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Frye Fest - Final Countdown
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🍚Team Rice🍚
Splatfest 10-08-2024
[Master Post - coming soon]
#two things i wanna say#one. this has been one of the EASIEST drawings so far holy shit 😭😭😭#it took me less than 3 hours#the pose gave me trouble but the simplicity of the outfit truly saved me :')#and im so glad for that cuz i can FINALLY skeep early for once!#secondly. this WAS supposed to be the final part to this before the big one#but due to my dummassery i completely skipped over rock paper scissors thinking i didnt need it to makema total of 20#but now i have to fill in that missing 20 and its all out of order now but its fije#since it wasnt an official splatfest i can make it as trivia TwT#anyway im almost done with this and i can soon rest :'D#i dont even think the actual splatfest will stress me as much as this project has XD#i didnt even think id make it this far! but here i am! XD#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatfest#frye fest#frye onaga#team rice#bread vs rice vs pasta#my art#saltys art
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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Honestly, if i am being unintentionally racist or bigoted in some other way, i would hope people feel like they can call me out on it
#like i am a white person in a western country and sometimes i dont see past that as much as id like to#but i would hate to make people feel unsafe around me#arguably the current talk of racism in the fandom doesnt affect me in any way but it affects my friends here and some of you are being mean#i dont think people are intentionally shitty about this i definitely had to think about it more after i saw it being pointed out#im asking my fellow white people to think about the things POC tell you instead of dismissing them because they make you uncomfortable#challenging your worldview can do you a world of good#i am NOT getting on any high horse with this post like i said it didnt occur to me before but when my friends talk i like to think i listen#CALL ME OUT IF IM BEING A BIGOT AND A HYPOCRITE#dan and phil#dnp#phan#hingefreelester#heydanandphil#amazingphil#danisnotonfire#daniel howell#phil lester
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Im going to be completely frank with you all... and admit that I read these options and wasn't sure how to take this chart,,, so uh. Under the cut is Another Version. I'd apologize but I've given you the option to keep scrolling ¯\_(･･)_/¯
(If you notice characters missing on Kim's side, I probably figured she doesn't know who they are lol)
For the record,,, if they *wanted* me to pull their hair-- *is shot several times before I can continue*
Uhh Matthew is here because I have been converted fully on he/him or enby lesbian Matthew I think. He lives in my brain rent free now, very gender. I'd pull his hair but also I think he mostly just deserves to have it played with nicely.
And Scott's here because 1) I enjoy trans Scott, 2) Kim Pine Brain Rot possibly, 3) idk he's like,, the exception. God damnit, I've fallen for the inexplicable Scott Pilgrim Effect. What the fuck--
I did think about doing this chart like everyone was actually applicable to my tastes, but even if they were I think the ones I didn't put up would have to fall on the caress side bc I just don't feel that way abt them lol.
Again, not to say that's the case for the gals over on that side,,, I just think I would want to be gentle w them shxkdjsdhbd with the exception for Lynette who probably deserves to have her hair pulled, but again I fear she would Hurt Me,,, but maybe in a fun way,,,
Anyway No One Look At Me....
(,, also,,, Ramona is so far over bc I think she would enjoy it,, otherwise she'd be closer to Kim in that section. Same thing w Roxie)
If anyone actually looks at this version, I'm not opposed to doing a version like this for Kim btw! Just ask for it so I feel like I'm not just Dropping This and scurrying away
#sp comic#meme#kim pine#id tag more people but i Do Not Have The Strength....#also i like Living and I think the idea of more people seeing the suggestively taken one makes me want to Die a little#(not to say you cant reblog this or whatever im just being dramatic shdjejsdhdhgdd I am generally a fairly Reserved person)#for the kim chart- i based my other scott placement on the interaction theyve had here! i think if they interacted for real or more often +#+ he'd end up definitively in the Pull Roughly suggestion with most people#ooc#he maybe if i finish edits for everyone i could try this w the au stuff. kit's thoughts might be different here...#hey*#also let me know if i forgot anyone??? i thought abt including the robots but. no hair. and gideon the cat has Fur so. on technicality-#but like barring parents and peter i think i got most people#i guess if lainey was here she'd go somewhere in the middle or right? w/out knowing what she'd be like#FUCK I DIDNT MEAN TO POST THIS. I MEAN IT'S HERE NOW SO IM NOT REMOVING IT BUT I AM S C R E A M I N G I WASNT READY#ah i forgot crash and the boys actually. thats why i wasnt supposed to post this yet#uhhhh Pull Roughly for like all of them. except trasha. trasha gets head pats and a juice box#except for on Kim's chart. on Kim's chart she's in the pull roughly section I can't lie to myself. she hates that kid 😭 also on that note +#+ knives should probably be in the middle section. like she wants to pull it for her having copped her style and being stupid abt scott.#but I didn't put her there bc I feel like even if she wants to she wouldn't ya know? knives is a Precious Angel after all
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hi i am u_u resigning myself to the fact that it is unlikely that i will be able to get this piece done ANYTIME soon so here is the concept sketch for my one 3 yrs anniversary piece :) happy late birthday one hopefulyl ONE day i will be able to do smth w this ...
(sketch for the Whole piece under the cut bc its . WAY rougher . but it prob contextualizes Why i dont think ill be finishing this soon)
#hfjone#my art#didnt wanna ONLY put out a sketch for it bc one is Important to me but also#the rough sketch ALONE took soooo long and i am already low energy#but i wanna put SMTH out there for it yknow!!!#so! here is this :)#also it was mainly inteded as Fun Image . i wanted the whole cast to be here even if it makes no sense :)#these types of pieces are always so amusing and it wasnt my normal style of Anything but i REALLY wanted to#i almost put the entirety of s1 in here but then i was like. then id have to include ALL teh dead characters#and it made me sad thinking about including stella so i decided to jsut include characters who appear in the events of the series Directly#also this was no ones house in particulaar. i just was amused so much by the idea of airy holding an anniversary party#sorry this is so rough i rly DID wanna make smth polished but realistically its not gonna happen anytime soon :(#esp w 20+ characters and 3 point perspective . which i had to relearn how to do correctly
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#spinaraki#spinneraki#shigaraki tomura#shuichi iguchi#mha spinner#mha fanart#art#i was halfway through it when i realized id post it on valentines day and i think thats a funny coincidence#anyways this gives me the same vibe as my mafia au? like it didnt a different style but the stylization of the clothes and bg are similar#anyways either an au where theyre put into a position where they have to dance OR#redestro hosts a party/dance because??? idk shmoozing reasons and shigaraki convinces spinner to dance and#yes everyone is looking at them but once spinner starts to get comfortable and out of his head shigaraki dips spinner cue cliche moment of#oh shit am I??? catching feelings???#anyways. do i even seriously ship a ship if i havent drawn them dancing at least once?!?!??#just... Shigaraki looking softly at spinner and spinner being surprised with a little blush someone else share this vision with me#lisTEN shigaraki being kind of smirky like bet u didnt think I'd do that huh and seeing spinner with a bit of a blush and slowly losing the#smirk and realizing oh shit maybe i like spinner as more than friends and toga in the background taking pictures for posterity#havent writen a fic in years but damn if i thought i had half of a chance of not making them ooc I'd do it#just two bros. on the dance floor. dancing. haha no feelings here
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I can't believe I've done it.
Today was my last class ever.
One more internship and it's Grad School Graduation Time
#16 year old me didnt even think id make it to 24#and yet here i am bitch#i take the exams next week and do my internship but i never have to step foot in a classroom again unless i want to go back#theres so much in that sentence im steuggling to process these emotions#i love you all sm and i am so thankful for each and every one of you#the support and love here and just overall#its incredible to have a community like this#( ooc. )#gotta stop before i cry again
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Birth
#I know it sounds cheesy but I am very happy to be here#there was a point i didnt think id make it this far#but i am and it makes me happy#and i will continue to reach even older birthdays :)
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i know i should get a linkedin but i feel like if i do i will lose some part of me that i wont ever be able to get back
#honestly i didnt think id make it far enough to need to make a linkedin but here we are ig#if i ever get around to making one. i will immediately start counting the days until i can delete it#sometimes i am so sad because of this place and some of its ppl#i just want to have one (1) conversation#that does not revolve around the courses im taking and the jobs ive applied to#the companies ive worked at and the number of coding languages i know#the hustle culture is exhausting the endless rise and grind. the cali or bust mindset. feeling guilty for not spending every waking second#applying to internships and doing side projects and working and studying#fhjdkfhdskl i accidentally flattened my hand against a chair that was covered in charcoal and now my palm is stained#rambling about stuff
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no, i dont think im obligated to still small talk an hour into my meet up with a friend group ive been a part of for 2 years, and i dont think im overreacting or showing a lack of loyalty when im unsatisfied with such a conversation. As someone who hates small talk, that friend group isn't for me, and i get nothing from it, and i will choose not to feel like a weirdo (derogatory) or a traitor (..because we didn't promise each other we'd be together forever afaik), for being unsatisfied and leaving. ive shown them affection (that i didnt fully feel) for as long as i could
#switching to small talk bc i dont vibe with them is something my mom suggested#i know they feel the same but even then i think it feels bad to suddenly end it.#probably bc i dont want them to see how bad id treat them if we werent friends. i dont want them to hate me even more#but also i have to come to terms with the fact i will have no friend group if things go this way#because i dont talk to ppl and better ppl wont magically materialise in my dms#or on the lone forest bench i sit on when biking or at the rpg sessions i go to. bc people there are never my type#ppl on the bench are too rich and sporty and ppl on the rpg are too sigma male#im pretty much only hoping ill meet people in college or at art classes irl. or a convention but i didnt even have time to go this year#i should start meeting ppl online but if i dont show my face (online games) it usually doesnt go anywhere#and if i do show my face (tinder) and i mess up (like you do on tinder which is a risky place)#im losing the limited queer people in my city forever. im using up a very finite resource#i could go to meet ppl on tumblr but we will never go to voice call bc its not what you do here#conclusion: what i should do is join more random fandom discords thru tumblr and wait til theyre on call#(<- option A.)#or wait til im in some classes and join a discord with people from my school but not my class#(<- option B.)#however i dont even want to talk to people#fuck people. im tired of people#theres a number of ways i could make friends but i hate everyone i meet and am constantly pissed off and dissatisfied#i may just be aplatonic#its hard to come to terms with
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theres birthdays in my family today you know what that means ☺️
#wind howls#my parents are at each others throats because my dad wants to invite his siblings over (its the twins birthdays not his own)#and my mom doesnt want to invite anyone over bc the house is a mess and so is the yard bc of construction work !#or renovations i guess. regardless its really awesome. i hate it here#and its worse bc i understanf both their points. my dad likes having an excuse to see his siblings and have fun and drink with them#and theres nothing really wrong with that ! i think if i didnt live with most my siblings id like to have a concrete excuse to see them too#but my moms point makes sense too. my dad tends to pull this kind of stuff often and suddenly#and instead of spending the time over a good couple days to make sure the house is ready to welcome guests#he tells us day of so we have to scramble like mad to make the house look presentable.#not to mention one of my uncles in particular likes to stay late and drink lots which my parents cant afford to have today#because my dad travels to peru tomorrow and they have to drive to the airport at 5 am. my uncle staying until 2 would be irresponsible#however they are both so block headed and solidly convinced that they are in the right for their own position that they just#yell at eachother instead of weighting the pros and cons like normal people would. or should rather. its fantastic.#anyway now i have to scramble to clean this stupid house just in case (although im almost certain my uncles and aunts are comin over)#sigh
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This has probably been said so many times but diet culture and fatphobia and this obsession around weight and weight loss will never not horrify me!!!!
I say this as someone who has family members that struggle with disordered eating, where being thin and losing weight was encouraged, and some family members(alright it was my mother) kept making jokes about how I was fat (especially as a kid, especially when I fucking underweight, which I was for most of my childhood, and the jokes didn't stop until recently no matter how many times I told her to stop).
It's just. Fucked. I remember that a few months ago, I lost some weight because I caught a really bad cold or whatever, and I didn't really feel like eating. My mother proceeded to tell EVERYONE about the fact that I lost weight and how I lost weight, until I had made it clear a million times that I didn't want her to do so.
#corin's lore#Hell I was reading something about how [some celebrity I don't feel like naming atm] lost weight once.#And everyone proceeded to focus on that instead of everything else said celebrity was doing!!!! The celeb literally did say that all +#The focus on their weight was making them feel uncomfortable i think. Okay that was more than 10 years ago but how better have things gotte#[Also dont worry. I am kind of at a healthy weight id say. I mean i struggle with eating sometimes but that's mostly for other reasons haha#Anyway it's all so sickening. I hate it here#Thing is. My mother herself does struggle with disrodered eating and I know that in this regard she didnt exactly mean to hurt me.#But she did. Man she jist keeps giving me her traumas while also giving me brand new ones just for me!#Fatphobia#Diet culture#I guess???
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anyone on this website couldve told you that
#origibberish#preemptive disclaimer i have not watched the video and have literally no idea what its about#i was just lurking at the very bottom of the youtube recommended section for whatever my bf was watching and i thought it was funny#i assume its in reference to the rfk jr thing#i am curious what the purple thing in the middle is because it looks both like a dick and a boobed torso its fascinating#id in alt#secondary disclaimer that i didnt bother with trying to describe those shapes and just went with colors#i dont think the thumbnail is relevant to the joke im making here tho so . w/e
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no but like what the fuck
#vent post time!!!!!!!!!!!!#like ok so i graduate and then what#i move? to a different province? and i learn to teach kids? and then what#and then i teach kids???#what if it doesnt make me happy#like the thought makes me happy now#but what if i get there and it doesnt#or what if it stops making me happy#am i just like doomed to keep making new batches of friends every 4-5 years? will there always be awful people amongst them?#i didnt...think id make it this far?#like i know thats dark and stupid but like i didnt and now im just kind of making very brief one to two year plans because i dont know what#to do and that scares me. like graduating is terrifying because i dont know whats next#like no matter where i go even if i stay here it will be intrinsically different#and i dont want to stay here because its safe or because i know this place because i dont want to get stuck here#maybe im just scared of growing older? i dont know man#idk. living with anxiety is hard.#like i know it'll b ok but its scary. and it never stops being scary.#its ok for now because i still have a year left
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yall gotta start tagging me in meta and stuff cause I'm always late -I honestly feel better this way than having to rush to watch an episode live like I used to do with nlmg, msp and others but by the time I catch up, I have missed out on some great posts from both mutuals and strangers alike :( and going through the tag of these popular series is not as easy as for more niche shows
#like here i am ready to gush about how kang finally got sailom in his feet but in a way he didnt know he wanted#how sailom calls for help and it is out of desperation but its not caused by kang and the call isnt to make him stop but to ask for support#and how kang feels someone needs him for once and how he feels useful and appreciated when he does smth good for someone#which he hasnt done in how long?#and im thinking about how his starvation for sailoms attention will only grow bigger but its a need for specific attention now#and also thinking about how had his dad let him be useful in productive ways he wouldnt have gone down the evil nihilist route#so being given the chance to be of use almost by accident is changing the trajectory of his life#id argue this one incident is fundemental to anything that happens from here on out not only cause it gets them to work together#but because he got a taste of what he wants - to be appreciated for doing good and to be there for sailom in particular#yeah i wouldnt write that cause im sure at least ten people already have in a way more articulate and creative way#please tag me in things thank you!
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half 11 at night gender hits different
#i have been having. a weird fucking time#lile everything i thought i knew about myself is a lie kind of weird#like ive been keeping a whole tidal wave back#keeping it ina. box i didnt even know was there most of the time#everytime it tried to get out i shoved it back in so automatically i mostly didnt realise i was doing it#bc man is it uncomfortable#but i am only left with emptiness and disconnect#and everytime i shoved it back in the box got smaller and it was harder to shove back in#and here we are now#and its baffling and it doesnt make any sense but its the only thing that feels like it makes sense and it feels right to step towards it#but im not shoving it in the box again#i could life would be much simpler if i did but id carry on watching the girl in the mirror who's never been real live it instead#and i think sooner or later the box would fucking shatter anyway#WHOO#anywayyy thats enough hyperpersonal life updating for tonight 🤣#it's a very confusing time but also exciting and I've never been more hopeful that this might actually be it#im not ready to say what i think i am yet i can barely say it to myself in plain words but I'll get there 💜#mine#gender adventures with neednoggle#maybe delete later
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