#i can't wait to see PD's reaction to this

[babieken]

before I go check out the album im gonna talk about the mv real quick.

overall i really like it and i think it was different and yet still in monsta x's signature style. i like the transitions from one member to another and the close ups a lot.

however i like the first half significantly more than the second half. it feels more cohesive and consistent with the style and plot (if u can call it that). but the second half (since 02:10 ish) where they transition into this... auditorium with a stage with a huge X on it (it reminded me of the X Factor kjdfks) it kind of lost me. i already said I wasn't a fan of the outfits for that part but that's not the only thing. one of my pet peeves in MVs in when they have a fake stage and fake audience jumping up and down... I dislike that very much.

they could've done so much with the set ups from the first half. i would go as far as saying the first half was underdeveoped. i can't believe the had all that set up and didn't do more with it. kihyun didn't even fling the whip istg....

[eventuallyaugust]

7. meeting for what?! (mostly written) no beta

hyunseol just dropped off ryujin and winter in their dorms when she feels her phone vibrate in her jacket before pulling it out and seeing a message from their manager. (please refer to the message from the last chapter)

she blinks, not knowing how to respond to the message.

she then turns her phone off and shoves the device inside her pocket before driving to the hybe building with a sudden feeling lingering inside her chest. she doesn't know what emotion she's feeling, but she hopes it's not what she had in mind.

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karina wipes her hands on the wash cloth tied to the handle of the refrigerator door, her ears perking up at the sound of the front door opening. she peeks her head out to the hallway to see minjeong closing the door behind her before she goes back to the kitchen and takes her apron off.

"how was it?", the leader asks when the second youngest enters the kitchen, a soft smile adorning her face.

"we have a good time. seol unnie was fun to hang out with." minjeong beams, an infectious smile appearing on her lips.

jimin nods as she then watches the second youngest walk away and head to the living room where giselle and ningning are watching a movie.

the leader then feels her phone vibrate in her pocket and takes it out, catching a glimpse of a notification from her manager.

jimin tilts her head upon reading the message but immediately turns the device off and starts heading to her room with a shake of her head and a frown on her face.

what does ceo-nim wants this time?

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"you want us to do what?!"

hyunseol exclaims, unintentionally raising her voice as she blinks with her mouth goes ajar. the two men remain calm, expecting such reaction from the 5'11 foot idol.

"it's your choice whether to accept it or not, hyunseol. we are not forcing you to be part of this show." bang pd-nim intervenes, his soft voice bringing her back into a sense of comfort to the idol. seated across the tall idol, he leans against his seat and places a gentle hand on the idol's knee, meeting hyunseol's eyes. "don't worry about upsetting me or mr. park; think about yourself. we only want you to know that you have a choice in this matter and choosing either of the two will not make us think of you otherwise."

"mr. bang is right, miss oh. you're an artist under hybe and i want to make sure you know i appreciate and value your decision regarding your group and yourself, specifically your participation in this upcoming reality show. if you want to reject the invitation, we'd understand. after you made your decision, we'd never ask you again", mr. park adds with a gentle smile gracing his lips.

hybe's ceo, park jiwon is acquainted to the reaction the txt member will have once he told her the reason they hold a meeting due to the small talk he had with mr. bang and also knows that bang si hyuk, big hit's former ceo has high regards to the idols the latter once managed, which he means he should follows the latter's footsteps. taking advice from the known producer is one of the best thing jiwon ever did because he can already see what mr. bang meant as regarding hyunseol as a "special case".

with the help of the calm atmosphere in the ceo's office, hyunseol immediately recovers from the shock and falls into her thoughts. si-hyuk looks at the idol, patiently waiting for the idol to make a decision.

"i can't make this decision alone", hyunseol starts as she throws the two men a look, a sudden air of professionalism enveloping her. "i'm flattered that i got chosen for this, but i also need to know what the other idol's opinion on this matter because i'm not the only one who is involved in this."

the txt member leans against her seat, running a hand through her hair. "for all i know, she may get forced to accept the invitation because this show would increase her group's popularity along with mine."

si-hyuk softly asks, minding his tone when speaking with the idol. "then what is your final decision, hyunseol?"

a few minutes of silence ensues as si-hyuk watches the idol like a father watching a kid choose an ice cream flavor with a small smile decorating his face. jiwon, on the other hand, sees the interaction between the two and couldn't help but to smile, finally realizing the affection the latter has for the idols he personally trained and witnessed growing up.

he treats bts and txt like his own kids because he was the only one who believed in them from the beginning.

"uhm, i want to do something, but i don't know if it's allowed."

"it's okay, you can tell us. we'd like to help you if it'll ease your worries." mr. park immediately speaks up, urging the txt member to share her thoughts.

"well, could we hold another meeting? but this time, all of us are present? it'll make my decision-making efficient and worthwhile. also, i need to have a talk with the other idol too because knowing that she got forced into appearing in this show would make this situation even worse." si-hyuk nods, fighting off a smile. hyunseol really grew up and i couldn't be prouder of her.

"that can be easily arranged", jiwon states as he writes the decision hyunseol came to in a notepad in a quick motion, hyunseol getting slightly entranced by the ceo's hand. he then looks up and looks at the idol, unable to contain his smile when he sees the pout forming on hyunseol's lips. "when do you want to hold the meeting?"

the idol snaps out of her reverie and her eyes dart around the room, scratching her cheek. "uh, whenever she's free. i don't want to interfere with her schedule."

"noted." jiwon nods and stands up, making hyunseol slightly flinch. "thank you for lending me your time. that's the only i want to discuss with you, miss oh."

"oh, t-thank you too, for being patient with me." hyunseol quickly stands up and bows in ninety degrees to the ceo and bang pd-nim.

"you're always welcome, miss oh." mr. park nods with a smile as si-hyuk stands, a proud smile on his lips.

si-hyuk and hyunseol then walk out of the room after exchanging goodbyes. once the tall idol closes the office door, the producer gently nudges her with a smirk.

"i'm proud of you for speaking your mind out there, hyunseol-ah."

"t-thank you..." the idol doesn't know how to respond, despite being occasionally praised by bang pd-nim.

"no matter what happens, i'm always proud of you. whether it may be small or not. i know you've always struggled with saying anything you want to say to me, but i want to let you know that i appreciate your efforts. i'm proud of the person you've become."

hyunseol avoids the producer's eyes, getting too overwhelmed with the praises and si-hyuk notices as he pats the latter's arm. "see you around, hyunseol-ah."

the idol nods and watches her second father walk away, heading to his studio. i'll never get used to him praising me.

she then grabs her phone as she heads to the elevator.

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jimin walks to the front porch, clicking her tongue and shaking her head. her manager just dropped her off in the dorm after meeting with lee soo man. and in jimin's perspective, it's pointless if that man will always get his way with her decisions.

taking her coat and shoes off, she then darts towards her room and slams the door close, accidentally doing it too hard for the noise to echo in the whole dorm. but she was too preoccupied with her thoughts to care.

her members peek their heads out to the hallway and slowly walk out of their rooms, seeing the 'do not disturb' sign hanging on the door handle of their leader's bedroom door. the three aespa members look at another and back to jimin's closed bedroom door, not wanting to confront the leader on what happened with her meeting.

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summary: txt's oldest member, oh hyunseol just want a peaceful life after pandemic with her members, but it seems like fate wants to shake things up.

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[hungrydogs-if]

Just got recc'ed this game today and YEAH I can't wait to read now. Saw that cute lil short of the VP with Angel's daughter and now I have to know-

The ROs (maybe early crush stage?) reactions to seeing an intimidating (at least visually) VP being kind and entertaining a passing kid with a soft smile on their face like with card tricks or cats cradle or something?

So looking forward to making my VP!!!

people get this game rec'd to them? i- 🥺👉👈 thank you love, i can't wait to get a proper, meaty demo out for y'all!

now, my inability to react properly to compliments aside, here's something i'm marginally better at: some reaction writing!

dane would feel that warm, fuzzy feeling of affection that comes with seeing one's crush best friend do something that makes them light up. of course he's well aware that at the end of the day, the mc - even if they look and/or act intimidating - is very much human. he'd stand there in muted adoration with a goofy little smile on his face and eventually call them a dork.

mona would be keeping an eye out for threats, as she usually is. but the distraction proves too tempting, and she lowers her guard to watch, a soft smile on her lips. knowing her, she would encourage the mc to show their best tricks, and get the child all hyped up for the show while she secretly basks in the peaceful expression on the mc's face.

sam loves card tricks, so they're just as transfixed on those as they are on the sight of the mc looking anything but a rugged criminal. they'd probably blurt out that they didn't know the mc could look so serene, instead of the terrifying visage they used to be so scared of. after that they'd quickly hide the blush and sheepishly ask for more tricks.

thirteen is bad at expressing any outward emotion, so they'd just... stand there. staring. it's a bit creepy sure, but they're paying very close attention; everything from how the way mc's eyes look softer, how their tone shifts to make the kid feel safe, to the miniscule changes in posture and stance. they'd be captivated by it, intrigued and in a bit of awe.

and angel, they'd be skeptical at first. it's in their nature to be suspicious of the mc no matter what they do, but the stone-cold detective might just crack when the kid laughs. it'd raise confusing feelings, contradicting ones, as they - to their horror - slowly start to realize that they enjoy seeing the mc outside the rigid bubble the san maro pd has placed them in.

[away-ward]

NAUURRRRR I SAW THIS, AND KO YOU JUST HAVE TO SUFFER WITH ME 😭😭😭 MichaelRikaKaiBanks bonus i swear im not lying, please be angry with me 😭😭😭🤡. L*nk on twitter/ x:

https://x.com/mytinyfighter/status/ 1702017261370851814?s=61

Just delete the space between / and 7.

I hope there'll never be a willemmy alexaydin istg 😭😭😭 ngl i kinda pd now

Ohhh someone told me about this! Thank you so much for sending it to me. Congratulations, you get a live reaction.

Wait... EmoryWill? D-do they not know Willemmy? Do they not use Willemmy? Willemmy is such a cute name for the pair/ship and honestly much cuter than the other couples'. I'm not being biased, this is fact.

EmoryWill. I'm already mad.

They're what? No. No. Rika is not the most hated. We hate how you interject her in scenes she's not needed. And I've never gotten anything but love for Banks.

Although, I do get a lot of Rika hate in my message box. I never get Banks hate. What are they talking about????

What side of the fandom are they interacting with?

How does everyone know about the steam room? I remember someone coming in on them but it's really gotten around like this that even in their own club, a "young woman" feels bold enough to sass Rika? And Rika has to keep "her chin up" like what? Are you embarrassed suddenly? Can't handle someone sassing you? Have you grown up at all, Rika?

And why is this girl allowed back if she's been given bloody noses before, probably for trying to insult Banks? Clearly, she's not there to learn so maybe they recommend they find a different club, hmm?

And Banks comes in with the logic. This is actually good for me because I've framed Banks differently in my head. So, for a clearer idea of her, I appreciate this.

I can't. I just.

It's not the overwhelming "Rika is perfect and beloved" narrative. Don't get it wrong. It's the way in contradicts the way I've framed them in my head (which, again, we've established is way off anyway so I don't know why I'm so annoyed). But I want them to all be all the same level. Why is it that Em and Alex and Will and Winter all love Rika, but Banks doesn't feel that same love from them?

In short, this is not the "chosen family" vibe I wanted. And now I'm mad. And sad. I'm Smad.

Let's see what else is in this box of fun, shall we?

Of course it was! He didn't practice abstinence before he met you. He had plenty of practice that had nothing to do with Rika.

I don't like her jealousy. Where's my logical Banks? *checks under a rock*

"It's been sitting between us." No, Banks. It's been sitting on you. No one else cares.

Does this mean Emory's safe??? I don't have to worry about random scenes popping up to ruin my ideas of her?

oh wait. you're right. Alex and Aydin are still waiting in the wings for their chance to steal the spotlight.

And on one hand, I get where Rika is coming from regarding Kai. On the other hand her saying things like "I don't think about Kai" and "Don't bring him up again" feels rude. Like dude, what he'd do to you? As far as I know, he's always been nice to you. You should think about him. I mean, respect that he has a wife and don't objectify him. But like... have nice thoughts about the guy.

I don't have to have nice thoughts about him. But I'm mad on Em's behalf.

I really wish this was the end of it. I wish it ended here with Banks agreeing but letting know Rika she doesn't mind and then they leave as friends with a deeper understanding of each other. Yay.

Knowing Michael (which, again... I don't), he probably got a little kick when talking to Kai, knowing that Rika wanted Banks more than him. He also probably kept it a secret because it fixed the relationship between him and Kai. No reason to be jealous of his best friend when his wife doesn't even want him.

She's what...? What kind of family is this????? Ten years and she's never had a reason to call Michael?

Michael starts talking and I immediately retch. That's horrible.

Well... that was something. I kind of feel bad for Kai. Is it just me, or does the line "trying to sort out his feelings" seem like he's not all that into it? I mean, of course he is because PD created him to be, but like... doesn't sound like someone who was positive that what's happening is what he wants.

Anyway. Thanks, I think. I don't know why I'm so annoyed. I knew how this was going to go and yet...

I object to everything here. Just for the record.

[kiracatvria]

Do it for him/her takes on a new meaning, the dedication as well.

WAIT HOLD ON whO ARE YOU???? This is about SU right????? COME BACK I WANNA SPAZZ asgjhfdjk

[fictionalmenmistress]

🌸🍡Taehyung with a chubby darling🍡🌸

In which our best boy reacts to having a bashful girlfriend who happens to be volumptous and curvy... and chubby and soft... and he finds it to be SO SEXY she has no ideaaaa! *Y/N insert story!*

Some NSFW but mostly SFW, some angsty self image views, but soft and fluffy praises. Not requested, but I felt like doing it for a little self-gratification since he'd likely be exactly like this... enjoy lovelies~ 😚

All of my work is labelled under the hashtag #fictionalmenmistress, in the tags 🌸🍡🌸

"Hey baby~" Taehyung devilishly smirks, tucking his head into your shoulder.

"AHH!" You shriek, as your boyfriend squeezes you from behind. You pull out your earbuds and pause your music, spinning around to face him before you. "You SCARED me, Taehyung!"

Taehyung softly chuckled, taking you into his arms. "Awwww my baby... I'm sorry." He cooed, not taking your scolding seriously.

You pull your face away from his gentle hands, as he leaned closer to cup your cheeks... but pouts when he's denied.

"What if a sasaeng broke in and grabbed me or something? Its scary enough to be in such a big house all by myself, you know I'm always looking over my shoulder... because I'm scared of ghosts, and stuff going 'bump' in the night."

"But not us going 'bump' in the night, right?" He mischeviously smirks, taking your hand into his, examining your face with half-closed, lulled eyes.

"Taehyungieeee-" you whine, playfully scolding him to pay attention, as a blush surfaces over your whole face. "You know I scare easily."

"I do too, precious." He quietly assures, before groaning. "OKAYYYY, I won't suprise you off guard anymore... no matter how cute or amusing your reaction may be-" he murmured in submission, letting out a long sigh. "Can't I just... hold you now?"

You blush, as he guides your hand to his lips, pressing a delicate kiss against the back of your hand. "I missed you all day... you're usually with me at the studio, or waiting with those yummy muffins after dance practice."

You giggle. "You mean the ones I lie to PD-nim about? Saying they're faux muffins, that are really veggie-based, to enhance protein and carb burning?" You ask, lifting your eyebrows in an amused way.

"Yeah, those ones..." Taehyung sighs with a pout. "All the guys love them... even Mister Bang now."

"He does, doesn't he?" You grimace, remembering the tray you made their boss recently, per-request. "I feel bad about lying, now that he thinks they're okay to eat all the time..."

"NOOO we can't lose our muffins!!" Taehyung playfully whines, clinging onto your arm. "He'll make us diet if he knowssss!"

"It sounds like you miss my muffins more than me." You smirk.

Taehyung scoffs, shaking his head, before planting several, slow kisses, up your arm.

"No, there's nothing I wouldn't give to have you by my side. Every day... muffins or no muffins." He giggles, towering over you and gazing into your eyes. "I missed you today."

"I missed you too, Tiger. I had been needing to do some artwork for my webtoon panels." You smile, booping his nose. "I'm trying to build an audience for my own work!"

Taehyung gently groans, pulling you in close by your waist. "You know... I can reccomend it to army on weverse or twitter. You've always been the best story teller I know... so its not like I'd be making up any praises about how amazing it is..."

You run your fingers through his soft hair, as he nuzzles into your neck. You can feel his breath slowing, huffing against your skin to breathe you in. He sends a shiver down your spine, slowly squeezing his hands over your hips, almost like... he's kneeding dough.

"Tae... y-you know I want to make something for myself..." you blush, as his hands sensually explore their way up your back. "I want to have self-made sucsess, doing what I love. It means a lot to me, to say that I did it, without anyone's help."

"Mmmm... my pretty little buisness CEO... I love it when you're ambitious and driven."

You scoff, wriggling in his hold. "Oh please, Tae... I'm not little, c'mon." You blush, this time out of embarrasement.

He can feel your body grow stiffened in his arms.

"Why can't I just praise you?" He whispers, almost saddened that you won't accept the admiration.

He leans back and stares into your eyes, with a small childish pout of dissapointment on his lips. His eyes are big and glossy as they penetrate your soul... like that of a puppy.

Its so wonderfully strange how he can look so intimidating and sexy sometimes... then all of a sudden so soft and baby-ish.

And right when he had you where he wanted you, softening your attention to be on him and distracted... of COURSE he would try to snag a move on you again. There went his large, manly hands... gently gripping and easing into a subtle squeeze on your waist skin... before sliding so slowly and delicately down to your bubbly buttcheeks.

Ah those thick buns and 'thicc' thighs. You love them then you hate them... they jiggle when you move, they always have. And... they have those small dimples in them. You always felt hesitant to let your boyfriend touch the soft spots, worried he may be turned off by the texture of your squishy skin, or how your body isn't tight like his own body. And yet... his gaze and hands always wandered there most... he was so needy for those areas, always trying to weasel his way into exploring them.

You were pretty confident about your big breasts, however. Those didn't make you feel like 'too much' for him. Well... besides the faded stretchmarks from them growing so quickly during middle school. Puberty... it just kinda hit you like a truck. You went from looking like a scrawny child to looking like a shapely woman with a baby doll face.

Parents would get mad at you trick or treating, assuming you were a college student dressing up and requesting candy. And those pervy older men were always such a pesty, creepy problem. All this to say, you became very aware of your body, very fast. Your other classmates were still skinny and shapeless, with more boxy frames than curvy frames, and none of the boys in your class ever seemed to be attracted to you, over the girls like them.

As Taehyung has said once before though... a young boy wants to knaw on bones, while a grown man hungers for the meat.

"Did you just compare me to meat?" You asked him after the fact.

"No! No... that's not what I..." He giggled, shaking his head. "Its just an old saying, that I only really understood when I grew up. Basically, women with shape are the sexiest to men... but teenage boys are attracted to a more child-like, thinner look." he quietly said.

His words echoed through your head, before you attention re-gathered in the moment happening now.

"You're little to me..." he innocently cooed.

Yes, I suppose height-wise you were shorter than your tall boyfriend. But you always wondered if you looked too... big... standing next to him. He was so lean... with practically no fat on his firm, toned body. But you were soft all over. And seeing Taehyung at award shows... surrounded by all of those dainty, tiny girlgroup idols... they looked like they could fit in his hands. But you... you felt so big sometimes, with your foreign genetics.

Taehyung never seemed to care, and he never said anything but praises, but you still wondered in the back of your mind. Did he think you were too much for him?

Taehyung liked a challenge. The more you shyed away, the more he pressed into you, cradling you in his grasp. (He knew the difference between you being shy versus being non-consenting, and NEVER went against your limits or desires. He read people quite well, especially you...)

"Taehyung..." you gulped, feeling your lips trembling to get the words out. "D-do you think I'm... f-fat?" You stammer. The look on his face is almost appalled, angered. Who would make you have such a false impression?

"What?" He repeated. "Fat? Absolutely NOT." He corrected, tilting up his chin confidently.

"B-but... according to Korean standards..." you muttered, beginning to ramble now that pandora's box had been opened. "I'm-"

"Don't say it." He coldly ordered. "Korean beauty standards are unrealistic and drive even the skinniest and prettiest of Korean women to get surgeries that promise an 'ideal image'. But, everyone is perfect exactly as they are. I know you know that, and you know I know that too. So, screw what advertising comanies call the 'ideal image' in my country or yours. Ideal image, my ass."

"Taehyung!" You gasp, suprised that he swore. Your boyfriend wasn't one to swear... it was a rare quality about him.

The way he worded it made you chuckle at a realization.

"Well, your butt is indeed the ideal image..." you murmured, making Taehyung smirk to see you amused and feeling a little better.

"I'm glad you think so, Jagiya~" he cooed, guiding you to the couch without his arms leaving your waist. You trusted him wholly, to guide you backwards, or anywhere.

Taehyung suddenly slipped his arm under one of your knees, making you yelp as he pulled your thigh up against the side of his body. He confidently smiles all the while, his intimate gaze never leaving your eyes. You feel his hand squeeze the thigh, and you could tell he was doing it less for support to lift you onto the couch, and moreso to feel your volumptuous form in his grasp. Ohhh he loved your thighs... your soft, lovely thighs...

He slowly leaned into you, guiding you to recline back onto the expensive, large, comfy couch.

You giggled, as he leaned all of his body onto you, squishing you playfully under him.

"Taehyung!" You laughed. "You're squishing me!"

"I want all of my body to be against your perfect body." He sweetly grinned. "There's not an inch of me that doesn't belong to you."

"Well, you're suprisingly heavy..." you playfully pout, succumbing to the comortable pressure his body was pressing into you. It was arousing, actually...

"And you're suprisingly light." He gently remarked, flipping you both so you were on top of him. You knew he didn't mean that in a bad way.

"Or you're just strong..." you sighed.

"Maybe I'm strong... but your body is perfect to me. The way you FEEL..." he began, greedily squeezing his palms over the softest parts of your thighs. "The way you LOOK..." he hungrily growled, almost an octive deeper... sending a shiver through your core as he drank in the image before him. His eyes widened as they scanned over your bouncing large breasts in his view, as he watched you sit up, straddling him as he lied there. The smile on his face was pleasured, pleased. He was a happy man to have you on top of him, no matter how light or heavy you were... he WANTED you to press your lovely form into him. "The way you walk... so bouncy and sexy... I feel jealous about how the hyungs check you out when your back is turned." His voice turned devilishly lower... deeper... as if wrathful for revenge. "Its a crime that any man gets to see your godess-like form standing before them, besided me."

"Th-they do that?" You blush, not realizing the rest of the boys saw you in that way.

"Mhmm... all of them do. Its soooo not fairrr..." he grumbled under his breath, almost purring as he took in the sight of your squishy tummy against his chest, and your juicy thighs around him. "Kitten~" he desperately sighed. "I get so HARD, just IMAGINING how you look IN clothes that cover you completely... let alone the f-fantasies of you naked~" he humms, with a hitch in his breathy whispers.

"Hh-huhh..." he sighs, his breath hitching again, as his eyes lazily roll into the back of his head, before re-drifting back down onto you. Just the remembrance gets him THAT hot and bothered??

"For realsies?" You coyly, bashfully ask.

"Of course, kitten. Would I lie to you?" He asks, raising his eyebrows with a confident smirk.

"Maybe... if it would make me feel better..." you dissapointedly assume.

He sits up, supporting himself on one of his arms, making his chest press against your breasts through your shirt. You were face to face now... just staring into one another's eyes.

"NEVER." He assured. "I would never lie to you. There's no reason for me to lie to make you feel better, Jagi. You're literally a goddess."

You feel your cheeks flume red. "G-goddess?"

"Yes! Renaissance masters didn't sculpt ideal greek godess statues with soft curves for nothing..." he grumbled, blushing at the sight of your innocent face.

"Ohh Taehyungie..." you dreamily sighed, leaning fully against his chest as he slowly lowered you both down, to lie against one another horizontally.

"The way our bodies are so different... the way yours is so soft comared to how hard and stiff mine is... its perfect." He gently cooed. "I'm surpised that you're so comfy in my arms."

"Oh Tae, you're my safe place. I love how you feel... I love how you hold me." You intimately whispered.

He stared deeply into your eyes, as a gentle smile rested on his admiring, sculpted, handsome face.

"Didn't you find me during our Love Yourself era?" He asked, cocking a brow.

"Mhmm." You responded, rapidly nodding your head up and down in such a soft, innocent way.

Taehyung giggled, endeared at your cuteness. "Okay then. I want you to love yourself... because I love you. All of you."

He gently lifted your loose shirt up enough to grab onto your waist, running his hands slowly down the sides of you, to squeeze your soft tummy in his hands, his eyes practically glistening with desire.

"Ever inch of you... every hair, every patch of skin, every tint and shade, every texture. You belong to me, and you're the sexiest being in existance. And all of me belongs to you, only you, forever. Alright?" He romantically assured, gazing hopelessly into your eyes.

The soft smile that pulled into his lips, let you know the fullest sincerity of his tone. "Okay." You smile, leaning into his lips to kiss him.

Slowly, passionately you kissed, deepening the intimate act with every second. Soon enough, your hands were running all over one another, tilting your heads to reach your tongues into the deepest parts of your mouth. Body to body... you both were perfect, together and apart, exactly as you are... he loved you.

🌸 the end 🌸 (for more, visit my hashtag: #fictionalmenmistress in the tags 🥰 requests and headcannons are also open!)

[imjustwritingg]

It's crazy to think that it's only now that we see their new place all lit up! Usually it's dark and grey which reflects the storyline at the time, with heavy emotions and all the baggage. But now that the whole Roy and fbi thing is done, they light up the scene and we see how beautiful their home is! Like I think the decor and furnishings are all so Upstead! It's beautiful to see the flow in the story, even in the little things like this. The writers and everyone who works bts on this show in incredible! I rlly can't wait to see the teams reactions to our fave couple married! And for the first time in what seems like a very long time, pd's finale ep isn't all blood and no one is about to die!!

Oh yes my friend!! All of this. It’s always so insane how the writers and producers take into account the tiniest of details when filming an episode. The symbolism in the finale was top notch. It was so, so good.

I’m so relieved it wasn’t some wild cliffhanger we were left with, but that beautiful Upstead ending instead. We’re really so lucky. I can’t wait to see the team’s reactions to finding out Hailey and Jay tied the knot. It’s gonna be so great! Another 9x03 opening scene, me thinks! 🤔🤔

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strangers | l.ty

— angst ; 5k

— mentions of cancer

He loved to work anywhere. It did not matter if it's at home, in a café, or just outside on a bench close to the ocean, if there was one.

Since he traveled a lot, he always had new places to go and continue what he was doing at that moment. But that also meant he had no one who could appreciate his hard work.

No one, until he saw her in that restaurant.

She was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. He wanted to talk to her, as soon as he heard her sweet voice talking to a man in front of her, softly asking if he was the man she wanted to meet.

As soon as the other man nodded, she smiled so brightly and in Lee Taeyong's eyes, it was the most beautiful smile he had ever seen. And it hurt that this smile was not for him.

He was ripped from his thoughts as someone placed a plate with delicious food in front of him. "I hope you enjoy your meal", the woman said, smiling friendly as Taeyong looked up at her. "Thank you", he answered and started eating.

But he could not stop thinking about her beautiful smile.

Lee Taeyong was back in South Korea. After spending a weekend in Venice and a whole week in Stockholm, he was finally back. writing in other countries always made him feel better because he never got out of his apartment or the studio.

"Hyung, are you back?", Jaemin, one of his best friends asked. the younger male had a spare key just to check-in, just like the rest of his group. Whenever they wanted they could go inside and get something from Taeyong's fridge or whatever they wanted. It was kind of a shared apartment, but the other boys slept at their parent's house since Taeyong's apartment was pretty small for all those people.

"Yeah, finally got back. And I’m so tired", Taeyong whined and got up to greet his friend.

"Then stop working and go to sleep", Jaemin scoffed and let go of Taeyong, just to see the filled pages Taeyong had written in the last week.

"You wrote all of this in just a week? Hyung, I guess I’ve always underestimated you", Jaemin said while reading a bit through the lyrics.

Taeyong started to laugh. "Jaemin, you know I’m always like this", he said. "I can't stop writing when I’m somewhere else. Stockholm and Venice did something to me."

"Venice? You didn't tell me you wanted to travel there! Hyung, I’ve always wanted to go there", Jaemin exclaimed as he continued reading.

"One day we'll go there together, yeah? We all together. It's really beautiful there", Taeyong said and chuckled, he found it adorable how mad Jaemin seemed to be simply because Taeyong had not told him, he would be going to Venice.

"I'm sure you're going to love it there. There were so many places to visit, but I only spent the weekend there. The rest of the week I was in Stockholm as planned", Taeyong explained. "I think of going to Berlin soon. You wanna come, too?", Taeyong asked the younger.

Jaemin nodded. "Yes, of course, hyung. I'll tell Mark, too, then we can go together", he answered.

"That'd be amazing. I missed traveling with you guys", Taeyong smiled, then he yawned. "I think I’m going to bed. If you want to, you can try to work on the lyrics I wrote. We need to hand something to pd-nim soon."

"Yeah, I'll get to it right now. Do you want me to call mark, too? I thought I wouldn't invite him since you're really tired and you know how he can be sometimes “, Jaemin chuckled. "Yeah... thanks for that", Taeyong grinned. "Get to work, Jaemin-ah."

"I. will, hyung", he promised, but then he seemed like he got an idea. "Did you eat something?", he asked. Taeyong just shook his head. "I thought I'll order something when I wake up again", the elder answered. "Forget that, I'm ordering pizza now. You can sleep after you ate", the younger protested and took out his phone, laughing at the elder groaning. "Are you serious? I just want to sleep", he whined.

"Stop being a baby and wait for half an hour. It's not going to kill you. At that time, we could read over your texts", Jaemin said and took out his phone to order something to eat.

"Yeah, okay. that's a good idea, too", Taeyong said and sat down on his couch. They worked on Taeyong's lyrics, Jaemin was impressed by how much Taeyong had written in just a week. Taeyong loved his work. he loved being able to travel around.

Suddenly he remembered you. He remembered your soft smile at that one man and started smiling. he could not stop thinking about you. He remembered your sweet voice, asking the man if he was the one she wanted to meet.

"You okay, hyung? Why are you suddenly smiling?", Jaemin asked. "I'm fine, just thought about someone I saw in Venice", Taeyong answered. "Was it some girl?", his best friend grinned and laughed at Taeyong's panicked look. "Tell me about her. How did you meet her?"

So, he started talking. He told him everything about you, telling his best friend about how much you inspired him to write more love songs. That was something Taeyong always wanted to do but he could not do it since it did not fit the style of songs he usually wrote.

"You're cute, hyung", Jaemin said grinning. "You have a crush on a girl you couldn't even talk to. Who knows, if you're ever going to meet her again."

"I don't care. she inspired me a lot without even knowing", Taeyong chuckled and pointed at his lyrics. "That's the proof."

"I know, hyung... I know", Jaemin only said before he got up to get the pizzas and enjoyed his time with his closest friend.

They just had booked their flight tickets to Berlin and smiled brightly. It had been a long time since Taeyong, Jaemin and Mark had traveled somewhere together and Taeyong had to admit that he missed traveling with his two best friends. He had wanted to do that again and finally, they would do it. 

"We got the tickets and booked our hotel. I hope there will not happen anything bad", Taeyong said. "Don't be such a pessimist. Nothing will happen, okay? We'll fly to Berlin and enjoy our time together. We needed that", Jaemin said smiling and opened a new page on Taeyong's laptop. He looked for something to eat. Taeyong stopped him right away. "No, don't. I went grocery shopping today just to be able to cook something for us", he said. 

Well... Taeyong tried. but as Mark was able to distract him, the food burned and they couldn't eat it. So, they had to order take out. But no one cared. They liked to have their free time and spend them together as best friends. And finally, they were able to spend more time together. Taeyong was excited. In a few days, they would be on the plane to Istanbul, then Berlin. 

"Guys? What do you think about this?", Jaemin asked. he showed the other boys a few lines he just had written. 

The lyrics Jaemin showed them were emotional, full of love. It was completely different from what he would write usually.

"That sounds good", Taeyong commented and smiled.

"Since when are you so emotional?", Mark giggled. He groaned as Jaemin hit him.

"I don't know... probably since I'm dating Seoyeon", Jaemin laughed. The other two boys widened their eyes. They didn't know about Jaemin dating one of the producers of SME, the entertainment they all were working in. 

"Since when are you two dating?!", Taeyong blurted out.

"Oh... I didn't tell you, right? Seoyeon and I are dating for almost two months now. I kind of forgot to tell you about it", Jaemin laughed a bit and his cheeks reddened as always when he got shy.

Long flights were always a little problem for Taeyong. But if he took his medication, it wouldn't be a problem at all. Him having cancer had been a reason to even fire him from his job since there always was the risk of something happening to him. But SME loved him. They loved his lyrics. That's why they would keep him in the company.

Taeyong was truly a genius when talking about song lyrics. Not only the company loved them but the fans of the artists he wrote for and his fans did as well. He enjoyed the reactions and speculations as they were trying to figure out what deeper meaning the lyrics had.

As usual, he had his notebook open and ready to write something down if he would get something in mind that he could work on. But it seemed like his mind was empty. He couldn’t even get one line together that sounded good to him.

“Sorry, you’re sitting on my seat!”, someone said and Taeyong looked up. His eyes widened as he saw you standing there.

“O-oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t notice it”, he hurriedly got up and tried to make space for you. You smiled and stepped back a little so he can get out of the tight spot. When you tried to get to your seat, you tripped and he put his hands on your waist, stopping you from falling.

“Careful”, he said and held your hand until you sat down.

“Thank you”, you answered and tightened your belt as Taeyong sat down next to you.

“You’re welcome. I’m Taeyong by the way. Nice to meet you”, he smiled as he also tightened his belt. His heart started beating faster as you also smiled when you told him your name. He couldn’t believe that you were there, in the same plane as him, and seated right next to you. Was it luck? He honestly didn’t know.

“You kind of seem familiar to me? Is it possible that I saw you somewhere before?”, you then asked him. He nodded.

“I saw you in Venice. It was at that restaurant, what was it called?”, he murmured as he tried to remember the name. “Right! Ai Mercanti was the name.”

„Right! It was such a great place though!”, you said and the moment he saw your smile again, his heart stopped a beat before starting to pound in his chest. He was in love with your smile.

“Where are you traveling?”, Taeyong asked you. He sort of was disappointed when you told him that you would stay in Istanbul for a while before heading back to Seoul for your work. During the flight, Taeyong didn’t even write a little bit into his notebook. He was either sleeping or talking to you.

You thought Taeyong was cute, a passionate person who loved his work over everything. He had shown you a few of his lyrics and surprised you by telling you that he wrote a few of the songs you loved to listen to.

“I didn’t think that I would meet the person who wrote my favorite songs”, you giggled and read over a few drafts he had written down in his notebook.

“Well, you did”, Taeyong answered smiling before he yawned. He checked the time, noticed that you both had been talking for over an hour and he noticed that it was late.

“I think, I will try to sleep. You should, too”, he said and put the blanket he had brought with him over his body. You only nodded, also trying to cuddle yourself into your blanket. Eventually, both of you fell asleep.

“Hyung”, someone was shaking his body softly but it was enough to wake Taeyong eventually up. He looked around confused and noticed that the plane already landed. “We’re in Istanbul. We have to get out and go to our next plane”, Mark said and Taeyong looked to the seat next to him. It was empty. But there was a small piece of paper which he picked up and read it. There was a small text saying that you loved talking to him during the flight and you wrote down your number.

“Who was that?”, Mark asked him curiously, trying to peek on the note. But Taeyong folded it and hid it in his pocket. He only brushed it off with a small “No one” and grabbed his bag where he had put his notebook and other things in. He hurried to get out of the plane and breathed in as soon as he finally was able to get fresh air.

“Now I kind of regret that we didn’t stay here for like a day or something. We could’ve eaten that thing Yuta had recommended us”, Taeyong pouted. 

“Are you sure that it isn’t because of the girl?”, Mark asked him, causing Taeyong to widen his eyes but also shook his head immediately.

“Of course not! She has nothing to do with this. I only spoke to her today. It was the first time I ever talked to her. And I probably won’t ever see her again, so it doesn’t matter”, Taeyong answered. It was a big lie, but he didn’t want to tell the other two boys that he would be meeting up with her as soon as they were back in South Korea.

“Yeah, yeah. Keep on lying to yourself, Taeyongie”, Jaemin laughed and they both finally entered the huge airport. At first, it seemed like the three boys were lost but they were lucky to find someone who spoke fluent English so Mark and Jaemin could ask them for help. It took them around half an hour to finally arrive at their next gate where they would be going to their next plane to Berlin.

All of them were already exhausted. It would take around three more hours on a plane until they would finally in Berlin and would go to their hotel. Taeyong decided to work on his notes for a few songs his manager asked him to write. Soon, there would be a new group debuting and they needed good songs.

While he was thinking about you, possible lines for songs (to be exact, they mostly were love songs) were written in his notebook and he was proud of all the paragraphs he managed to write in only two hours. For the last hour, he decided on sleeping and was woken up by Jaemin as they landed.

His medication was really heavy so he always slept over. One of the boys always had to come over to his place to wake him up so he could at least show up at the company for once. Sometimes, the boys even thought he was dead because he didn’t move at all or even woke up, no matter how hard they tried to wake him.

That usually had been in the beginning after the doctor diagnosed him with his tumor. Now his body got used to the heavy medication and he didn’t pass out a lot anymore. It still happened that he just fell asleep somewhere or even just lose his consciousness when they were on their way home from a long day at the company.

“We landed. We’re in Berlin”, he was all smiley and happy and Taeyong was grateful that he still could see his best friends who were like a family for him happy.

Taeyong got up and took his bag, going to the exit with Jaemin. Mark already was out, waiting for them. The youngest of the three was impatient, wanting to go to their hotel and just sleep. Taeyong put his arm around Mark and smiled. “Don’t worry, we’ll be at the hotel soon and you can sleep as much as you want to. We all need it”, Taeyong said and Mark nodded.

“I’m just exhausted because of the flight. But anyway, how are you feeling? Are you too exhausted?”, Mark asked him worriedly. Taeyong shook his head.

“I’m good. The medicine wasn’t as heavy as I thought it would be. I’m doing okay. I will be able to make it to the hotel without passing out”, he joked but he knew his illness was a sensitive topic to his friends. Taeyong always took his illness way too easy than he actually should.

“If you tried to be funny about your illness, you know I hate that. I’m sorry Taeyong Hyung”, Jaemin said and sighed.

“I know. I shouldn’t take it as easy as I do but I… I try to make the best of it. I’m here with you guys now, I’m living the life of my dreams. I just try to enjoy it. And I know exactly that this whole thing is super sensitive. I get that. But I just try to forget it for a while…”, Taeyong said while they were walking into the airport.

“I also get that. Let’s have a great vacation here, okay? Don’t think about work, don’t think a bit about lyrics. I want you to have your time with us, yeah?”, Jaemin said and Taeyong only smiled when he nodded.

Jaemin might be two years younger than him, but he was truly more mature than someone would expect. He was a dork, yes, he always managed to make the others laugh, but he knew whenever there was a serious moment, he should back off and try to help.

“We should go. I’m getting tired”, Taeyong then said and both Mark and Jaemin kind of panicked as they rushed a little to get out of the airport as soon as possible. Soon, they were in a cab, the driver was luckily speaking a little English, so Mark and Jaemin were able to communicate with him.

No matter how tired he was, Taeyong couldn’t go to sleep without checking the paper you had given him. He smiled as he noticed the small heart next to your number and he immediately took out his phone to save your number. Before he actually texted you, he decided to get ready to sleep.

When he finally was ready to sleep, he took his phone again and opened the still empty chat with you.

“Hey it’s Taeyong ^^”

It didn’t take long until you answered.

“I thought you’d never text me. Was your flight okay?”

“Yes… We just arrived at the hotel. I’m really tired and I will go to sleep now. How is Istanbul?”

“I didn’t go around much yet but the place I’m staying in is so beautiful”

You and Taeyong texted for almost an hour. It didn’t take long until he finally noticed that he actually should sleep. That is what he texted you. You only answered that you were sorry for keeping him up for so long. He smiled at your answer.

“It’s okay, I’ll sleep now, yeah?”

“good night, yongie”

His heart fluttered at the nickname and he couldn’t stop smiling. Taeyong put his phone away and eventually, he fell asleep while he was thinking about you.

“did you sleep well?”

Taeyong looked on his phone as the message arrived. He smiled a little which didn’t go unnoticed by Jaemin and Mark. The boys currently were at a “Who was it?”, Jaemin asked grinning. “Is it the sweet girl you were seated next to?”

“Yes, it’s her”, Taeyong admitted. “Also… do you remember the girl I saw in Venice?” As both of them nodded, Taeyong continued talking. “It’s her.”

Jaemin widened his eyes, he couldn’t believe the luck Taeyong had. He was happy for his best friend and smiled. “I’m so happy for you, Hyung. Seriously, it actually so unbelievable but I’m so glad that you found her and even talk to her now. If it makes you happy, I am happy, too”, Jaemin spoke and Taeyong couldn’t help but smile even more.

“Thank you so much, Jaeminie.”

That evening, you and Taeyong talked on the phone. Neither you nor him were tired since you slept over the whole afternoon to evening and now had time to just talk. He told you about how much you had inspired him to write love songs which weren’t his strength, no matter how often his company asked him to write a few.

“That’s so sweet, god I can’t with this”, you whined and he grinned. “Can you read them out for me again?”

And he did. He just read them, smiling as he imagined your beautiful smile. He truly fell for you before even knowing you and he was sure as soon as he finally got to know you better, he’d be highs over heels in love with you.

“The texts are so beautiful. Which group do you think they will let them record them?”, you asked him. “Only… tell me if you’re actually allowed to. I don’t want to get you in trouble or something.”

“No, it’s okay. I just write too much and sometimes they don’t even use the texts. Then I’m just uploading them on SoundCloud with Jaemin and Mark, my two best friends”, he explained. “I feel like this song might not fit to any group so it might end up being recorded by a few other friends.”

“You sing, too? God, is there anything you can’t do?”, you asked him and giggled. Everything you did made him smile like an idiot. He never thought he could ever fall for someone like this.

“Well, Mark and I are usually doing the rap but some people say I should sing more”, he laughed.

“Could you maybe sing something for me?”, you asked him shyly, not sure if he would do it.

“I’m not so confident with my singing, actually”, he said. “But one day, I will sing for you, promise.”

“You don’t have to, Yongie. It’s okay if you’re not comfortable with it”, you said. “Hey, umm, I need to sleep now, if that’s okay for you? I got an appointment with a salesman early tomorrow and need to rest properly.”

“Of course, angel, I need to sleep now, too”, he said. “Sleep well, Y/N”.”

“You, too, Yongie”, you called him by the nickname again and again, his heart was pounding in his chest. As you hung up, he couldn’t stop thinking about how it would be to see you again. It made him happy that he was able to talk to you, to get to know you. In the moments you two were talking, he seemed to forget about his illness. He seemed to feel healthy and strong while he was actually weak and sick.

It didn’t take him much time to fall asleep again. He slept peaceful and well, better than he had before, ever since his doctor had diagnosed him with cancer. Taeyong didn’t know what made him feel happier when he woke up the next day.

During the small vacation, Taeyong enjoyed his time with his two best friends and… he was happy. He was satisfied with how his life was at the moment.

On the flight back, they were also stopping once in Istanbul, making him question if you already had returned to Seoul since you didn’t have your return tickets yet when Taeyong had called you for the last time two days ago. He didn’t want to bother you as you were there for work and not for vacation.

If he only knew that you were waiting for him to call. You had already finished all your work there and had a few free days which he didn’t know. Also, you were shy, that was enough not to call him.

After the long flight, they were picked up by Johnny; the young Korean-American male was the only one who had a driver’s license and had agreed to pick the three men up as soon as they were back in Seoul. First, he dropped off Mark and Jaemin. When they arrived at Taeyong’s apartment, he smiled and got out of the car, Johnny following him to carry his luggage.

“Thanks, John. I appreciate that”, he said as they were in the elevator.

“Of course, Yongie. If you need help with something else, just ask. I’ll try to help you as much as I can”, Johnny answered and got out of the elevator as it stopped.

Johnny let the bag fall on the ground as he noticed that Taeyong was still in the elevator, held his hand at the door, and stopped it from closing. Taeyong was holding his head and his eyes were closed.

“Did you take your medication?”, Johnny asked him which Taeyong only answered by shaking his head as a no. He forgot to take the pills, causing him not to sleep enough on the flight. “Where are they?”

Johnny helped Taeyong to get out of the elevator and escorted the weak male to his apartment. He helped Taeyong with taking his medication, all of the boys knew about how many pills he had to take so they were able to help when Taeyong wasn’t in the state to help himself.

It took him a little until he felt better and was able to change his clothes on his own. As he looked at his pale body, he noticed a few bruises. At this point, he was used to getting random bruises on his body, they were everywhere now.

“Do you want me to call someone?”, Johnny asked. “I need to go to the studio, PD-nim said there was an emergency with one of the trainees and they need me.”

“No… I’m fine. Wait, no, call Y/N”, Taeyong then said. “I really hope she’s back here...”, he then murmured to himself. Taeyong told him not to say anything about his illness before he handed his phone to Johnny who pressed on the ‘call’ button as soon as he found your contact.

“Yongie?”, you yawned, making Johnny smile.

“It’s Johnny. I’m a friend of Taeyong. He isn’t feeling well after the flight and I would stay at his place but I have to work. Could you come over and maybe stay here until I’m back?”

“Of course. Would you text me the address? I’ll be there as soon as possible”, you answered without even thinking.

“I will. Thanks for doing this, Y/N. I’m looking forward to meet you soon”, Johnny spoke before he hung up and looked to Taeyong who was still scrunching his face in pain and was lying in his bed. “She will be here in around ten minutes. Do you think you would be able to stay awake?”

“Mhm, I think I’ll make it. You should go. The company is also important”, Taeyong said. As soon as Johnny was out, he started to let out all the coughing he was trying to hold in the whole time. He didn’t want to let Johnny see in what kind of a bad situation he was.

He was coughing with no pause, couldn’t breathe properly and he looked up in a panic as someone knocked at the door after a few minutes. Taeyong tried to get up from his bed and walked to the door, he was coughing badly and was weak.

He opened the door and… collapsed.

It was such a surprise for you to see him collapse right in front of you. You panicked and didn’t know what to do for a moment. You tried to pull him up and did everything you learned in a first-aid course, your whole body was shaking because you were scared. What was going on with him?

Meanwhile, you were talking to the emergency.

While you were waiting, you looked through his apartment, walked around but still stayed close so you can watch him. You found his phone and unlocked it by using his fingerprint. As you went through his contacts, you saw the names Jaemin and Mark, remembering how he told you that he’s going on his vacation with them.

Immediately, you called Jaemin.

“Hyung? What’s up?”, he said with a groggy voice. Probably the man was already sleeping.

“It’s Y/N. I…”, before you were able to continue speaking, you burst into crying. “H-he coll-apsed”, you stuttered out. You finally got yourself together and spoke with a much more stable voice. “I don’t know what’s going on.”

While you were talking to Jaemin and tried to calm down, you were walking around the small apartment. And then, you gasped in shock as you saw a little bit of blood. Maybe he coughed out blood as he was trying to open the door.

“I’ll be right over. Or wait, did you call the emergency? If yes, just text me which hospital you’re going to, I’ll go there directly”, Jaemin then said and you only answered him with a ‘yes’ before you hung up.

Soon, the paramedics arrived and after questioning you about who you are and what you were doing in his apartment and all that, they finally brought him to the ambulance and you got into the car as well, driving to the hospital as fast as possible and you were crying, still didn’t know what was going on in there.

“You didn’t know about this?”, Mark asked you. You looked up and shook your head as a no. “I thought he might’ve told you already. You were talking a lot when we were in Berlin.”

“No. He never mentioned it. I was so surprised when he suddenly collapsed after opening the door. At least, he was able to open the door”, you told him then.

“It surprised me. Seriously. He always talked about you when he was back from Venezia. Talked about how beautiful you were for him. If we didn’t stop him, he even might talk for hours about you even though he only saw you for a second. He truly lo-“

“Where is he?!”, Johnny interrupted Mark in his small speech, not allowing the younger male to tell him that Taeyong loved you.

Before Mark could answer him, the doctor arrived. He seemed sad, disappointed in himself. You felt the fear of hearing bad news about Taeyong’s current state.

“I’m sorry”, the medic said, making your heart beat faster.

“He is currently in a coma.”

taglist ;; @wownajaemin​ @n8dlesoupguk​ 

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twice 10th member au

jade on her first day as a mentor 

masterlist 👽 requests are open feedback is awalys important to me!

"Here's everything you need to know about them." JYP said handing Jade a clipboard with some papers and turned around to leave. "Good luck."

"PD-nim," Jade called him before he could completely leave. "are you sure about this?"

"Yes." he said. "Just go, you know what to do. It's just for the month."

"Okay." she mumbled and took a deep breath before opening the door to the practice room.

When she entered the room, the five girls were standing in a perfect line in the middle, in order of height. When they saw Jade, they made a perfect 45° bow.

"Hello." they mumbled at the same time.

The only one Jade knew was Chaeryeong because they had participated on Sixteen together, but they never spoke a lot unless it was extremely necessary. Chaeryeong was clearly a lot different from the last time Jade saw her.

"Hi everyone." Jade said smiling at them. "How are you doing?"

"Fine." some of them mumbled.

Jade sat on a chair placed in front of the girls and crossed her legs.

"So," Jade said reading the papers. "who's Choi Ji-su?"

The one at the end of the line raised her hand and bowed at Jade with a shy smile.

"That's me, teacher." the girl said and Jade nodded.

"That's cool. You're a vocal, you’re currently the leader, lived in Canada and has been training for two years. Is that right?"

"Yes." she nodded.

"Who among you trained the most?" Chaeryeong quietly raised her hand and Jade nodded. "Okay, hm... Let me see what you guys prepared."

The girls mumbled a yes and one of them, Yuna - at least Jade thought it was her name - pressed play on the computer. An electronic beat echoed through the room while the trainees prepared themselves. Jade tilted her head. 

From beginning to end it was a mess. On the last chorus, Jade doesn't know what happened, but one of them got confused and made the wrong formation. They couldn't even make the hand gestures synchronized, their footwork was terrible, they didn't have any facial expression...

Now Jade knew why she was here. 

When the music stopped, they were breathing hard and almost lost their balance. The girls waited for some reaction but, as soon as Jade sighed, they already knew something was off. 

"How long did you rehearsed?" Jade asked as soon as the music stopped. 

"A week." Yuna answered.

"A week?" Jade said with her eyes widened. "Do you guys know why I'm here?”

The girls shook their heads and Jade smiled, placing her clipboard on the floor and crossing her arms.

"JYP asked me to come and if it comes to the point where he has to ask me for something, it's because he's running out of options. And honestly if I had to rank you guys from 1 to 10, I'd chose 1 because it's closer to 0."

The girls blinked and nodded their heads, acknowledging their failure. They weren't an endless case, but it was clear they weren't trying their best.

"Listen girls, I'm gonna say something that I wished someone had said it to me when I was on your position." Jade got up. "The industry you're trying to get in is not nice and fun. If you make one mistake on stage, they can't stop the music and play it again. Apart from the lack of teamwork, you also lack in professionalism." she turned at Ryunjin. "Or do you guys think I didn't see the wrong formation?"

"I'm sorry, teacher." the girl mumbled and bowed.

"This is one of your last evaluation so the mentors can choose either you're debuting or staying in this company for more two, three years and maybe not having the chance to ever debut. Is this what you want?" 

"No, teacher." they said together.

"What was the reason why you were chosen as the leader?" Jade asked Lia.

"Because I'm the oldest."

Jade shook her head and smirked. 

“That’s the first thing we’ll change. Choosing someone as the leader just because of age it's old fashioned. You," she pointed at the one in the middle. "what's your name?" 

"Hwang Ye-ji." 

"I can see a lot of leadership on you." Jade pointed out. "When your colleague was trying to find her right position you were the one who helped her. You're the leader now." 

"Excuse me," the one with shorter hair raised her hand. "but what if she's not a good leader?" 

"Are you a good leader?" Jade debated and the girl stepped back. "Lesson number one, you're only allowed to question if you can do better. If you're not, you just listen." 

The atmosphere inside that room was awful, it really was, but Jade was only doing that for the best for them. 

No one better than Jade knew the feeling of being vulnerable to a company that they'd treat you like if you're replaceable and she did not want these girls to feel the same. 

"I'm not here to be a nightmare." Jade confessed. "But I don't want you guys to be the kind of group that is known by one or two hit songs, I want you guys to be known as the kind of group that influenced other groups in five, ten years. And, for that, I need you guys to trust me and listen to what I have to say. If I say 'do it again', you guys put a smile on the face and, simply, do it again." 

The girls nodded and Jade was almost sure one of them was crying. She picked the clipboard off the ground. 

"I see that together you have more than ten years of training, what are you doing with all the training if you can't make your hands work together?" Jade asked with a lifted eyebrow. 

"We'll work harder, teacher." Yeji said. 

"Of course you will, because I hope the next time I'll get to help you it's because you're having troubles with some big performance and not because of a terrible choreography for your monthly evaluation."

For the first time since the moment she sat on that chair, Jade allowed herself to smile at them. At the end of the day, they were just five teenagers searching for their dreams. 

"Can I count on you?" she asked to the girls who smiled back at her. 

"Yes." they answered. 

"Then, let's start with the basics, formations." 

[galvanizedfriend]

Excuse me lady, I'm just wondering who the hell gave you the rights to write such an amazing chapter??!! Like, since the beginning when you said you were doing the Mystic Falls arc I was imagining all the possible situations that would bring Caroline home, none of them where even close of course. Then, after the last chapter with Caroline leaving I was imagining AGAIN all the situations and interactions with the mystic gang and adorable baby Eve, and AGAIN I was so wrong (no surprise here lol) but oh boy, I definitely enjoyed this chapter and I started crying really REALLY bad with that ending!! I'm not gonna lie, my expectations where high, high as the Everest and you didn't disappoint me! I loved every single part of the chapter and I can't wait to read again and again until I'm able to memorize the dialogues 🤣😍

PD: I loved all of Caroline and Elijah's interactions, I swear you make me love that man even more and I don't think that was possible. The universe bless you for that!

That is so nice of you!

So glad you enjoyed the update! :) I was being 100% an emo kid about it, but so far the reactions have been truly nice, with the exception of one person who left some incredibly rude comments which I didn’t even approve. I’m pretty sure that’s a troll, so.

It’s so interesting to see how people react so differently to the same thing. Like you’re in love with Elijah, the other anon from earlier (the nice annoyed anon, not the troll I was mentioning before) is super done with him and Caroline. 

I’ve said this about 200 times already, but this arc of the story turned out to be my favorite, even if it did kick my ass at times because smoothing Originals into the TVD plotline wasn’t always easy. I just kicked people out of the way to make room, basically. lol I enjoyed writing some characters more than I thought I would (*cough*Damon*cough* - still hate him tho) and, again, making Caroline the center of all attention which was the point since the very beginning of this fic. lol 

Thank you so much for all your support and for always being so kind in your comments! 💖🤗

[withoneheadlight]

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[taesd-urag]

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the last imagine I posted was somewhat successful, so I’m back.

K.TH & J.JK

"And that's a wrap boys! Good work out there."

The girl that they worked with, Mika, hurriedly ran over to them with a sultry expression that made her look constipated with her awkwardly slouched body then proceeded to tell them she wished to work with them again soon before prancing off. Jungkook nodded with a small smirk and Taehyung just watched her walk away.

The boys grabbed their towels and hopped off of the bed, leaving the set, and then made their way towards their dressing rooms, picking up refreshments on the way.

"She was bland as fuck." Taehyung muttered with a blank expression. Jungkook looked at him and chuckled, "I couldn't even bust one if I tried with her."

"She was carrying stones on her fucking chest and had the nerve to be missing teeth. I was kind of hoping she knew how to gum it down but I was so uncomfortable and left highly disappointed. I think I'm going to have to speak with these damn people and know if they're just picking up strays off of the streets now." Taehyung said, distaste strong in his words.

The boys got themselves cleaned up and switched into their tailored suits before making their way to the lounge where everyone was gathered.

"Ah, boys. We were just discussing you. Come, have a seat." Their manager said, surrounded by other people who seemed to be of high importance in the industry. They took their seats and listened to what he had to say.

"We're sorry for the inconvenience with Miss Mika, she was so desperate to work with you guys and we couldn't turn her down because she has a fan base and a platform known for slander." Taehyung didn't bother hold back his harsh remark.

"Wow, the uneducated whore has fans? And there's this thing called contacting authorities." The manager just sighed as the others laughed. There was this one woman that kept eyeing Taehyung and Jungkook was flirting with the girl that served the snacks.

"I know but we don't need any scandals. We have a nice, clean record and we're trying to keep it that way." He looked at the two others who nodded at him and looked back towards Jungkook and Taehyung who honestly looked as if they'd rather be anywhere else.

"So, that's why I need you to hear these kind people out," Bang PD said, gesturing to the two others that occupied the couch near them. "They're willing to give you guys a new experience. Something Korea hasn't seen before." Bang PD slid them an envelope that contained pictures of a beautiful girl, no woman, that went by the alias jamais oublié. Her real name was Y/N L/N, she was born and bred in H/T. She was 25 years old and has been in the industry for four.

There was a few things that most definitely made her stand out from others. She was black and, well, thick. Fat as others would call it, or in this case people of their own race.

"Yea, she's most definitely different," Jungkook cocked an eyebrow, eyes scanning over the authentic photos with interest. "But, wouldn't this make our views go down considering she's not of our race and doesn't exactly meet Korea's beauty standards?"

The woman that was occupying the couch and quietly listening to the conversation intervened lightly, "There might be a majority of Koreans watching your films, but not all. That's exactly why we chose her for this. She's different. Korea has the same old bland and boring vanilla shit in almost every film. You guys are different. You stand out," She said bluntly.

"Mrs. Anais is right. This is what we need, especially since our views are increasing steadily but at a fast rate. We aren't like other platforms that produces the same reaction every time. We like variety. And this is a chance to show others what we have to offer." Bang PD said passionately, he called the snack bearer over before helping himself to a glass of the sparkling water.

Taehyung was still quiet during the whole ordeal. He had one of the photos in his hand, taking in every gorgeous detail of the woman that was going to be under him soon if he had any say. He was pretty sure these measly photos weren't doing her any justice, and couldn't wait make his assessment true.

Jungkook cleared his throat with a smirk etched onto his face and leaned forward in his seat, "Well, I think I should watch some of her content. I would like to see what the hype is about." And Taehyung wanted to slap him.

How absurd could this imbecile get?

"She's very gorgeous. Exotic even-,"

"She's not a damn animal."

Jungkook slid his gaze over to Taehyung who kept the same unfazed look on his face. He continued going on about their next conquest, eyeing Taehyung every now and then.

Taehyung closed his eyes and slowed his breathing. What the hell was wrong with him? He had only seen a few pictures of this girl and here he was ready to turn into Michael Ealy and he hadn't even met her yet.

How unfortunate. For her.

But then again, infatuation doesn't last long and he only planned on exploiting her. Nothing major.

"So, are we agreeing? Or do we have to take our business elsewhere? We only came here because you guys are the best, why settle for anything less?" Anais said, persuasion clear in her voice.

"Hm, the buttering up tactic. You've got that down packed. Though we know that we are in fact the best, we would have outright told you that you aren't needed if we didn't want to work with you." Taehyung rebutted.

Anais smirked, nodding her head before signaling towards the man next to her who got out a notepad. "Shall we exchange numbers? Coming back and forth to your headquarters puts quite the strain on my schedule and frankly gives me much more stress than what is needed in my hectic life."

Bang PD nodded and took his cellphone out before taking down her number and her his. Anais stood, along with the unnamed man.

"So, we'll have to arrange a meeting as soon as possible. I'll send you the information tomorrow. Thank you for your time boys." The clicking of her heels were heard until the ding of the elevator sounded and took the two guests away.

Bang PD also went his separate way once they'd left, no doubt going to help edit their recent film. Hopefully putting that shit in the garbage.

Taehyung noticed they didn't bother to gather up the photos. Photos that he now claimed as his as he gently stuffed them back into the envelope and stood, taking his own leave.

"Have fun beating the skin off of your dick," Jungkook said smartly, walking up behind him. "I know I will. I can't wait to have my way with her." He hummed. "She's thick in all the right places so being rough with her won't be a problem. It would be even better if she was a runner. And a squirter." Jungkook slapped a hand on his back  and winking before walking back towards the poor girl that was skipping out on her duties to talk to him.

Kim Taehyung's life was never uneventful.

He was going to have that slut fired tomorrow even though she had a brother that was in the hospital with an insurmountable amount of hospital bills and two other siblings to take care of.

References

jamais oublié - never forgotten

Michael Ealy - The fine man from The Perfect Guy w/ Sanaa Lathan.

unedited.

[woozi]

YZAAAA 🌸 <33 henlo hehe

fhdjjrkrkedn i was talking about this (hope link works jdjjdks), ig it's from when they were promoting rocket on a chinese? variety show ' idol hits ' idk much dhjddj

okay but speaking of bam, these days hoshi is reminding me of him so much. with the way he has been teasing & talking about jun's kiss scene like bam teasing jy 😭😭 im counting this as my gotsvt crumb djdjdj ( i still haven't processed actor jun HDDJSJSKSKSKSL this year has been so good to jun <3 im so so happy and lil bit in love 🤕) and yeah i get it the chorus part in teasers was hyped sm i was really pumped for it to go all the way. when i first listened to rwy, the !!! reduced to !! except for the chorus part jddjjd but i still love it as much as i love home run & l&r. (these have been my favorite tts after stanning. dwc, thanks & home still remain as my no.1. for me these 6 tts are it djjdhjs.) overall i'm very satisfied with the album and all songs but i would've loved it even more if rwy had similar vibe like good to me or getting closer but it's okay im not disappointed jdjdke, i get what you're saying.

PANG IS ALREADY ON TOP OF MY REPEAT PLAYLIST DJJDKDDK I DIDN'T EXPECT IT AT ALL. also 'to you' is really so 🥺💕 after giving the album few listens with lyrics i can't rank my favorite songs either, you're so right it's gonna be amazing to see dino perform! did you see hao in mv behind being like 'im not used to seeing dino be like this', also i gasped when reaction video cut to jun and hao's reactions 😭😭

someone on twt explained how rwy is very attacca like the way it starts on low then goes all out at once after chorus without giving song time to breathe between beats, this is very broken version of what i read. the explanation was very detailed i liked reading it but can't find it now :/ djjddk.

the performance really fucks <3 the footwork!!! lifting hao/hannie like that??? and the way jun/cheol kick?? also i really like the posture of joshua/hao on the other end of line after the kick. the crush performance too?? ( i have to say i'm on team no hats dghjh i really wanted to see their expressions, the low lights were cool but i would like to see the moves in clear lights dghjh)

"what happened to you" IM CRYINGGDHSSJSJJDK MADE ME LAUGH FR 😭😭😭 i woke up just an hour ago and was hit w conference pictures in my half awake state (BUT THE PICTURE OF MV THUMBNAIL WOKE ME UP FULLY HDDJJD.) and watched it as i was eating breakfast dhdjdkkdks. i truly processed everything in the evening ngl djkddk. what about you? what happened to you? dhjddk

calling me love 😭😭😭 im gonna cry noooo. sorrys are not needed at all please djdjdk pls don't be sorry <3 there's real life, other stuff and then enjoying stuff alone in your own time too so it's natural to not have energy for extra stuff take as much time as you want no worries on that part, happy friday to you!!! so proud of you for making it through the week <3

naur <3 your vibe is just the same 🥺💌 i love you fr <33 have a sexy and relaxing week mwah ( im back to writing 2k characters djdjdjjd cb really gave me energy )- 🪂

FIRST OF ALL, SHE'S NOT ANON ANYMORE <3 <3 <3

henlo ma cherie <3 CAN I JUST SAY THAT I LOVE UR NAME SM <3 <3 i dont think i got to say that the first time around teehee

ALSO OH MY GOD YEAH I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BEFORE 😭😭 i'm so embarrassed for the pd it must've been so 👁👄👁 to get vernon's reaction bc of ur joke 😭😭😭

WAIT I DIDN'T NOTICE THIS BUT U MIGHT BE ONTO SOMETHING <3 they're both little shits, lmao. AND HELL YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA we finally get some actor jun content (im not sure if we already talked abt him beforehand????????????????????????)!!!! 'and a lil bit in love' U ARE SO VALID FJKGJKGFKJGF AND THE EMOJI MADE ME LAUGH SM 😭 the only thing i'm a little sad abt is that he lost so much weight </3 i hope he's okay and that he's taking care of himself!! even hosh was :(( about it when he saw jun. AND YEAH EXACTLY FDKJFJKDF ok but the way u get Things is so sexie omg ur brain <3 on that note... what would be ur fave title track if u just had to pick one 👀 ALSO OMG GOOD TO ME PT. 2 WOULD B VERY SEXIE INDEED <3

I LOVE TO YOU SO MUCH AS WELLLLLLLLL 😭😭😭 idk why it gives me uniquely svt vibes. does that make sense kjfdjkjdf i'll probably pass away the day he performs pang (probably this coming concert tbh FJDKKDJFJFKD OH WAIT NO JUNHAO won't be there so prob not </3) hao can't believe he's taking the eboy spot JFKJFDJKFDJKDFJ and i'd love to add to this but i actually haven't watched the reaction vid yet jFKFDKFDKJFD HELP!!

ALSO DONT WORRY BESTIE I ALSO SAW THE TWEET FDKJFKJF the way some carats put two and two together (abt anything really) amazes me a lot of the times <3 ok smarties we see u!!

THE FOOTWORK EXACTLY!!! the whole dance looks exhausting and im not even doing any work, just watching 😭 AND THE LIFT THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the choreographer is so smart for this <3 and the boys are so strong wtf???????????? even if it's just the 4 of them thats like,,, what,,, equally distributed it'd be more or less 20 kilos just on ONE FOOT????????? i get that they work out but..... INCREDIBLE <3 AND YEAH OMG I WASNT EXPECTING THE HAT CONCEPT FOR CRUSH BUT IT WAS EVERYTHING WE DIDNT KNOW WE NEEDED!!!!!!!!!!!! also agreed, would've liked seeing their faces a bit more too </3

FDJFDKJFDJKDFKJDF I PUT THE QUESTION THAT WAY BC A LOT OF THE TIMES PEOPLE GET INTO THE MV AND FEEL LIKE A TRAINWRECK AFTERWARDS 😭😭😭 ALSO OH MY GOD ME TOO FDKJDFJDFFDKJ an update blog admin waking up late for updates kjgjkfjkfd honestly,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, everything feels SO fast i still am not even past oct 22 lmao. feel like im just going on carat autopilot rn bc i've been so busy since a few days before the comeback 😭

ofc, u are my love <3 <3 <3 AND U ARE ALWAYS SO SO KIND WTF 😭😭 u will lich rally live in my memories forever even when i finally get the fuck out of this hellsite fr <3 THANK U ILY!! <3 and i love all ur messages <3 i hope u stay safe and that u have a week full of joy and comfort!! sending u the biggest hug rn <3 <3 <3