#i hate today

[tadpole-apocalypse]

Blog Update

I have to fly home for a few days. I will bring my tablet but due to the circumstances I might not have a lot of time to work on commissions. Bear with me during this.

Depressing medical talk about a family member under the cut:

My dad is sick. He’s been in the hospital all week. We haven’t gotten a diagnosis yet but we’re all prepared for it to be cancer. I’m going to fly to see them for a few days and help out my mom and visit him. It’s not going to be a fun trip and I’m not looking forward to it. Im catching a flight as soon as my shift ends.

[topsyturvy-turtely]

someone: what's your coping mechanism?

normal people: *idk insert sth normal*

me: 😈 fanfiction!

[hatake]

my therapist recommended someone to act as a mentor for me bc they've dealt with similar trauma; we agreed on a time/spot to meet up and i waited an hour outside before deciding to go back home bc they never showed up. then i tried to befriend a kitty on my way home and some asshole drove by too fast and scared it before trying to talk to me. today is stupid!!!

[the-filianic-witch]

actually, i don't think i want to see the good in things today. i think i would like to be very angry and grief-filled and generally unpleasant. everything hurts. i am so tired. this is not how i wanted my life to be. why does everything fucking HURT? every time i try to do something good, i pay for it. socializing? too exhausted to get out of bed later. cleaning? pain. treating myself to something nice? unexpected medical expense almost immediately after. this is bullshit wtf. "be more active, don't just stay at home in bed all the time" bitch, HOW?

[big-low-t]

John Lee Hooker - I Hate Today

[gaytoru]

MHA SPOILERS 395 (⬇️⬇️⬇️)

toga’s (presumably but most fucking likely) dead. :’) im legit so distraught rn bye

[averydeadshootingstar]

today was a bad day

[sandwichmustbetasty]

i fucking swear, the worst thing in writing thesis is finding the sources. I'm going feral, i spent whole goddamned day browsing and searching for some damned articles or books. and oh my god. what a pain is that. and i still have no idea what to write because, yes, thank you for writing about the complex chemical matters, but why don't you start with the basics??? because i cannot find them ANYWHERE???

[mirablake]

This is my least favorite day out of the entire year.

[agapeeternal]

Today is so weird to me. I don't know anyone that was injured/died on 9/11 yet I have his visceral reaction to everything about this. Maybe it's because of where I live and it was thought to be one of locations the 4th plane was headed. I was so scared of my mom going to work because I was worried it'd get hit. It took her over 4 hours to get on the base and obviously it's fine. I just feel dumb, I dunno.

[unionfish]

guy who broke the fucking window

[itssh0wtime]

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[averydeadshootingstar]

hola i just woke up from my 6 hour nap and i wish i hadn't done this

[catfishofoldin99colours]

I had the most horrendous afternoon and all I want to do is play Minecraft and watch my silly little videos but I can't do that because my fucking laptop is broken

[deesi-academia]

I ABSOLUTELY HATE DEPENDING ON OTHERS. AND THEN THE CONSTANT "I DID THIS FOR YOU AND YOU'RE NEVER GRATEFUL"

LIKE DO I MAKE A NEW SHRINE FOR YOU EVERYDAY????

IVE SAID THANKYOU IVE EXPRESSED MY HAPPINESS AND GRATEFULNESS MULTIPLE TIMES BUT YOU WILL NEVER FAIL TO REMIND ME HOW YOU HELPED ME ACHIEVE SOMETHING.

[supermellowbouquetnightworld]

All my art is trash. That's why dad threw it away after screaming about throwing everything I own away!