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donttouchtheneednoggle · 1 year

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half 11 at night gender hits different

#i have been having. a weird fucking time #lile everything i thought i knew about myself is a lie kind of weird #like ive been keeping a whole tidal wave back #keeping it ina. box i didnt even know was there most of the time #everytime it tried to get out i shoved it back in so automatically i mostly didnt realise i was doing it #bc man is it uncomfortable #but i am only left with emptiness and disconnect #and everytime i shoved it back in the box got smaller and it was harder to shove back in #and here we are now #and its baffling and it doesnt make any sense but its the only thing that feels like it makes sense and it feels right to step towards it #but im not shoving it in the box again #i could life would be much simpler if i did but id carry on watching the girl in the mirror who's never been real live it instead #and i think sooner or later the box would fucking shatter anyway #WHOO #anywayyy thats enough hyperpersonal life updating for tonight 🤣#it's a very confusing time but also exciting and I've never been more hopeful that this might actually be it #im not ready to say what i think i am yet i can barely say it to myself in plain words but I'll get there 💜#mine #gender adventures with neednoggle #maybe delete later

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sadisthetic · 7 months

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BURST💥

#get fucked eardrums #first caption i thought of was 'music's too loud' but like it didnt have the punch.#anyways i keep on doing terrible things to this man youre welcome btw #hi fi rush #chai hi fi rush #hi fi rush chai #my art #this is a side comment but i bet chai could still fight to the music even when deaf (temporary or otherwise)#bc im sure he can like Feel the music through his body even when his ears are out of commission #like not only is that the case for a lot of Deaf people in reality but also #as a headcanon i think his player in his chest would let him feel the beat even better so #so i think if this were a permanent thing hed be super bummed and uncomfortable with the silence at the beginning #feeling weirded out by how he has to navigate the world now #but i think he'll adjust and come to terms with it with only mild difficulty #music is still a part of him (literally)#its just different now #(though language is another matter entirely)

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backpackingspace · 2 months

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Listen. Odysseus practiced his dad skills on his men.

#epic the musical #odysseus #Newly dad odysseus in the first few years of the Trojan war making his men listen to him rehears his dad voice #Polties gives actually (unhelpful) feed back during this #eurylochus stares odysseus down and then goes ...anyways here's our latest supply update captain #In the flatest voice possible #All of his other men are confused and uncomfortable but odysseus is there king SO #odysseus:What do you think you're doing young man #Random solider : uh sir what #Odysseus: no no that wasn't right. Okay take it from the top people I'm going to walk in you keep doing what you're not supposed to be doin #This kept up until it became obvious that the war was not going to end even after years and it became too depressing for odysseus to keep u #Alt. Odysseus had to stop because he accidentally used it on agamemon once and it /worked/#Odysseus then had to go into hiding for week bc agamemon was NOT pleased #Diomedes never let him live it down

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ef-1 · 4 months

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It is with deep regret that I inform you that on the 21st of May 2024, Oscar Jack Piastri revived the Grid Dad Industrial Complex (GDIC). A deceptively innocuous interaction with one Charles Marc Hervé Perceval Leclerc resulting from a call back joke referencing the controversy disputing Daniel Joseph Ricciardo's Italian heritage resuscitated the dormant GDIC. If you or someone you know has fallen victim to GDIC please reach out to the to the GDIC Helplines. If you or someone you know has been radicalised by GDIC, please reach out to GDIC de-radicalisation network.

#take this in the SPIRIT IT WAS INTENDED!!! AS A JOKE!! I SWEAR IM NOT KINK SHAMING IM JUST TRAUMATISED #im not talking about fanfic or rpf ofc im talking about the real and weird wave of infantalisation we got in 2020-2021.#+ the genuinely problematic and uncomfortable stuff like the people who were saying 'its okay mick doesnt have a dad bc he has seb' NO!#thats not okay!!!! also he DOES HAVE A DAD WHAT A HORRIBLE THING TO SAY?#lestappen are oscars grid dads- NO #lewis hamilton is mayonnaise man's grid dad- NO #blank is blanks grid dad- NO!#f1

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asharaks · 7 months

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okay so a large part of my issue with halsin is that his character feels inconsistent, right. like larian wanted him to be a wise older man mentor character but then they wanted him to be fuckable, and they wanted him to be a nontraditional/nonmonogamous romance, so they made him sexually experienced and confident and casual, but he's also a romance option, so he talks about having Feelings for the player character. and then he needed to be a quest-giver, so he needed to ask for help. and what we ended up with is "guy who up and abandoned his responsibilities at the first chance of adventure, got captured and needed rescuing, makes all sorts of comments about his sexual experience but loses all self control and wildshapes at the first glimpse of ass, tells you he has feelings for you to get you in bed then leaves at the end of the game, and makes inappropriately sexual comments abt the sexual abuse victim if you're romancing him" - all of which reads as an uncomfortable, unlikeable mess of a guy.

halsin suffers from a lack of focus - he's neither a full romance on the level of the origin companions, nor is he a fling or sub-romance; he got more care and attention than wyll, in some ways, but the writing is flaky and weak and makes him look, frankly, like an incompetent, immature manchild. the bear scene is grossly pubescent (it should've been player choice to initiate that, not have it dropped on you that if he gets too horny there's a risk he'll CAST A SPELL and turn into a literal animal. by mistake. and if that's his reaction to seeing tits what's gonna happen when he cums) and the way he pushes for astarion to join you if you tell him you're in a relationship feels wildly inappropriate.

I know halsin has a history of sexual abuse himself (and I've seen good analyses/critiques of the way that's handled) but again I find it weird that finding out about that is locked behind not just a sex scene but a threesome+ scene - the writers really wanted to drive home that This Guy Fucks to the point where he comes across as pushy, and his trauma is reduced to background noise in a scene where he is essentially a sex object. he is simultaneously objectified by the writers, and in-universe by himself and those around him, but instead of exploring that we're just supposed to go with it; likewise, his lack of commitment and emotional immaturity aren't problems in and of themselves, but it feels like the writers aren't aware that that's the character they've written, and so these things are never appropriately addressed, and his arc and romance don't match up with the other characters' stories about growth and development.

not rly sure where I'm going with this, but it bothers me!! I think it's a nasty mix of the writers' intentions at a cross purpose with the push for fanservice, and the whole thing leaves a sour taste in my mouth t b h.

#ig I wish they'd diverted more of those resources to wyll and left halsin as a simple fling option or smth #I have many meaner things I could say about him but this post isn't about that #it kinda makes me sad. scarred up beefy older elf man should've been my guy but instead I kind of can't stand him:/#this post was much longer with fix its but I cut them out bc I got bored lol #bg3 #and like. I wish they'd treated him Better he makes me uncomfortable and I find it difficult to empathise with him but. yeah he should've #got more development and better treatment

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hcnnibal · 5 months

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would you ever consider drawing a1/2 gender swapped 🥺👉👈 for science reasons 🤓

yes but there is just so much to consider

#bc like #bc a2 would not be a 6’7’’ butch girl #she would be like a 5’3’’ high femme #and a1 would be like a 5’11’’ futch #bc like so much of their genders are actually build around the acceptance and or denial of their agab and their roles in society #a2 is trans in every universe #girl a2 would be just as unhappy in her body as boy a2 is #a2’s gender is not man or woman but the acceptance of their place in society bc they feel like its a waste of the Standard Ideal otherwise #and a1 is just a hot and perfect in every universe #a2 will always be uncomfortable and a1 will always mold the world to fit him #asks #a1/a2

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wyldblunt · 10 months

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okay new tag game: what's the cutest tiny detail abt ur commander/fav oc(s). the little fussy trivia bits that YOU'VE been careful to weave in but that most ppl probably don't know. list those charm points!!!!

#for glyn it's the fact that his flowers close up when he's irritated/uncomfortable + bloom when he's at ease or interested in something #which often blows his grumpy bitchy act wide open. he'll be putting on his best nasty old man face but bc alan is nearby or whatever --#--u can tell he's fine bc his flowers are all WIDE open and glowing. silly old bitch #(on the other hand if he's pretending to be civil but all his flowers are clamped shut like little barnacles.)#(someone is Making Him play nice here and he hates your guts.)#ANYWAY #gw2

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shima-draws · 6 months

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Anyway speaking of poly trios. Have any of you considered Lawlusan because MANNNN.

#Shima speaks #Not even going to get into the absolute fucking shitshow (affectionate) that Lawsan is #(Okay maybe a little bit listen Sanji is SO MUCH like Cora I'm sure it would give Law some kind of complex)#(And Law's fanboying over the Sora comics would make Sanji uncomfortable probably. Lol)#Anyway anyway anyway #Luffy having to be the babysitter which is NOT RIGHT bc it's LUFFY.#But Law and Sanji don't take care of themselves sometimes!! And Law is the fucking DOCTOR in the relationship!!!#Sanji making Law eat tho and keeping track of his diet as well as Luffy's #Law keeping an eye on Sanji's body and his mutations...#Law and Luffy finding Sanji UTTERLY CHARMING even tho Sanji's SUCH a fucking loser #Luffy & Sanji @ Law: Man he's so fucking cool. What #Meanwhile Law is ALSO a loser #Law and Sanji about Luffy are like. I'm dating the sun. The sun incarnate. Literal sunshine personified #Law being the one to keep a level head when everything's gone to shit. Bc even Sanji can lose his cool sometimes #Luffy loving his grumpy boyfriends so so so SO much it's unreal #Law and Sanji having a Limit on how much they can be cuddled in one day -#But it's perfect bc they can trade Luffy off with each other bc we all know he's clingy af #Law: Need space. Can you go cuddle Sanji-ya #Luffy: Okay Torao <333333 #Sanji: Law get sick of you?#.Luffy: He needed space!!! Anyway I'm going to cuddle you now #Sanji: C'mere then <3 #I'm ill. Tee hee.#Lawlusan #Lawlu #Sanlu #Lawsan #One Piece

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skitskatdacat63 · 10 months

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2023 Las Vegas Grand Prix - Qualifiying - Fernando Alonso

#half asleep making these istg #yayyyy p9? idk ig i expected him to do better #old man asleep at the wheel whats new 😴#he was very quick w this interview i wonder if he was eager to get to bed #i certainly am rn #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #2023 las vegas gp #(i wish i could atop feeling insecure abt my gifs. i do it for fun.)#(of course i want them to look somewhat good but i get a bit ill over it)#(there was somw drama on here at some point that made me want to completely stop posting then ngl)#(cause like what is the point if im not as good as others ig :/ this is kinda vague posting but it made me so uncomfortable)#(as i said. i do it for fun in quick time bcs yay jsut wanna post smth i found cute)#(but ever sincce that thing happened its just made me extremely self critical and insecure abt posting)#(idk why im saying this. kinda repressing the urge tk be like 'SRY THESE ARE TERRIBLE. YEAH.')#(i need to sleep. but i often feel like this literally every time i post now bcs some people get on their high horse and ruin people's fun)#(iykyk ig. its smth bothering me lately. but i hate to act so morose. but i still feel bad abt the quality sometimes. i guess.)#we do a little bit of f1

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radsplain · 10 months

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people hate lesbians. PEOPLE HATE LESBIANS!!!

#i hate hate hate hate HATE #and i don't buy that all of these ppl are only upset bc goldstar lesbians 'brag' about never having slept with a man #(they're probably not even 'bragging' and are just being projected onto)#but i genuinely think ppl are uncomfortable at the prospect of a lesbian knowing she's a lesbian from a young age #and choosing to never sleep with a man #this is obviously not to say 'late bloomer lesbians' aren't 'valid' or whatever #but the reality is most of these girlies calling themselves lesbians... are not #ESPECIALLY when i see shit going around like #'well the lesbian masterdoc said that if i'm only attracted to male CELEBRITIES it doesn't count because they're unattainable 😌'#like bestie if anything doesn't that mean you AREN'T a lesbian?#it's common for OSA women to 'let' themselves be more openly attracted to men they'll never meet irl #not being instantly attracted to men you see walking around irl is very common for OSA ppl because most know what men are like lmao #anyways tangent but goldstar lesbians get behind me #lesbian #lesbophobia #radsplain.txt

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darlinghowl · 11 months

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one of my biggest flaws is getting perhaps overly sensitive abt my fave characters but when i say gale dekarios literally did nothing to deserve the treatment y’all give him….he’s fun and funny and he likes teaching you abt things and yeah he craves power but so does astarion who is the Most Beloved and he (CANONICALLY. like it’s written on his character sheet!) uses the big words and ego to cover his insecurities (again. like astarion). i just do not get it. where’s the disconnect

#gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #and sooo many ppl will play his route and be like #oh he’s not that bad like yeah no shit! it’s almost as if you shouldn’t just discard a character bc they’re not your ideal morally gray #hot man of the month you want to oversexualize despite HIM being canonically uncomfortable w sex in the first place #but whatever

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princeizuku · 4 months

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hey alexa, play “good luck, babe!” by chappell roan

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nukacourier · 3 months

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Too bad my courier isn't a (white) pinup girl with curly shoulder length blonde hair and no personality outside of being pretty because then I'd probably actually get some traction on my courier art

#im beginning to think. a lot of fnv fans are uncomfortable seeing couriers that arent white #or at least “racially ambiguous” (meaning they can just imagine theyre white with a tan)#but yeah im upset myself bc my art doesnt get much traction but also seeing jaw dropping artwork #where their couriers are stunning but they still get around only ~200 notes bc their courier isnt white #vs objectively less detailed art of white couriers getting ~500 notes #idk man #vinny rambles #fallout new vegas #courier six

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realbeefman · 1 year

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