre soulmates#trust me#love giving demon ragatha cat coded behavioirs
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If you ascribe to the theory of structural dissociation (I don't, but there are some parts that sound perhaps correct, like this one), then you think that all brains start out with no integrated "self" (i.e. plural) and DID happens when childhood trauma prevents the early headmates from fusing into one person. Sooooooo... genuine question. Wouldnt that make all systems that formed this way technically endogenic?? Maybe a lot of alters were formed due to trauma, but the system as a whole wasnt, it was just affected by it.
Just to be abundantly clear in case the plural tags weren't already, I am not looking to hear from anti endos.
#this is part of why i dont like to use origin labels#like 1. how do you even know that.#2. does it really matter? i kinda just set that information down in the trash can as soon as i see it#because idrc what someone's origin is and it wont tell me if i can actually find commonality in our experiences#and in a culture where a bunch of people are hostile to people using a certain label and also really want to sniff out ppl using that label#i think its important that some people refuse to publicly identify one way or another#make ppl get used to You Don't Get To Fucking Know#similarly to how we dont disclose whether any disorders we have are professionally dxed or self dxed#because it doesnt matter and if it would change your perception of me then you can trot on along#anyway no problem with other systems disclosing origin status ofc#its just not important to me so i dont but other ppl may find the labels important in ways i dont and thats okay#rubber duck quacks#pluralgang#actually plural#plural#plural system#plural community#plurality
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911 [on abc] asks you important things such as what if tv just HATED you
#911#911 abc#911 spoilers#not even related to the episode but i watch on hulu next day and the way hulu ended the episode#was by playing the promo for the next episode it literally took me right out oh my god#no one talk to me no one look at me oh my god i hate this show#like maybe there is a big brain reason behind these story choices. maybe the writers are just really bad at writing#absolutely insane work killing off the guy whose storyline is deciding to live in spite of the world crashing down#dunno if it's even a bad choice??? I'm not sure i just think it's an artificial [?] force change in the status quo of the show#reminds me of how upset i was over tommy's story line in lome star. like dawg. can black women in tv be happy in relationships#please. am i reading into it too much#[grips my table hard enough to splinter it] living with a casual fear of god for what this means for s9#im chill. im cool#demdems.txt
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& by the way i literally CONSTANTLY think about how loop uses the partys titles to create distance to remind themself that those arent 'their versions' of them. that theyre not loops party anymore. and yet and yet and yet
#talk tag#i think about 'and because of you bonnie was-' DAILYYYYYY#god. god. they care s mcuhghfjkbjkdklj#i think that may be the only time until twohats that they ever use any of the partys names. except! for reminding sif if u get that dialogu#which. im also normal about. clearly obviously absolutely#they create that distance as much as they can and yet. for siffrin.#godddddd i need to be sedated#isat spoilers#okay oh my god i went back to check to make sure i was right and turns out i forgor a couple of times both of which make me even more ill#one is technically under the umbrella of twohats bc its at the very end when loop says theyll need to accept everyones thanks. and they say#-everyones names. and the other is at the very very beginning in the initial battle tutorial they say everyones names + stats#(which btw PROVES MY POINT abt so much of loops help going under the radar bc in any other game itd just be a regular tutorial with no-#-in universe correlation or effect)#but they start with 'heres some basic stats about you and your party members to remember' and i. the. like realistically the explanation-#-for loop using their names instead of titles. is bc adrienne thought using their titles would make it too obvious someone else was talking#since u havent met loop yet at that point and dont know its not a regular tutorial thats only directed at the player and not the character#But Also: heres some things you should remember about your party members [lists their names]#im normal. im fine and normal. prommy#... okay it turns out they also say isabeaus name when giving the paper mache hands tutorial. no idea what to make of that one aklfjdlksjf#and after the change god event when u bring it up they say 'mirabelles statue'#And Thats It. fascinating. what is the logic there#isatposting
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A redraw from 2020 YAY
Old version is below YAY

#CHAOS MY BELOVED I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!#maudiemoods art tag#as you can see i have inserted myself into every story ive ever made#ren was my oc and i changed my name to that and my dad refused to call me it because he thought i had a god complex#bc my oc was a god#fun times#ocs#original characters#chaos i love you sorry for all i put you through#its not a grave btw its just a statue#it looks like a grave i know
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july 2025 edit: it's a real story now! read it at @magicalgirlgarbageunit
Anna Glass used to be part of a team that mattered. Raised in a well-off, image-conscious family, she was expected to pursue a respectable, high-status career. But even as a kid, Anna knew what she really wanted: to join the Bureau of Emotional Sanitation and become a Magical Fighter. To hunt Ghouls. To help people. To make a difference! Everyone she told thought it was a joke. After all, Magical Fighters are glorified sanitation workers - low-pay, low-prestige, and knee-deep in psychic filth. “Why would anyone want to slog through the emotional sludge of society?” they’d say. “You’ll end up working in crumbling ghettos, drenched in Ghoul guts, alongside those creepy Eaters.” But Anna didn’t care. At eighteen, she joined the Bureau with her best friend Bella. And for a while, it felt like she was living her dream - slicing through Ghouls, racking up wins, doing real good, all with her best friend by her side. Until the reality of the job hit her like a dodgeball aimed straight at her face: the endless trauma, the public disgust, the bureaucratic indifference. For Bella, it all seemed easy, like it was all nothing. But Anna? She burned out fast. By nineteen, she’d quit. Now, a decade later, she’s out of chances and out of money. With nowhere else to turn, Anna returns to the Bureau in defeat… only to be placed on a team cobbled together from the department’s least desirable misfits - the burnout, the conspiracy theorist, and two ultra cute mascots… one with some scary looking teeth. The Bureau calls them expendable. Anna’s not sure they’re wrong.
I went crazy and drew and wrote sooooo much for my magical girl/boy story idea thingie xD if this is ur first time seeing anything about them the basic premise is that Ghouls are manifestations of concentrated negative emotions and turmoil, and they're so common they're treated like a rat or cockroach infestation. the only way the Ghouls can be defeated is with the help of Eaters, little magical creatures who can eat the Ghouls (duh), after preparation from magical girls (and boys).
they also have Keepers, magical creatures meant to soothe the emotions of Eaters and keep them stable.
so basically magical girls (and boys) in this setting are kind of seen as magical janitors or exterminators more than anything else, with two cute mascots to parade around for marketability
#i have been tentatively calling this story#Magical Girl Garbage Unit#in my head lol so i'll tag it as that and change it if i decide on a better name later#if ur wondering why boys can also be magical in yhis universe: idk just cuz lol#i made a boy character for the setting and loved him enough to bump him up to main character status what do u want from me xD#my ocs#my art#oc art#magical girl#original character#original characters#character design#creative writing#original story#dark magical girl#magical girl design#magical boy#magical girl deconstruction#gross magical girls#gross but cute#long post#flooding the tags so you can ALL see my FREAKS#also i just spent three hours editing the text on that summary so it was just right and i stg if i made any typos i'm gonna explode
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It's so funny to me that warrior cats keeps releasing the blurbs and covers of books that are sequels to books that haven't been released yet. Why.
#warrior cat#surely you'd want to drum up hype for the incoming book instead of one that's way off in the future?#(by the standards of warrior cats. not by the standards of most other book series)#also this has to have a bad impact on the plots themselves right#the writing team must have to take this into account because it's been happening for years now#like do they feel pressured to do more episodic plots because a really big twist or change in status quo will be loudly declared long#before that change can ever happen#idk i just find it baffling
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bitches love me for my Allister doodles
#liazrad talks#I'm the self proclaimed CEO of Allister#you can always count on me to drop art of him randomly 💜#he's been my blorbo since the moment i saw him five years ago...#it took me a bit to start posting fan art of him bc i was being a swsh hater at first but god. he bewitched me.#i tried to avoid swsh because of the glaring issues with it and its development but god. Allister. Allister....#that little guy has cost me nearly $400 since he gained blorbo status. and that number will increase. GUARANTEED!!!#i need to acquire cards of him as well as perhaps a poster#and a keychain if i can find one from a decent artist#....or.....i could make my own keychain...#did you know?? sometimes i look at his rare league card and literally cry because he's so cute. this is abnormal behavior for me#sometimes. you find a character that resonates with you so much that they stick with you forever#i think Allister might just be that character for me. my other favs change but Allister is always there#even when I'm deranged about other shit i keep him in the back of my mind#i feel like i might end up like my grandma who has a life long obsession with The Beatles. except I'll love Allister.
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decided to go back to uni

#ive been DELIBERATING. and its a good choice#look i really can't imagine going back to teaching#and what I really don't want is to scramble for a new career in a new field as a junior without education#besides i know what i want#it's just a bachelors. it'll be over in a jiffy#you get paid to study here and I'll have an easier time finding an apartment too -- its the reason im starting on monday already (not uni b#t I lucked out and got put in some electoral classes that I could take just to get student status until may#and then i start the curator bachelors in august so it just. works. i can scarcely believe it but ill have time to change my mind if i do#IM SCARED. IM PUMPED. I FEEL OLD. IT'LL BE FINE.#also lmao every meeting i had with a councelor past few weeks ended with me sobbing because im so terrified and relieved at the same time#(really can't imagine teaching again i think it would kill me)#(but holy shit starting an entirely new carreer at 32? she wildin')#but yeagh. job ops look great and i have always regretted not turning to history so. AUGH PIC RELATED ME ASF#for a split second did I deliberate studying theology to be ordained just to spit the catholic church in the face? i did. what a laughhhh
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