#i havent posted here in 2 years but when i saw this ask i just had to post it

[urfavisaperfectbaby]

frank reynolds

Frank Reynolds from It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia is a Perfect Baby Boy Who Has Never Done Anything Wrong

[dailyfigures]

(not the same anon) i only saw the anime (not the full thing cause i hated it), ill try to keep the points neutral/factual & not let my opinion/bias shine through too much. heres some of the stuff that happens (spoilers obviously): 1. main character, adult man, works as a doctor. one of his patients is 16 year old idol Ai. she is pregnant. mc is obsessed with her throughout the show. when asked by a colleague if he'd hook up with her if given a chance he says yes. 2. a patient of his (i dont know her age, early/mid teens) is in love with him. she dies. 3. the doctor mc is killed. he is 'reincarnated' as Ai's child, while keeping his past memories, along with the teen girl patient i mentioned in (2.), now named ruby. mc is now named aqua. they are twins now. they don't know each others former identities 4. Ai is killed, which further fuels aquas obsession with her (it seems to be romantic since i believe he mentions being in love with her, her being his 'ideal woman' etc) 5. several teenage girls are also in love with him (while his 'reincarnation' is their age, he has the full scope of his past memories, making him at least 30yo in lived experience), while he doesn't seem to reciprocate their feelings (up to the point i watched the show at least), it's not treated as something he's against due to them being teenagers, moreso that he's too preoccupied with searching for Ai's killer. that's about it, im sure theres more in the manga & bits i havent seen, i personally really dislike the show but i'd understand if you were to keep up the figurines as despite those themes no actual incest happens to my knowledge (correct me if wrong or forgot stuff!), some of the designs are pretty i guess

thank you for taking the time to explain it to me anon! i'm sure there's good parts to it since it's so popular but yeah it doesn't sound like it'd be for me personally either.

i do find it hard to judge media like this without having seen it. i'm a big horror fan so i watch a lot of media that features things you should very much Not do irl but that doesn't mean all horror is inherently problematic. sometimes media is just an exploration of something fucked up without explicitly stating "this is Bad!!! Do Not Do!!!!" because they trust the consumer to realise that on their own.

having said that, oshi no ko doesn't sound like a psychological piece that explores the morals of incest and adult-minor relationships to me (from what i understand without having seen/read it! do please correct me if i'm wrong!). it sounds like it's just kinda very weird without challenging those themes much.

again, it's hard to judge that without having consumed it. i think i'll just leave up the oshi no ko posts i have and not add any more. i might have some in the queue so i'll remove those if i remember to. hope everyone is somewhat okay with that decision!

[cali]

cali you havent blogged in a whoooole twenty four hours whaat are you up to

24 hrs is not much i look on here and click like on the posts but forget that im able to do more than that sometimes. i laughed when i saw the ask cuz its funny to me right now because im feeling good i just forgot to blog but if i was feeling bad i woulda thought i dont owe you anything ! i hate the computer! why are you making me be on the computer ! thatd be my hypothetical outburst, but thats not how it happened, it happened good, i like my computer right now and i like asks on tumblr so i will give u a little diary: im playing beta minecraft with martin and bruce and kit and getting ideas for pictures. im also continuing with earthsea cycle cuz i absorbed the first 2 into my head when i was 16 and then stopped but now im continuing with 3 + i finished left hand of darkness it was cute. here is a pic maybe of estraven im not sure if its them

and after im done with these i will either read something i promised someone id read like a year or a little less ago. or dungeonmeshi so i can catch up with all movement around me, i did that good quiz about which of the characters u might be earlier, it said i was falin but i dont know whatthat means yet. im gonna keep building my minecraft castle and try to multiply it fractally. i have to make moves soon for irl progression of myself, auauauauau,

[kimodraw]

do you have any recs for other peter pan media? i love your art and just read peter darling and i feel crazy

thank you so much! sadly i don't have many because i think a lot of peter pan media is. bad and misses the point.

If you haven't read the original book, i can't recommend it enough! I find sooo charming and well written. Other than that my favorite adaptation ever is the 2003 movie it drives me up the walls how good this movie is. The disney movie is fine and very well animated but you dont need me to tell you abt the disney movie.

As a kid i LOVED Peter pan in scarlet by Geraldine McCaughrean!! Wendy and the lost boys go back to neverland as adults and find it has gone to shit, peter wearing hook's coat and becoming more and more irritable. I actually just learned its the 'official' sequel, authorised by the Great Ormond Street Hospital, so that's neat

Huhh I saw a peter pan musical 2 years ago lol? its french and definitly wasn't recorded, i was the only adult without kids and i had a great time, smee was a woman (double win for feminism AND homophobia ) and they didn't take advantage of the room filled with 6 years old to ask them to all scream they believe in fairies. boo, don't know why i told you abt this. movin on

I haven't read the loisel peter pan series yet so i can't exactly recommend them but i love the art

it seems very edgy and also probably misses the point, and i bet its filled to the brim with early 2000s sexism but. loisel art. yummy. need to check out my local library rn actually

I also liked peter darling quite a bit! heard the audiobook version and had to listen to gay erotic scenes narrated by an old british man on the subway. great experience

i hated lost boy by christinia henry with a PASSION: bad writting, made hook straight, doesnt get peter by making him litteraly evil (hes meant to be a child!! the most child ever!! when he does bad things its because he's selfish or doesn't get it or is angry he's a child!!!) anyway i hate how much this book gets recommended to me whenever my peter pan posts get some traction stop talking to me abt lost boy you guys tricked me into reading it already!! only good thing it does is replacing the native americans by. giant spiders. so i guess less racism than most peter pan works. great

idk ive heard of hooked recently. you guys know abt hooked? from booktok? seems bad

i have a short and mediocre playlist abt my peter pan,, thing too (title translates to 'im mad because 'lost boy' really is the perfect title for this' lol)

thanks for allowing me to ramble abt peter pan!! sorry for not having a lot of positive answers, have a peter i havent posted here yet

if anyone has recs THAT ARENT LOST BOY BY CHRISTINNIA HENRY!!!! feel free to drop them, both me and anon would love that im sure

[vivaladicamillo]

I saw your posts asking for ideas and I was thinking what If you wrote something about you being Bams younger sister and filing cky coz April doesn’t want you to get hurt and you have like secret relationship with Dico or Ryan

DICO/MARGERA!READER

thank u so much for the suggestion!!! im gonna do it for dico this time bc one, theres no fanfics of this silly dude and two, i havent written abt dico in SOOOO long. this ones for the dico lovers out there love yall, a dying breed🫡

WARNINGS: dangerous stuff, fluff, bran being bran yk

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being bams younger sister has its ups and downs

bam as a brother is A NIGHTMARE

hes just such a dick

making fun of u, annoying u and being the “younger brother” type character bc hes just like that

u were 2 years older than him

so when u started kinda liking his life long friend, “dico”

it was kinda awkward bc u yk, hes ur brothers best friend

one night, u were just chilling at the house alone

ape and phil went out, bam was probably out skating somewhere and jess had band practice so having a empty house all to urself?? hell yea!

as u sit on ur couch, just watching some stupid ass movie thats on someone knocks at ur door

when u answer it, its Brandon dicamillo himself (dico)

“hey, uh is bam around?” he asks looking kinda nervous

“nah, i thought he was put filming with u, but its 9:00 he should be back soon.”

“ah ok, ill just wait in my car till he gets here then, thanks.” he smiles at u

“come on bran dont be a stranger! i’m m just watching a movie just wait inside till he gets back.”

you held the door open for him and he walks in and plops down on ur couch

in your spot.

“asshole what the fuck thats my spot”

“didnt see ur name on it.” he says smirking “also what kinda horse shit are u watching? let me show u some real funny shit.”

dico then proceeds to put on an old western movie

“what the fuck dicamillo??”

“what??! this shit is so funny watch this.” he says pointing to the tv as some guy dressed as a cowboy gets shot on screen

the acting was terrible yes, but the way dico was hysterical laughing at it kinda made u smile

his laugh, his interests, just his goofy personality made ur heart flutter

u didn’t realize that u had been staring into this mans whole soul for ten mins until he turns to u and smiles

“may i help u?” he says kinda chuckling

“oh, uh sorry..” u say blushing and kinda turning away

the silence that took place after could have killed u right then and there

until he turns to u

“hey uh.. ive been actually meaning to talk to u about something…” he says, that nervousness kinda coming back from before

u nod ur head as he starts to confess to u

“listen, i know ur my best friends older sister and this is kinda weird but… ever since i met u, i thought u were so cool! i wouldnt have expected u to like masters of the universe and filming bits as much as do…”

“yea, i can see how u couldnt have seen that coming bc of my brothers”

“yea, but anyways, ive always kinda…been into u, im super sorry if this is weird i didnt mean to make it like that i just think..”

u smile, did fucking brandon dicamillo just confess his love for u ??

“bran..”

he turns to u

“i feel the same way, ive always had i just didnt wanna make things awkward if u didnt.” u smiled at him and scooted closer to him on the couch

“really?!?” he said in shock

“mhm, i like you… like A LOT”

u move in closer and you two end up making out on ur couch

after that day u both agreed to date without anyone knowing

yea it was suspicious when u two wouldnt be able to film or hang out at the same time on the same day but the guys kinda brushed it off

u two went of secret little dates

dico would surprise u ALL the time with cute date spots

random cat cafes, parks, family ran restaurants, he just found little cute places in westchester to take u to, and u LOVED IT

when bam realized u obviously were seeing someone bc u were WAYYY to happy, u decided to snoop

going through u room he ended up finding one of dicos shirts hidden under ur bed

thats when bam decides to confront u about it……

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might make some type of part two to this but it depends if yall want it or not, hope u enjoyed! also please keep sending in requests i love them sm !! yall are so creative i love it sm

[titobarkvillier]

I need to venttttt. Hi oilers fan here but I saw an isles blogger posting a racist ask she received after her comments bout game 2. the sad thing is what she was saying is true. the comments made me sick. as a community we need to do better than this

WHAT

i havent seen the ask so i dont know what exactly it said, but hockey especially is a breeding ground for racism and other hate speech/actions. its a white man’s sport more than any other, and the violent parts of it are what draw in an especially icky crowd. it sucks. not only that, but playoffs heighten every emotion. that’s absolutely disgusting to hear, im so sorry to whoever got that ask.

that being said, im a little surprised something like that happened on tumblr, since hockeyblr seems to be filled with mostly chill people and not disgusting toxicity you get on sports socials like twitter/facebook/etc. its disgusting. its why i migrated here after years of just silently scrolling twitter, because there seemed to be more of a community happening here. i guess not. shitty people will be shitty people anywhere if given the chance.

people talk shit about teams all the time, especially when angry. that doesnt justify racist comments? that racist anon needs to grow the fuck up. its a sport and these are grown men playing a game we have literally no stakes in. its entertainment; if youre not entertained, dont go around being a piece of shit to someone online. go to twitter if you wanna pick fights then, hockeyblr doesnt want you.

the kicker is they mustve went searching for isles fans, unless they were following that blogger before. still, if their racism is triggered by someone being upset about their/another team, why didnt they just keep scrolling? mute islanders tags? come on now. tumblr is structured to only show you what you want to see. dont seek out people to be a dick. they shouldve shut their phone off and done some breathing exercises if some random stan account on a website is making them piss their pants with rage.

[writtengalaxies]

hey hey! im down for a little chat <3

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i only found this blog like, 2 days ago but i can already feel myself getting the urge to go back and reread everything here. content of the highest quality over here <3 /gen

all the fics on AO3 would be really nice as well imo! although i cant say that i use the site that frequently, it could be a good way for others to find your works! at least thats how i see it

i think its due to how much i simp for this man, but i really love love LOVE the memory files. the trope is fairly common (from what ive seen) but the way you write it? chefs kiss. i am patiently but eagerly waiting for the next part mwah <3

the cup god chronicles were also a really fun read. i dont fully really see content (READ: fics) for him regularly so i was immediately intrigued and when i tell you, i was HOOKED. big fan, i love this doofus <3

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now imma ask you something. who's your fave ego? my guess is engineer lol

also, whats your pronouns? i havent seen them listed anywhere ^^"

if you dont mind me asking, how long have you been writing? just in general. it seems like a basic Q but the answers are fascinating.

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and as a last little tid bit of me im willing to share for the night, i read most of your works in around 2 hours. what that says about me is irrelevant,, goodnight, i hope this isnt too big of a text wall to answer <3

WAAAH thank you!! Also all of that in two hours?! Oh gosh! (And you're all good! I like big text walls!)

That was more or less my thought with posting them on Ao3! I know a lot of writers do cross-post them, so I figured "hey, why not". I...might end up doing that today, since I managed to pull a muscle in my back real bad in the night and I'm laid up in bed. gfhj

Ooooh, Lost Memory Files does tend to be a fan favorite. XD I'm really happy people like it! It...actually spun out of a similar idea but with Engineer and a Captain who can't remember wormholes and looping...heh. The next part, based on my loose notes, is likely going to continue the hurt.

Cup God Chronicles was really my first attempts at writing Night, the smug bastardass. The reader being a sarcastic little shit is in part I'm a sarcastic little shit, and in part based off of @ghostf1ux. I did notice there aren't a ton of fics for him that aren't...uh. Spicy. I have a couple more fics planned for it!

Favorite ego is 100% Engineer. "The smartest dumbass" was how I saw him described at one point and I'm like "yes. THIS ONE." There's something about like...realizing that even through all the hurt on both sides of that, he still fully trusts the captain? Despite everything. Never knowing the full extent of everything the captain goes through, despite his own misconceptions...

And well, hope is very important to me. So ISWM being very centered around never giving up hope kind of hit real hard, you know?

I DIDN'T REALIZE I DIDN'T PUT PRONOUNS ANYWHERE. ghjk WHOOPS. Honestly, almost anything! (My one exception is it/it's, and that's just because it doesn't feel like me. Big love to everyone who does though! Y'all rock it!)

I'm a genderfluid menace so they're always changing anyway!

How long I've been writing...the first thing I really clearly remember writing was either HP or Yu-Gi-Oh! fanfic waaaaaaaaay back in the day. I must have been about 10 or 11? So...20+ years at this point.

If I had to think about creative writing and doing it more consistently, that's closer to about...16 years? (I had to think about when I graduated high school and I felt like I aged SIGNIFICANTLY in an instant.)

One of my English teachers really drove a lot of confidence in my writing! Shout out to Mr. Craig, who liked some of my original stuff I had written for his class so much, he still has it and checks in from time to time on what I'm up to.

He's a big reason as to why I have an 111k original fiction novel and a novella I self-published for a while. He also did a front-flip off a stage with a lightsaber for a student-written play.

[janiedean]

Aaaaand heart thing anon here again!

I'm kinda reaally sleepy here because I'm on my 2° day of no sleep, so I apologize for the lack of words. If I one day post my works online, I'll make sure to let you know!

Sandor is the grumpiness incarnated in flesh and bone, so he taking two months to touch the harmless little heart in his room (as if it'd burn the rest of his body) is the most in-character thing I have seen.

(Sandor's heart was giant when Sansa was small... Sansa's heart would be what, the size of his hand? I can't for the life of myself imagine the measures of anyone taller than 1,80)

I'll put a reminder in my agenda to send you remarks of how your writings are perfect and worth living for at every 16° day of the month, starting now.

...sorry, it's a deal you can't break❤️

(unless you ask me to, of course, I don't want to make you uncomfortable)

Roses are red,

Violets are blue,

Your works are perfect,

And so are you

Totally unrelated question just for the sake of it, do you think Sandor knows how to dance? I saw once someone saying dance used to be a must-know skill for every person that lived in a court

I swear I'm not usually this random, it's just the sleepiness.

I wish you all the happiness in this world!

anon please don’t worry i’m sleep deprived half of the time no need to apologize and it’s really nice of you to even say so TVT ❤️❤️❤️ and absolutely let me know if you do!!

concerning the rest: obviously she’d have a tiny heart and he’d be all like MUST NOT HANDLE CARELESSLY 😭

that said wrt the dancing: yes and no in the sense that people living in a court as idk nobles dames and so on would know because as stated necessary skill, on the other idk if someone who is only there for the bodyguarding/fighting would like need it especially if they don’t have an important position, on the other again fighting requires coordination and knowing what footwork means so like while someone who is good at dancing wouldn’t necessary be able to use a sword for obvious reasons someone who’s good at fighting would probably learn fast if they didn’t know already so there’s that

wrt sandor specifically: i don’t think he would NOT know at least the basics if only because he was still second son of a noble household so he must have gotten some rudiments before the whole MY BROTHER BURNED MY FACE part, then after that… i mean he killed someone at twelve during the rebellion and i don’t think that he’d go out of his way to actually learn properly so imvho it’s realistic that he’d know the basics but wouldn’t have practiced since the burn and after he wouldn’t have bothered learning

………. and thank you anon now I got hit with a train with scenario in which sansan marriage is about to happen and she’s all happy going off about how she can’t wait to dance with him and he pretends he’s chill with it and then he runs to find jaime who WOULD know because brought up to inherit a castle + in a position where he could have done it during feasts and is like I BEG YOU GIVE ME A CRASH COURSE I HAVENT DANCED IN TWENTY YEARS and jaime ropes brienne into it because why wouldn’t he 😭 i’m not making promises because as stated commissions to finish and i hate everything i write lately but……. this is juicy

[pettydollie]

hey i hope you've had a good day :) ik this is mostly a fic/drabble type of blog, but i saw in one of your posts that you are open to venting. i hate sliding into ppls dms tbh lol so i hope its ok that i ask for advice like this btw u can totally ignore this i understand! so earlier this morning, i got dumped and i feel like shit tbh. like it wasnt even for a good reason at all. and we were together for like 2 years smh. ive been trying to cheer myself up all day but i cant and i just keep fucking crying and im so lost idk. im sorry to be dumping this all over you but you genuinely seem like a great person. its late right now and i cant fall asleep and its so hard. im just so tired. if you do respond to this, thank you so much. i dont really have friends irl so i mostly talk to ppl on tumblr anonymously lmao. i hope u have a great/day night!

hi sweets :) first, im so sorry. breakups can be super tough and hard to bounce back from, but you are going to get through it. in fact, you are going to heal and grow from it. i know that sounds pretty stupid rn lol but i promise you that things will get better! second of all, im so happy you feel comfortable with me to vent. anyone else whos reading this, you can always dm/pop into my inbox if u have something to share. and btw noonie dw about messaging me, i totally get it! if you havent eaten anything, please do. specifically something healthy/refreshing if you can. like fruit for example. eating junk in a bad state will just make you want to eat more and itll turn into a bad addiction. i know you said youre trying to go to sleep so eat something small if possible.

everyone has different likings but here are a few things that can help you: - listening to asmr! doesnt specifically have to be whispering or anything. it can be just sounds, that helps me a lot. i reccomend listening to sunshinejazzyasmr, gabi asmr, jocie b asmr, all on yt! ^ visual asmr is super good also. it helps when youre trying to keep your eyes open to watch the video, but u end up falling asleep - music. ik this is a basic idea but it really helps. find a calming playlist and i recommend putting your phone under your pillow to create a sort of muffled sound. its super soothing for me. wearing earbuds while trying to sleep can be super uncomfortable and you can get infections (ick) - sleep the other way around. like switch your pillow to the other side of your bed. its really simple but it kinda helped me. - watch a comfort show/movie. not something thatll keep you up, maybe something boring or more on the chill side. - sleep somewhere else. maybe on a sofa or if u live with another person, in their bed if its a comfortable situation - drink tea. i personally dont do this, but i think chamomile tea is really good for sleep. but i think u should look up teas first bc im not 100% sure lmao since you're crying a lot, i think you should wash your face. it makes me feel better :) u can also shower to make u even more sleepy and just to feel clean before you sleep.

i love you and you got this!! keep on going my love, everything happens for a reason. xoxo

[sentientgopro]

Okay, so I know this might sound odd, but I kinda want to keep track of how my feelings have been changing seeing as my life just turned upside down a few days ago. Something feels weird about keeping a note to myself, idk why, For some reason I feel kore comfortable posting it to the internet. Well, I guess that is kinda the point of a blog? Anyway, if youre seeing this but not my last post on Monday, I think I cracked on Sunday Night.

That first post was comprised of how I was feeling Sunday Night- Monday Morning (10/11 Dec) and, well, I'm not going to repeat it. Monday was... weird. I didn't feel great, although thats not significantly out of the ordinary, but I was facing a difficult question I would rather not have to answer, especially when the obvious conclusion was such a difficult one to follow through and act on. It was a question Id rather die than face.

Monday evening was when I decided to start truly planning for the possibility. I may not know If Im right yet, and depending on how hard it may be, I was wondering if it was even worth it. Then I had a look at some trans timelines, and asked people about HRT options, and that was what changed my fuckin life. It was then that I saw how real this was and just how possible this was. The realisation that this was on the cards for me (after a 2 year wait) made me feel really fucking good. Like best Ive felt in a long time. Ive been running on fumes, a list of people to outlive, and "My cats would miss me" but this provided a positive reason to keep going, something to look forward to. For the first time in ages, I wanted to Carry On, not just felt like I had to. And this feeling/ realisation also helped in validating my feelings, that Im not just making it up.

And then came tuesday. The best day Ive had in a long time. I've heard people say "Transitioning may not solve all your problems, but it can make them feel worth solving" but I realised I had that in reverse. My problems are affecting my academic success, so to get out this house and get to Uni, I need to start fixing/ overcoming those problems. My problems feel worth solving so that I can get to transition. I got more done that day and focused easier than I have in a long time.

Later into Tuesday, I considered what my future could look like now. How might it affect other parts about me? I considered my Aroace identity, might it affect that? And I quickly realised I might not be Aro. Why could I see myself happily in a relationship in the future, as a girl, but not as a guy? Hell, I took the idea out of relationships, and realised I couldn't see a happy future at all as a guy. Ive known this for a while, and kinda brushed it off as "Modern society sucks ass" and "Who knows what the future holds" and shit like that, but if that was the case, I wouldnt see a happy future as a girl, which I do. This was another big help in feeling that Im not mistaken about my feelings, and also helps to explain why Ive always felt a little conflicted on my Aromanticism, because it wasn't. As for now, until I can transition, the label still fits. I still think Ill be Ace either way, but I cant know that until the time comes. It doesnt really matter, those labels can be pretty fluid, I shouldnt stress over it. The key takeaway here was that it seemed that Dysphoria was stopping me from wanting a relationship. Perhaps I was wrong about not feeling dysphoria, I think i might just have not been noticing it or understanding it.

I'm caught up to today, which hasn't really seen major developments. I acknowledged the fact that Ive been kinda subconsciously viewing myself as more feminine for years now, but I dont feel like that thought significantly leads anywhere beyond reinforcing how I feel. Most of my thought on this went towards music and lyrics, as now I have a whole new dimension of meanings to find in songs, completely changing how I see alot of them. For example, one song, that I havent been able to find any meaning to until now, has these lines across 2 different verses:

"I need time to break all the mirrors,

But my mind is in pieces and not ready to make it clearer,"

and

"Time to make it all clearer,

And if time never ceases I'll be ready to break the mirror"

After a quick google, the idea of "Breaking a mirror" means bad luck for years, before being okay, which can be interpreted to have fairly heavy parallels to a transition. The first version talks about needing to go through this period, but not being able to or not being ready. As much as I say I cant transition bc of living eith my controlling and transphobic parents, I also know I would not be ready to do it if that wasnt the case. But, as in the second version of these two lines, once I can make it all clearer, If I can just hold out until the end of the two years, if time keeps passing, I can break the mirror.

There are other parts of this song I like and find (questionable) trans meanings in, but these parts stand out. Song is "The Gift" by Kevin Sherwood and Elena Siegman for anyone wondering, I'd best describe it as Melodic heavy metal, heavy instrumentals courtesy of Kevin and beautiful vocal melody courtesy of Elena.

So that was pretty much my day today, finding little bits of meaning in various songs I already listen to. Although its only 2:30PM, there may be more to come later. Regardless, now that ive caught up, Im just going to be keeping every post as its own individual thought or topic. If you did actually read through this, thanks I guess? I dont know why I feel more comfortable writing this here than a private note. Ill only tag this with 196 because eh, why tf not.

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

big long rant abt how happy i am rn but its LONG ^_^

holy shit . its a sunday evening and im somehow SO FUCKING HAPPY. like. nnothing even HAPPENED today i just had A GOOD DAY IN GENERAL this is incredible. like. i watched a nice tv episode and saw a funny video and played some minecraft and hollow knight and watched a fuckin crazy jrwi episode and woke up before the sun and felt the wind and watched the sun and heard the birds and. man. and tomorrow i know i have school and thats not even ruining my mood at all. because i have history. and my history teacher is nice. and he wont mind that i havent done any of the work because he gets it. and he explains things in interesting ways and hes kind and he never shouts and its the only class i not only feel comfortable asking questions, but where i WANT to ask questions because hes NICE about questions and i usually probably wouldnt care abt the shit were learning abt but he tells it like its actually REAL and not just a sheet of information. and im just happy. and whilst i didnt finish my codeflippa drawing like i hoped i would, i think ive come to terms w the fact i dont think i wanna ever Finish it, bc my creativity for it died down. i think ill just surround it in a few more flippa doodles n then post it bc ITSF FINE !!!! man. and like. i think ive remembered how it felt to be 5 again. when everything was SO EXCITING and i had no worries about the future because the only thing that EXISTED was here and now. and the world WAS big and scary but it was also incredible and interesting and full of light and colour and. like right now i can smell dinner cooking and for once im taking a moment to feel excited about that. because YES dinner happens everyday but !!! isnt it great that theres gonna be food soon !!!!!! and ill be able to eat it and i hope its smth i like. my sense of smell DID get fucked up 2 years ago BUT THAT ONLY MEANS DINNERS EVEN MORE OF A SURPRISE !!! it smells vaguely of HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT IT SMELLS LIKE THAT ONE CHICKEN DISH I HAD A LOT LIKE 5 YEARS AGO it most likely isnt that but ica nt belive i remember what that smells like . and like !!!! right now im listening tot he celeste soundtrack AND ITS SO GOOD !!!!!!! and MUSIC SOUNDS SO GOOD !!!!! and i played minecraft today and i tamed a dog called. smth. i havent named it yet. and a cat named smth toast related bc i was rlly hungry 4 toast and then i saw it. and i found out there r 3 seperate villages all really close to my base and i built a farm with potatoes and carrots and wheat and i mined for ages and realised my sense of direction in minecraft maybe isnt as bad as i thought it was because i spent like 2 hours in a cave and got utterly lost, but still knew which way west was. and i played a little hollow knight and didnt do too much but got across greenpath because i started a new save yesterday where i did all of crossroads. and if i play more hk later im gonna complete greenpath (or atleast what u can do b4 any other areas). and i saw my cat this morning !!!! and he was so friendly and he went meow meow meow and i went meow meow meow. and i just watched the new DW episode and !!!!! it was rlly good !!!!! ofCOURSEit had its moments of :/ BUT THAT DW FOR U IT ALWAYS HAS ITS :/ MOMENTS but it was SO good !!!!!!! and i love life sm rn and i can hum along to celeste music and my room is a good temperature and. my face ghurts bc ive been smilng so much. but im happy ^_^ and who knows how ill feel later tonight but what matters is that RIGHT NOW i m so in love witht he world :3

[sketchguk]

Heyyy omg the squirrel neighbour thing is sooooo cute!!!! thats definitely a soonyoung x mc thing aww. Youre right its nice to get a bit if exposure before posting the collab! I'm very excited about the collab too, it sounds so good! I'm going to study business admin for my masters ehe. its nott much but its not too difficult, and i dont really doo that well in school, so its better to take an easy course ! I will have to balance it wiht work too sooo. I hope i can get an admission somewhere nearby! I dont really like traveling that much </3 A couple months ago i broke up with my bf of 2 and half years :(( Its been hard but i guess it'll get better with time hopefully. So i kind of stayed away from social media and stuff and got bit moody .. But im doing little better now. The taehyung in your fic seems like hes going to hurt me too but in a good way ahaha! cant waitttt <333

prev ask was me soulmate anon sgsgshas i forgot to say. and you went to a lot of concerts omg!!! have you seen BTS or Svt before too?? How was sabrina's concert? I havent heard much about her ....

Soonyoung is the modern day Cinderella ahah. Birds, squirrels, cats, even Bookkeu love him dearly <3 He just needs to get Jihoon on his side

Business administration sounds like a good plan !! I hope you find a school nearby to attend <3 Especially because you're also working at the same time !! You're seriously a boss for wanting to juggle both simultaneously. Let me know if you decide to go and I'll be here to cheer you on when you graduate !

Ahh I'm sorry to hear about you and your bf :-( Everything will work out in the end. Hope you find peace and happiness given the situation ! May you grow and heal every which way <3 And remember to do what's best for you ! I'll be here if you want to talk about it !!

Sorry that Tae's fic is angsty LOL. I just love a good jealousy fwb trope >.<

I saw bts during the lysy tour !!! That was the only time I had seen ot7 :-( And I saw svt during the BeTS tour !! Thankfully shua and soonyoung had a speedy recovery from c*vid and happily joined the stage :') Sabrina's concert was really nice too !! I loved her latest album soo much. Hot, sad girlboss vibes all around. Have you had a chance to go to concerts before/lately?? Kpop or otherwise? ✨

[allyoureadislovemade]

SPEAK!!! I am not going to check grammatical mistakes in this post today! Lets just say life is complicated, yes it is full of surprises but do they have to be all happy ones? Surprises can be sad. Likewise news can be bad, gifts can be ugly. To say every right has a wrong. Every wrong has a right. Let us be positive today, and celebrate or rather be happy that everything or everyone have someone or the other to compliment the other. To remind again, i feel i should write too often, like every week or once every three- four days. It is good to let it out no? I will also like to point out why i do not write as often as i want to. Usually my thoughts are all sad thoughts ( when i want to write), it is very rare i am happy and i want to write it down. i do not want to spread sadness around you see( although noone is looking here right!?)... and today too it was sad, but then i thought let us divert the topic... which is silly of me to do.. It is the same way i have been living my life for the last 23 years.. or maybe at least last 12 years. i went for a ted talk once 2 years ago, that woman saw me and told me things about myself which made me cry out because i havent even said a proper hello as she proceeded to sit with me. she told me that she can sense or rather see all around me, the compassion, she said im a pure soul, compassionate and kind. But that i do not see it, or maybe i do but i do not use it as a weapon to save myself. i know im a bit naive in life, i have the knowledge and the brains, sometimes i just think from my heart ( or maybe always do). So as i was saying, my 12 years of life i have been thinking " jaisa hai waisa hai" . i let the world take its course, thinking everything happens for a reason, let it go on as it is, it is because it is supposed to be that way. And while that had been my mindset , i lost time, i lost myself somewhere. everyone who talked me down, beat me, abused me i let it happen because i thought one day i will see back at it and maybe ill be happy that it made me strong or made me hang in there a little more. But what i did not think at that time was why should i let this happen, why should i believe i deserve it, or why i let everything go as they were. As always i have so many questions for my self, so many of them to ask - why, how , when and the biggest of them always being : " what if ", and everytime i think of it, my train of thoughts just takes off to places i do not want to go ( i do, trust me i do torment myself a lot). And like right now i am thinking about the past more than the future, i do not want to write more. it has happened again.... i wrote in length but it did not give me answers or it did not give me much clarity, just more to think about. Now i do not want to even sleep it off, i do not know where i am headed to, where i want to go ( i do not want to go anywhere). Anyone reading this, hope you are not this clueless. i hope you know where to go and where you are going in life. i hope you have purpose to your life. xoxo, Love. (heheh, just wanted to try xoxo)

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#5

WIP Tag Game

RULES: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder  regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an  ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little  snippet of it or tell them something about it.

Thank you so much for the tag @xenobotanist ! :D (also holy hist over a hundred WIPS. That is fucking amazing) Tagging @elemental-queen-writes , and I would tag Geese from our discord if I knew her tumblr :/

Anyways, currently working on:

Between This Point and Untime (Two chapters already up, still tweaking the last one)

Sunshine and Rain

Mature Odo One-Shot (even the title is a WIP)

All tied up

Ideas floating around (these are just the names ive given the discord channels where the disjointed snippets currently reside lol):

Garashir 50s/60s spies

Garashir subnautica AU

Symphonie Fantastique

Chore War

Blue Lizard Garak (i havent forgotten about it Lue!)

Ofmd AU

Blasted Federaji

Long Married Couple AU

and i seem to have lost my Defiant story somewhere... hmm.

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Got a comment on my fic The Desert calling Julian “principled” - completely reasonable, makes sense - and deadass read that as “pringled”. Reported this to the discord and @zoegraves responded: “Tall, thin, and tastes good? yeah, that tracks“ and i just

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Additional material for my chairfic, Sella Magnus! https://archiveofourown.org/works/40647093

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Hey garashir community, you gotta help me out here, cause I’m going insane.

Remember Small White Room by pyrrhic_victory? I wanted to reread it recently and.... ITS MISSING A WHOLE CHAPTER? I THINK?

Last I read it, it was unfinished, yes, but the last chapter saw Julian off on his mission with some emotional smut on the living room cot. But now, well, from the AN at the bottom, I assume it’s the chapter before that’s marked as the last one.

Did I somehow manage to imagine a wholeass chapter? Did someone else write it? Did pyrrhic delete it? Anyone got any idea?

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sooo. DS9 ofmd AU when?

please tell me I don’t have to write it myself that would take forever

Edit: I have now started figuring out which character is who. Please - if anyone will take this burden from me, speak now, before it's too late for me!

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[chelleztjs18]

Hello you mrs. fiction writer no spoiler lefty eyebag 😅

For them to climb and scratch. I saw a video where this girl used carpet samples as a scratching post for their cat. So instead of buying a cat tree, I will use my resources 😁

I am not a sleepy head! Just an old head who can't stay up late much hahaha

Gasp, so we will have to conclude that Yelena is either dead or missing? I think she probably gave up on finding Natasha, started hanging out with the bad crowd and then just disappeared for good. Damn that's dark. Also, since it's been a year, they only shared one kiss??

Yup I definitely agree with you. How can you marry someone and never live with them before. Then find out later some icks about their personality. It would be crazy and hectic.

I see. So you're sister is accepting of it?

Okay, so I was asking about music because I found this thing with questions relating to music. Changing it up a bit 😅

Name 3 songs that remind you of summer.

-CuriousGeorge

Hello hello righty eyebag..

oh wow, i feel like i'm being attacked by my nickname this time because of the yelena situations. hahahahhaha jk.

ah i see. i used to have a room mate n she had two cats and she has this pretty big cats tower n i noticed it got all fucked up pretty fast. lol.

haha it's okay if u r sleepy head. it's not a bad thing. lol. i would rather be called sleepy head than being called old head even though im actually getting old. speaking about getting old, i found another grey hair. hahahaa. i dont mind if i have grey hair, hopefully i will look good with grey hair. lol.

which ever u think my hints fit about Yelena situation, darling. lol. that's the beauty of writing, when ur writing. hahaha. but also, ur theory is dark but in a good way. :D also, like i answered to u on ur few previous asks about the fliers and news. :D if u notice, its on pt. 3.

well, i think i wrote some hints how natasha misses the kiss and R's touches on her skin n body. so again, i leave it to people's imaginations. since i think i'm not good enough in writing smut so i didnt add it in this series. what do u think?

any favorite part so far in this fic over all? or in each chapter? im just wondering.

yeah right? i would rather find out before i got married n can break it off easier than a whole process of divorce. haha. i'm from a asian catholic family, so i think 1 of my aunt also gave me a look when i mention about living together before marriage but I dont care. lol. i even added "n that's why i want to move to US where it's a normal / common thing there." n then walk away. lol.

well, her reaction kinda like "maybe it was just a phase n u just havent found the right man." but not in homophobic way or hatred. but then when i told her i got enggaged n getting married, she was kinda ask me "r u sure?" so i guess her point of view kinda changed.

ohhh i love questions about music or songs..

this question was the reason it took a while for me to answer because i was scrolling on my spotify list that has almost 600 songs. lol. dont blame me, u only let me picked 3, so it was hard. hahaha.

well to be honest when u said song that reminds me of summer, it's the songs that reminds me one of the best time i have had in summer (because i dont really like summer) at Las Vegas. so the songs will be party song. lol.

Here are my picks.

how about urs?

it was my favorite time ever in summer. It was so fun. we stayed there for 2 days n we went to 2 pool party both on day time and night time. I was a big party goer at that time. lol. good wild old times.

Buuuuut, as much as a big party goer i was, my weird germ freak ass didnt want to go into the pool. 😅 it gross me out because it was too crowded, n i feel like the water is so dirty.. even though my mind was pretty dirty from seeing all those women in bikinis but i have nobody to talk about it since my friends who went with me didnt know how crazy i am about women. Lol.

next questions?

Cheerio! (Not the cereal one)

[spiritcc]

Top 5 favourite smoktun’s roles (apart from hamlet or detochkin maybe)???

first of all how is this cursed unless it implies that all smoktun filmography is cursed or smoktun himself which means this list is becoming post modern future ironic arthouse comedy 🤔🤔 much to think about 🤔🤔🤔🤔

second of all neither car gays nor hamlet were ever on the list lmao im always a big fun of an actor's most scrungly movies that they were confirmed to hate later, so im the truest fan of all blorbos ever obviously. also this ask made me realise i actually never had a single fave smoktun role in all those years somehow........... i literally have no idea how.....

before we start lets do a cursed list:

dr jekyll and mr hyde for the poster alone <333333

his role in the genius omg i sat there for 3 hours sooooo worth itttttt uwuwuwuw

cries and paninishment another 3.5 hours straight after suchhhhhh a big fannnnnnn omg his bald cap

narrating tark's mirror you were actually meant to be shot for this <3

the prime minister in soviet holmes

as for the actual list i must preface it with an interesting fact that i have not, in fact, seen most of these films fully. THANKS TO SMOKTUN TO BEGIN WITH i simply do not watch full movies with my faves anymore and the tragic backstory to this does not hide in points 2 and 3 above. how do his roles there are your favorites then, you may ask? thats because get on my level actually.

for the incorrect reasons, uncle vanya the movie. incorrect because i dont actually like the movie, i hate chekhov, i dont understand the play because i couldnt care less, but the film in particular was just so well shot man. the colors were poppin sooo bad, and the smoktun aesthetics are simply the BEST. like this is my preferred smoktun look forever, the beard and the hair and the colorful tie and the blue eyes holy shit. the 70s were such a blossoming time for smoktun enjoyers, everyone saw the light with this look. plus yea, this movie came pretty late in my smoktun career so it was oh so refreshing to see some good fucking acting again. i dont like the movie yet i'd always watch it, thats the power of the simp.

IOO from moscow-cassiopeia. just a scrungly role <3 both movies are poppin to begin with but knowing that smoktun is there for no reason and that he was begged to be in there and then he delivered just makes it better for me. ee o o. just a guy <3 teehee! half life stoled btw

caesar and cleopatra. now i havent seen this one fully, and from what i remember this production looked, unless i was missing something there, rather poorly in all senses. but mannnn the titular characters carried it. their interactions were so fucking funny and interesting to watch, and like as someone who has never seen anybody else play caesar? smoktun best caesar :) this was i think the only media i've watched with him that made me actually catch a fleeting crush and maybe i should look into this again lmao what was so sexy about his caesar for this to happen. i mean honestly if this gif alone doesnt sell it then what will

4. the legend of till i think it's called? also havent seen this one fully but his introduction, the very first frame, consisted of him literally sucking on tits as he was told his wife gave birth to an heir. im only yet to be blasted with an intro just as powerful ever since. sure his 3 appearances there were charmin n shit but seeing him go to town there like that is when i knew this man is utterly fearless. just for tits alone it's here on this list

5. the princess on the pea, once again not seen this one fully, but him being bullied by freindlich who plays his wife, and just be a general L dad whomst everyone is rolling eyes at was just so fun to watch. just a leetle scrungly hasban helpin out his wife and son <3