#i have trouble with asks from like...idk
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*Spins into your blog* "Helloooooooo"
@nightfire-is-silly (not reblogs; asks lol)
Moon: Hey. Ah...kinda bad timing, not gonna lie. But hey.
Sun: I'm sorry, we'll do introductions once we get stuff sorted out! We're not trying to be rude! But-
//Solar finally comes into view, carrying the fox in his sweatshirt.//
Sun: Solar! Where'd you find them? Was there a trap or anything nearby?
Solar: Not that I saw, but that doesn't mean anything. She's awful quick an' smart. She may've gotten out of it herself if she got caught in one.
#i'm not ignoring you i swear! i just need to kind of be more clear about what kinds of asks are ok and what ones aren't#i have trouble with asks from like...idk#with a premade story and all? like some of the characters/askers here kind of developed as we interacted and as the characters developed#since the characters here kinda have their own storyline they follow its a little different when an asker interacts vs a different characte#idk if that makes sense? maybe?#idk i can't really describe it rn#lwyd solar#lwyd sun#lwyd moon#lwyd harvest#nightfireissilly#asks#tsams lwyd au#you're more than welcome to interact! I guess I'm trying to say as an asker#hhh i don't know if that made sense#it's not you i just need to figure out what I'm trying to say and be more clear with it
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someone tell me i’m being an idiot and should just file for temp unemployment and ask the work hr lady to provide me something that says they’re bringing me back at the end of feb so i don’t have to job hunt constantly till then
#did i mention i got temporarily furloughed until the end of february#(i say as though i deliberately didn’t say anything to anyone not that anyone was asking)#sigh.#i’m grateful it’s not my breadwinning job but somehow that makes it worse??#like i feel terrible for my coworkers for whom it is (everyone got furloughed till the end of february except the foreman)#but somehow my being in good financial straits makes me feel like i don’t deserve it/i’ll get in trouble somehow#despite the face that i 1. have a job & 2. was temporarily laid off for a month and change from it#which as far as i know are the only things necessary to qualify for unemployment.#idk.
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LINE READING SO DEVASTATING I NEED TO DIE ABOUT IT
#THE WAY POND'S FACE GOES FROM CLOSED OFF AND ANTAGONISTIC TO SLIGHTLY CONFUSED AND OPENLY VULNERABLE#[CLAWS MY FACE OFF AND THROWS IT INTO THE OCEAN]#i didn't add phum in the poll about my faves because we still have four episodes left and palm was already there but#GOD I LOVE THIS BOY SO MUCH#I COULD TALK ABOUT HIM FOR DAYS#and it's just so interesting how up until this point you buy into that mask of cool popular asshole he has been wearing around peem#and when in the first episode q says 'i've heard he's a top brat' and chain adds 'nobody messes with him unless they want trouble'#you're like yeah that checks out#and it's not like that's not true because phum can be all that#but also it makes you think about how people must have treated him in the past#not just his parents but his peers as well once he got back to thailand#because he puts that mask on with everyone when at his core he is actually such a soft boy who feels so much#toey used to get bullied and he took him under his wing#he learns that peem waited for him and feels so bad he keeps asking for forgiveness#the story started because phum wouldn't say sorry to peem but now the sorrys and the thank yous are like a second language to him#AND IDK WHERE AM I GOING WITH THIS OR WHAT AM I EVEN SAY I JUST KNOW I HAVE SOOOOO MANY FEELINGS ABOUT PHUM#IM ONCE AGAIN ASKING FOR HELP#we are the series#m: txt
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If you haven’t already answered this yet, can I ask why MicaClan chose the territory they currently live in? It seems like an interesting decision to choose such a different area to try to survive in. Although the more lush area probably means less droughts and higher elevation could possibly mean less flood risks, avoiding the two major issues that caused them to move in the first place. They still have to relearn everything though in such a different area. Or was there less thought behind it and it was more just get to higher ground to avoid the water and then they got tired of traveling and decided to stop once they were sufficiently high up?
Also can I ask what kind of border threats they faced when establishing their new territory? Were there other groups of cats? Was it mostly predators and dangerous animals? Did dogs or twolegs pose a challenge to their borders?
Sorry I kinda have a lot of questions haha I just really like your story and characters and settings and everything and wanna know all I can about them and get a deeper knowledge of everything
I AM SO HAPPY TO RECEIVE THIS QUESTION
You're right that there were material aspects as to why they chose to settle where they did; the mountain seemed like a good place to avoid any more catastrophic floods with the high elevation, the spring-fed stream that runs through the territory also seemed like a guarantee against any future droughts, and the area had plenty of prey to feed the clan. But the real deciding factor was the soil!
The idea was basically that they found a place where the very ground seemed to be blessed by Starclan. I've written about this on the blog before, but it was wayyy way back and I haven't mentioned it again since then HAHA, but I based Micaclan's territory on a place I used to hike every now and again. The area used to be the location of a mica mine, and the ground there still sparkles with all the tiny shards of minerals in the ground (which is actually why they're called Micaclan; I gave them the name before I'd fully decided on the clan not being from the area originally lol). So they basically were like "if this isn't a sign from Starclan then I don't know what is" and set up camp! It ended up being the right choice in the end, because they found the Moonmirror in the abandoned mine on their territory, which gave them much needed access to Starclan (even if they can't use it outside of emergencies).
For border threats, I imagine them dealing with all sorts of things, especially in the beginning when they were just establishing their borders. I think of micaclan's territory being far enough from human civilization that they don't have to worry about construction or cars or anything, but close enough that they have a human hiking trail acting as one of their borders, or at least having a hiking trail close enough that they have to deal with the occasional stray dog or human. In addition to this, predators like black bears or coyotes would make trouble for the clan, and maybe a mountain lion drifted through the territory at one point (which would have been a harrowing time indeed).
As for rogues or other groups of cats, I think they might've brought that trouble with them! It's hard to conceal a big group of cats traveling in search of a new territory, and I think they drew some unwanted attention on their way up to the mountain. Maybe other groups noted them, and decided to let the strangers do the hard work of staking out a good territory before swooping in to take their place? I don't think there were any other cats living where Micaclan ends up, so they wouldn't be contesting land with any other resident cats. Those that threatened their new borders were usually looking to try to take their place. Basically they were like "so the weirdos you pegged as 'death within the month' 5 moons ago are actually now thriving and looking well-fed and healthy living on the mountain? I guess it can't be THAT dangerous, why don't we live up there instead? they can find somewhere else again, they're obviously good at finding nice territories."
the general gossip on micaclan as a group through the years basically goes like this: I heard there was a big group (a clan?) passing through looking to set up a new territory, hope they don't settle here -> apparently that big clan that passed through a few moons back is living further up the mountain? wonder how long it'll be before they're eaten by bears -> there's a big group of cats living further up the mountain, maybe the mountain makes for a good territory after all... -> there's a weird cat cult up the mountain and if you step on their turf they will Kick Your Ass
#ask#mudlore#micaclan#mud worldbuilding#I don't think any other groups of cats have tried to settle close to micaclan's turf simply because they can't handle the outside threats#clan cats are just Built Different and they have medical knowledge and battle strategy/coordination/tactics that let them deal with#things like coyotes and bears and stuff#the average cat gang just doesn't wanna go through the trouble tbh#but they might see the area Micaclan's already staked out as easier to manage#since the predators in the area are already discouraged from crossing through#and this is why micaclan dealt with so many attacks from outsiders#maybe it's was even just one or two other groups#just all vying for the spot that micaclan found#idk i'm just spitballing here
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if I’ve said it once, I’ve said it a thousand times; any weird old man who comments on my face mask at my job should have to pay me $25
#$45 during pride month#BC TELL ME WHY ITS ALWAYS OLD WHITE MEN OF A CERTAIN AGE#like. do you need to be muzzled so u don’t make comments abt what other people choose to do and not do with their lives#it’s always so fucking rude or passive aggressive as well!!!! some guy literally POINTED at me like I was a zoo animal like?????????#one guy genuinely asked if I found myself getting sick less so that guy is fine#bc it came from a place of curiousity instead of ridicule#and I do get sick less!!! I work retail so I see a LOT of people in one day#and ppl are freaking gross!!!!!#but yeah idk what the fuck the old white man population’s problem is with face coverings#esp since they are in a compromised group for covid#but for me I can’t help but equate those statements with being a tr*mp supporter and tbh I’m probably not far off!!!!#it’s probably going to happen a lot more bc we are entering busy season but it STILL pisses me off#so I’m just going to make them feel as awkward as humanly possible without being rude back#the guy who pointed at me I was just like ‘was there anything I could help you with’ and he looked like a deer in headlights#or even better i just stare at them and say nothing in response#And SO MANY OF THEM ARE LIKE ‘do they make you wear that’ and I’m like ‘no I just prefer to’ and they’re like ….oh#anyway all of them should have to pay me money and also should have to step on legos as penance#bc as someone I love likes to say it costs 0 dollars to have a normal interaction#and I also don’t get paid enough to be pestered abt why I care about my health and other people’s health#anyway thank u for coming to my ted talk <3 it just makes me SO MAD LMAO#if anyone has any ideas about what I can say / do to make the interaction awkward without doing anything that could get me in trouble w#my managers PLEASE let me know
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idc about people being misinformed about silly sports stuff because life's too short BUT there has been one too many things recently where I'm a bit... hm. I feel the rossi/lorenzo garage situation is long enough ago now that the general understanding of this dynamic is... only very loosely correlated to reality... and now it's being discussed a lot and a lot of the takes aren't really... you know. I don't actually care about fact checking because again. who cares. but a lot of the times it's like... the truth is more interesting than this version of events that is being spread around feat. heavy flanderisation I swear...
#is this something anyone would be interested in reading about lol... write in#scoping out interest because when I do a long-ish post I usually like to have A Thesis. something to Say#idk if I have one here. mostly I just think they were kinda funny... I'm VERY fond of it as a rivalry but more as a workplace comedy#it is interesting as like... a bildungsroman arc for jorge. but in those years he was SUCH a mess that it's a bit of a rabbit hole#brr brr#//#//wt#my issue is it's actual journalists too?? I've heard a few things these past few days where I'm like. okay but that's just. not true#you were thereeeee come onnnn how are you misremembering this so badly....#people are kinda missing out on the arc... idk it's so funny that jorge had such A Reputation that the moment he entered motogp -#- it was immediately like oh this is going to be TROUBLE they're gonna FIGHT and they were actually. determinedly Not doing that#(not to say the vibes weren't. off. the vibes were always off)#first year of the garage wall was because of the tyres!! it was about valentino trying to beat CASEY!! now the second year...#you'd think they were at each other's throats from the first time they saw each other but they weren'ttttt it's more interesting than that#also nobody these days talks about how odd jorge was about valentino... like wdym you asked someone to be your 'uccio' you weirdo#valentino calling jorge 'cheeky'... why aren't we talking about this as a society...
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clothes shopping as a fat person is such a hostile environ. i need to go in there with a machete
#don't mind me just had a lengthy experience trying to find good fitting board shorts for swimming. eugh#the lady working at the fitting rooms asked me very nicely what size i was looking for after the third time in there#and then was like. ah. we don't stock over a 16#not in a mean way just yeowch#but then the men's sizes go up to like 48“ waist which is so funny ○_○#anyway i did find some cute ones but god it's legitimately a bad bad trigger to try and pull on something that doesn't fit#and that in itself feels bad lol. smile#weirdly since the ritty i have been having less trouble with the lingering ed/dysmorphia from literally a decade ago but this just really#eugh.#i've even been eating healthier lately and getting back into cycling since my brain will fucking let me now#idk man i think society has some problems around bodily variation
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i think a lot of people irl think i might be a lesbian just because i am so picky about men. cause most of the time im like eh he’s okay. oh he’s not my type. no i dont think that guy is hot. so they just assume i dont like men at all. which is. fair
#like if you asked me if i think a girl is pretty it doesn’t matter who it is or what they look like im going to say yes because women omg#women..wow#but if you asked me i think a boy is cute there is a 80/20 chance i say no. and a 50/50 i say#actually i think he’s really ugly#..i feel like i need to add a disclaimer even tho i know no one cares#but im not trying to imply that like. how ‘attractive’ someone dictates their value as a person#like if i call someone ugly it isn’t necessarily an insult in my mind i just don’t think they’re attractive#but someone else probably does! and that’s great! i don’t!#sometimes i get myself in trouble talking like that…i don’t *mean* it as an insult it’s just a fact in my brain#like. the fact is i think this person is ugly. maybe they’re a wonderful person! great! other people probably fine them cute! but i don’t.#and that’s just objectively true information. i forget not everyone’s on the same train of thought as i am :’)#anyways. idk what point im trying to make.#oh. i also have my guard up around men a lot more than i do around women#i don’t go out of my way to be rude but i’m more likely to get myself out of talking g to a man#than i am to a woman. not that anyone does talk to me#but if a girl compliments me im like wow! i feel so special and wonderful uwu#if a boy compliments me im like….the fuck do you want from me#ppl see this and are like wow she must just not like boys#idk#snow.txt
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When somebody only uses my chosen name while putting me down, it kind of makes me wish I didn't have a name at all.
And when somebody only uses my pronouns when they try to coerce me into something, then switch back to they/them when talking about me to anybody else, it kind of makes me uncomfortable af.
I sincerely do not enjoy being labeled or referred to. Being referred to is such a negative experience for me irl.
Yet not giving people a set of name/pronouns when they ask automatically seems to make them think you're secretly a serial killer trying to cover up something?????? Or like you're untrustworthy and must be hiding because you're a Bad Person instead of just not wanting to label yourself.
Can I just please not be forced to label myself for everybody else's comfort?
I feel like that information is so personally intimate anyways like unless you know me and we're close, why do you even care? I don't think it's necessary for the first stages of getting to know somebody even though in this culture we've normalized it to be that way.
Plus if I don't give you a name then I have the opportunity to earn one. Give me a name that you think I deserve and let it be what you honor me by instead! How about that? It's probably the only way I'll be comfortably perceived since some people will change my labels as they see fit regardless. Just call me what you like, I feel like my name/pronouns have been corrupted as is
#i feel weird about having a name and a gender and pronouns assigned to me.... such a weird thing to make a big deal#i mean it's a big deal as in you need to write names down for job apps#and when i walked in to request for emergency aid the person looking at my case asked for my pronouns#which just felt so irrelevant and it didn't make me feel any more respected#and i can tell some people are so uncomfortable using the pronouns that i say are mine that they'll opt out for ones they give me instead#which is like WHY DID YOU ASK IF YOU WERE JUST GOING TO DO THAT ANYWAYS#silly things just don't make sense and to me they bring more trouble than they're worth#those things have been used as weapons against me so why keep giving ammo yk?#also i like the process of earning a nickname#one time this girl got offended that i reffered to her as snake girl the second time we met and i was like???#imagine being offended that somebody remembered you for having 4 corn snakes instead of using your boring old name#like when people call me fuwa i feel like they're honoring me as a blogger#i get it i get it this culture is just so strictly uncreative and boring#if i had a cool new name from each person who knew me i would be so cool with that#like if somebody i met found out i liked sasuke and then started referencing to me as sasuke boy i would actually be so happy#idk dude#also sorry to that girl for calling her snake girl but honestly her loving her 4 snakes actually felt more significant to me than her name#in other cultures they refer to parents as “[insert child's name]'s mom/dad” and it's actually seen as being so respectful#like it's the family bond that gets honored instead of the individual and idk maybe some people take that to be a negative thing but#imagine as a parent loving your kid so much and then everybody identifies you as the parent who loves their kid#maybe that's dehumanizing in a sense idk#i see it as an honorable thing to be bestowed by others#yeah maybe people can be mean and call you “poop boy” for the one time you shit your pants while drunk#i get not liking being called “poop boy” but like dude... you're a legend and the story behind you earning that name would be legendary#idk i guess it's all about perspective#i don't know if I'm making sense#feel free to share thoughts#late night blogging
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#cried at work bc i emailed our insurance dept email to ask them to reach out to a client and i provided some context about the situation#w/r to the client being stressed/having trouble paying her bills/being hesitant to change insurance and they fucking replied to my email#and cced the client so she can see what i said#not that i said anything bad but i practically had to beg her to let me connect her w these people and i don’t want her to get upset that i#was giving details about her situation that she didnt want me to and have that prevent her from reaching out to me or them#truly why the FUCK would you do that. i didn’t want her to see what i said otherwise id have cced her myself#like#idk the relationships we have w our clients are so tenuous and i FUCKING HATE when people see things i said about them when i wasn’t#intending for them to see it it makes me feel sick
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You know thinking about it Riku could also be a Lovers Arcana character. His story + arc very much revolves around his relationships with other characters (particularly his family and most importantly himself).
Captain is ultimately his arcana however because I feel like his stubbornness and his like willingness to keep going is what makes him a Chariot character (as Captain is an alternative to Chariot). He's also a very devoted/emotional character and I think that plays into it too!
#oc tag#riku kirijo#omg me talking about riku wow who would have guessed#kinda nervous making this idk why#oh also his like spite i feel like that plays into the chariot arcana as well#but yeah i've been writing out his bio and i just finished up the personality section + talking about him with my gf#and yeah came to the conclusion that riku is a really emotionally driven character#it very much comes through in his actions#like one of his friends are in danger and he'll just run into the situation without any thought for himself because he needs to save them!!#as my gf put it:#the kinda guy whose heart overflows and then he does something a bit...silly#he is a super silly guy who loves the people he cares about so much he will do something stupid#all the while acting like charming and a bit cocky LMAOOO#ann: why did you run headfirst into that shadow mass i know makoto was in trouble but wtf#riku: ahha well you see i knew i could take em they were pretty easy#ann: you nearly died#riku: ... but i DIDNT#i've actually been writing. again. and ive been practicing getting him down so thats where this is coming from#again to quote my gf: hes a stubborn boy he likes to cry under his covers without asking anyone for help bc hes a silly boy hes swaggy#she gets him because i talk to her a LOT about him lmao#im sorry these are messy i just love my guy sm#he's my silly thing my dumbass my best friend my son
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Hi guys I think I had/have serotonin syndrome today and yesterday. Started a new drug for el fibro
#I started lyrica but I’m already on cymbalta#I took the lowest dose only once for two days and I’m hypersensitive so it did it to me#I feel so out of it. I messaged my doctor cuz I only have the mild symptoms and not a TON of them but#got the headache the EXTREME anger/agitation the diarrhea and I feel out of it and had trouble swallowing a little bit#a little cold yesterday but nothing too unusual#I didn’t take today’s dose of cymbalta or my vitamins cuz idk if#they can fuck me up#and I’m skipping lyrica till my doctor says to take it again#I asked her for the liquid version so I can take like 10 mg instead of 50#but the crazy thing is it worked like INSTANTLY within a couple hours of taking it the first day which was Saturday#and it’s supposed to take 2-4 weeks. so. that’s the sign in my family that the dose is too high/something is wrong lmao#but Saturday was pure bliss. I felt calm but energetic. least amount of pain I’d had in years without being stoned out of my gourd#I was happy. nice. polite. things that usually annoyed me and made me snap just didn’t. I could tolerate things so well#I REALLY hope I can take this drug on a micro dose cuz the lack of pain has been phenomenal. I didn’t wear my ankle braces today cuz I’m#still not in pain#my brother had serotonin syndrome from taking a half a dose of an antidepressant once so it seems like a genetic predisposition#like the pain relief is on par with having hydrocodone after my tonsil or wisdom teeth removal it’s INSANE#i just need to um. not have probable serotonin syndrome lmao
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past performance at the remaining five circuits for both bagnaia and martin
pretty obvious that jorge has had the edge at most of these tracks, with the caveat that this is a very limited sample size. last year pecco was in a position in the championship where it made sense to not risk too much (plus potential aftereffects of the catalunya injury), whereas this year he won't be able to afford that to the same extent. the positive for him is that he emerged from indonesia, a circuit where he has a clear pace deficit, in a marginally strengthened position - the less positive side is you wouldn't necessarily expect him to have an advantage over jorge at these other tracks
the sunday race in motegi last year has the asterisk that it was wet and red-flagged; for what it's worth (not much) practise wouldn't indicate pecco has a massive inherent pace deficit there - but you'd still give the advantage to jorge (cf pecco's horrendous 2022). phillip island last year was the one where jorge made The tyre choice but otherwise had a lot of pace in hand, that one feels like a bit of a toss up given neither has won there in the past (and also a plausible one for both finishing behind marc, maybe even a couple other riders). thailand last year was obviously a martin sweep, but that one did also feature the very tight three way battle in the race between those two and binder until the last lap (bagnaia only got p2 because of binder's track limit violation). again you'd lean martin. sepang feels like a toss up and one where you'd maybe expect bastianini to put in a repeat of last year's performance. valencia is the only one where you'd slightly lean pecco, if the title is still undecided then
overall, given the 21 point deficit and the circuit profiles to come, you'd have to say it's on martin's plate. there's a few more question marks like 'can pecco fix his start problem' and 'how competitive are the other riders' (especially at a track like phillip island) - at this stage a 9 point vs a 5 point swing is pretty substantial. plus ofc there's always stuff like 'hm the weather radar for motegi is looking a bit dubious for saturday'. then there's the obvious question of how both of them hold up mentally - especially given their respective positions in the standings. if the pace differential plays out as you'd expect, jorge can probably afford one more major fuck up and still come out on top, which gives him just about enough margin you'd have to reckon he can weather that storm. and if I were pramac, I'd take pains to ensure nobody tells him as much. pecco obviously can afford a grand total of zero major fuck ups, which traditionally does seem to have a positive impact on his performances. all of which probably means you'd expect them to converge again in the standings by end of the season, but with martin maintaining enough of a buffer to emerge on top. but who knows!
#they're currently averaging a combined 4 fuck ups per 10 race starts (quite neatly if u look at how the season's played out)#so that's what you'd expect for the rest of the season. in the last five events of 2023 the only dnf was jorge's one in valencia fwiw#//#brr brr#//currt#circuit by circuit stats feel like they're exactly a year from being useful for both of them somehow#like after this season i feel i have a way better grasp of where they're both good vs mid than i did before#why? idk this year feels like it was more normal. they've both just been the title contenders all the way#direct h2h comparison between two high level riders who are both not experiencing massive fluctuations in performance#like with something like 2022 honestly afterwards if you asked me if i could pinpoint where pecco is strong and weak#i would've just started laughing#but for instance for next year i'd be reasonably willing to take a stab at whether circuits skew pecco or marc#and then it's a question of how well they're doing overall#so for instance if mugello is competitive then pecco is probably in serious trouble and if aragon is competitive likewise for marc#marc is the poster child for this because 'losing close duels at his weakest circuits' was basically his whole MO in his prime#whereas this metric would've been completely useless with valentino who won mugello by the skin of his teeth several years in a row#he had to deal with what experts of the sport like to call the 'pathological need to put on a good show' handicap
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i find it very frustrating how after youre yelled at or scolded really harshly and you go on about your day feeling really bad about it then the person who yelled at you sees that and tells you to "stop moping around, nobody feels sorry for you" like youre trying to guilt trip people when youre not?? is crazy to me?? like. am i not allowed to feel this way after i get yelled at? even when i get in trouble/mess up in something am i not allowed to feel bad about it?? how tf am i supposed to go on about my day (at least) neutrally after that? how tf do people switch up so fast after something like that???
#vent#ig#🤷#shit i say#venting about this because my sibling is in trouble but ive also dealt with this plenty of times 💀💀#its usually about things they repeatedly have conversations/lectures about and then we forget them because idk??????#but then scold us because we somehow remember things that we like and want but not the things they tell us . which isnt that how that#usually is????#idk if its just me#or that im selfish#or... something#but damn#i dont mean to forget 💀 really.#but lilke#for example#im cleaning the bathroom. im doing the sink and i make a mental note to ask for the toilet brush and then i move to cleaning the tub and#its completely gone from my memory and i dont rwmember it until a few days later where my sibling mentions it??#i dont know how i forget that even though i made a mental note about it#but then again my stupidass could physically write things down..#but.#lists and reminders are super helpful#but also upset me bbecaus it feels belittling to me????#i have no fucking idea#im still a very confused little thing#but telling me to grow up and act my age doesnt really help#i#fuck i qas gonna write something else that was FRESH IN MY MIND A FEW SECONDA AGO BUT I FUCKING FORGOT HOLY SHIT#anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk 💪🤟🤟#edit:SHIT I REMMEBERED. its also like how i dont like using art reference because my stpid brain tells me “No! you gotta know how to draw#without help!!! grr“
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read asoue to weeman as a bedtime story he liked it YAYYYY
#i set up a oneblock mc workd 4 him bc hes been obsessed w them#took me a while bc im an idiot FJFBFNN but i got it. nd he was having fun but itsba school night#but he was in my room playing so eventually i convinced him to turn off mc (meryl my computer came in with an assist (battery low warning so#i could say I think meryl is getting tired....)) so then he helped me turn it off but was still so sad#so i offered for him to stay cozy in my room 4 awhile and we sat together and then i said we could read a story together#so he read his favorite book 2 me (not a box if anybody is curious) and then i relized my copies of asoue r in storage at current moment#Which was the bummer. but i checked out the ebook from my library in wa YAYY I LOVE LIBRARIES#so i was reading that to him :] and he was super into it asking me abt words i didnt know he even asked me Why is his last name snicket...#as if the name lemony isnt weirder NRNTJFNhes funny#but ya. and he was asking me questions abt the story (How did that fire start.... Maybe they left the oven on too long 😥😥😥) but he was#rly into it... i was a bit worried itd be a bit too sad 4 him But i underestimated him . he was very sad when their parents died but very#invested. we got abt midway through chapter 4 (klaus had just said the thing abt olaf only giving them one bed) and then he started#fake snoring. so i carried him to his room and then unfortunately he noticed that his phone was charged so he decided to play on that a bit#before bed . sigh . I did my best#nd then i told my mom and she had the gall to be like Sigh when i said he grabbed his ohone and its like. Well thatis bc you gave him a#phone to play on and whenever you dont feel like listening to him when he wants to tell you things you distract him with any screen in reach#like. yk. itis entirely your alls fault. and i feel bad#hes such a sweet kid and yes he does have a tendency to talk a lot bc hes . an autistic 6 year old who loves a lot of things and is excited#to share. yk. but most everyone just ignores him and i feel bad...#i try my best to listen sometimes i have trouble following but like. yk.#and a lot of the stuff is abt whatever youtubers hes watching which. sigh. but whtevr#idk. i worry abt him having a phone with internet access like. hes only got kids youtube and stuff but. well i dont love kids having access#to the internet so young <- guy who was doing erp with strangers online at age 7.#but. waghhhhhhfhfhrbfufbfjr. wtvr#anyways. im glad he liked the story at least im hoping i can get him into reading more#he likes reading but im gonna ask my mom if i can get all my books out of storage#theyre like. hes still quite young for most of them but ive got some old junie b jones#and i think tag would like a lot of them as well ... neither of them read a lot it makes me sad but its. understandable. my parents didnt#teach tag to read like at all and they still struggle with it#so i cannot blame them. but i think the books i liked at their age r things theyd like so ! yk.
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Riel, busting Blade’s door down: Did you send out an official notice equating PDA to TREASON?
Blade, steepling his fingers: Something Had To Be Done
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The GIF conversation messed with my COLOURS I’m devastated but I didn’t draw it out to do nothing with it… CLICK IF THE IMAGE IS BLURRY!
Disclaimer: I used chat GPT to write the poster and then added bits. I could never in my life come up with the line “PDA is a dagger in the back of your unit” lmao I’m fkn crying
This was meant to be the first picture in a series but ummm idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Rising from the dead to doodle my favourite boy from @shepherds-of-haven
#shepherds of haven#halle beren#trouble alder#shoh#if games#fanart#for inspo I asked chat to also make up a visual poster and the results had be laughing it was like A WOLF A TANK GUNS EXPLOSIONS#A FLAMETHROWER#NONE of it was in English it was so funny like good try chat#originally there was going to be a third panel which would just a rotoscope of him twiling her hair behind her back but given how much…#… the conversion messed with what I had here already I don’t want to risk it#I was also going to have him light the match in his mouth on his jaw and just torch it or throw it away LOL drama#when :oh idk if she likes me back…: meets :what do you MEAN my boss told me I can’t do it:#I have drawn a lot in the last few days I’m going to post a bunch of OC stuff all at once… I should draw more just singular characters#I SHOULD FKN DRAW RIEL#cog games#Ty ema for getting me this transparent logo you made this all possible#the lack of graphic design here is ummm… intentional it’s in character#can you imagine blade browsing canva for the proper typography#that’s RIGHT so I’m not doing it either!!!!!#also trouble out here with the oral fixation I just keep putting stuff in his mouth lmao#it’s giving Mac from always sunny#might draw that sometime#I know in another life riel probably WOULD love to letigiously bar all pda but in this case it was done without his permission#and he can’t abide that#blade ur not the only guy in charge anymore!!! policy must go through the NERDS!!!
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