#i domt know. this would happen to me

[simcardiac-arrested]

waking up to an alien bursting out of my chest are

[pawl3ss]

I came here to be a hater and hate on the minecraft movie trailer.

Get ready because this is probably the longest and the most autistic post ive made so far

I wont talk about the weird cgi and how unprofessional it looks but about how inaccurate the trailer is because it pisses me off and I have to be a nerd about it <3

ALSO IM NOT SURE IF TUMBLR WILL LET ME POST ALL OF THIS IN ONE POST so if it doesnt ill reblog with the rest <:3

first of all, those are NOT minecraft mountains.

Yes such seeds exist and you can find smt like that super easily in the game but it does NOT look so blocky

It should be a bit more smooth like here ⬆️

Next, what the fuck happened to the flowers.

Alot of the plants, trees, etc look like a disrespectful rip off of minecraft

Talking about plants, the trees are a big wtf

On the first pic you can see the log is SO THIN. LIKE THINNER THAN A TOOTHPICK. In the second you can see it is thicker, but because the block that fell out is so Itty bitty, you have to make the tree thinner.

The tree is as wide as the players, and when the block falls out its bigger than whatever the fuck this is. Yes I understand they have to carry the blocks and they can't make it too big, but you know what's a good solution? - make the blocks bigger when they fall out, but make them shrink when they get close/get put into a chest or inventory. SO EASY

Also I know you can find pink sheep naturally in the game, but oh come on.

You want to show how sPeCiAl the characters are and that they're sOoOoOo special they found a pink sheep on their spawn but oh my God you could have just let it be a normal sheep.

We stay with animals, and WHAT HAPPENED TO THE POOR WOLF. THE SNATCHED WAIST???? WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM ☹️

and why is the creeper so, fluffy. Creepers are NOT made out of fur they are made of what alot of minecraft players suspect rotten skin like zombies or a skin-alike material, but it is NOT fur.

Also, *wrong buzzer sound* llamas don’t just spawn naturally. Unless theres a wandering trader (or however theyre called in english) they aren’t able to spawn just like that. They also usually have the carpet on their back.

EDIT: TURNS OUT THEY DO SPAWN NATURALLY IN MOUNTAIN BIOMES. still the Llama being here looks like they just put her there to try and "be funny" ykwim?

I also wanted to also say, this one character I feel that they're gonna be the most stereotypical, annoying one out of the whole movie and my ears hurt just looking at them

I wanted to say that the portal shouldn't be blue but like. Only the nether portal is purple, it's unknown how other portals look so... yeah

But still wtf is this cube??? What's the fuck are you holding young man???

Also, talking about mobs, piglins dont look like that, they dont have red light in their eyes, they dont have those drum-things because THEY DONT EVEN EXIST IN MINECRAFT which i will get to latur. They aren’t able to build like that, they aren’t able to get wood for trapdoors and for the fences and iron for the chains. Also they do not even know how to craft, they probably domt even know what a crafting table is. And ghasts also aren’t able to be in the overworld. I understand that theyre invading the land ans taking over but still Like Cmon >:(

I also wanted to say that this is not how nether looks but like. It does a bit, like where the piglins usually spawn ykwim? so ill give them that, the nether looks alr

Anyway TALKING ABOUT THINGS THAT DONT EXIST IN MINECRAFT: whatever this is, it isnt craftable in minecraft, unless there are mods installed. But the „mods” excuse can be used for everything in this post. It was the first thing i saw that pissed me off so badly that i had to make this post because like JUST USE ALL THE STUFF THAT THE ORIGINAL FRANCHISE HAS TO OFFER! NORMAL BUCKETS WOULD PROBABLY WORK JUST FINE!

Last but not least, if you think those two are the same character ive got some bad news for you buddy.

At least dye his beard brown. At least get the colours right. Please.

I think i mentioned everything i wanted. Lets hope the movie will get fixed or will turn out to be at least a bit better.

Thank you for letting me get nerdy about it <3

[nanis4thewin]

quackity when reader is stressed out and had a rough week?

you had got in a agrumemt with ur mom over the phone because she said something out of pocket and them it turned into a big agrument. usually when u fight with ur mom u dont cry, but on top of the fact ur boss has been making u work over time, ur coworkers have been making fum of uou and u havent got to spend a lot of time with alex? made u feel emotional. not to mention, u had to work an overnight shift today.

“hey baby?” alex says softly walking into the room. he looks at u amd smiles but then u started to burst into tears seeing alex. ur not sure why but seeing alex thru the door way made u cry, like a call out for a hug. alex goes up to amd hugs u. “ya ya ya ya domt cry mi tersoro” he says bring u in a bear hug while kissing ur forehead. u were crying into alex chest “whats wrong my love?no no no dont cry, ur safe here with me” alex would say as he kissed ur cheeks, forehead, nose, jawline, neck. pretty much everywhere not caring that u had tears still falling down ur eyes

after u told alex what happened. he would just listen to u. wanting u to let it all out. “its ok, dont cry. i know its over whelming but ur doing amazing baby, ok? i love u so so much” he mumble while he kissed ur face. he woulnd’t ask u to take ur shift off because work is work. but before u came amd after u came back, all his attention was on u. hugging u, kissing u, just so u know u are loved and that whenever u need to let ur emotions out , he is always there <3

[virtuangel]

welcome, 2024 !! some messages are longer in the written version below.

as always, i wanted to thank my friends for, well, keeping me alive lol but seriously i say this every single year but you really. made my year. and i'm very grateful for that.

in particular, i'd like to thank my most beloved tuals (twtuals for the most part), thank you for dealing with me on a daily basis, i bet it's not easy !!

// in alphabetical order of the contact names!

[ashie] ; @geumibear

my ribbit !!! we haven’t spoken much this year, but your presence was always, ALWAYS very appreciated!! i’m also very much enjoying the crush saga … in my humble opinion he wants u SO bad ashie. so bad. also, belated congratulations for getting into your chem degree, my whittle alchemist (<- ik that’s not what u are but that’s cute so u hab to accept it sorry) i hope that you always always always remember that i love you very much even when we don’t really talk!! may 2024 bring u crush and uni successes <3 can’t wait to keep up w your adventures this upcoming year as well!!!! lob u

[biebear] ; @marklyluvr

dear bylan p baller! sorry, my BELOVED BIEBEAR <33 we were already pretty good friends (i like to think) but i feel like we’ve gotten much much closer these past few months!! (or is it just me. who knows) . either way i’m really glad for that <3 because idk if u know this (u better. this is a threat.) but i love you a LOT. sorry for making u deal with me recently kjdfksbdk but thank you for hearing me out (and giving me courage also) <3 also thank you for always playing along w me when i say dumb stuff ure so cute i lob u… thank you for always being so nice to me and for being my most beloved villaintual my ohseungtual so important to me what wld i do without u… please be careful on the road!! ure still a whittle biebear so people should let u do whatever u want when ure driving but i have a feeling that they won’t :( i hope that the upcoming year treats you better than this one, i love you!! my cutieful bieloved!! ps. kissie for lillie

[bnuuy / my gabi] ; @yangsminho

my biloved <3 i already said this recently but. i really missed you an awful lot.. an so i’m SO very glad that we’ve been talking a bit more these days <3 u falling for nicho (and subsequently fuma. and) was one of the best things to happen to me this year fr . i kiss u btw . sorry for being so needy and annoying sowwy for targeting u so often when it happens its bc i love u i can’t promise i’ll be less annoying next year hope u understand… also, sure, i only know your internet persona BUT i do love you a whole lot and. this is something i’ve said before but. your internet persona is still a part of You. and i would love you no matter how and where and when i met you, i promise. thank you for being my friend, and i hope we can continue that throughout the upcoming year <3 can’t wait to hunt down nichofuu at the korean clubs w u mwah!!

[founding matthewer / my iri] ; @seokmatthewz

MY IRI WHOM I LOVE my forest witch my cherry fox (og) my shrimptual my elf chef… and most importantly recently my zebitual ofc ofc ofc. founding matthewer. i love you. btw. if u even care. i think this year was a big one for miliri!! got ur twt n subsequently ur discord i feel like i won at life. i guess im also thankful to zebi for existing so i can annoy u more… or i guess ure the one terrorising me most of the time but. as u know. i don’t mind. (also &t i’m so glad u had no other survival show to watch im so glad u decided to subject urself to &audition i love the consequences of that so bad u domt understand) i’m really really glad that we’ve been talking arguably? more this year!! i hope you’re willing to deal with me next year as well!! also excited for the 2024 miliri jesus birthday cafe run, of course!!!!! kdfkjsdnjkd ps. may 2024 bring u all the shrimp of the world. right to ur door. and say miss blue that i love her. and ur honorary catdog also &lt;3

[léksie] ; @possession1981

my léksie whom i love <3 congratulations on your graduation hehe!! things are…….the way they are recently so i feel like we haven’t kept in contact as much as i wish we did this year but i’m glad that you’re still… here, yknow!! i love you very, very, very much and you deserve nothing but all the love in the world!!! 2023 was tough, i know, and i hope that 2024 treats you so so much better… if it doesn’t ill kill the universe actually. i’ll also be crossing my fingers for a potential miléks meetup (<- literally have not discussed this w u seriously but idc i’ll be scheming)(just between lovers marathon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when!!!!!!!!!!!) thank you for being such an amazing friend and role model, i really, really care about you and love you a lot. 

[loml / my brina] ; @aquablues

MY BRINA LOVE OF MY LIFE MY SUNSHINE MY RAINBOW MY LITTLE TULIP MY BRILOVED MY LITTLE STAR WHO IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME …. MY WORLD …. MY BABRI (baby bri) WHOM I LOVE SOSOOSOSOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this year was a big one for you and i’m so, so, so, so, so, so proud of you always always always!!! i’m SO glad to see that your college life has been treating you well so far i’m genuinely SO happy that you’re having a good time like u dont get it i’m literally tearing up as im writing this?? anyways thank you so much for keeping me (and the rest of us) updated on your uni adventures i really appreciate it!! and as u know i would have been devastated if u just contact w me like i wld be so sad if u ever do that at least give me like a two weeks notice ok thank u… please remember that i love you i adore you i cherish you my brina!!! so much!! i hope you can continue to enjoy your uni experience in 2024 as well (without the annoying u-know-who this time). ps. i still have a jo to send u someday i just think i prob shldnt send it to ur home address considering ur parents??

[megmeg] ; @lunetual

my megmeg my beloved <33 thank you for helping me this year despite being so busie <3 even if we dont really get to talk i’m really really happy to have you in my life!! and thank you for making efforts to keep in touch despite being so busie i love u… i hope we can continue to be friends in the upcoming year hehe <3 ps. give kissies to apollo from me!!

[mr. meoweks] ; @awek-s

dear mr pawminister sir. i hope you’re doing well in this very busy season,, kjsfnksjdnfkksn hello my meoweks whom i meow (love) so so so meowch!! i thiiiiiink we might have gotten a bit closer this year and i’m very happy about that!! ik this year was definitely not easy for you so i hope that 2024 can be a much better year BUT! congratulations (yet again) on getting into ur phd program im sosoosososososososo proud of you genuinely SO proud!!!! i knew you could do it but STILL!! cant wait to be promoting ur anthology entry in the streets <3 also omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg……………… meowmeow (aweks millie) meetup i CANT WAIT head in hands im so excited u domt get it meoweks.. also i think its SO cute that u have little bunbuns now wtf tell them that i love them wtf wtf wtf they’re so cute i love them. ps. do tell me if u want me to send u the cappuccino or if u want to wait until u come over!!

[my danderion / my eri] ; @xiaojuun

my beloved eri… what can i say that i havent said yet at the beginning of the month lmao this is the hard part abt u being a december baby it’s like i don’t wanna keep repeating myself but it’s literally only been like 3 weeks. but it’s been. Very busie weeks also. it’s slightly sad to have u so busy (from a selfish standpoint bc … my ewi … i miss my ewi …) but i’m also genuinely very happy for you!! you get to do what you wanted to do where u wanted to!! AND ur not living alone!! u won big time i think!!! im also very very grateful that you’re making efforts to still keep me updated even when you’re so busy, i appreciate it a lot, really :< i love you (you already know this). and. as i said before. i am Very glad to have not a friend Like you, but You As my friend. also i hope u know that i’m taking my wittle pengeri (tuxedo sam) so so many places! in very important 2023 events i am also SO happy (and still so giddy. i am insane. and i love u.) that i got to meet you irl <33 one of my best memories of the year! thank u for being such a cute n nice guide i lob u… i hope 2024 treats you well and that we can !! continue!! to be good friends!! i love you lots <3 i really do. ps. give flo and vika a kithie from me if u can!! and sarabi too, the next time u see her <3 pps. i allowed myself to show my grandma meri christmas pics and she said ure pretty. shes right. btw if u care.

[my ina] ; @flops

MY INA WHOM I LOVE!!! i feel like every year my wishes of getting closer to u get realised !! and u have no idea how happy it makes me!! im also so so happy that u joined us over on twt im so so so glad im so glad u hab no idea im SO happy i can annoy u so much more now thank u so much… (also sorry). thank you for putting up with me and all the annoying things i send u .. its a love language (and for sending me my leo)!! i love you to bits… and yet again, i hope we can get even closer in the upcoming year <3 ps. milina meetup when

[my violet / my vyvy] ; @souladies

MY VYNAIGRETTE!!!!!!!! MY VYONCÉ!!!!!!!!!!! my violet my vyvy my viavy my vyvyney whom i love so so much my little mouse my fluffy cat my beloved fennec fox <3 i feel like we’ve gotten SO insanely closer these past few months?!?! first of all thank you so much for being my beloved dramamate <3 thank you for being okay with me live messaging u my reactions to wifty and piggy king, thank you for agreeing to (re)watch hidden love with me, thank you SO much for experiencing fiys with me, thank you (and paula) so much for welcoming me for that one insane extraordinary you episode, and thank you (and ro!) for watching the killy votey & kidnapping day with me as well!! thank you so much for always making time for me :< i really appreciate it. and more recently, thank you for being my line friend hehe <3 i really love talking to u a LOT !! idk if u can tell . thank you sm for dealing with me skjdnfksdnk i genuinely thought u were going to stop talking to me after that one piggy episode . anyways i hope that 2024 treats you well and that we can continue talking and being friends <3 also i’m very excited for the next vyllie drama, whatever it may be!! ps. tell paquito that i lob him

[pauby] ; @ghiblin

MY PAUBY!!!!!!!!! my capy <3 i lob u so much thank u for always being so cute and so nice to me!!! and thank you for allowing me into the pauney extraordinary you watch that time and for welcoming me so nicely i kithie u … i hope that 2024 treats you vewy nicely (or else!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and that we can continue to be friends <3 ps. tell ur kitty that i said hello pps. pauby to be honest i wld let u :O eat me . honestly

[princess roro] ; @sunghanbin

MY SUNSHINE MY MODEL MY PRINCESS MY BEROVED RORO!!!!!!!!!!! <33 big year for milro i wld say but also i feel like every year is… <3 thank u (and vyvy) for watching killy votey and the kidnapping day with me <3 thank you for being the girl with the prettiest smile ever <3 also just the most beautiful girl ever. i know things have been rough lately and i’m very sorry about that… i hope 2024 can bring you and your family good news! that aside, thank you for being my friend and talking to me and bickering with me and getting me into bonedo and for showing me so much love and for trusting me!! what i’m trying to say is!! i love you!! a lot!! my beroved!! and i hope you are willing to deal with me for another year <3

[puppie !!] ;

MY PUPPIE MY VENVEN MY VEN PARA whom i love. thank you for STILL being friends with me i feel like its been so long…. i don’t really know if you realize this but you’re a extremely important friend to me. genuinely. i think my life would be a lot more miserable without you. thank you for dealing with me despite everything.. amd thamk u for the kitty videos always!! i kissie u <3 i love you <3 i hope that you always remember that and that you Never ever doubt it. may 2024 treat u nicely!!!!!!!!!!! and i hope we can be friends for even longer <3 ps. pls tell my children (phantom max sassa . i feel like im forgetting someone if i am im sorry i am on my knees repenting) that i love them!!

additionally, thank you to my other mutuals that have spent this year with me!! my miha (@jaebeomtual) and lili (@ninqz) who have been so sweet ; my sarah (@wabisaba), my rosie (@kimjiwoong), my beluluved (@fushigojos), my sofsof (@yeofi), luna (@yunwooz), and my dee (@ryudaeng), who have been with me for a While now and stuck with me despite us not interacting much this year ; rachie (@gnanii) and mary (@dongkwan) whose contribution to the eri project i'm very grateful for (and they're amazing just in general as well but) ; as well as vivi (@moonsua) who's a beloved twtual &lt;3

and a special thanks to paquito and lavender ; phantom, sassa and max ; miss blue and iri's woof ; paula's cat ; eri's woofs whose names i forgot i am so sorry... & bestinez and sarabi, bestie j & ellis and florence and vika ; apollo ; lillie ; gabi's many many many animals ; grimm ; sammy and ashy ; brina's friend group. for being around my beloveds and for all the stories (amd cute pictures) involving them !!

as well as jinsung coming back bc this is my post and i can be insane <3 as a treat <3

credits!! [icons] // [ash pfp] // [bie pfp] // [gabi pfp] // [iri pfp] // [aléks pfp] // [brina pfp] // [meg pfp] // [aweks pfp] // [eri pfp] // [ina pfp] // [vy pfp] // [paula pfp] // [ro pfp] // [ven pfp]

[thatcheeseycandle]

//I WAS ABOUT TO EAT DINNER- BUT I REBLOGGED THE DAMN CHAPTER LMAO

TIME FLIES SO FAST AND YET IT FEELS LIKE CHAPTER 38 CAME OUT YESTERDAY, AND I AN NOT COMPLAINING!

AAND FUCK GIVE ME A MOMENT TO SPARE-

AANDDDDD YOURS TRULY IS BACK

“A Parasite takes it’s host after decades of waiting.” PARDON? Well shit BLUE OETER IS FUCKED, INCLUDING THE TAGS ON THE TUMBLR POST

BLANK?? WHATA WHAT WHAT IM SORRY?????? YEAH NO SHIT OF COURSE ITS A MONSTER.

“His face plate began to cave and buckle, the right side suddenly buckling as a monstrous black cloud burst forth like a swarm of bees.” WHAATAATKAHAH

NONOOOOOO

MAYGLOWER RUNTHE FUCK AWAY DOMT NO DONT HURTHER NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

NLUEPERTER SNAAP OUT PELAAASJ

Ay AY WHO THE FUCKS THIS???? WHO US THIS??????

Insert me just laughing my arse off, cause with how the tension was building up I NEVER EXPECTED THOMAS THE DAMN TANK ENGINEGAGAKAHHA

pAUAE PAYSE. PAUSE MUNA CAUSE I CANT HANDLE THIS SORRY

THOMAS YOU CHEEKY FUCK BEHAALAOSSHAO THIS WAS SO RANDOM IMSORRY

Just got back up from grabbing soemthing downstairs, oH GOD THIS IS GONNA BE AN EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER IM CALLING IT

Woah WOAH THEFUCK AY AY WAS GOING what's going on what's going on no no no no this is not happening wait wait

MALLARD?????????? WHAT

“This one, this one welcomes us and we feast upon decades and decades of anguish, pain and torment. He shall be better with us… He will be our toy.” PARDON ME?????

Either Black smoke struck him and he managed to push it back for so long but since all those emotions started fading this is why the black smoke is takjng over OR Blue Peter sold himself to the damn Devil. I DONTKNOW

Insert me yelling “DO SOMETHING” at the screen cause SHIT THOMAS WHY ARENT YOU TRYNA DO ANYTHING????? THE BLACK SMOKE IS RIGHT THERE. RIGHT THERE.

“We are the shadow to your light and we will not be denied!” I FUCKIN CAAAALLEDD ITTTTT YESSS

“I may be little, but little engines can do big things!” HE SAAAIDD ITT YEAAAHHHHH GO THOMAS GOOOO FUCK EHM UP YEAAAHHHHH

I FELLOFFMY BED. HOLYGOD. SCOT WHATTHEFUCK ARE YOUDOIGN THERE???????

“But to Scotsman, he was always just an arrogant fool with delusions of grandeur.” You wont be saying that WHEN YOU SEE WHAT THEFUCK HES BEEN UP TO YOULITTL

I’ll give him credit for shitting on North a bit, cause, well, Norths not been the greatest as we all know LMAO

“North had died and taken so much knowledge with him. It irritated Scotsman” ME TOO. ME FUCKIN TOO. YOU ARENT ALONE ON THIS SCOT

hHEHJWAIHAHA ABASHED TEENAGER IS THE RIGHT DESCRIPTION NGL

Okay GADWALL SMOOTHEN YOURSELF OUT A BIT

And fuck LMAOO

Woah. WOAHWOAH

ICUOKEDICHOKED ONMYSELF SEC

SO THERE IS INDEED MESSENGERS FOR PROTEUS. That actually MAKES SENSE, HES A GOD OF COURSE HE WOULD HAVE MORTAL MESSENGERS

Oh. Merlin, right, RIP to him btw.

Gadwall what the FUCK are you implying, cause if its what I theorize it to be Im opening a new doc

Ah. So those who accept death, follow into the realm of Proteus and stay there for eternity once they’ve accepted their fate. And those who havent are silver souls or/and souls who can be revived, that makes sense. It actually makes a lot of sense AY WAIR-

Sigh, well I mean at least Mallard is given that chance (I am praying he uses it right as well cause hes been through too much SHIT)

No NONONONOO LOOK MORE FURTHER- SHE IS INDEED IN THERE DONT STOP BELIEVING

HOLD ON TO THAT FEEEELINNGG

WHATOWHAAOWHAPHS

IFELL

OKAY

WHAT??????

LMAOOAHAHAAKHXTHROW HANDS???

What theufcj. WHATAHATAJAOAJAIAOA JACQUELINE?????

WAIT. SO NORTH’S COTTAGE ISNT HERE. WAIY FUCK WIAT-

DID NORTH MIX UP THE COTTAGES SO THAT HIS IDENTITY WOULDNT BE REVEALED OR SOMETHING?? OR REVEAL MERRY’S IDENTITY???

Wait. WAIT SO- QUICKSILVER. WAIT WAIT I JUST REALIZED. AHFUCK OF COURSE IT WAS THAT

WHAT???? SHES GONNA SAY IT RIGHT NOW AND THERE??????

WJAAATHAJ

SHEFUCKINISSSSSSS YEEEEEAAAAASSSSSSSS

MWYAJAOAHAAHAHAJAJHD UEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS YESSSS

BEINGEXCITED AND HAPPY IS SO TIRING LMAOO BUT FUCKYEAAHAHHHH UESSSS YESSSS

WE MUST CELEBRATE THIS CAUSE IT WAS ABOUT DAMN TIME AWKDHAKA YESSSSS

CRY ALL THE TEARS, THERE IS HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD FOR NOW, IN THIS MOMENT

IMGONNA FUCKIN TEAR UP JUST CRY ALL THE TEARS THAT WERE HELD BACK

TONIGHT WILL BE A GLORIOUS NIGHT

IMSMILLING SO WIDELY RN ICANT HSHALAHDKDH

SPOTIFY IS NOT HELPING ME EMOTIONALLY

GreyGREYY AYYYYYY GREY AND GOLD LETS GOOOO

AAnndd right THE GOLD DUST THING.. WELL FUCK

“Well- a little bit of trouble she’s a heavy girl- but that’s not the point-”  LMAOO GREYSHSJALAH

AT LEAST YOU DID ITTTT YOU FUCKIN CONQUERED THAT INCLINE!

OHGOLD NO OF COURSE THERES STILL USE DONTSAYTHAT

AEDJDDHSJ ME HEARTS MELTING GIVE ME A MOMENT

BAHAKAUAGSSHDAH

IVE LOST MY VOCAL CORDS AT THIS POINT, TODAY IS A GRAND NIGHT I SAY, A GRAND NIGHT IT WILL TRULY BE FOR ME

PURWLAHAIDHD

PURPLE

THIS SI THE MOMENT

WAJDHDSKD

YEESSSS THEYVE MET

LOUD EXTROVERTED ENGINES WITH THEIR INTROVERTED TAKEALONGS LETS GOOOO

AWWESHSH

AYYYYY ROOSTERS HERE LETS GOOOOO

BWHAJAJAH LMAOOO YET AGAIN, NOT SCOTTISH HWKAKAGSSK

Sparks of JDGAKAUS RIGHT HES HALF HUMAN AND HALF CONSTRUCT OHMFYAP THEYRE HALF HUMAN AND HALF CONSTRUCTS

A FAMILY OF HYBRIDS

Wait left? TRURO YOUFKCING KNEW?? Okay wait yeah OF COURSE HE WOULD KNOW THAT

Wait wAIT WAIT GREY??? Okay so the phrase “your the reason for me greying” is true in this context, stress could be the reason.

Or is it Lady or/and Proteus seeing North’s fate come hence why his construct was unpaused from it’s immortality and was left to properly age a bit before dying?

No. ROOSTER FUCKING TELL HIM PELASE

FINAAALLYYYYYYY FINALLY YOU LOT REALIZE IT FUCKING FINALLYYYY

WHAT THE FUCK IS THE LEY LINES???? WHAT.

Wait. The heart condition was made from blacksmoke, it was cold iron sleep, but North made a wish to Lady TO KEEP OLIVIA ALIVE RATHER THAN KEEPING HIMSELF ALIVE. HOOOOOOLYGOSH.

MALLARD???????? AMLALR DHWTA THE FUCK DOYOUMEAN

MALLARD YOU JUST GOT GOOD WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURAELF GOD PLEAAASSEE.

No. NO. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO9OOOOOOOOOOOOO

RHOMAAYOUFUCKITHOUGHTYOUWOILDSAVEHIM

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[kitkatperce]

hi guys this is jusy me complaining abt pjo tv

so um errrr scroll if u domt like im not arguing w anyone abr this i js want to share my opinion on my blog

first thing im gonna start off with saying, i ahve nothing against the actors . they did an amazing job and i love them all . (except dior, reminder shes a zionist)

but, the inaccuracy of the show compared to the books is insane and it makes me mad actually🙁

so many people will defend it by saying ‘ricks working on the show too!’ man idc actually we were promised a book accurate show and we did not get it . im not talking about the appearances of the characters, im talking about the events . i didnt get the changes of a lot of things, and the changes take away from everyones character .

we couldve seen percys street smarts and annabeths fear of spiders, but they settled for scrapping the first thing and instead telling us that annabeth is afraid of spiders . this has happened multiple times

more on telling us instead of showing us, the amount of times this happens in frankly annoying, it acts as if the viewer is stupid . ohh yes annabeth is your sister, show us luke 😇i dont believe uou😇 can i have an example😇ARGHEHHHH

it also removes already good dialogue and replaces it with mid dialogue .

also, percys claiming scene….. i domt like how they didnt have them bowing or whatever because it removes the severity of the situation and the impact that him being the son of poseidon is important and not just like oh yeah that guy is yhe son of poseidon .

rip it was a big bathtub

rip the book

the removal of humor in the story makes it quite frankly boring, and removes more character from everyone . everyone is too serious in the show and its like watching paint dry .

the only memorable part that could be seen as funny was percy dancing instead of being ready at capture the flag

and sighhhhh annabeth being there when luke was revealed to be the traitor means she had to of had a suspicion of him in the first place which is . um . annabeth spent four whole books denying luke being evil

rip pit scorpion

and the . THEM MISSING THE DEADLINE . IN THE BOOK IT SAYS PERCY WOULD BE KILLING FIRST AND THAT DID NOT HAPPEN !! ITS REMOVING FEAR FROM THE GODS !!!! AND PERCY CONFRONTING ZEUS WAS STUPID BECAUSE IN BOOK ONE IT SAYS,

“I dared not look up. My heart was racing. I could feel the energy emanating from the two gods. If i said the wrong thing, I had no doubt they could blast me into dust.” Page 340 …. die actually

percy is scared of zeus and poseidon in book one . the removal of this also adds more to the gods not being a figure that is scary.

and annabeth sassing the gods is unreal . annabeth in the books thinks disrespect=surprise surprise, get smote!

anyways im just mad and theres probably more but i havent watched in a while so this is all ur getting

[crookedkryptonitebeliever]

Okay okay okay so like maybe I’m over powerscaling Yves character but like I feel like even though he is like really far away from the reader, I just feel like he still would make sure that something like that wouldn’t happen to her. Like he would set things in place to make sure that nobody does anything to her especially on that level. Especially since I remember reading an ask where you mention that he would make sure that the reader would never experience any of the things he has been through 😭

I mean I guess we can say that Monty was able to kiss her while he was gone but the simple fact that Yves had wayyyy more vitriol for Evangeline than Monty just lets me know that he had an inclination that she would do something very extreme and maybe hurt reader. Like Monty doesn’t know boundaries and is a MASSIVE creep but I dont think he’d ever go that far.

Ugh but then again his flight was unpredictably delayed, but still like backup plan? Aw man.

Then again I’m just a reader and the story is up to you 😩😩😩

All I know is, I wanna kill her 😭

Omg thank u sm for ur thots anon, but yes Yves did have a whole bunch of backup plans, but by the power of CKB god powers, i made it all fail so that we can get these scenes

Like damn aint nothing stopping Yves if it wasnt for the force of god, and i cant make Yves too op or else hes gonna get too boring , so i just fucked with him a little (understatement)

Domt worruy i will not interfere in his plans to kill off the entire bloodline of the Jones, he can have his fun there ❤️

[superbellsubways]

Okay sorry. Autism mode again :-(

dont think this was ever stated anywhere so sorry if this is literally just wrong LOL but Coppy seems autistic to me and so is Oscillo .. thinking abt it cus Oscillo loves copying and repeating what people do. that goes for most little kids but they do it to a point where it isnt cute for most people and is just annoying . This is a really roundabout way of saying oscillo has echolalia and likes repeating whatever coppy says or does and i'd feel like coppy would already just have things to fidget with anyway so he and oscillo share them ... idk.

also slightly off topic but I've also been thinking abt oscillo and clippy ... i'd assume clippy knows at least a little bit more about viruses than coppy would? or maybe they have the same amount of knowledge but clippy just puts two and two together? but with that in mind i feel like oscillo's relationship w clippy would sour once oscillo realizes He Knows truthfully i domt rly know how clippy would handle oscillo alongside coppy? coppy is on his own for this one sorry. L 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 OK SORRY. RANT OVER UHM. vomits and runs away back to my cave

dw about it

oh yea idk if i ever did state it but he def is autistic LOL idk how to write characters that arent neurodivergent in some way 😭 also oscillo echolalia #realness ❤️

them sharing fidget stuff is saur freaking cutes actually fhdjfk 🥹i can imagine coppy having a drawer at his desk full of fidget things he's collected over the years (even some provided by his job. cuz ya know sometimes businesses have their own promotional stress toys) he would bring some home for oscillo to mess with

as for the other thing.. clippy only vaguely knows the dangers of viruses due to past experiences. he would be somewhat on the same level as coppy but hes alot more wary about it. and like you said he would put two and two together when inspecting oscillo's behavior around him

he knows coppy wouldn't want to give up on this kid and abandon them.. even if it is a potential threat.. so he would try his best to keep calm and tolerate it (while keeping a bit of distance) as best as he can for coppy's sake (even if oscillo starts to dislike him once they realize he knows) he really doesn't want to believe that oscillo has bad intentions. whats the worst that could happen?

[all-i-do-is-live-in-daydreams]

WROTE MORE NOTES WHILE WATCHING THE MOVIES LOKI IS IN. THIS TIME FOR THOR: RAGNAROK. THESE ONES TEND TO BE LESS SERIOUS WHICH MAKES SENSE SINCE THIS MOVIE ALSO HAPPENS TO BE LESS SERIOUS. IT WAS STILL FIN THOUGH.

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I wonder if thor's looking for infinity stones was another of "odin's" (loki's) orders

ragnarok is one of my favorite thor movies though it is less serious than the others. it has a sense of... silly billyness.

heimdall is not there dude. dude got banished. they replaced him with karl urban

skurge has to run alllllllllll the way down the bifrost now

it's a statue of loki, thor. duh.

THE PLAY 😭😭😭 I'll never get over this shit. loki is so fucking funny

"oh shit" YEAH OH SHIT

loki was able to act as odin perfectly before but just loses that here completely like he is barely able to keep his cool

idk if anyone has noticed this. I only noticed after someone pointed it out, but loki doesnt move out of the way. thor pushes him out of the way. loki was just going to stay there and let mjolnir hit him

he looks so good oh my god this movie has some of loki's best looks I just want to Eat him

love that he poked the piece of paper and whispered loki because honestly it's plausible that he'd just turn into a piece of paper

stephen loves dramatics doesn't he?

this scene made me laugh so hard I cried the first time I saw it 😭😭😭 "I have been falling!! FOR THIRTY MINUTES!!"

die odin

the way loki turns and stares at odin after he calls them BOTH his sons

"frigga wouldve been proud" literally kill me it would hurt less. I hate they made odin say things that dont justmake me angry

odin loves dropping crazy jaw dropping earth shattering news and then dipping. he just loves not dealing with his problems and leaving them to someone else

"no. I'm on a different path now. this you must face alone." back to him just making me angry. fuck you old man. just like I said. loves not doing with his own problems THAT HE CREATED.

LOKI'S FACE DOMT DO THIS TO ME. WHEN ODIN SAYS "I LOVE YOU, MY SONS." HIS JAW LITERALLY DROPS HE'S IN SHOCK IN DISBELIEF OF THSOE WORDS SOMEONE HUG HIM AND LOVE HIM FOR ME I CANT TAKE THIS

he fucking oogwayed them that's insane bro it's actually fucking insane 😭😭

HOW WAS IT LOKI'S DOING. HE JUST PUT HIM IN A SENIOR HOME WHERE I BELIEVE HE FUCKING BELONGED AND THAT'S BEING NICE

HELA 💖💖💖💖💖

bye bye loki see you on sakaar

yall don't know how crazy I went when she just fucking massacred the warriors three

trash planet

I FUCKING HATE THAT THEY TOOK DOWN THOR. THE GOD OF THUNDER AND FUCKING LIGHTNING. WITH A FUCKING ELECTRIC (BASICALLY LIGHTNING) ATTACK. IT DOESNT MAKE ANY FUCKING SENSE

I do love loki, but he really did make a mistake calling for the portal to be opened. it seems like a very obviously wrong move and uncharacteristic of loki. idk maybe that's just me. then again he does run so.

jeff goldblum is a treasure to the world

one of his hottest looks. whoever the designer and artists were for this movie have my fucking gratitude for giving me this loki.

how was loki there for weeks and just never saw hulk??

cate blanchett is everything

I domt understand why she's so... loki like. the green and black, the blades, even her magic is green.

i do wish the movie was a little more serious. like loki saying to thor "it hurts doesnt it? being lied to. being told you're one thing and it all being a fiction." it's a very serious matter and it's just swept away and a joke is made immediately after those words are said

"our sister" OUR.

"guess I'll just have to go it alone. like I've always done." AND THOR JUST GIVES A SARCASTIC FAKE SMILE LIKE HE CANT BELIEVE HIM. THOR!!! WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON YOU !!! also you cant blame loki for hela. she would have escaped or been freed at some point.

LOKI'S REACTION TO SEEING HULK 😭😭

you tried thor, but unfortunately you're not natasha. as much as I hate that storyline.

"Yes! That's how it feels!" 😭

makes me even more pissed about the way they shut him down. HE LITERALLY WAS CREATING LIGHTNIG IN HIS BODY AND THEY TAKE HIM DOWN BY ELECTROCUTING HIM!?!?!? DOESNT. MAKE. ANY. SENSE.

also idc thor was winning that fight. only reason he didnt was cuz they did that to thor.

hate to see him go, but love to watch him walk away (loki)

i really do love watching him fight

loki looks so proud and fond like of the snake stabby thor story

THAT'S NOT WHAT HE ALWAYS WANTED. DO WE FORGET HIS WORDS DURING THE FIRST FIGHT BETWEEN THEM WE SEE? "I only ever wanted to be your equal!" actually going to lose it rn. COUNT YOUR FUCKING DAYS THOR. COUNT THEM.

I do think thor is being honest about how he thought the world of loki, but never enough to really look, to truly see his brother. never cared enough to dig deeper. and the mistakes loki made have just made it easier for thor to further ignore the deeper problems with his brother. you can love someone dearly, but still never truly see them. I wonder if knowing of thor's love makes it better or worse for loki. to be so loved, but for it to still not be enough to have been seen, to have been helped at all. or easier for it to be a lie and never loved at all, for it makes more sense to loki, because if you loved him why would you never dig deeper? why could you not see what was wrong? what was being done to him? how he felt? maybe that's why he was so adamant in the past, brushing thor's words away because otherwise that would mean even then it just wasnt enough. and it's more familiar to him too. the feeling he sits in, the knowledge that he's not loved or understood, that those around him think so little of him. and sometimes familiarity is easier than taking a new and brighter path.

he could be more. but it's hard to do that when everyone around you sees the worst in you and your stuck in a shadow your entire life. ignored. it's why I love mobius so much. he sees what others don't in loki and actually pushes him to be better and is there for him. mobius is truly the number one loki apologist.

THE THUD OF BANNER HITTING THE BIFROST 😭😭😭

LOKI IS SO DRAMATIC "Your saviour is here!!"

I LOVE WHEN THOR FINALLY STARTS USING LIGHTNING LIKE THIS. ALSO LOKI'S PROUD GRIN WHEN HE SEES HIM.

I take it back THIS is loki's hottest look

"if you were actually here, I might even give you a hug" " I'm here" AND THEN YOU DON'T SHOW US A HUG ??? REALLY???

the look of horror on loki's face when the ship appears. thor looks curious, but loki.... he knows who that ship belongs to and you can just see the dread fill him.

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END

[inutaffy]

“you’ve always been jealous of me!”

“maybe that’s bc you were always splinters favorite!”

“raph. i love you bro.”

DO YOU SEE. DO YOU SEE. THE DUCKCIJF SHIFT IN TBEIR EXPRESSIONS MAN TBE FJCKFGMOFYHEFNEN GHE WAY. THATS HIS BROTHER MAN THATS HIS FUCKFJFG. OUGH. I HATE THIS STUPID SHOW WHAG THE ACTUAL FUCK. THE. THE. “JEALOUS?!” SO MUCH OF HIS EMOTIONS TRANSLATE TO ANGER OR JEALOUSY TOWARDS OTHERS AND IT DRIVES ME FUCKINF CRAZY. MAYBE IT WAS AT FIRST (aka beginning of s1) BUT IT ISNT NOW AND THATS FHE WHOLE POINT THAGS THE WHOLE DUCKIJF POINT. HE ISNT JUST JEALOUS AND AND ANGRY ALL THE TIME FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES BRO IS JUST 16 AND WATCHING HIS WHOLE PLANET GET DESTROYED. BRO IS 16 WATCHING HIS FATHER MURDERED IN FRONT OF HIM. BRO IS 16 AND WATCHING WHILE HIS OLDER BROTHER BASICALLY BECOMES AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT PERSON RIGHT BEFORE HIS FUCKING EYES, PICKING UP EVERY BURDEN EVER AND JUST SOLDIERING ON LIKE THIS IS SO FUCKIJF AWFUL.

THE FUCKIJG SHIFT FROM S1-2 LEO TO SEASON 3-5 LEO IS FUCKINF TRAGIC. THAT SHIT HURTS ME DEEP IN MY BONES. YOU CAN SEE HIM START TRYING TO BE MORE OF A LEADER AND A MINOR CARETAKER THAN BROTHER FOR A MINUTE THERE AND THAT KILLS ME EVERYTIME BC IT STARTS WHEN HE FUCKIJG SAVRIFICES HIMSELF AT THE END OF SEASON 1 BY BLOWING UP THE FUCKING KRAANG SHIP. THATS WHERE IT ALL STARTS AND I HATE IT. HE SHOULDNT BE DOING THAT BUT HE IS AND ITS SO AWFUL ITS SOS SO AWFUL BUT I WILL NOT GO INTO THAT HERE I REFUSE I WILL NOT CALL ME WHEN IT ISNT 3AM AND I WILL TELL TOU.

ANYWAYS.

SO YEAH MAYBE HE DOES WISH HE WAS LEADER IF ONLY SO IT MEANT LEO DIDNT HAVE TO BE. IF ONLY SO LEO COULD BE LEO FOR A MINUTE BC YOU KNOW WHAG RAPH IS???? RAPH IS GUILTY. RAPH FEELS SO FUCKING GUILTY ALL THE DUCKIJF TIME AND I DOMT HAVE THE ABILITY TO GO INTO THAT RIGHT NOW SO YOURE JUST GONNA HAVE TO TRUST ME. TRUST ME ON TBIS I AM RIGHT ABOUT THIS. I CANT DUCKIJG STAND FBIS SHOW.

AND TBH I DONT BLAME RAPH. LIKE IF MYYYYY OLDER BROTHER GOT PROMOTED ONE DAY AND STARTED TRYING TO PULL RANK ON ME I WOULD BE A BITCH ABOUT IT TOO. THE FUCK. MAKE ME ASSHOLE. YEAH. BUT ALSO. AS THE ELDEST DAUGHTER. AND JUST YK. AS ME. I AM ME. ANOTHER THING IS THAT LEO IS JUST. IMPRESSIONABLE? A LITTLE BIT? ESP IN THE EARLY SEASONS. WHICH MAN I CAN RELATE TO. BITCH FIXATED ON A TV SHOW AND MADE IT HIS WHOLE PERSONALITY WHICH I LOVE FOR HIM BUT GOTDAMN. LEO LITERALLY GOES INTO BATTLE IN S1 QUOTING HIS SPACE HEROES SHOW AND MAKING STUPID ONE LINERS AND TRYING TO BE ALL HEROIC BUT IT JUST COMES OFF AS DORKY AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH. IT MAKES ME SAD. HE’S FOLLOWING EXAMPLES AND HE WANTS TO IMPRESS AND HE WANTS TO DO GOOD OK HE WANTS TO GET A GOOD GRADE IN CHILD WHICH IS NORMAL TO WANT AND POSSIBLE TO ACHIVE LIKE LEO IDEALIZES SPLINTER THAT IS HIS DAD MAN HE STRIVES FOR HIS APPROVAL. I DONT CARE WHAT MY DAD HAS TO SAY MOST OF THE TIME BUT FAVING HIS DISSAPOINEMENT???? FUCKINF AWFUL.

AND THEN THE DUCKING KRAANG HAPPEN AND SPLINTER TELLS HIM TO PREPARE FOR LOSSES. PREPARE TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES. AND HE REALIZES OH SHIT IS FR. UHM. OKAY. SO MAYBE THIS LEADING ISNT ALL I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. AND HE EXPRESSES THIS. MULTIPLE TIMES. THROUGHOUT THE FIRST AND SEVOND SEASON. AND THEN BE JUST STOPS. BRINING IT UP ALL TOGETHER. HE JUST STOPS. LIKE. DUDE. DUDE. HE WANTED TO BE LEADER SO BAD AT FIRST AND THEN THE HORRORS CAME FOR HIM. HE WAS NOT READY. NOW DONT GET ME WRONG, LEOS IN GENERAL ARE FUCKIJG CRAZY MAN THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY WANT, LEO IS FULLY CAPABLE OF BEING THE LEADER HE JUST. HE WASNT FUCKING READY YET MAN. HE WAS 15. IM GONNA FUCKINF CRY.

NOT TO MENTION. IMMEDIATELY AFTER THAT. HE’S KINDA ELEVATED TO THIS PEDESTAL AND NOW HE’S DUCKINF STUCK THERE MAN. LEO KEEPS TRYING TO BE THEIR LEADER AND TO HIM, THAT MEANS HE HAS TO DO IT ALONE. HE’S THE LEADER. YES HE KNOWS THAT HIS BROTHERS WILL BE THERE FOR HIM HE KNOWS THAT HE ISNT ALONE BUT THAT DOESNT CHANGE THE FACT THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY HE IS THEIR LEADER AND HE HAS TO BE ABLE TO STAND ON HIS OWN AND THAT MENTALITY BLEEDS INTO EVERYTHING ELSE AND RAPH (and the others tbh. fuckijg everyone) JUST WANT THEIR FUCKING DORKY CRINGEFAIL LOSER BIG BROTHER BACK. DO YOU UNDERSTAND.

[dballzposting]

- I dont remmeber what was said in the japanese audio but in the english dub, when Goten was on the phone with Palace-chan in GT for the first time that we saw, he said something about how she was the prettiest girl he knew, and then I reemebr him saying verbatim "why havent I told you yet...? Becasue this is the first time since I've known you that you havent had a boyfriend."

- this means that he has known her for at least some time, and they clearly have each others phone number, and we dont know who called whom in this context but we know that they seem fond of just chatting each other up. We dont even know if Goten knew she was available when the phone call started. They could have just been chatting and then the news came out. We don't know anything.

- on their first date we see how naive and sheltered Palace is. She doesnt even know what soft serve ice cream is.

- She is the prettiest girl that Goten knows and we see that she is indeed pretty. Also shes rich

All of these facts lead me to believe that...

- Palace wants to date and has had a lot of boyfriends and shes so rich and pretty that it's not hard for her to get one. However she's so naive I dont think that theres an ounce of self-awareness involved here. She just thinks that people are nice and guys are nice to her becasue they're nice, and becasue shes a lady, but not becasue shes pretty or rich.

- Goten's comment would still hold if she had just had one boyfriend in that time, but walk with me and consider the comedy in the scenario where she has had a string of them.

- We see her on the date with Goten and she doesnt even know what soft serve ice cream is. None of her boyfriends took her out for ice cream. Is this becasue they sucked? Is this becasue shes the one with the money? Perhaps. But I think it's becasue they never had time to becasue..

- Theres No Way that anyone would break up with her. Shes too pretty and rich. This is why I think that shes broken up with every single boyfriend shes had. And it was always for a stupid reason. You think that everything's going good but she goes up to you one day with this sad look on her face. And shes like "I'm sorry. But we have to break up." You ask her why and it's like: the colors of your bikes dont look good together, she misunderstood a comment you had made earlier and she didnt like it, she had found someone cuter, etc etc.

And you try to mollify her and remove the problem ("Palace honey I can paint my bike...!") but she wont budge. Shes inconsollable, she's morose and sad and her hands are clasped and she just keeps shaking her head and saying "I'm sorry. This is what has to happen." and she is genuinely sad about this so you dont understand why it has to happen? But slowly you realize that although shes sad, shes in acceptance. Shes been working through the grief since yesterday night and shes woken up decided today. Shes already accepted that you're broken up now. Theres nothing you can do. Her heart has moved on

- Goten knows this. He knows that shes had a string of boyfriends and that shes broken up with all of them. This does not phase him at all. Hes excited to get in line. This is the FIRST time since hes known her that she hasnt had a boyfriend...! Hes so excited! FINALLY! They chat on the phone occasionally but it's not that in-depth, they see each other occasionally but Palace always has a boyfriend who hogs all the attention, Goten is READY to get in line and get his heart broken! Woo-hoo! Yeah!!!

- They get along really well and they enjoy dating each other and they actuslly domt break up. Maybe they almost did for some stupid reason, or maybe even a legitimate reason, like Palace picked up that Goten's mom really wants him to just settle down and start a family already, and Palace is not ready to move to the mountainside and do that, so this registers as a deal breaker for her .. but she really likes Goten & they seem to understand each other & when she tries to break up with him shes not in acceptance like she was the other times becasue she still really likes him & this is a difficult thing to accept & the tears are still fresh & since she hasnt emotionally moved on, hes able to convince her that it's gonna be fine & they dont need to get married anytime soon & he just likes being with her & dont worry about all that.

Or something. Who knows. She wasnt on screen much and I havent finished GT

[idontevenknowifimahumanornot]

Vent

Youngest child get the best. Theyre spoiled, they get away with stuff.

Im a youngest child, and im gonna say my expirience being the youngest child in my family

(Bad grammar Sorry for advance)

Till now my mom adore me, she buys me stuff, call me complements and bassicly spoiled me. But i dont want to be spoiled or recieve her complements everyday.

As the youngest child i feel presure, the presure im feeling is that 'i recieve everything, im the favorite. Im bassicly what almost all the ppl wish to be, being 'spoiled', and got away with stuff. So i have to be perfect, i have to act what they expect.'

Almost everyday my mom would yelled, guilty trip me if i dont have the reaction she wanted me too (being excited, smiling and like a kid)

But what she doesnt relize it, people get older.

Im not young anymore, i hate beimg spoiled

If my mom unexpectedly buy me clothes ill immidietly think of sh. Because i know my siblings gonna say shit like "oh looks who have new clothes" or "tch spoiled." I know what theyre gonna comment.

"HOW CAN SHE BUY A KEYBOARD BUT I CANT EVEN BUY A GUITAR WIT MY OWN MONEY?" i dont know. I just tell her i want to SAVE UP for a keyboard, than she bought it for me.

Dont hate me for that, dont insult me for that. I domt wajt it either

I want to feel responsible, like im my own person not theyre puppets that they can mold into a perfect child.

Im always the quite one, since i was a baby my nickname is 'doll' bc, (not my word) "when you were a child you were called a doll because your cute and your very quite"

I think theyre expect ne to be more louder when i got older. Im always the emotionless in the family, so its not my fault that i dont go "hyper like a child" mode when you give me something.

Dont blame me

"Why dont you dress up and wear makeup? Look at your cousin, look how pretty she is when she dress up, why cant you do that for your self?" Because i never like dresses or make up, and because i know when i go out my room and walk with make up on, you gonna go all crazy saying how im 'mature' now, that youve feel like you have a daughter.

And feel like im not doing it for myself

I did try make up for myself because im curios, but now when we want to go out you always ask me to wear make up.

Stop pressuring me

Ive always been left out, i got bullied by my older brother. Im theyre maid. If anything 'good' happen to me they always insult me.

Im afraid of recieving gifts now, because i feel i dont deserve it. I dont own it.

I hate complements because ive always recieve it too easily, i dont deserve it.

"Stfu you have it easy" yes and no. I dont have it easy, people always expect me to act like a spoiled brat and rude because im the youngest child IM THEYRE FAV.

But im not a brat. Im not. So stop assumings things.

I dont want gifts i dont want complement i dont want any of those hugs that i get so easily that it make me disgusting

Why

Just why.

I hate it. Why cant i just feel like i dont exist?

Everytime i walk into a room and my parents was there, they woumd announce my present "my daughter! My sweet beutifull daughter!" Stop babying me.

I dont even have a personal space or privacy

I hate it

I hate my life

So stop saying that youngest have it easy, please.

[bearfeathers]

I domt think that makes sense. How could hits on an abandoned work make the author motivated to write...? If they don't finish that fic then they were not motivated?

I'm talking about WIPs in general, but that can apply to "abandoned" WIPs too. We never know for sure when something's been abandoned. I've seen fics update after years of inactivity.

But my main point still stands. Just because a fic isn't finished doesn't mean it's any less worth a read than any other fic. Like, sure, maybe you want to focus on reading completed fic first, but I really, really, really abhor that sentiment that only that which is complete is worthy. A lot of fics I love or remember fondly were never finished and I can't imagine having passed them up simply for that reason.

Also, to your phrasing: hits. Please comment! Please. Hits mean nothing to anyone. When I say "read" I'm assuming that includes commenting because... idk why you would read a fic and then not have anything to say! That seems bizarre to me!

Regardless of whether it's updated ever again, you might comment on something and it might make the author feel motivated to work on something else. Fic doesn't happen in a vacuum. We are not content machines and it's very tiring being treated that way. "Write for yourself" only goes so far, y'all.

[khaleesiofalicante]

hey,

So my cousins came to our house this week since they had new year leave. I have couple of major exams coming, and they were very mad at me for not studying well and shit. And everyday they went outside with my mom and brother and never asked me if I wanted to come, and it's fine cause i was studying. I am studying, all the time, literally. And cauple of days ago they were discussing about going to this movie and asked me when i was free and i told them, but my mom created a whole thing about me wanting to go, finally i said its fine, and they too left it at that. But last Saturday i had classes, but my dad literally dropped me off the bus stop and told me to take the bus, and that he won't be able to pick me up since they were going to the movie. I was obviously mad, and the next day was new years and they didn't talk to me, so i didn't too, i had a full day classes that day, so i left and came back and slept. The next day i just answered what they asked and i didn't talk to anyone, and left for classes. But apparently they were very sad and shit that i was mad, and cried about it. My parents were literally hurting me about it. I domt understand what I did wrong. I am the black sheep in the family, who always hurt others with my mouth, cause if something pissies me off insay it outloud. And my mom always tells me to shut my mouth. I literally don't understand why they are making a huge deal about this. They hate me, everyone knows that, literally no one likes me in my family, then why the fuck do they care about this? They sure as hell didn't care when they went to the movie. Idk, can you please tell, am i the one in the wrong?

Hello,

I don't think you are in the wrong. First of all, I'm sorry this happened. And that it keeps happening.

It seems to me that you are working really hard and giving it your all. Not only is that not recognized and appreciated, but it seems people around you are making things harder.

I repeat. You are not in the wrong. Hurting someone and then blaming them for it is literally the definition of gaslighting. And the thing is gaslighting is extremely common in families - and personal relationships. Because it's easy to believe the awful things the people we love tell us.

I think it would be helpful to talk to your family about this. Perhaps not just about how all of this is making you feel, but also what they can do (and maybe shouldn't do). Sometimes parents understand 'instructions' better than feelings. But I really do think talking to them would help. You can decide what you should talk about and how to do it. If you think talking to them won't change anything, then consider talking to someone who might help make a difference. This could be a friend or even a teacher from school.

I hope the people around you acknowledge and respect what you do. I hope you do too. Sending love x

[nixierain]

I am deff not ok...

Tw: mental health

I am not a just 1 thing anymore it feels like. And now I lost past headmates so now I have no idea what these other things are. I feel like its all fake now, and people will think that I;m just faking for attention or whatever. But I'm not (unless I'm that deluded to the point that I am and that would be a whole other issue), I genuinly refer to myself as "we" and "us" when I;m by myself or in my head. And I have cinversations with myself as if I'm multiple people. I wish I knew who else was in my head. Raven can talk through me sometimes and talks alot in my head, but he's a spirit OUTSIDE of it. I have no idea who these other motherfuckers are... Did Death, Darkness, Melody, Ruby and Olive come back without me knowing or something?! But it doesnt sound like them...

Over the weekend this happened with this (i think it was a small child) girl was talking in my head and I was confusd on who it was, cause it wasnt Raven or Raymond or any other spirit I knew. Is it a new thing in my head? What is going on?! I can't bring this up to my mom, cause she'll dissmiss it like she always does when I have these breaks and actually tell her whats going on, because I only tell her when I spiral on my cycle and she blames it on that. But it happens around it and when I'm not on it, I just break during that week.

I honestly dont know how to ask and talk to my headmates now cause they just seem like variants of myself, but I think I'm the only one named "Rain".... So what are the others names?

Also a sample conversation on me talking to myself: (I'll put "me/Rain" in blue and put others in seperate colors)

~ "Alright so we need to do this"

~ "yeah we do, but then what?"

~ "I dont know, what do you wanna do?"

~ "I domt really know either, you got a clue?"

~ "No. not really"

~ "Damn, I mean I guess we could draw or something"

~ "oh yeah, good point!"

~ "Yeah, lets do that, good Idea Rain"

~ "Oh thanks, yeah lets do that!"

I'm pretty sure there are more than that, but yeah, main synopsis. Sometimes theres just voices arguing in my head or a bunch of mean comments towards me. That little snypit was BASED off of an actual conversation I had with myself I belive, tho I can never remember them, so yeah, that specific thing I just wrote to justify what goes on in my head was made up.

[muttsona]

another personal post from tumblr user aroveins !

i feel i am going a bit insane and nothing is helping.! i thought after i got over my ex i would be fine. i got over my ex. i still dont feel fine. i knew realistically it wouldnt work like that. i was struggling before my ex, i was always gonna struggle after. and like, its better but only to an extent. need to kms actually but i have The Friends so i cant, no matter how much it pisses me off. i wanna be in the limbo between dead and alive, i dont wanna think about it anymore. meds domt even help whatever the fuck is wrong with me anymore, im considering stopping them all togethet because it doesnt seem worth it. like sure i felt bad before medication. but i actually think things might be worse now. i hate tjat stupid blue pill so much and i hate the things that come with it. hate that i was supposed to die 8 years ago. then 7. then 6. then 5. then 4. then 3. then 2. then 1. hate that im stuck here, stuck like this, because i couldnt just follow through one of those 8 times. i know one day theyre gonna catch on, and i know ome day ill have to confess everything, i also know i can easily stop that day from happening. theres yhis stupid notion in my head that im faking it because i dont want to die 100% of the time, and when i do theres always tjis waning feeling, like i only half wanna die. i want it all to stop but i dont want my mom crying during my funeral. i want quiet but i dont want my room to stay as it is forecer, always unmoving as i am. i feel like im stuck like this forever, i think im tired of trying to get better. does it ever.