Me: Hey finish that Theonsa modern AU you were gonna post for Valentine’s Day. I know you went through a lot this week but like this will make you happy
My brain: okay but what if instead, I write a sequel to a one-off fic with like 17 likes rn in three hours
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how did dorym nation go from winning so hard to losing so hard in the span of 2 episodes....MAKE IT MAKE SENSE 😭😭😭
I. KNOW. i just keep thinking about how things would be different if dorian had been able to stay or pop in or even just if the sending stones worked. i think there's going to be so much pain and frustration and anger from dorian not necessarily with orym but like. i keep thinking about "no debts between us". and how whether it's internal and how orym is built or because watching the hells lately has put so much weight and responsibility on his shoulders, he's gotten to feel so indebted or something like that so as to make a deal essentially signing away his future with a hag to make up for it. but then there's an empathy there that i don't know the rest of the hells will quite have because dorian made a deal with a betrayer god to keep the crown keepers safe. they're cut from such a similar cloth in that way that i just wonder what kind of... warnings? dorian might have been able to pick up on that have slipped through the cracks without him because orym's been written off as the most stable one of the hells. i just. need to know how dorian is going to react.
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the absolute rant and essay I would write about how we gotta stop with treating fandom artists and writers and crafters like influencers and content creators. how we expect engagement out of people doing things for fun in their free time and for no monetary exchange. about how social media for fandom was a questionable choice. how we lost “ship and let ship” and boil everything nuanced down into “good” and “bad” and equate a person’s moral and ethics based on their character preference and ships. how “even you are not immune to propaganda” also applies to the loss of nuance and the way we interact and place boundaries and re-define words in a way that is outside of their intention. how we demand censorship because we don’t know the use of the back button.
but without specifically saying it was better back in the day because this shit was always happening but damn was it easier to avert your eyes.
but alas I am a humble fanfic writer who has only so many words and I’d rather spend them on my stories
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a fun game to play when you have adhd is “is my hyperfixation fading or do I just need a long nap” “is my hyperfixation fading or am I just burnt out” “is my hyperfixation fading or did I just forget to eat again” “is my hyperfixation fading or is this actually depression” etc etc.
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Realized I haven't seen you around for a little while, hopefully life / school isn't kicking you too hard ❤️
ohhh ner, u kind kind soul😭😭💕
uni is treating me like a piece of gum i cant wait for finals to be over😭😭 i miss being here and brainrotting over cute guy
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Good mornooning my beloveds, had my appointment w the physiotherapist yesterday and the good news is that he doesn't immediately think I have arthritis, and I've just overworked and damaged some tendons in both knees instead.
Given my Grave's, I've been referred for tests regardless, but I've also been given some exercises to try and do for the next few weeks while they heal.
I should be here in a bit! I hope you're all doing well. 💜
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