#i don't even fucking know

[lilacsugarcookie69]

Finished watching IE Chou Jigen Dream Match & IE GO vs Danball Senki W!!!

The first one was practically mumbo jumbo of IE openings (not that I'm complaining tho) and the last 20 mins (=length of an average episode) was the match itself. I'd compare it to the Ogre movie : it was mid. Anyways I'm more a fan of the battle eleven ig (the players there seem more interesting hehe)

Anyways, IE x Danball Senki thing was... SOMETHING! I was distracted during watching that by my own thoughts or playing with my hair xd, but God, the ending got me. Disappearing into thin air. Again. Imwas complaining here LITERALLY TWO DAYS AGO bout Banda and Potomuri and there we go again. I can't...I just can't take it anymore...

[perasperaadastratoday]

Are we human... Or are we dancer?

I’ve been reading a lot of zen literature lately after having a complete identity crisis and mental breakdown that got so bad, the dissociation and OCD was so intense. I’ve been trying to let my thoughts pass by, but I just want to cry.

I don’t understand. I don’t understand anything. 

I’m always so confused, I read the news, I see the world pass me by, I watch trailers drive past me on the highway and all I can see is how heavy it must be on our earth. I see flowers being cut down by lawn mowers and I mourn them, and I didn’t even get to draw them and now they’re gone. And I keep wasting my life away. I never take in anything enough before it’s gone. Life is constantly changing and so am I. 

I can’t do anything, I don’t want to do anything, but I want to do everything at once. 

I feel so heavy and yet so empty inside. So alive, yet so dead. 

I don’t understand life, I don’t understand why we’re all here, but we are. 

I have so much to be grateful for, yet I’m ungrateful. I could do so much good and yet I don’t. And I don’t know why. I don’t know why I’m so scared to do things. 

The world just feels like like one big headache. 

I try to focus on the love. And I want to be surrounded by it. And surround others with it. 

[gund-arminc]

you guys will play patty cake with nazis if it means making the community inclusive

[youwillperishinflame]

[theemperorsfeather]

problems on many levels

[the-happy-fujoshi]

Parents be forcing you to sleep, don't even know their child has insomnia.

[milkymeaty]

*wakes up at the crack of dawn* my chell is basically fucking botw link,,

think about it think about it.......

she's a stoic soldier/worker who's only in this due to personal obligation, in my chell's case she's working to support her family; a war/battle takes place and nerfs almost everyone involved but chell is luckily put in a stasis just in time and wakes up years later,, she has no idea the people she used to know have long since died, she doesn't even remember who she knew, not even her family

but becuz of this she feels more free. even tho she doesn't really understand why,, she smiles more, feels a bit more comfortable being verbal and overall embraces all the love and joy she never let herself feel before......

MAN.

[anubishoarmurath]

strange times, weird times, vibing out of my head every five seconds

empires fall, everything is made up nothing is true, everything is permitted

[a-rand0m-bl0g]

hhh gregg panasonic blu-ray 99 dollars 32-inch lcd 2.99 lg 42" HD TV only 4.89 everything's on sale during christmas

What 😭

[lilacsugarcookie69]

Yohoho!

Missed me? (Thought so, I wouldn't miss myself either, tho)

Anyways, I have a question for y'all IE obsessors.

So, many people ship IE characters. Mostly characters, who kinda interact together, so it'd be a sin not to ship them. Which, (finally) leads me to my mentioned question. WHY DO PEOPLE SHIP TOTALLY RANDOM CHARACTERS?!?!?!

It's not an insult or do, I'm just genuinely curious and wanna understand, cuz I've seen all the episodes, movies included (except for the Outer code + another Areorion shit, but who cares?) and I still don't understand some of them? And if u wanna ask 'but why does it have to make sense?'

Sweetheart, maybe for u it doesn't have to, but I have that thing I have to have it canonically (idk, how to explain, it's just like that hehe)

Therefore, I'd much appreciate and would be extremely grateful, if u'd explain to me, why do u ship them

Ps. It's not that I don't support those ships, I just wanna know why do people ship them, okay?

(I'll tag those ships, it's easier)

[inkskinned]

what is with men being mad any time a woman raises her voice where did that even come from. someone posted a video of a small electrical explosion, and the top comment was of course the woman screams. the second comment is women try not to scream challenge, level impossible. i had to go back and watch the video again. there is, somewhat fainty, a little gasp emitted off-camera, more of a yelp than a scream. it is mostly lost in the crack of the explosion. afterwards, you hear her voice, shaken, say, are you okay?

i am helping one of my friends train her voice pitch lower, because she wants to be taken seriously at work. she and i do each other's nails and talk about gender roles; and how - due to our appearance - neither of us have ever been able to be "hysterical" in public. we both appear young and sweet and feminine. she is cisgender, and cannot use her natural voice in her profession because people keep saying she appears to be "vapid". we both try to figure out if our purposeful voice lowering is technically sexist. is it promoting something when you are a victim to it?

a storm almost sends a pole through a car window. in the dashcam, you can hear the woman passenger say her partner's name twice, crying out in alarm. she sounds terrified. in the comments, she is lambasted for her lack of calm. how is that even fucking helping?

in high school, i taught myself to have a lower voice. i had been recorded when i was genuinely (and righteously) upset; and i hated how my voice sounded on the phone speakers when it was played back. i was defending my mom, and my voice cracked with emotion. it meant i was no longer winning the argument: i was just shrieking about it.

girls meet each other after a long summer and let out a little joyful scream. this usually stops around 12-14, because people will not tolerate this display of affection (as it has the effect of being passingly annoying). something about the fact that little girls can't ever even be annoying. we are trained to examine each part of our lives (even joy) for anything that could make us upsetting and disgusting. they act like teenage girls are breaking into houses and shrieking you awake at 3 in the morning. speaking as a public school educator: trust me, it's not that bad, you can just roll your eyes and move on. it does not compare to the ways boys end up being annoying: slurs in graffiti, purposefully mocking your body, following you after you said no. you know, just boy things.

there's another video of a man who is not allowed to yell in the house, so he snaps his fingers when he's excited about soccer. the comments are full of angry men, talking about how their brother is unfairly caged. let him express himself and this is terrible to do to someone. eventually the couple has to address it in a second video: they are married with a newborn baby. he was trying not to wake the infant up. there is no comment on the fact women are not allowed to yell indoors. or the fact that it could have been really alarming or triggering for his wife. sometimes i wonder if straight men even like women, if they even enjoy being in relationships with them.

for the longest time, i hated roller coasters because it always felt inappropriate and uncomfortable for me to scream. one of my friends called me on it, said it was unusual i'm so unwilling. i had to go to my therapist about it. i don't like to scream because i was not raised in a safe situation, and raising my voice would have brought unsafe attention towards me. even when i am supposed to scream, it feels shameful, guilty. i was not treated kindly, so i lack a basic form of self-protection. this is not a natural response. it is not good that in a situation of high adrenaline - i shut up about it.

something very bad is happening, i think. in between all the beauty standards and the stuff i've already discussed - this one feels new and cruel in a way i can't quite express. yes, it's scary and silencing. but there's something about how direct it is - that so many men agree with the sentiment that women should never yell, even in an emergency - it feels different.

is the word shriek gendered automatically? how about shrill or screech? in self defense class, one of the first things they tell you is to yell, as loud and as shrilly as you can. they say it will feel rude. most women will not do this. you need to practice overcoming the social pressure and just scream.

most women do not cry out, even when it's bad. we do not report it. we walk faster. we do not make a scene. what would be the point of doing anything else? no matter what we do, we don't get taken seriously. it is a joke to them. an instagram caption punchline. we have to present ourselves as silent, beautiful, captivating - "valuable."

a woman is outside watching her kids when someone throws a firecracker at them. she screams and runs towards her children. in the comments, grown men flock together in the thousands: god. women are so annoying.

[uncanny-tranny]

Fat people deserve mobility aids, too. No matter if it's connected to their fatness or not, because having a mobility issue that is connected to one's fatness won't change that they're still fat and still have the issue at hand. Fat people don't deserve to "tough it out" because fatness should be this divine punishment doled out to those who "deserve" it. Fat disabled people deserve to have the peace of mind that they can exist in whatever way is most comfortable and accessible to them

[sugarlywhispers]

the sudden thought of bakugou katsuki sending an audio to his s/o while at the gym, where he speaks IN BETWEEN GASPS AND GRUNTS AND EVEN GROWLS BECAUSE OF THE AMOUNT OF WEIGHT HE'S LIFTING WHILE ALSO TALKING ABOUT WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE FOR DINNER AND SUGGESTING MEALS OR PLEACES TO GO IF YOU WANT AND THEN HE SAYS, "Ugh... whatever you... mmh... want, baby, it's yours..." AND HE EXHALES FUCKING SEXILY AS THE SOUND OF THE WEIGHT DROPPING IS HEARD.

— I'M DYING HELP.

[cloud-gazer-rainworks]

There is literally nothing here but this Eleven haunts me, it won't dissapear, THERES NOTHING

[originalartblog]

Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.

If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.