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ermmm so its been a while… i like one piece now
#art#school doodles#doodle#tony tony chopper#one piece chopper#one piece#ik its crazy#i havent been on here in like decades#haha oops#kinda forgot i had tumblr#lmao mb
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Some of Harry's quotes about work vs private life in British GQ (2013) and Rolling Stone (2022)
2013: Are you getting more used to being this famous? "I don't think you can ever get used to being this famous. I've learnt how to keep things separate or at a distance. I've nothing to hide. But seeing this as work, like a job, means I can take a step back. It's me right now in front of you and in the papers but it's not all of me. If you give yourself entirely to the business, you'd end up going mad. And I'm not mad. Not yet."
2022: "When I’m working, I work really hard, and I think I’m really professional. Then when I’m not, I’m not. I’d like to think I’m open, and probably quite stubborn, too, and willing to be vulnerable. I can be selfish sometimes, but I’d like to think that I’m a caring person. I’ve never talked about my life away from work publicly and found that it’s benefited me positively. There’s always going to be a version of a narrative, and I think I just decided I wasn’t going to spend the time trying to correct it or redirect it in some way. Sometimes people say, ‘You’ve only publicly been with women,’ and I don’t think I’ve publicly been with anyone. If someone takes a picture of you with someone, it doesn’t mean you’re choosing to have a public relationship or something."
2013: So you're not bisexual? "Bisexual? Me? I don't think so. I'm pretty sure I'm not."
2022: "I think everyone, including myself, has your own journey with figuring out sexuality and getting more comfortable with it."
2013: Do these rumours feel at all intrusive? "Some of them are funny. Some of them are ridiculous. Some of them are annoying. I don't want to be one of those people that complains about the rumours. I never like it when a celebrity goes on Twitter and says, "This isn't true!" It is what it is, I tend not to do that."
2022: Styles is not the most online person — he uses Instagram to look at plants and architecture posts, has never had the TikTok app, and calls Twitter "a shitstorm of people trying to be awful to people".
2013: "The only time it gets really annoying is that if you get into a relationship and you get into a place where you really like someone and then things are being written in the papers that affect them and how they see you. Then it can get annoying."
2022: "[about toxic corners of the internet and their treatment of people closest to him] That obviously doesn’t make me feel good. Other people blur the lines for you. Can you imagine going on a second date with someone and being like, ‘OK, there’s this corner of the thing, and they’re going to say this, and it’s going to be really crazy, and they’re going to be really mean, and it’s not real…. But anyway, what do you want to eat? It’s obviously a difficult feeling to feel like being close to me means you’re at the ransom of a corner of Twitter or something. I just wanted to sing. I didn’t want to get into it if I was going to hurt people like that."
#because theyre both the same and a grown version of it but also jsut very much the same.#saddened things havent changed (or arguable for the worst)#but also perhaps highlight how these 2022 quotes are placed in an holivia context while sons been feeling this way for over a decade and#has less to do with the examples given in the text and more with the long history of both him and his partner having to see this stuff#from both angles. and even tho they might be used to it by now as theyre in the same boat (hue) of course this is still a lingering thought#and i mean there are still a lot of corners right now that have the Anyone But Louis mentality. and the other way around as well.#like i dont necessarily need to think its about that to make it make sense. i just felt like. in this context of seeing his 2013 thoughts#these words are coming from somewhere and yes it could be hes genuinely feeling this way about other people in his life and yes that might#include being bothered by people being extremely toxic towards olivia sure why not but fact is hes lived through this since early 1d days#(seriously tho does anyone think hes talking about o here like)#i dont think the 2013 was shitting on larries [it was actually in the context of him dating grimshaw what was the ship name there again]#i dont think it is now.
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i am so fucking hungry everypony
#wind howls#i had 2 slices of ham before i left the house and on my way back i got a couple pastries and boba#but its not good practice (plus risky with covid) to eat on the metro/bus so they are in my backpack . unopened. uneaten.#and now im and the pharmacy to get new meds (pills ?! havent had pills prescribed to me since 2018 !!!) and i cant eat here either#and after that i am going to the dollar store next door for a couple items i need . beloveds i am starving#i am going to eat like i havent been fed in a Decade when i get home. im hungry and my legs are sleepy tired.
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im currently writing again for a fandom i havent written for in four years, this is so weird, but also cool to see how much ive changed as a writer omg
#rrposts#ill soon be posting dc stuff again#if u follow my main you might have noticed the uptick in bat content#and its going to flow into here#it was one of my earlier fandoms#and its cool to return#but also whack#bc i havent been here since 2019#like last decade#i still like the same tropes ngl#but ive gotten more serious#in the sense that my old work was very much crack#(as i view it now)#and i need it to make a little bit more sense#not that it cant be crack. but im making it realistic
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im just gonna tmi-medication share in the tags real quick
#tales from diana#i want to preface this with i've been prescribed adderall as-needed for adhd for a fullllll decade now#don't come at me with anti-adderall or anti-adhd-medication bullshit im not here for it!!#but my health problems have been so bad and ive been getting the worst sleep of my life lately no matter WHAT i do#i can do everything right#and btw i do not take adderall every day. which is implied by as-needed but i want to stress again I DONT NEED IT EVERY DAY#only when i do like. work. which ive been doing less and less bc of health problems!#but even though i havent been able to physically work so much i still have been taking half-doses a couple times a week just to like. read.#just to have a brain to do ANYTHING when everything is so awful and my brain is so foggy#ive always *sometimes* cut my doses in half if im not doing so much. just to save it y'know.#and ive always also *occasionally* gotten worse or even a really bad night's sleep after taking adderall#most commonly i'll wake up absurdly early the next morning and not be able to fall back asleep#rationing sleep is always something ive been in the habit of doing anyway as a person w adhd.#sleeping 4-6 hours during the week and 10-12 hours on weekends. just to make up for the deprivation y'know.#but even lately cutting my regular dose in half. it's still too much.#my current dose btw is already half of what it was in high school! i decreased my dose already years ago#but yesterday i finally got the nerve to take. a damn quarter of my own pill#and i took the smaller quarter of the half i cut in half.#i was def taking less than 5mg of my damn medication#and i actually didnt sleep like complete shit! and i was also worried#it might not be so effective.#but it actually worked quite well. i had enough focus to read for several hours#i had energy throughout the day too#i sometimes try to do caffeine on days i cant/dont wanna take adderall but caffeine just does not do the addy things so effectively. iykyk.#i cant believe i have to be so skimpy w my own life-sustaining mental health medications just bc my physical health is so bad#but whatever. whatever!#im gonna take another quarter-dose today and finish pericles prince of tyre. have a great day everyone
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sa tw in the tags. just need to get it out idk
#sa tw#look i know people hate blondie now but god she speaks to me sometimes#i listen to wouldve couldve shouldve and get venomously angry at Him.#and yeah maybe it happened to him too. but what about me? why do i need to have sympathy for someone who hurt me like that?#give me back my girlhood it was mine first! i was an adult too young.#i maintain the peace for survival but god. i cant believe i just. havent lashed out at all#im gonna explode one day#something something promising grown man that makes me sick#thats probably why ive always wanted to be friends with people older than me.#my estimated age by most strangers is about 3 years older#because guess what? ive got a young face and an old ass soul! im like 30 in here! ive been 21 for 18 years!#i shouldnt have had to grow up so quick. i shouldn't have had to keep it to myself for a decade.#my brain is 6 and 21 and 35 and 50
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🐻TWAU OC Bonnie!🐻
#the wolf among us#the wolf among us oc#twau#twau oc#twau au#oc#original character#my art#cherrysodabear#putting an au tag on here cause like#TECHINALLY this look isnt during the events of the game and extent the comic#but like...a decade before it?#i havent put much thought into this story piece since its been a bit#but i wanna cause its been on my mind lately
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Depression is so fucking stupid. Oh i go through a lil stress and change and i dont see my friends as often as I'd like to and suddenly my brain is like Well. :) theres a simple solution for all of this!
Like uh yeah and spoiler alert it's not what u fucking think!! Just gotta spend some time with friends and get back into a regular schedule and rhythm and I'll be fucking fine. Fucking edgelord
#For reallllll#And all of this bc i didnt get a week of vacation and had to undergo some Life Changes and work to get my drivers license#And suddenly it's like the sun hasn't been out in decades and i havent felt joy in just as long#Hhhhhhhhhhhhhh#And yknow what i def believe that my autism plays a role in this#Like.. I lose the regular schedule of school in summer and suddenly it's like im fighting for my fucking life out here
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criticism against barbie and what that whole brand represented is hardly new and i just find it interesting how with the movie and everyones hype for it suddenly no one wants to talk about that particular discourse or act like it never happened..... k
#interesting choices being made with the selective memory#i dont even have beef with barbie like my self esteem was not out here being affected by a doll#but also lets not sit here and pretend people havent been raising these concers for decades
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The funny thing about constantly telling yourself that things could be worse is that sometimes. They are :)
#youd think the moldy trailer was gonna be rock bottom#but apparently its staying in a basement covered in the dust of a thousand thousand catshits#with the same people who traumatized me over 22 years until I moved into the moldy box in the first place :)#because im STILL dumb enough to believe their promises after decades of betrayal! or more accurately i dont get the choice lol#either way if i dont get outta here fast it is game the fuck over. been too much mental and physical pain for this shit to be worth it#fucked anyway given how much debt and permanent degenerative damage has been done but at least I can live whatever shit years I get left#in relative peace#I mean fuck I used all my fucking energy yesterday doing shit for them instead of taking care of my own stuff and WHY#all I got was get asked over and over to work even fucking harder like what the fuck did I expect#years pass and nothing changes for the better with these people what the fuck#and even if I DO manage to find somwhere to stay with folks who WONT lie to me for years to abuse my labor and psyche#I'll be broken in body and mind and spirit and ill need a job within the week to not fall behind#i still havent gotten on my feet and every attempt to rely on family. no matter who.#was just an excuse for them to use me for all I had for nothing in return#cant exactly find roommates with no money no credit no will to live and 20 problems on top of that that mean I cant pay rent yet#and without any family who wont try to kill me slowly or any friends who arent so fucked themselves they cant help its lookin like#im fucked once again gang#to think i was so fucking close to escaping all of this before the pandemic happened lol. even what I had then just isnt possible anymore#if I hear one more baseless 'things get better with time :)))' I WILL vomit until I choke to death like buddy that just isnt true sometimes#straight up some people are born to eat shit and die. babies get cancer. its been 24 consecutive years of eating it and I aint whistful fam#not anymore at least#keep sayin 'well it could be worse' when its about the worst its been and youre just asking fate to prove you right#only reason Im not completely homeless instead of technically homeless is that folks actually on the streets are much tougher sort than I#gonna jinx this whole fuckin rant but it really is a fuckin joke. i cant live like this but most folk Ive met on the street#would jump the moon just to live in the moldy trailer I got kicked out of let alone a filthy basement.#this COULD be a home I could work and live out of. fellas is it picky to prefer despair over living with people who traumatize you#does that answer change depending on circumstance and time or is there truly no justification in not making your life worth it#or am I really just the pathetic stoner burnout dropout that my folks see me as? I mean categorically yes.#is there any justification redemption or even just comfort to be found in that state considering the Weight that induced it#does it even matter if no other person knows what that Weight has been or for how long its built. if no one ever will know? whats the point
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man on top of having to get ourselves ready to move we have to help our youngest roomie find a place to go and with literally a week left to sign a lease and move her stuff shes still being highly picky about where she goes, who she lives with, how much rent is, etc. like im sorry queen but you are no longer in a situation where you get to take your time to find your forever home, you are going to be sleeping in your car in 7 days if you dont Pick Smtn.
#very tired bc we went on a tour earlier today and ended up staying for like an hour after to just talk to the woman whos renting the room#and like its a clean house w safe people in a safe neighborhood not too far from her job#and shes like weeeelllll.... like girl she liked you just take it and figure out where to go After this#'i cant save money if i live here' babygirl we havent been able to save money in a half decade of moving around the country#sometimes you dont get a choice#but we cant keep playing this game we need to get serious about packing and planning its too late
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the mexican urge to adopt people…
#at the landing (the queer space on campus) i met this mexican girl right#where we first went out together because she wanted to try having a cigar here so i offered to bring her to the nearby cigar shop where i#get my pipe tobacco and i went full ranchero too. transmasc and transfemme swag#but yeah so not only is she trans but i found out that she came up here from chihuahua (the north) and it sounds like it was. Very dangerous#to live there. and not only that but her family is definitely not accepting of her#and apparently she’s been here for just under a year? because her visa got delayed so she couldnt start until winter semester#and my dad. my friend couldnt make it to his bday. but it sounds like my dad just wanted to have a big party again. one we havent had since#the rest of the family had to go back down to mexico like a decade ago#so i invited my friend because i remembered how much she had said she missed mexico and :’)#she was SUPER anxious at first#kinda on her phone. and she had even texted me her hesitancy like if people were transphobic#and im like girl i am super trans too dw. if they make it a problem ill become THEIR problem (+ my fam is accepting)#and oh my god she loved the food so much because it reminded her of home. and her and my dad had a whole conversation about their nativefood#and when she realized we were singing my dad las mañanitas first. she sung the loudest 😭😭😭#i was already saying how i want her over for xmas so we can do our cracked version of posadas and make tamales#and at some point introduce her to my padrinos (which might be delayed because i forget more conservative people exist LMAO but her story is#right up my madrina’s alley) and because my madrina has two dogs and she grew up w dogs#mexican culture has a lot to do with family#and apparently she hadnt really met anyone mexican in her entire almost year here before me#so yeah. the mexican urge to adopt#personal
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#lmao i just had a pro ana blog follow me#like im not mad about it you can stay if i was uncomfortable with it i would just block them but also idk what youre here for#have you seen the gay pirates yet? i hope you have otherwise i might drive you off#god i havent been anorexic in like almost a decade now. wildin#is it cuz im posting emo?
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hi it’s stephan i am reactivating this tumblr after being inactive for 3 years because i have lost my mind
I used to be tough-mac, i was exclusively an always sunny / macdennis blog — i still love sunny and i’ll still post about it—
but these last few months i have regressed to da fandom lifestyle with all new blorbos (guywives)
i’m going to be posting Our Flag Means Death, What We Do In The Shadows, Good Omens, idk maybe a cheeky bit o Star Trek who knows..
anyway. this is a shipping blog so follow me for gay stuff, unfollow if you are weak and foolish
may repost some old drawings… maybe some new…. we will see
#iasip#ofmd#gomens#wwdits#star trek#fandom#for the first time im just gonna go ham and have fun here. hi#not like i havent been an on and off tumblr user for over a decade
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unfollowed another 350 blogs today yippeeeeee
#been rly interesting going through it bc so many of em havent posted in 10~7~5 years#and then theres one that was updated 40 minutes ago and its like wow ive been following you for over a decade#i dont remember how i found you or who you were or who i was when i first followed you but here we are ten years later still on this site
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we have the coronation on (a family decision, not mine) and bleh the homily is making me gag. 'righteous power and authority' stfu
#personal#also realising i havent experienced a church service in any way in many years and im not enjoying it one bit#thankfully we're watching it just out of interest not out of support#like i wish we werent giving them higher viewership but at least the rest of the family isnt sitting here loving it#we're all just mocking it#and me and my sister are pointing out all the bits of the mass where they changed the language to dad#that was like..a decade ago but it's not like he's been to church in that time either#like..niche christian discourse but there was NO good reason to change it from 'and also with you' to 'and with your spirit'
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