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btw the reason my Doe Maar fixation came to a screeching halt and I did a 360 back to my Golden Earring fixation is because I saw a really pretty picture of Rinus Gerritsen
#gonna cry#he's so he#i dont think anyone noticed all this was happening#i havent been using tumblr really#also havent been getting many reactions every since i started posting golden earring#but i do not care i love them#i have three GE posters rn and a t-shirt#but FR Rinus is like. just.#THE guy ever#<3#babygirl i lovr you
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I talk a lot of fucking crap but I do have a little black book filled with everything I’ve been told about the tumblr doms on here and all the fucked up shit they’ve done. Creators talk to each other. The friendships aren’t just for show. I’m not saying I have “dirt” on anyone or that I’m friends with everyone and have heard everything or that what I’ve been told is even accurate. What I am saying is I have a good fucking reason to be so spiteful towards a lot of doms on this site, both for things they’ve personally done to people I know and for the long and storied cycle of popular doms on here being outted as abusers and groomers after they’ve been found out.
#unimportant thoughts#I don’t know im not like. a fan of cancelling stuff especially since so much latelt has been used as a tactic against marginalized groups#and its not like i havent done shit#i dont pretend to be perfect I know theres people out there who get pissed seeing my url on here and feel I shouldnt have a place here#its part of the reason i discourage people from viewing me as a ‘safe’ dom or as a ‘good’ dom on here#im just a person. good or bad.#keep your eyes and ears and wits about you in internet spaces ALWAYS#anyways#seriously. i domt just talk shit because i dislike them#i talk shit because they people have secret wives#because they are very clearly taking advantage of someone half their age and manipulating them into thinking its a normal relationship#<- and I DONT say that because im inherently against age gaps#i talk shit because they have cameras in girls rooms who dont even know their name and if i had to guess?#sounds like a dark corner of the internet illegal sex cam scheme to me#i talk shit because they’re in the DM’s of my friends and peers trying to convince them to join their cause#i talk shit because they only reason the stopped playing with that tumblr girls heart as a replacement for who they really wanted is because#they were TOLD to stop doing so#i talk shit because the reason people started being mean to Boss wasnt because he was cringe it was because he was a vile and abusive person#i dont talk shit just because i hate competition! i dont talk shit just because im trying to make myself seem safe!#i talk shit because these people and their actions genuinely bother me and i wish they didnt have a platform !#anyways we’ll see how long this stays up its dangerously close to starting shit i shouldnt be starting
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Ok I know I spammed but I'll continue posting more tomorrow ;;
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🔍 PROMO 🔎
A black screen awaited any viewer who dared to tune in. Judgement here was long gone, it being passed onto the unrighteous. A sizzling, static noise struck the shadow-filled display, absent of any empathetic touch.
...!
"OW!"
A shriek of pain interrupted the solitude.
To follow the yelp, a long, quiet rustle was audible on the other end. Though whatever waited on the other end wasn't visible, the panicked, hurried sounds spoke for them all the same. Rustling and rummaging hissed through the blackened screen. The mental picture could easily be put into your mind.
...After a minute or two of agonizing and awkward waiting, the camera finally took focus, colors flooding the screen. What stood in plain view was a short gentleman with tanned, bronzed skin and short, black curly hair. They smiled sheepishly, smoothing back their hair and brushing off their suit.
"...It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance." They nodded politely, putting a gloved hand on their heart. "We don't know each other yet, but... I hope we will come to. I'm Mila Law Young, a detective at the Royal Court Agency."
"For a back of a better word, I have gotten wind that thing's have been... risque, around these parts, wouldn't you say? An assortment of crime running in these dark, shaded backstreets, hiding under our noses... And I simply cannot live with the idea that innocent civilians are getting mixed in the middle of it."
"So... that's why I'm here!" Mila beamed, grinning from ear to ear. "To protect and serve! To get to the bottom of these terrible sins that are haunting our youth! Whatever you need, please don't hesitate to contact me. Please remember that I'm a resource, an ear to listen, and, hopefully, a friend."
The sleuth bowed, looking up with a wink. "...I'm at your service."
@ask-a-gremlin @ask-shslpianist @ask-miu-iruma @a-perfect-wish @scxrs-will-fade @roguesinger @ask-the-ultimate-cosplayer @photographic-misery @obsolete-journalist @demons-for-darling @candy-cocktail @ultimate-class-rep @depths-of-hope-and-despair @devoted-nychta and anyone else not tagged! feel free to jump in/ignore!
#mila young 🔎#ask blog#oc askblog#original character#mila is a long established oc#been around for what... five years? six years atp? an extremely long time basically#many people know them well and have a long history with them! used them in two kgs and countless one off rps#they may or may not be referenced! but mostly im looking to start a new beginning with mila#so i thought why not bring them over to tumblr? i followed so many askblogs back in the day might as well make my own!#big shout out to the new story discord group who really encouraged me to make this. love you all 💜#please feel free to interact -- even if you havent been tagged!#multifandom muses too are welcome. anyone and everyone is welcome!#even if mila has danganronpa styled sprites i wanna int with as much people as possible!#smell you all later 💞#mod sherb 🍨
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#still get this song stuck in my head sometimes#what an incredible song it was#im just playing around with the polls because i know theyre not really new but also i havent been on tumblr enough to use them really
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Just a compilation of TOoDL related doodles and concept work I've been playing with the past month and forgot to upload.
#digital art#original characters#artists on tumblr#original character#toodlart#toodl#I've been really burnt out lately and havent had energy to draw much outside of using the symmetry tool for playing dress up on characters#got a million ideas running in my head#but the motivation is dead#hoping that picks back up soon#Also Benji isn't meant to be barefoot i just never got around to making her shoes oops#Isaak went through so many different clothing designs#only like 2 or 3 of those are canon#technically only and a few AUs
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hello, its time once more, to brush your teeth please and thank you very much
#self care#brush your teeth#a little bit of a rant incoming. but i havent been on tumblr in a few days because a lot of stuff(mostly school. its always school. mostly)#But i didnt expect this blog to actually get notes. I set the queue up just in case somebody cared and then left for a few days. And i didn#expect for anyone to actually care. but this has been getting notes. not a lot but a few a day which is more than anticipated. And i guess#What im saying is that im really glad other people are finding this useful. So i guess ill be keeping it up. Was halfway expecting never to#Come back to this blog after i set it up but came up with all the nonsense just cause i overthink. So i guess what im really saying is#Thank you for letting me help you. Thank you for helping me help myself.#Is this uncharacteristically sappy for anything i post but especially a blog that so far is only reminders to brush your teeth? Yeah#But thats fine i think. Theres no rules anyways. Not really
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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↓ and ↑ ghosts
#(click for better quality tumblr fucked this one up prtty badly)#ghostbur#ghostboo#dream smp#ranboo#fanart#(also wether ranboo is using a skirt+vest or bell-bottom pants+vest or really just a dress you shall never know)#wilbur soot#dsmp#mcyt#my art#.psd#ummmmm...hiiiiiii^^guys#today is children's day in my country+the whole Círio thing so i got a few days off#ngl to yall school has been eating my ass for breakfast lunch AND dinner recently so i havent got much time to draw or do anything at all#so its basically hell itself and i feel life slowly leaving my body#HOWEVER my friends came over yesteryesterday so i am feeling considerably better :]#HOWEVER. ONE OF THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS GOT ME SICK AND WHEN I FIND OUT WHO ITS NOT GONNA BE PRETTY#ahem. sorry#anyway tips&tricks on how to deal with a weird throat??? it feels like a shark's back in there and i get the urge to puke like every 2secs#okok sorry i will stop talking abt myself now X·| i just kinda miss blogging and vibing around. just a tad#anywayes. just throwing this headcanon of ''why ghostboo wears a cloth'' out there and getthing an excuse to draw ghostbur! bye now !
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having my Art Specialty be described as 'daddies' is technically not wrong but also its very hard to not scream when being told so to my face in the dorm lobby regardless. like im just supposed to accept that description with a smile and nod as if i dont know we aren't thinking of the same kind of daddy
#snap chats#HEEEEEELP#like its one thing to be told that online but right to my face where im looking professional and Not Terminally Online is a whole new thing#i went to watch spiderverse with my dormmate and her friend- the friend that wanted to comm me last week#and because our mutual friend fucking sucks dick at being on time we had to wait for her even tho she invited us ANYWAY--#last time she was looking to get one of her gal oc's drawn but then she went to look through my other art#and she really come back to me like 'ive noticed you draw really 'daddy' characters SO :))' and i heard NOTHING ELSE AFTER#LIKE. LIKE YEAH BY TECHNICALITY YOU ARE RIGHT. I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT DRAW FATHERS FOR FIVE MONTHS#god has it really been five months 🧍♂️#but anyway..... //screams// ive been profiled as a dilf specialist by someone at school i need to leave NOW#i thank god every day ive essentially stopped postin my saucier works cause THAT woulda been an even more awk convo#its just so funny cause i really havent drawn anything particularly 'attractive'. like im just drawin these dudes bein silly LMAO#im just grateful she doesnt have a twitter or tumblr so she doesnt see me post EVERYTHING in real time yk#anyway... im gonna stare at the wall until i relent and go to bed#spiderverse was great 8/8. its really funny that i've watched both spiderverses multiple times cause of school events LMAO#ok bye
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ohmygodddddd i am a fucking genius...👁️ the fic idea i just came up with. the Specific Line i thought up. its such a random idea but its so so cute and sweet and ugh its gonna plague me forever. kinda proud of myself to be honest so lets just hope i can Actually write it soon🧎
#mmm brain isnt always bad sometimes i guess.#its some unapologetic jake fluff btw#bc he deserves it#also i forgot i cant really spend time on tumblr today bc ill be busy again lol so tomorrow it is (hopefully)#but its gonna be a good day bc me and my bestie are going to see love lies bleeding And immaculate together😋😋#and probably get some lunch and maybe ice cream too#excited#have been looking forward to today#and then after today im looking forward to finally crawling back into my little tumblr cave#hopefully i can Actually Read.#and yk. writing would be nice too.#also im goin back on sertraline today and apparently it can be used for ocd too so i will try to see if any of That feels different as well#raaaaaa#still havent fully researched ocd tho🧎ive been procrastinating🧎as i do🧎#anyways goodnight its 5am.#shouldnt have had that 8pm iced capp#i downed that shit fr#ok bye bye love yall#talkin shit#FUCK YES THIS POSTED LIKE ON THE VERY SECOND 5:15 WAS ENDING YESSS#sorry i actually like am distressed when the minute(s) of my posts arent posted on a 0 or 5 or like the same as the previous number#and when it is i feel like actual relief and joy#and when it isnt i contemplate deleting and waiting until the desired minute to post again.#anddd sometimes i actually do.#i also will just wait several minutes to post something when its not the exact minute i want yet#or ill queue it for like. literally a couple minutes in the future.#yeah i have many issues#okay gn thank you for reading if you read🧍🫶#i always either suck my own dick or beat my own ass.#rarely ever is there an in between
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so the tulip hill switch is alive, but not well. it turned on, but even thought its fully charged it died again after 10-15 minutes. i’ll have to test if maybe it has to stay perma-docked or if it dies regardless. also it wont log in to the internet so it seems like qr codes or a da wouldn’t be an option.
negativity in the tags jic
#honestly i havent been this attached to an island in a while#laundry was the closest but it was so early in the games lifetime i knew i had to restart to keep going i hated losing my very first da#i cant ever just keep flattening#but deleting dimple is gonna hurt and idk if im ready#and now that so little people are playing and no one uses tumblr as intended…#i love this game but i love its community the most#and i really love and need the interaction#so like if i delete dimple and i start from scratch and then my post just get like 20 likes from bots and a single reblog ill be devastated#i probably sound like a dick but thats where i am at#i really got into d&d recently and maybe it s time to take a break from ac permanently 🤷🏻♀️#i dont feel like i would be missed if im truly honest
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ougugugughghhh i get,,, so embarrassed when i try to be Earnest lol especially w/in the context of like fanart/fic like i LOVE when other people do it i LOVE reading earnest and vulnerable deep fics and seeing intense fanart etc etc etc. but then i do it i feel like i am Going To Be Killed LJFDKSLF SDJFLS
#yknow like??? if i do ANYTHING other than my funny ha ha sillies <-which i love btw. my fave thing to do ever#but if i try something Different i feel like im CRINGE for trying bc im not. good at it??#or like im Trying Too Hard?? I GET SO EMBARRASSED#anyway i got jumpscared by a jami/azu i found from last year#and i mean /i/ like it but. i feel like i would die if i posted it#im p sure ididnt post that one i just sent it to my friend on discord#and then even that still made me Feel Embarrassed lol#SORRY GOD idk why im airing out so much internal feelings today lol#can i really blame it on the caffine. can i. god i really need to find a new therapist lol i cancelled the old one but#havent found a replacement yet jklfjsdl oopsie. but like how do u talk to a therapist about this shit anyway lol#i dont. WANT to tell them about tumblr thats EMBARRASSING#sorry this all boils down to im very insecure and always have been l o l#like it's FINE ill be FINE im just oughhghghghgh yknow?#i guess im better than i used to be bc. i post way more than i used to re:drawing and writing lol but#i do have fits of panic where im like#🧍♂️am i delusional. perhaps my mutuals/followers r just politely humoring me#and i am simply making A FOOL of myself#maybe!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know#not that i think anyones out to get me or anything i just hfhhhshhdhsghf#i lost track of what i was talking about#anyway shoutout to people who r nice sorry i have a hard time absorbing it lol thats a ME problem not anyone else
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Idk what happened but I longer have my nsfw account, I didn't even get an email about it... so yea be careful with what you post
#i also havent been on tumblr a lot#but it was a recent thing#tbh not sad about it#cause i wasnt really using it
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Tw ed/
#its been a preddy rough week overall i think but whats reqlly kinda concerning me is my comolete inability to eat atm#like i know i gotta and i have been trying to force mysekf but i really cant even stomach the thought of eating#this is my second day of this week w no proepr food entering me ig and its pissing me off#bc i want to eat like i know im hungry#but every time i try i just want to vomit lol#managed to get a big iced coffee n a small bubble tea down today but i want to eat real food :^(#im gonna buy myself sushi tomorrow so i can hopefully eat#its like trying to feed a child fml#and at this point im like kinda morbidly curious how long i can go without eating a proper meal before fainting or something#havent fainted in a while idk#im tired and everything feels tingly and my head hurts :^( i hope i eat tomorrow#silly hrs only#im feeling the need to justify posting here bc it feels like seeking pity or soemthing but i just dont really have anyone to say this to#like id feel bad ig#and theyd get mad ofc bc im being silly#but also its been busy and im really emotionally and physically soent this week so like taking care of mysekf is hard#ao im trying to cut myself some slack but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#been a whike since i used tumblr as my diary anyway so im treating myself ig#nice to get the thoughts out n whatever#anyways goodnight#gommywords
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dating is weird
#went to this guy's apartment 4 the first time last night and it was soooooo bad man#we played mario cart and a card game#that was nice#bbuuutt his place is so dirty there were toenails clippings in the toilet bowl!!! bro wtf ive never seen that before#and his couch was old and shredded to pieces by his exs cats apparently but like idk cover it up maybe? am i overreacting?#he also did this thing where he scratched his ear with his pinky and gave it a shake? ive never seen anyone under 60 do that welp#i think that did it for me lol the ear thing ruined me dont ever do that with#with someone youve not been married to for 40 years man#hes also a bit shorter than i thought without shoes i felt like a giant sitting next to him and i know it's not the most important thing#but idkkkk its really sad cause i feel like we have so much in common which is kinda rare so idk do i give it a chance or let it go?#we still havent kissed cause im very much guarding myself and told his that#but im also wondering if i was more attracted to him i night have already tried to push myself to ger closer#not really used to feeling like this with men lol but also feel like theres not many options out there so do i try to make it work and#kinda settle yk?#tbh this is a great distraction from my health issues lol ill be dealing with that next week ha#lmk what u think if u read this shit#missed tumblr rants#personal
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